XIII。THEEVENTSOFONEDAY
  1。THEFIFTHOFJANUARY。BEFOREDAWN
  Wepassovertheinterveningweeks。Thetimeofthestoryisthusadvancedmorethanaquarterofayear。
  Onthemidnightprecedingthemorningwhichwouldmakeherthewifeofamanwhosepresencefascinatedherintoinvoluntarinessofbearing,andwhominabsenceshealmostdreaded,Cytherealayinherlittlebed,vainlyendeavouringtosleep。
  Shehadbeenlookingbackamidtheyearsofhershortthoughvariedpast,andthinkingofthethresholduponwhichshestood。DaysandmonthshaddimmedtheformofEdwardSpringrovelikethegauzesofavanishingstage-scene,buthisdyingvoicecouldstillbeheardfaintlybehind。Thatasoftsmallchordinherstillvibratedtruetohismemory,shewouldnotadmit:thatshedidnotapproachManstonwithfeelingswhichcouldbyanystretchofwordsbecalledhymeneal,shecalmlyowned。
  'WhydoImarryhim?'shesaidtoherself。'BecauseOwen,dearOwenmybrother,wishesmetomarryhim。BecauseMr。Manstonis,andhasbeen,uniformlykindtoOwen,andtome。“Actinobediencetothedictatesofcommon-sense,“Owensaid,“anddreadthesharpstingofpoverty。Howmanythousandsofwomenlikeyoumarryeveryyearforthesamereason,tosecureahome,andmereordinary,materialcomforts,whichafterallgofartomakelifeendurable,evenifnotsupremelyhappy。“
  ''Tisright,Isuppose,forhimtosaythat。O,ifpeopleonlyknewwhatatimidityandmelancholyuponthesubjectofherfuturegrowsupintheheartofafriendlesswomanwhoisblownaboutlikeareedshakenwiththewind,asIam,theywouldnotcallthisresignationofone'sselfbythenameofschemingtogetahusband。Schemetomarry?I'dratherschemetodie!IknowIamnotpleasingmyheart;IknowthatifIonlywereconcerned,Ishouldlikeriskingasinglefuture。ButwhyshouldIpleasemyuselessselfovermuch,whenbydoingotherwiseIpleasethosewhoaremorevaluablethanI?'
  Inthemidstofdesultoryreflectionslikethese,whichalternatedwithsurmisesastotheinexplicableconnectionthatappearedtoexistbetweenherintendedhusbandandMissAldclyffe,shehearddullnoisesoutsidethewallsofthehouse,whichshecouldnotquitefancytobecausedbythewind。Sheseemeddoomedtosuchdisturbancesatcriticalperiodsofherexistence。'Itisstrange,'
  shepondered,'thatthismylastnightinKnapwaterHouseshouldbedisturbedpreciselyasmyfirstwas,nooccurrenceofthekindhavingintervened。'
  Astheminutesglidedbythenoiseincreased,soundingasifsomeonewerebeatingthewallbelowherwindowwithabunchofswitches。
  Shewouldgladlyhaveleftherroomandgonetostaywithoneofthemaids,buttheywerewithoutdoubtallasleep。
  Theonlypersoninthehouselikelytobeawake,orwhowouldhavebrainsenoughtocomprehendhernervousness,wasMissAldclyffe,butCythereanevercaredtogotoMissAldclyffe'sroom,thoughshewasalwayswelcomethere,andwasoftenalmostcompelledtogoagainstherwill。
  Theoft-repeatednoiseofswitchesgrewheavieruponthewall,andwasnowintermingledwithcreaks,andarattlingliketherattlingofdice。Thewindblewstronger;therecamefirstasnapping,thenacrash,andsomeportionofthemysterywasrevealed。Itwasthebreakingoffandfallofabranchfromoneofthelargetreesoutside。Thesmackingagainstthewall,andtheintermediaterattling,ceasedfromthattime。
  Well,itwasthetreewhichhadcausedthenoises。Theunexplainedmatterwasthatneitherofthetreesevertouchedthewallsofthehouseduringthehighestwind,andthattreescouldnotrattlelikeamanplayingcastanetsorshakingdice。
  Shethought,'IsittheintentionofFatethatsomethingconnectedwiththesenoisesshallinfluencemyfutureasinthelastcaseofthekind?'
  Duringthedilemmashefellintoatroubledsleep,anddreamtthatshewasbeingwhippedwithdrybonessuspendedonstrings,whichrattledateveryblowlikethoseofamalefactoronagibbet;thatsheshiftedandshrankandavoidedeveryblow,andtheyfellthenuponthewalltowhichshewastied。Shecouldnotseethefaceoftheexecutionerforhismask,buthisformwaslikeManston's。
  'ThankHeaven!'shesaid,whensheawokeandsawafaintlightstrugglingthroughherblind。'Nowwhatwerethosenoises?'Tosettlethatquestionseemedmoretoherthantheeventoftheday。
  Shepulledtheblindasideandlookedout。Allwasplain。Theeveningprevioushadclosedinwithagreydrizzle,borneuponapiercingairfromthenorth,andnowitseffectswerevisible。Thehoarydrizzlestillcontinued;butthetreesandshrubswereladenwithiciclestoanextentsuchasshehadneverbeforewitnessed。A
  shootofthediameterofapin'sheadwasicedasthickasherfinger;alltheboughsintheparkwerebentalmosttotheearthwiththeimmenseweightoftheglisteningincumbrance;thewalkswerelikealooking-glass。Manyboughshadsnappedbeneaththeirburden,andlayinheapsupontheicygrass。Oppositehereye,onthenearesttree,wasafreshyellowscar,showingwherethebranchthathadterrifiedherhadbeensplinteredfromthetrunk。
  'Inevercouldhavebelieveditpossible,'shethought,surveyingthebowed-downbranches,'thattreeswouldbendsofaroutoftheirtruepositionswithoutbreaking。'Bywatchingatwigshecouldseeadropcollectuponitfromthehoaryfog,sinktothelowestpoint,andtherebecomecoagulatedastheothershaddone。
  'OrthatIcouldsoexactlyhaveimitatedthem,'shecontinued。'OnthismorningIamtobemarried——unlessthisisaschemeofthegreatMothertohinderaunionofwhichshedoesnotapprove。Isitpossibleformyweddingtotakeplaceinthefaceofsuchweatherasthis?'
  2。MORNING
  HerbrotherOwenwasstayingwithManstonattheOldHouse。
  Contrarytotheopinionofthedoctors,thewoundhadhealedafterthefirstsurgicaloperation,andhislegwasgraduallyacquiringstrength,thoughhecouldonlyasyetgetaboutoncrutches,orride,orbedraggedinachair。
  MissAldclyffehadarrangedthatCythereashouldbemarriedfromKnapwaterHouse,andnotfromherbrother'slodgingsatBudmouth,whichwasCytherea'sfirstidea。Owen,too,seemedtoprefertheplan。Thecapriciousoldmaidhadlatterlytakentothecontemplationoftheweddingwithevengreaterwarmththanhadatfirstinspiredher,andappeareddeterminedtodoeverythinginherpower,consistentwithherdignity,torendertheadjunctsoftheceremonypleasingandcomplete。
  Buttheweatherseemedinflatcontradictionofthewholeproceeding。Ateighto'clockthecoachmancreptuptotheHousealmostuponhishandsandknees,enteredthekitchen,andstoodwithhisbacktothefire,pantingfromhisexertionsinpedestrianism。
  ThekitchenwasbyfarthepleasantestapartmentinKnapwaterHouseonsuchamorningasthis。Thevastfirewasthecentreofthewholesystem,likeasun,andthrewitswarmraysuponthefiguresofthedomestics,wheelingaboutitintrueplanetarystyle。A
  nervously-feebleimitationofitsflickerwascontinuallyattemptedbyafamilyofpolishedmetallicutensilsstandinginrowsandgroupsagainstthewallsopposite,thewholecollectionofshinesnearlyannihilatingtheweakdaylightfromoutside。Astepfurtherin,andthenostrilsweregreetedbythescentofgreenherbsjustgathered,andtheeyebytheplumpformofthecook,wholesome,white-aproned,andfloury——lookingasedibleasthefoodshemanipulated——hermovementsbeingsupportedandassistedbyhersatellites,thekitchenandscullerymaids。Minuterecurrentsoundsprevailed——theclickofthesmoke-jack,theflapoftheflames,andthelighttouchesofthewomen'sslippersuponthestonefloor。
  Thecoachmanhemmed,spreadhisfeetmorefirmlyuponthehearthstone,andlookedhardatasmallplateintheextremecornerofthedresser。
  'Noweddenthismornen——that'smyopinion。Infact,therecan'tbe,'hesaidabruptly,asifthewordswerethemeretorsoofamany-memberedthoughtthathadexistedcompleteinhishead。
  Thekitchen-maidwastoastingasliceofbreadattheendofaverylongtoasting-fork,whichsheheldatarm'slengthtowardstheunapproachablefire,travestyingtheFlanconnadeinfencing。
  'Badoutofdoors,isn'tit?'shesaid,withalookofcommiserationforthingsingeneral。
  'Bad?Notevenalivensoul,gentleorsimple,canstandonlevelground。Astogettenuphilltothechurch,'tisperfectlunacy。
  AndIspeakoffoot-passengers。Astohorsesandcarriage,'tismurdertothinkof'em。Iamgoingtosendstraightasalineintothebreakfast-room,andsay'tisacloser……Hullo——here'sClerkCrickettandJohnDaya-comen!Nowjustlookat'emandpictureaweddenifyoucan。'
  Alleyeswereturnedtothewindow,fromwhichtheclerkandgardenerwereseencrossingthecourt,bowedandstoopinglikeBelandNebo。
  'You'llhavetogoifitbreaksallthehorses'legsinthecounty,'
  saidthecook,turningfromthespectacle,knockingopentheoven-
  doorwiththetongs,glancingcriticallyin,andslammingittogetherwithaclang。
  'O,O;whyshallI?'askedthecoachman,includinginhisauditorybyaglancetheclerkandgardenerwhohadjustentered。
  'BecauseMr。Manstonisinthebusiness。Didyoueverknowhimtogiveupforweatherofanykind,orforanyothermortalthinginheavenorearth?'
