Levinmeanwhile,inhistrousers,butwithouthiscoatandwaistcoat,waswalkingtoandfroinhisroomatthehotel,continuallyputtinghisheadoutofdoorandlookingupanddownthecorridor。Butinthecorridortherewasnosignofthepersonhewaslookingforandhecamebackindespair,andwavinghishandsaddressedStepanArkadyevich,whowassmokingserenely。
`Waseveramaninsuchafearfulfool’sposition?’hesaid。
`Yes,itisstupid,’StepanArkadyevichassented,smilingsoothingly。
`Butdon’tworry,it’llbebroughtdirectly。’
`No,whatistobedone!’saidLevin,withsmotheredfury。`Andthesefoolopenwaistcoats!Outofthequestion!’hesaid,lookingatthecrumpledfrontofhisshirt。`Andwhatifthethingshavebeentakenontotherailwaystation!’heroaredindesperation。
`Thenyoumustputonmine。’
`Ioughttohavedonesolongago,ifatall。’
`It’snotwelltolookridiculous……Waitabit!Itwillcomeround。’
ThepointwasthatwhenLevinaskedforhiseveningsuit,Kouzma,hisoldservant,hadbroughthimthecoat,waistcoat,andeverythingthatwaswanted。
`Buttheshirt!’criedLevin。
`You’vegotashirton,’Kouzmaanswered,withaplacidsmile。
Kouzmahadnotthoughtofleavingoutacleanshirt,andonreceivinginstructionstopackupeverythingandsenditroundtotheShcherbatskys’
house,fromwhichtheyoungpeopleweretosetoutthesameevening,hehaddoneso,packingeverythingbutthedresssuit。Theshirtwornsincethemorningwascrumpledandoutofthequestionwiththefashionableopenwaistcoat。ItwasalongwaytosendtotheShcherbatskys’。Theysentouttobuyashirt。Theservantcameback;everythingwasshutup-itwasSunday。TheysenttoStepanArkadyevich’sandbroughtashirt-itwasimpossiblywideandshort。TheysentfinallytotheShcherbatskys’tounpackthethings。Thebridegroomwasexpectedatthechurchwhilehewaspacingupanddownhisroomlikeawildbeastinacage,peepingoutintothecorridor,andwithhorroranddespairrecallingwhatabsurdthingshehadsaidtoKittyandwhatshemightbethinkingnow。
AtlasttheguiltyKouzmaflewpantingintotheroomwiththeshirt。
`Onlyjustintime。Theywerejustliftingitintothevan,’saidKouzma。
ThreeminuteslaterLevinranfullspeedintothecorridor,withoutlookingathiswatchforfearofaggravatinghissufferings。
`Youwon’thelpmatterslikethat,’saidStepanArkadyevichwithasmile,hurryingwithmoredeliberationafterhim。`Itwillcomeround,itwillcomeround-Itellyou。’
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TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart5,Chapter04[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter4`They’vecome!’`Hereheis!’`Whichone?’`Ratheryoung,eh?’`Why,mydearsoul,shelooksmoredeadthanalive!’werethecommentsinthecrowd,whenLevin,meetinghisbrideintheentrance,walkedwithherintothechurch。
StepanArkadyevichtoldhiswifethecauseofthedelay,andtheguestswerewhisperingitwithsmilestooneanother。Levinsawnothingandnoone;hedidnottakehiseyesoffhisbride。
Everyonesaidshehadlostherlooksdreadfullyoflate,andwasnotnearlyasprettyonherweddingdayasusual;butLevindidnotthinkso。Helookedatherhairdoneuphigh,withthelongwhiteveilandwhiteflowersandthehigh,scallopeddeMedicicollar,thatinsuchamaidenlyfashionhidherlongneckatthesidesandonlyshoweditinfront,andherstrikinglyslenderfigure,anditseemedtohimthatshelookedbetterthanever-notbecausetheseflowers,thisveil,thisgownfromParisaddedanythingtoherbeauty;butbecause,inspiteoftheelaboratesumptuousnessofherattire,theexpressionofhersweetface,ofhereyes,ofherlipswasstillherowncharacteristicexpressionofguilelesstruthfulness。
`Iwasbeginningtothinkyoumeanttorunaway,’shesaid,andsmiledtohim。
WhathappenedtomeissostupidI’mashamedtospeakofit!’
hesaid,reddening,andhewasobligedtoturntoSergeiIvanovich,whocameuptohim。
`Thisisaprettystoryofyoursabouttheshirt!’saidSergeiIvanovich,shakinghisheadandsmiling。
`Yes,yes!’answeredLevin,withoutanideaofwhattheyweretalkingabout。
`Now,Kostia,youhavetodecide,’saidStepanArkadyevichwithanairofmockdismay,`aweightyquestion。Youareatthismomentjustinthehumortoappreciateallitsgravity。Theyaskme,aretheytolightthecandlesthathavebeenlightedbeforeorcandlesthathaveneverbeenlighted?It’samatteroftenroubles,’headded,relaxinghislipsintoasmile。`Ihavedecided,butIwasafraidyoumightnotagree。’
Levinsawitwasajoke,buthecouldnotsmile。
`Well,how’sittobethen-unusedorusedcandles?-thatisthequestion。’
`Yes,yes,unusedones。’
`Oh,I’mveryglad。Thequestion’sdecided!’saidStepanArkadyevich,smiling。`Howsillymenbecome,though,inthissituation,’hesaidtoChirikov,whenLevin,afterlookingabsentlyathim,hadmovedbacktohisbride。
`Kitty,mindyou’rethefirsttosteponthecarpet,’saidCountessNordstone,comingup。`You’reafineperson!’shesaidtoLevin。
`Aren’tyoufrightened,eh?’saidMaryaDmitrievna,anoldaunt。
`Areyoucold?You’repale。Stopaminute,stoopdown,’saidKitty’ssister,MadameLvova,andwithherplump,prettyhandsshesmilinglysetstraighttheflowersonherhead。
Dollycameup,triedtosaysomething,butcouldnotspeak,cried,andthenlaughednaturally。
KittylookedatallofthemwiththesameabsenteyesasLevin。
Meanwhiletheofficiatingclergyhadgotintotheirvestments,andthepriestanddeaconcameouttothelectern,whichstoodintheporchofthechurch。ThepriestturnedtoLevinsayingsomething。Levindidnothearwhatthepriestsaid。
`Takethebride’shandandleadherup,’thebestmansaidtoLevin。
ItwasalongwhilebeforeLevincouldmakeoutwhatwasexpectedofhim。Foralongtimetheytriedtosethimrightandmadehimbeginagain-becausehekepttakingKittybythewrongarmorwiththewrongarm-tillheunderstoodatlastthatwhathehadtodowas,withoutchanginghisposition,totakeherrighthandinhisrighthand。Whenatlasthehadtakenthebride’shandinthecorrectway,thepriestwalkedafewpacesinfrontofthemandstoppedatthelectern。Thecrowdoffriendsandrelationsmovedafterthem,withabuzzoftalkandarustleoftrains。
Someonestoopeddownandstraightenedoutthebride’strain。Thechurchbecamesostillthatthedropsofwaxcouldbeheardfallingfromthecandles。
Thelittleoldpriestinhiscalotte,withhislongsilvery-graylocksofhairpartedbehindhisears,wasfumblingwithsomethingatthelectern,puttingouthislittleoldhandsfromundertheheavysilvervestmentwiththegoldcrossonthebackofit。
StepanArkadyevichapproachedhimcautiously,whisperedsomething,and,givingawinkatLevin,walkedbackagain。
