Histeethgleamedthroughhismaliciousrelishofthisconceit,ashewentontalking:
`Mr。Dombeyisreallycapableofnomoretrueconsiderationforyou,Madam,thanforme。Thecomparisonisanextremeone;Iintendittobeso;butquitejust。Mr。Dombey,intheplenitudeofhispower,askedme——Ihaditfromhisownlipsyesterdaymorning——tobehisgobetweentoyou,becauseheknowsIamnotagreeabletoyou,andbecauseheintendsthatIshallbeapunishmentforyourcontumacy;andbesidesthat,becausehereallydoesconsider,thatI,hispaidservant,amanambassadorwhomitisderogatorytothedignity——notoftheladytowhomIhavethehappinessofspeaking;shehasnoexistenceinhismind——butofhiswife,apartofhimself,toreceive。Youmayimaginehowregardlessofme,howobtusetothepossibilityofmyhavinganyindividualsentimentoropinionheis,whenhetellsme,openly,thatIamsoemployed。Youknowhowperfectlyindifferenttoyourfeelingsheis,whenhethreatensyouwithsuchamessenger。
Asyou,ofcourse,havenotforgottenthathedid。'
Shewatchedhimstillattentively。Buthewatchedhertoo;andhesawthatthisindicationofaknowledgeonhispart,ofsomethingthathadpassedbetweenherselfandherhusband,rankledandsmartedinherhaughtybreast,likeapoisonedarrow。
`IdonotrecallallthistowidenthebreachbetweenyourselfandMr。Dombey,Madam——Heavenforbid!whatwoulditprofitme?——butasanexampleofthehopelessnessofimpressingMr。Dombeywithasensethatanybodyistobeconsideredwhenheisinquestion。Wewhoareabouthim,have,inourvariouspositions,doneourpart,Idaresay,toconfirmhiminhiswayofthinking;butifwehadnotdoneso,otherswould——ortheywouldnothavebeenabouthim;andithasalwaysbeenfromthebeginning,theverystapleofhislife。Mr。Dombeyhashadtodeal,inshort,withnonebutsubmissiveanddependentpersons,whohavebowedtheknee,andbenttheneck,beforehim。Hehasneverknownwhatitistohaveangryprideandstrongresentmentopposedtohim。'
`Buthewillknowitnow!'sheseemedtosay;thoughherlipsdidnotpart,nothereyesfalter。Hesawthesoftdowntrembleonceagain,andhesawherlaytheplumageofthebeautifulbirdagainstherbosomforamoment;andheunfoldedonemoreringofthecoilintowhichhehadgatheredhimself。
`Mr。Dombey,thoughamosthonourablegentleman,'hesaid,`issopronetopervertevenfactstohisownview,whenheisatallopposed,inconsequenceofthewarpinhismind,thathe——canIgiveabetterinstancethanthis!——hesincerelybelievesyouwillexcusethefollyofwhatI
amabouttosay;itnotbeingminethathissevereexpressionofopiniontohispresentwife,onacertainspecialoccasionshemayremember,beforethelamenteddeathofMrs。Skewton,producedawitheringeffect,andforthemomentquitesubduedher!'
Edithlaughed。Howharshlyandunmusicallyneednotbedescribed。
Itisenoughthathewasgladtohearher。
`Madam,'heresumed,`Ihavedonewiththis。Yourownopinionsaresostrong,and,Iampersuaded,sounalterable,'herepeatedthosewordsslowlyandwithgreatemphasis,`thatIamalmostafraidtoincuryourdispleasureanew,whenIsaythatinspiteofthesedefectsandmyfullknowledgeofthem,IhavebecomehabituatedtoMr。Dombey,andesteemhim。ButwhenIsayso,itisnot,believeme,forthemeresakeofvauntingafeelingthatissoutterlyatvariancewithyourown,andforwhichyoucanhavesympathy'——ohhowdistinctandplainandemphasizedthiswas!——`buttogiveyouanassuranceofthezealwithwhich,inthisunhappymatter,Iamyours,andtheindignationwithwhichIregardthepartIamrequiredtofill!'
Shesatasifwereafraidtotakehereyesfromhisface。
Andnowtounwindthelastringofthecoil!
`Itisgrowinglate,'saidCarker,afterapause,`andyouare,asyousaid,fatigued。Butthesecondobjectofthisinterview,Imustnotforget。Imustrecommendyou,Imustentreatyouinthemostearnestmanner,forsufficientreasonsthatIhave,tobecautiousinyourdemonstrationsofregardforMissDombey。'
`Cautious!Whatdoyoumean?'
`Tobecarefulhowyouexhibittoomuchaffectionforthatyounglady。'
`Toomuchaffection,Sir!'saidEdith,knittingherbroadbrowandrising。`Whojudgesmyaffection,ormeasuresitout?You?'
`ItisnotIwhodoso。'Hewas,orfeignedtobe,perplexed。
`Whothen?'
`Canyounotguesswhothen?'
`Idonotchoosetoguess,'sheanswered。
`Madam,'hesaidafteralittlehesitation;meantimetheyhadbeen,andstillwere,regardingeachotherasbefore;`Iaminadifficultyhere。Youhavetoldmeyouwillreceivenomessage,andyouhaveforbiddenmetoreturntothatsubject;butthetwosubjectsaresocloselyentwined,Ifind,thatunlessyouwillacceptthisvaguecautionfromonewhohasnowthehonourtopossessyourconfidence,thoughthewaytoithasbeenthroughyourdispleasure,Imustviolatetheinjunctionyouhavelaiduponme。'
`Youknowthatyouarefreetodoso,Sir,'saidEdith。`Doit。'
Sopale,sotremblingsoimpassioned!Hehadnotmiscalculatedtheeffectthen!
`Hisinstructionswere,'hesaid,inalowvoice,`thatIshouldinformyouthatyourdemeanourtowardsMissDombeyisnotagreeabletohim。Thatitsuggestscomparisonstohimwhicharenotfavourabletohimself。
Thathedesiresitmaybewhollychanged;andthatifyouareinearnest,heisconfidentitwillbe;foryourcontinuedshowofaffectionwillnotbenefititsobject。'
`Thatisathreat,'shesaid。
`Thatisathreat,'heanswered,inhisvoicelessmannerofassent:
addingaloud,`butnotdirectedagainstyou。'
Proud,erect,anddignified,asshestoodconfrontinghim;andlookingthroughhimasshedid,withherfullbrightflashingeye;andsmiling,asshewas,withscornandbitterness;shesunkasifthegroundhasdroppedbeneathher,andinaninstantwouldhavefallenonthefloor,butthathecaughtherinhisarms。Asinstantaneouslyshethrewhimoff,themomentthathetouchedher,and,drawingback,confrontedhimagain,immoveable,withherhandstretchedout。
`Pleasetoleaveme。Saynomoreto-night。'
`Ifeeltheurgencyofthis,'saidMr。Carker,`becauseitisimpossibletosaywhatunforeseenconsequencesmightarise,orhowsoon,fromyourbeingunacquaintedwithhisstateofmind。IunderstandMissDombeyisconcerned,now,atthedismissalofheroldservant,whichislikelytohavebeenaminorconsequenceinitself。Youdon'tblamemeforrequestingthatMissDombeymightnotbepresent。MayIhopeso?'
`Idonot。Pleasetoleaveme,Sir。'
`Iknewthatyourregardfortheyounglady,whichisverysincereandstrong,Iamwellpersuaded,wouldrenderitagreatunhappinesstoyou,evertobeapreytothereflectionthatyouhadinjuredherpositionandruinedherfuturehopes,'saidCarkerhurriedly,buteagerly。
`Nomoreto-night。Leaveme,ifyouplease。'
`Ishallbehereconstantlyinmyattendanceuponhim,andinthetransactionofbusinessmatters。Youwillallowmetoseeyouagainandtoconsultwhatshouldbedone,andlearnyourwishes?'
Shemotionedhimtowardsthedoor。
`IcannotevendecidewhethertotellhimIhavespokentoyouyet;ortoleadhimtosupposethatIhavedeferreddoingso,forwantofopportunity,orforanyotherreason。Itwillbenecessarythatyoushouldenablemetoconsultwithyouverysoon。'
`Atanytimebutnow,'sheanswered。
`Youwillunderstand,whenIwishtoseeyou,thatMissDombeyisnottobepresent;andthatIseekaninterviewasonewhohasthehappinesstopossessyourconfidence,andwhocomestorenderyoueveryassistanceinhispower,and,perhaps,onmanyoccasions,towardoffevilfromher?'
