Hehalted,withahandheldoutoverherarm,andshepausedaswell,inareluctant,tentativeway。"Idon'tunderstandyou,"sheremarked,blankly。
"Letmeputitinthisway,"hebegan,knittinghisbrows,andmarshallingthethoughtsandphraseswithwhichhismindhadbeenbusy。"Thisisthequestion。
Youweresayingthatyouweren'taskedtojoinmyBoard。
YouexplainedinthatwayhowIcoulddothingsforPlowden,andcouldn'tdothemforyou。Oh,Iknowitwasajoke——butithaditsmeaning——atleasttome。NowIwanttoaskyou——ifIdecidetoformanotherCompany,averysmallandparticularCompany——ifIshoulddecidetoformit,Isay——couldIcometoyouandaskyoutojoinTHATBoard?
OfcourseIcouldask——butwhatImeanis——well,IguessyouknowwhatImean。"
Themetaphorhadseemedtohimamostingeniousandsatisfactoryvehicleforhispurpose,andithadbrokendownunderhimamidevidencesofconfusionwhichhecouldnotaccountfor。Allatoncehissenseofphysicalascendancyhadmeltedaway——disappeared。HelookedatLadyCressageforaninstant,andknewtherewassomethingshufflingandnervelessinthewayhisglancethenshiftedtothedimmountainchainbeyond。Hisheartflutteredsurprisinglyinsidehisbreast,duringthesilencewhichensued。
"Surelyyoumusthavesaideverythingnowthatyouwishedtosay,"sheobservedatlast。Shehadbeenstudyingintentlythetroddensnowatherfeet,anddidnotevennowlookup。Theconstraintofhermanner,andacertainpleadinghesitationinherwords,beganatoncetorestorehisself-command。"Donottalkofitanyfurther,Ibegofyou,"shewenton。
"We——wehavebeenlaggingbehindunconscionably。
Ifyouwishtopleaseme,letushurryforwardnow。
Andplease!——nomoretalkatall!"
"Butjustaword——you'renotangry?"
Sheshookherheadveryslightly。
"AndyoudoknowthatI'myourfriend——yoursolid,twenty-four-caratfriend?"
Afteramoment'spause,shemadeanswer,almostinawhisper——"Yes——bemyfriend——ifitamusesyou,"——andledthewaywithprecipitatestepsdownthewindingroad。
CHAPTERXIII
TWOdayslater,ThorpeandhisyoungpeopletookanearlymorningtrainforGeneva——homewardbound。
Itwasentirelyeasytoaccepttheiruncle'sdeclarationthaturgentbusinesssummonedhimtoLondon,yetJuliaandAlfred,whentheychancedtoexchangeglancesaftertheannouncement,readineachother'seyestheformlessimpressionthattherewereotherthingsbesidebusiness。
Theiruncle,theyrealized,mustbeconcernedinlargeandprobablyventuresomeenterprises;butitdidnotfitwiththeirconceptionofhischaracterthatcommercialanxietiesshouldpossessthepowertoupsethim。
Andupsetheundeniablywas。
Theytracedhisdisturbance,inageneralway,tothemorningfollowingtheexcursionuptoGlionandCaux。
Hetoldthemthenthathehadsleptverybadly,andthattheymust"counthimout"oftheirplansfortheday。
HecontinuedtobecountedoutofwhatremainedoftheirstayatTerritet。Heprofessednottobeill,buthewasrestlessandpreoccupied。Heatelittle,butsmokedcontinuously,anddrankspiritsagooddeal,whichtheyhadnotseenhimdobefore。Nothingwouldinducehimtogoouteitherday。
Strangelyenough,thisdisturbanceoftheiruncle'sequanimitysynchronizedwithanapparentchangeintheattitudeoftheirnewfriendsonthefloorbelow。
Thischangewas,indeed,moreapparentthandefinable。
Theladieswere,tothenicestscrutiny,askindlyandaffableasever,butthesenseofcomradeshiphadsomehowvanished。Insensibly,thetwopartieshadceasedtohaveimpulsesandtastesincommon。
Therewerenomoretripstogether——nomorefortuitousluncheonsorformaldinnersasagroup。
Theyoungpeoplelookedupatthefrontofthebighotelonthismorningofdeparture,aftertheyhadclamberedoverthedriftsintothesnow-bedeckedtrain,andopenedthewindowoftheircompartment。TheymadesurethattheycouldidentifythewindowsofMissMadden'ssuite,andthatthecurtainsweredrawnaside——buttherewasnoothertokenofoccupancydiscernible。Theyhadsaidgood-byetothetwoladiesthepreviousevening,ofcourse——itlingeredintheirmindsasaratherperfunctoryceremony——butthishadnotpreventedtheirhopingforanotherfarewellglimpseoftheirfriends。Noonecametowaveahandfromthebalcony,however,andtheyoungsterslookedsomewhatdubiouslyateachotherasthetrainmoved。
Thenintuitivelytheyglancedtowardtheiruncle——andperceivedthathehadhishatpulledoverhiseyes,andwasstaringwithakindofmoodyscowlatthelakeopposite。
"Fortunately,itisaclearday,"saidJulia。"WeshallseeMontBlanc。"
Hervoiceseemedtohaveahollowandunnaturalsoundinherownears。Neitherherunclenorherbrotheransweredher。
Atbreakfast,meanwhile,intheapartmenttowardwhichtheyoungpeoplehadturnedtheirfarewellgazeinvain,MissMaddensippedhercoffeethoughtfullywhileshereadaletterspreaduponthetablebesideher。
"It'sastheysaid,"sheobserved。"Youarenotallowedtodriveinthemountainswithyourownhorsesandcarriage。
ThatseemsratherquaintforamodelRepublic——doesn'tit?"
"Idaresaythey'requiteright,"LadyCressagereplied,listlessly。"It'sintheinterestofsafety。
Peoplewhodonotknowthemountainswouldsimplygoandgetkilledinavalanchesandhurricanes——andallthat。
IsupposethatiswhattheGovernmentwishestoprevent。"
"Andyou'reonthesideoftheGovernment,"saidtheother,withatwinkleinherbrowneyes。"Trulynow——youhatedthewholeideaofdrivingovertheSimplon。"
LadyCressageliftedherbrowsinwhimsicalassentasshenodded。
"ButdoyoulikethisRussianplananybetter?"
