7。AQUARTER-PASTEIGHTO'CLOCKP。M。
  Thereisanattitude——approximativelycalledpensive——inwhichthesoulofahumanbeing,andespeciallyofawoman,dominatesoutwardlyandexpressesitspresencesostrongly,thattheintangibleessenceseemsmoreapparentthanthebodyitself。ThiswasCytherea'sexpressionnow。WhatolddaysandsunnyevesatBudmouthBaywasshepicturing?Herreveriehadcausedhernottonoticehisknock。
  'Cytherea!'hesaidsoftly。
  Sheletdropherhand,andturnedherhead,evidentlythinkingthathervisitorcouldbenootherthanManston,yetpuzzledatthevoice。
  TherewasnoprefaceonSpringrove'stongue;heforgothisposition——
  hers——thathehadcometoaskquietlyifManstonhadotherproofsofbeingawidower——everything——andjumpedtoaconclusion。
  'Youarenothiswife,Cytherea——comeaway,hehasawifeliving!'
  hecriedinanagitatedwhisper。'Owenwillbeheredirectly。'
  Shestartedup,recognizedthetidingsfirst,thebearerofthemafterwards。'Nothiswife?O,whatisit——what——whoisliving?'
  Sheawokebydegrees。'WhatmustIdo?Edward,itisyou!Whydidyoucome?WhereisOwen?'
  'WhathasManstonshownyouinproofofthedeathofhisotherwife?
  Tellmequick。'
  'Nothing——wehaveneverspokenofthesubject。WhereismybrotherOwen?Iwanthim,Iwanthim!'
  'Heiscomingby-and-by。Cometothestationtomeethim——do,'
  imploredSpringrove。'IfMr。Manstoncomes,hewillkeepyoufromme:Iamnobody,'headdedbitterly,feelingthereproachherwordshadfaintlyshadowedforth。
  'Mr。Manstonisonlygoneouttopostaletterhehasjustwritten,'
  shesaid,andwithoutbeingdistinctlycognizantoftheaction,shewildlylookedforherbonnetandcloak,andbeganputtingthemon,butintheactoffasteningthemutteredaspasmodiccry。
  'No,I'llnotgooutwithyou,'shesaid,flingingthearticlesdownagain。Runningtothedoorsheflittedalongthepassage,anddownstairs。
  'Givemeaprivateroom——quiteprivate,'shesaidbreathlesslytosomeonebelow。
  'Numbertwelveisasingleroom,madam,andunoccupied,'saidsometongueinastonishment。
  Withoutwaitingforanypersontoshowherintoit,Cythereahurriedupstairsagain,brushedthroughthecorridor,enteredtheroomspecified,andclosedthedoor。Edwardheardhersobout——
  'NobodybutOwenshallspeaktome——nobody!'
  'Hewillbeheredirectly,'saidSpringrove,closeagainstthepanel,andthenwenttowardsthestairs。Hehadseenher;itwasenough。
  Hedescended,steppedintothestreet,andhastenedtomeetOwenattherailway-station。
  Asforthepoormaidenwhohadreceivedthenews,sheknewnotwhattothink。ShelistenedtilltheechoofEdward'sfootstepshaddiedaway,thenbowedherfaceuponthebed。Hersuddenimpulsehadbeentoescapefromsight。Herwearinessaftertheunwontedstrain,mentalandbodily,whichhadbeenputuponherbythescenesshehadpassedthroughduringthelongday,renderedhermuchmoretimidandshakenbyherpositionthanshewouldnaturallyhavebeen。Shethoughtandthoughtofthatsinglefactwhichhadbeentoldher——
  thatthefirstMrs。Manstonwasstillliving——tillherbrainseemedreadytoburstitsconfinementwithexcessofthrobbing。Itwasonlynaturalthatsheshould,bydegrees,beunabletoseparatethediscovery,whichwasmatteroffact,fromthesuspicionoftreacheryonherhusband'spart,whichwasonlymatterofinference。Andthustherearoseinherapersonalfearofhim。
  'Supposeheshouldcomeinnowandseizeme!'Thisatfirstmerefrenziedsuppositiongrewbydegreestoadefinitehorrorofhispresence,andespeciallyofhisintensegaze。Thussheraisedherselftoaheatofexcitement,whichwasnonethelessrealforbeingventedinnocryofanykind。No;shecouldnotmeetManston'seyealone,shewouldonlyseehiminherbrother'scompany。
  Almostdeliriouswiththisidea,sheranandlockedthedoortopreventallpossibilityofherintentionsbeingnullified,oralookorwordbeingflungatherbyanybodywhilstsheknewnotwhatshewas。
  8。HALF-PASTEIGHTO'CLOCKP。M。
  ThenCythereafeltherwayamidthedarknessoftheroomtillshecametotheheadofthebed,whereshesearchedforthebell-ropeandgaveitapull。Hersummonswasspeedilyansweredbythelandladyherself,whosecuriositytoknowthemeaningofthesestrangeproceedingsknewnobounds。Thelandladyattemptedtoturnthehandleofthedoor。Cythereakeptthedoorlocked。'PleasetellMr。ManstonwhenhecomesthatIamill,'shesaidfromtheinside,'andthatIcannotseehim。'
  'CertainlyIwill,madam,'saidthelandlady。'Won'tyouhaveafire?'
  'No,thankyou。'
  'Noralight?'
  'Idon'twantone,thankyou。'
  'Noranything?'
  'Nothing。'
  Thelandladywithdrew,thinkinghervisitorhalfinsane。
  Manstoncameinaboutfiveminuteslater,andwentatonceuptothesitting-room,fullyexpectingtofindhiswifethere。Helookedround,rang,andwastoldthewordsCythereahadsaid,thatshewastooilltobeseen。
  'Sheisinnumbertwelveroom,'addedthemaid。
  Manstonwasalarmed,andknockedatthedoor。'Cytherea!'
  'Iamunwell,Icannotseeyou,'shesaid。
  'Areyouseriouslyill,dearest?Surelynot。'
  'No,notseriously。'
  'Letmecomein;Iwillgetadoctor。'
  'No,hecan'tseemeeither。'
  'Shewon'topenthedoor,sir,nottonobodyatall!'saidthechambermaid,withwonder-waitingeyes。
  'Holdyourtongue,andbeoff!'saidManstonwithasnap。
  Themaidvanished。
  'Come,Cytherea,thisisfoolish——indeeditis——notopeningthedoor……Icannotcomprehendwhatcanbethematterwithyou。
  Norcanadoctoreither,unlessheseesyou。'
  Hervoicehadtrembledmoreandmoreateachanswershegave,butnothingcouldinducehertocomeoutandconfronthim。Hatingscenes,Manstonwentbacktothesitting-room,greatlyirritatedandperplexed。
  AndthereCythereafromtheadjoiningroomcouldhearhimpacingupanddown。Shethought,'Supposeheinsistsuponseeingme——heprobablymay——andwillburstopenthedoor!'Thisnotionincreased,andshesankintoacornerinahalf-somnolentstate,butwithearsalivetotheslightestsound。ReasoncouldnotoverthrowthedeliriousfancythatoutsideherdoorstoodManstonandallthepeopleinthehotel,waitingtolaughhertoscorn。
  9。HALF-PASTEIGHTTOELEVENP。M。
  Inthemeantime,Springrovewaspacingupanddownthearrivalplatformoftherailway-station。Half-pasteighto'clock——thetimeatwhichOwen'strainwasdue——hadcome,andpassed,butnotrainappeared。
  'Whenwilltheeight-thirtytrainbein?'heaskedofamanwhowassweepingthemudfromthesteps。
  'Sheisnotexpectedyetthishour。'
  'Howisthat?'
