WhatMr。Raymondthought,Idarehardlyattempttoputdownhere。
Butonepartofitwas,thatthehighestwisdommusteverappearfollytothosewhodonotpossessit。
“Ithinkhewouldcomethough——afterdark,youknow。”Diamondcontinued。
“Hedoeswellatshiningboots。People’skindtolameboys,youknow,sir。Butafterdark,thereain’tsomuchdoing。”
DiamondsucceededinbringingJimtoMr。Raymond,andtheconsequencewasthatheresolvedtogivetheboyachance。HeprovidednewclothesforbothhimandNanny;anduponacertainday,Josephtookhiswifeandthreechildren,andNannyandJim,bytraintoacertainstationinthecountyofKent,wheretheyfoundacartwaitingtocarrythemandtheirluggagetoTheMound,whichwasthenameofMr。Raymond’snewresidence。Iwillnotdescribethevariedfeelingsofthepartyastheywent,orwhentheyarrived。AllIwillsayis,thatDiamond,whoismyonlycare,wasfullofquietdelight——agladnesstoodeeptotalkabout。
Josephreturnedtotownthesamenight,andthenextmorningdroveRubyandDiamonddown,withthecarriagebehindthem,andMr。Raymondandaladyinthecarriage。ForMr。Raymondwasanoldbachelornolonger:hewasbringinghiswifewithhimtoliveatTheMound。
ThemomentNannysawher,sherecognisedherastheladywhohadlenthertheruby-ring。ThatringhadbeengivenherbyMr。Raymond。
Theweatherwasveryhot,andthewoodsveryshadowy。Therewerenotagreatmanywildflowers,foritwasgettingwelltowardsautumn,andthemostofthewildflowersriseearlytobebeforetheleaves,becauseiftheydidnot,theywouldnevergetaglimpseofthesunforthem。Sotheyhavetheirfunover,andarereadytogotobedagainbythetimethetreesaredressed。Buttherewasplentyoftheloveliestgrassanddaisiesaboutthehouse,andDiamond’schiefpleasureseemedtobetolieamongstthem,andbreathethepureair。
Butallthetime,hewasdreamingofthecountryatthebackofthenorthwind,andtryingtorecallthesongstheriverusedtosing。
Forthiswasmorelikebeingatthebackofthenorthwindthananythinghehadknownsinceheleftit。Sometimeshewouldhavehislittlebrother,sometimeshislittlesister,andsometimesbothoftheminthegrasswithhim,andthenhefeltjustlikeacatwithherfirstkittens,hesaid,onlyhecouldn’tpurr——
allhecoulddowastosing。
Thesewereverydifferenttimesfromthosewhenheusedtodrivethecab,butyoumustnotsupposethatDiamondwasidle。
Hedidnotdosomuchforhismothernow,becauseNannyoccupiedhisformerplace;buthehelpedhisfatherstill,bothinthestableandtheharness-room,andgenerallywentwithhimontheboxthathemightlearntodriveapair,andbereadytoopenthecarriage-door。
Mr。Raymondadvisedhisfathertogivehimplentyofliberty。
“Aboylikethat。”hesaid,“oughtnottobepushed。”
Josephassentedheartily,smilingtohimselfattheideaofpushingDiamond。Afterdoingeverythingthatfelltohisshare,theboyhadawealthoftimeathisdisposal。Andahappy,sometimesamerrytimeitwas。Onlyfortwomonthsorso,heneithersawnorheardanythingofNorthWind。
CHAPTERXXXV
IMAKEDIAMOND’SACQUAINTANCE
MR。RAYMOND’ShousewascalledTheMound,becauseitstooduponalittlesteepknoll,sosmoothandsymmetricalthatitshoweditselfatoncetobeartificial。Ithad,beyonddoubt,beenbuiltforQueenElizabethasahuntingtower——aplace,namely,fromthetopofwhichyoucouldseethecountryformilesonallsides,andsobeabletofollowwithyoureyestheflyingdeerandthepursuinghoundsandhorsemen。Themoundhadbeencastuptogiveagoodbasement-advantageovertheneighbouringheightsandwoods。
Therewasagreatquarry-holenotfaroff,brim-fullofwater,fromwhich,asthecurrentlegendstated,thematerialsformingtheheartofthemound——akindofstoneunfitforbuilding——
hadbeendug。Thehouseitselfwasofbrick,andtheysaidthefoundationswerefirstlaidinthenaturallevel,andthenthestonesandearthofthemoundwereheapedaboutandbetweenthem,sothatitsgreatheightshouldbewellbuttressed。
Josephandhiswifelivedinalittlecottageashortwayfromthehouse。
Itwasarealcottage,witharoofofthickthatch,which,inJuneandJuly,thewindsprinkledwiththeredandwhitepetalsitshookfromtheloosetopmostspraysoftherose-treesclimbingthewalls。
AtfirstDiamondhadanestunderthisthatch——aprettylittleroomwithwhitemuslincurtains,butafterwardsMr。andMrs。Raymondwantedtohavehimforapageinthehouse,andhisfatherandmotherwerequitepleasedtohavehimemployedwithouthisleavingthem。
Sohewasdressedinasuitofblue,fromwhichhispalefaceandfairhaircameoutliketheloveliestblossom,andtookuphisabodeinthehouse。
“Wouldyoubeafraidtosleepalone,Diamond?”askedhismistress。
“Idon’tknowwhatyoumean,ma’am。”saidDiamond。“IneverwasafraidofanythingthatIcanrecollect——notmuch,atleast。”
“There’salittleroomatthetopofthehouse——allalone。”
shereturned;“perhapsyouwouldnotmindsleepingthere?”
“Icansleepanywhere,andIlikebesttobehighup。ShouldI
beabletoseeout?”
“Iwillshowyoutheplace。”sheanswered;andtakinghimbythehand,sheledhimupanduptheoval-windingstairinoneofthetwotowers。
Nearthetoptheyenteredatinylittleroom,withtwowindowsfromwhichyoucouldseeoverthewholecountry。Diamondclappedhishandswithdelight。
“Youwouldlikethisroom,then,Diamond?”saidhismistress。
“It’sthegrandestroominthehouse。”heanswered。“Ishallbenearthestars,andyetnotfarfromthetopsofthetrees。
That’sjustwhatIlike。”
Idaresayhethought,also,thatitwouldbeaniceplaceforNorthWindtocallatinpassing;buthesaidnothingofthatsort。
Belowhimspreadalakeofgreenleaves,withglimpsesofgrasshereandthereatthebottomofit。Ashelookeddown,hesawasquirrelappearsuddenly,andassuddenlyvanishamongstthetopmostbranches。
“Aha!littlesquirrel。”hecried,“mynestisbuilthigherthanyours。”
“Youcanbeupherewithyourbooksasmuchasyoulike。”
saidhismistress。“Iwillhavealittlebellhungatthedoor,whichIcanringwhenIwantyou。Half-waydownthestairisthedrawing-room。”
SoDiamondwasinstalledaspage,andhisnewroomgotreadyforhim。
ItwasverysoonafterthisthatIcametoknowDiamond。
IwasthenatutorinafamilywhoseestateadjoinedthelittlepropertybelongingtoTheMound。IhadmadetheacquaintanceofMr。RaymondinLondonsometimebefore,andwaswalkingupthedrivetowardsthehousetocalluponhimonefinewarmevening,whenIsawDiamondforthefirsttime。Hewassittingatthefootofagreatbeech-tree,afewyardsfromtheroad,withabookonhisknees。Hedidnotseeme。Iwalkedupbehindthetree,andpeepingoverhisshoulder,sawthathewasreadingafairy-book。
“Whatareyoureading?”Isaid,andspokesuddenly,withthehopeofseeingastartledlittlefacelookroundatme。Diamondturnedhisheadasquietlyasifhewereonlyobeyinghismother’svoice,andthecalmnessofhisfacerebukedmyunkinddesireandmademeashamedofit。
“IamreadingthestoryoftheLittleLadyandtheGoblinPrince。”
saidDiamond。
“IamsorryIdon’tknowthestory。”Ireturned。“Whoisitby?”