demandedCelia。"Iwishforonceyouwouldbeabsolutelycandidandopenwithme——andletmeknowtotheuttermostjustwhatyouthink。""'Foronce'?"queriedtheother。
Hertonewasplacidenough,butsheallowedthesignificanceofthequotationtobemarked。
"Oh,Ineverwhollyknowwhatyou'rethinking,"
MissMaddendeclared。Sheputonasmiletoalleviatetheforceofherremarks。"Itisnotyoualone——Edith。Don'tthinkthat!Butitisingrainedinyourcountry-women。
Youcan'thelpit。It'sinyourbloodtokeepthingsback。
I'vemetnumbersofEnglishladieswho,I'mreadytobelieve,wouldbeincapableoftellinganuntruth。
ButI'venevermetoneofwhomIcouldbesurethatshewouldtellmethewholetruth。Don'tyouseethiscaseinpoint,"shepursued,withalittlelaugh,"IcouldnotdragitoutofyouthatyoudislikedtheSimplonidea,solongastherewasachanceofourgoing。Immediatelywefindthatwecan'tgo,youadmitthatyouhatedit。"
"Butyouwantedtogo,"objectedLadyCressage,quietly。
"Thatwastheimportantthing。WhatIwantedordidnotwanthadnothingtodowiththematter。"
Celia'sfacecloudedmomentarily。"ThosearenotthekindofthingsIliketohearyousay,"sheexclaimed,withacertainvigour。"Theyputeverythinginquiteafalselight。IameverywhitasanxiousthatyoushouldbepleasedasthatIshould。Youknowthatwellenough。
I'vesaiditathousandtimes——andhaveIeverdoneanythingtodisproveit?ButInevercanfindoutwhatyoudowant——whatreallywillpleaseyou!Youneverwillproposeanything;youneverwillbeentirelyfrankaboutthethingsIpropose。It'sonlybywatchingyououtofthecornerofmyeyethatIcaneverguesswhetheranythingisaltogethertoyourlikingornot。"
Thediscussionseemedtobefollowinglinesfamiliartothemboth。"Thatisonlyanotherwayofsayingwhatyoudiscoveredlongago,"saidLadyCressage,passively——"thatIamdeficientintheenthusiasms。
Butoriginallyyouwereoftheopinionthatyouhadenthusiasmsenoughfortwo,andthatmylackofthemwouldredressthebalance,sotospeak。Ithoughtitwasaverylogicalopinionthen,and,frommyownpointofview,Ithinksonow。Butifitdoesnotworkinpractice,atleasttheresponsibilityofdefendingitisnotmine。"
"Delightful!"criedCelia,smilinggaylyassheputdownhercupagain。"YouaretheonlywomanI'veeverknownwhowaswortharguingwith。ThemereoperationmakesmefeelasifIweregoingthroughOxford——orpassingthefinalJesuitexaminations。Heavenknows,Iwouldgetupargumentswithyoueveryday,forthepureenjoymentofthething——ifIweren'teternallyafraidofsayingsomethingthatwouldhurtyourfeelings,andthenyouwouldn'ttellme,butwouldnursethewoundinsilenceinthedark,andIshouldknowthatsomethingwaswrong,andhavetowatchyouforweekstomakeoutwhatitwas——anditwouldallbetoounhappy。
Butitcomesback,yousee,towhatIsaidbefore。
Youdon'ttellmethings!"
Edithsmiledinturn,affectionatelyenough,butwithawistfulreserve。"Itisaconstitutionaldefect——evennational,accordingtoyou。HowshallIhopetochange,atthislateday?Butwhatisityouwantmetotellyou?——Iforget。"
"TheRussianthing。TogotoVienna,wherewegetourpassports,andthentoCracow,andthroughtoKief,whichtheysayisawfullywellworthwhile——andnextMoscow——andsoontoSt。Petersburg,intimetoseetheicebreakup。ItisonlyinwinterthatyouseethecharacteristicRussia:thatonehasalwaysheard。
Withthefursandthesledges,andthethreehorsesgallopingoverthesnow——itseemstomeitmustbethebestthinginEurope——ifyoucancallRussiaEurope。
That'sthewayitpresentsitselftome——butthenIwasbroughtupinahalf-Arcticclimate,andIlovethatsortofthing——initsproperseason。Itisdifferentwithyou。
InEnglandyoudon'tknowwhatarealwinteris。
AndsoIhavetomakequitesurethatyouthinkyouwouldliketheRussianexperiment。"
Theotherlaughedgently。"ButifIdon'tknowwhatarealwinteris,howcanItellwhetherIwilllikeitornot?AllIdoknowisthatIamperfectlywillingtogoandfindout。Ohyes——truly——Ishouldlikeverymuchtogo。"
MissMaddensighedbriefly。"Allright,"shesaid,butwithanotableabsenceofconvictioninhertone。
Aspaceofsilenceensued,assheopenedandglancedthroughanothernote,theenvelopeofwhichhadbornenopostmark。
Shepoutedherlipsoverthecontentsofthismissive,andraisedhereyebrowsintokenofsurprise,butasshelaiditdownshelookedwithafranksmileathercompanion。
"It'sfromouryoungfriend,"sheexplained,genially——
"thepainter-boy——Mr。D'Aubigny。ItistoremindmeofapromisehesaysImade——thatwhenIcametoLondonheshouldpaintmyportrait。Idon'tthinkIpromisedanythingofthekind——butIsupposethatisadetail。
It'sallmyunfortunatehair。Theymusthavegonebythistime——theyweretogoveryearly,weren'tthey?"
LadyCressageglancedattheclock。"Itwas8:40,Ithink——fullyhalfanhourago,"sheanswered,withapainstakingeffectofindifference。
"Curiousconglomeration"——musedtheother。"Theboyandgirlaresocivilized,andtheiruncleissorudimentary。
I'mafraidtheyarespoilinghimjustasthemissionariesspoilthenoblesavage。Theyoughttogoawayandleavehimalone。Asabarbarianhewasrathereffective——buttheywillwhitewashhimandgildhimandmakeatamemonstrosityofhim。ButIsupposeit'sinevitable。
Havingmadehisfortune,itistherulethathemustsetupasagentleman。WedoitmoresimplyinAmerica。
Onegenerationmakesthefortune,andleavesittothenextgenerationtoputonthefrills。Myfather,forexample,neveralteredintheslightestdegreethehabitsheformedwhenhewasapoorworkman。Tothedayofhisdeath,blessedoldman,heremainedwhathehadalwaysbeen——simple,pious,modest,hard-working,kindly,andthrifty——amodelpeasant。Nothingevertemptedhimahair's-breadthoutofthepathhehadbeenbredtowalkin。
Butsuchnobilityofmindandtemperwithitall!HeneverdreamedofsuggestingthatIshouldwalkinthesamepath。
FrommyearliestchildhoodIcannotrememberhiseverputtingalimitationuponmethatwasn'tentirelysensibleandgenerous。Imusthavebeenanextremelytryingdaughter,butheneversaidso;heneverlookedoractedasifhethoughtso——ButIneverstopwhenIbegintalkingofmyfather。"
"It'salwaysverysweettometohearyoutalkofhim,"
LadyCressageputin。"Oneknowssofewpeoplewhofeelthatwayabouttheirfathers!"
Celianoddedgravely,asifinbenevolentcommentuponsomethingthathadbeenleftunsaid。Thesightoftheyoungartist'snoterecalledherearliersubject。
"Ofcoursethereisacertaindifference,"shewenton,carelessly,——"thisMr。Thorpeisnotatallapeasant,asthephrasegoes。Hestrikesone,sometimes,ashavingbeeneducated。"
"Oh,hewasatapublicschool,LordPlowdentellsme,"
saidtheother,withinterest。"Andhispeoplewerebooksellers——somewhereinLondon——sothathegotagoodsmatteringofliteratureandallthat。Hecertainlyhasmorerighttosetupasagentlemanthannineoutoftenofthenouveauxrichesoneseesflauntingaboutnowadays。
Andhecantalkverywellindeed——inadirect,practicalsortofway。Idon'tquitefollowyouabouthisnieceandnephewspoilinghim。Ofcourseonecanseethattheyhavehadagreateffectuponhim。Heseesithimself——andhe'sveryproudofit。Hetoldmeso,quitefrankly。
Butwhyshouldn'titbeaniceeffect?"