  '——Mornenso's——suchasitis!'interruptedMr。Crickettcheerily,comingforwardtotheblazeandwarmingonehandwithoutlookingatthefire。'Mr。Manstongieupforanythinginheavenorearth,didyousay?Youmightha'cutitshortbysayen“toMissAldclyffe,“andleavenoutheavenandearthastrifles。Butitmightbeputoff;puttenoffathingisn'tgettenridofathing,ifthatthingisawoman。Ono,no!'
  Thecoachmanandgardenernownaturallysubsidedintosecondaries。
  Thecookwentonrathersharply,asshedribbledmilkintotheexactcentreofalittlecraterofflourinaplatter——
  'Itmightbeinthiscase;she'ssoindifferent。'
  'Dangmyoldsides!andsoitmightbe。Ihaveabitofnews——I
  thoughttherewassomethinguponmytongue;but'tisasecret;notaword,mind,notaword。Why,MissHintontookaholidayyesterday。'
  'Yes?'inquiredthecook,lookingupwithperplexedcuriosity。
  'D'yethinkthat'sall?'
  'Don'tbesothree-cunning——ifitisall,deliveryoufromtheevilofraisingawoman'sexpectationswrongfully;I'llskimmeryourpateassureasyoucryAmen!'
  'Well,itisn'tall。WhenIgothomelastnightmywifesaid,“MissAdelaidetookaholidaythismornen,“saysshemywife,thatis;
  “walkedovertoNetherMynton,metthecomenman,andgotmarried!”
  saysshe。'
  'Gotmarried!what,Lord-a-mercy,didSpringrovecome?'
  'Springrove,no——no——Springrove'snothentodowi'it——'twasFarmerBollens。They'vebeenplayingbo-peepforthesetwoorthreemonthsseemingly。WhilstMasterTeddySpringrovehasbeendaddlen,andhawken,andspettenabouthavingher,she'squietlylefthimallforsook。Servehimright。Idon'tblamethelittlewomanabit。'
  'FarmerBollensisoldenoughtobeherfather!'
  'Ay,quite;andrichenoughtobetenfathers。Theysayhe'ssorichthathehasbusinessineverybank,andmeasureshismoneyinhalf-pintcups。'
  'Lord,Iwishitwasme,don'tIwish'twasme!'saidthescullery-
  maid。
  'Yes,'twasasneatabitofstitchingaseverIheardof,'
  continuedtheclerk,withafixedeye,asifhewerewatchingtheprocessfromadistance。'Notasoulknewanythingaboutit,andmywifeistheonlyoneinourparishwhoknowsityet。MissHintoncamebackfromthewedden,wenttoMr。Manston,puffedherselfoutlarge,andsaidshewasMrs。Bollens,butthatifhewished,shehadnoobjectiontokeeponthehousetilltheregulartimeofgivingnoticehadexpired,ortillhecouldgetanothertenant。'
  'Justlikeherindependence,'saidthecook。
  'Well,independentorno,she'sMrs。Bollensnow。Ah,IshallneverforgetoncewhenIwentbyFarmerBollens'sgarden——yearsagonow——
  years,whenhewastakingupashleaftaties。AmerryfellerIwasatthattime,averymerryfeller——for'twasbeforeItookholyorders,anditdidn'tprickmyconscienceas'twouldnow。“Farmer,“
  saysI,“littletatiesseemtoturnoutsmallthisyear,don'tem?”
  “Ono,Crickett,“sayshe,“somebefair-sized。“He'sadullman——
  FarmerBollensis——healwayswas。However,that'sneitherherenorthere;he'sa-marriedtoasharpwoman,andifIdon'tmakeamistakeshe'llbringhimaprettygoodfamily,giehertime。'
  'Well,itdon'tmatter;there'saProvidenceinit,'saidthescullery-maid。'GodA'mightyalwayssendsbreadaswellaschildren。'
  'But'tisthebreadtoonehouseandthechildrentoanotherveryoften。However,IthinkIcanseemyladyHinton'sreasonforchosenyesterdaytosickness-or-health-it。Youryoungmiss,andthatone,hadcrossedoneanother'spathinregardtoyoungMasterSpringrove;andIexpectthatwhenAddyHintonfoundMissGrayewasn'tcarentohaveen,shethoughtshe'dbebeforehandwithheroldenemyinmarryingsomebodyelsetoo。That'smaids'logicallover,andmaids'malicelikewise。'
  Womenwhoarebadenoughtodivideagainstthemselvesunderaman'spartialityaregoodenoughtoinstantlyuniteinacommoncauseagainsthisattack。'I'lljusttellyouonethingthen,'saidthecook,shakingoutherwordstothetimeofawhiskshewasbeatingeggswith。'Whatevermaids'logicisandmaids'malicetoo,ifCythereaGrayeevennowknowsthatyoungSpringroveisfreeagain,she'llflingoverthestewardassoonaslookathim。'
  'No,no:notnow,'thecoachmanbrokeinlikeamoderator。
  'There'shonourinthatmaid,ifevertherewasinone。NoMissHinton'stricksinher。She'llsticktoManston。'
  'Pifh!'
  'Don'tletawordbesaidtilltheweddenisover,forHeaven'ssake,'theclerkcontinued。'MissAldclyffewouldfairlyhangandquarterme,ifmynewsbrokeoffthatthereweddenatalastminutelikethis。'
  'Thenyouhadbettergetyourwifetoboltyouintheclosetforanhourortwo,foryou'llchatterityourselftothewholeboilingparishifshedon't!'Tisapoorwomanlyfeller!'
