Chapter79
OldJohndidnotwalkneartheGoldenKey,forbetweentheGoldenKeyandtheBlackLiontherelayawildernessofstreets——aseverybodyknowswhoisacquaintedwiththerelativebearingsofClerkenwellandWhitechapel——andhewasbynomeansfamousforpedestrianexercises。ButtheGoldenKeyliesinourway,thoughitwasoutofhis;sototheGoldenKeythischaptergoes。
TheGoldenKeyitself,fairemblemofthelocksmith’strade,hadbeenpulleddownbytherioters,androughlytrampledunderfoot。
But,now,itwashoistedupagaininallthegloryofanewcoatofpaint,andshewedmorebravelyeventhanindaysofyore。Indeedthewholehouse-frontwasspruceandtrim,andsofreshenedupthroughout,thatifthereyetremainedatlargeanyoftherioterswhohadbeenconcernedintheattackuponit,thesightoftheold,goodly,prosperousdwelling,sorevived,musthavebeentothemasgallandwormwood。
Theshuttersoftheshopwereclosed,however,andthewindow-
blindsabovewereallpulleddown,andinplaceofitsusualcheerfulappearance,thehousehadalookofsadnessandanairofmourning;whichtheneighbours,whoinolddayshadoftenseenpoorBarnabygoinandout,wereatnolosstounderstand。Thedoorstoodpartlyopen;butthelocksmith’shammerwasunheard;thecatsatmopingontheashyforge;allwasdeserted,dark,andsilent。
Onthethresholdofthisdoor,MrHaredaleandEdwardChestermet。
Theyoungermangaveplace;andbothpassinginwithafamiliarair,whichseemedtodenotethattheyweretarryingthere,orwerewell-accustomedtogotoandfrounquestioned,shutitbehindthem。
Enteringtheoldback-parlour,andascendingtheflightofstairs,abruptandsteep,andquaintlyfashionedasofold,theyturnedintothebestroom;theprideofMrsVarden’sheart,anderstthesceneofMiggs’shouseholdlabours。
’Vardenbroughtthemotherherelastevening,hetoldme?’saidMrHaredale。
’Sheisabove-stairsnow——intheroomoverhere,’Edwardrejoined。
’Hergrief,theysay,ispastalltelling。Ineedn’tadd——forthatyouknowbeforehand,sir——thatthecare,humanity,andsympathyofthesegoodpeoplehavenobounds。’
’Iamsureofthat。Heavenrepaythemforit,andformuchmore!
Vardenisout?’
’Hereturnedwithyourmessenger,whoarrivedalmostatthemomentofhiscominghomehimself。Hewasoutthewholenight——butthatofcourseyouknow。Hewaswithyouthegreaterpartofit?’
’Hewas。Withouthim,Ishouldhavelackedmyrighthand。HeisanoldermanthanI;butnothingcanconquerhim。’
’Thecheeriest,stoutest-heartedfellowintheworld。’
’Hehasarighttobe。Hehasarighttohe。Abettercreatureneverlived。Hereapswhathehassown——nomore。’
’Itisnotallmen,’saidEdward,afteramoment’shesitation,’whohavethehappinesstodothat。’
’Morethanyouimagine,’returnedMrHaredale。’Wenotetheharvestmorethantheseed-time。Youdosoinme。’
Intruthhispaleandhaggardface,andgloomybearing,hadsofarinfluencedtheremark,thatEdwardwas,forthemoment,atalosstoanswerhim。
’Tut,tut,’saidMrHaredale,’’twasnotverydifficulttoreadathoughtsonatural。Butyouaremistakennevertheless。Ihavehadmyshareofsorrows——morethanthecommonlot,perhaps,butI
havebornethemill。IhavebrokenwhereIshouldhavebent;andhavemusedandbrooded,whenmyspiritshouldhavemixedwithallGod’sgreatcreation。Themenwholearnendurance,aretheywhocallthewholeworld,brother。IhaveturnedFROMtheworld,andI
paythepenalty。’
Edwardwouldhaveinterposed,buthewentonwithoutgivinghimtime。
’Itistoolatetoevadeitnow。Isometimesthink,thatifIhadtolivemylifeoncemore,Imightamendthisfault——notsomuch,I
discoverwhenIsearchmymind,fortheloveofwhatisright,asformyownsake。ButevenwhenImakethesebetterresolutions,I
instinctivelyrecoilfromtheideaofsufferingagainwhatIhaveundergone;andinthiscircumstanceIfindtheunwelcomeassurancethatIshouldstillbethesameman,thoughIcouldcancelthepast,andbeginanew,withitsexperiencetoguideme。’
’Nay,youmaketoosureofthat,’saidEdward。
’Youthinkso,’MrHaredaleanswered,’andIamgladyoudo。I
knowmyselfbetter,andthereforedistrustmyselfmore。Letusleavethissubjectforanother——notsofarremovedfromitasitmight,atfirstsight,seemtobe。Sir,youstilllovemyniece,andsheisstillattachedtoyou。’
’Ihavethatassurancefromherownlips,’saidEdward,’andyouknow——Iamsureyouknow——thatIwouldnotexchangeitforanyblessinglifecouldyieldme。’