“Mr。Raymondmadeit。”
“Isheyouruncle?”Iaskedataguess。
“No。He’smymaster。”
“Whatdoyoudoforhim?”Iaskedrespectfully。
“Anythinghewishesmetodo。”heanswered。“Iambusyforhimnow。
Hegavemethisstorytoread。Hewantsmyopinionuponit。”
“Don’tyoufinditratherhardtomakeupyourmind?”
“Ohdearno!AnystoryalwaystellsmeitselfwhatI’mtothinkaboutit。Mr。Raymonddoesn’twantmetosaywhetheritisacleverstoryornot,butwhetherIlikeit,andwhyIlikeit。
Inevercantellwhattheycallcleverfromwhattheycallsilly,butIalwaysknowwhetherIlikeastoryornot。”
“Andcanyoualwaystellwhyyoulikeitornot?”
“No。VeryoftenIcan’tatall。SometimesIcan。Ialwaysknow,butIcan’talwaystellwhy。Mr。Raymondwritesthestories,andthentriesthemonme。Motherdoesthesamewhenshemakesjam。
She’smadesuchalotofjamsincewecamehere!Andshealwaysmakesmetasteittoseeifit’lldo。MotherknowsbythefaceImakewhetheritwillornot。”
AtthismomentIcaughtsightoftwomorechildrenapproaching。
Onewasahandsomegirl,theotherapale-faced,awkward-lookingboy,wholimpedmuchononeleg。Iwithdrewalittle,toseewhatwouldfollow,fortheyseemedinsomeconsternation。Afterafewhurriedwords,theywentofftogether,andIpursuedmywaytothehouse,whereIwasaskindlyreceivedbyMr。andMrs。RaymondasIcouldhavedesired。FromthemIlearnedsomethingofDiamond,andwasinconsequencethemoregladtofindhim,whenIreturned,seatedinthesameplaceasbefore。
“Whatdidtheboyandgirlwantwithyou,Diamond?”Iasked。
“Theyhadseenacreaturethatfrightenedthem。”
“Andtheycametotellyouaboutit?”
“Theycouldn’tgetwateroutofthewellforit。Sotheywantedmetogowiththem。”
“They’rebothbiggerthanyou。”
“Yes,buttheywerefrightenedatit。”
“Andweren’tyoufrightenedatit?”
“No。”
“Why?”
“BecauseI’msilly。I’mneverfrightenedatthings。”
Icouldnothelpthinkingoftheoldmeaningofthewordsilly。
“Andwhatwasit?”Iasked。
“Ithinkitwasakindofanangel——averylittleone。Ithadalongbodyandgreatwings,whichitdroveaboutitsofastthattheygrewathincloudallroundit。Itflewbackwardsandforwardsoverthewell,orhungrightinthemiddle,makingamistofitswings,asifitsbusinesswastotakecareofthewater。”
“Andwhatdidyoudotodriveitaway?”
“Ididn’tdriveitaway。Iknew,whateverthecreaturewas,thewellwastogetwateroutof。SoItookthejug,dippeditin,anddrewthewater。”
“Andwhatdidthecreaturedo?”
“Flewabout。”
“Anditdidn’thurtyou?”
“No。Whyshouldit?Iwasn’tdoinganythingwrong。”
“Whatdidyourcompanionssaythen?”
“Theysaid——`Thankyou,Diamond。Whatadearsillyyouare!’“
“Andweren’tyouangrywiththem?”
“No!WhyshouldI?Ishouldlikeiftheywouldplaywithmealittle;
buttheyalwayslikebettertogoawaytogetherwhentheirworkisover。Theyneverheedme。Idon’tminditmuch,though。
Theothercreaturesarefriendly。Theydon’trunawayfromme。
Onlythey’reallsobusywiththeirownwork,theydon’tmindmemuch。”
“Doyoufeellonely,then?”
“Oh,no!Whennobodymindsme,Igetintomynest,andlookup。
Andthentheskydoesmindme,andthinksaboutme。”
“Whereisyournest?”
Herose,saying,“Iwillshowyou。”andledmetotheothersideofthetree。
Therehungalittlerope-ladderfromoneofthelowerboughs。
Theboyclimbeduptheladderandgotuponthebough。Thenheclimbedfartherintotheleafybranches,andwentoutofsight。
Afteralittlewhile,Iheardhisvoicecomingdownoutofthetree。
“Iaminmynestnow。”saidthevoice。
“Ican’tseeyou。”Ireturned。
“Ican’tseeyoueither,butIcanseethefirststarpeepingoutofthesky。Ishouldliketogetupintothesky。Don’tyouthinkIshall,someday?”
