WhatMr。Raymondthought,Idarehardlyattempttoputdownhere。
  Butonepartofitwas,thatthehighestwisdommusteverappearfollytothosewhodonotpossessit。
  “Ithinkhewouldcomethough——afterdark,youknow。”Diamondcontinued。
  “Hedoeswellatshiningboots。People’skindtolameboys,youknow,sir。Butafterdark,thereain’tsomuchdoing。”
  DiamondsucceededinbringingJimtoMr。Raymond,andtheconsequencewasthatheresolvedtogivetheboyachance。HeprovidednewclothesforbothhimandNanny;anduponacertainday,Josephtookhiswifeandthreechildren,andNannyandJim,bytraintoacertainstationinthecountyofKent,wheretheyfoundacartwaitingtocarrythemandtheirluggagetoTheMound,whichwasthenameofMr。Raymond’snewresidence。Iwillnotdescribethevariedfeelingsofthepartyastheywent,orwhentheyarrived。AllIwillsayis,thatDiamond,whoismyonlycare,wasfullofquietdelight——agladnesstoodeeptotalkabout。
  Josephreturnedtotownthesamenight,andthenextmorningdroveRubyandDiamonddown,withthecarriagebehindthem,andMr。Raymondandaladyinthecarriage。ForMr。Raymondwasanoldbachelornolonger:hewasbringinghiswifewithhimtoliveatTheMound。
  ThemomentNannysawher,sherecognisedherastheladywhohadlenthertheruby-ring。ThatringhadbeengivenherbyMr。Raymond。
  Theweatherwasveryhot,andthewoodsveryshadowy。Therewerenotagreatmanywildflowers,foritwasgettingwelltowardsautumn,andthemostofthewildflowersriseearlytobebeforetheleaves,becauseiftheydidnot,theywouldnevergetaglimpseofthesunforthem。Sotheyhavetheirfunover,andarereadytogotobedagainbythetimethetreesaredressed。Buttherewasplentyoftheloveliestgrassanddaisiesaboutthehouse,andDiamond’schiefpleasureseemedtobetolieamongstthem,andbreathethepureair。
  Butallthetime,hewasdreamingofthecountryatthebackofthenorthwind,andtryingtorecallthesongstheriverusedtosing。
  Forthiswasmorelikebeingatthebackofthenorthwindthananythinghehadknownsinceheleftit。Sometimeshewouldhavehislittlebrother,sometimeshislittlesister,andsometimesbothoftheminthegrasswithhim,andthenhefeltjustlikeacatwithherfirstkittens,hesaid,onlyhecouldn’tpurr——
  allhecoulddowastosing。
  Thesewereverydifferenttimesfromthosewhenheusedtodrivethecab,butyoumustnotsupposethatDiamondwasidle。
  Hedidnotdosomuchforhismothernow,becauseNannyoccupiedhisformerplace;buthehelpedhisfatherstill,bothinthestableandtheharness-room,andgenerallywentwithhimontheboxthathemightlearntodriveapair,andbereadytoopenthecarriage-door。
  Mr。Raymondadvisedhisfathertogivehimplentyofliberty。
  “Aboylikethat。”hesaid,“oughtnottobepushed。”
  Josephassentedheartily,smilingtohimselfattheideaofpushingDiamond。Afterdoingeverythingthatfelltohisshare,theboyhadawealthoftimeathisdisposal。Andahappy,sometimesamerrytimeitwas。Onlyfortwomonthsorso,heneithersawnorheardanythingofNorthWind。
  CHAPTERXXXV
  IMAKEDIAMOND’SACQUAINTANCE
  MR。RAYMOND’ShousewascalledTheMound,becauseitstooduponalittlesteepknoll,sosmoothandsymmetricalthatitshoweditselfatoncetobeartificial。Ithad,beyonddoubt,beenbuiltforQueenElizabethasahuntingtower——aplace,namely,fromthetopofwhichyoucouldseethecountryformilesonallsides,andsobeabletofollowwithyoureyestheflyingdeerandthepursuinghoundsandhorsemen。Themoundhadbeencastuptogiveagoodbasement-advantageovertheneighbouringheightsandwoods。
  Therewasagreatquarry-holenotfaroff,brim-fullofwater,fromwhich,asthecurrentlegendstated,thematerialsformingtheheartofthemound——akindofstoneunfitforbuilding——
  hadbeendug。Thehouseitselfwasofbrick,andtheysaidthefoundationswerefirstlaidinthenaturallevel,andthenthestonesandearthofthemoundwereheapedaboutandbetweenthem,sothatitsgreatheightshouldbewellbuttressed。
  Josephandhiswifelivedinalittlecottageashortwayfromthehouse。
  Itwasarealcottage,witharoofofthickthatch,which,inJuneandJuly,thewindsprinkledwiththeredandwhitepetalsitshookfromtheloosetopmostspraysoftherose-treesclimbingthewalls。
  AtfirstDiamondhadanestunderthisthatch——aprettylittleroomwithwhitemuslincurtains,butafterwardsMr。andMrs。Raymondwantedtohavehimforapageinthehouse,andhisfatherandmotherwerequitepleasedtohavehimemployedwithouthisleavingthem。
  Sohewasdressedinasuitofblue,fromwhichhispalefaceandfairhaircameoutliketheloveliestblossom,andtookuphisabodeinthehouse。
  “Wouldyoubeafraidtosleepalone,Diamond?”askedhismistress。
  “Idon’tknowwhatyoumean,ma’am。”saidDiamond。“IneverwasafraidofanythingthatIcanrecollect——notmuch,atleast。”
  “There’salittleroomatthetopofthehouse——allalone。”
  shereturned;“perhapsyouwouldnotmindsleepingthere?”
  “Icansleepanywhere,andIlikebesttobehighup。ShouldI
  beabletoseeout?”
  “Iwillshowyoutheplace。”sheanswered;andtakinghimbythehand,sheledhimupanduptheoval-windingstairinoneofthetwotowers。
  Nearthetoptheyenteredatinylittleroom,withtwowindowsfromwhichyoucouldseeoverthewholecountry。Diamondclappedhishandswithdelight。
  “Youwouldlikethisroom,then,Diamond?”saidhismistress。
  “It’sthegrandestroominthehouse。”heanswered。“Ishallbenearthestars,andyetnotfarfromthetopsofthetrees。
  That’sjustwhatIlike。”
  Idaresayhethought,also,thatitwouldbeaniceplaceforNorthWindtocallatinpassing;buthesaidnothingofthatsort。
  Belowhimspreadalakeofgreenleaves,withglimpsesofgrasshereandthereatthebottomofit。Ashelookeddown,hesawasquirrelappearsuddenly,andassuddenlyvanishamongstthetopmostbranches。
  “Aha!littlesquirrel。”hecried,“mynestisbuilthigherthanyours。”
  “Youcanbeupherewithyourbooksasmuchasyoulike。”
  saidhismistress。“Iwillhavealittlebellhungatthedoor,whichIcanringwhenIwantyou。Half-waydownthestairisthedrawing-room。”
  SoDiamondwasinstalledaspage,andhisnewroomgotreadyforhim。
  ItwasverysoonafterthisthatIcametoknowDiamond。
  IwasthenatutorinafamilywhoseestateadjoinedthelittlepropertybelongingtoTheMound。IhadmadetheacquaintanceofMr。RaymondinLondonsometimebefore,andwaswalkingupthedrivetowardsthehousetocalluponhimonefinewarmevening,whenIsawDiamondforthefirsttime。Hewassittingatthefootofagreatbeech-tree,afewyardsfromtheroad,withabookonhisknees。Hedidnotseeme。Iwalkedupbehindthetree,andpeepingoverhisshoulder,sawthathewasreadingafairy-book。
  “Whatareyoureading?”Isaid,andspokesuddenly,withthehopeofseeingastartledlittlefacelookroundatme。Diamondturnedhisheadasquietlyasifhewereonlyobeyinghismother’svoice,andthecalmnessofhisfacerebukedmyunkinddesireandmademeashamedofit。
  “IamreadingthestoryoftheLittleLadyandtheGoblinPrince。”
  saidDiamond。
  “IamsorryIdon’tknowthestory。”Ireturned。“Whoisitby?”
