Theyoungpeopleattheothersideofthecompartment,foreverwipingthewindowwiththenapkin,andstrainingtheireyestoseetheinvisible,divertedhisunsettledattention。
  Anewperceptionofhowmuchhelikedthemandenjoyedhavingthemwithhim,tookholdofhisthoughts。
  Ithadnotoccurredtohimbefore,withanydefiniteness,thathewouldbeinsupportablylonelywhenthetimecametopartwiththem。
  Now,whenhedweltuponit,itmadehimfeelsadandold。
  Hesaidtohimselfatonce,withdecision,thatthereneedbenopartingatall。Hewouldtakeahousewithoutdelay,andtheyshouldlivewithhim。
  Hecouldnotdoubtthatthiswouldbeagreeabletothem;
  itwouldsolveeveryproblemforhim。
  Hisfancysketchedoutthenaturalandlegitimateextensionsofthisproject。Therewouldbe,firstofall,ahouseintown——afurnishedhouseofamodestsort,havingnopretensionsavetoprovideacheerfultemporaryshelterforthreepeoplewholikedoneanother。
  Herethenewhouseholdwouldtakeshape,andgetitsrightnoteofcharacter。ApparentlyLouisawouldnotbeurgedtoformpartofthishousehold。Hesaidtohimselfwithfranknessthathedidn'twanther,andtherehadbeennothingtoindicatethatherchildrenwouldpineforher。
  Sheshowedgoodsensewhenshesaidthatherplacewasintheshop,andinherancestralhomeovertheshop。
  Nodoubttherewouldbeacertainawkwardness,visibletoothersifnottothemselves,aboutherlivinginonepartofLondonandherchildreninanother。
  Butherealsohergoodsensewouldcomeon;——and,besides,thisfurnishedhouseintownwouldbeamerebriefoverturetotherealthing——thenoblecountrymansionhewasgoingtohave,withgardensandhorsesandhoundsandartificiallakesanddeerparksandeverything。
  Quitewithintheyearhewouldbeabletorealizethisconsummationofhisdreams。
  Howtheseniceyoungpeoplewouldrevelinsuchaplace——andhowtheywouldworshiphimforhavinggivenittothemforahome!Hisheartwarmedwithinhimashethoughtofthis。
  HesmiledaffectionatelyatthepictureJuliamade,polishingtheglasswithvehementcircularmovementsofherslightarm,andthengrimacingincomicvexationatthedeadlyabsenceoflandscapeoutside。Wasthereeverasweeterormorelovablegirlinthisworld?Wouldtherehavetobesomeolderwomantomanagethehouse,atthebeginning?hewondered。Heshouldlikeitimmenselyifthatcouldbeavoided。Julialookedfragileandinexperienced——butshewouldbetwenty-onenextmonth。
  Surelythatwasamatureenoughagefortheslightresponsibilityofpresidingoverservantswhoshouldbethebestthatmoneycouldbuy。Manygirlsweremarried,andgivenhouseholdsoftheirowntomanage,whentheywereevenyounger。
  Thisreflectionraisedanobstacleagainstthesmooth-
  flowingcurrentofhisthoughts。SupposingthatJuliagotthenotionofmarrying——howmiserablethatwouldmakeeverything。Verylikelyshewouldneverdoanysuchthing;hehadobservedinhernoshadowofasignthatathoughtofmatrimonyhadevercrossedherbrain。
  Yetthatwasasubjectuponwhich,ofcourse,shecouldnotbeaskedtogivepledges,eventoherself。
  Thorpetriedtotakealiberalviewofthismatter。
  HearguedtohimselfthattherewouldbenoobjectionatalltoincorporatingJulia'shusbandintothehousehold,assumingthatshewenttothelengthoftakingone,andthathewasagoodfellow。Onthislatterpoint,itwasonlythebarestjusticetoJulia'stastesandjudgmenttotakeitforgrantedthathewouldbeagoodfellow。
  Yettheunclefeltuneasilythatthiswouldalterthingsfortheworse。Thefamilyparty,withthathypotheticalyoungmaninit,couldneverbequitesoinnocentlyandcompletelyhappyas——forinstance——thefamilypartyinthiscompartmenthadbeenduringthesewonderfulthreemonths。
  Mechanicallyherubbedthewindowbesidehim,andturnedtolookoutwithacertainfixedness——asifhemightchancetocatchaglimpseofthebridegroomwithwhomJuliawouldhaveitinherpowertodisturbtheserenityoftheirprospectivehome。Asteepwhitecliff,recedingsullenlyagainstthedimgreyskyline;afarmhousegrotesquelylowforitssize,crouchingunderbigshelvinggalleriesheapedwithsnow;anopeninginfront,totheright,wherevaguelythereseemedtobeavalleyintowhichtheywoulddescend——hesawthesethings。
  Theyremainedinhismindafterwardasapartofsomethingelsethathesaw,withhismentalvision,atthesamemoment——astrikinglyrealandvividpresentmentofLadyCressage,attiredashehadseenherinthesaddle,herlighthairblownaboutalittleunderherhat,aspotofcolourintheexquisitecheek,thecold,impersonaldignityofaqueeninthebeautifulprofile。
  Thepicturewassoactualfortheinstantthatheutteredaninvoluntaryexclamation——andthenlookedhastilyroundtoseewhetherhiscompanionshadheardit。Seeminglytheyhadnot;helolledagainuponthecomfortlesscushion,andstrovetoconjureuponcemoretheapparition。
  Nothingsatisfactorycameoftheeffort。Uponconsideration,hegrewuncertainastowhetherhehadseenanythingatall。
  Atthemostitwasakindofhalf-dreamwhichhadvisitedhim。
  Heyawnedatthethought,andlightedafreshcigar。
  Allatonce,hismindhadbecometooindolenttodoanymorethinking。Ashapelessimpressionthattherewouldbeagoodmanythingstothinkoverlateronflittedintohisbrainandoutagain。
  "Well,howarethemountainsusingyou,now?"hecalledouttohisniece。
  "Oh,Icouldshakethem!"shedeclared。"Listentothis:
  'Aviewofsingularbeauty,embracingthegreaterpartoftheLakeofGeneva,andthesurroundingmountains,issuddenlydisclosed。'That'swherewearenow——orwereaminuteago。Youcanseethatthereissomesortofvalleyinfrontofus——butthatisall。IfIcouldonlyseeonemountainwithsnowonit——"
  "Why,it'sallmountainsandallsnow,whenyoucometothat,"Thorpeinsisted,withjocoseperversity。
  "You'reonmountainsyourself,allthetime。"
  "YouknowwhatImean,"sheretorted。"Iwanttoseesomethinglikethecolouredpicturesinthehotels。"
  "Oh,probablyitwillbebrightsunlighttomorrow,"
  hesaid,forperhapsthetwentiethtimethatday。
  "There——thatlookslikewater!"saidAlfred。
  "See?justbeyondthevillage。Yes,itiswater。
  There'syourLakeofGeneva,atallevents。"
  "Butitisn'ttherightcolour,"protestedJulia,peeringthroughtheglass。"It'spreciselylikeeverythingelse:it'sofnocolouratall。Andtheyalwayspaintitsuchalovelyblue!Really,uncle,theSwissGovernmentoughttoreturnyouyourmoney。"
  "Youwaittillyouseeittomorrow——ornextday,"
  saidtheuncle,vaguely。Heclosedhiseyes,andwelcomedadrowsymood。Ashewentofftosleep,thejoltingracketofthetrainmelloweditselfintoamurmurof"tomorrowornextday,tomorrowornextday,"inhisears。
  CHAPTERXI
  FROMtheirwindows,highupandatthefrontofthebighotel,JulialookeddownupontheLakeofGeneva。
  Shewasinsuchhastetobeholditthatshehadnotsomuchasunbuttonedhergloves;sheheldhermuffstillinherhand。Afteronebriefglance,shegroanedaloudwithvexation。