Lookingathimstillwiththesameapparentdreadofreleasinghimforamomentfromtheinfluenceofhersteadygaze,whateverthatmightbe,sheanswered,`Yes!'andoncemorebadehimgo。
Hebowed,asifincompliance;butturningback,whenhehadnearlyreachedthedoor,said:
`Iamforgiven,andhaveexplainedmyfault。MayI——forMissDombey'ssakeandformyown——takeyourhandbeforeIgo?'
Shegavehimtheglovedhandshehadmaimedlastnight。Hetookitinoneofhis,andkissedit,andwithdrew。Andwhenhehadclosedthedoor,hewavedthehandwithwhichhehadtakenhers,andthrustitinhisbreast。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter46[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXLVIRecognizantandReflectiveAMONGsundryminoralterationsinMr。Carker'slifeandhabitsthatbegantotakeplaceatthistime,nonewasmoreremarkablethantheextraordinarydiligencewithwhichheappliedhimselftobusiness,andtheclosenesswithwhichheinvestigatedeverydetailthattheaffairsoftheHouselaidopentohim。Alwaysactiveandpenetratinginsuchmatters,hislynx-eyedvigilancenowincreasedtwenty-fold。Notonlydidhiswearywatchkeeppacewitheverypresentpointthateverydaypresentedtohiminsomenewform,butinthemidstoftheseengrossingoccupationshefoundleisure——thatis,hemadeit——toreviewthepasttransactionsoftheFirm,andhisshareinthem,duringalongseriesofyears。Frequentlywhentheclerkswereallgone,theofficesdarkandempty,andallsimilarplacesofbusinessshutup,Mr。Carker,withthewholeanatomyoftheironroomlaidbarebeforehim,wouldexplorethemysteriesofbooksandpapers,withthepatientprogressofamanwhowasdissectingtheminutestnervesandfibresofhissubject。Perch,themessenger,whousuallyremainedontheseoccasions,toentertainhimselfwiththeperusalofthePriceCurrentbythelightofonecandle,ortodozeoverthefireintheouteroffice,attheimminentriskeverymomentofdivingheadforemostintothecoal-box,couldnotwithholdthetributeofhisadmirationfromthiszealousconduct,althoughitmuchcontractedhisdomesticenjoyments;andagain,andagain,expatiatedtoMrs。PerchnownursingtwinsontheindustryandacutenessoftheirmanaginggentlemanintheCity。
ThesameincreasedandsharpattentionthatMr。CarkerbestowedonthebusinessoftheHouse,heappliedtohisownpersonalaffairs。Thoughnotapartnerintheconcern——adistinctionhithertoreservedsolelytoinheritorsofthegreatnameofDombey——hewasinthereceiptofsomepercentageonitsdealings;and,participatinginallitsfacilitiesfortheemploymentofmoneytoadvantage,wasconsidered,bytheminnowsamongthetritonsoftheEast,arichman。Itbegantobesaid,amongtheseshrewdobservers,thatJemCarker,ofDombey's,waslookingabouthimtoseewhathewasworth;andthathewascallinginhismoneyatagoodtime,likethelong-headedfellowhewas;andbetswereevenofferedontheStockExchangethatJemwasgoingtomarryarichwidow。
YetthesecaresdidnotintheleastinterferewithMr。Carker'swatchingofhischief,orwithhiscleanness,neatness,sleekness,oranycat-likequalityhepossessed。Itwasnotsomuchthattherewasachangeinhim,inreferencetoanyofhishabits,asthatthewholemanwasintensified。
Everythingthathadbeenobservableinhimbefore,wasobservablenow,butwithagreateramountofconcentration。Hedideachsinglething,asifhedidnothingelse——aprettycertainindicationinamanofthatrangeofabilityandpurpose,thatheisdoingsomethingwhichsharpensandkeepsalivehiskeenestpowers。
Theonlydecidedalterationinhimwas,thatasherodetoandfroalongthestreets,hewouldfallintodeepfitsofmusing,likethatinwhichhehadcomeawayfromMr。Dombey'shouse,onthemorningofthatgentleman'sdisaster。Atsuchtimes,hewouldkeepclearoftheobstaclesinhisway,mechanically;andwouldappeartoseeandhearnothinguntilarrivalathisdestination,orsomesuddenchanceoreffortrousedhim。
Walkinghiswhite-leggedhorsethus,tothecounting-houseofDombeyandSononeday,hewasasunconsciousoftheobservationoftwopairsofwomen'seyes,asofthefascinatedorbsofRobtheGrinder,who,inwaitingastreet'slengthfromtheappointedplace,asademonstrationofpunctuality,vainlytouchedandretouchedhishattoattractattention,andtrottedalongonfoot,byhismaster'sside,preparedtoholdhisstirrupwhenheshouldalight。
`Seewherehegoes!'criedoneofthesetwowomen,anoldcreature,whostretchedouthershrivelledarmtopointhimouttohercompanion,ayoungwoman,whostoodclosebesideher,withdrawnlikeherselfintoagateway。
Mrs。Brown'sdaughterlookedout,atthisbiddingonthepartofMrs。Brown;andtherewerewrathandvengeanceinherface。
`Ineverthoughttolookathimagain,'shesaid,inalowvoice;
`butit'swellIshould,perhaps。Isee。Isee!'
`Notchanged!'saidtheoldwoman,withalookofeagermalice。
`Hechanged!'returnedtheother。`Whatfor?Whathashesuffered?Thereischangeenoughfortwentyinme。Isn'tthatenough?'
`Seewherehegoes!'mutteredtheoldwoman,watchingherdaughterwithherredeyes;`soeasyandsotrim,a-horseback,whileweareinthemud——'
`Andofit,'saidherdaughterimpatiently。`Wearemud,underneathhishorse'sfeet。Whatshouldwebe?'
Intheintentnesswithwhichshelookedafterhimagain,shemadeahastygesturewithherhandwhentheoldwomanbegantoreply,asifherviewcouldbeobstructedbymeresound。Hermotherwatchingher,andnothim,remainedsilent;untilherkindlingglancesubsided,andshedrewalongbreath,asifinthereliefofhisbeinggone。
`Deary!'saidtheoldwomanthen。`Alice!Handsomegal!Ally!'
Shegentlyshookhersleevetoarouseherattention。`Willyoulethimgolikethat,whenyoucanwringmoneyfromhim?Why,it'sawickedness,mydaughter。'
`Haven'tItoldyou,that,Iwillnothavemoneyfromhim?'shereturned。`Anddon'tyouyetbelieveme?DidItakehissister'smoney?
WouldItouchapenny,ifIknewit,thathadgonethroughhiswhitehands——unlessitwas,indeed,thatIcouldpoisonit,andsenditbacktohim?Peace,mother,andcomeaway。'
`Andhimsorich?'murmuredtheoldwoman。`Andussopoor!'
`Poorinnotbeingabletopayhimanyoftheharmweowehim,'
returnedherdaughter。`Lethimgivemethatsortofriches,andI'lltakethemfromhim,andusethem。Comeaway。It'snogoodlookingathishorse。
Comeaway,mother!'
Buttheoldwoman,forwhomthespectacleofRobtheGrinderreturningdownthestreet,leadingtheriderlesshorse,appearedtohavesomeextraneousinterestthatitdidnotpossessinitself,surveyedthatyoungmanwiththeutmostearnestness;andseemingtohavewhateverdoubtssheentertained,resolvedashedrewnearer,glancedatherdaughterwithbrightenedeyesandwithherfingeronherlip,andemergingfromthegatewayatthemomentofhispassing,touchedhimontheshoulder。
`Why,where'smysprightlyRobbeen,allthistime!'shesaid,asheturnedround。
ThesprightlyRob,whosesprightlinesswasverymuchdiminishedbythesalutation,lookedexceedinglydismayed,andsaid,withthewaterrisinginhiseyes:
`Oh!whycan'tyouleaveapoorcovealone,MissesBrown,whenhe'sgettinganhonestlivelihoodandconductinghimselfrespectable?Whatdoyoucomeanddepriveacoveofhischaracterfor,bytalkingtohiminthestreets,whenhe'stakinghismaster'shorsetoahoneststable——ahorseyou'dgoandsellforcats'anddogs'meatifyouhadyourway!Why,Ithought,'saidtheGrinder,producinghisconcludingremarkasifitweretheclimaxofallhisinjuries,`thatyouwasdeadlongago!'