  'Youshouldn'tha'begunit,clerk。Iknewhow'twouldbe,'saidthegardenersoothingly,inawhispertotheclerk'smangledremains。
  Theclerkturnedandsmiledatthefire,andwarmedhisotherhand。
  3。NOON
  Theweathergaveway。Inhalf-an-hourtherebeganarapidthaw。Byteno'clocktheroads,thoughstilldangerous,werepracticabletotheextentofthehalf-milerequiredbythepeopleofKnapwaterPark。Onemassofheavyleadencloudspreadoverthewholesky;theairbegantofeeldampandmildoutofdoors,thoughstillcoldandfrostywithin。
  Theyreachedthechurchandpassedupthenave,thedeep-colouredglassofthenarrowwindowsrenderingthegloomofthemorningalmostnightitselfinsidethebuilding。Thentheceremonybegan。
  Theonlywarmthorspiritimportedintoitcamefromthebridegroom,whoretainedavigorous——evenSpenserian——bridal-moodthroughoutthemorning。
  Cythereawasasfirmasheatthiscriticalmoment,butascoldastheairsurroundingher。Thefewpersonsformingthewedding-partywereconstrainedinmovementandtone,andfromthenaveofthechurchcameoccasionalcoughs,emittedbythosewho,inspiteoftheweather,hadassembledtoseetheterminationofCytherea'sexistenceasasinglewoman。Manypoorpeoplelovedher。Theypitiedhersuccess,why,theycouldnottell,exceptthatitwasbecausesheseemedtostandmorelikeastatuethanCythereaGraye。
  Yetshewasprettilyandcarefullydressed;astrangecontradictioninaman'sideaofthings——asaddening,perplexingcontradiction。
  Arethereanypointsinwhichadifferenceofsexamountstoadifferenceofnature?Thenthisissurelyone。Notsomuch,asitiscommonlyput,inregardtotheamountofconsiderationgiven,butintheconceptionofthethingconsidered。Amanemasculatedbycoxcombrymayspendmoretimeuponthearrangementofhisclothesthananywoman,buteventhenthereisnofetichisminhisideaofthem——theyarestillonlyacoveringheusesforatime。ButherewasCytherea,inthebottomofherheartalmostindifferenttolife,yetpossessinganinstinctwithwhichherhearthadnothingtodo,theinstincttobeparticularlyregardfulofthosesorrytrifles,herrobe,herflowers,herveil,andhergloves。
  Theirrevocablewordsweresoonspoken——theindeliblewritingsoonwritten——andtheycameoutofthevestry。Candleshadbeennecessaryheretoenablethemtosigntheirnames,andontheirreturntothechurchthelightfromthecandlesstreamedfromthesmallopendoor,andacrossthechanceltoablackchestnutscreenonthesouthside,dividingitfromasmallchapelorchantry,erectedforthesoul'speaceofsomeAldclyffeofthepast。Throughtheopen-workofthisscreencouldnowbeseenilluminated,insidethechantry,therecliningfiguresofcross-leggedknights,dampandgreenwithage,andabovethemahugeclassicmonument,alsoinscribedtotheAldclyffefamily,heavilysculpturedincadaverousmarble。
  Leaninghere——almosthangingtothemonument——wasEdwardSpringrove,orhisspirit。
  Theweakdaylightwouldneverhaverevealedhim,shadedashewasbythescreen;buttheunexpectedraysofcandle-lightinthefrontshowedhimforthinstartlingrelieftoanyandallofthosewhoseeyeswanderedinthatdirection。Thesightwasasadone——sadbeyondalldescription。Hiseyeswerewild,theirorbitsleaden。
  Hisfacewasofasicklypaleness,hishairdryanddisordered,hislipspartedasifhecouldgetnobreath。Hisfigurewasspectre-
  thin。Hisactionsseemedbeyondhisowncontrol。
  Manstondidnotseehim;Cythereadid。Thehealingeffectuponherheartofayear'ssilence——ayearandahalf'sseparation——wasundoneinaninstant。Oneofthosestrangerevivalsofpassionbymeresight——commonerinwomenthaninmen,andinoppressedwomencommonestofall——hadtakenplaceinher——sotranscendently,thateventoherselfitseemedmorelikeanewcreationthanarevival。
  Marryingforahome——whatamockeryitwas!
  Itmaybesaidthatthemeansmostpotentforrekindlingoldloveinamaiden'sheartare,toseeherloverinlaughterandgoodspiritsinherdespitewhenthebreachhasbeenowingtoaslightfromherself;whenowingtoaslightfromhim,toseehimsufferingforhisownfault。Ifheishappyinaclearconscience,sheblameshim;ifheismiserablebecausedeeplytoblame,sheblamesherself。
  ThelatterwasCytherea'scasenow。
  First,anagonyoffacetoldofthesuppressedmiserywithinher,whichpresentlycouldbesuppressednolonger。Whentheywerecomingoutoftheporch,therebrokefromherinalowplaintivescreamthewords,'He'sdying——dying!OGod,saveus!'Shebegantosinkdown,andwouldhavefallenhadnotManstoncaughther。Thechiefbridesmaidappliedhervinaigrette。
  'Whatdidshesay?'inquiredManston。
  Owenwastheonlyonetowhomthewordswereintelligible,andhewasfartoodeeplyimpressed,orratheralarmed,toreply。Shedidnotfaint,andsoonbegantorecoverherself-command。Owentookadvantageofthehindrancetostepbacktowheretheapparitionhadbeenseen。HewasenragedwithSpringroveforwhatheconsideredanunwarrantableintrusion。
  ButEdwardwasnotinthechantry。Ashehadcome,sohehadgone,nobodycouldtellhoworwhither。
  4。AFTERNOON
  ItmightalmosthavebeenbelievedthatatransmutationhadtakenplaceinCytherea'sidiosyncrasy,thathermoralnaturehadfled。
  Thewedding-partyreturnedtothehouse。Assoonashecouldfindanopportunity,Owentookhissisterasidetospeakprivatelywithheronwhathadhappened。Theexpressionofherfacewashard,wild,andunreal——anexpressionhehadneverseentherebefore,anditdisturbedhim。Hespoketoherseverelyandsadly。
  'Cytherea,'hesaid,'Iknowthecauseofthisemotionofyours。
  Butrememberthis,therewasnoexcuseforit。Youshouldhavebeenwomanenoughtocontrolyourself。Rememberwhosewifeyouare,anddon'tthinkanythingmoreofamean-spiritedfellowlikeSpringrove;
  hehadnobusinesstocomethereashedid。Youarealtogetherwrong,Cytherea,andIamvexedwithyoumorethanIcansay——veryvexed。'
  'Sayashamedofmeatonce,'shebitterlyanswered。
  'Iamashamedofyou,'heretortedangrily;'themoodhasnotleftyouyet,then?'
  'Owen,'shesaid,andpaused。Herliptrembled;hereyetoldofsensationstoodeepfortears。'No,Owen,ithasnotleftme;andI
  willbehonest。Iownnowtoyou,withoutanydisguiseofwords,whatlastnightIdidnotowntomyself,becauseIhardlyknewofit。IloveEdwardSpringrovewithallmystrength,andheart,andsoul。Youcallmeawantonforit,don'tyou?Idon'tcare;Ihavegonebeyondcaringforanything!'Shelookedstonilyintohisfaceandmadethespeechcalmly。
  'Well,poorCytherea,don'ttalklikethat!'hesaid,alarmedathermanner。
  'IthoughtthatIdidnotlovehimatall,'shewentonhysterically。'Ayearandahalfhadpassedsincewemet。Icouldgobythegateofhisgardenwithoutthinkingofhim——lookathisseatinchurchandnotcare。ButIsawhimthismorning——dyingbecausehelovesmeso——Iknowitisthat!CanIhelplovinghimtoo?No,Icannot,andIwilllovehim,andIdon'tcare!Wehavebeenseparatedsomehowbysomecontrivance——Iknowwehave。O,ifI
  couldonlydie!'