’Youarefrank,honourable,anddisinterested,’saidMrHaredale;
’youhaveforcedtheconvictionthatyouareso,evenonmyonce-
jaundicedmind,andIbelieveyou。WaitheretillIcomeback。’
Helefttheroomashespoke;butsoonreturnedwithhisniece。
’Onthatfirstandonlytime,’hesaid,lookingfromtheonetotheother,’whenwethreestoodtogetherunderherfather’sroof,I
toldyoutoquitit,andchargedyounevertoreturn。’
’Itistheonlycircumstancearisingoutofourlove,’observedEdward,’thatIhaveforgotten。’
’Youownaname,’saidMrHaredale,’Ihaddeepreasontoremember。
Iwasmovedandgoadedbyrecollectionsofpersonalwrongandinjury,Iknow,but,evennowIcannotchargemyselfwithhaving,then,orever,lostsightofaheartfeltdesireforhertruehappiness;orwithhavingacted——howevermuchIwasmistaken——withanyotherimpulsethantheonepure,single,earnestwishtobetoher,asfarasinmyinferiornaturelay,thefathershehadlost。’
’Dearuncle,’criedEmma,’Ihaveknownnoparentbutyou。Ihavelovedthememoryofothers,butIhavelovedyouallmylife。
Neverwasfatherkindertohischildthanyouhavebeentome,withouttheintervalofoneharshhour,sinceIcanfirstremember。’
’Youspeaktoofondly,’heanswered,’andyetIcannotwishyouwerelesspartial;forIhaveapleasureinhearingthosewords,andshallhaveincallingthemtomindwhenwearefarasunder,whichnothingelsecouldgiveme。Bearwithmeforamomentlonger,Edward,forsheandIhavebeentogethermanyyears;andalthoughIbelievethatinresigninghertoyouIputthesealuponherfuturehappiness,Ifinditneedsaneffort。’
Hepressedhertenderlytohisbosom,andafteraminute’spause,resumed:
’Ihavedoneyouwrong,sir,andIaskyourforgiveness——innocommonphrase,orshowofsorrow;butwithearnestnessandsincerity。Inthesamespirit,IacknowledgetoyouboththatthetimehasbeenwhenIconnivedattreacheryandfalsehood——whichifIdidnotperpetratemyself,Istillpermitted——torendyoutwoasunder。’
’Youjudgeyourselftooharshly,’saidEdward。’Letthesethingsrest。’
’TheyriseinjudgmentagainstmewhenIlookback,andnotnowforthefirsttime,’heanswered。’Icannotpartfromyouwithoutyourfullforgiveness;forbusylifeandIhavelittleleftincommonnow,andIhaveregretsenoughtocarryintosolitude,withoutadditiontothestock。’
’Youbearablessingfromusboth,’saidEmma。’Neverminglethoughtsofme——ofmewhooweyousomuchloveandduty——withanythingbutundyingaffectionandgratitudeforthepast,andbrighthopesforthefuture。’
’Thefuture,’returnedheruncle,withamelancholysmile,’isabrightwordforyou,anditsimageshouldbewreathedwithcheerfulhopes。Mineisofanotherkind,butitwillbeoneofpeace,andfree,Itrust,fromcareorpassion。WhenyouquitEnglandIshallleaveittoo。Therearecloistersabroad;andnowthatthetwogreatobjectsofmylifearesetatrest,Iknownobetterhome。Youdroopatthat,forgettingthatIamgrowingold,andthatmycourseisnearlyrun。Well,wewillspeakofitagain——
notonceortwice,butmanytimes;andyoushallgivemecheerfulcounsel,Emma。’
’Andyouwilltakeit?’askedhisniece。
’I’lllistentoit,’heanswered,withakiss,’anditwillhaveitsweight,becertain。WhathaveIlefttosay?Youhave,oflate,beenmuchtogether。Itisbetterandmorefittingthatthecircumstancesattendantonthepast,whichwroughtyourseparation,andsowedbetweenyoususpicionanddistrust,shouldnotbeenteredonbyme。’
’Much,muchbetter,’whisperedEmma。
’Iavowmyshareinthem,’saidMrHaredale,’thoughIheldit,atthetime,indetestation。Letnomanturnaside,eversoslightly,fromthebroadpathofhonour,ontheplausiblepretencethatheisjustifiedbythegoodnessofhisend。Allgoodendscanheworkedoutbygoodmeans。Thosethatcannot,arebad;andmaybecountedsoatonce,andleftalone。’
HelookedfromhertoEdward,andsaidinagentlertone:
’Ingoodsandfortuneyouarenownearlyequal。Ihavebeenherfaithfulsteward,andtothatremnantofaricherpropertywhichmybrotherlefther,Idesiretoadd,intokenofmylove,apoorpittance,scarcelyworththemention,forwhichIhavenolongeranyneed。Iamgladyougoabroad。Letourill-fatedhouseremaintheruinitis。Whenyoureturn,afterafewthrivingyears,youwillcommandabetter,andamorefortunateone。Wearefriends?’