  “Mr。Raymondmadeit。”
  “Isheyouruncle?”Iaskedataguess。
  “No。He’smymaster。”
  “Whatdoyoudoforhim?”Iaskedrespectfully。
  “Anythinghewishesmetodo。”heanswered。“Iambusyforhimnow。
  Hegavemethisstorytoread。Hewantsmyopinionuponit。”
  “Don’tyoufinditratherhardtomakeupyourmind?”
  “Ohdearno!AnystoryalwaystellsmeitselfwhatI’mtothinkaboutit。Mr。Raymonddoesn’twantmetosaywhetheritisacleverstoryornot,butwhetherIlikeit,andwhyIlikeit。
  Inevercantellwhattheycallcleverfromwhattheycallsilly,butIalwaysknowwhetherIlikeastoryornot。”
  “Andcanyoualwaystellwhyyoulikeitornot?”
  “No。VeryoftenIcan’tatall。SometimesIcan。Ialwaysknow,butIcan’talwaystellwhy。Mr。Raymondwritesthestories,andthentriesthemonme。Motherdoesthesamewhenshemakesjam。
  She’smadesuchalotofjamsincewecamehere!Andshealwaysmakesmetasteittoseeifit’lldo。MotherknowsbythefaceImakewhetheritwillornot。”
  AtthismomentIcaughtsightoftwomorechildrenapproaching。
  Onewasahandsomegirl,theotherapale-faced,awkward-lookingboy,wholimpedmuchononeleg。Iwithdrewalittle,toseewhatwouldfollow,fortheyseemedinsomeconsternation。Afterafewhurriedwords,theywentofftogether,andIpursuedmywaytothehouse,whereIwasaskindlyreceivedbyMr。andMrs。RaymondasIcouldhavedesired。FromthemIlearnedsomethingofDiamond,andwasinconsequencethemoregladtofindhim,whenIreturned,seatedinthesameplaceasbefore。
  “Whatdidtheboyandgirlwantwithyou,Diamond?”Iasked。
  “Theyhadseenacreaturethatfrightenedthem。”
  “Andtheycametotellyouaboutit?”
  “Theycouldn’tgetwateroutofthewellforit。Sotheywantedmetogowiththem。”
  “They’rebothbiggerthanyou。”
  “Yes,buttheywerefrightenedatit。”
  “Andweren’tyoufrightenedatit?”
  “No。”
  “Why?”
  “BecauseI’msilly。I’mneverfrightenedatthings。”
  Icouldnothelpthinkingoftheoldmeaningofthewordsilly。
  “Andwhatwasit?”Iasked。
  “Ithinkitwasakindofanangel——averylittleone。Ithadalongbodyandgreatwings,whichitdroveaboutitsofastthattheygrewathincloudallroundit。Itflewbackwardsandforwardsoverthewell,orhungrightinthemiddle,makingamistofitswings,asifitsbusinesswastotakecareofthewater。”
  “Andwhatdidyoudotodriveitaway?”
  “Ididn’tdriveitaway。Iknew,whateverthecreaturewas,thewellwastogetwateroutof。SoItookthejug,dippeditin,anddrewthewater。”
  “Andwhatdidthecreaturedo?”
  “Flewabout。”
  “Anditdidn’thurtyou?”
  “No。Whyshouldit?Iwasn’tdoinganythingwrong。”
  “Whatdidyourcompanionssaythen?”
  “Theysaid——`Thankyou,Diamond。Whatadearsillyyouare!’“
  “Andweren’tyouangrywiththem?”
  “No!WhyshouldI?Ishouldlikeiftheywouldplaywithmealittle;
  buttheyalwayslikebettertogoawaytogetherwhentheirworkisover。Theyneverheedme。Idon’tminditmuch,though。
  Theothercreaturesarefriendly。Theydon’trunawayfromme。
  Onlythey’reallsobusywiththeirownwork,theydon’tmindmemuch。”
  “Doyoufeellonely,then?”
  “Oh,no!Whennobodymindsme,Igetintomynest,andlookup。
  Andthentheskydoesmindme,andthinksaboutme。”
  “Whereisyournest?”
  Herose,saying,“Iwillshowyou。”andledmetotheothersideofthetree。
  Therehungalittlerope-ladderfromoneofthelowerboughs。
  Theboyclimbeduptheladderandgotuponthebough。Thenheclimbedfartherintotheleafybranches,andwentoutofsight。
  Afteralittlewhile,Iheardhisvoicecomingdownoutofthetree。
  “Iaminmynestnow。”saidthevoice。
  “Ican’tseeyou。”Ireturned。
  “Ican’tseeyoueither,butIcanseethefirststarpeepingoutofthesky。Ishouldliketogetupintothesky。Don’tyouthinkIshall,someday?”