  Heheldherinhisarms。'Manyawomanhasgonetoruinherself,'
  hesaid,'andbroughtthosewholoveherintodisgrace,byactinguponsuchimpulsesaspossessyounow。Ihaveareputationtoloseaswellasyou。ItseemsthatdowhatIwillbywayofremedyingthestainswhichfelluponus,itisalldoomedtobeundoneagain。'
  Hisvoicegrewhuskyashemadethereply。
  Therightandonlyeffectivechordhadbeentouched。SinceshehadseenEdward,shehadthoughtonlyofherselfandhim。Owen——hername——position——future——hadbeenasiftheydidnotexist。
  'Iwon'tgivewayandbecomeadisgracetoYOU,atanyrate,'shesaid。
  'Besides,yourdutytosociety,andthoseaboutyou,requiresthatyoushouldlivewithatanyratealltheappearanceofagoodwife,andtrytoloveyourhusband。'
  'Yes——mydutytosociety,'shemurmured。'Butah,Owen,itisdifficulttoadjustourouterandinnerlifewithperfecthonestytoall!Thoughitmayberighttocaremoreforthebenefitofthemanythanfortheindulgenceofyourownsingleself,whenyouconsiderthatthemany,anddutytothem,onlyexisttoyouthroughyourownexistence,whatcanbesaid?Whatdoourownacquaintancescareaboutus?Notmuch。Ithinkofmine。Minewillnowdotheylearnallthewickedfrailtyofmyheartinthisaffairlookatme,smilesickly,andcondemnme。Andperhaps,farintimetocome,whenIamdeadandgone,someother'saccent,orsomeother'ssong,orthought,likeanoldoneofmine,willcarrythembacktowhatI
  usedtosay,andhurttheirheartsalittlethattheyblamedmesosoon。Andtheywillpausejustforaninstant,andgiveasightome,andthink,“Poorgirl!”believingtheydogreatjusticetomymemorybythis。Buttheywillnever,neverrealizethatitwasmysingleopportunityofexistence,aswellasofdoingmyduty,whichtheyareregarding;theywillnotfeelthatwhattothemisbutathought,easilyheldinthosetwowordsofpity,“Poorgirl!”wasawholelifetome;asfullofhours,minutes,andpeculiarminutes,ofhopesanddreads,smiles,whisperings,tears,astheirs:thatitwasmyworld,whatistothemtheirworld,andtheyinthatlifeofmine,howevermuchIcaredforthem,onlyasthethoughtIseemtothemtobe。Nobodycanenterintoanother'snaturetruly,that'swhatissogrievous。'
  'Well,itcannotbehelped,'saidOwen。
  'Butwemustnotstayhere,'shecontinued,startingupandgoing。
  'Weshallbemissed。I'lldomybest,Owen——Iwill,indeed。'
  Ithadbeendecidedthatonaccountofthewretchedstateoftheroads,thenewly-marriedpairshouldnotdrivetothestationtillthelatesthourintheafternoonatwhichtheycouldgetatraintotakethemtoSouthamptontheirdestinationthatnightbyareasonabletimeintheevening。TheyintendedthenextmorningtocrosstoHavre,andthencetoParis——aplaceCythereahadnevervisited——fortheirweddingtour。
  Theafternoondrewon。Thepackingwasdone。Cythereawassorestlessthatshecouldstaystillnowhere。MissAldclyffe,who,thoughshetooklittlepartintheday'sproceedings,was,asitwere,instinctivelyconsciousofalltheirmovements,putdownhercharge'sagitationforonceasthenaturalresultofthenovelevent,andManstonhimselfwasasindulgentascouldbewished。
  AtlengthCythereawanderedaloneintotheconservatory。Wheninit,shethoughtshewouldrunacrosstothehot-houseintheoutergarden,havinginherheartawhimsicaldesirethatsheshouldalsoliketotakealastlookatthefamiliarflowersandluxuriantleavescollectedthere。Shepulledonapairofovershoes,andthithershewent。Notasoulwasinoraroundtheplace。ThegardenerwasmakingmerryonManston'sandheraccount。
  Thehappinessthatagenerousspiritderivesfromthebeliefthatitexistsinothersisoftengreaterthantheprimaryhappinessitself。
  Thegardenerthought'Howhappytheyare!'andthethoughtmadehimhappierthanthey。
  Comingoutoftheforcing-houseagain,shewasonthepointofreturningindoors,whenafeelingthatthesemomentsofsolitudewouldbeherlastoffreedominducedhertoprolongthemalittle,andshestoodstill,unheedingthewintryaspectofthecurly-leavedplants,thestraw-coveredbeds,andthebarefruit-treesaroundher。
  Thegarden,nopartofwhichwasvisiblefromthehouse,slopeddowntoanarrowriveratthefoot,dividingitfromthemeadowswithout。
  Amanwaslingeringalongthepublicpathontheothersideoftheriver;shefanciedsheknewtheform。Herresolutions,takeninthepresenceofOwen,didnotfailhernow。Shehopedandprayedthatitmightnotbeonewhohadstolenherheartaway,andstillkeptit。Whyshouldhehavereappearedatall,whenhehaddeclaredthathewentoutofhersightforever?
  Shehastilyhidherself,inthelowestcornerofthegardenclosetotheriver。Alargedeadtree,thicklyrobedinivy,hadbeenconsiderablydepressedbyitsicyloadofthemorning,andhunglowoverthestream,whichhereranslowanddeep。Thetreescreenedherfromtheeyesofanypasserontheotherside。
  Shewaitedtimidly,andhertimidityincreased。Shewouldnotallowherselftoseehim——shewouldhearhimpass,andthenlooktoseeifithadbeenEdward。
  But,beforesheheardanything,shebecameawareofanobjectreflectedinthewaterfromunderthetreewhichhungovertheriverinsuchawaythat,thoughhidingtheactualpath,andobjectsuponit,itpermittedtheirreflectedimagestopassbeneathitsboughs。
  Thereflectedformwasthatofthemanshehadseenfurtheroff,butbeinginverted,shecouldnotdefinitelycharacterizehim。
  HewaslookingattheupperwindowsoftheHouse——athers——wasitEdward,indeed?Ifso,hewasprobablythinkinghewouldliketosayonepartingword。Hecamecloser,gazedintothestream,andwalkedveryslowly。ShewasalmostcertainthatitwasEdward。Shekeptmoresafelyhidden。Consciencetoldherthatsheoughtnottoseehim。Butshesuddenlyaskedherselfaquestion:'Canitbepossiblethatheseesmyreflectedimage,asIseehis?Ofcoursehedoes!'
  Hewaslookingatherinthewater。
  Shecouldnothelpherselfnow。Shesteppedforwardjustasheemergedfromtheothersideofthetreeandappearederectbeforeher。ItwasEdwardSpringrove——tilltheinvertedvisionmethiseye,dreamingnomoreofseeinghisCythereatherethanofseeingthedeadthemselves。
  'Cytherea!'
  'Mr。Springrove,'shereturned,inalowvoice,acrossthestream。
  Hewasthefirsttospeakagain。
  'Sincewehavemet,Iwanttotellyousomething,beforewebecomequiteasstrangerstoeachother。'
  'No——notnow——Ididnotmeantospeak——itisnotright,Edward。'
  Shespokehurriedlyandturnedawayfromhim,beatingtheairwithherhand。
  'Notonecommonwordofexplanation?'heimplored。'Don'tthinkI
  ambadenoughtotrytoleadyouastray。Well,go——itisbetter。'
  Theireyesmetagain。Shewasnearlychoked。O,howshelonged——
  anddreaded——tohearhisexplanation!
  'Whatisit?'shesaiddesperately。
  'ItisthatIdidnotcometothechurchthismorninginordertodistressyou:Ididnot,Cytherea。Itwastotrytospeaktoyoubeforeyouwere——married。'
  Hesteppedcloser,andwenton,'Youknowwhathastakenplace?
  Surelyyoudo?——mycousinismarried,andIamfree。'
  'Married——andnottoyou?'Cythereafaltered,inaweakwhisper。
  'Yes,shewasmarriedyesterday!Arichmanhadappeared,andshejiltedme。Shesaidsheneverwouldhavejiltedastranger,butthatbyjiltingme,sheonlyexercisedtherighteverybodyhasofsnubbingtheirownrelations。Butthat'snothingnow。Icametoyoutoaskoncemoreif……ButIwastoolate。'
  'But,Edward,what'sthat,what'sthat!'shecried,inanagonyofreproach。'Whydidyouleavemetoreturntoher?Whydidyouwritemethatcruel,cruelletterthatnearlykilledme!'
  'Cytherea!Why,youhadgrowntolove——like——Mr。Manston,andhowcouldyoubeanythingtome——orcareforme?SurelyIactednaturally?'
  'Ono——never!Ilovedyou——onlyyou——nothim——alwaysyou!——tilllately……Itrytolovehimnow。'
  'Butthatcan'tbecorrect!MissAldclyffetoldmethatyouwantedtohearnomoreofme——provedittome!'saidEdward。
  'Never!shecouldn't。'
  'Shedid,Cytherea。Andshesentmealetter——alove-letter,youwrotetoMr。Manston。'
  'Alove-letterIwrote?'