  'Christmas-time,yousee,'tisalwaysso。Peoplearerunningabouttoseetheirfriends。ThetrainshavebeenlikeiteversinceChristmasEve,andwillbeforanotherweekyet。'
  Edwardagainwentonwalkingandwaitingunderthedraughtyroof。
  Hefounditutterlyimpossibletoleavethespot。HismindwassointentupontheimportanceofmeetingwithOwen,andinforminghimofCytherea'swhereabouts,thathecouldnotbutfancyOwenmightleavethestationunobservedifheturnedhisback,andbecomelosttohiminthestreetsofthetown。
  Thehourexpired。Teno'clockstruck。'Whenwillthetrainbein?'
  saidEdwardtothetelegraphclerk。
  'Infive-and-thirtyminutes。She'snowatL。Theyhaveextrapassengers,andtherailsarebadto-day。'
  Atlast,ataquartertoeleven,thetraincamein。
  ThefirsttoalightfromitwasOwen,lookingpaleandcold。Hecasuallyglancedrounduponthenearlydesertedplatform,andwashurryingtotheoutlet,whenhiseyesfelluponEdward。Atsightofhisfriendhewasquitebewildered,andcouldnotspeak。
  'HereIam,Mr。Graye,'saidEdwardcheerfully。'IhaveseenCytherea,andshehasbeenwaitingforyouthesetwoorthreehours。'
  OwentookEdward'shand,pressedit,andlookedathiminsilence。
  Suchwastheconcentrationofhismind,thatnottillmanyminutesafterdidhethinkofinquiringhowSpringrovehadcontrivedtobetherebeforehim。
  10。ELEVENO'CLOCKP。M。
  Ontheirarrivalatthedoorofthehotel,itwasarrangedbetweenSpringroveandGrayethatthelatteronlyshouldenter,Edwardwaitingoutside。Owenhadrememberedcontinuallywhathisfriendhadfrequentlyoverlooked,thattherewasyetapossibilityofhissisterbeingManston'swife,andtherecollectiontaughthimtoavoidanyrashnessinhisproceedingswhichmightleadtobitternesshereafter。
  Enteringtheroom,hefoundManstonsittinginthechairwhichhadbeenoccupiedbyCythereaonEdward'svisit,threehoursearlier。
  BeforeOwenhadspoken,Manstonarose,andsteppingpasthimclosedthedoor。Hisfaceappearedharassed——muchmoretroubledthantheslightcircumstancewhichhadasyetcometohisknowledgeseemedtoaccountfor。
  ManstoncouldformnoreasonforOwen'spresence,butintuitivelylinkeditwithCytherea'sseclusion。'Altogetherthisismostunseemly,'hesaid,'whateveritmaymean。'
  'Don'tthinkthereismeantanythingunfriendlybymycominghere,'
  saidOwenearnestly;'butlistentothis,andthinkifIcoulddootherwisethancome。'
  HetookfromhispockettheconfessionofChinneytheporter,ashastilywrittenoutbythevicar,andreaditaloud。TheaspectsofManston'sfacewhilsthelistenedtotheopeningwordswerestrange,dark,andmysteriousenoughtohavejustifiedsuspicionsthatnodeceitcouldbetoocomplicatedforthepossessorofsuchimpulses,hadtherenotoverriddenthemall,asthereadingwenton,anewandirrepressibleexpression——oneunmistakablyhonest。Itwasthatofunqualifiedamazementinthesteward'smindatthenewsheheard。
  Owenlookedupandsawit。Thesightonlyconfirmedhiminthebeliefhehadheldthroughout,inantagonismtoEdward'ssuspicions。
  TherecouldnolongerbeashadowofdoubtthatifthefirstMrs。
  Manstonlived,herhusbandwasignorantofthefact。Whathecouldhavefearedbyhisghastlylookatfirst,andnowhaveceasedtofear,itwasquitefutiletoconjecture。
  'NowIdonotforamomentdoubtyourcompleteignoranceofthewholematter;youcannotsupposeforaninstantthatIdo,'saidOwenwhenhehadfinishedreading。'ButisitnotbestforboththatCythereashouldcomebackwithmetillthematterisclearedup?Infact,underthecircumstances,noothercourseisleftopentomethantorequestit。'
  WhateverManston'soriginalfeelingshadbeen,allinhimnowgavewaytoirritation,andirritationtorage。Hepacedupanddowntheroomtillhehadmasteredit;thensaidinordinarytones——
  'Certainly,Iknownomorethanyouandothersknow——itwasagratuitousunpleasantnessinyoutosayyoudidnotdoubtme。Whyshouldyou,oranybody,havedoubtedme?'
  'Well,whereismysister?'saidOwen。
  'Lockedinthenextroom。'
  HisownanswerremindedManstonthatCythereamust,bysomeinscrutablemeans,havehadaninklingoftheevent。
  OwenhadgonetothedoorofCytherea'sroom。
  'Cytherea,darling——'tisOwen,'hesaid,outsidethedoor。A
  rustlingofclothes,softfootsteps,andavoicesayingfromtheinside,'Isitreallyyou,Owen,——isitreally?'
  'Itis。'
  'O,willyoutakecareofme?'
  'Always。'
  Sheunlockedthedoor,andretreatedagain。Manstoncameforwardfromtheotherroomwithacandleinhishand,asOwenpushedopenthedoor。
  Herfrightenedeyeswereunnaturallylarge,andshonelikestarsinthedarknessofthebackground,asthelightfelluponthem。SheleaptuptoOweninonebound,hersmalltaperfingersextendedliketheleavesofalupine。Thensheclaspedhercoldandtremblinghandsroundhisneckandshivered。
  ThesightofheragainkindledallManston'spassionsintoactivity。
  'Sheshallnotgowithyou,'hesaidfirmly,andsteppingapaceortwocloser,'unlessyouprovethatsheisnotmywife;andyoucan'tdoit!'