  “Yes,Ido。Tellmewhatmoreyouseeupthere。”
  “Idon’tseeanythingmore,exceptafewleaves,andthebigskyoverme。Itgoesswingingabout。Theearthisallbehindmyback。
  Therecomesanotherstar!Thewindislikekissesfromabiglady。
  WhenIgetuphereIfeelasifIwereinNorthWind’sarms。”
  ThiswasthefirstIheardofNorthWind。
  Thewholewaysandlookofthechild,sofullofquietwisdom,yetsoreadytoacceptthejudgmentofothersinhisowndispraise,tookholdofmyheart,andIfeltmyselfwonderfullydrawntowardshim。
  Itseemedtome,somehow,asiflittleDiamondpossessedthesecretoflife,andwashimselfwhathewassoreadytothinkthelowestlivingthing——anangelofGodwithsomethingspecialtosayordo。
  Agushofreverencecameoverme,andwithasinglegoodnight,Iturnedandlefthiminhisnest。
  Isawhimoftenafterthis,andgainedsomuchofhisconfidencethathetoldmeallIhavetoldyou。Icannotpretendtoaccountforit。Ileavethatforeachphilosophicalreadertodoafterhisownfashion。TheeasiestwayisthatofNannyandJim,whosaidoftentoeachotherthatDiamondhadatileloose。
  ButMr。Raymondwasmuchofmyopinionconcerningtheboy;
  whileMrs。Raymondconfessedthatsheoftenrangherbelljusttohaveoncemorethepleasureofseeingthelovelystillnessoftheboy’sface,withthoseblueeyeswhichseemedrathermadeforotherpeopletolookintothanforhimselftolookoutof。
  ItwasplainertoothersthantohimselfthathefeltthedesertionofNannyandJim。Theyappearedtoregardhimasameretoy,exceptwhentheyfoundhecouldministertothescrupleofusinghim——
  generallywithsuccess。Theywere,however,well-behavedtoawonderfuldegree;whileIhavelittledoubtthatmuchoftheirgoodbehaviourwasowingtotheunconsciousinfluenceoftheboytheycalledGod’sbaby。
  OneverystrangethingisthatIcouldneverfindoutwherehegotsomeofhismanysongs。Attimestheywouldbebutbubblesblownoutofanurseryrhyme,aswasthefollowing,whichIheardhimsingoneeveningtohislittleDulcimer。
  Therewereaboutascoreofsheepfeedinginapaddocknearhim,theirwhitewooldyedapaleroseinthelightofthesettingsun。
  Thoseinthelongshadowsfromthetreesweredeadwhite;
  thoseinthesunlightwerehalfglorifiedwithpalerose。
  LittleBoPeep,shelosthersheep,Anddidn’tknowwheretofindthem;
  Theywereovertheheightandoutofsight,Trailingtheirtailsbehindthem。
  LittleBoPeepwokeoutofhersleep,Jump’dupandsetouttofindthem:
  “Thesillythings,they’vegotnowings,Andthey’velefttheirtrailsbehindthem:
  “They’vetakentheirtails,butthey’velefttheirtrails,AndsoIshallfollowandfindthem;“
  Forwhereveratailhaddraggedatrail,Thelonggrassgrewbehindthem。
  Andday’seyesandbutter-cups,cow’slipsandcrow’sfeetWereglitteringinthesun。
  Shethrewdownherbook,andcaughtuphercrook,Andafterhersheepdidrun。
  Sheran,andsheran,andeverassheran,Thegrassgrewhigherandhigher;
  TilloverthehillthesunbeganTosetinaflameoffire。
  Sheranonstill——upthegrassyhill,Andthegrassgrewhigherandhigher;
  Whenshereacheditscrown,thesunwasdown,Andhadleftatrailoffire。
  Thesheepandtheirtailsweregone,allgone——
  Andnomoretrailbehindthem!
  Yes,yes!theywerethere——long-tailedandfair,But,alas!shecouldnotfindthem。
  Purpleandgold,androsyandblue,Withtheirtailsallwhitebehindthem,Hersheeptheydidruninthetrailofthesun;
  Shesawthem,butcouldnotfindthem。
  Afterthesun,likecloudstheydidrun,Butsheknewtheywerehersheep:
  Shesatdowntocry,andlookupatthesky,Butshecriedherselfasleep。
  Andasshesleptthedewfellfast,Andthewindblewfromthesky;
  Andstrangethingstookplacethatshuntheday’sface,Becausetheyaresweetandshy。
  Nibble,nibble,crop!sheheardasshewoke:
  AhundredlittlelambsDidpluckandeatthegrasssosweetThatgrewinthetrailsoftheirdams。
  LittleBoPeepcaughtuphercrook,Andwipedthetearsthatdidblindher。
  Andnibble,nibblecrop!withoutastop!
  Thelambscameeatingbehindher。
  Home,homeshecame,bothtiredandlame,Withthreetimesasmanysheep。
  Inamonthormore,they’llbeasbigasbefore,Andthenshe’lllaughinhersleep。
  Butwhatwouldyousay,ifonefineday,Whenthey’vegottheirbushiesttails,Theirgrownupgameshouldbejustthesame,Andshehavetofollowtheirtrails?
  Neverweep,BoPeep,thoughyouloseyoursheep,Anddonotknowwheretofindthem;
  ’Tisafterthesunthemothershaverun,Andtherearetheirlambsbehindthem。
  Iconfessagaintohavingtouchedupalittle,butitlosesfarmoreinDiamond’ssweetvoicesingingitthanitgainsbyarhymehereandthere。
  SomeofthemwereoutofbooksMr。Raymondhadgivenhim。
  Thesehealwaysknew,butabouttheothershecouldseldomtell。
  Sometimeshewouldsay,“Imadethatone。”butgenerallyhewouldsay,“Idon’tknow;Ifounditsomewhere;“or“Igotitatthebackofthenorthwind。”
  OneeveningIfoundhimsittingonthegrassyslopeunderthehouse,withhisDulcimerinhisarmsandhislittlebrotherrollingonthegrassbesidethem。Hewaschantinginhisusualway,morelikethesoundofabrookthananythingelseIcanthinkof。
  WhenIwentuptothemheceasedhischant。
  “Dogoon,Diamond。Don’tmindme。”Isaid。
  Hebeganagainatonce。Whilehesang,NannyandJimsatalittlewayoff,onehemmingapocket-handkerchief,andtheotherreadingastorytoher,buttheyneverheededDiamond。ThisisasnearwhathesangasIcanrecollect,orreproducerather。
  WhatwouldyouseeifItookyouupTomylittlenestintheair?
  YouwouldseetheskylikeaclearbluecupTurnedupsidedownwardsthere。
  WhatwouldyoudoifItookyouthereTomylittlenestinthetree?
  Mychildwithcrieswouldtroubletheair,Togetwhatshecouldbutsee。
  WhatwouldyougetinthetopofthetreeForallyourcryingandgrief?
  Notastarwouldyouclutchofallyousee——
  Youcouldonlygatheraleaf。
  Butwhenyouhadlostyourgreedygrief,Contenttoseefromafar,Youwouldfindinyourhandawitheringleaf,Inyourheartashiningstar。
  AsDiamondwentonsinging,itgrewverydark,andjustasheceasedtherecameagreatflashoflightning,thatblindedusallforamoment。Dulcimercrowedwithpleasure;butwhentheroarofthundercameafterit,thelittlebrothergavealoudcryofterror。NannyandJimcamerunninguptous,palewithfear。
  Diamond’sface,too,waspalerthanusual,butwithdelight。
  Someofthegloryseemedtohaveclungtoit,andremainedshining。
  “You’renotfrightened——areyou,Diamond?”Isaid。
  “No。WhyshouldIbe?”heansweredwithhisusualquestion,lookingupinmyfacewithcalmshiningeyes。
  “Heain’tgotsensetobefrightened。”saidNanny,goinguptohimandgivinghimapityinghug。
  “Perhapsthere’smoresenseinnotbeingfrightened,Nanny。”Ireturned。
  “Doyouthinkthelightningcandoasitlikes?”