Thepriestlightedtwocandles,wreathedwithflowers,andholdingthemsidewayssothatthewaxdroppedslowlyfromthemheturned,facingthebridalpair。ThepriestwasthesameoldmanwhohadconfessedLevin。
Helookedwithwearyandmelancholyeyesatthebrideandbridegroom,sighed,and,puttinghisrighthandoutfromunderhisvestment,blessedthebridegroomwithit,andalso,withashadeofsolicitoustenderness,laidhiscrossedfingersonthebowedheadofKitty。Thenhegavethemthecandles,and,takingthecenser,movedslowlyawayfromthem。
`Canitbetrue?’thoughtLevin,andhelookedroundathisbride。
Lookingdownatherhesawherfaceinprofile,andfromthescarcelyperceptiblequiverofherlipsandeyelashesheknewshewasawareofhiseyesuponher。Shedidnotlookround,butthehighscallopedcollar,thatreachedherlittlepinkear,trembledfaintly。Hesawthatasighwasheldbackinherthroat,andthelittlehandinthelonggloveshookasitheldthecandle。
Allthefussoftheshirt,ofbeinglate,allthetalkoffriendsandrelations,theirannoyance,hisludicrousposition-allsuddenlypassedawayandhewasfilledwithjoyanddread。
Thehandsome,statelyprotodeaconwearingasilverrobe,andhiscurlylocksstandingoutateachsideofhishead,steppedsmartlyforward,andliftinghisstoleontwofingers,stoodoppositethepriest。
`BlessedbethenameoftheLord,’thesolemnsyllablesrangoutslowlyoneafteranother,settingtheairquiveringwithwavesofsound。
`BlessedisthenameofourGod,fromthebeginning,asnow,andforeverandaye,’thelittleoldpriestansweredinasubmissive,pipingvoice,stillfingeringsomethingatthelectern。Andthefullchorusoftheunseenchoirroseup,fillingthewholechurch,fromthewindowstothevaultedroof,withbroadwavesofmelody。Itgrewstronger,restedforaninstant,andslowlydiedaway。
Theyprayed,astheyalwaysdo,forpeacefromonhighandforsalvation,fortheHolySynod,andfortheCzar;theyprayed,too,fortheservantsofGod,KonstantinandEkaterina,nowplightingtheirtroth。
`Vouchsafetothemlovemadeperfect,peace,andhelp,OLord,webeseechThee,’thewholechurchseemedtobreathewiththevoiceoftheprotodeacon。
Levinheardthewords,andtheyimpressedhim。`Howdidtheyguessthatitishelp,justhelpthatonewants?’hethought,recallingallhisfearsanddoubtsoflate。`WhatdoIknow?whatcanIdointhisfearfulbusiness,’hethought,`withouthelp?Yes,itishelpIwantnow。’
Whenthedeaconhadfinishedtheliturgicalprayer,thepriestturnedtothebridalpairwithhisbook:`EternalGod,whojoinesttogetherinlovethemthatwereseparate,’hereadinagentle,pipingvoice,`whohastordainedtheunionofholywedlockthatcannotbesetasunder,ThouwhodidstblessIsaacandRebeccaandtheirdescendants,accordingtoThyHolyCovenant,blessThouThyservants,KonstantinandEkaterina,leadingtheminthepathofallgoodworks。ForgraciousandmercifulartThou,ourLord,andglorybetoThee,theFather,theSon,andtheHolyGhost,nowandforeverandaye。’-`Amen!’theunseenchoirsentrollingagainthroughtheair。
`’Joinesttogetherinlovethemthatwereseparate。’Whatdeepmeaninginthosewords,andhowtheycorrespondwithwhatonefeelsatthismoment,’thoughtLevin。`IsshefeelingthesameasI?’
And,lookinground,hemethereyes。Andfromtheirexpressionheconcludedthatshewasunderstandingitjustashewas。Butthiswasamistake;shealmostcompletelymissedthemeaningofthewordsoftheservice;shehadnotheardthem,infact。Shecouldnotlistentothemandtakethemin,sostrongwastheonefeelingthatfilledherbreastandgrewstrongerandstronger。Thatfeelingwasjoyatthecompletionoftheprocessthatforthelastmonthandahalfhadbeengoingoninhersoul,andhadduringthosesixweeksbeenajoyandatorturetoher。
OnthedaywheninthedrawingroomofthehouseintheArbatstreetshehadgoneuptohiminherbrowndress,andhadgivenherselftohimwithoutaword-onthatday,atthathour,theretookplaceinherheartacompleteseverancefromallheroldlife,andaquitedifferent,new,utterlystrangelifehadbegunforher,whiletheoldlifewasactuallygoingonasbefore。
Thosesixweekshadforherbeenatimeoftheutmostblissandtheutmostmisery。Allherlife,allherdesiresandhopeswereconcentratedonthisoneman,stilluncomprehendedbyher,towhomshewasboundbyafeelingofalternateattractionandrepulsion,evenlesscomprehendedthanthemanhimself,andallthewhileshewasgoingonlivingintheoutwardconditionsofheroldlife。Livingtheoldlife,shewashorrifiedatherself,atherutterinsurmountablecallousnesstoallherownpast,tothings,tohabits,tothepeopleshehadloved,wholovedher-tohermother,whowaswoundedbyherindifference,toherkind,tenderfather,tillthendearerthanalltheworld。Atonemomentshewashorrifiedatthisindifference,atanothersherejoicedatwhathadbroughthertothisindifference。Shecouldnotframeathought,norawish,apartfromlifewiththisman;butthisnewlifewasnotyet,andshecouldnotevenpictureitclearlytoherself。Therewasonlyanticipation,thedreadandjoyofthenewandtheunknown。Andnowbeholdanticipationanduncertaintyandremorseattheabandonmentoftheoldlife-allthiswasending,andthenewwasbeginning。Thisnewlifecouldnotbuthaveterrorsforherbyitsobscurity;
but,terribleornot,thechangehadbeenwroughtsixweeksbeforeinhersoul,andthiswasmerelythefinalsanctionofwhathadlongbeencompletedinherheart。
Turningagaintothelectern,thepriestwithsomedifficultytookKitty’slittlering,and,askingLevinforhishand,putitonthefirstjointofhisfinger。`TheservantofGod,Konstantin,plightshistrothtotheservantofGod,Ekaterina。’AndputtinghisbigringonKitty’stouchinglyweak,pinktinyfinger,thepriestsaidthesamething。
Andthebridalpairtriedseveraltimestounderstandwhattheyhadtodo,andeachtimemadesomemistakeandwerecorrectedbythepriestinawhisper。Atlast,havingdulyperformedtheceremony,havingmadewiththeringsthesignofthecrossoverthem,thepriesthandedKittythebigring,andLevinthelittleone。Againtheywerepuzzled,andpassedtheringsfromhandtohand,stillwithoutdoingwhatwasexpected。
Dolly,Chirikov,andStepanArkadyevichsteppedforwardtosetthemright。Therewasanintervalofhesitation,whispering,andsmiles;
buttheexpressionofsolemnemotiononthefacesofthebetrothedpairdidnotchange:onthecontrary,intheirperplexityovertheirhandstheylookedmoregraveanddeeplymovedthanbefore,andthesmilewithwhichStepanArkadyevichwhisperedtothemthatnowtheywouldeachputontheirownringdiedawayonhislips。Hehadafeelingthatanysmilewouldjaronthem。