  'Thisisproof,'saidOwen,holdingupthepaper。
  'Noproofatall,'saidManstonhotly。''Tisnotadeath-bedconfession,andthosearetheonlythingsofthekindheldasgoodevidence。'
  'Sendforalawyer,'Owenreturned,'andlethimtellusthepropercoursetoadopt。'
  'Nevermindthelaw——letmegowithOwen!'criedCytherea,stillholdingontohim。'Youwillletmegowithhim,won'tyou,sir?'
  shesaid,turningappealinglytoManston。
  'We'llhaveitallrightandsquare,'saidManston,withmorequietness。'Ihavenoobjectiontoyourbrothersendingforalawyer,ifhewantsto。'
  Itwasgettingonfortwelveo'clock,buttheproprietorofthehotelhadnotyetgonetobedonaccountofthemysteryonthefirstfloor,whichwasanoccurrenceunusualinthequietfamilylodging。
  Owenlookedoverthebanisters,andsawhimstandinginthehall。
  ItstruckGrayethatthewisestcoursewouldbetotakethelandlordtoacertainextentintotheirconfidence,appealtohishonourasagentleman,andsoon,inordertoacquiretheinformationhewanted,andalsotopreventtheepisodeoftheeveningfrombecomingapublicpieceofnews。Hecalledthelandlorduptowheretheystood,andtoldhimthemainfactsofthestory。
  Thelandlordwasfortunatelyaquiet,prejudicedman,andameditativesmoker。
  'Iknowtheverymanyouwanttosee——theveryman,'hesaid,lookingatthegeneralfeaturesofthecandle-flame。'Sharpasaneedle,andnotover-rich。Timmswillputyouallstraightinnotime——trustTimmsforthat。'
  'He'sinbedbythistimeforcertain,'saidOwen。
  'Nevermindthat——Timmsknowsme,Iknowhim。He'llobligemeasapersonalfavour。Waithereabit。Perhaps,too,he'supatsomepartyoranother——he'sanice,jovialfellow,sharpasaneedle,too;mindyou,sharpasaneedle,too。'
  Hewentdownstairs,putonhisovercoat,andleftthehouse,thethreepersonsmostconcernedenteringtheroom,andstandingmotionless,awkward,andsilentinthemidstofit。Cythereapicturedtoherselfthelongwearyminutesshewouldhavetostandthere,whilstasleepymancouldbepreparedforconsultation,tilltheconstraintbetweenthemseemedunendurabletoher——shecouldneverlastoutthetime。OwenwasannoyedthatManstonhadnotquietlyarrangedwithhimatonce;ManstonatOwen'shomelinessofideainproposingtosendforanattorney,asifhewouldbeatouchstoneofinfallibleproof。
  Reflectionwascutshortbytheapproachoffootsteps,andinafewmomentstheproprietorofthehotelentered,introducinghisfriend。
  'Mr。Timmshasnotbeeninbed,'hesaid;'hehadjustreturnedfromdiningwithafewfriends,sothere'snotroublegiven。TosavetimeIexplainedthematteraswecamealong。'
  ItoccurredtoOwenandManstonboththattheymightgetamistyexpositionofthelawfromMr。Timmsatthatmomentofconcludingdinnerwithafewfriends。
  'AsfarasIcansee,'saidthelawyer,yawning,andturninghisvisioninwardbymainforce,'itisquiteamatterforprivatearrangementbetweentheparties,whoeverthepartiesare——atleastatpresent。Ispeakmoreasafatherthanasalawyer,itistrue,but,lettheyoungladystaywithherfather,orguardian,safeoutofshame'sway,untilthemysteryissifted,whateverthemysteryis。Shouldtheevidenceprovetobefalse,ortrumpedupbyanybodytogetherawayfromyou,herhusband,youmaysuethemforthedamagesaccruingfromthedelay。'
  'Yes,yes,'saidManston,whohadcompletelyrecoveredhisself-
  possessionandcommon-sense;'letitallbesettledbyherself。'
  TurningtoCythereahewhisperedsosoftlythatOwendidnothearthewords——
  'Doyouwishtogobackwithyourbrother,dearest,andleavemeheremiserable,andlonely,orwillyoustaywithme,yourownhusband。'
  'I'llgobackwithOwen。'
  'Verywell。'Herelinquishedhiscoaxingtone,andwentonsternly:
  'Andrememberthis,Cytherea,Iamasinnocentofdeceptioninthisthingasyouareyourself。Doyoubelieveme?'
  'Ido,'shesaid。
  'Ihadnoshadowofsuspicionthatmyfirstwifelived。Idon'tthinkshedoesevennow。Doyoubelieveme?'
  'Ibelieveyou,'shesaid。
  'Andnow,good-evening,'hecontinued,openingthedoorandpolitelyintimatingtothethreemenstandingbythattherewasnofurthernecessityfortheirremaininginhisroom。'InthreedaysIshallclaimher。'
  Thelawyerandthehotel-keeperretiredfirst。Owen,gatheringupasmuchofhissister'sclothingaslayabouttheroom,tookheruponhisarm,andfollowedthem。Edward,towhomsheowedeverything,whohadbeenleftstandinginthestreetlikeadogwithoutahome,wasutterlyforgotten。Owenpaidthelandlordandthelawyerforthetroublehehadoccasionedthem,lookedtothepacking,andwenttothedoor。
  Afly,whichsomewhatunaccountablywasseenlingeringinfrontofthehouse,wascalledup,andCytherea'sluggageputuponit。
  'Doyouknowofanyhotelnearthestationthatisopenfornightarrivals?'Oweninquiredofthedriver。
  'Aplacehasbeenbespokeforyou,sir,attheWhiteUnicorn——andthegentlemanwishedmetogiveyouthis。'
  'BespokenbySpringrove,whoorderedthefly,ofcourse,'saidOwentohimself。Bythelightofthestreet-lamphereadtheselines,hurriedlytracedinpencil:——
  'Ihavegonehomebythemail-train。ItisbetterforallpartiesthatIshouldbeoutoftheway。TellCythereathatIapologizeforhavingcausedhersuchunnecessarypain,asitseemsIdid——butitcannotbehelpednow。E。S。'
  Owenhandedhissisterintothevehicle,andtoldtheflymantodriveon。
  'PoorSpringrove——Ithinkwehaveservedhimratherbadly,'hesaidtoCytherea,repeatingthewordsofthenotetoher。
  Athrillofpleasurepassedthroughherbosomasshelistenedtothem。Theywerethegenuinereproachofalovertohismistress;
  thetriflingcoldnessofheranswertohimwouldhavebeennoticedbynomanwhowasonlyafriend。But,inentertainingthatsweetthought,shehadforgottenherself,andherpositionfortheinstant。
  WasshestillManston'swife——thatwastheterriblesupposition,andherfutureseemedstillapossiblemiserytoher。For,onaccountofthelatejarringaccident,alifewithManstonwhichwouldotherwisehavebeenonlyasadness,mustbecomeaburdenofunutterablesorrow。
  Thenshethoughtofthemisrepresentationandscandalthatwouldensueifshewerenowife。Onecauseforthankfulnessaccompaniedthereflection;Edwardknewthetruth。
  Theysoonreachedthequietoldinn,whichhadbeenselectedforthembytheforethoughtofthemanwholovedherwell。Heretheyinstalledthemselvesforthenight,arrangingtogotoBudmouthbythefirsttrainthenextday。
  AtthishourEdwardSpringrovewasfastapproachinghisnativecountyonthewheelsofthenight-mail。
  XIV。THEEVENTSOFFIVEWEEKS
  1。FROMTHESIXTHTOTHETHIRTEENTHOFJANUARY
  Manstonhadevidentlyresolvedtodonothinginahurry。
  Thismuchwasplain,thathisearnestdesireandintentionwastoraiseinCytherea'sbosomnofeelingsofpermanentaversiontohim。
  TheinstantafterthefirstburstofdisappointmenthadescapedhiminthehotelatSouthampton,hehadseenhowfarbetteritwouldbetoloseherpresenceforaweekthanherrespectforever。
  'Sheshallbemine;Iwillclaimtheyoungthingyet,'heinsisted。
  Andthenheseemedtoreasonovermethodsforcompassingthatobject,which,toallthosewhowereinanydegreeacquaintedwiththerecentevent,appearedtheleastlikelyofpossiblecontingencies。
  HereturnedtoKnapwaterlatethenextday,andwaspreparingtocallonMissAldclyffe,whentheconclusionforceditselfuponhimthatnothingwouldbegainedbysuchastep。No;everyactionofhisshouldbedoneopenly——evenreligiously。Atleast,hecalledontherector,andstatedthistobehisresolve。
  'Certainly,'saidMr。Raunham,'itisbesttoproceedcandidlyandfairly,orunduesuspicionmayfallonyou。Youshould,inmyopinion,takeactivestepsatonce。'
  'Iwilldotheutmostthatliesinmypowertoclearupthemystery,andsilencethehubbubofgossipthathasbeensetgoingaboutme。
  ButwhatcanIdo?Theysaythatthemanwhocomesfirstinthechainofinquiryisnottobefound——Imeantheporter。'
  'Iamsorrytosaythatheisnot。WhenIreturnedfromthestationlastnight,afterseeingOwenGrayeoff,Iwentagaintothecottagewherehehasbeenlodging,togetmoreintelligence,asIthought。
  Hewasnotthere。Hehadgoneoutatdusk,sayinghewouldbebacksoon。Buthehasnotcomebackyet。'
  'Iratherdoubtifweshallseehimagain。'
  'HadIknownofthis,IwouldhavedonewhatinmyflurryIdidnotthinkofdoing——setawatchuponhim。Butwhynotadvertiseforyourmissingwifeasapreliminary,consultingyoursolicitorinthemeantime?'