  “Itmightkillyou。”saidJim。
  “Oh,no,itmightn’t!“saidDiamond。
  Ashespoketherecameanothergreatflash,andatearingcrack。
  “There’satreestruck!“Isaid;andwhenwelookedround,aftertheblindingoftheflashhadleftoureyes,wesawahugeboughofthebeech-treeinwhichwasDiamond’snesthangingtothegroundlikethebrokenwingofabird。
  “There!“criedNanny;“Itoldyouso。Ifyouhadbeenupthereyouseewhatwouldhavehappened,youlittlesilly!“
  “No,Idon’t。”saidDiamond,andbegantosingtoDulcimer。
  AllIcouldhearofthesong,fortheotherchildrenweregoingonwiththeirchatter,was——
  Theclockstruckone,Andthemousecamedown。
  Dickery,dickery,dock!
  Thentherecameablastofwind,andtherainfollowedinstraight-pouringlines,asifoutofawatering-pot。DiamondjumpedupwithhislittleDulcimerinhisarms,andNannycaughtupthelittleboy,andtheyranforthecottage。
  Jimvanishedwithadoubleshuffle,andIwentintothehouse。
  WhenIcameoutagaintoreturnhome,thecloudsweregone,andtheeveningskyglimmeredthroughthetrees,blue,andpale-greentowardsthewest,Iturnedmystepsalittleasidetolookatthestrickenbeech。Isawtheboughtornfromthestem,andthatwasallthetwilightwouldallowmetosee。WhileIstoodgazing,downfromtheskycameasoundofsinging,butthevoicewasneitheroflarknorofnightingale:itwassweeterthaneither:
  itwasthevoiceofDiamond,upinhisairynest:——
  Thelightningandthunder,Theygoandtheycome;
  ButthestarsandthestillnessArealwaysathome。
  Andthenthevoiceceased。
  “Good-night,Diamond。”Isaid。
  “Good-night,sir。”answeredDiamond。
  AsIwalkedawaypondering,Isawthegreatblacktopofthebeechswayingaboutagainsttheskyinanupperwind,andheardthemurmurasofmanydimhalf-articulatevoicesfillingthesolitudearoundDiamond’snest。
  CHAPTERXXXVI
  DIAMONDQUESTIONSNORTHWIND
  MYREADERSwillnotwonderthat,afterthis,IdidmyverybesttogainthefriendshipofDiamond。NordidIfindthisatalldifficult,thechildwassoreadytotrust。Upononesubjectalonewashereticent——thestoryofhisrelationswithNorthWind。
  Ifancyhecouldnotquitemakeuphismindwhattothinkofthem。
  Atalleventsitwassomelittletimebeforehetrustedmewiththis,onlythenhetoldmeeverything。IfIcouldnotregarditallinexactlythesamelightashedid,Iwas,whileguiltlessoftheleastpretence,fullysympathetic,andhewassatisfiedwithoutdemandingofmeanytheoryofdifficultpointsinvolved。
  Ilethimseeplainlyenough,thatwhatevermightbetheexplanationofthemarvellousexperience,Iwouldhavegivenmuchforasimilaronemyself。
  Onaneveningsoonafterthethunderstorm,inalatetwilight,withahalf-moonhighintheheavens,IcameuponDiamondintheactofclimbingbyhislittleladderintothebeech-tree。
  “Whatareyoualwaysgoinguptherefor,Diamond?”IheardNannyask,ratherrudely,Ithought。
  “Sometimesforonething,sometimesforanother,Nanny。”
  answeredDiamond,lookingskywardsasheclimbed。
  “You’llbreakyournecksomeday。”shesaid。
  “I’mgoinguptolookatthemoonto-night。”headded,withoutheedingherremark。
  “You’llseethemoonjustaswelldownhere。”shereturned。
  “Idon’tthinkso。”
  “You’llbenonearertoherupthere。”
  “Oh,yes!Ishall。Imustbenearerher,youknow。IwishI
  coulddreamasprettydreamsaboutherasyoucan,Nanny。”
  “Yousilly!youneverhavedoneaboutthatdream。Ineverdreamedbutthatone,anditwasnonsenseenough,I’msure。”
  “Itwasn’tnonsense。Itwasabeautifuldream——andafunnyonetoo,bothinone。”
  “Butwhat’sthegoodoftalkingaboutitthatway,whenyouknowitwasonlyadream?Dreamsain’ttrue。”
  “Thatonewastrue,Nanny。Youknowitwas。Didn’tyoucometogrieffordoingwhatyouweretoldnottodo?Andisn’tthattrue?”
  “Ican’tgetanysenseintohim。”exclaimedNanny,withanexpressionofmilddespair。“Doyoureallybelieve,Diamond,thatthere’sahouseinthemoon,withabeautifulladyandacrookedoldmananddustersinit?”
  “Ifthereisn’t,there’ssomethingbetter。”heanswered,andvanishedintheleavesoverourheads。
  Iwentintothehouse,whereIvisitedoftenintheevenings。
  WhenIcameout,therewasalittlewindblowing,verypleasantaftertheheatoftheday,foralthoughitwaslatesummernow,itwasstillhot。Thetree-topswereswingingaboutinit。
  Itookmywaypastthebeech,andcalleduptoseeifDiamondwerestillinhisnestinitsrockinghead。
  “Areyouthere,Diamond?”Isaid。
  “Yes,sir。”camehisclearvoiceinreply。
  “Isn’titgrowingtoodarkforyoutogetdownsafely?”
  “Oh,no,sir——ifItaketimetoit。Iknowmywaysowell,andneverletgowithonehandtillI’veagoodholdwiththeother。”
  “Dobecareful。”Iinsisted——foolishly,seeingtheboywasascarefulashecouldbealready。
  “I’mcoming。”hereturned。“I’vegotallthemoonIwantto-night。”
  Iheardarustlingandarustlingdrawingnearerandnearer。
  Threeorfourminuteselapsed,andheappearedatlengthcreepingdownhislittleladder。Itookhiminmyarms,andsethimontheground。
  “Thankyou,sir。”hesaid。“That’sthenorthwindblowing,isn’tit,sir?”