`Thisistheway,'criedtheoldwoman,appealingtoherdaughter,`thathetalkstome,whoknewhimweeksandmonthstogether,mydeary,andhavestoodhisfriendmanyandmanyatimeamongthepigeon-fancyingtrampsandbirdcatchers。'
`Letthebirdsbe,willyou,MissesBrown?'retortedRob,inatoneoftheacutestanguish。`Ithinkacovehadbetterhavetodowithlionsthanthemlittlecreeturs,forthey'realwaysflyingbackinyourfacewhenyouleastexceptit。Well,howd'yedoandwhatdoyouwant?'
ThesepoliteinquiriestheGrinderuttered,asitwereunderprotest,andwithgreatexasperationandvindictiveness。
`Harkhowhespeakstoanoldfriend,mydeary!'saidMrs。Brown,againappealingtoherdaughter。`Butthere'ssomeofhisoldfriendsnosopatientasme。IfIwastotellsomethatheknows,andhassportedandcheatedwith,wheretofindhim——'
`Willyouholdyourtongue,MissesBrown?'interruptedthemiserableGrinder,glancingquicklyround,asthoughheexceptedtoseehismaster'steethshiningathiselbow。`Whatdoyoutakeapleasureinruiningacovefor?Atyourtimeoflifetoo!whenyououghttobethinkingofavarietyofthings!'
`Whatagallanthours!'saidtheoldwoman,pattingtheanimal'sneck。
`Lethimalone,willyou,MissesBrown?'criedRob,pushingawayherhand。`You'reenoughtodriveapenitentcovemad!'
`Why,whathurtdoIdohim,child?'returnedtheoldwoman。
`Hurt?'saidRob。`He'sgotamasterthatwouldfinditoutifhewastouchedwithastraw。'Andheblewupontheplacewheretheoldwoman'shandhadrestedforamoment,andsmootheditgentlywithhisfinger,asifheseriouslybelievedwhathesaid。
Theoldwomanlookingbacktomumbleandmouthatherdaughter,whofollowed,keptclosetoRob'sheelsashewalkedonwiththebridleinhishand;andpursuedtheconversation。
`Agoodplace,Rob,eh?'saidshe。`You'reluck,mychild。'
`Ohdon'ttalkaboutluck,MissesBrown,'returnedthewretchedGrinder,facingroundandstopping。`Ifyou'dnevercome,orifyou'dgoaway,thenindeedacovemightbeconsideredtolerablylucky。Can'tyougoalong,MissesBrown,andnotfollerme!'blubberedRob,withsuddendefiance。`Iftheyoungwoman'safriendofyours,whydon'tshetakeyouaway,insteadoflettingyoumakeyourselfsodisgraceful!'
`What!'croakedtheoldwoman,puttingherfaceclosetohis,withamalevolentgrinuponitthatpuckeredupthelooseskindowninherverythroat。`Doyoudenyyouroldchum!Haveyoulurkedtomyhousefiftytimes,andsleptsoundinacornerwhenyouhadnootherbedbutthepaving-stones,anddoyoutalktomelikethis!HaveIboughtandsoldwithyou,andhelpedyouinmywayofbusiness,schoolboy,sneak,andwhatnot,anddoyoutellmetogoalong!CouldIraiseacrowdofoldcompanyaboutyouto-morrowmorning,thatwouldfollowyoutoruinlikecopiesofyourownshadow,anddoyouturnonmewithyourboldlooks!I'llgo。Come,Alice。'
`Stop,MissesBrown!'criedthedistractedGrinder。`Whatareyoudoingof?Don'tputyourselfinapassion!Don'tlethergo,ifyouplease。Ihaven'tmeantanyoffence。Isaid“howd'yedo,“atfirst,didn'tI?Butyouwouldn'tanswer。Howdoyoudo?Besides,'saidRobpiteously,`lookhere!Howcanacovestandtalkinginthestreetwithhismaster'spradawantingtobetooktoberubbeddown,andhismasteruptoeveryindividglethingthathappens!'
Theoldwomanmadeashowofbeingpartiallyappeased,butshookherhead,andmouthedandmutteredstill。
`Comealongtothestables,andhaveaglassofsomethingthat'sgoodforyou,MissesBrown,can'tyou?'saidRob,`insteadofgoingon,likethat,whichisnogoodtoyou,noranybodyelse。Comealongwithher,willyoubesokind?'saidRob。`I'mdelightedtoseeher,ifitwasn'tforthehorse!'
Withthisapology,Robturnedaway,aruefulpictureofdespair,andwalkedhischargedownabyestreet。Theoldwoman,mouthingatherdaughter,followedcloseuponhim。Thedaughterfollowed。
Turningintoasilentlittlesquareofcourt-yardthathadagreatchurchtowerrisingaboveit,andapacker'swarehouse,andabottle-maker'swarehouse,foritsplaceofbusiness,RobtheGrinderdeliveredthewhite-leggedhorsetothehostlerofaquaintstableatthecorner;andinvitingMrs。
Brownandherdaughtertoseatthemselvesuponastonebenchatthegateofthatestablishment,soonreappearedfromaneighbouringpublic-housewithapewtermeasureandaglass。
`Here'smaster——Mr。Carker,child!'saidtheoldwoman,slowly,ashersentimentbeforedrinking。`Lordblesshim!'
`Why,Ididn'ttellyouwhohewas?'observedRob,withstaringeyes。
`Weknowhimbyslight,'saidMrs。Brown,whoseworkingmouthandnoddingheadstoppedforthemoment,inthefixednessofherattention。
`Wesawhimpassthismorning,aforehegotoffhishorse;whenyouwerereadytotakeit。'
`Aye,aye,'returnedRob,appearingtowishthathisreadinesshadcarriedhimtoanyotherplace——`What'sthematterwithher?Won'tshedrink?'
ThisinquiryhadreferencetoAlice,who,foldedinhercloak,satalittleapartprofoundlyinattentivetohisofferofthereplenishedglass。
Theoldwomanshookherhead。`Don'tmindher,'shesaid;`she'sastrangecreetur,ifyouknow'dher,Rob。ButMr。Carker——'
`Hush!'saidRob,glancingcautiouslyupatthepacker's,andatthebottle-maker's,asif,fromanyoneofthetiersofwarehouses,Mr。Carkermightbelookingdown。`Softly。'
`Why,heain'there!'criedMrs。Brown。
`Idon'tknowthat,'mutteredRob,whoseglanceevenwanderedtothechurchtower,asifhemightbethere,withasupernaturalpowerofhearing。
`Goodmaster?'inquiredMrs。Brown。
Rodnodded;andadded,inalowvoice,`precioussharp。'
`Livesoutoftown,don'the,lovey?'saidtheoldwoman。
`Whenhe'sathome,'returnedRob;`butwedon'tliveathomejustnow。'
`Wherethen?'askedtheoldwoman。
`Lodgings;upnearMr。Dombey's'returnedRob。
Theyoungerwomanfixedhereyessosearchinglyuponhim,andsosuddenly,thatRobwasquiteconfounded,andofferedtheglassagain,butwithnomoreeffectuponherthanbefore。
`Mr。Dombey——youandIusedtotalkabouthim,sometimes,youknow,'saidRobtoMrs。Brown。`Youusedtogetmetotalkabouthim。'
Theoldwomannodded。
`Well,Mr。Dombey,he'shadafallfromhishorse,'saidRob,unwillingly;`andmymasterhastobeupthere,morethanusual,eitherwithhim,orMrs。Dombey,orsomeof'em;andsowe'vecometotown。'
`Aretheygoodfriends,lovey?'askedtheoldwoman。
`Who?'retortedRob。
`Heandshe?'
`What,Mr。andMrs。Dombey?'saidRob。`HowshouldIknow!'