"Oh,Idon'tknow,"Celiareplied,idly。"Itseemedtomethathewasthekindofpiraticalbuccaneerwhooughtn'ttobeshavedandpolishedandtaughtdrawing-roomtricks——I
feelthatmerelyintheinterestofthefitnessofthings。
Haveyoulookedintohiseyes——Imeanwhenthey'vegotthatlack-lustreexpression?Youcanseeahundredthousanddeadmeninthem。"
"Iknowthelookyoumean,"saidLadyCressage,inalowvoice。
"NotthatIassumeheisgoingtokillanybody,"
pursuedMissMadden,withostensibleindifference,butfixingaglanceofarousedattentionuponhercompanion'sface,"orthathehasanycriminalintentionswhatever。Hebehavesverycivillyindeed,andapparentlyhisnieceandnephewidolizehim。Heseemstobethesoulofkindnesstothem。
ItmaybethatI'maltogetherwrongabouthim——onlyI
knowIhadtheinstinctofalarmwhenIcaughtthatsortofdullglazeinhiseye。ImetanAfricanexplorerayearago,orso,aboutwhoseexpeditionsdarkstoriesweretold,andhehadpreciselythatkindofeye。
Perhapsitwasthisthatputitintomyhead——butIhaveafeelingthatthisThorpeisanexceptionalsortofman,whowouldhavethecapacityinhimforterriblethings,ifthenecessityaroseforthem。"
"Iseewhatyoumean,"theotherrepeated。Shetoyedwiththebread-crumbsaboutherplate,andreflectivelywatchedtheirmanipulationintosquaresandtrianglesasshewenton。"Butmaythatnotbemerelythevisiblesignofanexceptionallystrongandmasterfulcharacter?
Andisn'tit,afterall,theresultofcircumstanceswhethersuchacharactermakes,asyouputit,ahundredthousanddeadmen,orenrichesahundredthousandlivesinstead?Weagree,letussay,thatthisMr。Thorpeimpressesusbothasapowerfulsortofpersonality。
Thequestionarises,Howwillheusehispower?Onthatpoint,welookforevidence。Youseeadullglazeinhiseye,andyoudrawhostileconclusionsfromit。Ireplythatitmaymeannomorethanthatheissleepy。But,ontheotherhand,Ibringproofsthatareactivelyinhisfavour。
Heis,asyousay,idolizedbytheonlytwomembersofhisfamilythatwehaveseen——persons,moreover,whohavebeenbroughtupinwaysdifferenttohisown,andwhowouldnotstart,therefore,withprejudicesinhisfavour。
Beyondthat,Iknowoftwocasesinwhichhehasbehaved,orratherundertakentobehave,withreallylavishgenerosity——andinneithercasewasthereanyclaimuponhimofasubstantialnature。Heseemstome,infact,quitetoomuchdisposedtosharehisfortunewithTom,Dick,andHarry——anybodywhoexciteshissympathyorgetsintohisaffections。"Havingsaidthismuch,LadyCressagesweptthecrumbsasideandlookedup。"Sonow,"sheadded,withaflushedsmile,"sinceyouloveargumentssomuch,howdoyouanswerthat?"
Celiasmiledback。"Oh,Idon'tansweritatall,"shesaid,andhervoicecarriedakindofquizzicalimplication。
"Yourproofsoverwhelmme。Iknownothingofhim——andyouknowsomuch!"
LadyCressageregardedhercompanionwithanovelearnestnessanddirectnessofgaze。"Ihadalong,longtalkwithhim——theafternoonwecamedownfromGlion。"
MissMaddenrose,andgoingtothemantellightedacigarette。
Shedidnotreturntothetable,butafterabriefpausecameandtookaneasy-chairbesideherfriend,whoturnedtofaceher。"MydearEdith,"shesaid,withgravity,"Ithinkyouwanttotellmeaboutthattalk——andsoI
begyoutodoso。ButifI'mmistaken——whythenIbegyoutodonothingofthekind。"
Theotherthrewoutherhandswithagestureofweariedimpatience,andthenclaspedthemuponherknee。
"IseemnottoknowwhatIwant!Whatisthegoodoftalkingaboutit?Whatisthegoodofanything?"
"Now——now!"Celia'sassumptionofamonitor'stonehadreference,apparently,tosomethingunderstoodbetweenthetwo,forLadyCressagedeferredtoit,andevensummonedtheghostofasmile。
"Thereisreallynothingtotell,"shefaltered,hesitatingly——"
thatis,nothinghappened。Idon'tknowhowtosayit——thetalkleftmymindinawhirl。Icouldn'ttellyouwhy。
Itwasnoparticularthingthatwassaid——itseemedtobemorethethingsthatIthoughtofwhilesomethingelsewasbeingtalkedabout——butthewholeexperiencemadeamosttremendousimpressionuponme。I'vetriedtostraightenitoutinmyownmind,butIcanmakenothingofit。
Thatiswhatdisturbsme,Celia。Nomanhaseverconfusedmeinthissillyfashionbefore。Nothingcouldbemoreidiotic。
I'msupposedtoholdmyowninconversationwithpeopleof——well,withpeopleofacertainintellectualrank,——butthisman,whoisofhardlyanyintellectualrankatall,andwhorambledonwithoutanyspecialaimthatonecouldsee——hereducedmybraintoasortofporridge。
Isaidthemostextraordinarythingstohim——babblingrubbishwhichaschool-girlwouldbeashamedof。
Howisthattobeaccountedfor?Itrytoreasonitout,butIcan't。Canyou?"
"Nerves,"saidMissMadden,judicially。
"Oh,thatismeaningless,"theotherdeclared。
"Anybodycansay'nerves。'Ofcourse,allhumanthoughtandactionis'nerves。'"
"Butyoursisaspecialcaseofnerves,"Celiapursued,withgentleimperturbability。"IthinkIcanmakemymeaningcleartoyou——thoughtheparallelisn'tpreciselyanelegantone。
Thefinestthoroughbreddogintheworld,ifitisbeatenviciouslyandcowedinitsyouth,willalwayshavealatenttaintofnervousness,apprehension,timidity——callitwhatyoulike。Well,itseemstomethere'ssomethinglikethatinyourcase,Edith。Theyhurtyoutoocruelly,poorgirl。Iwon'tsayitbrokeyournerve——butitmadeaflawinit。Justasasoldier'soldwoundacheswhenthere'sastormintheair——soyouroldhurtdistractsandupsetsyouundercertainpsychologicalconditions。
It'saratherclumsyexplanation,butIthinkitdoesexplain。"
"Perhaps——Idon'tknow,"Edithreplied,inatoneofmelancholyreverie。"Itmakesaverypoorcreatureoutofme,whateveritis。"
"Iratherlosepatience,Edith,"hercompanionadmonishedher,gravely。"Nobodyhasarighttobesodeficientincourageasyouallowyourselftobe。"
"ButI'mnotacoward,"theotherprotested。
"Icouldbeasbraveasanybody——asbraveasyouare——ifachanceweregivenme。Butofwhatuseisbraveryagainstawalltwentyfeethigh?Ican'tgetoverit。
Ionlywoundandcripplemyselfbytryingtotearitdown,orbreakthroughit——Ohyes,Iknowwhatyousay!Yousaythereisnowall——thatitisallanillusionofmine。
ButunfortunatelyI'munabletotakethatview。
I'vebatteredmyselfagainstittoolong——toosorely,Celia!"
Celiashruggedhershouldersincomment。"Oh,wewomenallhaveourwalls——ourlimitations——ifitcomestothat,"
shesaid,withakindofcompassionateimpatienceinhertone。
"Weareallridiculoustogether——fromthepointofviewofhumanliberty。Thefreewomanisafraud——amyth。
Sheisasemptyanabstractionasthe'Liberty,Equality,Fraternity'thattheFrenchputontheirpublicbuildings。
Iusedtohavethemostwonderfulvisionsofwhatindependencewouldmean。IthoughtthatwhenIwasabsolutelymyownmaster,withmymoneyandmycourageandmyfreemind,Iwoulddothingstoastonishallmankind。ButreallythemostIachieveistheoccasionalmildsurpriseofaGermanwaiter。Eventhatpallsononeafteratime。
Andifyouwereindependent,Edith——ifyouhadanyamountofmoney——whatdifferencedoyouthinkitwouldmaketoyou?