  “Ican’ttell。”Ianswered。“Itfeelscoolandkind,andIthinkitmaybe。ButIcouldn’tbesureexceptitwerestronger,foragentlewindmightturnanywayamongstthetrunksofthetrees。”
  “IshallknowwhenIgetuptomyownroom。”saidDiamond。
  “IthinkIhearmymistress’sbell。Good-night,sir。”
  Herantothehouse,andIwenthome。
  Hismistresshadrungforhimonlytosendhimtobed,forshewasverycarefuloverhimandIdaresaythoughthewasnotlookingwell。
  Whenhereachedhisownroom,heopenedbothhiswindows,oneofwhichlookedtothenorthandtheothertotheeast,tofindhowthewindblew。Itblewrightinatthenorthernwindow。
  Diamondwasveryglad,forhethoughtperhapsNorthWindherselfwouldcomenow:arealnorthwindhadneverblownallthetimesinceheleftLondon。But,asshealwayscameofherself,andneverwhenhewaslookingforher,andindeedalmostneverwhenhewasthinkingofher,heshuttheeastwindow,andwenttobed。
  Perhapssomeofmyreadersmaywonderthathecouldgotosleepwithsuchanexpectation;and,indeed,ifIhadnotknownhim,Ishouldhavewonderedatitmyself;butitwasoneofhispeculiarities,andseemednothingstrangeinhim。Hewassofullofquietnessthathecouldgotosleepalmostanytime,ifheonlycomposedhimselfandletthesleepcome。Thistimehewentfastasleepasusual。
  Buthewokeinthedimbluenight。Themoonhadvanished。
  Hethoughtheheardaknockingathisdoor。“Somebodywantsme。”
  hesaidtohimself,andjumpingoutofbed,rantoopenit。
  Buttherewasnoonethere。Hecloseditagain,and,thenoisestillcontinuing,foundthatanotherdoorintheroomwasrattling。
  Itbelongedtoacloset,hethought,buthehadneverbeenabletoopenit。Thewindblowinginatthewindowmustbeshakingit。
  Hewouldgoandseeifitwasso。
  Thedoornowopenedquiteeasily,buttohissurprise,insteadofaclosethefoundalongnarrowroom。Themoon,whichwassinkinginthewest,shoneinatanopenwindowatthefurtherend。
  Theroomwaslowwithacovedceiling,andoccupiedthewholetopofthehouse,immediatelyundertheroof。Itwasquiteempty。
  Theyellowlightofthehalf-moonstreamedoverthedarkfloor。
  Hewassodelightedatthediscoveryofthestrange,desolate,moonlitplaceclosetohisownsnuglittleroom,thathebegantodanceandskipaboutthefloor。Thewindcameinthroughthedoorhehadleftopen,andblewabouthimashedanced,andhekeptturningtowardsitthatitmightblowinhisface。
  Hekeptpicturingtohimselfthemanyplaces,lovelyanddesolate,thehill-sidesandfarm-yardsandtree-topsandmeadows,overwhichithadblownonitswaytoTheMound。Andashedanced,hegrewmoreandmoredelightedwiththemotionandthewind;
  hisfeetgrewstronger,andhisbodylighter,untilatlengthitseemedasifhewereborneupontheair,andcouldalmostfly。
  Sostrongdidhisfeelingbecome,thatatlasthebegantodoubtwhetherhewasnotinoneofthosepreciousdreamshehadsooftenhad,inwhichhefloatedaboutontheairatwill。
  Butsomethingmadehimlookup,andtohisunspeakabledelight,hefoundhisupliftedhandslyinginthoseofNorthWind,whowasdancingwithhim,roundandroundthelongbareroom,herhairnowfallingtothefloor,nowfillingthearchedceiling,hereyesshiningonhimlikethinkingstars,andthesweetestofgrandsmilesplayingbreezilyaboutherbeautifulmouth。Shewas,assooftenbefore,oftheheightofarathertalllady。Shedidnotstoopinordertodancewithhim,butheldhishandshighinhers。
  Whenhesawher,hegaveonespring,andhisarmswereaboutherneck,andherarmsholdinghimtoherbosom。Thesamemomentshesweptwithhimthroughtheopenwindowinatwhichthemoonwasshining,madeacircuitlikeabirdabouttoalight,andsettledwithhiminhisnestonthetopofthegreatbeech-tree。Theresheplacedhimonherlapandbegantohushhimasifhewereherownbaby,andDiamondwassoentirelyhappythathedidnotcaretospeakaword。Atlength,however,hefoundthathewasgoingtosleep,andthatwouldbetolosesomuch,that,pleasantasitwas,hecouldnotconsent。
  “Please,dearNorthWind。”hesaid,“IamsohappythatI’mafraidit’sadream。HowamItoknowthatit’snotadream?”
  “Whatdoesitmatter?”returnedNorthWind。
  “Ishould,cry“saidDiamond。
  “Butwhyshouldyoucry?Thedream,ifitisadream,isapleasantone——
  isitnot?”
  “That’sjustwhyIwantittobetrue。”
  “HaveyouforgottenwhatyousaidtoNannyaboutherdream?”
  “It’snotforthedreamitself——Imean,it’snotforthepleasureofit。”answeredDiamond,“forIhavethat,whetheritbeadreamornot;it’sforyou,NorthWind;Ican’tbeartofinditadream,becausethenIshouldloseyou。Youwouldbenobodythen,andI
  couldnotbearthat。Youain’tadream,areyou,dearNorthWind?
  DosayNo,elseIshallcry,andcomeawake,andyou’llbegoneforever。
  Idaren’tdreamaboutyouonceagainifyouain’tanybody。”
  “I’meithernotadream,orthere’ssomethingbetterthat’snotadream,Diamond。”saidNorthWind,inarathersorrowfultone,hethought。
  “Butit’snotsomethingbetter——it’syouIwant,NorthWind。”
  hepersisted,alreadybeginningtocryalittle。
  Shemadenoanswer,butrosewithhiminherarmsandsailedawayoverthetree-topstilltheycametoameadow,whereaflockofsheepwasfeeding。
  “DoyourememberwhatthesongyouweresingingaweekagosaysaboutBo-Peep——howshelosthersheep,butgottwiceasmanylambs?”
  askedNorthWind,sittingdownonthegrass,andplacinghiminherlapasbefore。
  “Ohyes,Ido,wellenough。”answeredDiamond;“butIneverjustquitelikedthatrhyme。”
  “Whynot,child?”
  “Becauseitseemstosayone’sasgoodasanother,ortwonewonesarebetterthanonethat’slost。I’vebeenthinkingaboutitagreatdeal,anditseemstomethatalthoughanyonesixpenceisasgoodasanyothersixpence,nottwentylambswoulddoinsteadofonesheepwhosefaceyouknew。Somehow,whenonceyou’velookedintoanybody’seyes,rightdeepdownintothem,Imean,nobodywilldoforthatoneanymore。Nobody,eversobeautifulorsogood,willmakeupforthatonegoingoutofsight。
  Soyousee,NorthWind,Ican’thelpbeingfrightenedtothinkthatperhapsIamonlydreaming,andyouarenowhereatall。
  Dotellmethatyouaremyown,real,beautifulNorthWind。”
  Againsherose,andshotherselfintotheair,asifuneasybecauseshecouldnotanswerhim;andDiamondlayquietinherarms,waitingforwhatshewouldsay。Hetriedtoseeupintoherface,forhewasdreadfullyafraidshewasnotansweringhimbecauseshecouldnotsaythatshewasnotadream;butshehadletherhairfallalloverherfacesothathecouldnotseeit。Thisfrightenedhimstillmore。
  “Dospeak,NorthWind。”hesaidatlast。
  “IneverspeakwhenIhavenothingtosay。”shereplied。
  “ThenIdothinkyoumustbearealNorthWind,andnodream。”
  saidDiamond。
  “ButI’mlookingforsomethingtosayallthetime。”
  “ButIdon’twantyoutosaywhat’shardtofind。Ifyouweretosayonewordtocomfortmethatwasn’ttrue,thenIshouldknowyoumustbeadream,foragreatbeautifulladylikeyoucouldnevertellalie。”
  “Butshemightn’tknowhowtosaywhatshehadtosay,sothatalittleboylikeyouwouldunderstandit。”saidNorthWind。
  “Here,letusgetdownagain,andIwilltrytotellyouwhatIthink。
  Youmusn’tsupposeIamabletoanswerallyourquestions,though。
  ThereareagreatmanythingsIdon’tunderstandmorethanyoudo。”
  Shedescendedonagrassyhillock,inthemidstofawildfurzycommon。
  Therewasarabbit-warrenunderneath,andsomeoftherabbitscameoutoftheirholes,inthemoonlight,lookingverysoberandwise,justlikepatriarchsstandingintheirtent-doors,andlookingaboutthembeforegoingtobed。WhentheysawNorthWind,insteadofturningroundandvanishingagainwithathumpoftheirheels,theycanteredslowlyuptoherandsnuffledallaboutherwiththeirlongupperlips,whichmovedeverywayatonce。
  Thatwastheirwayofkissingher;and,asshetalkedtoDiamond,shewouldeverynowandthenstrokedowntheirfurrybacks,orliftandplaywiththeirlongears。Theywould,Diamondthought,haveleapeduponherlap,butthathewastherealready。
  “Ithink。”saidshe,aftertheyhadbeensittingsilentforawhile,“thatifIwereonlyadream,youwouldnothavebeenabletolovemeso。Youlovemewhenyouarenotwithme,don’tyou?”