`Thouwhodidstfromthebeginningcreatemaleandfemale,’thepriestreadaftertheexchangeofrings,`fromTheewomanwasgiventomantobeahelpmeettohim,andfortheprocreationofchildren。OLord,ourGod,whohastpoureddowntheblessingsofThyTruthaccordingtoThyHolyCovenantuponThychosenservants,ourfathers,fromgenerationtogeneration,blessThyservantsKonstantinandEkaterina,andmaketheirtrothfastinfaith,andunionofhearts,andintruth,andinlove……’
Levinfeltmoreandmorethatallhisideasofmarriage,allhisdreamsofhowhewouldorderhislife,weremerechildishness,andthatitwassomethinghehadnotunderstoodhitherto,andnowunderstoodlessthanever,thoughitwasbeingperformeduponhim。Thelumpinhisthroatrosehigherandhigher;tearsthatwouldnotbecheckedcameintohiseyes。
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TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart5,Chapter05[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter5InthechurchtherewasallMoscow,allthefriendsandrelations;andduringtheceremonyofplightingtroth,inthebrilliantlylightedchurch,therewasanincessantflowofdiscreetlysubduedtalkinthecircleofgailydressedwomenandgirls,andmeninwhiteties,eveningdress,anduniform。Thetalkwasprincipallykeptupbythemen,whilethewomenwereabsorbedinwatchingeverydetailoftheceremony,whichalwaystouchesthemsomuch。
Inthelittlegroupnearestthebridewerehertwosisters:Dolly,andtheyoungerone,theself-possessedbeauty,MadameLvova,whohadjustarrivedfromabroad。
`WhyisitMarie’sinlilac?It’sasbadasblackatawedding,’
saidMadameKorsunskaia。
`Withhercomplexion,it’sheronesalvation,’respondedMadameDrubetskaia。`Iwonderwhytheyhadtheweddingintheevening?It’slikeshoppeople……’
`Somuchprettier。Iwasmarriedintheeveningtoo……’answeredMadameKorsunskaia,andshesighed,rememberinghowcharmingshehadbeenthatday,andhowabsurdlyinloveherhusbandwas,andhowdifferentitallwasnow。
`Theysayifanyoneisbestmanmorethantentimes,he’llneverbemarried。Iwantedtobeoneforthetenthtime,butthepostwastaken,’
saidCountSiniavintotheprettyPrincessCharskaia,whohaddesignsonhim。
PrincessCharskaiaonlyansweredwithasmile。ShelookedatKitty,thinkinghowandwhenshewouldstandwithCountSiniavininKitty’splace,andhowshewouldremindhimthenofhisjoketoday。
ShcherbatskytoldtheoldHoffraulein,MadameNikoleva,thathemeanttoputthecrownonKitty’schignonforluck。
`Sheoughtnottohavewornachignon,’answeredMadameNikoleva,whohadlongagomadeuphermindthatiftheelderlywidowershewasanglingformarriedher,theweddingshouldbeofthesimplest。`Idon’tlikesuchfaste。’
SergeiIvanovichwastalkingtoDaryaDmitrievna,jestinglyassuringherthatthecustomofgoingawayaftertheweddingwasbecomingcommonbecausenewlymarriedpeoplealwaysfeltalittleashamedofthemselves。
`Yourbrothermayfeelproudofhimself。She’samarvelofsweetness。
Ibelieveyou’reenvious。’
`Oh,I’vegotoverthat,DaryaDmitrievna,’heanswered,andamelancholyandseriousexpressionsuddenlycameoverhisface。
StepanArkadyevichwastellinghissister-in-lawhisjokeaboutdivorce。
`Thewreathwantssettingstraight,’sheanswered,withoutlisteningtohim。
`Whatapityshe’slostherlooksso,’CountessNordstonesaidtoMadameLvova。`Still,he’snotworthherlittlefinger,ishe?’
`Oh,Ilikehimso-notbecausehe’smyfuturebeau-frere,’answeredMadameLvova。`Andhowwellhe’sbehaving!It’ssodifficult,too,tolookwellinsuchaposition,nottoberidiculous。Andhe’snotridiculous,andnotaffected;onecanseehe’smoved。’
`Youexpectedit,Isuppose?’
`Almost。Shealwayscaredforhim。’
`Well,weshallseewhichofthemwillstepontherugfirst。
IwarnedKitty。’
`Itwillmakenodifference,’saidMadameLvova,`we’reallobedientwives;it’sinourfamily。’
`Oh,IsteppedontherugbeforeVassiliionpurpose。Andyou,Dolly?’
Dollystoodbesidethem;sheheardthem,butshedidnotanswer。
Shewasdeeplymoved。Thetearsstoodinhereyes,andshecouldnothavespokenwithoutcrying。ShewasrejoicingoverKittyandLevin;goingbackinthoughttoherownwedding,sheglancedattheradiantfigureofStepanArkadyevich,forgotallthepresent,andrememberedonlyherowninnocentlove。Sherecallednotherselfonly,butallherwomenfriendsandacquaintances。
Shethoughtofthemontheonedayoftheirtriumph,whentheyhadstoodlikeKittyundertheweddingcrown,withloveandhopeanddreadintheirhearts,renouncingthepast,andsteppingforwardintothemysteriousfuture。
Amongthebridesthatcamebacktohermemory,shethoughttooofherdarlingAnna,ofwhoseproposeddivorceshehadjustbeenhearing。Andshehadstoodjustasinnocent,inorangeblossomsandbridalveil。Andnow?`It’sterriblystrange,’shesaidtoherself。
Itwasnotmerelythesisters,thewomenfriends,andthefemalerelationsofthebride,whowerefollowingeverydetailoftheceremony。
Womenwhowerequitestrangers,merespectators,werewatchingitexcitedly,holdingtheirbreath,infearoflosingasinglemovementorexpressionofthebrideandbridegroom,andangrilynotanswering,oftennothearing,theremarksofthecallousmen,whokeptmakingjokingorirrelevantobservations。
`Whyhasshebeencrying?Isshebeingmarriedagainstherwill?’
`Againstherwill-toafinefellowlikethat?APrince,isn’the?’
`Isthathersisterinthewhitesatin?Justlistenhowthedeaconboomsout,``andobey!’’
`ArethechoristersfromthechurchoftheMiracle?’
`No-fromtheSynodalschool。’
`I’mtold-he’sgoingtotakeherhometohiscountryplaceatonce。Iaskedthefootman。Awfullyrich,theysay。That’swhyshe’sbeingmarriedtohim。’
`No-they’reawell-matchedpair。’
`Isay,MaryaVassilyevna,youclaimedthoseflyawaycrinolineswerenotbeingworn。Justlookatherinthepucedress-anambassador’swife,theysaysheis-see,howherskirtbounces!……Soandso!’
`Whataprettydearthebrideis-likealambdeckedwithflowers!
Well,saywhatyouwill,wewomenfeelforoursister。’
Suchwerethecommentsinthecrowdofgazingwomenwhohadsucceededinslippinginatthechurchdoors。
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TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart5,Chapter06[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter6Whentheceremonyofplightingtrothwasover,thesacristanspreadbeforethelecterninthemiddleofthechurchapieceofpinksilkenstuff,thechoirsangacomplicatedandelaboratepsalm,inwhichthebassandtenorsangresponsestooneanother,andthepriest,turninground,pointedthebridalpairtothepinksilkrug。Thoughbothhadoftenheardagreatdealaboutthesayingthattheonewhostepsfirstontherugwillbetheheadofthehouse,neitherLevinnorKittywerecapableofrecollectingit,astheytookthefewstepstowardit。Theydidnotheartheloudremarksanddisputesthatfollowed,somemaintaininghehadsteppedonitfirst,andothersthatbothhadsteppedonittogether。