“Yes,Ido。Tellmewhatmoreyouseeupthere。”
“Idon’tseeanythingmore,exceptafewleaves,andthebigskyoverme。Itgoesswingingabout。Theearthisallbehindmyback。
Therecomesanotherstar!Thewindislikekissesfromabiglady。
WhenIgetuphereIfeelasifIwereinNorthWind’sarms。”
ThiswasthefirstIheardofNorthWind。
Thewholewaysandlookofthechild,sofullofquietwisdom,yetsoreadytoacceptthejudgmentofothersinhisowndispraise,tookholdofmyheart,andIfeltmyselfwonderfullydrawntowardshim。
Itseemedtome,somehow,asiflittleDiamondpossessedthesecretoflife,andwashimselfwhathewassoreadytothinkthelowestlivingthing——anangelofGodwithsomethingspecialtosayordo。
Agushofreverencecameoverme,andwithasinglegoodnight,Iturnedandlefthiminhisnest。
Isawhimoftenafterthis,andgainedsomuchofhisconfidencethathetoldmeallIhavetoldyou。Icannotpretendtoaccountforit。Ileavethatforeachphilosophicalreadertodoafterhisownfashion。TheeasiestwayisthatofNannyandJim,whosaidoftentoeachotherthatDiamondhadatileloose。
ButMr。Raymondwasmuchofmyopinionconcerningtheboy;
whileMrs。Raymondconfessedthatsheoftenrangherbelljusttohaveoncemorethepleasureofseeingthelovelystillnessoftheboy’sface,withthoseblueeyeswhichseemedrathermadeforotherpeopletolookintothanforhimselftolookoutof。
ItwasplainertoothersthantohimselfthathefeltthedesertionofNannyandJim。Theyappearedtoregardhimasameretoy,exceptwhentheyfoundhecouldministertothescrupleofusinghim——
generallywithsuccess。Theywere,however,well-behavedtoawonderfuldegree;whileIhavelittledoubtthatmuchoftheirgoodbehaviourwasowingtotheunconsciousinfluenceoftheboytheycalledGod’sbaby。
OneverystrangethingisthatIcouldneverfindoutwherehegotsomeofhismanysongs。Attimestheywouldbebutbubblesblownoutofanurseryrhyme,aswasthefollowing,whichIheardhimsingoneeveningtohislittleDulcimer。
Therewereaboutascoreofsheepfeedinginapaddocknearhim,theirwhitewooldyedapaleroseinthelightofthesettingsun。
Thoseinthelongshadowsfromthetreesweredeadwhite;
thoseinthesunlightwerehalfglorifiedwithpalerose。
LittleBoPeep,shelosthersheep,Anddidn’tknowwheretofindthem;
Theywereovertheheightandoutofsight,Trailingtheirtailsbehindthem。
LittleBoPeepwokeoutofhersleep,Jump’dupandsetouttofindthem:
“Thesillythings,they’vegotnowings,Andthey’velefttheirtrailsbehindthem:
“They’vetakentheirtails,butthey’velefttheirtrails,AndsoIshallfollowandfindthem;“
Forwhereveratailhaddraggedatrail,Thelonggrassgrewbehindthem。
Andday’seyesandbutter-cups,cow’slipsandcrow’sfeetWereglitteringinthesun。
Shethrewdownherbook,andcaughtuphercrook,Andafterhersheepdidrun。
Sheran,andsheran,andeverassheran,Thegrassgrewhigherandhigher;
TilloverthehillthesunbeganTosetinaflameoffire。
Sheranonstill——upthegrassyhill,Andthegrassgrewhigherandhigher;
Whenshereacheditscrown,thesunwasdown,Andhadleftatrailoffire。
Thesheepandtheirtailsweregone,allgone——
Andnomoretrailbehindthem!
Yes,yes!theywerethere——long-tailedandfair,But,alas!shecouldnotfindthem。
Purpleandgold,androsyandblue,Withtheirtailsallwhitebehindthem,Hersheeptheydidruninthetrailofthesun;
Shesawthem,butcouldnotfindthem。
Afterthesun,likecloudstheydidrun,Butsheknewtheywerehersheep:
Shesatdowntocry,andlookupatthesky,Butshecriedherselfasleep。
Andasshesleptthedewfellfast,Andthewindblewfromthesky;
Andstrangethingstookplacethatshuntheday’sface,Becausetheyaresweetandshy。
Nibble,nibble,crop!sheheardasshewoke:
AhundredlittlelambsDidpluckandeatthegrasssosweetThatgrewinthetrailsoftheirdams。
LittleBoPeepcaughtuphercrook,Andwipedthetearsthatdidblindher。
Andnibble,nibblecrop!withoutastop!
Thelambscameeatingbehindher。
Home,homeshecame,bothtiredandlame,Withthreetimesasmanysheep。
Inamonthormore,they’llbeasbigasbefore,Andthenshe’lllaughinhersleep。
Butwhatwouldyousay,ifonefineday,Whenthey’vegottheirbushiesttails,Theirgrownupgameshouldbejustthesame,Andshehavetofollowtheirtrails?
Neverweep,BoPeep,thoughyouloseyoursheep,Anddonotknowwheretofindthem;
’Tisafterthesunthemothershaverun,Andtherearetheirlambsbehindthem。
Iconfessagaintohavingtouchedupalittle,butitlosesfarmoreinDiamond’ssweetvoicesingingitthanitgainsbyarhymehereandthere。
SomeofthemwereoutofbooksMr。Raymondhadgivenhim。
Thesehealwaysknew,butabouttheothershecouldseldomtell。
Sometimeshewouldsay,“Imadethatone。”butgenerallyhewouldsay,“Idon’tknow;Ifounditsomewhere;“or“Igotitatthebackofthenorthwind。”
OneeveningIfoundhimsittingonthegrassyslopeunderthehouse,withhisDulcimerinhisarmsandhislittlebrotherrollingonthegrassbesidethem。Hewaschantinginhisusualway,morelikethesoundofabrookthananythingelseIcanthinkof。
WhenIwentuptothemheceasedhischant。
“Dogoon,Diamond。Don’tmindme。”Isaid。
Hebeganagainatonce。Whilehesang,NannyandJimsatalittlewayoff,onehemmingapocket-handkerchief,andtheotherreadingastorytoher,buttheyneverheededDiamond。ThisisasnearwhathesangasIcanrecollect,orreproducerather。
WhatwouldyouseeifItookyouupTomylittlenestintheair?
YouwouldseetheskylikeaclearbluecupTurnedupsidedownwardsthere。
WhatwouldyoudoifItookyouthereTomylittlenestinthetree?
Mychildwithcrieswouldtroubletheair,Togetwhatshecouldbutsee。
WhatwouldyougetinthetopofthetreeForallyourcryingandgrief?
Notastarwouldyouclutchofallyousee——
Youcouldonlygatheraleaf。
Butwhenyouhadlostyourgreedygrief,Contenttoseefromafar,Youwouldfindinyourhandawitheringleaf,Inyourheartashiningstar。
AsDiamondwentonsinging,itgrewverydark,andjustasheceasedtherecameagreatflashoflightning,thatblindedusallforamoment。Dulcimercrowedwithpleasure;butwhentheroarofthundercameafterit,thelittlebrothergavealoudcryofterror。NannyandJimcamerunninguptous,palewithfear。
Diamond’sface,too,waspalerthanusual,butwithdelight。
Someofthegloryseemedtohaveclungtoit,andremainedshining。
“You’renotfrightened——areyou,Diamond?”Isaid。
“No。WhyshouldIbe?”heansweredwithhisusualquestion,lookingupinmyfacewithcalmshiningeyes。
“Heain’tgotsensetobefrightened。”saidNanny,goinguptohimandgivinghimapityinghug。
“Perhapsthere’smoresenseinnotbeingfrightened,Nanny。”Ireturned。
“Doyouthinkthelightningcandoasitlikes?”