  Beyondtheroadway,andthedesertedminiaturepierofTerritet,bothdishevelledundermeltingandmud-stainedsnow,therelayapatchofwater——motionless,inconspicuous,ofafadeddrabcolour——whichatsomesmalldistanceoutvaguelyceasedtolooklikewaterand,yetalittlefurtherout,becamepartandparcelofthedullgreymist。
  Savefortheforlornmastsofacoupleoffishingboats,beachedundertheshelterofthepier,therewasnoproofinsightthatthiswasalakeatall。Itwasasuninspiringtotheeyeasapoolofdrippingsfromumbrellasinaporch。
  Whileheruncleandbrotheroccupiedthemselveswiththeluggagebeingbroughtupbytheporters,sheopenedawindowandsteppedoutuponthetinybalcony。
  AflaringsignontheinnerframeworkofthisbalconybesoughtherinSwiss-French,intheinterestsoforder,nottofeedthebirds。Theinjunctionseemedmeaninglesstoheruntilsheperceived,overbythewater,severalgullslazilywheelingabout。Theywerealmostasgreyasthefogtheycircledin。Suddenlytheyseemedtoperceiveherinturn,and,swervingsharply,camefloatingtowardthehotel,withharsh,almostmenacingcries。
  Shehurriedin,andshutthewindowwithdecision。
  Itseemedtoherthatthesmilewithwhich,assheturned,shewasabletomeetheruncle'slook,wasaproductoftrueheroism。
  Apparentlythissmiledidnotaltogetherdeludehim。
  "Oh,now,youmustn'tgetdownonyourluck,"
  headjuredher。"We'regoingtobeawfullycozyhere。
  Haveyouseenyourroom?It'sjustthere,inalittlealleytotherightofthedoor。Theysayithasanevenfinerviewthanthesewindows。Oh,youneedn'tlaugh——thisisthebestviewintheworld,I'mtoldbythosewhoknow。
  Andasawinter-resort,why——"
  "Isay,lookhere!"TheinterruptioncamefromAlfred,who,havinggoneoutononeofthebalconies,putinhisheadnowtosummonthem。"Comehere!Here'ssomefun。"
  HepointedouttoThorpethemeaningoftheinscriptiononthesign,andthenpulledhimforwardtoobserveitspracticaldefiance。Ascoreofbiggullswereflappinganddodginginexcitedconfusionclosebeforethem,fillingtheirearswithapainfulclamour。Everynowandagain,oneofthebirds,recoveringitssensesinthehurly-burly,wouldmakeacurvingswoopdownwardpasttherowsofwindowsbelow,andtriumphantlycatchinitsbeaksomethingthathadbeenthrownintotheair。
  Thorpe,leaningoverhisrailing,sawthataladyonabalconyonefloorbelow,andsomeyardstotheleft,wasfeedingthebirds。Shelaughedaloudasshedidso,andsaidsomethingoverhershouldertoacompanionwhowasnotvisible。
  "Well,that'sprettycool,"heremarkedtohisniece,whohadcometostandbesidehim。"She'sgotthesamesigndowntherethatwe'vegot。Icanseeitfromhere。
  Orperhapsshecan'treadFrench。"
  "Orperhapssheisn'tfrightenedofthehotelpeople,"
  suggestedthegirl。Sheadded,afteralittle,"IthinkI'llfeedthemmyselfinthemorning。Icertainlyshallifthesuncomesout——asasortofThanksgivingfestival,youknow。"
  Heruncleseemednottohearher。Hehadbeenstruckbytheexceptionalgraceofthegestureswithwhichthepiecesofbreadwereflungforth。Thehandsandwristsofthisladywereverywhiteandshapely。Themovementswhichshemadewiththem,allunawareofobservationasshewas,andviewedasheviewedthemfromabove,weresingularlybeautifulintheirunconstraint。Itwasinitswaylikewatchingsomeremarkablefinedancing,hethought。
  Hecouldnotseemuchofherface,fromhisperch,butshewastallandfashionablyclad。Therewasaloosecoveringofblacklacethrownoverherhead,butonce,assheturned,hecouldseethatherhairwasred。
  Eveninthisfleetingglimpse,theunusualtintattractedhisattention:therewasabrilliancyasoffireinit。
  Somehowitseemedtomakeaclaimuponhismemory。
  Hecontinuedtostaredownatthestrangerwithanindefinablesensethatheknewsomethingabouther。
  Suddenlyanotherfigureappeareduponthebalcony——andinaflashhecomprehendedeverything。Theseidiotic,fightinggluttonsofgullshadactuallypointedouttohimtheobjectofhissearch。ItwasLadyCressagewhostoodinthedoorway,therejustbelowhim——andhercompanion,thered-hairedladywholaughedhotel-rulestoscorn,wastheAmericanheiresswhohadcrossedtheoceaninhisship,andwhomhehadmetlateronatHadlow。
  Whatwashername——Martin?No——Madden。Heconfrontedtheswiftimpressionthattherewassomethingoddaboutthesetwowomenbeingtogether。AtHadlowhehadimaginedthattheydidnotlikeeachother。Thenhereflectedasswiftlythatwomenprobablyhadtheirownrulesaboutsuchmatters。
  Heseemedtohaveheard,orread,perhaps,thatfemaleslikedanddislikedeachotherwiththemostcapriciousalternationsandontheleasttangibleofgrounds。
  Atallevents,heretheyweretogethernow。Thatwasquiteenough。
  Thetwoladieshadgonein,andclosedtheirwindow。
  Thesophisticatedbirds,withafewungratefulcroaksofremonstrance,haddriftedawayagaintothewater。
  Hisniecehaddisappearedfromhiselbow。StillThorperemainedwithhisarmsfoldedontherailing,hiseyesfixedonthevacantbalcony,belowtotheleft。
  Whenatlasthewentinside,theyoungpeoplewerewaitingforhimwiththeprojectofastrollbeforedinner。
  Thelightwasfailing,buttherewasplentyoftime。
  TheyhadascertainedthedirectioninwhichChillonlay;
  aservanthadassuredthemthatitwasonlyafewminutes'
  walk,andAlfredwasalmostcertainthathehadseenitfromthewindow。
  Thorpeassentedwithacertainlistlessness,whichtheyhadnevernotedinhismannerbefore,butwhenJuliabeggedhimnottostirifhewereintheslightestdegreetired,herepliedhonestlyenoughthathewoulddoanythingratherthanbeleftalone。Then,ofcourse,theysaid,thereshouldbenowalk,buttothishewouldnotlisten。
  Thepartytroopeddownstairs,accordingly,andoutintothestreet。Thewalkingwasvile,but,asJuliahadlongagosaid,iftheyweretobedeterredbyslushtheywouldnevergetanywhereorseeanything。
  Itprovedtobetoolateandtoodarktoeitherenterthecastleorgetmuchofanideaofitsexterior。
  Returning,theypausedagaintolookintothelightedwindowofthenicelittlebook-shop。Thenumerousphotographsofwhattheywereentitledtobeholdfromthewindowsoftheirhotelseemedmoreconvincingthanphotographsusuallywere。Astheyoungpeopleinspectedthem,theybecamereassured。Itwasnotcrediblethatsuchanoblevistawouldforeverdenyitselftosuchearnestpilgrims。
  Whentheiruncleintroducedthistimehisancientformulaaboutthecertaintyofbrilliantsunshineinthemorning,theysomehowfeltlikebelievinghim。
  "Yes——Ireallythinkitmustchange,"Juliadeclared,withherfascinatedglanceuponthephotographs。
  Alfredlookedathiswatch。"We'dbettergetalongtothehotel,hadn'twe?"hesuggested。
  "Bytheway"——Thorpebegan,withacertainuneasinessofmanner——"speakingofdinner,wouldn'tyouliketodineatthebigtabled'hote,insteadofupinoursitting-room?"