  'Advertise。I'llthinkaboutit,'saidManston,lingeringonthewordashepronouncedit。'Yes,thatseemsarightthing——quitearightthing。'
  Hewenthomeandremainedmoodilyindoorsallthenextdayandthenext——fornearlyaweek,inshort。Then,oneeveningatdusk,hewentoutwithanuncertainairastothedirectionofhiswalk,whichresulted,however,inleadinghimagaintotherectory。
  HesawMr。Raunham。'Haveyoudoneanythingyet?'therectorinquired。
  'No——Ihavenot,'saidManstonabsently。'ButIamgoingtosetaboutit。'Hehesitated,asifashamedofsomeweaknesshewasabouttobetray。'MyobjectincallingwastoaskifyouhadheardanytidingsfromBudmouthofmy——Cytherea。Youusedtospeakofherasoneyouwereinterestedin。'
  Therewas,atanyrate,realsadnessinManston'stonenow,andtherectorpausedtoweighhiswordserehereplied。
  'Ihavenothearddirectlyfromher,'hesaidgently。'Butherbrotherhascommunicatedwithsomepeopleintheparish——'
  'TheSpringroves,Isuppose,'saidManstongloomily。
  'Yes;andtheytellmethatsheisveryill,andIamsorrytosay,likelytobeforsomedays。'
  'Surely,surely,Imustgoandseeher!'Manstoncried。
  'Iwouldadviseyounottogo,'saidRaunham。'Butdothisinstead——
  beasquickasyoucaninmakingamovementtowardsascertainingthetruthasregardstheexistenceofyourwife。Yousee,Mr。
  Manston,anout-stepplacelikethisisnotlikeacity,andthereisnobodytobusyhimselfforthegoodofthecommunity;whilstpoorCythereaandherbrotheraresociallytoodependenttobeabletomakemuchstirinthematter,whichisagreaterreasonstillwhyyoushouldbedisinterestedlyprompt。'
  Thestewardmurmuredanassent。Stilltherewasthesameindecision!——nottheindecisionofweakness——theindecisionofconsciousperplexity。
  OnManston'sreturnfromthisinterviewattherectory,hepassedthedooroftheRisingSunInn。Findinghehadnolightforhiscigar,anditbeingthree-quartersofamiletohisresidenceinthepark,heenteredthetaverntogetone。NobodywasintheouterportionofthefrontroomwhereManstonstood,butaspaceroundthefirewasscreenedofffromtheremainder,andinsidethehighoaksettle,formingapartofthescreen,heheardvoicesconversing。
  Thespeakershadnotnoticedhisfootsteps,andcontinuedtheirdiscourse。
  Oneofthetwoherecognizedasawell-knownnight-poacher,themanwhohadmethimwithtidingsofhiswife'sdeathontheeveningoftheconflagration。Theotherseemedtobeastrangerfollowingthesamemodeoflife。Theconversationwascarriedonintheemphaticandconfidentialtoneofmenwhoareslightlyintoxicated,itssubjectbeinganunaccountableexperiencethatoneofthemhadhadonthenightofthefire。
  Whatthestewardheardwasenough,andmorethanenough,toleadhimtoforgetortorenouncehismotiveinentering。Theeffectuponhimwasstrangeandstrong。Hisfirstobjectseemedtobetoescapefromthehouseagainwithoutbeingseenorheard。
  Havingaccomplishedthis,hewentinattheparkgate,andstrodeoffunderthetreestotheOldHouse。Theresittingdownbythefire,andburyinghimselfinreflection,heallowedtheminutestopassbyunheeded。Firstthecandleburntdowninitssocketandstunk:hedidnotnoticeit。Thenthefirewentout:hedidnotseeit。Hisfeetgrewcold;stillhethoughton。
  Itmayberemarkedthatalady,ayearandaquarterbeforethistime,had,underthesameconditions——anunrestrictedmentalabsorption——shownnearlythesamepeculiaritiesasthismanevincednow。TheladywasMissAldclyffe。
  Itwashalf-pasttwelvewhenManstonmoved,asifhehadcometoadetermination。
  ThefirstthinghedidthenextmorningwastocallatKnapwaterHouse;wherehefoundthatMissAldclyffewasnotwellenoughtoseehim。ShehadbeenailingfromslightinternalhaemorrhageeversincetheconfessionoftheporterChinney。Apparentlynotmuchaggrievedatthedenial,heshortlyafterwardswenttotherailway-
  stationandtookhisdepartureforLondon,leavingaletterforMissAldclyffe,statingthereasonofhisjourneythither——torecovertracesofhismissingwife。
  Duringtheremainderoftheweekparagraphsappearedinthelocalandothernewspapers,drawingattentiontothefactsofthissingularcase。Thewriters,withscarcelyanexception,dweltforciblyuponafeaturewhichhadatfirstescapedtheobservationofthevillagers,includingMr。Raunham——thatiftheannouncementofthemanChinneyweretrue,itseemedextremelyprobablethatMrs。
  Manstonleftherwatchandkeysbehindonpurposetoblindpeopleastoherescape;andthatthereforeshewouldnotnowletherselfbediscovered,unlessastrongpressurewereputuponher。Thewritersaddedthatthepolicewereonthetrackoftheporter,whoverypossiblyhadabscondedinthefearthathisreticencewascriminal,andthatMr。Manston,thehusband,was,withpraiseworthyenergy,makingeveryefforttoclearthewholematterup。
  2。FROMTHEEIGHTEENTHTOTHEENDOFJANUARY
  Fivedaysfromthetimeofhisdeparture,ManstonreturnedfromLondonandLiverpool,lookingveryfatiguedandthoughtful。Heexplainedtotherectorandotherofhisacquaintancethatalltheinquirieshehadmadeathiswife'soldlodgingsandhisownhadbeentotallybarrenofresults。
  Butheseemedinclinedtopushtheaffairtoaclearconclusionnowthathehadcommenced。Afterthelapseofanotherdayortwoheproceededtofulfilhispromisetotherector,andadvertisedforthemissingwomaninthreeoftheLondonpapers。Theadvertisementwasacarefullyconsideredandevenattractiveeffusion,calculatedtowintheheart,oratleasttheunderstanding,ofanywomanwhohadasparkofherownnatureleftinher。
  Therewasnoanswer。
  Threedayslaterherepeatedtheexperiment;withthesameresultasbefore。
  'Icannottryanyfurther,'saidManstonspeciouslytotherector,hissoleauditorthroughouttheproceedings。'Mr。Raunham,I'lltellyouthetruthplainly:Idon'tloveher;IdoloveCytherea,andthewholeofthisbusinessofsearchingfortheotherwomangoesaltogetheragainstme。IhopetoGodIshallneverseeheragain。'