“Itmightkillyou。”saidJim。
“Oh,no,itmightn’t!“saidDiamond。
Ashespoketherecameanothergreatflash,andatearingcrack。
“There’satreestruck!“Isaid;andwhenwelookedround,aftertheblindingoftheflashhadleftoureyes,wesawahugeboughofthebeech-treeinwhichwasDiamond’snesthangingtothegroundlikethebrokenwingofabird。
“There!“criedNanny;“Itoldyouso。Ifyouhadbeenupthereyouseewhatwouldhavehappened,youlittlesilly!“
“No,Idon’t。”saidDiamond,andbegantosingtoDulcimer。
AllIcouldhearofthesong,fortheotherchildrenweregoingonwiththeirchatter,was——
Theclockstruckone,Andthemousecamedown。
Dickery,dickery,dock!
Thentherecameablastofwind,andtherainfollowedinstraight-pouringlines,asifoutofawatering-pot。DiamondjumpedupwithhislittleDulcimerinhisarms,andNannycaughtupthelittleboy,andtheyranforthecottage。
Jimvanishedwithadoubleshuffle,andIwentintothehouse。
WhenIcameoutagaintoreturnhome,thecloudsweregone,andtheeveningskyglimmeredthroughthetrees,blue,andpale-greentowardsthewest,Iturnedmystepsalittleasidetolookatthestrickenbeech。Isawtheboughtornfromthestem,andthatwasallthetwilightwouldallowmetosee。WhileIstoodgazing,downfromtheskycameasoundofsinging,butthevoicewasneitheroflarknorofnightingale:itwassweeterthaneither:
itwasthevoiceofDiamond,upinhisairynest:——
Thelightningandthunder,Theygoandtheycome;
ButthestarsandthestillnessArealwaysathome。
Andthenthevoiceceased。
“Good-night,Diamond。”Isaid。
“Good-night,sir。”answeredDiamond。
AsIwalkedawaypondering,Isawthegreatblacktopofthebeechswayingaboutagainsttheskyinanupperwind,andheardthemurmurasofmanydimhalf-articulatevoicesfillingthesolitudearoundDiamond’snest。
CHAPTERXXXVI
DIAMONDQUESTIONSNORTHWIND
MYREADERSwillnotwonderthat,afterthis,IdidmyverybesttogainthefriendshipofDiamond。NordidIfindthisatalldifficult,thechildwassoreadytotrust。Upononesubjectalonewashereticent——thestoryofhisrelationswithNorthWind。
Ifancyhecouldnotquitemakeuphismindwhattothinkofthem。
Atalleventsitwassomelittletimebeforehetrustedmewiththis,onlythenhetoldmeeverything。IfIcouldnotregarditallinexactlythesamelightashedid,Iwas,whileguiltlessoftheleastpretence,fullysympathetic,andhewassatisfiedwithoutdemandingofmeanytheoryofdifficultpointsinvolved。
Ilethimseeplainlyenough,thatwhatevermightbetheexplanationofthemarvellousexperience,Iwouldhavegivenmuchforasimilaronemyself。
Onaneveningsoonafterthethunderstorm,inalatetwilight,withahalf-moonhighintheheavens,IcameuponDiamondintheactofclimbingbyhislittleladderintothebeech-tree。
“Whatareyoualwaysgoinguptherefor,Diamond?”IheardNannyask,ratherrudely,Ithought。
“Sometimesforonething,sometimesforanother,Nanny。”
answeredDiamond,lookingskywardsasheclimbed。
“You’llbreakyournecksomeday。”shesaid。
“I’mgoinguptolookatthemoonto-night。”headded,withoutheedingherremark。
“You’llseethemoonjustaswelldownhere。”shereturned。
“Idon’tthinkso。”
“You’llbenonearertoherupthere。”
“Oh,yes!Ishall。Imustbenearerher,youknow。IwishI
coulddreamasprettydreamsaboutherasyoucan,Nanny。”
“Yousilly!youneverhavedoneaboutthatdream。Ineverdreamedbutthatone,anditwasnonsenseenough,I’msure。”
“Itwasn’tnonsense。Itwasabeautifuldream——andafunnyonetoo,bothinone。”
“Butwhat’sthegoodoftalkingaboutitthatway,whenyouknowitwasonlyadream?Dreamsain’ttrue。”
“Thatonewastrue,Nanny。Youknowitwas。Didn’tyoucometogrieffordoingwhatyouweretoldnottodo?Andisn’tthattrue?”
“Ican’tgetanysenseintohim。”exclaimedNanny,withanexpressionofmilddespair。“Doyoureallybelieve,Diamond,thatthere’sahouseinthemoon,withabeautifulladyandacrookedoldmananddustersinit?”
“Ifthereisn’t,there’ssomethingbetter。”heanswered,andvanishedintheleavesoverourheads。
Iwentintothehouse,whereIvisitedoftenintheevenings。
WhenIcameout,therewasalittlewindblowing,verypleasantaftertheheatoftheday,foralthoughitwaslatesummernow,itwasstillhot。Thetree-topswereswingingaboutinit。
Itookmywaypastthebeech,andcalleduptoseeifDiamondwerestillinhisnestinitsrockinghead。
“Areyouthere,Diamond?”Isaid。
“Yes,sir。”camehisclearvoiceinreply。
“Isn’titgrowingtoodarkforyoutogetdownsafely?”
“Oh,no,sir——ifItaketimetoit。Iknowmywaysowell,andneverletgowithonehandtillI’veagoodholdwiththeother。”
“Dobecareful。”Iinsisted——foolishly,seeingtheboywasascarefulashecouldbealready。
“I’mcoming。”hereturned。“I’vegotallthemoonIwantto-night。”
Iheardarustlingandarustlingdrawingnearerandnearer。
Threeorfourminuteselapsed,andheappearedatlengthcreepingdownhislittleladder。Itookhiminmyarms,andsethimontheground。
“Thankyou,sir。”hesaid。“That’sthenorthwindblowing,isn’tit,sir?”