Whatcouldyoudothatyoudon'tdo,orcouldn'tdo,now?"
"Ah,now"——saidtheother,lookingupwithathinsmile——"nowisaninterval——anoasis。"
MissMadden'slarge,handsome,clear-huedface,habituallysereneinitsexpression,lostsomethingincomposureassheregardedhercompanion。"Idon'tknowwhyyoushouldsaythat,"sheobserved,gentlyenough,butwithaneffectofreproofinhertone。"Ihaveneverputlimitstotheconnection,inmyownmind——andithadn'toccurredtomethatyouweredoingsoinyours。"
"ButI'mnot,"interposedLadyCressage。
"ThenIunderstandyoulessthanever。Whydoyoutalkaboutan'interval'?Whatwastheotherword?——
'oasis'——asifthiswereabriefhaltforrefreshmentsandabreathing-spell,andthatpresentlyyoumustwanderforthintothedesertagain。Thatsuggestionisnoneofmine。
Weagreedthatwewouldlivetogether——'poolourissues,'
astheysayinAmerica。Iwantedacompanion;sodidyou。
Ihaveneverforaninstantregrettedthearrangement。
SomeofmyownshortcomingsinthematterIhaveregretted。
YouwerethemostbeautifulyoungwomanIhadeverseen,andyouweretalented,andyouseemedtolikeme——andI
promisedmyselfthatIwouldaddcheerfulnessandagayspirittoyourothergifts——andinthatIhavefailedwofully。
You'renothappy。Iseethatonlytooclearly。"
"Iknow——I'mawearinessandaboretoyou,"brokeintheother,despondingly。
"Thatispreciselywhatyou'renot,"Celiawenton。
"Wemustn'tusewordsofthatsort。Theydon'tdescribeanythinginourlifeatall。ButIshouldbebetterpleasedwithmyselfifIcouldreallyputmyfingeronwhatitisthatisworryingyou。Evenifwedecidedtobreakupourestablishment,Ihavetoldyouthatyoushouldnotgobacktowhatyouregardaspoverty。
Uponthatscore,Ihadhopedthatyourmindwaseasy。
AsIsay,Ithinkyouattachmoreimportancetomoneythanthosewhohavetesteditspowerswouldagreeto——butthat'sneitherherenorthere。Youdidnotgetonwellon600poundsayear——andthatisenough。Youshallneverhavelessthantwicethatamount,whetherwekeeptogetherornot——andifitoughttobethreetimestheamount,thatdoesn'tmatter。
"Youdon'tseemtorealize,Edith"——shespokewithincreasedanimation——"thatyouaremycaprice。YouarethepossessionthatIamproudestofandfondestof。
Thereisnothingelsethatappealstomeahundredthpartasmuchasyoudo。SinceIbecameindependent,theonerealsatisfactionIhavehadisinbeingabletodothingsforyou——tohaveyouwithme,andmakeyoushareinthebestthattheworldcanoffer。
Andifwithitallyouremainunhappy,whythenyouseeIdon'tknowwhattodo。"
"Oh,Iknow——Ibehaveverybadly!"LadyCressagehadrisen,andwithvisibleagitationbegannowtopacetheroom。
"Ideservetobethrownintothelake——Iknowitwellenough!ButCelia——truly——I'masincapableofunderstandingitasyouare。ItmustbethatIampossessedbydevils——likethepeopleintheNewTestament。
Perhapssomeonewillcomealongwhocancastthemout。
Idon'tseemabletodoitmyself。Ican'trulemyselfatall。ItneedsastrengthIhaven'tgot!"
"Ah!"saidCelia,thoughtfully。TheexcitedsentenceswhichEdiththrewoverhershoulderasshewalkedappeared,uponexamination,tocontainasuggestion。
"Mydearchild,"sheaskedabruptly,afteramoment'ssilence,"doyouwanttomarry?"
LadyCressagepausedatthemantel,andexchangedalongsteadfastglancewithherfriend。Thenshecameslowlyforward。"Ah,thatiswhatIdon'tknow,"
sheanswered。Apparentlythereplywascandid。
MissMaddenpursedherlips,andfrownedalittleinthought。Then,atsomepassingreflection,shesmiledinapuzzledfashion。Atlastshealsorose,andwenttothemantelforanothercigarette。"NowI
amgoingtotalkplainly,"shesaid,withdecision。
"Sincethesubjectismentioned,lessharmwillbedonebyspeakingoutthanbykeepingstill。Thereisadebateinyourmindonthematter,isn'tthere?"
Theotherlady,tall,slender,gentlyruminativeoncemore,stoodatthewindowandwithbowedheadlookeddownatthelake。"Yes——Isupposeitmightbecalledthat,"
shereplied,inalowvoice。
"Andyouhesitatetotellmeaboutit?Youwouldrathernot?"Celia,afteraninstant'spause,wentonwithoutwaitingforananswer。"Ibegthatyouwon'tassumemyhostilitytotheidea,Edith。Infact,I'mnotsureIdon'tthinkitwouldbethebestthingforyoutodo。Marriage,ahome,children——thesearegreatthingstoawoman。Wecansaythatshepaysthepriceofbondageforthem——buttoknowwhatthatsignifies,wemustaskwhatherfreedomhasbeenworthtoher。"
"Yes,"interposedtheother,fromthewindow。"WhathaveIdonewithmyfreedomthathasbeenworthwhile?"
"Notmuch,"murmuredCelia,underherbreath。
Shemovedforward,andstoodbesideEdith,withanarmroundherwaist。Theylookedtogetheratthelake。
"ItisLordPlowden,isitnot?"askedtheAmerican,asthesilencegrewconstrained。
LadyCressagelookedupalertly,andthenhesitatedoverherreply。"No,"shesaidatlast。Uponreflection,andwithadimsmileflickeringinherside-longglanceatCelia,sheadded,"Hewantstomarryyou,youknow。"
"Leavethatoutofconsideration,"saidCelia,composedly。
"Hehasneversaidso。Ithinkitwasmorehismother'sideathanhis,ifitexistedatall。OfcourseIamnotmarryinghim,oranybodyelse。ButIsawatHadlowthatyouandhewere——whatshallIsay?——oldfriends。"
"Hemustmarrymoney,"theotherreplied。Inanunexpectedburstofcandourshewenton:"HewouldhaveaskedmetomarryhimifIhadhadmoney。Thereisnoharmintellingyouthat。Itwasquiteunderstood——oh,twoyearsago。
AndIthinkIwishedIhadthemoney——then。"
"Andyoudon'twishitnow?"
AslightshakeofEdith'ssmall,shapelyheadservedforanswer。Afteralittle,shespokeinamusingtone:
"Heisgoingtohavemoneyofhisown,verysoon,butI
don'tthinkitwouldattractmenow。Ilikehimpersonally,ofcourse,but——thereisnocareer,noambition,nofuture。"
"AViscounthasfutureenoughbehindhim,"observedCelia。
"Itdoesn'tattractme,"theotherrepeated,vaguely。
"Heishandsome,andclever,andkindandallthat——buthewouldneverappealtoanyofthegreatemotions——norbecapableofthemhimselfHeistoosmooth,toowell-balanced,toomuchthegentleman。Thatexpressesitbadly——butdoyouseewhatImean?"
Celiaturned,andstudiedthebeautifulprofilebesideher,inasteady,comprehendinglook。
"Yes,IthinkIseewhatyoumean,"shesaid,withsignificanceinhertone。
LadyCressageflushed,andreleasedherselffromhercompanion'sarm。"ButIdon'tknowmyselfwhatImean!"
sheexclaimed,despairingly,asshemovedaway。"Idon'tknow!——Idon'tknow!"