Afterthecustomaryquestions,whethertheydesiredtoenteruponmatrimony,andwhethertheywerepledgedtoanyoneelse,andtheiranswers,whichsoundedstrangetothemselves,anewceremonybegan。Kittylistenedtothewordsoftheprayer,tryingtomakeouttheirmeaning,butshecouldnot。Thefeelingoftriumphandradianthappinessfloodedhersoulmoreandmoreastheceremonywenton,anddeprivedherofallpowerofattention。
Theyprayed:`Endowthemwithcontinenceandfruitfulness,andvouchsafethattheirheartsmayrejoicelookingupontheirsonsanddaughters。’
TheyalludedtoGod’screationofawifefromAdam’srib,`andforthiscauseamanshallleavefatherandmother,andcleaveuntohiswife,andtheytwoshallbeoneflesh,’andthat`thisisagreatmystery;’theyprayedthatGodwouldmakethemfruitfulandblessthem,likeIsaacandRebecca,Joseph,MosesandZipporah,andthattheymightlookupontheirchildren’schildren。`That’sallsplendid,’thoughtKitty,catchingthewords,`allthat’sjustasitshouldbe,’andasmileofhappiness,unconsciouslyreflectedineveryonewholookedather,beamedonherradiantface。
`Putitoncompletely!’voiceswereheardurgingwhen,afterthepriesthadputontheirweddingcrowns,andShcherbatsky,hishandshakinginitsthree-buttonglove,washoldingthecrownhighaboveherhead。
`Putiton!’shewhisperedsmiling。
Levinlookedroundather,andwasstruckbythejoyfulradianceonherface,andunconsciouslyherfeelinginfectedhim。Hetoo,likeher,feltjoyousandhappy。
TheyenjoyedhearingtheEpistleread,andtherolloftheprotodeacon’svoiceatthelastverse,awaitedwithsuchimpatiencebytheoutsidepublic。
Theyenjoyeddrinkingoutoftheshallowcupofwarmredwineandwater,andtheywerestillmorepleasedwhenthepriest,flingingbackhisstoleandtakingboththeirhandsinhis,ledthemroundthelecterntotheaccompanimentofbassvoiceschanting:`Isaiahrejoice!’ShcherbatskyandChirikov,supportingthecrownsandstumblingoverthebride’strain,smilingtooandseemingdelightedatsomething,wereatonemomentleftbehind,atthenexttreadingonthebridalpairasthepriestcametoahalt。ThesparkofjoykindledinKittyseemedtohaveinfectedeveryoneinthechurch。ItseemedtoLevinthatthepriestandthedeacontoowantedtosmile,justashedid。
Takingthecrownsofftheirheadsthepriestreadthelastprayerandcongratulatedtheyoungcouple。LevinlookedatKitty,andhehadneverbeforeseenherlookasshedid。Shewascharmingwiththenewradianceofhappinessinherface。Levinlongedtosaysomethingtoher,buthedidnotknowwhetheritwasallover。Thepriestgothimoutofhisdifficulty。
Hesmiledhiskindlysmileandsaidgently,`Kissyourwife-andyoukissyourhusband,’andtookthecandlesoutoftheirhands。
Levinkissedhersmilinglipswithtimidcare,gaveherhisarm,and,withanewstrangesenseofcloseness,walkedoutofthechurch。Hedidnotbelieve,hecouldnotbelieve,thatitwastrue。Itwasonlywhentheirwonderingandtimideyesmetthathebelievedinit,becausehefeltthattheywereone。
Aftersupper,thesamenight,theyoungpeopleleftforthecountry。
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TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart5,Chapter07[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter7VronskyandAnnahadbeentravelingforthreemonthstogetherinEurope。
TheyhadvisitedVenice,RomeandNaples,andhadjustarrivedatasmallItaliantownwheretheymeanttostaysometime。
Ahandsomeheadwaiter,withthickpomadedhairpartedfromtheneckupward,wearinganeveningcoat,abroadwhitecambricshirtfront,andabunchofwatchcharmsdanglingabovehissmallbaywindow,stoodwithhishandsinhispockets,lookingcontemptuouslyfromunderhiseyelids,whilehegavesomefrigidreplytoagentlemanwhohadstoppedstill。Catchingthesoundoffootstepscomingfromtheothersideoftheentrytowardthestaircase,theheadwaiterturnedround,and,seeingtheRussianCount,whohadtakentheirbestrooms,hetookhishandsoutofhispocketsdeferentially,andwithabowinformedhimthatacourierhadcome,andthatthebusinessaboutthepalazzohadbeenarranged。Thestewardwaspreparedtosigntheagreement。
`Ah!I’mgladtohearit,’saidVronsky。`IsMadameathomeornot?’
`Madamehasbeenoutforawalkbuthasreturnednow,’answeredthewaiter。
Vronskytookoffhissoft,wide-brimmedhatandpassedhishandkerchiefoverhisheatedbrowandhair,whichhadgrownhalfoverhisears,andwasbrushedbackcoveringthebaldpatchonhishead。And,glancingcasuallyatthegentleman,whostillstoodtheregazingintentlyathim,hewouldhavegoneon。
`ThisgentlemanisaRussian,andwasinquiringafteryou,’saidtheheadwaiter。
Withmingledfeelingsofannoyanceatneverbeingabletogetawayfromacquaintancesanywhere,andlongingtofindsomesortofdiversionfromthemonotonyofhislife,Vronskylookedoncemoreatthegentleman,whohadretreatedandstoodstillagain,andatthesamemomentalightcameintotheeyesofboth。
`Golenishchev!’
`Vronsky!’
ItreallywasGolenishchev,acomradeofVronsky’sintheCorpsofPages。IntheCorpsGolenishchevhadbelongedtotheliberalparty;
helefttheCorpswithoutenteringthearmy,andhadnevertakenofficeunderthegovernment。VronskyandhehadgonecompletelydifferentwaysonleavingtheCorps,andhadonlymetoncesince。
AtthatmeetingVronskyperceivedthatGolenishchevhadtakenupasortofloftyintellectuallyliberalline,andwasconsequentlydisposedtolookdownuponVronsky’sinterestsandcallinginlife。HenceVronskyhadmethimwiththechillingandhaughtymannerhesowellknewhowtoassume,themeaningofwhichwas:`Youmaylikeordislikemywaysoflife,that’samatterofthemostperfectindifferencetome;youwillhavetotreatmewithrespectifyouwanttoknowme。’GolenishchevhadbeencontemptuouslyindifferenttothetonetakenbyVronsky。Thatmeetingmighthavebeenexpectedtoestrangethemstillmore。Butnowtheybeamedandexclaimedwithdelightonrecognizingoneanother。VronskywouldneverhaveexpectedtobesopleasedtoseeGolenishchev,butprobablyhewasnothimselfawarehowboredhewas。Heforgotthedisagreeableimpressionoftheirlastmeeting,andwithafaceoffrankdelightheldouthishandtohisoldcomrade。
ThesameexpressionofdelightreplacedthelookofuneasinessonGolenishchev’sface。
`HowgladIamtomeetyou!’saidVronsky,showinghisstrongwhiteteethinafriendlysmile。
`IheardthenameVronsky,butIdidn’tknowwhichone。I’mvery,veryglad!’