“Ican’ttell。”Ianswered。“Itfeelscoolandkind,andIthinkitmaybe。ButIcouldn’tbesureexceptitwerestronger,foragentlewindmightturnanywayamongstthetrunksofthetrees。”
“IshallknowwhenIgetuptomyownroom。”saidDiamond。
“IthinkIhearmymistress’sbell。Good-night,sir。”
Herantothehouse,andIwenthome。
Hismistresshadrungforhimonlytosendhimtobed,forshewasverycarefuloverhimandIdaresaythoughthewasnotlookingwell。
Whenhereachedhisownroom,heopenedbothhiswindows,oneofwhichlookedtothenorthandtheothertotheeast,tofindhowthewindblew。Itblewrightinatthenorthernwindow。
Diamondwasveryglad,forhethoughtperhapsNorthWindherselfwouldcomenow:arealnorthwindhadneverblownallthetimesinceheleftLondon。But,asshealwayscameofherself,andneverwhenhewaslookingforher,andindeedalmostneverwhenhewasthinkingofher,heshuttheeastwindow,andwenttobed。
Perhapssomeofmyreadersmaywonderthathecouldgotosleepwithsuchanexpectation;and,indeed,ifIhadnotknownhim,Ishouldhavewonderedatitmyself;butitwasoneofhispeculiarities,andseemednothingstrangeinhim。Hewassofullofquietnessthathecouldgotosleepalmostanytime,ifheonlycomposedhimselfandletthesleepcome。Thistimehewentfastasleepasusual。
Buthewokeinthedimbluenight。Themoonhadvanished。
Hethoughtheheardaknockingathisdoor。“Somebodywantsme。”
hesaidtohimself,andjumpingoutofbed,rantoopenit。
Buttherewasnoonethere。Hecloseditagain,and,thenoisestillcontinuing,foundthatanotherdoorintheroomwasrattling。
Itbelongedtoacloset,hethought,buthehadneverbeenabletoopenit。Thewindblowinginatthewindowmustbeshakingit。
Hewouldgoandseeifitwasso。
Thedoornowopenedquiteeasily,buttohissurprise,insteadofaclosethefoundalongnarrowroom。Themoon,whichwassinkinginthewest,shoneinatanopenwindowatthefurtherend。
Theroomwaslowwithacovedceiling,andoccupiedthewholetopofthehouse,immediatelyundertheroof。Itwasquiteempty。
Theyellowlightofthehalf-moonstreamedoverthedarkfloor。
Hewassodelightedatthediscoveryofthestrange,desolate,moonlitplaceclosetohisownsnuglittleroom,thathebegantodanceandskipaboutthefloor。Thewindcameinthroughthedoorhehadleftopen,andblewabouthimashedanced,andhekeptturningtowardsitthatitmightblowinhisface。
Hekeptpicturingtohimselfthemanyplaces,lovelyanddesolate,thehill-sidesandfarm-yardsandtree-topsandmeadows,overwhichithadblownonitswaytoTheMound。Andashedanced,hegrewmoreandmoredelightedwiththemotionandthewind;
hisfeetgrewstronger,andhisbodylighter,untilatlengthitseemedasifhewereborneupontheair,andcouldalmostfly。
Sostrongdidhisfeelingbecome,thatatlasthebegantodoubtwhetherhewasnotinoneofthosepreciousdreamshehadsooftenhad,inwhichhefloatedaboutontheairatwill。
Butsomethingmadehimlookup,andtohisunspeakabledelight,hefoundhisupliftedhandslyinginthoseofNorthWind,whowasdancingwithhim,roundandroundthelongbareroom,herhairnowfallingtothefloor,nowfillingthearchedceiling,hereyesshiningonhimlikethinkingstars,andthesweetestofgrandsmilesplayingbreezilyaboutherbeautifulmouth。Shewas,assooftenbefore,oftheheightofarathertalllady。Shedidnotstoopinordertodancewithhim,butheldhishandshighinhers。
Whenhesawher,hegaveonespring,andhisarmswereaboutherneck,andherarmsholdinghimtoherbosom。Thesamemomentshesweptwithhimthroughtheopenwindowinatwhichthemoonwasshining,madeacircuitlikeabirdabouttoalight,andsettledwithhiminhisnestonthetopofthegreatbeech-tree。Theresheplacedhimonherlapandbegantohushhimasifhewereherownbaby,andDiamondwassoentirelyhappythathedidnotcaretospeakaword。Atlength,however,hefoundthathewasgoingtosleep,andthatwouldbetolosesomuch,that,pleasantasitwas,hecouldnotconsent。
“Please,dearNorthWind。”hesaid,“IamsohappythatI’mafraidit’sadream。HowamItoknowthatit’snotadream?”
“Whatdoesitmatter?”returnedNorthWind。
“Ishould,cry“saidDiamond。
“Butwhyshouldyoucry?Thedream,ifitisadream,isapleasantone——
isitnot?”
“That’sjustwhyIwantittobetrue。”
“HaveyouforgottenwhatyousaidtoNannyaboutherdream?”
“It’snotforthedreamitself——Imean,it’snotforthepleasureofit。”answeredDiamond,“forIhavethat,whetheritbeadreamornot;it’sforyou,NorthWind;Ican’tbeartofinditadream,becausethenIshouldloseyou。Youwouldbenobodythen,andI
couldnotbearthat。Youain’tadream,areyou,dearNorthWind?
DosayNo,elseIshallcry,andcomeawake,andyou’llbegoneforever。
Idaren’tdreamaboutyouonceagainifyouain’tanybody。”
“I’meithernotadream,orthere’ssomethingbetterthat’snotadream,Diamond。”saidNorthWind,inarathersorrowfultone,hethought。
“Butit’snotsomethingbetter——it’syouIwant,NorthWind。”
hepersisted,alreadybeginningtocryalittle。
Shemadenoanswer,butrosewithhiminherarmsandsailedawayoverthetree-topstilltheycametoameadow,whereaflockofsheepwasfeeding。
“DoyourememberwhatthesongyouweresingingaweekagosaysaboutBo-Peep——howshelosthersheep,butgottwiceasmanylambs?”
askedNorthWind,sittingdownonthegrass,andplacinghiminherlapasbefore。
“Ohyes,Ido,wellenough。”answeredDiamond;“butIneverjustquitelikedthatrhyme。”
“Whynot,child?”
“Becauseitseemstosayone’sasgoodasanother,ortwonewonesarebetterthanonethat’slost。I’vebeenthinkingaboutitagreatdeal,anditseemstomethatalthoughanyonesixpenceisasgoodasanyothersixpence,nottwentylambswoulddoinsteadofonesheepwhosefaceyouknew。Somehow,whenonceyou’velookedintoanybody’seyes,rightdeepdownintothem,Imean,nobodywilldoforthatoneanymore。Nobody,eversobeautifulorsogood,willmakeupforthatonegoingoutofsight。
Soyousee,NorthWind,Ican’thelpbeingfrightenedtothinkthatperhapsIamonlydreaming,andyouarenowhereatall。
Dotellmethatyouaremyown,real,beautifulNorthWind。”
Againsherose,andshotherselfintotheair,asifuneasybecauseshecouldnotanswerhim;andDiamondlayquietinherarms,waitingforwhatshewouldsay。Hetriedtoseeupintoherface,forhewasdreadfullyafraidshewasnotansweringhimbecauseshecouldnotsaythatshewasnotadream;butshehadletherhairfallalloverherfacesothathecouldnotseeit。Thisfrightenedhimstillmore。
“Dospeak,NorthWind。”hesaidatlast。
“IneverspeakwhenIhavenothingtosay。”shereplied。
“ThenIdothinkyoumustbearealNorthWind,andnodream。”
saidDiamond。
“ButI’mlookingforsomethingtosayallthetime。”
“ButIdon’twantyoutosaywhat’shardtofind。Ifyouweretosayonewordtocomfortmethatwasn’ttrue,thenIshouldknowyoumustbeadream,foragreatbeautifulladylikeyoucouldnevertellalie。”
“Butshemightn’tknowhowtosaywhatshehadtosay,sothatalittleboylikeyouwouldunderstandit。”saidNorthWind。
“Here,letusgetdownagain,andIwilltrytotellyouwhatIthink。
Youmusn’tsupposeIamabletoanswerallyourquestions,though。
ThereareagreatmanythingsIdon’tunderstandmorethanyoudo。”
Shedescendedonagrassyhillock,inthemidstofawildfurzycommon。
Therewasarabbit-warrenunderneath,andsomeoftherabbitscameoutoftheirholes,inthemoonlight,lookingverysoberandwise,justlikepatriarchsstandingintheirtent-doors,andlookingaboutthembeforegoingtobed。WhentheysawNorthWind,insteadofturningroundandvanishingagainwithathumpoftheirheels,theycanteredslowlyuptoherandsnuffledallaboutherwiththeirlongupperlips,whichmovedeverywayatonce。
Thatwastheirwayofkissingher;and,asshetalkedtoDiamond,shewouldeverynowandthenstrokedowntheirfurrybacks,orliftandplaywiththeirlongears。Theywould,Diamondthought,haveleapeduponherlap,butthathewastherealready。
“Ithink。”saidshe,aftertheyhadbeensittingsilentforawhile,“thatifIwereonlyadream,youwouldnothavebeenabletolovemeso。Youlovemewhenyouarenotwithme,don’tyou?”