  'Yes,alove-letter——youcouldnotmeethimjustthen,yousaidyouweresorry,buttheemotionyouhadfeltwithhimmadeyouforgetfulofrealities。'
  Thestrifeofthoughtintheunhappygirlwholistenedtothisdistortionofhermeaningcouldfindnoventinwords。Andthentherefollowedtheslowrevelationinreturn,bringingwithitallthemiseryofanexplanationwhichcomestoolate。ThequestionwhetherMissAldclyffewereschemerordupewasalmostpassedoverbyCytherea,undertheimmediateoppressivenessofherdespairinthesensethatherpositionwasirretrievable。
  NotsoSpringrove。Hesawthroughallthecunninghalf-
  misrepresentations——worsethandownrightlies——whichhadjustbeensufficienttoturnthescalebothwithhimandwithher;andfromthebottomofhissoulhecursedthewomanandmanwhohadbroughtallthisagonyuponhimandhisLove。Buthecouldnotaddmoremiserytothefutureofthepoorchildbyrevealingtoomuch。Thewholeschemesheshouldneverknow。
  'Iwasindifferenttomyownfuture,'Edwardsaid,'andwasurgedtopromiseadherencetomyengagementwithmycousinAdelaidebyMissAldclyffe:nowyouaremarriedIcannottellyouhow,butitwasonaccountofmyfather。Beingforbiddentothinkofyou,whatdidI
  careaboutanything?Mynewthoughtthatyoustilllovedmewasfirstraisedbywhatmyfathersaidintheletterannouncingmycousin'smarriage。HesaidthatalthoughyouweretobemarriedonOldChristmasDay——thatisto-morrow——hehadnoticedyourappearancewithpity:hethoughtyoulovedmestill。Itwasenoughforme——I
  camedownbytheearliestmorningtrain,thinkingIcouldseeyousometimeto-day,theday,asIthought,beforeyourmarriage,hoping,buthardlydaringtohope,thatyoumightbeinducedtomarryme。Ihurriedfromthestation;whenIreachedthevillageI
  sawidlersaboutthechurch,andtheprivategateleadingtotheHouseopen。Iranintothechurchbythesmalldoorandsawyoucomeoutofthevestry;Iwastoolate。Ihavenowtoldyou。Iwascompelledtotellyou。O,mylostdarling,nowIshalllivecontent——ordiecontent!'
  'Iamtoblame,Edward,Iam,'shesaidmournfully;'Iwastaughttodreadpauperism;mynightsweremadesleepless;therewascontinuallyreiteratedinmyearstillIbelievedit——
  '“Theworldanditswayshaveacertainworth,AndtopressapointwheretheseopposeWereasimplepolicy。“
  ButIwillsaynothingaboutwhoinfluenced——whopersuaded。Theactismine,afterall。Edward,ImarriedtoescapedependenceformybreaduponthewhimofMissAldclyffe,orotherslikeher。Itwasclearlyrepresentedtomethatdependenceisbearableifwehaveanotherplacewhichwecancallhome;buttobeadependentandtohavenootherspotforthehearttoanchorupon——O,itismournfulandharassing!……Butthatwithoutwhichallpersuasionwouldhavebeenasair,wasaddedbymymiserableconvictionthatyouwerefalse;thatdidit,thatturnedme!Youweretobeconsideredasnobodytome,andMr。Manstonwasinvariablykind。Well,thedeedisdone——Imustabidebyit。IshallneverlethimknowthatIdonotlovehim——never。Ifthingshadonlyremainedastheyseemedtobe,ifyouhadreallyforgottenmeandmarriedanotherwoman,I
  couldhaveborneitbetter。IwishIdidnotknowthetruthasI
  knowitnow!Butourlife,whatisit?Letusbebrave,Edward,andliveoutourfewremainingyearswithdignity。Theywillnotbelong。O,Ihopetheywillnotbelong!……Now,good-bye,good-
  bye!'
  'IwishIcouldbenearandtouchyouonce,justonce,'saidSpringrove,inavoicewhichhevainlyendeavouredtokeepfirmandclear。
  Theylookedattheriver,thenintoit;ashoalofminnowswasfloatingoverthesandybottom,liketheblackdashesonminiver;
  thoughnarrow,thestreamwasdeep,andtherewasnobridge。
  'Cytherea,reachoutyourhandthatImayjusttouchitwithmine。'
  Shesteppedtothebrinkandstretchedoutherhandandfingerstowardshis,butnotintothem。Theriverwastoowide。
  'Nevermind,'saidCytherea,hervoicebrokenbyagitation,'Imustbegoing。Godblessandkeepyou,myEdward!Godblessyou!'
  'Imusttouchyou,Imustpressyourhand,'hesaid。
  Theycamenear——nearer——nearerstill——theirfingersmet。Therewasalongfirmclasp,socloseandstillthateachhandcouldfeeltheother'spulsethrobbingbesideitsown。
  'MyCytherea!mystolenpetlamb!'
  Sheglancedamutefarewellfromherlargeperturbedeyes,turned,andranupthegardenwithoutlookingback。Allwasoverbetweenthem。Theriverflowedonasquietlyandobtuselyasever,andtheminnowsgatheredagainintheirfavouritespotasiftheyhadneverbeendisturbed。
  Nobodyindoorsguessedfromhercountenanceandbearingthatherheartwasneartobreakingwiththeintensityofthemiserywhichgnawedthere。Atthesetimesawomandoesnotfaint,orweep,orscream,asshewillinthemomentofsuddenshocks。Whenlancedbyamentalagonyofsuchrefinedandspecialtorturethatitisindescribablebymen'swords,shemovesamongheracquaintancesmuchasbefore,andcontrivessotocastheractionsintheoldmouldsthatsheisonlyconsideredtoberatherdullerthanusual。
  5。HALF-PASTTWOTOFIVEO'CLOCKP。M。
  Owenaccompaniedthenewly-marriedcoupletotherailway-station,andinhisanxietytoseethelastofhissister,leftthebroughamandstooduponhiscrutcheswhilstthetrainwasstarting。
  Whenthehusbandandwifewereabouttoentertherailway-carriagetheysawoneoftheporterslookingfrequentlyandfurtivelyatthem。Hewaspale,andapparentlyveryill。
  'Lookatthatpoorsickman,'saidCythereacompassionately,'surelyheoughtnottobehere。'
  'He'sbeenveryqueerto-day,madam,veryqueer,'anotherporteranswered。'Hedohardlyhearwhenhe'sspokento,andd'seemgiddy,orasifsomethingwasonhismind。He'sbeenlikeitforthismonthpast,butnothingsobadasheisto-day。'
  'Poorthing。'
  Shecouldnotresistaninnatedesiretodosomejustthingonthismostdeceitfulandwretcheddayofherlife。Goinguptohimshegavehimmoney,andtoldhimtosendtotheoldmanor-houseforwineorwhateverhewanted。
  Thetrainmovedoffasthetremblingmanwasmurmuringhisincoherentthanks。Owenwavedhishand;Cythereasmiledbacktohimasifitwereunknowntoherthatsheweptallthewhile。
  OwenwasdrivenbacktotheOldHouse。Buthecouldnotrestinthelonelyplace。Hisconsciencebegantoreproachhimforhavingforcedonthemarriageofhissisterwithalittletoomuchperemptoriness。Takinguphiscrutcheshewentoutofdoorsandwanderedaboutthemuddyroadswithnoobjectinviewsavethatofgettingridoftime。
  Thecloudswhichhadhungsolowanddenselyduringthedayclearedfromthewestjustnowasthesunwassetting,callingforthaweaklytwitterfromafewsmallbirds。Owencrawleddownthepathtothewaterfall,andlingeredthereabouttillthesolitudeoftheplaceoppressedhim,whenheturnedbackandintotheroadtothevillage。Hewassad;hesaidtohimself——
  'Ifthereiseveranymeaninginthoseheavyfeelingswhicharecalledpresentiments——andIdon'tbelievethereis——therewillbeinmineto-day……PoorlittleCytherea!'
  Atthatmomentthelastlowraysofthesuntouchedtheheadandshouldersofamanwhowasapproaching,andshowedhimuptoOwen'sview。ItwasoldMr。Springrove。TheyhadgrownfamiliarwitheachotherbyreasonofOwen'svisitstoKnapwaterduringthepastyear。ThefarmerinquiredhowOwen'sfootwasprogressing,andwasgladtoseehimsonimbleagain。
  'Howisyourson?'saidOwenmechanically。
  'Heisathome,sittingbythefire,'saidthefarmer,inasadvoice。'ThismorningheslippedindoorsfromGodknowswhere,andtherehesitsandmopes,andthinks,andthinks,andpresseshisheadsohard,thatIcan'thelpfeelingforhim。'
  'Ishemarried?'saidOwen。Cythereahadfearedtotellhimoftheinterviewinthegarden。
  'No。Ican'tquiteunderstandhowthematterrests……Ah!