`Let’sgoin。Come,tellmewhatyou’redoing。’
`I’vebeenlivingherefortwoyears。I’mworking。’
`Ah!’saidVronsky,withsympathy。`Let’sgoin。’
AndwiththehabitcommonamongRussians,insteadofsayinginRussianwhathewantedtokeepfromtheservants,hebegantospeakinFrench。
`DoyouknowMadameKarenina?Wearetravelingtogether。Iamgoingtoseehernow,’hesaidinFrench,carefullyscrutinizingGolenishchev’sface。
`Ah,Ididnotknow’thoughhedidknow,Golenishchevansweredcarelessly。`Haveyoubeenherelong?’headded。
`Threedays,’Vronskyanswered,oncemorescrutinizinghisfriend’sfaceintently。
`Yes,he’sadecentfellow,andwilllookatthethingproperly,’
Vronskysaidtohimself,catchingthesignificanceofGolenishchev’sfaceandthechangeofsubject。`IcanintroducehimtoAnna-helooksatitproperly。’
DuringthethreemonthsthatVronskyhadspentabroadwithAnna,hehadalwaysonmeetingnewpeopleaskedhimselfhowthenewpersonwouldlookathisrelationswithAnna,andforthemostpart,inmen,hehadmetwiththe`proper’wayoflookingatit。Butifhehadbeenasked,andthosewholookedatit`properly’hadbeenaskedexactlyhowtheydidlookatit,bothheandtheywouldhavebeengreatlypuzzledtoanswer。
Inreality,thosewhoinVronsky’sopinionhadthe`proper’viewhadnosortofviewatall,butbehavedingeneralaswell-bredpersonsdobehaveinregardtoallthecomplexandinsolubleproblemswithwhichlifeisencompassedonallsides;theybehavedwithpropriety,avoidingallusionsandunpleasantquestions。Theyassumedanairoffullycomprehendingtheimportandforceofthesituation,ofacceptingandevenapprovingofit,butofconsideringitsuperfluousanduncalled-fortoputallthisintowords。
VronskyatoncedivinedthatGolenishchevwasofthisclass,andthereforewasdoublypleasedtoseehim。And,infact,Golenishchev’smannertoMadameKarenina,whenhewastakentocallonher,wasallthatVronskycouldhavedesired。Obviouslywithouttheslightestefforthesteeredclearofallsubjectswhichmightleadtoembarrassment。
HehadnevermetAnnabefore,andwasstruckbyherbeauty,and,stillmore,bythenaturalnesswithwhichsheacceptedherposition。SheblushedwhenVronskybroughtinGolenishchev,andhewasextremelycharmedbythischildishblushoverspreadinghercandidandhandsomeface。Butwhathelikedparticularlywasthewayinwhichatonce,asthoughonpurpose,sothattheremightbenomisunderstandingwithanoutsider,shecalledVronskysimplyAlexei,andsaidtheyweremovingintoahousetheyhadjusttaken-whatwasherecalledapalazzo。Golenishchevlikedthisdirectandsimpleattitudetoherownposition。LookingatAnna’smannerofsimplehearted,spiritedgaiety,andknowingAlexeiAlexandrovichandVronsky,Golenishchevfanciedthatheunderstoodherperfectly。Hefanciedthatheunderstoodwhatshewasutterlyunabletounderstand:howitwasthat,havingmadeherhusbandwretched,havingabandonedhimandhersonandlosthergoodname,sheyetfeltfullofspirits,gaiety,andhappiness。
`It’sintheguidebook,’saidGolenishchev,referringtothepalazzoVronskyhadtaken。`There’safirst-rateTintorettothere。Oneofhislatestperiod。’
`Itellyouwhat:it’salovelyday,let’sgoandhaveanotherlookatit,’saidVronsky,addressingAnna。
`Ishallbeverygladto;I’llgoandputonmyhat。Wouldyousayit’shot?’shesaid,stoppingshortinthedoorwayandlookinginquiringlyatVronsky。Andagainavividflushoverspreadherface。
VronskysawfromhereyesthatshedidnotknowonwhattermshecaredtobewithGolenishchev,andsowasafraidofnotbehavingashewouldwish。
Hebestowedalong,tenderlookather。
`No,notvery,’hesaid。
Anditseemedtoherthatsheunderstoodeverything-mostofall,thathewaspleasedwithher;and,smilingtohim,shewalkedwithherrapidstepoutofthedoor。
Thefriendsglancedatoneanother,andalookofhesitationcameintobothfaces,asthoughGolenishchev,unmistakablyadmiringher,wouldhavelikedtosaysomethingabouther,andcouldnotfindtherightthingtosay,whileVronskydesiredanddreadedhisdoingso。
`Wellthen,’Vronskybegan,tostartaconversationofsomesort,`soyou’resettledhere?You’restillatthesamework,then?’hewenton,recallingthathehadbeentoldGolenishchevwaswritingsomething。
`Yes,I’mwritingthesecondpartoftheTwoElements,’
saidGolenishchev,coloringwithpleasureatthequestion-`thatis,tobeexact,Iamnotwritingityet;Iampreparing,collectingmaterials。
Itwillbeoffarwiderscope,andwilltouchonalmostallquestions。
WeinRussiarefusetoseethatwearetheheirsofByzantium,’andhelaunchedintoalongandheatedexplanationofhisviews。
VronskyatthefirstmomentfeltembarrassedatnotevenknowingofthefirstpartoftheTwoElements,ofwhichtheauthorspokeassomethingwellknown。ButasGolenishchevbegantolaydownhisopinionsandVronskywasabletofollowthemevenwithoutknowingtheTwoElements,helistenedtohimwithsomeinterest,forGolenishchevspokewell。ButVronskywasstartledandannoyedbythenervousirascibilitywithwhichGolenishchevtalkedofthesubjectthatengrossedhim。Ashewentontalking,hiseyesglitteredmoreandmoreangrily;hewasmoreandmorehurriedinhisrepliestoimaginaryopponents,andhisfacegrewmoreandmoreexcitedandworried。RememberingGolenishchev,athin,lively,good-naturedandwell-bredboy,alwaysattheheadoftheclass,Vronskycouldnotmakeoutthereasonforhisirritability,andhedidnotlikeit。WhatheparticularlydislikedwasthatGolenishchev,amanbelongingtoagoodset,shouldputhimselfonalevelwithsomescribblingfellowswithwhomhewasirritatedandangry。Wasitworthit?Vronskydislikedit,yethefeltthatGolenishchevwasunhappy,andwassorryforhim。Unhappiness,almostmentalderangement,wasvisibleonhismobile,ratherhandsomeface,as,withoutevennoticingAnna’scomingin,hewentonhurriedlyandhotlyexpressinghisviews。
WhenAnnacameininherhatandcape,herlovelyhandrapidlyswingingherparasol,andstoodbesidehim,itwaswithafeelingofreliefthatVronskybrokeawayfromtheplaintiveeyesofGolenishchevwhichfastenedpersistentlyuponhim,andwithafreshrushoflovelookedathischarmingcompanion,fulloflifeandhappiness。Golenishchevrecoveredhimselfwithaneffort,andatfirstwasdejectedandgloomy,butAnna,disposedasshewasatthattimetofeelfriendlywitheveryone,soonrevivedhisspiritsbyherdirectandlivelymanner。Aftertryingvarioussubjectsofconversation,shegothimuponpainting,ofwhichhetalkedverywell,andshelistenedtohimattentively。Theywalkedtothehousetheyhadtakenandlookedoverit。
`Iamverygladofonething,’saidAnnatoGolenishchevwhentheywereontheirwayback,`Alexeiwillhaveacapitalatelier。Youmustcertainlytakethatroom,’shesaidtoVronskyinRussian,usingtheaffectionatelyfamiliarform,asthoughshesawthatGolenishchevwouldbecomeintimatewiththemintheirisolation,andthattherewasnoneedofreservebeforehim。
`Doyoupaint?’saidGolenishchevturningroundquicklytoVronsky。
`Yes,Iusedtostudylongago,andnowIhavebeguntodoalittle,’
saidVronsky,reddening。
`Hehasgreattalent,’saidAnnawithadelightedsmile。`I’mnojudge,ofcourse。Butgoodjudgeshavesaidthesame。’
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TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart5,Chapter08[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter8Anna,inthatfirstperiodofheremancipationandrapidreturntohealth,feltherselfunpardonablyhappyandfullofthejoyoflife。Thethoughtofherhusband’sunhappinessdidnotpoisonherhappiness。Ononesidethatmemorywastooawfultobethoughtof。Ontheothersideherhusband’sunhappinesshadgivenhertoomuchhappinesstoberegretted。Thememoryofallthathadhappenedafterherillness:herreconciliationwithherhusband,therupture,thenewsofVronsky’swound,hisvisit,thepreparationsfordivorce,thedeparturefromherhusband’shouse,thepartingfromherson-allthatseemedtoherlikeadeliriousdream,fromwhichshehadwakedupabroad,alonewithVronsky。Thethoughtoftheharmcausedtoherhusbandarousedinherafeelinglikerepulsion,andakintowhatadrowningmanmightfeelwhohasshakenoffanothermanclingingtohim。
Thatmandiddrown。Itwasanevilaction,ofcourse,butitwasthesolemeansofescape,andbetternottobroodoverthesefearfulfacts。
Oneconsolatoryreflectionuponherconducthadoccurredtoheratthefirstmomentofthefinalrupture,andwhennowsherecalledallthepast,sherememberedthatonereflection。`Ihaveinevitablymadethatmanwretched,’shethought;`butIdon’twanttoprofitbyhismisery。