  'Butyouwilldoyourdutyatleast?'saidMr。Raunham。
  'Ihavedoneit,'saidManston。'Ifeveramanonthefaceofthisearthhasdonehisdutytowardsanabsentwife,Ihavetowardsher——
  livingordead——atleast,'headded,correctinghimself,'sinceI
  havelivedatKnapwater。Ineglectedherbeforethattime——Iownthat,asIhaveowneditbefore。'
  'Ishould,ifIwereyou,adoptothermeanstogettidingsofherifadvertisingfails,inspiteofmyfeelings,'saidtherectoremphatically。'Butatanyrate,tryadvertisingoncemore。There'sasatisfactioninhavingmadeanyattemptthreeseveraltimes。'
  WhenManstonhadleftthestudy,therectorstoodlookingatthefireforaconsiderablelengthoftime,lostinprofoundreflection。
  Hewenttohisprivatediary,andaftermanypauses,whichhevariedonlybydippinghispen,lettingitdry,wipingitonhissleeve,andthendippingitagain,hetookthefollowingnoteofevents:——
  'January25——Mr。Manstonhasjustseenmeforthethirdtimeonthesubjectofhislostwife。Therehavebeenthesepeculiaritiesattendingthethreeinterviews:——
  'Thefirst。Myvisitor,whilstexpressingbywordshisgreatanxietytodoeverythingforherrecovery,showedplainlybyhisbearingthathewasconvincedheshouldneverseeheragain。
  'Thesecond。Hehadleftofffeigninganxietytodorightlybyhisfirstwife,andhonestlyaskedafterCytherea'swelfare。
  'Thethirdandmostremarkable。Heseemedtohavelostallconsistency。WhilstexpressinghisloveforCythereawhichcertainlyisstrongandevincingtheusualindifferencetothefirstMrs。Manston'sfate,hewasunabletoconcealtheintensityofhiseagernessformetoadvisehimtoADVERTISEAGAINforher。'
  Aweekafterthesecond,thethirdadvertisementwasinserted。A
  paragraphwasattached,whichstatedthatthiswouldbethelasttimetheannouncementwouldappear。
  3。THEFIRSTOFFEBRUARY
  Atthis,theeleventhhour,thepostmanbroughtaletterforManston,directedinawoman'shand。
  Abachelorfriendofthesteward's,Mr。Dicksonbyname,whowassomewhatofachatterer——plenusrimarum——andwhoboastedofanendlessstringofacquaintances,hadcomeoverfromCasterbridgetheprecedingdaybyinvitation——aninvitationwhichhadbeenapleasantsurprisetoDicksonhimself,insomuchthatManston,asarule,votedhimaborealmosttohisface。Hehadstayedoverthenight,andwassittingatbreakfastwithhishostwhentheimportantmissivearrived。
  Manstondidnotattempttoconcealthesubjectoftheletter,orthenameofthewriter。Firstglancingthepagesthrough,hereadaloudasfollows:——
  '“MYHUSBAND,——Iimploreyourforgiveness。
  '“DuringthelastthirteenmonthsIhaverepeatedtomyselfahundredtimesthatyoushouldneverdiscoverwhatIvoluntarilytellyounow,namely,thatIamaliveandinperfecthealth。
  '“Ihaveseenallyouradvertisements。Nothingbutyourpersistencehaswonmeround。Surely,Ithought,heMUSTlovemestill。Whyelseshouldhetrytowinbackawomanwho,faithfuluntodeathasshewillbe,can,inasocialsense,aidhimtowardsacquiringnothing?——ratherthereverse,indeed。
  '“Youyourselfstatemyownmind——thattheonlygroundsuponwhichwecanmeetandlivetogether,withareasonablehopeofhappiness,mustbeamutualconsenttoburyinoblivionallpastdifferences。
  Iheartilyandwillinglyforgeteverything——andforgiveeverything。
  Youwilldothesame,asyouractionsshow。
  '“Therewillbeplentyofopportunityformetoexplainthefewfactsrelatingtomyescapeonthenightofthefire。Iwillonlygivetheheadsinthishurriednote。Iwasgrievedatyournotcomingtofetchme,moregrievedatyourabsencefromthestation,mostofallbyyourabsencefromhome。OnmyjourneytotheinnI
  writhedunderapassionatesenseofwrongdoneme。WhenIhadbeenshowntomyroomIwaitedandhopedforyoutillthelandlordhadgoneupstairstobed。Istillfoundthatyoudidnotcome,andthenIfinallymadeupmymindtoleave。Ihadhalfundressed,butIputonmythingsagain,forgettingmywatchandIsupposedroppingmykeys,thoughIamnotsurewhereinmyhurry,andslippedoutofthehouse。The——“'
  'Well,that'sarumstory,'saidMr。Dickson,interrupting。
  'What'sarumstory?'saidManstonhastily,andflushingintheface。
  'Forgettingherwatchanddroppingherkeysinherhurry。'
  'Idon'tseeanythingparticularlywonderfulinit。Anywomanmightdosuchathing。'
  'Anywomanmightifescapingfromfireorshipwreck,oranysuchimmediatedanger。Butitseemsincomprehensibletomethatanywomaninhersenses,whoquietlydecidestoleaveahouse,shouldbesoforgetful。'
  'Allthatisrequiredtoreconcileyourseemingwithherfactsistoassumethatshewasnotinhersenses,forthat'swhatshedidplainly,orhowcouldthethingshavebeenfoundthere?Besides,she'struthfulenough。'Hespokeeagerlyandperemptorily。
  'Yes,yes,Iknowthat。Imerelymeantthatitseemedratherodd。'
  'Oyes。'Manstonreadon:——
  '“——andslippedoutofthehouse。Therubbish-heapwasburningupbrightly,butthethoughtthatthehousewasindangerdidnotstrikeme;Ididnotconsiderthatitmightbethatched。
  '“Iidledinthelanebehindthewoodtillthelastdown-trainhadcomein,notbeinginamoodtofacestrangers。WhilstIwastherethefirebrokeout,andthisperplexedmestillmore。However,I
  wasstilldeterminednottostayintheplace。Iwenttotherailway-station,whichwasnowquiet,andinquiredofthesolitarymanondutythereconcerningthetrains。ItwasnottillIhadleftthemanthatIsawtheeffectthefiremighthaveonmyhistory。I