CHAPTERXIV
ONthelastdayofFebruary,Mrs。Dabneywassurprisedifnotexhilaratedbyavisitfromhertwochildreninthelittlebook-shop。
"It'sthelastdayintheworldthatIshouldhavethoughtyou'd'a'comeouton,"shetoldthem,insalutation——andforcommenttheyallglancedalongthedarknarrowalleyofshelvestothestreetwindow。
Agloomyspectacleitwasindeed,withacoldrainslantingthroughthediscreditedremnantsofafog,whichtheeastwindhadbrokenup,butcouldnotdriveaway,andwithonlynowandagainapasser-bymovingacrossthedimvista,maskedbeneathanumbrella,orbentforwardwithchinburiedinturned-upcollar。Inthedoorwayoutsidethesulkyboystampedhisfeetandslappedhissideswithhisarmsinpantomimicmutinyagainstthetaskofguardingthebook-stalls'drippingcovers,whichnobodywouldbemadenoughtopauseover,muchlesstolift。
"Idon'tknowbutI'doughttolettheboybringinthebooksandgohome,"shesaid,astheirvaguegazewasattractedbyhisgestures。"Butitisn'tthreeyet——itseemsridiculoustocloseup。Still,ifyou'dbemorecomfortableupstairs"
"Why,mamma!Theideaofmakingstrangersofus,"protestedJulia。Shestrovetomakehertonecheerful,butitseffectofrebukewasunmistakable。
Themother,leaningagainstthetalldesk,lookedblanklyatherdaughter。Thepallidflickerofthegas-jetoverheadmadeherlong,listlessfaceseemmoredevoidofcolourthanever。
"Butyouareasgoodasstrangers,aren'tyou?"
sheobserved,coldly。"You'vebeenbackintowntendaysandmore,andI'vescarcelylaideyesuponeitherofyou。
Butdon'tyouwanttositdown?Youcanputthoseparcelsontheflooranywhere。OrshallIdoitforyou?"
Alfredhadbeenloungingintheshadowedcorneragainstaheapofoldmagazinestiedinbundles。Hesprangupnowandclearedthechair,buthissisterdeclineditwithagesture。Hersmallfigurehadstraighteneditselfintoakindofhaughtyrigidity。
"Therehasbeensomuchtodo,mamma,"sheexplained,inaclear,coolvoice。"Wehavehadhundredsofthingstobuyandtoarrangeabout。Alltheresponsibilityforthehousekeepingrestsuponme——andAlfredhashisstudiotodo。
Butofcourseweshouldhavelookedinuponyousooner——andmuchoftener——ifwehadthoughtyouwantedus。Butreally,whenwecametoyou,theverydayafterourreturn,itwasimpossibleforustopretendthatyouweregladtoseeus。"
"Oh,Iwasgladenough,"Mrs。Dabneymadeanswer,mechanically。"Whyshouldn'tIbeglad?AndwhyshouldyouthinkIwasn'tglad?Didyouexpectmetoshoutanddance?"
"Butyousaidyouwouldn'tcometoseeusinOvingtonSquare,"
Alfredremindedher。
"That'sdifferent,"shedeclared。"WhatwouldIbedoinginOvingtonSquare?It'sallrightforyoutobethere。
Ihopeyou'llbehappythere。Butitwouldn'taddanythingtoyourhappinesstohavemethere;itwouldbequitetheotherwayabout。Iknowthat,ifyouDON'T。Thisismyplace,here,andIintendtosticktoit!"
Julia'sbrighteyes,scanningtheapathetic,stubbornmaternalcountenance,hardenedbeyondtheirwont。
"Youtalkasiftherehadbeensomeclasswardeclared,"shesaid,withobviousannoyance。"YouknowthatUncleStormontwouldlikenothingbetterthantobeasnicetoyouasheistous。"
"UncleStormont!"Mrs。Dabney'srepetitionofthewordswassurchargedwithhostilesarcasm。"ButhisnamewasStormontasmuchasitwasJoel,"brokeinAlfred,fromhisdarkcorner。"Hehasaperfectrighttousetheonehelikesbest。"
"Oh,Idon'tdisputehisright,"shereplied,oncemoreinherpassionlessmonotone。"Everybodycancallthemselveswhatevertheyplease。It'snoaffairofmine。Youandyoursisterspellyourfather'snameinawaytosuityourselves:Ineverinterfered,didI?Youhaveyourownideasandyourowntastes。
Theyarequitebeyondme——butthey'reallrightforyou。
Idon'tcriticizethematall。WhatIsayisthatitisagreatmercyyourunclecamealong,withhispocketsfullofmoneytoenableyoutomakethemostofthem。
IfIwerereligiousIshouldcallthatprovidential。"
"Andthat'swhatweDOcallit,"putinJulia,withvivacity。
"AndwhyshouldyoushutyourdoorsagainstthisProvidence,mamma?Justthinkofit!Wedon'tinsistuponyourcomingtoliveatOvingtonSquareatall。Probably,asyousay,youwouldbehappierbyyourself——atleastforthepresent。
ButwhenUncleSt——whenunclesaysthere'smorethanenoughmoneyforusall,andisonlytooanxiousforyoutolethimdothingsforyou——why,he'syourownbrother!
It'sasifIshouldrefusetoallowAlfredtodothingsforme。"
"Thatyouneverdid,"interposedtheyoungman,gayly。
"I'llsaythatforyou,Jule。"
"Andneverwill,"sheassuredhim,withcheerfuldecision。
"Butno——mamma——can'tyouseewhatwemean?Wehavedonewhatyouwantedustodo。Yousentusbothtomuchbetterschoolsthanyoucouldafford,fromthetimewewereofnoageatall——andwhenuncle'smoneycameyousentustoCheltenham。Wedidyounodiscredit。
Weworkedverywell;webehavedourselvesproperly。
Wecamebacktoyouatlastwithfairreasontosupposethatyouwouldbe——Iwon'tsayproud,butatleastwellsatisfiedwithus——andthenitturnedoutthatyoudidn'tlikeusatall。"
"Ineversaidanythingofthesort,"themotherdeclared,withatouchofanimation。
"Ohno——youneversaidit,"Juliaadmitted,"butwhatelsecanwethinkyoumean?Ourunclesendsforustogoabroadwithhim,andyoubusyyourselfgettingmeready,andhavingnewfrocksmadeandallthat——andIneverhearasuggestionthatyoudon'twantmetogo——"
"ButIdidwantyoutogo,"Mrs。Dabneyaffirmed。
"Well,then,whenIcomeback——whenwecomeback,andtellyouwhatsplendidandgenerousplansunclehasmadeforus,andhowhehastakenabeautifulfurnishedhouseandmadeitourhome,andsoon,——why,youwon'tevencomeandlookatthehouse!"