  Edward,too,whostartedwithsuchpromise;thatheshouldnowhavebecomesuchacarelessfellow——notamonthinoneplace。There,Mr。
  Graye,Iknowwhatitismainlyowingto。Ifithadn'tbeenforthatheartaffair,hemighthavedone——butthelesssaidabouthimthebetter。Idon'tknowwhatweshouldhavedoneifMissAldclyffehadinsistedupontheconditionsoftheleases。Yourbrother-in-
  law,thesteward,hadahandinmakingitlightforus,Iknow,andIheartilythankhimforit。'Heceasedspeaking,andlookedroundatthesky。
  'Haveyouheardo'what'shappened?'hesaidsuddenly;'Iwasjustcomingouttolearnaboutit。'
  'Ihaven'theardofanything。'
  'Itissomethingveryserious,thoughIdon'tknowwhat。AllIknowiswhatIheardamancalloutbynow——thatitverymuchconcernssomebodywholivesintheparish。'
  Itseemssingularenough,eventomindswhohavenodimbeliefsinadumbrationandpresentiment,thatatthatmomentnottheshadowofathoughtcrossedOwen'smindthatthesomebodywhomthematterconcernedmightbehimself,oranybelongingtohim。Theeventabouttotranspirewasasportentoustothewomanwhosewelfarewasmoredeartohimthanhisown,asany,shortofdeathitself,couldpossiblybe;andeverafterwards,whenheconsideredtheeffectoftheknowledgethenexthalf-hourconveyedtohisbrain,evenhispracticalgoodsensecouldnotrefrainfromwonderthatheshouldhavewalkedtowardthevillageafterhearingthosewordsofthefarmer,insoleisurelyandunconcernedaway。'HowunutterablymeanmustmyintelligencehaveappearedtotheeyeofaforeseeingGod,'hefrequentlysaidinafter-time。'Columbusontheeveofhisdiscoveryofaworldwasnotsocontemptiblyunaware。'
  Afterafewadditionalwordsofcommon-placethefarmerlefthim,and,ashasbeensaid,Owenproceededslowlyandindifferentlytowardsthevillage。
  Thelabouringmenhadjustleftwork,andpassedtheparkgate,whichopenedintothestreetasOwencamedowntowardsit。Theywentalonginadrift,earnestlytalking,andwerefinallyabouttoturninattheirrespectivedoorways。Butuponseeinghimtheylookedsignificantlyatoneanother,andpaused。Hecameintotheroad,onthatsideofthevillage-greenwhichwasoppositetherowofcottages,andturnedroundtotheright。WhenOwenturned,alleyesturned;oneortwomenwenthurriedlyindoors,andafterwardsappearedatthedoorstepwiththeirwives,whoalsocontemplatedhim,talkingastheylooked。Theyseemeduncertainhowtoactinsomematter。
  'Iftheywantme,surelytheywillcallme,'hethought,wonderingmoreandmore。Hecouldnolongerdoubtthathewasconnectedwiththesubjectoftheirdiscourse。
  Thefirstwhoapproachedhimwasaboy。
  'Whathasoccurred?'saidOwen。
  'O,amanha'gotcrazy-religious,andsentforthepa'son。'
  'Isthatall?'
  'Yes,sir。Hewishedhewasdead,hesaid,andhe'salmostoutofhismindwi'wishenitsomuch。ThatwasbeforeMr。Raunhamcame。'
  'Whoishe?'saidOwen。
  'JosephChinney,oneoftherailway-porters;heusedtobenight-
  porter。'
  'Ah——themanwhowasillthisafternoon;bytheway,hewastoldtocometotheOldHouseforsomething,buthehasn'tbeen。Buthasanythingelsehappened——anythingthatconcernstheweddingto-day?'
  'No,sir。'
  ConcludingthattheconnectionwhichhadseemedtobetracedbetweenhimselfandtheeventmustinsomewayhavearisenfromCytherea'sfriendlinesstowardstheman,Owenturnedaboutandwenthomewardsinamuchquieterframeofmind——yetscarcelysatisfiedwiththesolution。Theroutehehadchosenledthroughthedairy-yard,andheopenedthegate。
  Fiveminutesbeforethispointoftime,EdwardSpringrovewaslookingoveroneofhisfather'sfieldsatanoutlyinghamletofthreeorfourcottagessomemileandahalfdistant。Aturnpike-
  gatewasclosebythegateofthefield。
  ThecarriertoCasterbridgecameupasEdwardsteppedintotheroad,andjumpeddownfromthevantopaytoll。HerecognizedSpringrove。
  'Thisisaprettyset-toinyourplace,sir,'hesaid。'Youdon'tknowaboutit,Isuppose?'
  'What?'saidSpringrove。
  Thecarrierpaidhisdues,cameuptoEdward,andspoketenwordsinaconfidentialwhisper:thensprangupontheshaftsofhisvehicle,gaveaclinchingnodofsignificancetoSpringrove,andrattledaway。
  Edwardturnedpalewiththeintelligence。Hisfirstthoughtwas,'Bringherhome!'
  Thenext——didOwenGrayeknowwhathadbeendiscovered?Heprobablydidbythattime,butnorisksofprobabilitymustberunbyawomanheloveddearerthanalltheworldbesides。Hewouldatanyratemakeperfectlysurethatherbrotherwasinpossessionoftheknowledge,bytellingithimwithhisownlips。
  Offheraninthedirectionoftheoldmanor-house。
  Thepathwasacrossarableland,andwasploughedupwiththerestofthefieldeveryautumn,afterwhichitwastroddenoutafresh。
  Thethawhadsoloosenedthesoftearth,thatlumpsofstiffmudwereliftedbyhisfeetateveryleaphetook,andflungagainsthimbyhisrapidmotion,asitweredoggedlyimpedinghim,andincreasingtenfoldthecustomaryeffortofrunning,Butheranon——uphill,anddownhill,thesamepacealike——liketheshadowofacloud。Hisnearestdirection,too,likeOwen's,wasthroughthedairy-barton,andasOwenenteredithesawthefigureofEdwardrapidlydescendingtheoppositehill,atadistanceoftwoorthreehundredyards。Owenadvancedamidthecows。
  Thedairyman,whohadhithertobeentalkingloudlyonsomeabsorbingsubjecttothemaidsandmenmilkingaroundhim,turnedhisfacetowardstheheadofthecowwhenOwenpassed,andceasedspeaking。
  Owenapproachedhimandsaid——
  'Asingularthinghashappened,Ihear。Themanisnotinsane,I
  suppose?'
  'Nothe——he'ssensibleenough,'saidthedairyman,andpaused。Hewasamannoisywithhisassociates——stolidandtaciturnwithstrangers。
  'IsittruethatheisChinney,therailway-porter?'
  'That'stheman,sir。'Themaidsandmensittingunderthecowswereallattentivelylisteningtothisdiscourse,milkingirregularly,andsoftlydirectingthejetsagainstthesidesofthepail。
  Owencouldcontainhimselfnolonger,muchashisminddreadedanythingofthenatureofridicule。'Thepeopleallseemtolookatme,asifsomethingseriouslyconcernedme;isitthisstupidmatter,orwhatisit?'
  'Surely,sir,youknowbetterthananybodyelseifsuchastrangethingconcernsyou。'
  'Whatstrangething?'
  'Don'tyouknow!HisconfessingtoParsonRaunham。'
  'Whatdidheconfess?Tellme。'
  'Ifyoureallyha'n'theard,'tisthis。Hewasasusualondutyatthestationonthenightofthefirelastyear,otherwisehewouldn'tha'knownit。'
  'Knownwhat?ForGod'ssaketell,man!'
  Butatthisinstantthetwooppositegatesofthedairy-yard,oneontheeast,theotheronthewestside,slammedalmostsimultaneously。
  Therectorfromone,Springrovefromtheother,camestridingacrossthebarton。
  Edwardwasnearest,andspokefirst。Hesaidinalowvoice:'Yoursisterisnotlegallymarried!Hisfirstwifeisstillliving!HowitcomesoutIdon'tknow!'