  consideredalso,thoughnotinanydetailedmanner,thattheevent,byattractingtheattentionofthevillagetomyformerabode,mightsetpeopleonmytrackshouldtheydoubtmydeath,andasuddendreadofhavingtogobackagaintoKnapwater——aplacewhichhadseemedinimicaltomefromfirsttolast——promptedmetorunbackandbribetheportertosecrecy。IthenwalkedontoAnglebury,lingeringabouttheoutskirtsofthetowntillthemorningtraincamein,whenIproceededbyittoLondon,andthentooktheselodgings,whereIhavebeensupportingmyselfeversincebyneedlework,endeavouringtosaveenoughmoneytopaymypassagehometoAmerica,butmakingmelancholyprogressinmyattempt。However,allthatischanged——canIbeotherwisethanhappyatit?Ofcoursenot。Iamhappy。TellmewhatIamtodo,andbelievemestilltobeyourfaithfulwife,EUNICE。
  '“Mynamehereisasbefore
  '“MRS。RONDLEY,andmyaddress,79ADDINGTONSTREET,LAMBETH。'“
  Thenameandaddresswerewrittenonaseparateslipofpaper。
  'Soit'stobeallrightatlastthen,'saidManston'sfriend。'Butafterallthere'sanotherwomaninthecase。Youdon'tseemverysorryforthelittlethingwhoisputtosuchdistressbythisturnofaffairs?Iwonderyoucanlethergosocoolly。'Thespeakerwaslookingoutbetweenthemullionsofthewindow——noticingthatsomeofthelightswereglazedinlozenges,someinsquares——ashesaidthewords,otherwisehewouldhaveseenthepassionateexpressionofagonizedhopelessnessthatflittedacrossthesteward'scountenancewhentheremarkwasmade。Hedidnotseeit,andManstonansweredafterashortinterval。Thewayinwhichhespokeoftheyounggirlwhohadbelievedherselfhiswife,whom,afewshortdaysago,hehadopenlyidolized,andwhom,inhissecretheart,heidolizedstill,asfarassuchaformoflovewascompatiblewithhisnature,showedthatfrompolicyorotherwise,hemeanttoactuptotherequirementsofthepositionintowhichfateappeareddeterminedtodrivehim。
  'That'sneitherherenorthere,'hesaid;'itisapointofhonourtodoasIamdoing,andthere'sanendofit。'
  'Yes。OnlyIthoughtyouusednottocareovermuchaboutyourfirstbargain。'
  'Icertainlydidnotatonetime。Oneisapttofeelratherwearyofwiveswhentheyaresodevilishcivilunderallaspects,assheusedtobe。Butanythingforachange——Abigailislost,butMichalisrecovered。Youwouldhardlybelieveit,butsheseemsinfancytobequiteanotherbride——infact,almostasifshehadreallyrisenfromthedead,insteadofhavingonlydonesovirtually。'
  'Youlettheyoungpinkoneknowthattheotherhascomeoriscoming?'
  'Cuibono?'Thestewardmeditatedcritically,showingaportionofhisintenselywideandregularteethwithintherubylips。
  'Icannotsayanythingtoherthatwilldoanygood,'heresumed。
  'Itwouldbeawkward——eitherseeingorcommunicatingwithheragain。
  Thebestplantoadoptwillbetoletmatterstaketheircourse——
  she'llfinditalloutsoonenough。'
  Manstonfoundhimselfaloneafewminuteslater。Heburiedhisfaceinhishands,andmurmured,'Omylostone!OmyCytherea!Thatitshouldcometothisishardforme!'Tisnowalldarkness——“alandofdarknessasdarknessitself;andoftheshadowofdeathwithoutanyorder,andwherethelightisasdarkness。“'
  Yes,theartificialbearingwhichthisextraordinarymanhadadoptedbeforestrangerseversincehehadoverheardtheconversationattheinn,lefthimnow,andhemournedforCythereaaloud。
  4。THETWELFTHOFFEBRUARY
  KnapwaterParkisthepicture——ateleveno'clockonamuddy,quiet,hazy,butbrightmorning——amorningwithoutanybluesky,andwithoutanyshadows,theearthbeingenlivenedandlitupratherbythespiritofaninvisiblesunthanbyitsbodilypresence。
  ThelocalHunthadmetfortheday'ssportontheopenspaceofgroundimmediatelyinfrontofthesteward'sresidence——calledinthelistofappointments,'OldHouse,Knapwater'——themeetbeinghereonceeveryseason,forthepleasureofMissAldclyffeandherfriends。
  Leaningoutfromoneofthefirst-floorwindows,andsurveyingwiththekeenestinterestthelivelypictureofpinkandblackcoats,rich-colouredhorses,andsparklingbitsandspurs,wasthereturnedandlong-lostwoman,Mrs。Manston。
  Theeyesofthoseformingthebrilliantgroupwereoccasionallyturnedtowardsher,showingplainlythatheradventureswerethesubjectofconversationequallywithormorethanthechancesofthecomingday。Shedidnotflushbeneaththeirscrutiny;onthecontrary,sheseemedrathertoenjoyit,hereyesbeingkindledwithalightofcontentedexultation,subduedtosquarewiththecircumstancesofhermatronlyposition。
  Shewas,atthedistancefromwhichtheysurveyedher,anattractivewoman——comelyasthetentsofKedar。ButtoacloseobserveritwaspalpableenoughthatGoddidnotdoallthepicture。AppearingatleastsevenyearsolderthanCytherea,shewasprobablyherseniorbydoublethenumber,theartificialmeansemployedtoheightenthenaturalgoodappearanceofherfacebeingverycleverlyapplied。
  Herformwasfullandround,itsvoluptuousmaturitystandingoutinstrongcontrasttothememoryofCytherea'slissomgirlishness。
  Itseemstobeanalmostuniversalrulethatawomanwhooncehascourted,orwhoeventuallywillcourt,thesocietyofmenontermsdangeroustoherhonourcannotrefrainfromflingingthemeaningglancewheneverthemomentarrivesinwhichtheglanceisstronglyaskedfor,evenifherlifeandwholefuturedependeduponthatmoment'sabstinence。
  Hadacautious,uxorioushusbandseeninhiswife'scountenancewhatmightnowhavebeenseeninthisdark-eyedwoman'sasshecaughtastrayglanceofflirtationfromoneorotherofthered-coatedgallantsoutside,hewouldhavepassedmanydaysinanagonyofrestlessjealousyanddoubt。ButManstonwasnotsuchahusband,andhewas,moreover,calmlyattendingtohisbusinessattheotherendofthemanor。
  Thestewardhadfetchedhomehiswifeinthemostmatter-of-factwayafewdaysearlier,walkingroundthevillagewithhertheverynextmorning——atonceputtinganend,bythissimplesolution,toalltheriddlinginquiriesandsurmisesthatwererankinthevillageanditsneighbourhood。SomemensaidthatthiswomanwasasfarinferiortoCythereaasearthtoheaven;others,olderandsager,thoughtManstonbetteroffwithsuchawifethanhewouldhavebeenwithoneofCytherea'syouthfulimpulses,andinexperienceinhouseholdmanagement。Allfelttheircuriositydyingoutofthem。