“IndeedIdo。”answeredDiamond,strokingherhand。“Isee!Isee!
HowcouldIbeabletoloveyouasIdoifyouweren’tthereatall,youknow?Besides,Icouldn’tbeabletodreamanythinghalfsobeautifulalloutofmyownhead;orifIdid,Icouldn’tloveafancyofmyownlikethat,couldI?”
“Ithinknot。Youmighthavelovedmeinadream,dreamily,andforgottenmewhenyouwoke,Idaresay,butnotlovedmelikearealbeingasyouloveme。Eventhen,Idon’tthinkyoucoulddreamanythingthathadn’tsomethingreallikeitsomewhere。Butyou’veseenmeinmanyshapes,Diamond:yourememberIwasawolfonce——don’tyou?”
“Ohyes——agoodwolfthatfrightenedanaughtydrunkennurse。”
“Well,supposeIweretoturnugly,wouldyouratherIweren’tadreamthen?”
“Yes;forIshouldknowthatyouwerebeautifulinsideallthesame。
Youwouldloveme,andIshouldloveyouallthesame。Ishouldn’tlikeyoutolookugly,youknow。ButIshouldn’tbelieveitabit。”
“Notifyousawit?”
“No,notifIsawiteversoplain。”
“There’smyDiamond!IwilltellyouallIknowaboutitthen。
Idon’tthinkIamjustwhatyoufancymetobe。Ihavetoshapemyselfvariouswaystovariouspeople。Buttheheartofmeistrue。
Peoplecallmebydreadfulnames,andthinktheyknowallaboutme。
Buttheydon’t。SometimestheycallmeBadFortune,sometimesEvilChance,sometimesRuin;andtheyhaveanothernameformewhichtheythinkthemostdreadfulofall。”
“Whatisthat?”askedDiamond,smilingupinherface。
“Iwon’ttellyouthatname。Doyourememberhavingtogothroughmetogetintothecountryatmyback?”
“Ohyes,Ido。Howcoldyouwere,NorthWind!andsowhite,allbutyourlovelyeyes!Myheartgrewlikealumpofice,andthenIforgotforawhile。”
“Youwereverynearknowingwhattheycallmethen。Wouldyoubeafraidofmeifyouhadtogothroughmeagain?”
“No。WhyshouldI?IndeedIshouldbegladenough,ifitwasonlytogetanotherpeepofthecountryatyourback。”
“You’veneverseenityet。”
“Haven’tI,NorthWind?Oh!I’msosorry!IthoughtIhad。
WhatdidIseethen?”
“Onlyapictureofit。Therealcountryatmyrealbackiseversomuchmorebeautifulthanthat。Youshallseeitoneday——
perhapsbeforeverylong。”
“Dotheysingsongsthere?”
“Don’tyourememberthedreamyouhadaboutthelittleboysthatdugforthestars?”
“Yes,thatIdo。Ithoughtyoumusthavehadsomethingtodowiththatdream,itwassobeautiful。”
“Yes;Igaveyouthatdream。”
“Oh!thankyou。DidyougiveNannyherdreamtoo——aboutthemoonandthebees?”
“Yes。Iwastheladythatsatatthewindowofthemoon。”
“Oh,thankyou。Iwasalmostsureyouhadsomethingtodowiththattoo。
AnddidyoutellMr。RaymondthestoryaboutthePrincessDaylight?”
“IbelieveIhadsomethingtodowithit。Atalleventshethoughtaboutitonenightwhenhecouldn’tsleep。ButIwanttoaskyouwhetheryourememberthesongtheboy-angelssanginthatdreamofyours。”
“No。Icouldn’tkeepit,dowhatIwould,andIdidtry。”
“Thatwasmyfault。”
“Howcouldthatbe,NorthWind?”
“BecauseIdidn’tknowitproperlymyself,andsoIcouldn’tteachittoyou。Icouldonlymakearoughguessatsomethinglikewhatitwouldbe,andsoIwasn’tabletomakeyoudreamithardenoughtorememberit。NorwouldIhavedonesoifIcould,foritwasnotcorrect。Imadeyoudreampicturesofit,though。Butyouwillheartheverysongitselfwhenyoudogettothebackof——“
“MyowndearNorthWind。”saidDiamond,finishingthesentenceforher,andkissingthearmthatheldhimleaningagainsther。
“Andnowwe’vesettledallthis——forthetime,atleast。”
saidNorthWind。
“ButIcan’tfeelquitesureyet。”saidDiamond。
“Youmustwaitawhileforthat。Meantimeyoumaybehopeful,andcontentnottobequitesure。Comenow,Iwilltakeyouhomeagain,foritwon’tdototireyoutoomuch。”
“Oh,no,no。I’mnottheleasttired。”pleadedDiamond。
“Itisbetter,though。”
“Verywell;ifyouwishit。”yieldedDiamondwithasigh。
“Youareadeargood,boy“saidNorthWind。“Iwillcomeforyouagainto-morrownightandtakeyououtforalongertime。Weshallmakealittlejourneytogether,infact。Weshallstartearlier。
andasthemoonwillbe,later,weshallhavealittlemoonlightalltheway。”
Sherose,andsweptoverthemeadowandthetrees。InafewmomentstheMoundappearedbelowthem。Shesankalittle,andfloatedinatthewindowofDiamond’sroom。Thereshelaidhimonhisbed,coveredhimover,andinamomenthewaslaptinadreamlesssleep。
CHAPTERXXXVII
ONCEMORE
THEnextnightDiamondwasseatedbyhisopenwindow,withhisheadonhishand,rathertired,butsoeagerlywaitingforthepromisedvisitthathewasafraidhecouldnotsleep。Buthestartedsuddenly,andfoundthathehadbeenalreadyasleep。Herose,andlookingoutofthewindowsawsomethingwhiteagainsthisbeech-tree。ItwasNorthWind。Shewasholdingbyonehandtoatopbranch。
Herhairandhergarmentswentfloatingawaybehindheroverthetree,whosetopwasswayingaboutwhiletheotherswerestill。
“Areyouready,Diamond?”sheasked。
“Yes。”answeredDiamond,“quiteready。”
Inamomentshewasatthewindow,andherarmscameinandtookhim。
Shesailedawaysoswiftlythathecouldatfirstmarknothingbutthespeedwithwhichthecloudsaboveandthedimearthbelowwentrushingpast。Butsoonhebegantoseethattheskywasverylovely,withmottledcloudsallaboutthemoon,onwhichshethrewfaintcolourslikethoseofmother-of-pearl,oranopal。Thenightwaswarm,andinthelady’sarmshedidnotfeelthewindwhichdownbelowwasmakingwavesintheripecorn,andripplesontheriversandlakes。