"ButIdon'twanttoseeit,"themotherretorted;obstinately。
"Well,then,youneedn't!"saidAlfred,rising。
"Nobodywillaskyouagain。""Ohyestheywill,"
urgedJulia,glancingmeaninglyfromonetotheother。
Allherlife,asitseemed,shehadbeenaccustomedtomediatebetweenthesetwounpliableandstubborntemperaments。
Fromherearliestchildhoodshehadunderstood,somehow,thattherewasaDabneyhabitofmind,whichwasbycomparisonsoftandifnotyielding,thenpolitic:
andsetoveragainstittherewasaThorpetemperfullofgnarledandtwistedhardnesses,andtenaciousasdeath。
InthedaysofhergrandfatherThorpe,whomsherememberedwithanalarmeddistinctness,therehadexistedakindoftacitideathathisnamealoneaccountedforandjustifiedthemostpersistentandstormybadtemper。
Thatoldmanwiththescowlingbrowsbulliedeverybody,suspectedeverybody,apparentlydislikedeverybody,vehementlydemandedhisownwillofeverybody——anditwasalltobeexplained,seemingly,bythefactthathewasaThorpe。
Afterhisdisappearancefromthescene——unlamented,tothebestofJulia'sjuvenileperceptions——therehadbeenrelativelypeacefultimesinthebook-shopandthehomeoverhead,yettherehadexistedalwaysarecognizedlineofdemarcationrunningthroughthehousehold。Juliaandherfather——asmall,hollow-chested,round-shoulderedyoungman,withapale,anxiousfaceandingratiatingmanner,whohadenteredtheshopasanassistant,andremainedasason-in-law,andwasnowthethinnestofunsubstantialmemories——JuliaandthisfatherhadstoodupononesideofthisimpalpablelineasDabneys,otherwiseasmeekandtractablepersons,whowouldnotexpecttohavetheirownway。
AlfredandhismotherwereThorpes——thatistosay,peoplewhonecessarilyhadtheirownway。Theirdominationwasstainedbynoneoftheexcesseswhichhadrenderedthegrandfatherintolerable。Theirsurfacetemperwasintruthalmostsluggishlypacific。Underneath,however,uglycurrentsandsharprockswerewellknowntohaveapotentialexistence——anditwasthemissionoftheDabneystoseethatnowindofprovocationundulystirredthesedepths。
Worseeventhanthesepossibilitiesofviolence,however,sofarasevery-daylifewasconcerned,wasthestrainofobstinacywhichbelongedtotheThorpetemper。
Asortofpassivemulishnessitwas,impervioustoargument,immovableunderthemostsympatheticpressure,whichparticularlytriedtheDabneypatience。
ItseemedtoJulianow,assheinterposedhersoothinginfluencebetweenthesejarringforces,thatshehadspentwholeyearsofherlifeinpersonalinterventionsofthissort。
"Ohyestheywill,"sherepeated,andwarnedherbrotherintothebackgroundwithagesturehalf-pleadinghalf-peremptory。"Weareyourchildren,andwe'renotbadorundutifulchildrenatall,andI'msurethatwhenyouthinkitallover,mamma,you'llseethatitwouldbeabsurdtoletanythingcomebetweenyouandus。"
"HowcouldIhelplettingitcome?"demandedthemother,listlesslyargumentative。"Youhadoutgrownmeandmywaysaltogether。Itwasnonsensetosupposethatyouwouldhavebeensatisfiedtocomebackandlivehereagain,overtheshop。Icouldn'tthinkforthelifeofmewhatI
wasgoingtodowithyou。Butnowyourunclehastakenallthatintohisownhands。Hecangiveyouthekindofhomethatgoeswithyoureducationandyourideas——andwhatmoredoyouwant?Whyshouldyoucomebotheringme?"
"Howunjustyouare,mamma!"criedJulia,withaglazeoftearsuponherbrightglance。
Thewidowtookherelbowfromthedesk,and,slowlystraighteningherself,lookeddownuponherdaughter。
Herlongplainface,habituallygraveinexpression,conveyednohintofexceptionalemotion,butthefingersofthelarge,capablehandssheclaspedbeforeherwrithedrestlesslyagainstoneanother,andtherewasahusky-threatofcollapseinhervoiceasshespoke:
"Ifyoueverhavechildrenofyourown,"shesaid,"andyouslaveyourlifeouttobringthemupsothatthey'llthinkthemselvesyourbetters,andtheyactaccordingly——thenyou'llunderstand。Butyoudon'tunderstandnow——andthere'snogoodourtalkinganymoreaboutit。
Comeinwheneverit'sconvenient——andyoufeellikeit。
Imustgobacktomybooksnow。"
Shetookupapenatthis,andopenedthecash-bookupontheblotter。Herchildren,surveyingherblankly,foundspeechdifficult。Withsomemurmuredwords,afteralittlepause,theybestowedaperfunctorykissuponherunresponsivecheek,andfiledoutintotherain。
Mrs。Dabneywatchedthemputuptheirumbrella,andmoveoffStrandwardbeneathit。Shecontinuedtolookforalongtime,inanaimless,ruminatingway,atthedismalprospectrevealedbythewindowandtheglassofthedoor。Theprematurenightwasclosinginmiserably,withincreasingrain,andadolefulwhistleofrisingwindroundthecorner。
Atlastsheshutuptheunconsideredcash-book,lightedanothergas-jet,andstridingtothedoor,rappedsharplyontheglass。
"Bringeverythingin!"shecalledtotheboy,andhelpedouthisapprehensionbyacomprehensivegesture。
Later,whenhehadcompletedhistask,andoneofthetwonarrowoutletsfromtheshopinfrontwassatisfactorilyblockedwiththewaresfromwithout,andalltheflooraboutreekedwiththegrimydrippingsoftheoilskins,Mrs。Dabneysummonedhimtothedeskintherear。
"Ithinkyoumaygohomenow,"shesaidtohim,withthelaconicabruptnesstowhichhewassowellaccustomed。
"Youhaveahome,haven'tyou?"
RememberingtheexhaustiveenquirieswhichtheMissionpeoplehadmadeabouthimandhisbelongings,asapreliminarytohisgettingthisjob,hecouldnotbutbesurprisedatthemistress'squestion。Inconfusionhenoddedassent,andjerkedhisfingertowardhiscap。
"Gotamother?"shepursued。Againhenodded,withaugmentedconfidence。
"Anddoyouthinkyourselfbetterthansheis?"
Theurchin'sdirtyandunpleasantfacescreweditselfupinanxiousperplexityoverthisstrangequery。Thenitclearedashethoughthegraspedtheidea,andtherat-eyesheliftedtohergleamedwiththefellacutenessoftheDials。
"Ish'dbesorryifIwasn't,"heanswered,inswift,raspingaccents。"She'sarareoldboozer,sheis!It'safaircursetoanhonestboylikeme,to'ave——""Gohome!"
shebadehim,peremptorily——andfrownedafterhimasheduckedandscuttledfromtheshop。
Lefttoherself,Mrs。Dabneydidnotreopenthecash-
book——thewretchedday,indeed,hadbeenpracticallyablankinitshistory——butloiteredaboutinthewaninglightamongtheshelvesnearthedesk,alteringthepositionofbookshereandthere,andglancingcursorilythroughothers。
Onceortwiceshewenttothedoorandlookedoutupontherain-soakedstreet。Atradesman'sassistant,opposite,wasrollingtheironshuttersdownforthenight。
Ifbusinessinhatswasoverfortheday,howmuchmoresoinbooks!Hershophadneverbeenfittedwithshutters——forwhatreasonshecouldnotguess。
Theopenedpagesofnumerousvolumesweredisplayedcloseagainstthewindow,butnoonehadeverbrokenapanetogetatthem。Apparentlyliteratureraisednodesiresinthecriminalbreast。Toclosetheshoptherewasnothingtodobutlockandboltthedoorandturnoutthelights。
Atlast,astheconvictionofnightfallforceditselfuponherfromthedrencheddarknessoutside,shebenttoputherhandtothekey。Then,withalittlestartofsurprise,shestooderect。Someonewasshuttinganumbrellainthedoorway,preparatorytoenteringtheshop。
Itwasherbrother,splashedandwettotheknees,butwithaglowingface,whopushedhiswayin,andconfrontedherwithabroadgrin。Therewassuchamasterfulairabouthim,thatwhenhejoviallythrewanarmroundhergauntwaist,andgatheredherupagainsthismoistshoulder,shesurprisedherselfbyahalf-laughingsubmission。
Hervocabularywasnotrichinphrasesforthiskindofemergency。"Domindwhatyou'reabout!"shetoldhim,flushingnotunpleasurably。
"Shutuptheplace!"heanswered,withlordlygeniality。
"I'vewalkedallthewayfromtheCityintherain。
Iwantedtheexertion——Icouldn'thavesatinacab。
Comebackandbuildupthefire,andlet'shaveatalk。
God!WhatthingsI'vegottotellyou!"