  ItwasthesameinCarrifordasinotherpartsoftheworld——
  immediatelycircumstantialevidencebecameexchangedfordirect,theloungersincourtyawned,gaveafinalsurvey,andturnedawaytoasubjectwhichwouldaffordmorescopeforspeculation。
  XV。THEEVENTSOFTHREEWEEKS
  1。FROMTHETWELFTHOFFEBRUARYTOTHESECONDOFMARCH
  OwenGraye'srecoveryfromtheillnessthathadincapacitatedhimforsolongatimewas,professionally,thedawnofabrighterprospectforhimineverydirection,thoughthechangewasatfirstverygradual,andhismovementsandeffortswerelittlemorethanmechanical。Withthelengtheningofthedays,andtherevivalofbuildingoperationsfortheforthcomingseason,hesawhimself,forthefirsttime,onaroadwhich,pursuedwithcare,wouldprobablyleadtoacomfortableincomeatsomefutureday。Buthewasstillverylowdownthehillasyet。
  ThefirstundertakingentrustedtohiminthenewyearbeganaboutamonthafterhisreturnfromSouthampton。Mr。Gradfieldhadcomebacktohiminthewakeofhisrestoredhealth,andofferedhimthesuperintendence,asclerkofworks,ofachurchwhichwastobenearlyrebuiltatthevillageofTolchurch,fifteenorsixteenmilesfromBudmouth,andabouthalfthatdistancefromCarriford。
  'Iamnowbeingpaidattherateofahundredandfiftypoundsayear,'hesaidtohissisterinaburstofthankfulness,'andyoushallnever,Cytherea,beatanytyrannouslady'sbeckandcallagainaslongasIlive。Neverpineorthinkaboutwhathashappened,dear;it'snodisgracetoyou。Cheerup;you'llbesomebody'shappywifeyet。'
  HedidnotsayEdwardSpringrove's,for,greatlytohisdisappointment,areporthadreachedhisearsthatthefriendtowhomCythereaowedsomuchhadbeenabouttopackuphisthingsandsailforAustralia。However,thiswasbeforetheuncertaintyconcerningMrs。Manston'sexistencehadbeendispersedbyherreturn,aphenomenonthatalteredthecloudyrelationshipinwhichCythereahadlatelybeenstandingtowardsheroldlover,tooneofdistinctness;whichresultwouldhavebeendelightfulbutforcircumstancesabouttobementioned。
  Cythereawasstillpalefromherrecentillness,andstillgreatlydejected。UntilthenewsofMrs。Manston'sreturnhadreachedthem,shehadkeptherselfcloselyshutupduringtheday-time,neverventuringforthexceptatnight。Sleepingandwakingshehadbeeninperpetualdreadlestsheshouldstillbeclaimedbyamanwhom,onlyafewweeksearlier,shehadregardedinthelightofafuturehusbandwithquietassent,notunmixedwithcheerfulness。
  Buttheremovaloftheuneasinessinthisdirection——byMrs。
  Manston'sarrival,andherownconsequentfreedom——hadbeentheimpositionofpaininanother。UtterlyfictitiousdetailsofthefindingofCythereaandManstonhadbeeninventedandcirculated,unavoidablyreachingherearsinthecourseoftime。Thusthefreedombroughtnohappiness,anditseemedwell-nighimpossiblethatshecouldeveragainshowherselfthesparklingcreaturesheoncehadbeen——
  'Apttoenticeadeity。'
  Onthisaccount,andforthefirsttimeinhislife,Owenmadeapointofconcealingfromhertherealstateofhisfeelingswithregardtotheunhappytransaction。Hewrithedinsecretunderthehumiliationtowhichtheyhadbeensubjected,tilltheresentmentitgaveriseto,andforwhichtherewasnovent,wassometimesbeyondendurance;itinducedamoodthatdidseriousdamagetothematerialandploddingperseverancenecessaryifhewouldsecurepermanentlythecomfortsofahomeforthem。
  TheygaveuptheirlodgingsatBudmouth,andwenttoTolchurchassoonastheworkcommenced。
  Heretheyweredomiciledinonehalfofanoldfarmhouse,standingnotfarfromtheivy-coveredchurchtowerwhichwasallthatwastoremainoftheoriginalstructure。Thelongsteeproofofthispicturesquedwellingslopednearlydowntotheground,theoldtilesthatcovereditbeingovergrownwithricholive-huedmoss。Newredtilesintwosandthreeshadbeenusedforpatchingtheholeswroughtbydecay,lightingupthewholeharmonioussurfacewithdotsofbrilliantscarlet。
  Thechiefinternalfeaturesofthissnugabodewereawidefireplace,enormouscupboards,abrownsettle,andseveralsketchesonthewoodmantel,doneinoutlinewiththepointofahotpoker——
  thesubjectsmainlyconsistingofoldmenwalkingpainfullyerect,withacurly-taileddogbehind。
  AfteraweekortwoofresidenceinTolchurch,andramblesamidthequaintscenerycircumscribingit,atranquillitybegantospreaditselfthroughthemindofthemaiden,whichGrayehopedwouldbeaprefacetohercompleterestoration。Shefeltreadyandwillingtolivethewholeremainderofherdaysintheretirementoftheirpresentquarters:shebegantosingaboutthehouseinlowtremuloussnatches——
  '“——Isaid,ifthere'speacetobefoundintheworld,Aheartthatishumblemayhopeforithere。“'
  2。THETHIRDOFMARCH
  Herconvalescencehadarrivedatthispointonacertaineveningtowardstheendofthewinter,whenOwenhadcomeinfromthebuildinghardby,andwaschanginghismuddybootsforslippers,previouslytosittingdowntotoastandtea。
  Aprolongedthoughquietknockingcametothedoor。
  Theonlypersonwhoeverknockedattheirdoorinthatwaywasthenewvicar,theprimemoverinthechurch-building。ButhewasthateveningdiningwiththeSquire。
  Cythereawasuneasyatthesound——shedidnotknowwhy,unlessitwasbecausehernerveswereweakenedbythesicknessshehadundergone。Insteadofopeningthedoorsheranoutoftheroom,andupstairs。
  'Whatnonsense,Cytherea!'saidherbrother,goingtothedoor。
  EdwardSpringrovestoodinthegreylightoutside。
  'Capital——notgonetoAustralia,andnotgoing,ofcourse!'criedOwen。'What'stheuseofgoingtosuchaplaceasthat?——Ineverbelievedthatyouwould。'
  'IamgoingbacktoLondonagainto-morrow,'saidSpringrove,'andI
  calledtosayawordbeforegoing。Whereis……?'