  “IndeedIdo。”answeredDiamond,strokingherhand。“Isee!Isee!
  HowcouldIbeabletoloveyouasIdoifyouweren’tthereatall,youknow?Besides,Icouldn’tbeabletodreamanythinghalfsobeautifulalloutofmyownhead;orifIdid,Icouldn’tloveafancyofmyownlikethat,couldI?”
  “Ithinknot。Youmighthavelovedmeinadream,dreamily,andforgottenmewhenyouwoke,Idaresay,butnotlovedmelikearealbeingasyouloveme。Eventhen,Idon’tthinkyoucoulddreamanythingthathadn’tsomethingreallikeitsomewhere。Butyou’veseenmeinmanyshapes,Diamond:yourememberIwasawolfonce——don’tyou?”
  “Ohyes——agoodwolfthatfrightenedanaughtydrunkennurse。”
  “Well,supposeIweretoturnugly,wouldyouratherIweren’tadreamthen?”
  “Yes;forIshouldknowthatyouwerebeautifulinsideallthesame。
  Youwouldloveme,andIshouldloveyouallthesame。Ishouldn’tlikeyoutolookugly,youknow。ButIshouldn’tbelieveitabit。”
  “Notifyousawit?”
  “No,notifIsawiteversoplain。”
  “There’smyDiamond!IwilltellyouallIknowaboutitthen。
  Idon’tthinkIamjustwhatyoufancymetobe。Ihavetoshapemyselfvariouswaystovariouspeople。Buttheheartofmeistrue。
  Peoplecallmebydreadfulnames,andthinktheyknowallaboutme。
  Buttheydon’t。SometimestheycallmeBadFortune,sometimesEvilChance,sometimesRuin;andtheyhaveanothernameformewhichtheythinkthemostdreadfulofall。”
  “Whatisthat?”askedDiamond,smilingupinherface。
  “Iwon’ttellyouthatname。Doyourememberhavingtogothroughmetogetintothecountryatmyback?”
  “Ohyes,Ido。Howcoldyouwere,NorthWind!andsowhite,allbutyourlovelyeyes!Myheartgrewlikealumpofice,andthenIforgotforawhile。”
  “Youwereverynearknowingwhattheycallmethen。Wouldyoubeafraidofmeifyouhadtogothroughmeagain?”
  “No。WhyshouldI?IndeedIshouldbegladenough,ifitwasonlytogetanotherpeepofthecountryatyourback。”
  “You’veneverseenityet。”
  “Haven’tI,NorthWind?Oh!I’msosorry!IthoughtIhad。
  WhatdidIseethen?”
  “Onlyapictureofit。Therealcountryatmyrealbackiseversomuchmorebeautifulthanthat。Youshallseeitoneday——
  perhapsbeforeverylong。”
  “Dotheysingsongsthere?”
  “Don’tyourememberthedreamyouhadaboutthelittleboysthatdugforthestars?”
  “Yes,thatIdo。Ithoughtyoumusthavehadsomethingtodowiththatdream,itwassobeautiful。”
  “Yes;Igaveyouthatdream。”
  “Oh!thankyou。DidyougiveNannyherdreamtoo——aboutthemoonandthebees?”
  “Yes。Iwastheladythatsatatthewindowofthemoon。”
  “Oh,thankyou。Iwasalmostsureyouhadsomethingtodowiththattoo。
  AnddidyoutellMr。RaymondthestoryaboutthePrincessDaylight?”
  “IbelieveIhadsomethingtodowithit。Atalleventshethoughtaboutitonenightwhenhecouldn’tsleep。ButIwanttoaskyouwhetheryourememberthesongtheboy-angelssanginthatdreamofyours。”
  “No。Icouldn’tkeepit,dowhatIwould,andIdidtry。”
  “Thatwasmyfault。”
  “Howcouldthatbe,NorthWind?”
  “BecauseIdidn’tknowitproperlymyself,andsoIcouldn’tteachittoyou。Icouldonlymakearoughguessatsomethinglikewhatitwouldbe,andsoIwasn’tabletomakeyoudreamithardenoughtorememberit。NorwouldIhavedonesoifIcould,foritwasnotcorrect。Imadeyoudreampicturesofit,though。Butyouwillheartheverysongitselfwhenyoudogettothebackof——“
  “MyowndearNorthWind。”saidDiamond,finishingthesentenceforher,andkissingthearmthatheldhimleaningagainsther。
  “Andnowwe’vesettledallthis——forthetime,atleast。”
  saidNorthWind。
  “ButIcan’tfeelquitesureyet。”saidDiamond。
  “Youmustwaitawhileforthat。Meantimeyoumaybehopeful,andcontentnottobequitesure。Comenow,Iwilltakeyouhomeagain,foritwon’tdototireyoutoomuch。”
  “Oh,no,no。I’mnottheleasttired。”pleadedDiamond。
  “Itisbetter,though。”
  “Verywell;ifyouwishit。”yieldedDiamondwithasigh。
  “Youareadeargood,boy“saidNorthWind。“Iwillcomeforyouagainto-morrownightandtakeyououtforalongertime。Weshallmakealittlejourneytogether,infact。Weshallstartearlier。
  andasthemoonwillbe,later,weshallhavealittlemoonlightalltheway。”
  Sherose,andsweptoverthemeadowandthetrees。InafewmomentstheMoundappearedbelowthem。Shesankalittle,andfloatedinatthewindowofDiamond’sroom。Thereshelaidhimonhisbed,coveredhimover,andinamomenthewaslaptinadreamlesssleep。
  CHAPTERXXXVII
  ONCEMORE
  THEnextnightDiamondwasseatedbyhisopenwindow,withhisheadonhishand,rathertired,butsoeagerlywaitingforthepromisedvisitthathewasafraidhecouldnotsleep。Buthestartedsuddenly,andfoundthathehadbeenalreadyasleep。Herose,andlookingoutofthewindowsawsomethingwhiteagainsthisbeech-tree。ItwasNorthWind。Shewasholdingbyonehandtoatopbranch。
  Herhairandhergarmentswentfloatingawaybehindheroverthetree,whosetopwasswayingaboutwhiletheotherswerestill。
  “Areyouready,Diamond?”sheasked。
  “Yes。”answeredDiamond,“quiteready。”
  Inamomentshewasatthewindow,andherarmscameinandtookhim。
  Shesailedawaysoswiftlythathecouldatfirstmarknothingbutthespeedwithwhichthecloudsaboveandthedimearthbelowwentrushingpast。Butsoonhebegantoseethattheskywasverylovely,withmottledcloudsallaboutthemoon,onwhichshethrewfaintcolourslikethoseofmother-of-pearl,oranopal。Thenightwaswarm,andinthelady’sarmshedidnotfeelthewindwhichdownbelowwasmakingwavesintheripecorn,andripplesontheriversandlakes。