I,too,amsuffering,andshallsuffer;IamlosingwhatIprizedaboveeverything-Iamlosingmygoodnameandmyson。Ihavedonewrong,andsoIdon’twanthappiness,Idon’twantadivorce,andshallsufferfrommyshameandtheseparationfrommychild。’But,howeversincerelyAnnahadmeanttosuffer,shewasnotsuffering。Shametherewasnone。Withthetactofwhichbothhadsuchalargeshare,theyhadsucceededinavoidingRussianladiesabroad,andsohadneverplacedthemselvesinafalseposition,andeverywheretheyhadmetpeoplewhopretendedthattheyperfectlyunderstoodtheirposition,farbetterindeedthantheydidthemselves。Separationfromthesonsheloved-eventhatdidnotcauseheranguishintheseearlydays。Thebabygirl-hischild-wassosweet,andhadsowonAnna’sheart,sinceshewasallthatwaslefther,thatAnnararelythoughtofherson。
Thedesireforlife,waxingstrongerwithrecoveredhealth,wassointense,andtheconditionsoflifeweresonewandpleasant,thatAnnafeltunpardonablyhappy。ThemoreshegottoknowVronsky,themoreshelovedhim。Shelovedhimforhimself,andforhisloveforher。Hercompleteownershipofhimwasacontinualjoytoher。Hispresencewasalwayssweettoher。Allthetraitsofhischaracter,whichshelearnedtoknowbetterandbetter,wereunutterablydeartoher。Hisappearance,changedbyhisciviliandress,wasasfascinatingtoherasthoughsheweresomeyounggirlinlove。Ineverythinghesaid,thought,anddid,shesawsomethingparticularlynobleandelevated。Heradorationofhimalarmedherindeed;
shesoughtandcouldnotfindinhimanythingnotfine。Shedarednotshowhimhersenseofherowninsignificancebesidehim。Itseemedtoherthat,knowingthis,hemightsoonerceasetoloveher;andshedreadednothingnowsomuchaslosinghislove,thoughshehadnogroundsforfearingit。
Butshecouldnothelpbeinggratefultohimforhisattitudetoher,andshowingthatsheappreciatedit。He,whohadinheropinionsuchamarkedaptitudeforapoliticalcareer,inwhichhewouldhavebeencertaintoplayaleadingpart-hehadsacrificedhisambitionforhersake,andneverbetrayedtheslightestregret。Hewasmorelovinglyrespectfultoherthanever,andtheconstantcarethatsheshouldnotfeeltheawkwardnessofherpositionneverdesertedhimforasingleinstant。He,somanlyaman,neveropposedher,hadindeed,withher,nowillofhisown,andwasanxious,itseemed,fornothingbuttoanticipateherwishes。Andshecouldnotbutappreciatethis,eventhoughtheveryintensityofhissolicitudeforher,theatmosphereofcarewithwhichhesurroundedher,sometimesweigheduponher。
Vronsky,meanwhile,inspiteofthecompleterealizationofwhathehadsolongdesired,wasnotperfectlyhappy。Hesoonfeltthattherealizationofhisdesiresgavehimnomorethanagrainofsandoutofthemountainofhappinesshehadexpected。Itshowedhimthemistakemenmakeinpicturingtothemselveshappinessastherealizationoftheirdesires。
Foratimeafterjoininghislifetohers,andputtingonciviliandress,hehadfeltallthedelightoffreedomingeneral,ofwhichhehadknownnothingbefore,andoffreedominhislove-andhewascontent,butnotforlong。Hewassoonawarethattherewasspringingupinhisheartadesirefordesires-longing。Withoutconsciousintentionhebegantoclutchateverypassingcaprice,takingitforadesireandanobject。Sixteenhoursofthedaymustbeoccupiedinsomeway,sincetheywerelivingabroadincompletefreedom,outsidetheconditionsofsociallifewhichfilleduptimeinPeterburg。Asfortheamusementsofbachelorexistence,whichhadprovidedVronskywithentertainmentonprevioustoursabroad,theycouldnotbethoughtof,sincethesoleattemptofthesorthadledtoasuddenattackofdepressioninAnna,quiteoutofproportionwiththecause-alatesupperwithbachelorfriends。Relationswiththesocietyoftheplace-foreignandRussian-wereequallyoutofthequestion,owingtotheirregularityoftheirposition。Theinspectionofobjectsofinterest,apartfromthefactthateverythinghadbeenseenalready,hadnotforVronsky,aRussianandasensibleman,theinexplicablesignificanceEnglishmenareabletoattachtothatpursuit。
And,justasthehungryanimaleagerlyclutcheseveryobjectitcanget,hopingtofindnourishmentinit,Vronskyquiteunconsciouslyclutchedfirstatpolitics,thenatnewbooks,andthenatpictures。
Ashehad,eversincehewasachild,atasteforpainting,andas,notknowingwhattospendhismoneyon,hehadbeguncollectingengravings,hecametoastopatpainting,begantotakeinterestinit,andconcentrateduponittheunoccupiedfundofdesireswhichdemandedsatisfaction。
Ashehadacapacityforunderstandingart,andfortrueandtastefulimitationintheartofpainting,hesupposedhimselftohavetherealthingessentialforanartist,andafterhesitatingforsometimewhichstyleofpaintingtoselect-religious,historical,realistic,orgenrepainting-hesettoworktopaint。Heappreciatedallkinds,andcouldhavefeltinspiredbyanyoneofthem;buthehadnoconceptionofthepossibilityofknowingnothingatallofanyschoolofpainting,andofbeinginspireddirectlybywhatiswithinthesoul,withoutcaringwhetherwhatispaintedwillbelongtoanyrecognizedschool。Sinceheknewnothingofthis,anddrewhisinspiration,notdirectlyfromlife,butindirectlyfromlifeembodiedinart,hisinspirationcameveryquicklyandeasily,andasquicklyandeasilycamehissuccessinpaintingsomethingverysimilartothesortofpaintinghewastryingtoimitate。
MorethananyotherstylehelikedtheFrench-gracefulandeffective-andinthatstylehebegantopaintAnna’sportraitinItaliancostume,andtheportraitseemedtohim,andtoeveryonewhosawit,extremelysuccessful。
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TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart5,Chapter09[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter9Theoldneglectedpalazzo,withitsloftyplasticplafondsandfrescoesonthewalls,withitsfloorsofmosaic,withitsheavyyellowstuffcurtainsonthewindows,withitsvasesonpedestals,anditsopenfireplaces,itscarveddoorsandgloomyreceptionroomshungwithpictures-thispalazzodidmuch,byitsveryappearanceaftertheyhadmovedintoit,toconfirminVronskytheagreeableillusionthathewasnotsomuchaRussiancountrygentleman,aretiredofficerofthelifeguards,asanenlightenedamateurandpatronofthearts,himselfamodestartistwhohadrenouncedtheworld,hisconnections,andhisambitionforthesakeofthewomanheloved。
TheposechosenbyVronskywiththeirremovalintothepalazzowascompletelysuccessful,andhaving,throughGolenishchev,madetheacquaintanceofafewinterestingpeople,foratimehewassatisfied。HepaintedstudiesfromnatureundertheguidanceofanItalianprofessorofpainting,andstudiedmedievalItalianlife。MedievalItalianlifesofascinatedVronskythatevenhishat,andaplaidflungoverhisshoulder,wereworninthemedievalstyle,which,indeed,wasextremelybecomingtohim。
`Herewelive,andknownothingofwhat’sgoingon,’VronskysaidtoGolenishchev,whenthelattercametoseehimonemorning。`HaveyouseenMikhailov’spicture?’hesaid,handinghimaRussiangazettehehadreceivedthatmorning,andpointingtoanarticleonaRussianartist,livingintheverysametown,andjustfinishingapicturewhichhadlongbeentalkedabout,andhadbeenboughtbeforehand。Thearticlereproachedthegovernmentandtheacademyforlettingsoremarkableanartistbeleftwithoutencouragementandsupport。
`I’veseenit,’answeredGolenishchev。`Ofcourse,he’snotwithouttalent,butit’sallinawrongdirection。It’salltheIvanov-Strauss-RenanattitudetoChristandtoreligiouspainting。’
`Whatisthesubjectofthepicture?’askedAnna。
`ChristbeforePilate。ChristisrepresentedasaJewwithalltherealismofthenewschool。’
Andthequestionofthesubjectofthepicturehavingbroughthimtooneofhisfavoritetheories,Golenishchevlaunchedforthintoadisquisitiononit。
`Ican’tunderstandhowtheycanfallintosuchagrossmistake。
ChristalwayshasHisdefiniteembodimentintheartofthegreatmasters。
Andtherefore,iftheywanttodepict,notGod,butarevolutionistorasage,letthemtakefromhistoryaSocrates,aFranklin,aCharlotteCorday,butnotChrist。Theytaketheveryfigurewhichcannotbetakenfortheirart,andthen……’
`AndisittruethatthisMikhailovisinsuchpoverty?’askedVronsky,thinkingthat,asaRussianMaecenas,itwashisdutytoassisttheartistregardlessofwhetherthepictureweregoodorbad。
`Hardly。He’saremarkableportraitpainter。HaveyoueverseenhisportraitofMadameVassilkova?ButIbelievehedoesn’tcareaboutpaintinganymoreportraits,andso,likelyasnot,hemaybeinwant。
Imaintainthat……’
`Couldn’tweaskhimtopaintaportraitofAnnaArkadyevna?’