`Notthem——MasterandMrs。Dombey,chick,'repliedtheoldwoman,coaxingly。
`Idon'tknow,'saidRob,lookingroundhimagain。`Isupposeso。Howcuriousyouare,MissesBrown!Leastsaid,soonestmended。'
`Whythere'snoharminit!'exclaimedtheoldwoman,withalaugh,andaclapofherhands。`SprightlyRobhasgrowntamesincehehasbeenwelloff!There'snoharminit。'
`No,there'snoharminit,Iknow,'returnedRob,withthesamedistrustfulglanceatthepacker'sandthebottle-maker's,andthechurch;
`butblabbing,ifit'sonlyaboutthenumberofbuttonsonmymaster'scoat,won'tdo。Itellyouitwon'tdowithhim。Acovehadbetterdrownhimself。Hesaysso。Ishouldn'thavesomuchastoldyouwhathisnamewas,ifyouhadn'tknownit。Talkaboutsomebodyelse。'
AsRobtookanothercautioussurveyoftheyard,theoldwomanmadeasecretmotiontoherdaughter。Itwasmomentary,butthedaughter,withaslightlookofintelligence,withdrewhereyesfromtheboy'sface,andsatfoldedinhercloakasbefore。
`Rob,lovey!'saidtheoldwoman,beckoninghimtotheotherendofthebench。`Youwerealwaysapetandfavouriteofmine。Now,weren'tyou?Don'tyouknowyouwere?'
`Yes,MissesBrown,'repliedtheGrinder,withaverybadgrace。
`Andyoucouldleaveme!'saidtheoldwoman,flingingherarmsabouthisneck。`Youcouldgoaway,andgrowalmostoutofknowledge,andnevercometotellyourpooroldfriendhowfortunateyouwere,proudlad!
Oho,Oho!'
`Ohhere'sadreadfulgoforacovethat'sgotamasterwideawakeintheneighbourhood!'exclaimedthewretchedGrinder。`Tobehowledoverlikethishere!'
`Won'tyoucomeandseeme,Robby?'criedMrs。Brown。`Oho,won'tyouevercomeandseeme?'
`Yes,Itellyou!Yes,Iwill!'returnedtheGrinder。
`That'smyownRob!That'smylovey!'saidMrs。Brown,dryingthetearsuponhershrivelledface,andgivinghimatendersqueeze。`Attheoldplace,Rob?'
`Yes,'repliedtheGrinder。
`Soon,Robbydear?'criedMrs。Brown;`andoften?'
`Yes。Yes。Yes,'repliedRob。`Iwillindeed,uponmysoulandbody。'
`Andthen,'saidMrs。Brown,withherarmsupliftedtowardsthesky,andherheadthrownbackandshaking,`ifhe'struetohisword,I'llnevercomea-nearhim,thoughIknowwhereheis,andneverbreatheasyllableabouthim!Never!'
ThisejaculationseemedadropofcomforttothemiserableGrinder,whoshookMrs。Brownbythehanduponit,andimploredherwithtearsinhiseyestoleaveacoveandnotdestroyhisprospects。Mrs。Brown,withanotherfondembrace,assented;butintheactoffollowingherdaughter,turnedback,withherfingerstealthilyraised,andaskedinahoarsewhisperforsomemoney。
`Ashilling,dear!'shesaid,withhereageravariciousface,`orsixpence!'Foroldacquaintancesake。I'msopoor。Andmyhandsomegal'——lookingoverhershoulder——`she'smygal,Rob——halfstarvesme。'
ButasthereluctantGrinderputitinherhand,herdaughter,comingquietlyback,caughtthehandinhers,andtwistedoutthecoin。
`What,'shesaid,`mother!alwaysmoney!moneyfromthefirst,andtothelast。DoyoumindsolittlewhatIsaidbutnow?Here。Takeit!'
Theoldwomanutteredamoanasthemoneywasrestored,butwithoutinanyotherwayopposingitsrestoration,hobbledatherdaughter'ssideoutoftheyard,andalongthebyestreetuponwhichitopened。TheastonishedanddismayedRobstaringafterthem,sawthattheystopped,andfelltoearnestconversationverysoon;andmorethanonceobservedadarklythreateningactionoftheyoungerwoman'shandobviouslyhavingreferencetosomeoneofwhomtheyspoke,andacrooningfeebleimitationofitonthepartofMrs。Brown,thatmadehimearnestlyhopehemightnotbethesubjectoftheirdiscourse。
Withthepresentconsolationthattheyweregone,andwiththeprospectivecomfortthatMrs。Browncouldnotliveforever,andwasnotlikelytolivelongtotroublehim,theGrinder,nototherwiseregrettinghismisdeedsthanastheywereattendedwithsuchdisagreeableincidentalconsequences,composedhisruffledfeaturestoamoresereneexpressionbythinkingoftheadmirablemannerinwhichhehaddisposedofCaptainCuttleareflectionthatseldomfailedtoputhiminaflowofspirits,andwenttotheDombeyCountingHousetoreceivehismaster'sorders。
Therehismaster,sosubtleandvigilantofeye,thatRobquakedbeforehim,morethanhalfexpectingtobetaxedwithMrs。Brown,gavehimtheusualmorning'sboxofpapersforMr。Dombey,andanoteforMrs。
Dombey:merelynoddinghisheadasanenjoindertobecareful,andtousedispatch——amysteriousadmonition,fraughtintheGrinder'simaginationwithdismalwarningsandthreats;andmorepowerfulwithhimthananywords。
Aloneagain,inhisownroom,Mr。Carkerappliedhimselftowork,andworkedallday。Hesawmanyvisitors;overlookedanumberofdocuments;
wentinandout,toandfrom,sundryplacesofmercantileresort;andindulgedinnomoreabstractionuntiltheday'sbusinesswasdone。But,whentheusualclearanceofpapersfromhistablewasmadeatlast,hefellintohisthoughtfulmoodoncemore。
Hewasstandinginhisaccustomedplaceandattitude,withhiseyesintentlyfixedupontheground,whenhisbrotherenteredtobringbacksomelettersthathadbeentakenoutinthecourseoftheday。Heputthemquietlyonthetable,andwasgoingimmediately,whenMr。CarkertheManager,whoseeyeshadrestedonhim,onhisentrance,asiftheyhasallthistimehadhimforthesubjectoftheircontemplation,insteadoftheoffice-floor,said:
`Well,JohnCarker,andwhatbringsyouhere?'
Hisbrotherpointedtotheletters,andwasagainwithdrawing。
`Iwonder,'saidtheManager,`thatyoucancomeandgo,withoutinquiringhowourmasteris。'
`Wehadwordthismorninginthecounting-house,thatMr。Dombeywasdoingwell,'repliedhisbrother。
`Youaresuchameekfellow,'saidtheManager,withasmile,——`butyouhavegrownso,inthecourseofyears——thatifanyharmcametohim,you'dbemiserable,Idareswearnow。'
`Ishouldbetrulysorry,James,'returnedtheother。
`Hewouldbesorry!'saidtheManager,pointingathim,asifthereweresomeotherpersonpresenttowhomhewasappealing。`Hewouldbetrulysorry!Thisbrotherofmine!Thisjunioroftheplace,thisslightedpieceoflumber,pushedasidewithhisfacetothewall,likearottenpicture,andleftso,forHeavenknowshowmanyyears:he'sallgratitudeandrespect,anddevotiontoo,hewouldhavemebelieve!'
`Iwouldhaveyoubelievenothing,James,'returnedtheother。
`Beasjusttomeasyouwouldtoanyothermanbelowyou。Youaskaquestion,andIanswerit。'
`Andhaveyounothing,Spaniel,'saidtheManager,withunusualirascibility,`tocomplainofinhim?Noproudtreatmenttoresent,noinsolence,nofooleryofstate,noexactionofanysort!Whatthedevil!
areyoumanormouse?'
`Itwouldbestrangeifanytwopersonscouldbetogetherforsomanyyears,especiallyassuperiorandinferior,withouteachhavingsomethingtocomplainofintheother——ashethought,atallevents,'repliedJohnCarker。`Butapartfrommyhistoryhere'
`Hishistoryhere!'exclaimedtheManager。`Why,thereitis。
Theveryfactthatmakeshimanextremecase,putshimoutofthewholechapter!Well?'
`Apartfromthat,which,asyouhint,givesmeareasontobethankfulthatIalonehappilyforalltherestpossess,surelythereisnooneintheHousewhowouldnotsayandfeelatleastasmuch。YoudonotthinkthatanybodyherewouldbeindifferenttoamischanceormisfortunehappeningtotheheadoftheHouse,oranythingthantrulysorryforit?'