"Thereisn'tanyfiredownhere,"shesaid,apologetically,astheyedgedtheirwaythroughtherestrictedalleytotherear。"Theoldfireplacetookuptoomuchroom。
Sometimes,inverysharpweather,Ihaveanoil-stovein。
Usuallythegaswarmsitenough。Youdon'tfindittoocold——doyou?——withyourcoaton?Orwouldyourathercomeupstairs?"
"Nevermindthecold,"hereplied,throwingalegoverthestoolbeforethedesk。"Ican'tstaymore'naminuteortwo。Whatdoyouthinkwe'vedonetoday?"
Louisahadneverinherlifeseenherbrotherlooksowellashedidnow,sprawlingtriumphantlyuponthestoolundertheyellowgas-light。Hisstrong,heavily-featuredfacehadsomehowceasedtobecommonplace。
Ithadacquiredanindividualdistinctionofitsown。
Helookedupatherwithaclear,boldeye,inwhich,despiteitsglossofgood-humour,shediscernedanewauthority。
Thenervousandapprehensivelineshadsomehowvanishedfromthecountenance,andwiththem,oddlyenough,thatlethargic,heavyexpressionwhichhadbeentheircomplement。
Hewasallvigour,readiness,confidence,now。Shedeemedhimalmosthandsome,thiscurious,changeablebrotherofhers,ashebeatwithhisfistinameasuredwayuponthedesk-toptoemphasizehiswords,andfastenedhiscommandinggazeuponher。
"Wetookverynearlytwentythousandpoundsto-day,"
hewenton。"Thisisthetwenty-eighthofFebruary。
Afortnightagotodaywasthefirstsettlement。
Iwasn'there,butSemplewas——andtheworkingofitisallinhishands。Hekeptasstillasamousethatfirstday。Theyhadtodelivertous26,000shares,andtheyhadn'tgotone,butwedidn'tmakeanyfuss。
Thepointwas,yousee,nottoletthemdreamthattheywerecaughtinatrap。Wedidn'tevenputthepriceuptopar。TheyhadtocometoSemple,andsaytheredidn'tseemtobeanysharesobtainablejustatthemoment,andwhatwouldhecarrythemoverat?Thatmeans,toletthempostponedeliveryforanotherfortnight。
Hewasassmoothassweet-oilwiththem,andagreedtocarrythemovertilltodaywithoutanychargeatall。
Buttodayitwasalittledifferent。Thepricewasuptenshillingsabovepar。Thatistosay,Semplearrangedwithajobber,onthequiet,d'yesee?toofferthirtyshillingsforourone-poundshares。Thatofferfixedthemaking-upprice。Sothen,whentheywerestillwithoutsharesto-day,andhadtobecarriedoveragain,theyhadtopaytenshillings'differenceoneachoftwenty-sixthousandshares,plusthedifferencebetweenparandthepricesthey'dsoldat。Thatmakeswithinafewhundredsof20,000poundsincash,foroneday'shaul。
D'yesee?"
Shenoddedathim,expressively。Throughprevioustalksshehadreallyobtainedaninsightintotheoperation,anditinterestedhermorethanshewouldhavecaredtoconfess。
"Well,then,weputthat20,000poundsinourpockets,"
heproceededwithasteadyglowinhiseyes。"Afortnighthence,thatisMarch14th,weringthebellonthemagain,andtheymarchuptothecaptain'sofficeandsettleasecondtime。
Nowwhathappensonthe14th?AjobbermakesthepriceforSempleagain,andthatsettlesthenewsumtheyhavetopayusindifferences。Itisforustosaywhatthatpriceshallbe。We'lldecideonthatwhenthetimecomes。
Wemostprobablywilljustputitupanothertenshillings,andsotakeinjustasimple13,000pounds。It'sbestinthelongrun,Isuppose,togoslow,withsmallriseslikethat,inordernottofrightenanybody。
SoSemplesays,atanyrate。"
"Butwhynotfrightenthem?"Louisaasked。"Ithoughtyouwantedtofrightenthem。Youwerefullofthatideaawhileago。"
Hesmiledgenially。"I'velearnedsomenewwrinklessincethen。We'llfrighten'emstiffenough,beforewe'rethroughwiththem。Butatthestartwejustgoeasy。
Iftheygotwordthattherewasa'corner,'therewouldbeadeadscareamongthejobbers。They'dbeafraidtosellornameapriceforRubberConsolsunlesstheyhadthesharesinhand。Andthereareotherwaysinwhichthatwouldbeanuisance。Presently,ofcourse,weshallliberatesomefewshares,sothattheremaybesomeactualdealings。
Probablyacertainnumberofthe5,000whichwenttothegeneralpublicwillcomeintothemarkettoo。
Butofcourseyouseethatallsuchshareswillsimplygothroughoneoperationbeforetheycomebacktous。
SomeoneofthefourteenmenwearesqueezingwillsnapthemupandbringthemstraighttoSemple,togetfreefromthefortnightlytaxwearelevyingonthem。Inthatwayweshalleventuallyletoutsayhalfofthesefourteen'shorts,'orperhapsmorethanhalf。"
"Whatdoyouwanttodothatfor?"Thesister'sgreyeyeshadcaughtametallicgleam,asiffromthetalkaboutgold。
"Whyletanybodyout?Whycan'tyougoontakingtheirmoneyforever?"
Thorpenoddedcomplacently。"Yes——that'swhatIaskedtoo。
Itseemedtomethemostnaturalthing,whenyou'dgot'eminthevise,tokeepthemthere。Butwhenyoucometoreflect——youcan'tgetmoreoutofamanthanthereisinhim。Ifyoupresshimtoohard,hecanalwaysgobankrupt——andthenhe'soutofyourreachaltogether,andyouloseeverythingthatyoucountedonmakingoutofhim。So,afteracertainpoint,eachoneofthefourteenmenwhomwe'resqueezingmustbedealtwithonadifferentfooting。Weshallhavetowatchthemall,andstudytheirresources,astipsterswatchhorsesinthepaddock。
"Yousee,someofthemcanstandalossofahundredthousandpoundsbetterthanotherscouldlosetenthousand。
Allthatwehavetoknow。Wecantakeitasaprinciplethatnoneofthemwillgobankruptandlosehisplaceontheexchangeunlessheispressedtighttothewall。
Well,ourbusinessistolearnhowfareachfellowisfromthewalltostartwith。Thenwekeeptrackofhim,oneturnofthescrewafteranother,tillweseehe'sgotjustenoughlefttobuyhimselfout。Thenwe'lllethimout。See?"