saidVronsky。
`Whymine?’saidAnna。`AfteryoursIdon’twantanotherportrait。
BetterhaveoneofAnnie’soshecalledherbabygirl。`Heresheis,’
sheadded,lookingoutofthewindowatthehandsomeItaliannurse,whowascarryingthechildoutintothegarden,andimmediatelyglancing,unperceived,atVronsky。Thehandsomenurse,fromwhomVronskywaspaintingaheadforhispicture,wastheonehiddengriefinAnna’slife。Hepaintedwithherashismodel,admiredherbeautyandmedievalism,andAnnadarednotconfesstoherselfthatshewasafraidofbecomingjealousofthisnurse,andwasforthatreasonparticularlygraciousandcondescendingbothtoherandherlittleson。
Vronsky,too,glancedoutofthewindowandintoAnna’seyes,and,turningatoncetoGolenishchev,hesaid:
`DoyouknowthisMikhailov?’
`Ihavemethim。Buthe’saqueerfish,andquitewithoutbreeding。
Youknow,oneofthosesavagenewpeopleoneisforevercomingacrossnowadays;
oneofthosefreethinkers,youknow,whoarerearedd’embleeintheoriesofatheism,negation,andmaterialism。Informerdays,’saidGolenishchev,notobserving,ornotwillingtoobserve,thatbothAnnaandVronskywantedtospeak,`informerdaysthefreethinkerwasamanwhohadbeenbroughtupinideasofreligion,law,andmorality,andonlythroughconflictandstrugglecametofreethought;butnowtherehassprungupanewtypeofnativefreethinkerwhogrowsupwithoutevenhavingheardofprinciplesofmoralityorofreligion,oftheexistenceofauthorities,whogrowsupdirectlyinideasofnegationineverything,thatistosay,asavage。
Well,he’softhatclass。He’stheson,itappears,ofsomeMoscowbutler,andhasneverhadanysortofbringing-up。Whenhegotintotheacademyandmadehisreputationhetried,ashe’snofool,toeducatehimself。
Andheturnedtowhatseemedtohimtheverysourceofculture-themagazines。
Inoldtimes,yousee,amanwhowantedtoeducatehimself-aFrenchman,forinstance-wouldhavesettoworktostudyalltheclassics:theologiansandtragediansandhistoriansandphilosophers,and,yousee,alltheintellectualworkthatcameinhisway。Butinourdayhegoesstraightfortheliteratureofnegation,veryquicklyassimilatesalltheextractsofthescienceofnegation,andhe’sallset。Andthat’snotall-twentyyearsagohewouldhavefoundinthatliteraturetracesofconflictwithauthorities,withthecreedsoftheages;hewouldhaveperceivedfromthisconflictthattherewassomethingelse;butnowhecomesatonceuponaliteratureinwhichtheoldcreedsdonotevenfurnishmatterfordiscussion,butitisstatedbaldlythatthereisnothingelse;justevolution,naturalselection,thestruggleforexistence-andthat’sall。InmyarticleI’ve……’
`Itellyouwhat,’saidAnna,whohadforalongwhilebeenexchangingwaryglanceswithVronsky,andknewthathewasnotintheleastinterestedintheeducationofthisartist,butwassimplyabsorbedbytheideaofassistinghim,andorderingaportraitofhim;`Itellyouwhat,’shesaid,resolutelyinterruptingGolenishchev,whowasstilltalkingaway,`let’sgoandseehim!’
Golenishchevrecoveredhisself-possessionandreadilyagreed。
But,astheartistlivedinaremotewardofthetown,itwasdecidedtotakeacarriage。
AnhourlaterAnna,withGolenishchevbyhersideandVronskyonthefrontseatofthecarriage,facingthem,droveuptoanuglynewhouseinaremoteward。Onlearningfromtheporter’swife,whocameouttothem,thatMikhailovsawvisitorsathisstudio,butthatatthatmomenthewasinhislodgingonlyacoupleofstepsoff,theysenthertohimwiththeircards,askingpermissiontoseehispictures。
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TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart5,Chapter10[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter10TheartistMikhailovwas,asalways,atworkwhenthecardsofCountVronskyandGolenishchevwerebroughttohim。Inthemorninghehadbeenworkinginhisstudioathisbigpicture。Ongettinghomeheflewintoaragewithhiswifefornothavingmanagedtoputoffthelandlady,whohadbeenaskingformoney。
`I’vesaidittoyoutwentytimes,don’tenterintodetails。You’refoolenoughatalltimes,andwhenyoustartexplainingthingsinItalianyou’reatriplefool,’hesaidafteralongdispute。
`Don’tletitrunsolong;it’snotmyfault。IfIhadthemoney……’
`Leavemeinpeace,forGod’ssake!’Mikhailovshrieked,withtearsinhisvoice,and,stoppinghisears,hewentoffintohisworkingroom,ontheothersideofapartitionwall,andclosedthedoorafterhim。`There’snosenseinher!’hesaidtohimself,satdowntothetable,and,openingaportfolio,hesettoworkatoncewithpeculiarfervoratasketchhehadbegun。
Neverdidheworkwithsuchfervorandsuccessaswhenthingswentillwithhim,andespeciallywhenhequarreledwithhiswife。`Oh!
damnthemall!’hethoughtashewentonworking。Hewasmakingasketchforthefigureofamaninaviolentrage。Asketchhadbeenmadebefore,buthewasdissatisfiedwithit。`No,thatonewasbetter……Whereisit?’Hewentbacktohiswife,and,scowlingandnotlookingather,askedhiseldestlittlegirl:Wherewasthatpieceofpaperhehadgiventhem?
Thepaperwiththediscardedsketchonitwasfound,butitwasdirty,andspottedwithcandlegrease。Still,hetookthesketch,laiditonhistable,and,movingalittleaway,screwinguphiseyes,hefelltogazingatit。Allatoncehesmiledandgesticulatedgleefully。
`That’sit!That’sit!’hesaid,and,atoncepickingupthepencil,hebegandrawingrapidly。Thespotoftallowhadgiventhemananewpose。
Hehadsketchedthisnewpose,whenallatonceherecalledthefaceofashopkeeperofwhomhehadboughtcigars,avigorousfacewithaprominentchin,andhesketchedthisveryface,thischin,ontothefigureoftheman。Helaughedaloudwithdelight。Thefigurefromalifelessimaginedthinghadbecomeliving,andsuchthatitcouldneverbechanged。
Thatfigurelived,andwasclearlyandunmistakablydefined。Thesketchmightbecorrectedinaccordancewiththerequirementsofthefigure;thelegs,indeed,couldandmustbeputdifferently,andthepositionofthelefthandmustbequitealtered;thehair,too,mightbethrownback。Butinmakingthesecorrectionshewasnotalteringthefigurebutsimplygettingridofwhatconcealedthefigure。Hewas,asitwere,strippingofftheveilswhichhindereditfrombeingdistinctlyseen;eachnewfeatureonlybroughtoutthewholefigureinallitsforceandvigor,asithadsuddenlycometohimfromthespotoftallow。Hewascarefullyfinishingthefigurewhenthecardswerebroughthim。
`Coming,coming!’