  Atlengththeydescendedonthesideofanopenearthyhill,justwhere,frombeneathastone,aspringcamebubblingout。
  “Iamgoingtotakeyoualongthislittlebrook。”saidNorthWind。
  “Iamnotwantedforanythingelseto-night,soIcangiveyouatreat。”
  ShestoopedoverthestreamandholdingDiamonddownclosetothesurfaceofit,glidedalonglevelwithitsflowasitrandownthehill。AndthesongofthebrookcameupintoDiamond’sears,andgrewandgrewandchangedwitheveryturn。ItseemedtoDiamondtobesingingthestoryofitslifetohim。Andsoitwas。
  Itbeganwithamusicaltinklewhichchangedtoababbleandthentoagentlerushing。Sometimesitssongwouldalmostcease,andthenbreakoutagain,tinkle,babble,andrush,allatonce。Atthebottomofthehilltheycametoasmallriver,intowhichthebrookflowedwithamuffledbutmerrysound。Alongthesurfaceoftheriver,darklyclearbelowtheminthemoonlight,theyfloated;now,whereitwidenedoutintoalittlelake,theywouldhoverforamomentoverabedofwater-lilies,andwatchthemswingabout,foldedinsleep,asthewateronwhichtheyleanedswayedinthepresenceofNorthWind;
  andnowtheywouldwatchthefishesasleepamongtheirrootsbelow。
  SometimesshewouldholdDiamondoveradeephollowcurvingintothebank,thathemightlookfarintothecoolstillness。
  Sometimesshewouldleavetheriverandsweepacrossaclover-field。
  Thebeeswereallathome,andthecloverwasasleep。Thenshewouldreturnandfollowtheriver。Itgrewwiderandwiderasitwent。
  Nowthearmiesofwheatandofoatswouldhangoveritsrushfromtheoppositebanks;nowthewillowswoulddiplowbranchesinitsstillwaters;andnowitwouldleadthemthroughstatelytreesandgrassybanksintoalovelygarden,wheretherosesandlilieswereasleep,thetenderflowersquitefoldedup,andonlyafewwide-awakeandsendingouttheirlifeinsweet,strongodours。Widerandwidergrewthestream,untiltheycameuponboatslyingalongitsbanks,whichrockedalittleintheflutterofNorthWind’sgarments。Thencamehousesonthebanks,eachstandinginalovelylawn,withgrandtrees;andinpartstheriverwassohighthatsomeofthegrassandtherootsofsomeofthetreeswereunderwater,andDiamond,astheyglidedthroughbetweenthestems,couldseethegrassatthebottomofthewater。
  Thentheywouldleavetheriverandfloataboutandoverthehouses,oneafteranother——beautifulrichhouses,which,likefinetrees,hadtakencenturiestogrow。Therewasscarcelyalighttobeseen,andnotamovementtobeheard:allthepeopleinthemlayfastasleep。
  “Whatalotofdreamstheymustbedreaming!“saidDiamond。
  “Yes。”returnedNorthWind。“Theycan’tsurelybealllies——
  canthey?”
  “Ishouldthinkitdependsalittleonwhodreamsthem。”
  suggestedDiamond。
  “Yes。”saidNorthWind。“Thepeoplewhothinklies,anddolies,areverylikelytodreamlies。Butthepeoplewholovewhatistruewillsurelynowandthendreamtruethings。Butthensomethingdependsonwhetherthedreamsarehome-grown,orwhethertheseedofthemisblownoversomebodyelse’sgarden-wall。Ah!there’ssomeoneawakeinthishouse!“
  Theywerefloatingpastawindowinwhichalightwasburning。
  Diamondheardamoan,andlookedupanxiouslyinNorthWind’sface。
  “It’salady。”saidNorthWind。“Shecan’tsleepforpain。”
  “Couldn’tyoudosomethingforher?”saidDiamond。
  “No,Ican’t。Butyoucould。”
  “WhatcouldIdo?”
  “Singalittlesongtoher。”
  “Shewouldn’thearme。”
  “Iwilltakeyouin,andthenshewillhearyou。”
  “Butthatwouldberude,wouldn’tit?Youcangowhereyouplease,ofcourse,butIshouldhavenobusinessinherroom。”
  “Youmaytrustme,Diamond。Ishalltakeasgoodcareoftheladyasofyou。Thewindowisopen。Come。”
  Byashadedlamp,aladywasseatedinawhitewrapper,tryingtoread,butmoaningeveryminute。NorthWindfloatedbehindherchair,setDiamonddown,andtoldhimtosingsomething。
  Hewasalittlefrightened,buthethoughtawhile,andthensang:——
  Thesunisgonedown,Andthemoon’sinthesky;
  Butthesunwillcomeup,Andthemoonbelaidby。
  TheflowerisasleepButitisnotdead;
  Whenthemorningshines,Itwillliftitshead。
  Whenwintercomes,Itwilldie——no,no;
  ItwillonlyhideFromthefrostandthesnow。
  Sureisthesummer,Sureisthesun;
  ThenightandthewinterAreshadowsthatrun。
  Theladyneverliftedhereyesfromherbook,orherheadfromherhand。
  AssoonasDiamondhadfinished,NorthWindliftedhimandcarriedhimaway。
  “Didn’ttheladyhearme?”askedDiamondwhentheywereoncemorefloatingdowntheriver。
  “Oh,yes,sheheardyou。”answeredNorthWind。
  “Wasshefrightenedthen?”
  “Oh,no。”
  “Whydidn’tshelooktoseewhoitwas?”
  “Shedidn’tknowyouwerethere。”
  “Howcouldshehearmethen?”
  “Shedidn’thearyouwithherears。”
  “Whatdidshehearmewith?”
  “Withherheart。”
  “Wheredidshethinkthewordscamefrom?”
  “Shethoughttheycameoutofthebookshewasreading。Shewillsearchallthroughitto-morrowtofindthem,andwon’tbeabletounderstanditatall。”
  “Oh,whatfun!“saidDiamond。“Whatwillshedo?”
  “Icantellyouwhatshewon’tdo:she’llneverforgetthemeaningofthem;andshe’llneverbeabletorememberthewordsofthem。”
  “IfsheseestheminMr。Raymond’sbook,itwillpuzzleher,won’tit?”