Edwardtookhisextendedhand,andgraspeditheartily。
’Youareneitherslownorcoldinyourresponse,’saidMrHaredale,doingthelikebyhim,’andwhenIlookuponyounow,andknowyou,IfeelthatIwouldchooseyouforherhusband。Herfatherhadagenerousnature,andyouwouldhavepleasedhimwell。Igivehertoyouinhisname,andwithhisblessing。IftheworldandIpartinthisact,wepartonhappiertermsthanwehavelivedformanyaday。’
Heplacedherinhisarms,andwouldhavelefttheroom,butthathewasstoppedinhispassagetothedoorbyagreatnoiseatadistance,whichmadethemstartandpause。
Itwasaloudshouting,mingledwithboisterousacclamations,thatrenttheveryair。Itdrewnearerandnearereverymoment,andapproachedsorapidly,that,evenwhiletheylistened,itburstintoadeafeningconfusionofsoundsatthestreetcorner。
’Thismustbestopped——quieted,’saidMrHaredale,hastily。’Weshouldhaveforeseenthis,andprovidedagainstit。Iwillgoouttothematonce。’
But,beforehecouldreachthedoor,andbeforeEdwardcouldcatchuphishatandfollowhim,theywereagainarrestedbyaloudshriekfromabove-stairs:andthelocksmith’swife,burstingin,andfairlyrunningintoMrHaredale’sarms,criedout:
’Sheknowsitall,dearsir!——sheknowsitall!Webrokeitouttoherbydegrees,andsheisquiteprepared。’Havingmadethiscommunication,andfurthermorethankedHeavenwithgreatfervourandheartiness,thegoodlady,accordingtothecustomofmatrons,onalloccasionsofexcitement,faintedawaydirectly。
Theyrantothewindow,drewupthesash,andlookedintothecrowdedstreet。Amongadensemobofpersons,ofwhomnotonewasforaninstantstill,thelocksmith’sruddyfaceandburlyformcouldbedescried,beatingaboutasthoughhewasstrugglingwitharoughsea。Now,hewascarriedbackascoreofyards,nowonwardnearlytothedoor,nowbackagain,nowforcedagainsttheoppositehouses,nowagainstthoseadjoininghisown:nowcarriedupaflightofsteps,andgreetedbytheoutstretchedhandsofhalfahundredmen,whilethewholetumultuousconcoursestretchedtheirthroats,andcheeredwithalltheirmight。Thoughhewasreallyinafairwaytobetorntopiecesinthegeneralenthusiasm,thelocksmith,nothingdiscomposed,echoedtheirshoutstillhewasashoarseasthey,andinaglowofjoyandrightgood-humour,wavedhishatuntilthedaylightshonebetweenitsbrimandcrown。
Butinallthebandyingsfromhandtohand,andstrivingstoandfro,andsweepingshereandthere,which——savingthathelookedmorejollyandmoreradiantaftereverystruggle——troubledhispeaceofmindnomorethanifhehadbeenastrawuponthewater’ssurface,heneveroncereleasedhisfirmgraspofanarm,drawntightthroughhis。Hesometimesturnedtoclapthisfriendupontheback,orwhisperinhisearawordofstaunchencouragement,orcheerhimwithasmile;buthisgreatcarewastoshieldhimfromthepressure,andforceapassageforhimtotheGoldenKey。
Passiveandtimid,scared,pale,andwondering,andgazingatthethrongasifhewerenewlyrisenfromthedead,andfelthimselfaghostamongtheliving,Barnaby——notBarnabyinthespirit,butinfleshandblood,withpulses,sinews,nerves,andbeatingheart,andstrongaffections——clungtohisstoutoldfriend,andfollowedwhereheled。
Andthus,incourseoftime,theyreachedthedoor,heldreadyfortheirentrancebynounwillinghands。Thenslippingin,andshuttingoutthecrowdbymainforce,GabrielstoodbetweenMrHaredaleandEdwardChester,andBarnaby,rushingupthestairs,felluponhiskneesbesidehismother’sbed。
’Suchistheblessedend,sir,’criedthepantinglocksmith,toMrHaredale,’ofthebestday’sworkweeverdid。Therogues!it’sbeenhardfightingtogetawayfrom’em。Ialmostthought,onceortwice,they’dhavebeentoomuchforuswiththeirkindness!’