Atlengththeydescendedonthesideofanopenearthyhill,justwhere,frombeneathastone,aspringcamebubblingout。
“Iamgoingtotakeyoualongthislittlebrook。”saidNorthWind。
“Iamnotwantedforanythingelseto-night,soIcangiveyouatreat。”
ShestoopedoverthestreamandholdingDiamonddownclosetothesurfaceofit,glidedalonglevelwithitsflowasitrandownthehill。AndthesongofthebrookcameupintoDiamond’sears,andgrewandgrewandchangedwitheveryturn。ItseemedtoDiamondtobesingingthestoryofitslifetohim。Andsoitwas。
Itbeganwithamusicaltinklewhichchangedtoababbleandthentoagentlerushing。Sometimesitssongwouldalmostcease,andthenbreakoutagain,tinkle,babble,andrush,allatonce。Atthebottomofthehilltheycametoasmallriver,intowhichthebrookflowedwithamuffledbutmerrysound。Alongthesurfaceoftheriver,darklyclearbelowtheminthemoonlight,theyfloated;now,whereitwidenedoutintoalittlelake,theywouldhoverforamomentoverabedofwater-lilies,andwatchthemswingabout,foldedinsleep,asthewateronwhichtheyleanedswayedinthepresenceofNorthWind;
andnowtheywouldwatchthefishesasleepamongtheirrootsbelow。
SometimesshewouldholdDiamondoveradeephollowcurvingintothebank,thathemightlookfarintothecoolstillness。
Sometimesshewouldleavetheriverandsweepacrossaclover-field。
Thebeeswereallathome,andthecloverwasasleep。Thenshewouldreturnandfollowtheriver。Itgrewwiderandwiderasitwent。
Nowthearmiesofwheatandofoatswouldhangoveritsrushfromtheoppositebanks;nowthewillowswoulddiplowbranchesinitsstillwaters;andnowitwouldleadthemthroughstatelytreesandgrassybanksintoalovelygarden,wheretherosesandlilieswereasleep,thetenderflowersquitefoldedup,andonlyafewwide-awakeandsendingouttheirlifeinsweet,strongodours。Widerandwidergrewthestream,untiltheycameuponboatslyingalongitsbanks,whichrockedalittleintheflutterofNorthWind’sgarments。Thencamehousesonthebanks,eachstandinginalovelylawn,withgrandtrees;andinpartstheriverwassohighthatsomeofthegrassandtherootsofsomeofthetreeswereunderwater,andDiamond,astheyglidedthroughbetweenthestems,couldseethegrassatthebottomofthewater。
Thentheywouldleavetheriverandfloataboutandoverthehouses,oneafteranother——beautifulrichhouses,which,likefinetrees,hadtakencenturiestogrow。Therewasscarcelyalighttobeseen,andnotamovementtobeheard:allthepeopleinthemlayfastasleep。
“Whatalotofdreamstheymustbedreaming!“saidDiamond。
“Yes。”returnedNorthWind。“Theycan’tsurelybealllies——
canthey?”
“Ishouldthinkitdependsalittleonwhodreamsthem。”
suggestedDiamond。
“Yes。”saidNorthWind。“Thepeoplewhothinklies,anddolies,areverylikelytodreamlies。Butthepeoplewholovewhatistruewillsurelynowandthendreamtruethings。Butthensomethingdependsonwhetherthedreamsarehome-grown,orwhethertheseedofthemisblownoversomebodyelse’sgarden-wall。Ah!there’ssomeoneawakeinthishouse!“
Theywerefloatingpastawindowinwhichalightwasburning。
Diamondheardamoan,andlookedupanxiouslyinNorthWind’sface。
“It’salady。”saidNorthWind。“Shecan’tsleepforpain。”
“Couldn’tyoudosomethingforher?”saidDiamond。
“No,Ican’t。Butyoucould。”
“WhatcouldIdo?”
“Singalittlesongtoher。”
“Shewouldn’thearme。”
“Iwilltakeyouin,andthenshewillhearyou。”
“Butthatwouldberude,wouldn’tit?Youcangowhereyouplease,ofcourse,butIshouldhavenobusinessinherroom。”
“Youmaytrustme,Diamond。Ishalltakeasgoodcareoftheladyasofyou。Thewindowisopen。Come。”
Byashadedlamp,aladywasseatedinawhitewrapper,tryingtoread,butmoaningeveryminute。NorthWindfloatedbehindherchair,setDiamonddown,andtoldhimtosingsomething。
Hewasalittlefrightened,buthethoughtawhile,andthensang:——
Thesunisgonedown,Andthemoon’sinthesky;
Butthesunwillcomeup,Andthemoonbelaidby。
TheflowerisasleepButitisnotdead;
Whenthemorningshines,Itwillliftitshead。
Whenwintercomes,Itwilldie——no,no;
ItwillonlyhideFromthefrostandthesnow。
Sureisthesummer,Sureisthesun;
ThenightandthewinterAreshadowsthatrun。
Theladyneverliftedhereyesfromherbook,orherheadfromherhand。
AssoonasDiamondhadfinished,NorthWindliftedhimandcarriedhimaway。
“Didn’ttheladyhearme?”askedDiamondwhentheywereoncemorefloatingdowntheriver。
“Oh,yes,sheheardyou。”answeredNorthWind。
“Wasshefrightenedthen?”
“Oh,no。”
“Whydidn’tshelooktoseewhoitwas?”
“Shedidn’tknowyouwerethere。”
“Howcouldshehearmethen?”
“Shedidn’thearyouwithherears。”
“Whatdidshehearmewith?”
“Withherheart。”
“Wheredidshethinkthewordscamefrom?”
“Shethoughttheycameoutofthebookshewasreading。Shewillsearchallthroughitto-morrowtofindthem,andwon’tbeabletounderstanditatall。”
“Oh,whatfun!“saidDiamond。“Whatwillshedo?”
“Icantellyouwhatshewon’tdo:she’llneverforgetthemeaningofthem;andshe’llneverbeabletorememberthewordsofthem。”
“IfsheseestheminMr。Raymond’sbook,itwillpuzzleher,won’tit?”