  "Ifyou'retiredofourdiningalone——byallmeans,"
  answeredJulia,readily。Therewasobvioussurprise,however,inbothherlookandtone。
  "Tirednothing!"heassuredher。"Ilikeitbetterthananythingelseintheworld。ButwhatImeanis——I
  wasthinking,seeingthatthisissuchagreatwinter-
  resort,andalltheswaggerpeopleofEuropecomehere——
  thatprobablyyouyoungsterswouldenjoyseeingthecrowd。"
  Julia'sglance,fullofaffectionateappreciation,showedhowwhollyshedivinedhisspiritofself-sacrifice。
  "Wewouldn'tcareintheleastforit,"shedeclared。
  "Weenjoybeingalittlepartybyourselveseverywhitasmuchasyoudo——andwebothhatethepeopleyougetattabled'hotes——andbesides,forthatmatter,ifthereareanyrealswellshere,youmaybesuretheydineintheirownrooms。"
  "Why,ofcourse!"Thorpeexclaimedswiftly,inpalpableself-rebuke。"Idon'tknowwhatIcouldhavebeenthinkingof。
  Ofcoursetheywoulddineintheirrooms。"
  Nextmorning,Thorperoseearlierthanever——withtheimpressionofapeculiarlyrestlessanduncomfortablenightbehindhim。Itwasnotuntilhehadshavedanddressedthathenotedthealteredcharacteroftheairoutside。
  Althoughitwasnotfullydaylightyet,hecouldseetheoutlinesofthetreesandvinerowsonthebig,snow-cladhill,whichmonopolizedtheprospectfromhiswindow,allsharpandclearcut,asifhewerelookingatthemthroughanopera-glass。Hewentatoncetothesitting-room,andthrustthecurtainsasidefromoneofthewindows。
  Amiraclehadbeenwroughtinthenight。Theskyoverheadwasserenelycloudless;thelakebeneath,stirringsoftlyundersomefaintpassingbreeze,revealeditsfullbreadthwithcrystallinedistinctness。
  Betweenskyandwatertherestretchedacrossthepictureabroad,looming,dimly-definedbandofshadow,markedhereandthereatthetopbylittleslantingpatchesofanintenselyglowingwhite。Helookedatthisdarklingmiddledistanceforamomentortwowithoutcomprehension。
  ThenheturnedandhurriedlymovedtothedoorofJulia'sroomandbeatuponit。
  "Getup!"hecalledthroughthepanels。"Here'syoursunrise——here'syourAlpineview。Gotoyourwindowandseeit!"
  Aclearvoice,notunmirthful,replied:"I'vebeenwatchingitforhalfanhour,thanks。Isn'titglorious?"
  Hewasmorefortunateattheoppositedoor,forAlfredwasstillasleep。Theyoungman,uponhearingthenews,however,madeatoiletofunexampledbrevity,andcamebreathlesslyforth。Thorpefollowedhimtothebalcony,wherehestoodcollarlessanduncombed,withthefreshmorningbreezeblowinghishairawry,hislipsparted,hiseyesstaringwithwhattheunclefelttobeapainfulfixednessbeforehim。
  Thorpehadseenmanymountainsinmanylands。Theydidnotinteresthimverymuch。Hethought,however,thathecouldseenowwhypeoplewhohadnomountainsoftheirownshouldgetexcitedaboutSwitzerland。Heunderstoodanumberofthesesentimentalthingsnow,forthatmatter,whichhadbeenGreektohimthreemonthsbefore。
  Unreceptiveashisphilistinismmayhaveseemedtothesedelightfulyoungsters,itwasapparentenoughtohimthattheyhadtaughthimagreatdeal。Ifhecouldnothopetosharetheirever-bubblingrapturesandenthusiasms,atleasthehadcometocomprehendthemafterafashion,andeventodiscernsometimeswhatitwasthatstirredthem。
  Hewatchedhisnephewnow——havingfirstassuredhimselfbyacomprehensivedownwardglancethatnootherwindowsofthehotel-frontwereopen。Theyoungmanseemedtremendouslymoved,fartoomuchsototalk。
  ThorpeventuredoncesomeremarksabouttheMexicanmountains,whichwereeversomuchbigger,asherememberedthem,butAlfredpaidnoheed。Hecontinuedtogazeacrossthelake,watchinginraptsilenceonefacetafteranothercatchthelight,andstandoutfromthemurkygloom,radiantlywhite,tillatlastthewholehorizonwasamassofshiningminaretsanddomes,andthesunfellfullonhisface。Then,withalong-drawnsigh,heturned,re-enteredtheroom,andthrewhimselfintoachair。
  "It'stoogood!"hedeclared,withahalf-groan。"I
  didn'tknowitwouldbelikethat。"
  "Whynothing'stoogoodforus,man,"hisuncletoldhim。
  "THATis,"saidtheboy,simply,andThorpe,afterstaringforamoment,smiledandrangthebellforbreakfast。
  WhenJuliamadeherappearance,afewminuteslater,thetablewasalreadylaid,andthewaiterwascominginwiththecoffee。
  "Ithoughtwe'dhurryupbreakfast,"heruncleexplained,aftershehadkissedhimandthankedhimforthesunrisehehadsosuccessfullypredicted——"becauseIknewyou'dbothbecrazytogetout。"
  Hehadnotover-estimatedtheireagerness,whichwassogreat,indeed,thattheyfailedtonotetheexcessivetranquilityofhisowndemeanour。Heatewithsuchunusualdeliberation,onthisexcitingmorning,thattheyfoundthemselvesattheendoftheirrepastwhen,apparently,hehadbutmadeabeginning。
  "Nowyoumustn'twaitformeatall,"heannouncedtothemthen。"I'malittletiredthismorning——andI
  thinkI'djustliketoliearoundandsmoke,andperhapsreadoneofyournovels。Butyoutwomustgetyourthingsonandlosenotimeingettingout。Thisistheverybesttimeofday,youknow——forAlpinescenery。
  I'dhatetohaveyoumissanyofit。"
  Underhiskindlyifsomewhatstrenuousinsistence,theywenttotheirroomstoprepareforanimmediateexcursion。
  Hewassoanxioustohavethemseealltherewastobeseenthat,whenJuliareturned,properlycloakedandbefurred,andstoodwaitingatthewindow,hescoldedalittle。
  "Whatonearthisthatboydoing?"heexclaimed,withalatentsnarlinhistonewhichwasnoveltoherear。
  "He'llkeepyouheretillnoon!"