  'O,hereyouareatlast,Mr。Graye,thankHeaven!'saidtherectorbreathlessly。'IhavebeentotheOldHouse,andthentoMissAldclyffe'slookingforyou——somethingveryextraordinary。'HebeckonedtoOwen,afterwardsincludedSpringroveinhisglance,andthethreesteppedasidetogether。
  'Aporteratthestation。Hewasacuriousnervousman。Hehadbeeninastrangestateallday,buthewouldn'tgohome。Yoursisterwaskindtohim,itseems,thisafternoon。Whensheandherhusbandhadgone,hewentonwithhiswork,shiftingluggage-vans。
  Well,hegotintheway,asifhewerequitelosttowhatwasgoingon,andtheysenthimhomeatlast。Thenhewishedtoseeme。I
  wentdirectly。Therewassomethingonhismind,hesaid,andtoldit。AboutthetimewhenthefireoflastNovembertwelvemonthwasgotunder,whilsthewasbyhimselfintheporter'sroom,almostasleep,somebodycametothestationandtriedtoopenthedoor。HewentoutandfoundthepersontobetheladyhehadaccompaniedtoCarrifordearlierintheevening,Mrs。Manston。Sheasked,whenwouldbeanothertraintoLondon?Thefirstthenextmorning,hetoldher,wasataquarter-pastsixo'clockfromBudmouth,butthatitwasexpress,anddidn'tstopatCarrifordRoad——itdidn'tstoptillitgottoAnglebury。“HowfarisittoAnglebury?”shesaid。
  Hetoldher,andshethankedhim,andwentawayuptheline。Inashorttimesheranbackandtookoutherpurse。“Don'tonanyaccountsayawordinthevillageoranywherethatIhavebeenhere,orasinglebreathaboutme——I'mashamedevertohavecome。“Hepromised;shetookouttwosovereigns。“SwearitontheTestamentinthewaiting-room,“shesaid,“andI'llpayyouthese。“Hegotthebook,tookanoathuponit,receivedthemoney,andshelefthim。Hewasoffdutyathalf-pastfive。Hehaskeptsilenceallthroughtheinterveningtimetillnow,butlatelytheknowledgehepossessedweighedheavilyuponhisconscienceandweakmind。Yetthenearercamethewedding-day,themorehefearedtotell。Theactualmarriagefilledhimwithremorse。Hesaysyoursister'skindnessafterwardswaslikeaknifegoingthroughhisheart。Hethoughthehadruinedher。'
  'Butwhatevercanbedone?Whydidn'thespeaksooner?'criedOwen。
  'Heactuallycalledatmyhousetwiceyesterday,'therectorcontinued,'resolved,itseems,tounburdenhismind。Iwasoutbothtimes——heleftnomessage,and,theysay,helookedrelievedthathisobjectwasdefeated。ThenhesaysheresolvedtocometoyouattheOldHouselastnight——started,reachedthedoor,anddreadedtoknock——andthenwenthomeagain。'
  'Herewillbeataleforthenewsmongersofthecounty,'saidOwenbitterly。'Theideaofhisnotopeninghismouthsooner——thecriminalityofthething!'
  'Ah,that'stheinconsistencyofaweaknature。Butnowthatitisputtousinthisway,howmuchmoreprobableitseemsthatsheshouldhaveescapedthanhavebeenburnt——'
  'Youwill,ofcourse,gostraighttoMr。Manston,andaskhimwhatitallmeans?'Edwardinterrupted。
  'OfcourseIshall!Manstonhasnorighttocarryoffmysisterunlesshe'sherhusband,'saidOwen。'Ishallgoandseparatethem。'
  'Certainlyyouwill,'saidtherector。
  'Where'stheman?'
  'Inhiscottage。'
  ''Tisnousegoingtohim,either。Imustgooffatonceandovertakethem——laythecasebeforeManston,andaskhimforadditionalandcertainproofsofhisfirstwife'sdeath。Anup-
  trainpassessoon,Ithink。'
  'Wherehavetheygone?'saidEdward。
  'ToParis——asfarasSouthamptonthisafternoon,toproceedto-
  morrowmorning。'
  'WhereinSouthampton?'
  'Ireallydon'tknow——somehotel。IonlyhavetheirParisaddress。
  ButIshallfindthembymakingafewinquiries。'
  Therectorhadinthemeantimebeentakingouthispocket-book,andnowopeneditatthefirstpage,whereonitwashiscustomeverymonthtogumasmallrailwaytime-table——cutfromthelocalnewspaper。
  'Theafternoonexpressisjustgone,'hesaid,holdingopenthepage,'andthenexttraintoSouthamptonpassesattenminutestosixo'clock。Nowitwants——letmesee——five-and-fortyminutestothattime。Mr。Graye,myadviceisthatyoucomewithmetotheporter'scottage,whereIwillshortlywriteoutthesubstanceofwhathehassaid,andgethimtosignit。YouwillthenhavefarbettergroundsforinterferingbetweenMr。andMrs。Manstonthanifyouwenttothemwithamerehearsaystory。'
  Thesuggestionseemedagoodone。'Yes,therewillbetimebeforethetrainstarts,'saidOwen。
  Edwardhadbeenmusingrestlessly。
  'LetmegotoSouthamptoninyourplace,onaccountofyourlameness?'hesaidsuddenlytoGraye。
  'Iammuchobligedtoyou,butIthinkIcanscarcelyaccepttheoffer,'returnedOwencoldly。'Mr。Manstonisanhonourableman,andIhadmuchbetterseehimmyself。'
  'Thereisnodoubt,'saidMr。Raunham,'thatthedeathofhiswifewasfullybelievedinbyhimself。'
  'Nonewhatever,'saidOwen;'andthenewsmustbebrokentohim,andthequestionofotherproofsasked,inafriendlyway。ItwouldnotdoforMr。Springrovetoappearinthecaseatall。'Hestillspokerathercoldly;therecollectionoftheattachmentbetweenhissisterandEdwardwasnotapleasantonetohim。
  'Youwillneverfindthem,'saidEdward。'YouhaveneverbeentoSouthampton,andIknoweveryhousethere。'
  'Thatmakeslittledifference,'saidtherector;'hewillhaveacab。CertainlyMr。Grayeisthepropermantogoontheerrand。'
  'Stay;I'lltelegraphtoaskthemtomeetmewhenIarriveattheterminus,'saidOwen;'thatis,iftheirtrainhasnotalreadyarrived。'
  Mr。Raunhampulledouthispocket-bookagain。'Thetwo-thirtytrainreachedSouthamptonaquarterofanhourago,'hesaid。
  Itwastoolatetocatchthematthestation。Nevertheless,therectorsuggestedthatitwouldbeworthwhiletodirectamessageto'alltherespectablehotelsinSouthampton,'onthechanceofitsfindingthem,andthussavingadealofpersonallabourtoOweninsearchingabouttheplace。
  'I'llgoandtelegraph,whilstyoureturntotheman,'saidEdward——
  anofferwhichwasaccepted。Grayeandtherectorthenturnedoffinthedirectionoftheporter'scottage。
  Edward,todespatchthemessageatonce,hurriedlyfollowedtheroadtowardsthestation,stillrestlesslythinking。AllOwen'sproceedingswerebasedontheassumption,naturalunderthecircumstances,ofManston'sgoodfaith,andthathewouldreadilyacquiesceinanyarrangementwhichshouldclearupthemystery。
  'But,'thoughtEdward,'suppose——andHeavenforgiveme,Icannothelpsupposingit——thatManstonisnotthathonourableman,whatwillayoungandinexperiencedfellowlikeOwendo?Willhenotbehoodwinkedbysomespeciousstoryoranother,framedtolasttillManstongetstiredofpoorCytherea?Andthenthedisclosureofthetruthwillruinandblackenboththeirfuturesirremediably。'
  However,heproceededtoexecutehiscommission。ThisheputintheformofasimplerequestfromOwentoManston,thatManstonwouldcometotheSouthamptonplatform,andwaitforOwen'sarrival,ashevaluedhisreputation。Themessagewasdirectedastherectorhadsuggested,Edwardguaranteeingtotheclerkwhosentitoffthateveryexpenseconnectedwiththesearchwouldbepaid。
  Nosoonerhadthetelegrambeendespatchedthanhisheartsankwithinhimatthewantofforesightshowninsendingit。HadManston,allthetime,aknowledgethathisfirstwifelived,thetelegramwouldbeaforewarningwhichmightenablehimtodefeatOwenstillmoresignally。
  Whilstthemachinewasstillgivingoffitsmultitudinousseriesofraps,Edwardheardapowerfulrushundertheshedoutside,followedbyalongsonorouscreak。Itwasatrainofsomesort,stealingsoftlyintothestation,anditwasanup-train。Therewastheringofabell。Itwascertainlyapassengertrain。
  Yetthebooking-officewindowwasclosed。
  'Ho,ho,John,seventeenminutesaftertimeandonlythreestationsuptheline。Theinclineagain?'Thevoicewasthestationmaster's,andthereplyseemedtocomefromtheguard。
  'Yes,theothersideofthecutting。Thethawhasmadeitallinaperfectcloudoffog,andtherailsareasslipperyasglass。Wehadtobringthemthroughthecuttingattwice。'
  'Anybodyelseforthefour-forty-fiveexpress?'thevoicecontinued。
  Thefewpassengers,havingcrossedovertotheothersidelongbeforethistime,hadtakentheirplacesatonce。
  AconvictionsuddenlybrokeinuponEdward'smind;thenawishoverwhelmedhim。Theconviction——asstartlingasitwassudden——wasthatManstonwasavillain,whoatsomeearliertimehaddiscoveredthathiswifelived,andhadbribedhertokeepoutofsight,thathemightpossessCytherea。Thewishwas——toproceedatoncebythisverytrainthatwasstarting,findManstonbeforehewouldexpectfromthewordsofthetelegramifhegotitthatanybodyfromCarrifordcouldbewithhim——chargehimboldlywiththecrime,andtrusttohisconsequentconfusionifhewereguiltyforasolutionoftheextraordinaryriddle,andthereleaseofCytherea!