“Yes,thatitwill。Shewillneverbeabletounderstandit。”
“Untilshegetstothebackofthenorthwind。”suggestedDiamond。
“Untilshegetstothebackofthenorthwind。”assentedthelady。
“Oh!“criedDiamond,“Iknownowwhereweare。Oh!doletmegointotheoldgarden,andintomother’sroom,andDiamond’sstall。
Iwonderiftheholeisatthebackofmybedstill。Ishouldliketostaytherealltherestofthenight。Itwon’ttakeyoulongtogethomefromhere,willit,NorthWind?”
“No。”sheanswered;“youshallstayaslongasyoulike。”
“Oh,howjolly。”criedDiamond,asNorthWindsailedoverthehousewithhim,andsethimdownonthelawnattheback。
Diamondranaboutthelawnforalittlewhileinthemoonlight。
Hefoundpartofitcutupintoflower-beds,andthelittlesummer-housewiththecolouredglassandthegreatelm-treegone。
Hedidnotlikethis,andranintothestable。Therewerenohorsesthereatall。Heranupstairs。Theroomswereempty。
Theonlythingleftthathecaredaboutwastheholeinthewallwherehislittlebedhadstood;andthatwasnotenoughtomakehimwishtostop。Herandownthestairagain,andoutuponthelawn。
Therehethrewhimselfdownandbegantocry。Itwasallsodrearyandlost!
“IthoughtIlikedtheplacesomuch。”saidDiamondtohimself,“butIfindIdon’tcareaboutit。Isupposeit’sonlythepeopleinitthatmakeyoulikeaplace,andwhenthey’regone,it’sdead,andyoudon’tcareabitaboutit。NorthWindtoldmeImightstopaslongasIliked,andI’vestoppedlongeralready。NorthWind!“
hecriedaloud,turninghisfacetowardsthesky。
Themoonwasunderacloud,andallwaslookingdullanddismal。
Astarshotfromthesky,andfellinthegrassbesidehim。
Themomentitlighted,therestoodNorthWind。
“Oh!“criedDiamond,joyfully,“wereyoutheshootingstar?”
“Yes,mychild。”
“Didyouhearmecallyouthen?”
“Yes。”
“Sohighupasthat?”
“Yes;Iheardyouquitewell。”
“Dotakemehome。”
“Haveyouhadenoughofyouroldhomealready?”
“Yes,morethanenough。Itisn’tahomeatallnow。”
“Ithoughtthatwouldbeit。”saidNorthWind。“Everything,dreamingandall,hasgotasoulinit,orelseit’sworthnothing,andwedon’tcareabitaboutit。Someofourthoughtsareworthnothing,becausethey’vegotnosoulinthem。Thebrainputsthemintothemind,notthemindintothebrain。”
“Buthowcanyouknowaboutthat,NorthWind?Youhaven’tgotabody。”
“IfIhadn’tyouwouldn’tknowanythingaboutme。Nocreaturecanknowanotherwithoutthehelpofabody。ButIdon’tcaretotalkaboutthat。Itistimeforyoutogohome。”
Sosaying,NorthWindliftedDiamondandborehimaway。
CHAPTERXXXVIII
ATTHEBACKOFTHENORTHWIND
IDIDnotseeDiamondforaweekorsoafterthis,andthenhetoldmewhatIhavenowtoldyou。IshouldhavebeenastonishedathisbeingableeventoreportsuchconversationsashesaidhehadhadwithNorthWind,hadInotknownalreadythatsomechildrenareprofoundinmetaphysics。
Butafearcrossesme,lest,bytellingsomuchaboutmyfriend,Ishouldleadpeopletomistakehimforoneofthoseconsequential,priggishlittlemonsters,whoarealwaystryingtosaycleverthings,andlookingtoseewhetherpeopleappreciatethem。Whenachildlikethatdies,insteadofhavingasillybookwrittenabouthim,heshouldbestuffedlikeoneofthoseawfulbig-headedfishesyouseeinmuseums。ButDiamondnevertroubledhisheadaboutwhatpeoplethoughtofhim。Heneversetupforknowingbetterthanothers。
Thewisestthingshesaidcameoutwhenhewantedonetohelphimwithsomedifficultyhewasin。HewasnotevenoffendedwithNannyandJimforcallinghimasilly。Hesupposedtherewassomethinginit,thoughhecouldnotquiteunderstandwhat。
Isuspecthoweverthattheothernametheygavehim,God’sBaby,hadsomeshareinreconcilinghimtoit。
Happilyforme,IwasasmuchinterestedinmetaphysicsasDiamondhimself,andtherefore,whileherecountedhisconversationswithNorthWind,Ididnotfindmyselfatallinastrangesea,althoughcertainlyIcouldnotalwaysfeelthebottom,beingindeedconvincedthatthebottomwasmilesaway。
“Coulditbealldreaming,doyouthink,sir?”heaskedanxiously。
“Idaren’tsay,Diamond。”Ianswered。“Butatleastthereisonethingyoumaybesureof,thatthereisastillbetterlovethanthatofthewonderfulbeingyoucallNorthWind。Evenifshebeadream,thedreamofsuchabeautifulcreaturecouldnotcometoyoubychance。”
“Yes,Iknow。”returnedDiamond;“Iknow。”
Thenhewassilent,but,Iconfess,appearedmorethoughtfulthansatisfied。
ThenexttimeIsawhim,helookedpalerthanusual。
“Haveyouseenyourfriendagain?”Iaskedhim。
“Yes。”heanswered,solemnly。
“Didshetakeyououtwithher?”
“No。Shedidnotspeaktome。Iwokeallatonce,asIgenerallydowhenIamgoingtoseeher,andthereshewasagainstthedoorintothebigroom,sittingjustasIsawhersitonherowndoorstep,aswhiteassnow,andhereyesasblueastheheartofaniceberg。
Shelookedatme,butnevermovedorspoke。”
“Weren’tyouafraid?”Iasked。
“No。WhyshouldIhavebeen?”heanswered。“Ionlyfeltalittlecold。”
“Didshestaylong?”
“Idon’tknow。Ifellasleepagain。IthinkIhavebeenrathercoldeversincethough。”headdedwithasmile。
Ididnotquitelikethis,butIsaidnothing。
Fourdaysafter,IcalledagainattheMound。Themaidwhoopenedthedoorlookedgrave,butIsuspectednothing。WhenIreachedthedrawing-room,IsawMrs。Raymondhadbeencrying。
“Haven’tyouheard?”shesaid,seeingmyquestioninglooks。
“I’veheardnothing。”Ianswered。
“ThismorningwefoundourdearlittleDiamondlyingonthefloorofthebigattic-room,justoutsidehisowndoor——fastasleep,aswethought。Butwhenwetookhimup,wedidnotthinkhewasasleep。
Wesawthat——“
Herethekind-heartedladybrokeoutcryingafresh。
“MayIgoandseehim?”Iasked。
“Yes。”shesobbed。“Youknowyourwaytothetopofthetower。”
Iwalkedupthewindingstair,andenteredhisroom。Alovelyfigure,aswhiteandalmostasclearasalabaster,waslyingonthebed。
Isawatoncehowitwas。Theythoughthewasdead。Iknewthathehadgonetothebackofthenorthwind。
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