`Youhavegoodreasontobeboundtohimtoo!'saidtheManager,contemptuously。`Why,don'tyoubelievethatyouarekepthere,asacheapexample,andafamousinstanceoftheclemencyofDombeyandSon,redoundingtothecreditoftheillustriousHouse?'
`No,'repliedhisbrother,mildly,`IhavelongbelievedthatIamkepthereformorekindanddisinterestedreasons。'
`Butyouweregoing,'saidtheManager,withthesnarlofatiger-cat,`torecitesomeChristianprecept,Iobserved。'
`Nay,James,'returnedtheother,`thoughthetieofbrotherhoodbetweenushasbeenlongbrokenandthrownaway'
`Whobrokeit,goodSir?'saidtheManager。
`I,bymymisconduct。Idonotchargeituponyou。'
TheManagerreplied,withthatmuteactionofhisbristlingmouth,`Oh,youdon'tchargeituponme!'andbadehimgoon。
`Isay,thoughthereisnotthattiebetweenus,donot,Ientreat,assailmewithunnecessarytaunts,ormisinterpretwhatIsay,orwouldsay。Iwasonlygoingtosuggesttoyouthatitwouldbeamistaketosupposethatitisonlyyou,whohavebeenselectedhere,aboveallothers,foradvancement,confidenceanddistinctionselected,inthebeginning,I
know,foryourgreatabilityandtrustfulness,andwhocommunicatemorefreelywithMr。Dombeythananyone,andstand,itmaybesaid,onequaltermswithhim,andhavebeenfavouredandenrichedbyhim——thatitwouldbeamistaketosupposethatitisonlyyouwhoaretenderofhiswelfareandreputation。ThereisnooneintheHouse,fromyourselfdowntothelowest,Isincerelybelieve,whodoesnotparticipateinthatfeeling。'
`Youlie!'saidtheManager,redwithsuddenanger。`You'reahypocrite,JohnCarker,andyoulie。'
`James!'criedtheother,flushinginhisturn。`Whatdoyoumeanbytheseinsultingwords?Whydoyousobaselyusethemtome,unprovoked?'
`Itellyou,'saidtheManager,`thatyourhypocrisyandmeekness——thatallthehypocrisyandmeeknessofthisplace——isnotworththattome,'snappinghisthumbandfinger,`andthatIseethroughitasifitwereair!Thereisnotamanemployedhere,standingbetweenmyselfandthelowestinplaceofwhomyouareveryconsiderate,andwithreason,forheisnotfaroff,whowouldn'tbegladathearttoseehismasterhumbled:whodoesnothatehim,secretly:whodoesnotwishhimevilratherthangood:andwhowouldnotturnuponhim,ifhehadthepowerandboldness。
Thenearertohisfavour,thenearertohisinsolence;theclosertohim,thefartherfromhim。That'sthecreedhere!'
`Idon'tknow,'saidhisbrother,whoserousedfeelingshadsoonyieldedtosurprise,`whomayhaveabusedyourearwithsuchrepresentations;
orwhyhavechosentotryme,ratherthananother。Butthatyouhavebeentryingme,andtamperingwithme,Iamnowsure。YouhaveadifferentmannerandadifferentaspectfromanythatIeversawinyou。Iwillonlysaytoyou,oncemore,youaredeceived。'
`IknowIam,'saidtheManager。`Ihavetoldyouso。'
`Notbyme,'returnedhisbrother。`Byyourinformant,ifyouhaveone。Ifnot,byyourownthoughtsandsuspicious。'
`Ihavenosuspicions,'saidtheManager。`Minearecertainties。
Youpusillanimous,abject,cringingdogs!Allmakingthesameshow,allcantingthesamestory,allwhiningthesameprofessions,allharbouringthesametransparentsecret。'
Hisbrotherwithdrew,withoutsayingmore,andshutthedoorasheconcluded。
Mr。CarkertheManagerdrewachairclosebeforethefire,andfelltobeatingthecoalssoftlywiththepoker。
`Thefaint-hearted,fawningknaves,'hemuttered,withhistwoshiningrowsofteethlaidbare。`There'snotoneamongthem,whowouldn'tfeigntobesoshockedandoutraged——!Bah!There'snotoneamongthem,butifhehadatoncethepower,andthewitanddaringtouseit,wouldscatterDombey'sprideandlayitlow,asruthlesslyasIrakeouttheseashes。'
Ashebrokethemupandstewedtheminthegrate,helookedonwithathoughtfulsmileatwhathewasdoing。`Withoutthesamequeenbeckonertoo!'headdedpresently;`andthereispridethere,nottobeforgotten——witnessourownacquaintance!'Withthathefellintoadeeperreverie,andsatponderingovertheblackeninggrate,untilheroseuplikeamanwhohadbeenabsorbedinabook,andlookingroundhimtookhishatandgloves,wenttowherehishorsewaswaiting,mounted,androdeawaythroughthelightedstreets,foritwasevening。
HerodenearMr。Dombey'shouse;andfallingintoawalkasheapproachedit,lookedupatthewindows。ThewindowwherehehadonceseenFlorencesittingwithherdog,attractedhisattentionfirst,thoughtherewasnolightinit;buthesmiledashecarriedhiseyesupthetallfrontofthehouse,andseemedtoleavethatobjectsuperciliouslybehind。
`Timewas,'hesaid,`whenitwaswelltowatchevenyourrisinglittlestar,andknowinwhatquartertherewereclouds,toshadowyouifneedful。Butaplanethasarisen,andyouarelostinitslight。'
HeturnedtheWhite-leggedhorseroundthestreetcorner,andsoughtoneshiningwindowfromamongthoseatthebackofthehouse。Associatedwithitwasacertainstatelypresence,aglovedhand,theremembrancehowthefeathersofabeautifulbird'swinghadbeenshowereddownuponthefloor,andhowthelightwhitedownuponarobehadstirredandrustled,asintherisingofadistantstorm。Thesewerethethingshecarriedwithhimasheturnedawayagain,androdethroughthedarkeninganddesertedParksataquickrate。
Infataltruth,thesewereassociatedwithawoman,aproudwoman,whohatedhim,butwhobyslowandsuredegreeshadbeenledonbyhiscraft,andherprideandresentment,toendurehiscompany,andlittlebylittletoreceivehimasonewhohadtheprivilegetotalktoherofherowndefiantdisregardofherownhusband,andherabandonmentofhighconsiderationforherself。Theywereassociatedwithawomanwhohatedhimdeeply,andwhoknewhim,andwhomistrustedhimbecausesheknewhim,andbecauseheknewher;butwhofedherfierceresentmentbysufferinghimtodrawnearerandyetnearertohereveryday,inspiteofthehateshecherishedforhim。Inspiteofit!Forthatveryreason;sinceinitsdepths,toofardownforherthreateningeyetopierce,thoughshecouldseeintothemdimly,laythedarkretaliation,whosefaintestshadowseenonceandshudderedat,andneverseenagain,wouldhavebeensufficientstainuponhersoul。
Didthephantomofsuchawomanflitabouthimonhisride;truetothereality,andobvioustohim?