  Theticket-officehadbeenlockedupattheexpirationofthetimeatwhichthetrainwasdue。Rushingoutastheguardblewhiswhistle,Edwardopenedthedoorofacarriageandleaptin。Thetrainmovedalong,andhewassoonoutofsight。
  Springrovehadlongsincepassedthatpeculiarlinewhichliesacrossthecourseoffallinginlove——if,indeed,itmaynotbecalledtheinitialitselfofthecompletepassion——alongingtocherish;whenthewomanisshiftedinaman'smindfromtheregionofmereadmirationtotheregionofwarmfellowship。Atthisassumptionofhernature,shechangestohimintone,hue,andexpression。Allaboutthelovedonethatsaid'She'before,says'We'now。Eyesthatweretobesubduedbecomeeyestobefearedfor:abrainthatwastobeprobedbycynicismbecomesabrainthatistobetenderlyassisted;feetthatweretobetestedinthedancebecomefeetthatarenottobedistressed;theonce-criticizedaccent,manner,anddress,becometheclientsofaspecialpleader。
  6。FIVETOEIGHTO'CLOCKP。M。
  Nowthathewasfairlyonthetrack,andhadbeguntocooldown,Edwardrememberedthathehadnothingtoshow——nolegalauthoritywhatevertoquestionManstonorinterferebetweenhimandCythereaashusbandandwife。Henowsawthewisdomoftherectorinobtainingasignedconfessionfromtheporter。Thedocumentwouldnotbeadeath-bedconfession——perhapsnotworthanythinglegally——
  butitwouldbeheldbyOwen;andhealone,asCytherea'snaturalguardian,couldseparatethemonthemeregroundofanunprovedprobability,orwhatmightperhapsbecalledthehallucinationofanidiot。Edwardhimself,however,wasasfirmlyconvincedastherectorhadbeenofthetruthoftheman'sstory,andpacedbackwardandforwardthesolitarycompartmentasthetrainwoundthroughthedarkheatheryplains,themazywoods,andmoaningcoppices,asresolvedasevertopounceonManston,andchargehimwiththecrimeduringthecriticalintervalbetweenthereceptionofthetelegramandthehouratwhichOwen'strainwouldarrive——trustingtocircumstancesforwhatheshouldsayanddoafterwards,butmakinguphismindtobeareadysecondtoOweninanyemergencythatmightarise。
  Atthirty-threeminutespastsevenhestoodontheplatformofthestationatSouthampton——aclearhourbeforethetraincontainingOwencouldpossiblyarrive。
  Makingafewinquirieshere,buttooimpatienttopursuehisinvestigationcarefullyandinductively,hewentintothetown。
  Attheexpirationofanotherhalf-hourhehadvisitedsevenhotelsandinns,largeandsmall,askingthesamequestionsateach,andalwaysreceivingthesamereply——nobodyofthatname,oransweringtothatdescription,hadbeenthere。Aboyfromthetelegraph-
  officehadcalled,askingforthesamepersons,iftheyrecollectedrightly。
  Hereflectedawhile,struckagainbyapainfulthoughtthattheymightpossiblyhavedecidedtocrosstheChannelbythenight-boat。
  Thenhehastenedofftoanotherquarterofthetowntopursuehisinquiriesamonghotelsofthemoreold-fashionedandquietclass。
  Hisstainedandwearyappearanceobtainedforhimbutamodicumofcivility,whereverhewent,whichmadehistaskyetmoredifficult。
  Hecalledatthreeseveralhousesinthisneighbourhood,withthesameresultasbefore。Heenteredthedoorofthefourthhousewhilsttheclockofthenearestchurchwasstrikingeight。
  'HaveatallgentlemannamedManston,andayoungwifearrivedherethisevening?'heaskedagain,inwordswhichhadgrownoddtohisearsfromveryfamiliarity。
  'Anew-marriedcouple,didyousay?'
  'Theyare,thoughIdidn'tsayso。'
  'Theyhavetakenasitting-roomandbedroom,numberthirteen。'
  'Aretheyindoors?'
  'Idon'tknow。Eliza!'
  'Yes,m'm。'
  'Seeifnumberthirteenisin——thatgentlemanandhiswife。'
  'Yes,m'm。'
  'Hasanytelegramcomeforthem?'saidEdward,whenthemaidhadgoneonhererrand。
  'No——nothingthatIknowof。'
  'SomebodydidcomeandaskifaMr。andMrs。Masters,orsomesuchname,wereherethisevening,'saidanothervoicefromthebackofthebar-parlour。
  'Anddidtheygetthemessage?'
  'Ofcoursetheydidnot——theywerenothere——theydidn'tcometillhalf-an-hourafterthat。Themanwhomadeinquiriesleftnomessage。Itoldthemwhentheycamethatthey,oranamesomethingliketheirs,hadbeenaskedfor,buttheydidn'tseemtounderstandwhyitshouldbe,andsothematterdropped。'
  Thechambermaidcameback。'Thegentlemanisnotin,buttheladyis。WhoshallIsay?'
  'Nobody,'saidEdward。Foritnowbecamenecessarytoreflectuponhismethodofproceeding。Hisobjectinfindingtheirwhereabouts——
  apartfromthewishtoassistOwen——hadbeentoseeManston,askhimflatlyforanexplanation,andconfirmtherequestofthemessageinthepresenceofCytherea——soastopreventthepossibilityofthesteward'spalmingoffastoryuponCytherea,oreludingherbrotherwhenhecame。Buthereweretwoimportantmodificationsoftheexpectedconditionofaffairs。Thetelegramhadnotbeenreceived,andCythereawasinthehousealone。
  HehesitatedastotheproprietyofintrudinguponherinManston'sabsence。Besides,thewomenatthebottomofthestairswouldseehim——hisintrusionwouldseemodd——andManstonmightreturnatanymoment。Hecertainlymightcall,andwaitforManstonwiththeaccusationuponhistongue,ashehadintended。Butitwasadoubtfulcourse。ThatideahadbeenbasedupontheassumptionthatCythereawasnotmarried。Ifthefirstwifewerereallydeadafterall——andhefeltsickatthethought——Cythereaasthesteward'swifemightinafter-years——perhaps,atonce——besubjectedtoindignityandcrueltyonaccountofanoldlover'sinterferencenow。
  Yes,perhapstheannouncementwouldcomemostproperlyandsafelyforherfromherbrotherOwen,thetimeofwhosearrivalhadalmostexpired。
  But,onturninground,hesawthatthestaircaseandpassagewerequitedeserted。Heandhiserrandhadascompletelydiedfromthemindsoftheattendantsasiftheyhadneverbeen。TherewasabsolutelynothingbetweenhimandCytherea'spresence。Reasonwaspowerlessnow;hemustseeher——rightorwrong,fairorunfairtoManston——offensivetoherbrotherorno。Hislipsmustbethefirsttotellthealarmingstorytoher。Wholovedherashe!Hewentbacklightlythroughthehall,upthestairs,twoatatime,andfollowedthecorridortillhecametothedoornumberedthirteen。
  Heknockedsoftly:nobodyanswered。
  TherewasnotimetoloseifhewouldspeaktoCythereabeforeManstoncame。Heturnedthehandleofthedoorandlookedin。Thelamponthetableburnedlow,andshowedwritingmaterialsopenbesideit;thechieflightcamefromthefire,thedirectraysofwhichwereobscuredbyasweetfamiliaroutlineofheadandshoulders——stillasprecioustohimasever。