  "He'sshaving,Ithink。Hewon'tbelong,"shereplied,withgreatgentleness。Afteramoment'spause,sheturnedfromthewindowandcamegaylyforward。
  "Oh,Iforgot:Iwasgoingtofeedthebirds。
  Thereareseveralofthemouttherenow。"Asshespoke,shebusilybrokeupsomeoftherollsonthetable。
  Herfacewasbrightwiththepleasureofthethought。
  "Ifyoudon'tmuchmind,Julia,"herunclebegan,withalmostpleadingintonations,"IratherthinkIwouldn'tfeedthosebirds。Theruleistherebeforeoureyes,youknow——andit'salwaysbeenmyideathatifyou'reatahotelit'sthecorrectthingtoabidebyitsrules。
  It'sjustanideaofmine——andIdaresay,ifyouthinkaboutit,you'llfeelthesameway。"
  Thegirlfreedthelastremainingbread-crumbfromhergloves。
  "Why,ofcourse,uncle,"shesaid,withpromptitude。
  Althoughtherewasnohintofprotestinhertoneormanner,hefeltimpelledtosoftenstillfurtherthissolitarydemonstrationofhisauthority。
  "YouseeI'vebeenallroundtheworld,mylittlegirl,"
  heexplained,haltingly,"andwhenaman'sdonethat,andknockedabouteverywhere,he'sapttogetfinickingandnotionalabouttrifleseveryonceinawhile。"
  "You'relesssothananybodyIeverknew,"shegenerouslyinterposed。
  "Oh,noI'mnot。Youdon'tknowmewellenoughyet;
  that'swhat'sthematter。Andyousee,Julia——anotherthingjustbecauseyousawthatladythrowingoutbread,thataintaverygoodreasonwhyyoushoulddoit。
  Youdon'tknowwhatkindofapersonshemaybe。
  Girlshavegottobesofrightfullycarefulaboutallthatsortofthing。"
  Juliaofferedaconstrainedlittlelaughincomment。
  "Oh,youdon'tknowhowcarefulIcanbe,"shesaid。
  "Butyou'renotannoyed?"heentreatedher——andforanswershecamebehindhim,andrestedanarmonhisshoulder,andpattedit。Hestrokedherhandwithhisown。
  "That'ssomethinglikethenicestnieceintheworld!"
  heexclaimed,withfervour。
  Whenatlastsheandherbrotherhadgone,hemadeshortworkofhisbreakfast,anddrankhiscoffeeatagulp。
  Arestlessactivitysuddenlyinformedhismovements。
  Helitacigar,andbeganpacingupanddowntheroom,bitinghislipsinpreoccupationashewent。Afteralittle,heopenedawindow,andventuredcautiouslyasfaroutonthebalconyaswasnecessarytoobtainaviewofthestreetbelow。Eventually,heidentifiedhisnephewandnieceamongthepedestriansbeneathhim,andhekepttheminsighttill,aftermorethanonetiresomehaltatashopwindow,theydisappearedroundabendintheroad。
  Thenheturnedandcamebackintotheroomwiththebuoyantairofamanwhoseaffairsareprospering。
  Hesmiledgeniallytohimselfashegatheredfromthetableinonecapacioushandallthepiecesofbreadhisbelovedniecehadbrokenup,andadvancedagaintotheopenwindow。
  Waitingheretilloneofthedingygullsmovingaimlesslyaboutwasheadedtowardhim,hetossedoutafragment。
  Thebirddashedatitwithascream,andontheinstantthewholesquawkingflockwereonwing。Hesufferedthehubbubtoproceedunappeasedforalittlewhilehekeptawatchfulthoughfurtiveeyeonthatbalconytotheleft,below。Unhappilyhecouldnotgetoutfarenoughtoseewhethertheinnercurtainsofitswindowweredrawn。Hethrewanotherbitofbread,andthenlookedathiswatch。Itwasafewminutespastnine。
  Surelypeopletravellingtoseescenerywouldbeupbythishour。
  Thestrategyofissuingjustenoughbreadtokeepthefeatheredconcourseinmotioncommendeditselftohismind。
  Asaprecautionarymeasure,hetookalltherollsremainingonthetable,andputtheminthedrawerofadeskbythewindow。
  Itevenoccurredtohimtoringformorebread,butuponconsiderationthatseemedtoodaring。Thewaiterwouldbesufficientlysurprisedattheparty'sappetitesasitwas。
  Halfanhourlater,hisplanofcampaignsuddenlyyieldedavictory。LadyCressageappearedonherbalcony,cladinsomecharmingsortofmorninggown,andbareheaded。
  Shehadnothinginherhands,andseemedindifferenttothebirds,butwhenThorpeflungforthahandfuloffragmentsintothecentreoftheirwhirlingflock,shelookedupathim。Itwastheanxiousinstant,andheventureduponwhathehopedwasadecorouscompromisebetweenabowandalookofrecognition。
  Shewasinnohastetoanswereither。Hecouldseeratherthanhearthatshesaidsomethingtoherinvisiblecompanionwithin,thewhilesheglancedserenelyinthegeneraldirectionofhisbalcony。Itseemedtohimthattheanswertoherremark,whateveritwas,musthaveexertedadirectinfluenceuponhisdestiny,forLadyCressageallatoncefocussedhervagueregarduponhim,andnoddedwithareasonablygracioussmile。
  "It'swonderfullucktofindyouhere,"hecalleddowntoher。Havingplayedtheirpart,hewishednowthatthebirdswereatJericho。Theirobstreperousracketmadeconversationverydifficult。Apparentlyshemadehimananswer,buthecouldcatchnothingofit。
  "I'mherewithmynieceandnephew,"heshouteddown。
  "Idon'thearwhatyousay。MayIcomedownandpaymyrespects——lateron?Whatisyournumber,andwhenmayIcome?"
  Thesequestions,asheflashedtheminreviewthroughhismind,seemedtobeallrightfromthemostexactingsocialpointofview。Doubtlessitwasequallyallrightthat,beforereplying,sheshouldconsulthercompanion,asshedidatsomelength。Thenshereplied——andhehadnodifficultynowinhearingherabovethebirds——thatitwouldbeveryniceofhimtocome,say,inanhour'stime。
  Shetoldhimthenumber——andthenalmostabruptlywentin。
  Thorpe,duringthishourthatensued,smokedwithvolcanicenergy。HetriedtointeresthimselfinoneafteranotherofhalfadozenTauchnitznovelshisniececarriedabout,withapreposterousabsenceofsuccess。
  Hestrovetoarrangeinsomekindofsequencethethingsthatheshouldsay,whenthismomentousinterviewshouldbegin,buthecouldthinkofnothingwhichdidnotsoundsilly。Itwouldbeallright,hearguedtohimselfinthefaceofthispresentmentalbarrenness;
  healwaystalkedwellenoughonthespurofthemoment,whenthetimecame——andstillwasnotreassured。
  Hewonderedifbothladieswouldbetheretoreceivehim,anddecidedthattheywouldprobablyregardthatasindispensabletotheproprieties。Inthatcase,theirconversationwouldnecessarilybeofthemostcasualandgeneralcharacter。
  Hewouldtellthemagooddealabouthisniece,heforesaw。
  Amantravellingaboutwithaniece——andsuchadelightfullylady-likeandengaginglittleniece——wouldtakeonsomeaddedinterestanddignity,heperceived,intheeyesofladiestravellingalone。HeessayedtoestimatejusthowmuchtheywouldprobablylikeJulia。Ofcoursehewouldsaynothingabouthermotherandthebook-shop;avagueallusiontoawidowedsisterwouldbeampleonthathead。
  ButtherecouldbeconfidentreferencestoCheltenham;
  heknewfromwhatJuliahadsaidthatitsuggestedthemostsatisfactorysocialguarantees,iftakenstrictlybyitself。AndthensomuchwoulddependuponJuliaherself!Ifshesucceededinstrikingupafriendshipwiththem——ah,theneverythingwouldbeallright。
  PerhapstheywouldtakeafancytoAlfredtoo!Hewasaboy,ofcourse,butconceivablythefactthathewantedtopaint,andknewaboutpictures,wouldappealtothem。
  Heseemedtohaveheardsomewherethatartistsweretheverydevilamongwomen。
  Atlastthewearytimeofwaitinghadwornitselfout,somehow,and,afterafinalpolishingbeforehisglass,hewentdown,andfoundhisrightcorridor,andknockedatthedoor。Apleasantvoicebadehimenter,and,hatandglovesinhand,hewentin。
  Ashehadimagined,bothladieswerepresent。
  Hehadnotbeenprepared,however,forthefactthatitwastheAmericanwhoplayedthepartofhostess。
  Itwasshewhoreceivedhim,andinvitedhimtositdown,andgenerallymadehimfreeoftheapartment。WhenheshookhandswithLadyCressage,therewassomehowaneffectoftheincidentalintheceremony,asifshewerealsoaguest。
  Nothingcouldhavebeensimplerormorepleasingthanthelittlevisitturnedouttobe。MissMaddenhadsuddenlygrowntiredofthesnowlessanddrippingEnglishwinter,andhadaspromptlydecidedtocometoSwitzerland,wherethedriftsoughttobehighenough,andthefrostssearchingenough,inallconscience。