Yes。Hewasherinhismind,exactlyasshewas。Sheborehimcompanywithherpride,resentment,hatred,allasplaintohimasherbeauty;withnothingplainertohimthanherhatredofhim。Hesawhersometimeshaughtyandrepellentathisside,andsometimesdownamonghishorse'sfeet,fallenandinthedust。Buthealwayssawherasshewas,withoutdisguise,andwatchedheronthedangerouswaythatshewasgoing。
Andwhenhisridewasover,andhewasnewlydressed,andcameintothelightofherbrightroomwithhisbenthead,softvoice,andsoothingsmile,hesawheryetasplainly。Heevensuspectedthemysteryoftheglovedhand,andhelditallthelongerinhisownforthatsuspicion。
Uponthedangerouswaythatshewasgoing,hewasstill;andnotafootprintdidshemarkuponit,buthesethisownthere,straight。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter47[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXLVIITheThunderboltTHEbarrierbetweenMr。Dombeyandhiswifewasnotweakenedbytime。Ill-assortedcouple,unhappyinthemselvesandineachother,boundtogetherbynotiebutthemanaclethatjoinedtheirfetteredhands,andstrainingthatsoharshly,intheirshrinkingasunder,thatitworeandchafedtothebone,Time,consolerofafflictionandsoftenerofanger,coulddonothingtohelpthem。Theirpride,howeverdifferentinkindandobject,wasequalindegree;and,intheirflintyopposition,struckoutfirebetweenthemwhichmightsmoulderormightblaze,ascircumstanceswere,butburnedupeverythingwithintheirmutualreach,andmadetheirmarriagewayaroadofashes。
Letusbejusttohim:Inthemonstrousdelusionofhislife,swellingwitheverygrainofsandthatshiftedinitsglass,heurgedheron,helittlethoughttowhat,orconsideredhow;butstillhisfeelingtowardsher,suchasitwas,remainedasatfirst。Shehadthegranddemeritofunaccountablyputtingherselfinoppositiontotherecognitionofhisvastimportance,andtotheacknowledgmentofhercompletesubmissiontoit,andsofaritwasnecessarytocorrectandreduceher;butotherwisehestillconsideredher,inhiscoldway,aladycapableofdoinghonour,ifshewould,tohischoiceandname,andofreflectingcreditonhisproprietorship。
Now,she,withallhermightofpassionateandproudresentment,bentherdarkglancefromdaytoday,andhourtohour——fromthatnightinherownchamber,whenshehadsatgazingattheshadowsonthewall,tothedeepernightfastcoming——upononefiguredirectingacrowdofhumiliationsandexasperationsagainsther;andthatfigure,stillherhusband's。
WasMr。Dombey'smaster-vice,thatruledhimsoinexorably,anunnaturalcharacteristic?Itmightbeworthwhile,sometimes,toinquirewhatNatureis,andhowmenworktochangeher,andwhether,intheenforceddistortionssoproduced,itisnotnaturaltobeunnatural。Coopanysonordaughterofourmightymotherwithinnarrowrange,andbindtheprisonertooneidea,andfosteritbyservileworshipofitonthepartofthefewtimidordesigningpeoplestandinground,andwhatisNaturetothewillingcaptivewhohasneverrisenupuponthewingsofafreemind——droopinganduselesssoon——toseeherinhercomprehensivetruth!
Alas!aretheresofewthingsintheworld,aboutus,mostunnatural,andyetmostnaturalinbeingso?Hearthemagistrateorjudgeadmonishtheunnaturaloutcastsofsociety;unnaturalinbrutalhabits,unnaturalinwantofdecency,unnaturalinlosingandconfoundingalldistinctionsbetweengoodandevil;unnaturalinignorance,invice,inrecklessness,incontumacy,inmind,inlooks,ineverything。Butfollowthegoodclergymanordoctor,who,withhislifeimperilledateverybreathhedraws,goesdownintotheirdens,lyingwithintheechoesofourcarriagewheelsanddailytreaduponthepavementstones。Lookroundupontheworldofodioussights——millionsofimmortalcreatureshavenootherworldonearth——atthelightestmentionofwhichhumanityrevolts,anddaintydelicacylivinginthenextstreet,stopsherears,andlisps`Idon'tbelieveit!'Breathethepollutedair,foulwitheveryimpuritythatispoisonoustohealthandlife;andhaveeverysense,conferreduponourraceforitsdelightandhappiness,offended,sickenedanddisgusted,andmadeachannelbywhichmiseryanddeathalonecanenter。Vainlyattempttothinkofanysimpleplant,orflower,orwholesomeweed,that,setinthisfoetidbed,couldhaveitsnaturalgrowth,orputitslittleleavesofftothesunasGODdesignedit。Andthen,callingupsomeghastlychild,withstuntedformandwickedface,holdforthonitsunnaturalsinfulness,andlamentitsbeing,soearly,farawayfromHeaven——butthinkalittleofitshavingbeenconceived,andbornandbred,inHell!
Thosewhostudythephysicalsciences,andbringthemtobearuponthehealthofMan,tellusthatifthenoxiousparticlesthatrisefromvitiatedairwerepalpabletothesight,weshouldseethemloweringinadenseblackcloudabovesuchhaunts,androllingslowlyontocorruptthebetterportionsofatown。ButifthemoralpestilencethatriseswiththemandintheeternallawsofoutragedNature,isinseparablefromthem,couldbemadediscernibletoo,howterribletherevelation!Thenshouldweseedepravity,impiety,drunkenness,theft,murder,andalongtrainofnamelesssinsagainstthenaturalaffectionsandrepulsionsofmankind,overhangingthedevotedspots,andcreepingon,toblighttheinnocentandspreadcontagionamongthepure。Thenshouldweseehowthesamepoisonedfountainsthatflowintoourhospitalsandlazarhouses,inundatethejails,andmaketheconvict-shipsswimdeep,androllacrosstheseas,andover-runvastcontinentswithcrime。Thenshouldwestandappalledtoknow,thatwherewegeneratediseasetostrikeourchildrendownandentailitselfonunborngenerations,therealsowebreed,bythesamecertainprocess,infancythatknowsnoinnocence,youthwithoutmodestyorshame,maturitythatismatureinnothingbutinsufferingandguilt,blastedoldagethatisascandalontheformwebear。Unnaturalhumanity!Whenweshallgathergrapesfromthorns,andfigsfromthistles;whenfieldsofgrainshallspringupfromtheoffalinthebye-waysofourwickedcities,androsesbloominthefactchurchyardsthattheycherish;thenwemaylookfornaturalhumanityandfinditgrowingfromsuchseed。
Ohforagoodspiritwhowouldtakethehouse-topsoff,withamorepotentandbenignanthandthanthelamedemoninthetale,andshowaChristianpeoplewhatdarkshapesissuefromamidsttheirhomes,toswelltheretinueoftheDestroyingAngelashemovesforthamongthem!Foronlyonenight'sviewofthepalephantomsrisingfromthescenesofourtoolongneglect;andfromthethickandsullenairwhereViceandFeverpropagatetogether,rainingthetremendoussocialretributionswhichareeverpouringdown,andevercomingthicker!Brightandblestthemorningthatshouldriseonsuchanight:formen,delayedtonomorebystumbling-blocksoftheirownmaking,whicharebutspecksofdustuponthepathbetweenthemandeternity,wouldthenapplythemselves,likecreaturesofonecommonorigin,owingonedutytotheFatherofonefamily,andtendingtoonecommonend,tomaketheworldabetterplace!
Notthelessbrightandblestwouldthatdaybeforrousingsomewhoneverhavelookedoutupontheworldofhumanlifearoundthem,toaknowledgeoftheirownrelationtoit,andformakingthemacquaintedwithaperversionofnatureintheirowncontractedsympathiesandestimates;
asgreat,andyetasnaturalinitsdevelopmentwhenoncebegun,asthelowestdegradationknown。
ButnosuchdayhadeverdawnedonMr。Dombey,orhiswife;andthecourseofeachwastaken。
Throughsixmonthsthatensueduponhisaccident,theyheldthesamerelationsonetowardstheother。Amarblerockcouldnothavestoodmoreobduratelyinhiswaythanshe;andnochilledspring,lyinguncheeredbyanyrayoflightinthedepthsofadeepcave,couldbemoresullenormorecoldthanhe。
Thehopethathadflutteredwithinherwhenthepromiseofhernewhomedawned,wasquitegonefromtheheartofFlorencenow。Thathomewasnearlytwoyearsold;andeventhepatienttrustthatwasinher,couldnotsurvivethedailyblightofsuchexperience。Ifshehadanylingeringfancyinthenatureofhopeleft,thatEdithandherfathermightbehappiertogether,insomedistanttime,shehadnone,now,thatherfatherwouldeverloveher。Thelittleintervalinwhichshehadimaginedthatshesawsomesmallrelentinginhim,wasforgotteninthelongremembranceofhiscoldnesssinceandbefore,oronlyrememberedasasorrowfuldelusion。
Florencelovedhimstill,but,bydegrees,hadcometolovehimratherassomedearonewhohadbeen,orwhomighthavebeen,thanasthehardrealitybeforehereyes。SomethingofthesoftenedsadnesswithwhichshelovedthememoryoflittlePaul,orofhermother,seemedtoenternowintoherthoughtsofhim,andtomakethem,asitwere,adearremembrance。
Whetheritwasthathewasdeadtoher,andthatpartlyforthisreason,partlyforhisshareinthoseoldobjectsofheraffection,andpartlyforthelongassociationofhimwithhopesthatwerewitheredandtendernesseshehadfrozen,shecouldnothavetold;butthefatherwhomshelovedbegantobeavagueanddreamyideatoher:hardlymoresubstantiallyconnectedwithherreallife,thantheimageshewouldsometimesconjureup,ofherdearbrotheryetalive,andgrowingtobeaman,whowouldprotectandcherishher。
Thechange,ifitmaybecalledone,hadstolenonherlikethechangefromchildhoodtowomanhood,andhadcomewithit。Florencewasalmostseventeen,when,inherlonelymusings,shewasconsciousofthesethoughts。
Shewasoftenalonenow,fortheoldassociationbetweenherandhermamawasgreatlychanged。Atthetimeofherfather'saccident,andwhenhewaslyinginhisroomdownstairs,FlorencehadfirstobservedthatEdithavoidedher。Woundedandshocked,andyetunabletoreconcilethiswithheraffectionwhentheydidmeet,shesoughtherinherownroomatnight,oncemore。
`Mama,'saidFlorence,stealingsoftlytoherside,`haveIoffendedyou?'