Hewentintohiswife。
`Come,Sasha,don’tbecross!’hesaid,smilingtimidlyandaffectionatelyather。`Youweretoblame。Iwastoblame。I’llmakeitallright。’And,havingmadepeacewithhiswife,heputonanolive-greenovercoatwithavelvetcollarandahat,andwenttowardhisstudio。Thesuccessfulfigurehehadalreadyforgotten。Nowhewasdelightedandexcitedatthevisitofthesepeopleofconsequence,Russians,whohadcomeintheircarriage。
Ofhispicture,theonethatstoodnowonhiseasel,hehadatthebottomofhisheartoneconviction-thatnoonehadeverpaintedapicturelikeit。HedidnotbelievethatthispicturewasbetterthanallthepicturesofRaphael,butheknewthatwhathetriedtoconveyinthatpicturenooneeverhadconveyed。Thisheknewpositively,andhadknownalongwhile,eversincehehadbeguntopaintit。Butotherpeople’scriticisms,whatevertheymightbe,hadyetimmenseconsequenceinhiseyes,andtheyagitatedhimtothedepthsofhissoul。Anyremark,themostinsignificant,whichshowedthatthecriticsaweventhetiniestpartofwhathehimselfsawinthepicture,agitatedhimtothedepthsofhissoul。Healwaysattributedtohisjudgesamoreprofoundcomprehensionthanhehadhimself,andalwaysexpectedfromthemsomethinghedidnothimselfseeinthepicture。Andoftenintheircriticismshefanciedthathefoundthis。
Hewalkedrapidlytothedoorofhisstudio,andinspiteofhisexcitementhewasstruckbythesoftlightonAnna’sfigureasshestoodintheshadeoftheentrancelisteningtoGolenishchev,whowaseagerlytellinghersomething,whilesheevidentlywantedtolookroundattheartist。Hewashimselfunconscioushow,asheapproachedthem,heseizedonthisimpressionandabsorbedit,ashehadthechinoftheshopkeeperwhohadsoldhimthecigars,andputitawaysomewheretobebroughtoutwhenhewantedit。Thevisitors,notagreeablyimpressedbeforehandbyGolenishchev’saccountoftheartist,werestilllesssobyhispersonalappearance。Thicksetandofmiddleheight,withnimblemovements,withhisbrownhat,olive-greencoatandnarrowtrousers-thoughwidetrousershadbeenalongwhileinfashion-mostofall,withtheordinarinessofhisbroadface,andthecombinedexpressionoftimidityandanxietytokeepuphisdignity,Mikhailovmadeanunpleasantimpression。
`Pleasestepin,’hesaid,tryingtolookindifferent,andgoingintothepassagehetookakeyoutofhispocketandopenedthedoor。
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TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart5,Chapter11[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter11Onenteringthestudio,MikhailovoncemorescannedhisvisitorsandnoteddowninhisimaginationVronsky’sexpressiontoo,andespeciallyhisjaws。
Althoughhisartisticsensewasunceasinglyatworkcollectingmaterials,althoughhefeltacontinuallyincreasingexcitementasthemomentofcriticizinghisworkdrewnearer,herapidlyandsubtlyformed,fromimperceptiblesigns,amentalimageofthesethreepersons。ThatfellowGolenishchev
wasaRussianlivinghere。Mikhailovdidnotrememberhissurnamenorwherehehadmethim,norwhathehadsaidtohim。Heonlyrememberedhisfaceasherememberedallthefaceshehadeverseen;butheremembered,too,thatitwasoneofthefaceslaidbyinhismemoryintheimmenseclassofthefalselyconsequentialandpoorinexpression。Theabundanthairandveryopenforeheadgaveanappearanceofconsequencetotheface,whichhadonlyoneexpression-apetty,childish,peevishexpression,concentratedjustabovethebridgeofthenarrownose。VronskyandMadameKareninamustbe,Mikhailovsupposed,distinguishedandwealthyRussians,knowingnothingaboutart,likeallthosewealthyRussians,butposingasamateursandconnoisseurs。`Mostlikelythey’vealreadylookedatalltheantiques,andnowthey’remakingtheroundofthestudiosofthenewpeople-theGermanhumbug,andthecrackedPre-RaphaeliteEnglishfellow-andhaveonlycometometomakethepointofviewcomplete,’hethought。Hewaswellacquaintedwiththewaydilettantihavethecleverertheyweretheworsehefoundthemoflookingattheworksofcontemporaryartistswiththesoleobjectofbeinginapositiontosaythatartislost,andthemoreoneseesofthenewmenthemoreoneseeshowinimitabletheworksofthegreatoldmastershaveremained。Heexpectedallthis;hesawitallintheirfaces,hesawitinthecarelessindifferencewithwhichtheytalkedamongthemselves,staredatthelayfiguresandbusts,andwalkedaboutinleisurelyfashion,waitingforhimtouncoverhispicture。Butinspiteofthis,whilehewasturningoverhisstudies,pullinguptheblindsandtakingoffthesheet,hewasinintenseexcitement,especiallyas,inspiteofhisconvictionthatalldistinguishedandwealthyRussianswerecertaintobebeastsandfools,helikedVronsky,andstillmoreAnna。
`Here,ifyouplease,’hesaid,movingononesidewithhisnimblegaitandpointingtohispicture,`it’stheexhortationbyPilate。Matthew,chapter27,’hesaid,feelinghislipswerebeginningtotremblewithemotion。
Hemovedawayandstoodbehindthem。
Forthefewsecondsduringwhichthevisitorsweregazingatthepictureinsilence,Mikhailovtoogazedatitwiththeindifferenteyeofanoutsider。Forthosefewsecondshewassureinanticipationthatahigher,justercriticismwouldbeutteredbythem,bythoseveryvisitorswhomhehadbeendespisingsoamomentbefore。Heforgotallhehadthoughtabouthispicturebefore,duringthethreeyearshehadbeenpaintingit;
heforgotallitsqualities,whichhadbeenabsolutelycertaintohim-
hesawthepicturewiththeirindifferent,new,outsideeyes,andsawnothinggoodinit。HesawintheforegroundPilate’sirritatedfaceandtheserenefaceofChrist,andinthebackgroundthefiguresofPilate’sretinueandthefaceofJohnwatchingwhatwashappening。Everyfacethat,withsuchexertion,suchblundersandcorrectionshadgrownupwithinhimwithitsspecialcharacter,everyfacethathadgivenhimsuchtormentsandsuchraptures,andallthesefacessomanytimestransposedforthesakeoftheharmonyofthewhole,alltheshadesofcolorandtonesthathehadattainedwithsuchlabor-allofthistogetherseemedtohimnow,lookingatitwiththeireyes,themerestvulgarity,somethingthathadbeendoneathousandtimesover。Thefacedearesttohim,thefaceofChrist,thecenterofthepicture,whichhadgivenhimsuchecstasyasitunfoldeditselftohim,wasutterlylosttohimwhenheglancedatthepicturewiththeireyes。Hesawawell-paintedno,noteventhat-hedistinctlysawnowamassofdefectsrepetitionofthoseendlessChristsofTitian,Raphael,Rubens,andthesamesoldiersandPilate。Itwasallcommon,poor,andstale,andbadlypainted-weakandmotley。Theywouldbejustifiedinrepeatinghypocriticallycourteousspeechesinthepresenceofthepainter,andpityinghimandlaughingathimwhentheywerealoneagain。
Thesilencethoughitlastednomorethanaminutebecametoointolerabletohim。Tobreakit,andtoshowhewasnotagitated,hemadeaneffortandaddressedGolenishchev。
`IthinkI’vehadthepleasureofmeetingyou,’hesaid,lookinguneasilyfirstatAnna,thenatVronsky,infearoflosinganyshadeoftheirexpression。
`Tobesure!WemetatRossi’s;doyouremember,atthatsoireewhenthatItalianladyrecited-thenewRachel?’Golenishchevansweredeasily,removinghiseyeswithouttheslightestregretfromthepictureandturningtotheartist。
Noticing,however,thatMikhailovwasexpectingacriticismofthepicture,hesaid:
`YourpicturehasgotonagreatdealsinceIsawitlasttime;
andwhatstrikesmeparticularlynow,asitdidthen,isthefigureofPilate。Onesoknowstheman:agood-natured,capitalfellow,butanofficialthroughandthrough,whoknowsnotwhathedoth。ButIfancy……’