  TheyhadselectedTerritet,becauseitwasfamiliartoher,andbecauseitwasonthewaytoMartignyandBrieg,andshehadhadanotionofcrossingeithertheSimplonortheSt。Bernardinwinter。Asshefoundnow,theSt。Bernardwasquiteimpracticable,butadmittedlyapostroadwaskeptopenovertheSimplon。Itwassaidnowthatshewouldnotbeallowedtoproceedbythis,butitoftenhappenedthatshedidthethingsthatshewasnotallowedtodo。Thehotel-peopleatbothBriegandBerisalhadwrittenrefusingtolettheirhorsesattempttheSimplonjourney,andtheywereofcoursequitewithintheirrights,buttherewereotherhorsesinSwitzerland。
  Onesurelycouldbuyhorses——andsoon。
  Thorpealsohadhisturnatautobiography。Hetoldratherwhimsicallyofhisthreemonths'experiencesatthetailofthejuvenilewhirligigs,andhisauditorslistenedtothemwithmildsmiles。HeventureduponnumerousglowingparenthesesaboutJulia,andtheyatleastdidnotsaythattheydidnotwanttoknowher。
  Theyheardwithpoliteness,too,whathecouldcontrivetodraginabouthisartist-nephew,andsaiditmustbeverypleasantforhimtohavesuchnicecompany。AtleastMissMaddensaidthis:hercompanion,ashethoughtitoverafterward,seemedhardlytohavesaidanythingatall。
  Sheansweredthefewremarkswhichhefounditpossibletodirecttoher,buttheresponsestooknoholduponhismemory。Hefanciedthatshewasbored,orunhappy,orboth。
  Finally,inthemidstofcommonplaceswhich,tohisapprehension,wereverginguponflatness,aboldinspirationdiscloseditself——assplendidastheDentduMidirevealingitsglaciersabovethemountingsunrise——inhisbrain。
  "Weshouldallbecharmedifyouwouldcomeupanddinewithustonight,"hesaid,undertheabruptimpulsionofthisidea。"It'sbeensuchanagesincewewanderershavehadtheprivilegeofcompanyatourtable!"
  Thefelicityofthesephrasesfromhislipsattractedhisadmiringattention,evenwhilehewaitedinsuspenseforananswertothem。
  Theladiesexchangedalook。"Yes,"saidMissMadden,aftertheslightestofpauses,"weshallbeveryhappy。"
  ShortlythereafterThorpetookhisleave,andwentdownstairsandout。Hewanderedabouttillluncheontime,observingthemountainsacrossthelakefromvariousstandpoints,and,asitwere,withneweyes。
  Hewasinterestedintheminacuriousnewfashion;
  theyseemedtosaythingstohim。HislipcurledonceattheconceitthathewasoneoftheAlpshimself。
  CHAPTERXII
  ITdidnothappenuntilthreedayslaterthatThorpe'sopportunitytospeakalonewithLadyCressagecame。
  Inthisbriefperiod,thetwopartiesseemedtohavebecomefusedinaremarkableintimacy。Thiswasclearlyduetothepresenceoftheyoungpeople,andThorpecongratulatedhimselfmanytimeseachdayuponthestrikingpresciencehehadshowninbringingthem。
  BoththeladiesunaffectedlylikedJulia;somuchsothattheyseemedunwillingtomakeanyplanswhichdidnotincludeher。Thenitwasonlyamatterofcoursethatwhereshewentherbrothershouldgo——andafurtherlogicalstepquitenaturallybroughtintheirwillinguncle。
  Ifhehadplannedeverything,andnowwasorderingeverything,itcouldnothavegonemoretohisliking。
  Certainsidespeculationslentasavourtothesatisfactionwithwhichheviewedthisstateofaffairs。HefoundmanylittlesignstoconfirmthesuspicionthatthetwoladieshadbeenthereadiertomakemuchofJuliabecausetheywerenotoverkeenabouteachother'ssociety。Thebright,sweet-naturedgirlhadcomeasawelcomediversiontoacouplewhoinseclusiondidbattlewithtendenciestoyawn。Hewasnotquiteconvinced,forthatmatter,thattheAmericanladyalwayswenttothattrouble。
  Sheseemedtohisobservationawilfulsortofperson,whowouldnotberestrainedbysmallordinaryconsiderationsfromdoingthethingsshewantedtodo。Herrelationswithhercompanionaffordedhimfoodformuchthought。
  Withoutanyovertdemonstrations,sheproducedtheeffectoforderingLadyCressageabout。This,sofarasitwent,tendedtoprejudicehimagainsther。
  Ontheotherhand,however,shewassogoodtoJulia,inapeculiarlyfrankandbuoyantwaywhichfascinatedthegirl,thathecouldnotbutlikeher。AndshewasverygoodtoAlfredtoo。
  Therewas,indeed,heperceived,agreatdealofindividualityaboutthefriendshipwhichhadsprungupbetweenMissMaddenandhisnephew。Shewasyearshissenior——hesettleditwithhimselfthattheAmericancouldnotbelessthanseven-and-twenty,——yetAlfredstolecovertglancesofadmirationather,andseemedtothinkofnothingbutopportunitiesforbeinginhercompanyasif——asif——Thorpehardlylikedtocompletethecomparisoninhisownthoughts。Alfred,ofcourse,saiditwasallonaccountofherwonderfulhair;heratherwentoutofhiswaytodilateupontheenthusiasmher"colourscheme"——whateverthatmightmean——excitedinhimasanartist。Theunclehadmomentsofprofoundskepticismaboutthis——momentswhenheuneasilywonderedwhetheritwasnotgoingtobehisdutytospeaktotheyoungman。
  Forthemostpart,however,heextractedreassurancefromMissMadden'sdemeanourtowardthelad。Sheknew,itseemed,avastdealaboutpictures;atleastshewasabletotalkavastdealaboutthem,andshediditinsuchacalmlydogmaticfashion,layingdownthelawalways,thatsheputAlfredinthepositionoflisteningasapupilmightlistentoamaster。ThehumilitywithwhichhisnephewacceptedthispositionannoyedThorpeuponoccasion,buthereasonedthatitwasafaultontherightside。
  Verylikelyitwouldhelptokeepthefactofthelady'ssenioritymoreclearlybeforetheyoungster'smind,andthatwouldbesomuchgained。
  Andtheseapprehensions,afterall,werescarcelytobecountedinthebalanceagainstthesenseofachievedhappinesswithwhichthesehalcyondayskeptThorpefilled。
  Theinitiatorydinnerhadgoneoffperfectly。Hecouldhavewished,indeed,thatJuliahadasmarterfrock,andmorerings,whenhesawtheimposingcostumesandjewelledthroatsandhandsofhisguests——butshewasayounggirl,bycomparison,hereflected,andtherecouldbenodoubtthattheyfoundhercharming。AsforAlfred,hewasnotablyfine-lookinginhisevening-clothes——infinitelymorelikethesonofanobleman,thegratifiedunclekeptsayingtohimself,thanthatbigdullard,theHonourableBalder。
  ItfilledhimwithanewpleasuretorememberthatAlfredhadvisitingcardspresentinghisnameasD'Aubigny,whicheverybodyofeducationknewwaswhatthedegenerateDabneyreallystoodfor。TheladandhissisterhaduniteduponthisexcellentchangelongagoatCheltenham,andoddlyenoughtheyhadconfessedittotheiruncle,atthebeginningofthetrip,withashowoftrepidation,asiftheyfearedhisanger。Withradiantgayetyhehadrelievedtheirmindsbyshowingthemhiscard,with"Mr。
  StormontThorpe"aloneuponit。Atthedinnertable,intheproudestmomentofhislife,hehadmadehimselfprouderstillbythinkinghowdistinguishedanappearancehisandAlfred'scardswouldmaketogetherintheapartmentbelownextday。
  Butnextday,therelationsbetweenthetwopartieshadalreadybecometooinformalforcards。Juliawentdowntoseethem;theycameuptoseeJulia。Thentheyallwentforalongwalk,withluncheonatVevey,andbeforeeveningAlfredwastalkingconfidentlyofpaintingMissMadden。
  NextdaytheywentbytraintoSt。Maurice,and,returningafterdark,dinedwithoutceremonytogether。
  Thisthirdday——theweatherstillremainingbright——theyhadascendedbythefunicularroadtoGlion,andwalkedonamongtheswarmingluegers,uptoCaux。Here,afterluncheon,theyhadwanderedaboutforatime,regardingthepanoramaoflakeandmountains。Now,asthehomewarddescentbegan,chanceledthetwoyoungpeopleandMissMaddenonahead。
  ThorpefoundhimselfwalkingbesideLadyCressage。
  Hehaduponhisarmherouterwrap,whichshesaidshewouldputonpresently。Tolookattheviewhemustglancepastherface:theprofile,underthegracefulfurcap,wassoenrichedbyglowingcolourthatitwas,tohisthought,asifshewereblushing。
  "HowlittleIthought,afewmonthsago,"hesaid,"thatweshouldbemountaineeringtogether!"