Edithanswered`No。'
`Imusthavedonesomething,'saidFlorence。`Tellmewhatitis。Youhavechangedyourmannertome,dearMama。IcannotsayhowinstantlyIfeeltheleastchange;forIloveyouwithmywholeheart。'
`AsIdoyou,'saidEdith。`Ah,Florence,believemenevermorethannow!'
`Whydoyougoawayfrommesooften,andkeepaway?'askedFlorence。
`Andwhydoyousometimeslooksostrangelyonme,dearMama?Youdoso,doyounot?'
Edithsignifiedassentwithherdarkeyes。
`Why?'returnedFlorenceimploringly。`Tellmewhy,thatImayknowhowtopleaseyoubetter;andtellmethisshallnotbesoanymore。'
`MyFlorence,'answeredEdith,takingthehandthatembracedherneck,andlookingintotheeyesthatlookedintoherssolovingly,asFlorencekneltuponthegroundbeforeher;`whyitis,Icannottellyou。Itisneitherformetosay,noryoutohear;butthatitis,andthatitmustbe,Iknow。ShouldIdoitifIdidnot?'
`Arewetobeestranged,Mama?askedFlorence,gazingatherlikeonefrightened。
Edith'ssilentlipsformed`Yes。'
Florencelookedatherwithincreasingfearandwonder,untilshecouldseehernomorethroughtheblindingtearsthatrandownherface。
`Florence!mylife!'saidEdith,hurriedly,`listentome。Icannotbeartoseethisgrief。Becalmer。YouseethatIamcomposed,andisitnothingtome?'
Sheresumedhersteadyvoiceandmannerasshesaidthelatterwords,andaddedpresently:
`Notwhollyestranged。Partially:andonlythat,inappearance,Florence,forinmyownbreastIamstillthesametoyou,andeverwillbe。ButwhatIdoisnotdoneformyself。'
`Isitforme,Mama?'askedFlorence。
`Itisenough,'saidEdith,afterapause,`toknowwhatitis;
why,matterslittle。DearFlorence,itisbetter——itisnecessary——itmustbe——thatourassociationshouldbelessfrequent。Theconfidencetherehasbeenbetweenusmustbebrokenoff。'
`When?'criedFlorence。`Oh,Mama,when?'
`Now,'saidEdith。
`Foralltimetocome?'askedFlorence。
`Idonotsaythat,'answeredEdith。`Idonotknowthat。NorwillI
saythatcompanionshipbetweenusis,atthebest,anill-assortedandunholyunion,ofwhichImighthaveknownnogoodcouldcome。Mywayherehasbeenthroughpathsthatyouwillnevertread,andmywayhenceforthmaylie——Godknows——Idonotseeit——'
Hervoicediedawayintosilence;andshesat,lookingatFlorence,andalmostshrinkingfromher,withthesamestrangedreadandwildavoidancethatFlorencehadnoticedoncebefore。Thesamedarkprideandragesucceeded,sweepingoverherformandfeatureslikeanangrychordacrossthestringsofawildharp。Butnosoftnessorhumilityensuedonthat。Shedidnotlayherheaddownnow,andweep,andsaythatshehadnohopebutinFlorence。
ShehelditupasifshewereabeautifulMedusa,lookingonhim,facetoface,tostrikehimdead。Yes,andshewouldhavedoneit,ifshehadhadthecharm。
`Mama,'saidFlorence,anxiously,`thereisachangeinyou,inmorethanwhatyousaytome,whichalarmsme。Letmestaywithyoualittle。'
`No,'saidEdith,`no,dearest。Iambestleftalonenow,andIdobesttokeepapartfromyou,ofallelse。Askmenoquestions,butbelievethatwhatIamwhenIseemfickleorcapricioustoyou,Iamnotofmyownwill,orformyself。Believe,thoughwearestrangertoeachotherthanwehavebeen,thatIamunchangedtoyouwithin。Forgivemeforhavingeverdarkenedyourdarkhome——Iamashadowonit,Iknowwell——andletusneverspeakofthisagain。'
`Mama,'sobbedFlorence,`wearenottopart?'
`Wedothisthatwemaynotpart,'saidEdith。`Asknomore。Go,Florence!Myloveandmyremorsegowithyou!'
Sheembracedher,anddismissedher;andasFlorencepassedoutofherroom,Edithlookedontheretiringfigure,asifhergoodangelwentoutinthatform,andlefthertothehaughtyandindignantpassionsthatnowclaimedherfortheirown,andsettheirsealuponherbrow。
Fromthathour,Florenceandshewere,astheyhadbeen,nomore。
Fordaystogether,theywouldseldommeet,exceptattable,andwhenMr。
Dombeywaspresent。ThenEdith,imperious,inflexible,andsilent,neverlookedather。WheneverMr。Carkerwasoftheparty,asheoftenwas,duringtheprogressofMr。Dombey'srecovery,andafterwards,Edithheldherselfmoreremovedfromher,andwasmoredistanttowardsher,thanatothertimes。YetsheandFlorenceneverencountered,whentherewasnooneby,butshewouldembraceherasaffectionatelyasofold,thoughnotwiththesamerelentingofherproudaspect;andoften,whenshehadbeenoutlate,shewouldstealuptoFlorence'sroom,asshehadbeenusedtodo,inthedark,andwhisper`GoodNight,'onherpillow。Whenunconscious,inherslumber,ofsuchvisits,Florencewouldsometimesawake,asfromadreamofthosewords,softlyspoken,andwouldseemtofeelthetouchoflipsuponherface。Butlessandlessoftenasthemonthswenton。
AndnowthevoidFlorence'sownheartbeganagain,indeed,tomakeasolitudearoundher。Astheimageofthefatherwhomshelovedhadinsensiblybecomeamereabstraction,soEdith,followingthefateofalltherestaboutwhomheraffectionshadentwinedthemselves,wasfleeting,fading,growingpalerinthedistance,everyday。Littlebylittle,sherecededfromFlorence,liketheretiringghostofwhatshehadbeen;littlebylittle,thechasmbetweenthemwidenedandseemeddeeper;littlebylittle,allthepowerofearnestnessandtendernessshehadshown,wasfrozenupinthebold,angryhardihoodwithwhichshestood,uponthebrinkofadeepprecipiceunseenbyFlorence,daringtolookdown。
TherewasbutoneconsiderationtosetagainsttheheavylossofEdith,andthoughitwasslightcomforttoherburdenedheart,shetriedtothinkitsomerelief。Nolongerdividedbetweenheraffectionanddutytothetwo,Florencecouldlovebothanddonoinjusticetoeither。Asshadowsofherfondimagination,shecouldgivethemequalplaceinherownbosom,andwrongthemwithnodoubts。
Soshetriedtodo。Attimes,andoftentoo,wonderingspeculationsonthecauseofthischangeinEdithwouldobtrudethemselvesuponhermindandfrightenher;butinthecalmofitsabandonmentoncemoretosilentgriefandloneliness,itwasnotacuriousmind。Florencehadonlytorememberthatherstarofpromisewascloudedinthegeneralgloomthathunguponthehouse,andtoweepandberesigned。
Thusliving,inadreamwhereintheoverflowingloveofheryoungheartexpendeditselfonairyforms,andinarealworldwhereshehadexperiencedlittlebuttherollingbackofthatstrongtideuponitself,Florencegrewtobeseventeen。Timidandretiringashersolitarylifehadmadeher,ithadnotembitteredhersweettemper,orherearnestnature。
Achildininnocentsimplicity;awomaninhermodestself-reliance,andherdeepintensityoffeeling;bothchildandwomanseemedatonceexpressedinherfairfaceandfragiledelicacyofshape,andgracefullytominglethere;——asifthespringshouldbeunwillingtodepartwhensummercame,andsoughttoblendtheearlierbeautiesoftheflowerswiththeirbloom。