  “Yes,thatitwill。Shewillneverbeabletounderstandit。”
  “Untilshegetstothebackofthenorthwind。”suggestedDiamond。
  “Untilshegetstothebackofthenorthwind。”assentedthelady。
  “Oh!“criedDiamond,“Iknownowwhereweare。Oh!doletmegointotheoldgarden,andintomother’sroom,andDiamond’sstall。
  Iwonderiftheholeisatthebackofmybedstill。Ishouldliketostaytherealltherestofthenight。Itwon’ttakeyoulongtogethomefromhere,willit,NorthWind?”
  “No。”sheanswered;“youshallstayaslongasyoulike。”
  “Oh,howjolly。”criedDiamond,asNorthWindsailedoverthehousewithhim,andsethimdownonthelawnattheback。
  Diamondranaboutthelawnforalittlewhileinthemoonlight。
  Hefoundpartofitcutupintoflower-beds,andthelittlesummer-housewiththecolouredglassandthegreatelm-treegone。
  Hedidnotlikethis,andranintothestable。Therewerenohorsesthereatall。Heranupstairs。Theroomswereempty。
  Theonlythingleftthathecaredaboutwastheholeinthewallwherehislittlebedhadstood;andthatwasnotenoughtomakehimwishtostop。Herandownthestairagain,andoutuponthelawn。
  Therehethrewhimselfdownandbegantocry。Itwasallsodrearyandlost!
  “IthoughtIlikedtheplacesomuch。”saidDiamondtohimself,“butIfindIdon’tcareaboutit。Isupposeit’sonlythepeopleinitthatmakeyoulikeaplace,andwhenthey’regone,it’sdead,andyoudon’tcareabitaboutit。NorthWindtoldmeImightstopaslongasIliked,andI’vestoppedlongeralready。NorthWind!“
  hecriedaloud,turninghisfacetowardsthesky。
  Themoonwasunderacloud,andallwaslookingdullanddismal。
  Astarshotfromthesky,andfellinthegrassbesidehim。
  Themomentitlighted,therestoodNorthWind。
  “Oh!“criedDiamond,joyfully,“wereyoutheshootingstar?”
  “Yes,mychild。”
  “Didyouhearmecallyouthen?”
  “Yes。”
  “Sohighupasthat?”
  “Yes;Iheardyouquitewell。”
  “Dotakemehome。”
  “Haveyouhadenoughofyouroldhomealready?”
  “Yes,morethanenough。Itisn’tahomeatallnow。”
  “Ithoughtthatwouldbeit。”saidNorthWind。“Everything,dreamingandall,hasgotasoulinit,orelseit’sworthnothing,andwedon’tcareabitaboutit。Someofourthoughtsareworthnothing,becausethey’vegotnosoulinthem。Thebrainputsthemintothemind,notthemindintothebrain。”
  “Buthowcanyouknowaboutthat,NorthWind?Youhaven’tgotabody。”
  “IfIhadn’tyouwouldn’tknowanythingaboutme。Nocreaturecanknowanotherwithoutthehelpofabody。ButIdon’tcaretotalkaboutthat。Itistimeforyoutogohome。”
  Sosaying,NorthWindliftedDiamondandborehimaway。
  CHAPTERXXXVIII
  ATTHEBACKOFTHENORTHWIND
  IDIDnotseeDiamondforaweekorsoafterthis,andthenhetoldmewhatIhavenowtoldyou。IshouldhavebeenastonishedathisbeingableeventoreportsuchconversationsashesaidhehadhadwithNorthWind,hadInotknownalreadythatsomechildrenareprofoundinmetaphysics。
  Butafearcrossesme,lest,bytellingsomuchaboutmyfriend,Ishouldleadpeopletomistakehimforoneofthoseconsequential,priggishlittlemonsters,whoarealwaystryingtosaycleverthings,andlookingtoseewhetherpeopleappreciatethem。Whenachildlikethatdies,insteadofhavingasillybookwrittenabouthim,heshouldbestuffedlikeoneofthoseawfulbig-headedfishesyouseeinmuseums。ButDiamondnevertroubledhisheadaboutwhatpeoplethoughtofhim。Heneversetupforknowingbetterthanothers。
  Thewisestthingshesaidcameoutwhenhewantedonetohelphimwithsomedifficultyhewasin。HewasnotevenoffendedwithNannyandJimforcallinghimasilly。Hesupposedtherewassomethinginit,thoughhecouldnotquiteunderstandwhat。
  Isuspecthoweverthattheothernametheygavehim,God’sBaby,hadsomeshareinreconcilinghimtoit。
  Happilyforme,IwasasmuchinterestedinmetaphysicsasDiamondhimself,andtherefore,whileherecountedhisconversationswithNorthWind,Ididnotfindmyselfatallinastrangesea,althoughcertainlyIcouldnotalwaysfeelthebottom,beingindeedconvincedthatthebottomwasmilesaway。
  “Coulditbealldreaming,doyouthink,sir?”heaskedanxiously。
  “Idaren’tsay,Diamond。”Ianswered。“Butatleastthereisonethingyoumaybesureof,thatthereisastillbetterlovethanthatofthewonderfulbeingyoucallNorthWind。Evenifshebeadream,thedreamofsuchabeautifulcreaturecouldnotcometoyoubychance。”
  “Yes,Iknow。”returnedDiamond;“Iknow。”
  Thenhewassilent,but,Iconfess,appearedmorethoughtfulthansatisfied。
  ThenexttimeIsawhim,helookedpalerthanusual。
  “Haveyouseenyourfriendagain?”Iaskedhim。
  “Yes。”heanswered,solemnly。
  “Didshetakeyououtwithher?”
  “No。Shedidnotspeaktome。Iwokeallatonce,asIgenerallydowhenIamgoingtoseeher,andthereshewasagainstthedoorintothebigroom,sittingjustasIsawhersitonherowndoorstep,aswhiteassnow,andhereyesasblueastheheartofaniceberg。
  Shelookedatme,butnevermovedorspoke。”
  “Weren’tyouafraid?”Iasked。
  “No。WhyshouldIhavebeen?”heanswered。“Ionlyfeltalittlecold。”
  “Didshestaylong?”
  “Idon’tknow。Ifellasleepagain。IthinkIhavebeenrathercoldeversincethough。”headdedwithasmile。
  Ididnotquitelikethis,butIsaidnothing。
  Fourdaysafter,IcalledagainattheMound。Themaidwhoopenedthedoorlookedgrave,butIsuspectednothing。WhenIreachedthedrawing-room,IsawMrs。Raymondhadbeencrying。
  “Haven’tyouheard?”shesaid,seeingmyquestioninglooks。
  “I’veheardnothing。”Ianswered。
  “ThismorningwefoundourdearlittleDiamondlyingonthefloorofthebigattic-room,justoutsidehisowndoor——fastasleep,aswethought。Butwhenwetookhimup,wedidnotthinkhewasasleep。
  Wesawthat——“
  Herethekind-heartedladybrokeoutcryingafresh。
  “MayIgoandseehim?”Iasked。
  “Yes。”shesobbed。“Youknowyourwaytothetopofthetower。”
  Iwalkedupthewindingstair,andenteredhisroom。Alovelyfigure,aswhiteandalmostasclearasalabaster,waslyingonthebed。
  Isawatoncehowitwas。Theythoughthewasdead。Iknewthathehadgonetothebackofthenorthwind。
  End