  "Oh,nooneknowsadayahead,"sheresponded,vaguely。
  "IhadprobablylessnotionofcomingtoSwitzerlandthenthanyouhad。"
  "Thenyoudon'tcomeregularly?"
  "IhaveneverseeneitherGermanyorSwitzerlandbefore。
  IhavescarcelybeenoutofEnglandbefore。"
  "Whynow"——hepaused,tothinkbrieflyuponhiswords——"I
  tookitforgrantedyouwereshowingMissMaddenaround。"
  "It'squitetheotherwayabout,"sheanswered,withacoldlittlelaugh。"Itisshewhoisshowingmearound。
  Itishertour。Iamthechaperone。"Thorpedweltuponthewordinhismind。Heunderstoodwhatitmeantonlyinaway,buthewasluminouslyclearastothebitternessofthetoneinwhichithadbeenuttered。
  "No——itdidn'tseemasifitwerealtogether——whatI
  mightcall——YOURtour,"heventured。Theyhadseenmuchofeachotherthesepastfewdays,butitwasstillhardforhimtomakesurewhethertheirfreedomofintercoursehadbeenenlarged。
  Theslightshrugoftheshoulderswithwhich,insilence,shecommenteduponhisremark,embarrassedhim。Foramomenthesaidnothing。Hewentonthenwitharenewedconsciousnessofrisk。
  "Youmustn'tbeannoyedwithme,"heurged。"I'vebeentravellingwiththatdearlittlenieceofmineandherbrother,solong,thatI'vegotintoahabitofwatchingtonoticeifthefacesIseeroundmearehappy。Andwhenthey'renot,thenIhaveakindoffatherlynotionofinterfering,andseeingwhat'swrong。"
  Shesmiledfaintlyatthis,butwhenheadded,upondoubtfulinspiration——"Bytheway,speakingoffathers,Ididn'tknowatHadlowthatyouwerethedaughterofoneofmyDirectors"——thissmilefrozeupontheinstant。
  "TheDentduMidiismoreimpressivefromthehotel,don'tyouthink?"sheremarked,"thanitisfromhere。"
  Uponconsideration,heresolvedtogoforward。
  "IhavetakenagreatinterestinGeneralKervick,"
  hesaid,almostdefiantly。"Iamseeingtoitthathehasacomfortableincome——anincomesuitabletoagentlemanofhisposition——fortherestofhislife。"
  "Hewillbeverygladofit,"sheremarked。
  "ButIhopedthatyouwouldbegladofittoo,"
  hetoldher,bluntly。Acurioussenseofrelianceuponhissuperiorityinyearshadcometohim。Ifhecouldmakehisairelderlyandpaternalenough,itseemedlikelythatshewoulddefertoit。"I'mtalkingtoyouasIwouldtomyniece,youknow,"headded,plausibly。
  Sheturnedherheadtomakeafleetingsurveyofhisface,asifthepointofviewtookherbysurprise。
  "Idon'tunderstand,"shesaid。"Youareprovidinganincomeformyfather,becauseyouwishtospeaktomelikeanuncle。Isthatit?"
  Helaughed,somewhatdisconsolately。"No——thatisn'tit,"
  hesaid,andlaughedagain。"Icouldn'ttell,youknow,thatyouwouldn'twanttotalkaboutyourfather。"
  "Why,there'snoreasonintheworldfornottalkingofhim,"
  shemadehastetodeclare。"Andifhe'sgotsomethinggoodintheCity,I'msureI'masgladasanyone。Heisthesortthatoughtalwaystohaveagooddealofmoney。
  Imean,itwillbringouthismoreamiablequalities。
  Hedoesnotshinemuchinadversity——anymorethanIdo。"
  Thorpefeltkeenlythattherewerefinethingstobesaidhere——buthehadconfidenceinnothingthatcametohistongue。"I'vebeenapoormanallmylife——tillnow,"
  washiseventualremark。
  "Pleasedon'ttellmethatyouhavebeenveryhappyinyourpoverty,"sheadjuredhim,withthedimflickerofareturningsmile。"Verylikelytherearepeoplewhoaresoconstituted,buttheyarenotmykind。
  Idon'twanttohearthemtellaboutit。Tomepovertyisthehorror——theunmentionablehorror!"
  "ThereneverwasadaythatIdidn'tfeelTHAT!"
  Thorpeputfervourintohisvoice。"Iwasneverreconciledtoitforaminute。IneverceasedswearingtomyselfthatI'dpullmyselfoutofit。Andthat'swhatmakesmesortofsoft-heartednowtowardthose——
  towardthosewhohaven'tpulledthemselvesoutofit。"
  "Yourniecesaysyouaresoft-heartedbeyondexample,"
  remarkedLadyCressage。
  "Whocouldhelpbeing,tosuchasweetlittlegirlassheis?"