  'Shehasjustrunupstairs。Comein——nevermindscrapingyourshoes——weareregularcottagersnow;stonefloor,yawningchimney-
  corner,andall,yousee。'
  'Mrs。Manstoncame,'saidEdwardawkwardly,whenhehadsatdowninthechimney-cornerbypreference。
  'Yes。'AtmentionofoneofhisskeletonsOwenlosthisblithenessatonce,andfellintoareverie。
  'Thehistoryofherescapeisverysimple。'
  'Very。'
  'YouknowIalwayshadwondered,whenmyfatherwastellinganyofthecircumstancesofthefiretome,howitcouldbethatawomancouldsleepsosoundlyastobeunawareofherhorridpositiontillitwastoolateeventogiveshoutorsoundofanykind。'
  'Well,Ithinkthatwouldhavebeenpossible,consideringherlongwearisomejourney。Peoplehaveoftenbeensuffocatedintheirbedsbeforetheyawoke。Butitwashardlylikelyabodywouldbecompletelyburnttoashesasthiswasassumedtobe,thoughnobodyseemedtoseeitatthetime。Andhowpositivethesurgeonwastoo,aboutthosebitsofbone!Whyheshouldhavebeenso,nobodycantell。Icannothelpsayingthatifithaseverbeenpossibletofindpurestupidityincarnate,itwasinthatjuryofCarriford。
  Thereexistedinthemassthestupidityoftwelveandnotthepenetrationofone。'
  'Isshequitewell?'saidSpringrove。
  'Who?——O,mysister,Cytherea。Thankyou,nearlywell,now。I'llcallher。'
  'Waitoneminute。Ihaveawordtosaytoyou。'
  Owensatdownagain。
  'Youknow,withoutmysayingit,thatIloveCythereaasdearlyasever……Ithinkshelovesmetoo,——doesshereally?'
  TherewasinOwenenoughofthatworldlypolicyonthesubjectofmatchmakingwhichnaturallyresidesinthebreastsofparentsandguardians,togivehimacertaincautioninreplying,and,youngerashewasbyfiveyearsthanEdward,ithadanoddeffect。
  'Well,shemaypossiblyloveyoustill,'hesaid,asifratherindoubtastothetruthofhiswords。
  Springrove'scountenanceinstantlysaddened;hehadexpectedasimple'Yes,'attheveryleast。Hecontinuedinatoneofgreaterdepression——
  'Supposingshedoesloveme,woulditbefairtoyouandtoherifI
  madeheranofferofmarriage,withthesedrearyconditionsattached——thatwelivedforafewyearsonthenarrowestsystem,tillagreatdebt,whichallhonouranddutyrequiremetopayoff,shallbepaid?Myfather,byreasonofthemisfortunethatbefellhim,isunderagreatobligationtoMissAldclyffe。Heisgettingold,andlosinghisenergies。Iamattemptingtoworkfreeoftheburden。Thismakesmyprospectsgloomyenoughatpresent。
  'Butconsideragain,'hewenton。'Cythereahasbeenleftinanamelessandunsatisfactory,thoughinnocentstate,bythisunfortunate,andnowvoid,marriagewithManston。Amarriagewithme,thoughunderthe——materially——untowardconditionsIhavementioned,wouldmakeushappy;itwouldgiveheralocusstandi。
  IfshewishedtobeoutofthesoundofhermisfortuneswewouldgotoanotherpartofEngland——emigrate——doanything。'
  'I'llcallCytherea,'saidOwen。'Itisamatterwhichshealonecansettle。'Hedidnotspeakwarmly。HispridecouldnotendurethepitywhichEdward'svisitanderrandtacitlyimplied。Yet,intheotheraffair,hisheartwentwithEdward;hewasonthesamebeatforpayingoffolddebtshimself。
  'Cythie,Mr。Springroveishere,'hesaid,atthefootofthestaircase。
  Hissisterdescendedthecreakingoldstepswithafalteringtread,andstoodinthefirelightfromthehearth。SheextendedherhandtoSpringrove,welcominghimbyameremotionofthelip,hereyesaverted——ahabitwhichhadengendereditselfinhersincethebeginningofherillnessanddefamation。Owenopenedthedoorandwentout——leavingtheloversalone。ItwasthefirsttimetheyhadmetsincethememorablenightatSouthampton。
  'Iwillgetalight,'shesaid,withalittleembarrassment。
  'No——don't,please,Cytherea,'saidEdwardsoftly,'Comeandsitdownwithme。'
  'Oyes。IoughttohaveaskedYOUto,'shereturnedtimidly。
  'Everybodysitsinthechimney-cornerinthisparish。Yousitonthatside。I'llsithere。'
  Tworecesses——oneontheright,oneonthelefthand——werecutintheinsideofthefireplace,andheretheysatdownfacingeachother,onbenchesfittedtotherecesses,thefireglowingonthehearthbetweentheirfeet。Itsruddylightshoneontheunderslopesoftheirfaces,andspreadoutovertheflooroftheroomwiththelowhorizontalityofthesettingsun,givingtoeverygrainofsandandtumourinthepavingalongshadowtowardsthedoor。
  Edwardlookedathispalelovethroughthethinazuretwinesofsmokethatwentuplikeringletsbetweenthem,andinvestedher,asseenthroughitsmedium,withtheshadowyappearanceofaphantom。
  Nothingissopotentforcoaxingbackthelosteyesofawomanasadiscreetsilenceinthemanwhohassolostthem——andthusthepatientEdwardcoaxedhers。Afterlingeringonthehearthforhalfaminute,waitinginvainforanotherwordfromhim,theywereliftedintohisface。
  Hewasreadyprimedtoreceivethem。'Cytherea,willyoumarryme?'
  hesaid。
  Hecouldnotwaitinhisoriginalpositiontilltheanswercame。
  Steppingacrossthefrontofthefiretoherownsideofthechimneycorner,hereclinedatherfeet,andsearchedforherhand。Shecontinuedinsilenceawhile。
  'Edward,Icanneverbeanybody'swife,'shethensaidsadly,andwithfirmness。
  'Thinkofitineverylight,'hepleaded;'thelightoflove,first。
  Then,whenyouhavedonethat,seehowwiseastepitwouldbe。I
  canonlyofferyoupovertyasyet,butIwant——Idosolongtosecureyoufromtheintrusionofthatunpleasantpast,whichwilloftenandalwaysbethrustbeforeyouaslongasyoulivetheshrinkingsolitarylifeyoudonow——alifewhichpuritychooses,itmaybe;buttotheoutsideworlditappearsliketheenforcedlonelinessofneglectandscorn——andtonguesarebusyinventingareasonforitwhichdoesnotexist。'
  'Iknowallaboutit,'shesaidhastily;'andthosearethegroundsofmyrefusal。YouandOwenknowthewholetruth——thetwoIlovebestonearth——andIamcontent。Butthescandalwillbecontinuallyrepeated,andIcannevergiveanyonetheopportunityofsayingtoyou——that——yourwife……'Sheutterlybrokedownandwept。
  'Don't,myowndarling!'heentreated。'Don't,Cytherea!'
  'Pleasetoleaveme——wewillbefriends,Edward——butdon'tpressme——
  mymindismadeup——Icannot——Iwillnotmarryyouoranymanunderthepresentambiguouscircumstances——neverwillI——Ihavesaidit:
  never!'
  Theywerebothsilent。Helistlesslyregardedtheilluminatedblacknessoverhead,wherelongflakesofsootfloatedfromthesidesandbarsofthechimney-throatliketatteredbannersinancientaisles;whilstthroughthesquareopeninginthemidstoneortwobrightstarslookeddownuponthemfromthegreyMarchsky。Thesightseemedtocheerhim。
  'Atanyrateyouwillloveme?'hemurmuredtoher。
  'Yes——always——foreverandforever!'