"It'scruel,isn'tit?"shecommented,calmlymeditative,afteralittlepause。
"EverythingintheCityiscruel,"heassuredherwithalighttone。"Allspeculativebusinessiscruel。
Takeourcase,forexample。Iestimateinaroughwaythatthesefourteenmenwillhavetopayovertous,indifferencesandinfinalsales,saysevenhundredthousandpounds——maybeeighthundred。Well,now,notoneofthosefellowseverearnedasinglesovereignofthatmoney。
They'vetakenthewholeofitfromothers,andtheseotherstookitfromothersstill,andsoonalmostindefinitely。
Thereisn'tasovereignofitthathasn'tbeenthroughtwentyhands,orfiftyforthatmatter,sincethelastmanwhohaddonesomehonestworkforitpartedcompanywithit。
Well——moneylikethatbelongstothosewhoareinpossessionofit,onlysolongastheyarestrongenoughtoholdontoit。Whensomeonestrongerstillcomesalong,hetakesitawayfromthem。Theydon'tcomplain:theydon'tcryandsayit'scruel。Theyknowit'stheruleofthegame。
Theyacceptit——andbeginatoncelookingoutforanewsetoffoolsandweaklingstorecoupthemselveson。
That'sthewaytheCitygoes。"
Thorpehadconcludedhisphilosophicalremarkswithruminativeslowness。Ashelapsedintosilencenow,hefelltostudyinghisownhandsonthedesk-topbeforehim。
Hestretchedoutthefingers,curvedthemindifferentdegrees,thenclosedthemtightandturnedthebulkyhard-lookingfistsroundforinspectioninvaryingaspects。
"That'sthekindofhand,"hebeganagain,thoughtfully,"thatbreakstheJewinthelongrun,ifthere'sonlygritenoughbehindit。IusedtowatchthoseJews'
hands,ayearago,whenIwasdiningandwiningthem。
They'reallthinandwiryandfullofveins。Theirfingersareneverstill;theytwistroundandkeepstirringlikealobster'sfeelers。Butthereaintanyrealstrengthin'em。Theygetholdofmostofthethingsthataregoing,becausethey'reeternallyonthemove。
It'stheirhellishindustryandactivitythatgivesthemsuchapull,andmakesmostpeopleafraidofthem。
Butwhenahandlikethattakesthembythethroat"——hehelduphisrighthandashespoke,withthethickuncouthfingersandmassivethumbarchedmenacinglyinapowerfulmusculartension——"whenTHATtightensroundtheirneck,andtheyfeelthatthegripmeansbusiness——myGod!
whatgoodarethey?"
Helaughedcontemptuously,andslappedtherelaxedpalmonthedeskwithanoisewhichmadehissisterstart。
Apparentlythediversionrecalledsomethingtohermind。
"Therewasamaninhereaskingaboutyoutoday,"
sheremarked,inacasualfashion。"Saidhewasanoldfriendofyours。"
"Oh,yes,everybody'smy'oldfriend'now,"heobservedwithbeamingindifference。"I'malreadygettingheapsofinvitationstodinnersanddancesandallthat。
OnefellowinsistedonbookingmeforEasterforsomesalmonfishinghe'sgotwaydowninCumberland。
ItoldhimIcouldn'tcome,butheputmynamedownallthesame。Sayshiswifewillwritetoremindme。
Damnhiswife!Sempletellsmethatwhenoursqueezereallybeginsandtheyrealizethedesperatekindoftrapthey'rein,they'llsimplyshowerattentionsofthatsortonme。Hesaysthesocialpressuretheycancommand,foragameofthiskind,issomethingtremendous。
ButI'mnottobetakeninbyitforasinglepennyworth,d'yesee?Idinewithnobody!Ifishandshootandgoyachtingwithnobody!JuliaandAlfredandourownhomeinOvingtonSquare——that'llbegoodenoughforme。
Bytheway——youhaven'tbeenouttoseeusyet。
We'reallsettlednow。Youmustcomeatonce——whynotwithme,now?"
Louisapaidnoheedtothissuggestion。Shehadbeenrummagingamongsomeloosepapersonthetopofthedesk,andshesteppedroundnowtoliftthelidandsearchaboutforsomethinginside。
"Heleftacardforyou,"shesaid,asshegropedamongthedesk'scontents。"Idon'tknowwhatIdidwithit。
Hewrotesomethingonit。"
"Oh,damnhim,andhiscardtoo,"Thorpeprotestedeasily。
"Idon'twanttoseeeitherofthem。"
"HesaidheknewyouinMexico。Hesaidyou'dhaddealingstogether。Heseemedtoactasifyou'dwanttoseehim——butIdidn'tknow。Ididn'ttellhimyouraddress。"
Thorpehadlistenedtotheseapatheticsentenceswithoutmuchinterest,butthesumoftheirmessageappearedsuddenlytocatchhisattention。Hesatupright,andafteramoment'sfrowningbrownstudy,lookedsharplyupathissister。
"Whatwashisname?"heaskedwithabruptness。
"Idon'tintheleastremember,"shemadeanswer,holdingthedesk-topup,buttemporarilysuspendinghersearch。
"Hewasalittleman,five-and-fifty,Ishouldthink。
Hehadlonggreyhair——akindofQuaker-lookingman。
Hesaidhesawthenameoverthedoor,andherememberedyourtellinghimyourpeoplewerebooksellers。HeonlygotbackhereinEnglandyesterdayorthedaybefore。
Hesaidhedidn'tknowwhatyou'dbeendoingsinceyouleftMexico。Hedidn'tevenknowwhetheryouwereinEnglandornot!"
Thorpehadbeenlookingwithabstractedintentnessatasetofgreen-boundcheapBritishpoetsjustatonesideofhissister'shead。"Youmustfindthatcard!"
hetoldhernow,withavagueseverityinhisvoice。
"Iknowthenamewellenough,butIwanttoseewhathe'swritten。Wasithisaddress,doyouremember?ThenameitselfwasTavender,wasn'tit?GoodGod!Whyisitawomanneverknowswhereshe'sputanything?EvenJuliaspendshourslookingforbutton-hooksorcorkscrewsorsomethingofthatsort,everydayofherlife!They'vegotnothingintheworldtodoexceptknowwherethingsare,rightundertheirnose,andyetthat'sjustwhattheydon'tknowatall!"
"Oh,Ihaveagoodfewotherthingstodo,"sheremindedhim,asshefumbledagaininsidetheobscurityofthedesk。
"Icanputmyhandonanyoneoffourthousandbooksinstock,"shemildlyboastedoverhershoulder,"andthat'ssomethingyouneverlearnedtodo。AndIcantellifasinglebookismissing——andIwouldn'ttrustanyshopmanIeverknewtodothat。"
"Ohofcourse,you'reanexception,"headmitted,underasenseofjustice。"ButIwishyou'dfindthecard。"
"Iknowwhereitis,"shesuddenlyannounced,andforthwithclosedthedesk。Movingoffintotheremoterrecessesofthecrowdedinterior,shereturnedtothelightwiththebitofpasteboardinherhand。
"I'dstuckitinthelittlemirroroverthewashstand,"
sheexplained。
Healmostsnatcheditfromher,andstoodupthebettertoexamineitunderthegas-light。"WhereisMontagueStreet?"
heasked,withroughdirectness。
"InBloomsbury——alongsidetheMuseum。That'soneMontagueStreet——Idon'tknowhowmanyotherstheremaybe。"
Thorpehadalreadytakenuphisumbrellaandwasbuttoninghiscoat。"Yes——Bloomsbury,"hesaidhurriedly。
"Thatwouldbehisform。Andyousayheknewnothingaboutmymovementsorwhereabouts——nothingabouttheCompany,eh?"Helookedathiswatchashespoke。
Evidentlythepresenceofthisstrangerhadexcitedhimagooddeal。
"No,"sheassuredhim,reflectively;"no,I'msurehedidn't。Fromwhathesaid,hedoesn'tknowhiswayaboutLondonverywell,oranywhereelse,forthatmatter,Ishouldsay。"
Thorpenodded,andputhisfingertohisforeheadwithameaninglook。"No——he'sashadeoffintheupperstory,"
hetoldherinaconfidentialtone。"Still,it'simportantthatIshouldseehim,"——andwithonlyahastyhand-shakehebustledoutoftheshop。
Bythelightofthestreetlampopposite,shecouldseehimonthepavement,inthepeltingrain,vehementlysignallingwithhisumbrellaforacab。