  demandedtheuncle,fondly。
  "Sheisverynice,"saidtheother。"Ifonemaysaysuchathing,Ifancythesethreemonthswithherhavehadanappreciableeffectuponyou。I'msureInoteadifference。"
  "That'sjustwhatI'vebeensayingtomyself!"hetoldher。
  Hewasvisiblydelightedwiththiscorroboration。
  "I'vebeenalonepracticallyallmylife。Ihadnofriendstospeakof——Ihadnofitcompany——Ihadn'tanythingbutthedeterminationtoclimboutofthehole。
  Well,I'vedonethat——andI'vegotamongthekindofpeoplethatInaturallylike。Butthentherecamethequestionofwhethertheywouldlikeme。Itellyoufrankly,thatwaswhatwasworryingtheheartoutofmewhenI
  firstmetyou。Iliketobeconfessingittoyounow——butyoufrightenedmewithinaninchofmylife。Wellnow,yousee,I'mnotscaredofyouatall。Andofcourseit'sbecauseJulia'sbeenputtingmethroughacourseofsprouts。"
  ThefigurewaslostuponLadyCressage,butthespiritoftheremarksseemednotunpleasanttoher。"I'msureyou'refullofkindness,"shesaid。"YoumustforgetthatI
  snappedatyou——aboutpapa。""AllIrememberaboutthatis,"
  hebegan,hiseyelightingupwiththethoughtthatthistimetheopportunityshouldnotpassunimproved,"thatyousaidhedidn'tshinemuchinadversity——anymorethanyoudid。
  NowonthatlastpointIdisagreewithyou,straight。
  Therewouldn'tbeanyplaceinwhichyouwouldn'tshine。"
  "Isthatthewayonetalkstoone'sniece?"sheaskedhim,almostlistlessly。"Suchflatterymustsurelybebadfortheyoung。"Herwordsweresprightlyenough,butherfacehadcloudedover。Shehadnoheartforthebanter。
  "Ah"——hehalf-groaned。"IonlywishIknewwhatwastherightwaytotalktoyou。TherealthingisthatI
  seeyou'reunhappy——andthatgetsonmynerve——andI
  shouldliketoaskyouiftherewasn'tsomethingIcoulddo——andaskitinsuchawaythatyou'dhavetoadmittherewas——andIdon'tknowenoughtodoit。"
  Hehadawansmileforthanks。"Butofcoursethereisnothing,"shereplied,gently。
  "Oh,theremustbe!"heinsisted。Hehadnolongeranyclearnotionsastowherehistonguemightnotleadhim。
  "Theremustbe!YousaidImighttalktoyouasIwouldtoJulia"DidI?"
  "Well,I'mgoingto,anyway,"hewentonstoutly,ignoringthenoteofdefinitedissentinherinterruption。
  "YouAREunhappy!Youspokeaboutbeingachaperone。
  Wellnow,tospeakplainly,ifitisn'tentirelypleasantforyouwithMissMadden——whywouldn'tyoubeachaperoneforJulia?ImustbegoingtoLondonverysoon——butshecanstayhere,orgotoEgypt,orwherevershelikes——andofcourseyouwoulddoeverything,andhaveeverything——whateveryouliked,too。"
  "Theconversationisgettinguponratherimpossiblegrounds,I'mafraid,"shesaid,andthenbitherlipstogether。
  Halting,shefrownedalittleintheeffortofconsideringherfurtherwords,buttherewasnothingsevereintheglancewhichsheliftedtohimasshebegantospeak。
  "Letuswalkon。Imusttellyouthatyoumisconceivethesituationentirely。NobodycouldpossiblybekinderormoreconsideratethanMissMadden。OfcoursesheisAmerican——orratherIrish-American,andI'mEnglish,andournotionsandwaysarenotalwaysalike。Butthathasnothingtodowithit。Anditisnotsomuchthatshehasmanythousandsayear,andIonlyafewhundreds。
  Thatinitselfwouldsignifynothing——andifImusttakehelpfromsomebodyIwouldrathertakeitfromCeliaMaddenthananybodyelseIknow——butthisisthepoint,Mr。Thorpe。
  Idonoteatthebreadofdependencegracefully。Ipullwryfacesoverit,andIdon'ttryverymuchtodisguisethem。
  Thatismyfault。Yes——ohyes,Iknowitisafault——butIamasIam。AndifMissMaddendoesn'tmind——why"——sheconcludedwithamirthless,uncertainlaugh——"whyonearthshouldyou?"
  "Ah,whyshouldI?"heechoed,reflectively。"Ishouldlikedesperatelytotellyouwhy。SometimeIwilltellyou。"
  Theywalkedoninsilenceforabriefspace。Thensheputoutherhandforherwrap,andasshepaused,hespreaditoverhershoulders。
  "Iamamazedtothinkwhatwehavebeensayingtoeachother,"
  shesaid,buttoningthefurastheymovedonagain。
  "Iamvexedwithmyself。"
  "Andmorestillwithme,"hesuggested。
  "No-o——butIoughttobe。You'vemademetalkthemostshockingrubbish。"
  "Therewedisagreeagain,youknow。Everythingyou'vesaid'sbeenperfect。Whatyou'rethinkingofnowisthatI'mnotanoldenoughfriendtohavebeenallowedtohearit。ButifI'mnotasoldafriendassome,IwishIcouldmakeyoufeelthatI'massolidafriendasany——assolidandasstaunchandastrue。IwishI
  couldhearyousayyoubelievedthat。"
  "Butyoutalkof'friends,'"shesaid,inatonenotatallresponsive——"whatismeantby'friends'?We'vechancedtomeettwice——andoncewebarelyexchangedcivilities,andthistimewe'vebeenhotelacquaintances——hardlymore,isit?——andyouandyouryoungpeoplehavebeenverypolitetome——andIinasillymomenthavetalkedtoyoumoreaboutmyaffairsthanIshould——Isupposeitwasbecauseyoumentionedmyfather。But'friends'isratherabigwordforthat,isn'tit?"
  Thorpepoutedforadubiousmoment。"Icanthinkofabiggerwordstill,"hesaid,daringly。"It'sbeenonthetipofmytonguemorethanonce。"
  Shequickenedherpace。Theairhadgrownperceptiblycolder。
  Thedistantmountains,visibleeverandagainthroughthebarebranches,wereofadarkandcheerlessblue,andsharplydefinedagainstthesky。Itwasnotyetthesunsethour,andtherewerenomists,butthelightofdayseemedtobegoingoutoftheheavens。
  Hehurriedonbesideherindepressedsilence。
  Theircompanionswerehiddenfromviewinaconvolutionofthewindingroad,buttheyweresonearthattheirvoicescouldbeheardastheytalked。Frequentlythesoundoflaughtercamebackwardfromthem。
  "They'rejollyenoughdownthere,"hecommentedatlast,moodily。
  "That'sagoodreasonforourjoiningthem,isn'tit?"