Butinherthrillingvoice,inhercalmeyes,sometimesinastrangeethereallightthatseemedtorestuponherhead,andalwaysinacertainpensiveairuponherbeauty,therewasanexpression,suchashadbeenseeninthedeadboy;andthecouncilintheServants'Hallwhisperedsoamongthemselves,andshooktheirheads,andateanddrankthemore,inacloserbondofgoodfellowship。
ThisobservantbodyhadplentytosayofMr。andMrs。Dombey,andofMr。Carker,whoappearedtobeamediatorbetweenthem,andwhocameandwentasifheweretryingtomakepeace,butnevercould。Theyalldeploredtheuncomfortablestateofaffairs,andallagreedthatMrs。
Pipchinwhoseunpopularitywasnottobesurpassedhadsomehandinit;
but,uponthewhole,itwasagreeabletohavesogoodasubjectforarallyingpoint,andtheymadeagreatdealofit,andenjoyedthemselvesverymuch。
Thegeneralvisitorswhocametothehouse,andthoseamongwhomMr。andMrs。Dombeyvisited,thoughtitaprettyequalmatch,astohaughtiness,atallevents,andthoughtnothingmoreaboutit。TheyoungladywiththebackdidnotappearforsometimeafterMrs。Skewton'sdeath;observingtosomeparticularfriends,withherusualengaginglittlescream,thatshecouldn'tseparatethefamilyfromanotionoftombstones,andhorrorsofthatsort;butwhenshedidcome,shesawnothingwrong,exceptMr。
Dombey'swearingabunchofgoldsealstohiswatch,whichshockedherverymuch,asanexplodedsuperstition。Thisyouthfulfascinatorconsideredadaughterin-lawobjectionableinprinciple;otherwise,shehadnothingtosayagainstFlorence,butthatshesadlywanted`style'——whichmightmeanback,perhaps。Many,whoonlycametothehouseonstateoccasions,hardlyknewwhoFlorencewas,andsaid,goinghome,`Indeed,wasthatMissDombey,inthecorner?Verypretty,butalittledelicateandthoughtfulinappearance!'
Nonethelessso,certainly,forherlifeofthelastsixmonths,Florencetookherseatatthedinner-table,onthedaybeforethesecondanniversaryofherfather'smarriagetoEdithMrs。Skewtonhadbeenlyingstrickenwithparalysiswhenthefirstcameround,withanuneasiness,amountingtodread。Shehadnootherwarrantforit,thantheoccasion,theexpressionofherfather'sface,inthehastyglanceshecaughtofit,andthepresenceofMr。Carker,which,alwaysunpleasanttoher,wasmoresoonthisday,thanshehadeverfeltitbefore。
Edithwasrichlydressed,forsheandMr。Dombeywereengagedintheeveningtosomelargeassembly,andthedinnerhourthatdaywaslate。Shedidnotappearuntiltheywereseatedattable,whenMr。Carkerroseandledhertoherchair。Beautifulandlustrousasshewas,therewasthatinherfaceandairwhichseemedtoseparateherhopelesslyfromFlorence,andfromeveryone,forevermore。Andyet,foraninstant,Florencesawabeamofkindnessinhereyes,whentheywereturnedonher,thatmadethedistancetowhichshehadwithdrawnherself,agreatercauseofsorrowandregretthanever。
Therewasverylittlesaidatdinner。FlorenceheardherfatherspeaktoMr。Carkersometimesonbusinessmatters,andheardhimsoftlyreply,butshepaidlittleattentiontowhattheysaid,andonlywishedthedinneratanend。Whenthedessertwasplaceduponthetable,andtheywereleftalone,withnoservantinattendance,Mr。Dombey,whohadbeenseveraltimesclearinghisthroatinamannerthataugurednogood,said:
`Mrs。Dombey,youknow,Isuppose,thatIhaveinstructedthehousekeeperthattherewillbesomecompanytodinnerhereto-morrow。'
`Idonotdineathome,'sheanswered。
`Notalargeparty,'pursuedMr。Dombey,withanindifferentassumptionofnothavingheardher;`merelysometwelveorfourteen。Mysister,MajorBagstock,andsomeotherswhomyouknowbutslightly。'
`Idonotdineathome,'sherepeated。
`HoweverdoubtfulreasonImayhave,Mrs。Dombey,'saidMr。Dombey,stillgoingmajesticallyon,asifshehadnotspoken,`toholdtheoccasioninverypleasantremembrancejustnow,thereareappearancesinthesethingswhichmustbemaintainedbeforetheworld。Ifyouhavenorespectforyourself,Mrs。Dombey——'
`Ihavenone,'shesaid。
`Madam,'criedMr。Dombey,strikinghishanduponthetable,`hearmeifyouplease。Isay,ifyouhavenorespectforyourself——'
`AndIsayIhavenone,'sheanswered。
Helookedather;butthefacesheshowedhiminreturnwouldnothavechanged,ifdeathitselfhadlooked。
`Carker,'saidMr。Dombey,turningmorequietlytothatgentleman,`asyouhavebeenmymediumofcommunicationwithMrs。Dombeyonformeroccasions,andasIchoosetopreservethedecenciesoflife,sofarasIamindividuallyconcerned,IwilltroubleyoutohavethegoodnesstoinformMrs。Dombeythatifshehasnorespectforherself,Ihavesomerespectformyself,andthereforeinsistonmyarrangementsforto-morrow。'
`Tellyoursovereignmaster,Sir,'saidEdith,`thatIwilltakeleavetospeaktohimonthissubjectby-and-bye,andthatIwillspeaktohimalone。'
`Mr。Carker,Madam,'saidherhusband,`beinginpossessionofthereasonwhichobligesmetorefuseyouthatprivilege,shallbeabsolvedfromthedeliveryofanysuchmessage。'Hesawhereyesmove,whilehespoke,andfollowedthemwithhisown。
`Yourdaughterispresent,Sir,'saidEdith。
`Mydaughterwillremainpresent,'saidMr。Dombey。
Florence,whohadrisen,satdownagain,hidingherfaceinherhands,andtrembling。
`Mydaughter,Madam'——beganMr。Dombey。
ButEdithstoppedhim,inavoicewhich,althoughnotraisedintheleast,wassoclear,emphatic,anddistinct,thatitmighthavebeenheardinawhirlwind。
`ItellyouIwillspeaktoyoualone,'shesaid。`Ifyouarenotmad,heedwhatIsay。'
`Ihaveauthoritytospeaktoyou,Madam,'returnedherhusband,`whenandwhereIplease;anditismypleasuretospeakhereandnow。'
Sheroseupasiftoleavetheroom;butsatdownagain,andlookingathimwithalloutwardcomposure,said,inthesamevoice:
`Youshall!'
`Imusttellyoufirst,thatthereisathreateningappearanceinyourmanner,Madam,'saidMr。Dombey,`whichdoesnotbecomeyou。'
Shelaughed。Theshakendiamondsinherhairstartedandtrembled。
Therearefablesofpreciousstonesthatwouldturnpale,theirwearerbeingindanger。Hadthesebeensuch,theirimprisonedraysoflightwouldhavehavetakenflightthatmoment,andtheywouldhavebeenasdullaslead。
Carkerlistened,withhiseyescastdown。
`Astomydaughter,Madam,'saidMr。Dombey,resumingthethreadofhisdiscourse,`itisbynomeansinconsistentwithherdutytome,thatsheshouldknowwhatconducttoavoid。Atpresentyouareaverystrongexampletoherofthiskind,andIhopeshemayprofitbyit。'
`Iwouldnotstopyounow,'returnedhiswife,immoveableineye,andvoice,andattitude;`Iwouldnotriseandgoaway,andsaveyoutheutteranceofoneword,iftheroomwereburning。'