  Hertonewasatoncecasualandpointed。
  "ButIdon'twanttojointhem!"heprotested。"Whydon'tyoustaywithme——andtalk?""Butyoubullymeso,"
  sheofferedinexplanation。
  Thephrasecaughthisattention。Coulditbethatitexpressedherrealfeeling?Shehadsaid,herecalled,thathehadmadehertalk。Hercomplaintwaslikeanadmissionthathecouldoverpowerherwill。
  Ifthatweretrue——thenhehadresourcesofmasterfulnessstillinreservesufficienttowinanyvictory。
  "No——notbullyyou,"hesaidslowly,asifobjectingtothewordratherthantheidea。"Thatwouldn'tbepossibletome。
  Butyoudon'tknowmewellenoughtounderstandme。
  Iamthekindofmanwhogetsthethingshewants。
  Letmetellyousomething:WhenIwasatHadlow,Ihadnevershotapheasantinmylife。Iusedtodotolerablywellwitharifle,butIhardlyknewanythingaboutashot-gun,andIdon'tsupposeI'deverkilledmorethantwoorthreebirdsonthewing——andthatwasagesago。
  ButItookthenotionthatIwouldshootbetterthananybodyelsethere。Imadeupmymindtoit——andIsimplydidit,that'sall。Idon'tknowifyouremember——butIkilledagooddealmorethanboththeothersputtogether。
  Igiveyouthatasanexample。IwantedyoutothinkthatIwasacrackshot——andsoImademyselfbeacrackshot。"
  "Thatisveryinteresting,"shemurmured。Theydidnotseemtobewalkingquitesofast。
  "Don'tthinkIwanttobragaboutmyself,"hewenton。
  "Idon'tfancymyself——inthatway。I'mnotspeciallyproudofdoingthings——it'sthethingsthemselvesthatIcarefor。Ifsomemenhadmadeagreatfortune,theywouldbeconceitedaboutit。Well,I'mnot。
  WhatI'mkeenaboutisthewaytousethatfortunesothatIwillgetthemostoutofit——themosthappiness,Imean。Thethingtodoistomakeupyourmindcarefullywhatitisthatyouwant,andtoputallyourpowerandresolutionintogettingit——andtherestiseasyenough。
  Idon'tthinkthere'sanythingbeyondastrongman'sreach,ifheonlybelievesenoughinhimself。"
  "Butaren'tyouconfusingtwothings?"shequeried。
  Thesubjectapparentlyinterestedher。"Towinone'sobjectsbysheerpersonalforceisonething。Tomerelysecurethembecauseone'spurseislongerthanotherpeople's——that'squiteanothermatter。"
  Hesmiledgrimlyather。"Well,I'llcombinethetwo,"
  hesaid。
  "ThenIsupposeyouwillbealtogetherirresistible,"
  shesaid,lightly。"Therewillbenopheasantsleftforotherpeopleatall。"
  "Idon'tmindbeingchaffed,"hetoldher,withgravity。
  "Solongasyou'regood-natured,youcanmakegameofmeallyoulike。ButI'minearnest,allthesame。
  I'mnotgoingtoplaythefoolwithmymoneyandmypower。
  Ihavegreatprojects。SometimeI'lltellyouaboutthem。
  Theywillallbeputthrough——everyoneofthem。Andyouwouldn'tobjecttotalkingthemoverwithme——wouldyou?"
  "Myopinionon'projects'isofnoearthlyvalue——tomyselforanyoneelse。"
  "Butstillyou'dgivemeyouradviceifIaskedit?"
  hepersisted。"Especiallyifitwasaprojectinwhichyouwereconcerned?"
  Afteramoment'sconstrainedsilenceshesaidtohim,"Youmusthavenoprojects,Mr。Thorpe,inwhichI
  amconcerned。Thistalkisallverywideofthemark。
  YouarenotentitledtospeakasifIweremixedupwithyouraffairs。Thereisnothingwhatevertowarrantit。"
  "ButhowcanyouhelpbeinginmyprojectsifIputyouthere,andkeepyouthere?"heaskedher,withgleefulboldness。
  "Andjustaskyourselfwhetheryoudoreallywanttohelpit。Whyshouldyou?You'veseenenoughofmetoknowthatIcanbeagoodfriend。AndI'mthekindoffriendwhoamountstosomething——whocanandwilldothingsforthosehelikes。Whatobligationareyouundertoturnawaythatkindofafriend,whenheoffershimselftoyou?Putthatquestionplainlytoyourself。"
  "ButyouarenotinapositiontonominatethequestionsthatIamtoputtomyself,"shesaid。Theefforttoimportdecisionintohertoneandmannerwasapparent。
  "ThatiswhatIdesireyoutounderstand。Wemustnottalkanymoreaboutme。Iamnotthetopicofconversation。"
  "ButfirstletmefinishwhatIwantedtosay,"heinsisted。
  "Mytalkwon'tbreakanybones。You'dbewrongnottolistentoit——becauseit'smeanttohelpyou——tobeofusetoyou。Thisisthething,LadyCressage:
  You'reinaparticularlyhardandunpleasantposition。
  LikemyfriendPlowden"——hewatchedherfacenarrowlybutinvain,inthedulllight,foranychangeatmentionofthename——"likemyfriendPlowdenyouhaveapositionandtitletokeepup,andnexttonothingtokeepitupon。ButhecangodownintotheCityandmakemoney——ortryto。HecanacceptDirectorshipsandtipsaboutthemarketandsoon,frommenwhoaredisposedtobegoodtohim,andwhoseehowhecanbeofusetothem——andinthatwayhecandosomethingforhimself。
  Butthereisthedifference:youcan'tdothesethings,oryouthinkyoucan't,whichisthesamething。
  You'reallfencedin;you'resurroundedbynotice-boards,tellingyouthatyoumustn'twalkthiswayorlookthatway;
  thatyoumustn'tsaythisthingordotheother。
  Nowyourfrienddownaheadthere——MissMadden——shedoesn'ttakemuchstockinnotice-boards。Infact,shefeedsthegulls,simplybecauseshe'sforbiddentodoit。
  Butyou——youdon'tfeedanygulls,andyetyou'reannoyedwithyourselfthatyoudon't。Isn'tthatthecase?Haven'tIreadyouright?"
  Sheseemedtohavesubmittedtohischoiceofatopic。
  Therewasnotouchofexpostulationinthevoicewithwhichsheansweredhim。"Iseewhatyouthinkyoumean,"
  shesaid。
  "Think!"heresponded,withself-confidentemphasis。
  "I'mnot'thinking。'I'mreadinganopenbook。AsIsay,you'renotcontented——you'renothappy;youdon'ttrytopretendthatyouare。Butallthesame,thoughyouhateit,youacceptit。Youthinkthatyoureallymustobeyyournotice-boards。NowwhatItellyouyououghttodoistotakeadifferentview。Whyshouldyouputupallthisbarbedwirebetweenyourselfandyourfriends?Itdoesn'tdoanybodyelseanygood——anditdoesyouharm。
  Why,forexample,shouldPlowdenbefreetotakethingsfromme,andyounot?"
  Sheglancedathim,withacoldhalf-smileinhereye。
  "UnfortunatelyIwasnotaskedtojoinyourBoard。"
  Hepressedhislipstightlytogether,andregardedhermeditativelyasheturnedthesewordsoverinhismind。
  "WhatI'mdoingforPlowden,"hesaidwithslowvaguenessmeanwhile,"itisn'tsomuchbecausehe'sontheBoard。
  He'sofnospecialusetomethere。Buthewasnicetomeatatimewhenthatmeanteverythingintheworldtome——andIdon'tforgetthingsofthatsort。Besides,Ilikehim——anditpleasesmetolethiminforashareofmygoodfortune。See?It'smywayofenjoyingmyself。
  Wellnow,Ilikeyoutoo,andwhyshouldn'tIbeallowedtoletyouinalsoforashareofthatgoodfortune?
  Youthinkthere'sadifference,butItellyouit'simaginary——puremoonshine。Why,theverypeoplewhoseopinionyou'reafraidof——whatdidtheydothemselveswhentheSouthAfricancrazewason?I'mtoldthatthescumoftheearthhadonlytoownsomeCharteredshares,andpretendtobe'intheknow'aboutthem——andtheycoulddinewithasmanyduchessesastheyliked。
  Iknewoneortwoofthemenwhowereinthatdeal——I
  wouldn'thavetheminmyhouse——butitseemstherewasn'tanyotherhousetheycouldn'tgotoinLondon。"
  "Ohyes,thereweremanyhouses,"sheinterposed。
  "Itwasn'taniceexhibitionthatsocietymadeofitself——
  oneadmitsthat,——butitwasonlyonesetthatquitelosttheirheads。Thereareallkindsofsets,youknow。
  And——Idon'tthinkIseeyourapplication,inanyevent。
  Thecraze,asyoucallit,wasallonabusinessbasis。
  Peopleranafterthosewhocouldtellthemwhichsharesweregoingup,andtheygambledinthoseshares。Thatwasall,wasn'tit?"
  Stilllookingintentlyather,hedismissedherquerywithalittleshakeofthehead。"'Onabusinessbasis,'"
  herepeated,asiftalkingtohimself。"Theyliketohavethings'onabusinessbasis。'"