Theyhadstriven,allthepreviousday,torescueBarnabyfromhisimpendingfate。Failingintheirattempts,inthefirstquartertowhichtheyaddressedthemselves,theyrenewedtheminanother。
Failingthere,likewise,theybeganafreshatmidnight;andmadetheirway,notonlytothejudgeandjurywhohadtriedhim,buttomenofinfluenceatcourt,totheyoungPrinceofWales,andeventotheante-chamberoftheKinghimself。Successful,atlast,inawakeninganinterestinhisfavour,andaninclinationtoinquiremoredispassionatelyintohiscase,theyhadhadaninterviewwiththeminister,inhisbed,solateaseighto’clockthatmorning。
Theresultofasearchinginquiryinwhichthey,whohadknownthepoorfellowfromhischildhood,didothergoodservice,besidesbringingitaboutwas,thatbetweenelevenandtwelveo’clock,afreepardontoBarnabyRudgewasmadeoutandsigned,andentrustedtoahorse-soldierforinstantconveyancetotheplaceofexecution。Thiscourierreachedthespotjustasthecartappearedinsight;andBarnabybeingcarriedbacktojail,MrHaredale,assuredthatallwassafe,hadgonestraightfromBloomsburySquaretotheGoldenKey,leavingtoGabrielthegratefultaskofbringinghimhomeintriumph。
’Ineedn’tsay,’observedthelocksmith,whenhehadshakenhandswithallthemalesinthehouse,andhuggedallthefemales,five-
and-fortytimes,atleast,’that,exceptamongourselves,Ididn’twanttomakeatriumphofit。But,directlywegotintothestreetwewereknown,andthishubbubbegan。Ofthetwo,’headded,ashewipedhiscrimsonface,’andafterexperienceofboth,IthinkI’dratherbetakenoutofmyhousebyacrowdofenemies,thanescortedhomebyamoboffriends!’
Itwasplainenough,however,thatthiswasmeretalkonGabriel’spart,andthatthewholeproceedingaffordedhimthekeenestdelight;forthepeoplecontinuingtomakeagreatnoisewithout,andtocheerasiftheirvoiceswereinthefreshestorder,andgoodforafortnight,hesentupstairsforGripwhohadcomehomeathismaster’sback,andhadacknowledgedthefavoursofthemultitudebydrawingbloodfromeveryfingerthatcamewithinhisreach,andwiththebirduponhisarmpresentedhimselfatthefirst-floorwindow,andwavedhishatagainuntilitdangledbyashred,betweenhisfingerandthumb。Thisdemonstrationhavingbeenreceivedwithappropriateshouts,andsilencebeinginsomedegreerestored,hethankedthemfortheirsympathy;andtakingthelibertytoinformthemthattherewasasickpersoninthehouse,proposedthattheyshouldgivethreecheersforKingGeorge,threemoreforOldEngland,andthreemorefornothingparticular,asaclosingceremony。Thecrowdassenting,substitutedGabrielVardenforthenothingparticular;andgivinghimoneover,forgoodmeasure,dispersedinhighgood-humour。
WhatcongratulationswereexchangedamongtheinmatesattheGoldenKey,whentheywereleftalone;whatanoverflowingofjoyandhappinesstherewasamongthem;howincapableitwasofexpressioninBarnaby’sownperson;andhowhewentwildlyfromonetoanother,untilhebecamesofartranquillised,astostretchhimselfonthegroundbesidehismother’scouchandfallintoadeepsleep;aremattersthatneednotbetold。Anditiswelltheyhappenedtobeofthisclass,fortheywouldbeveryhardtotell,weretheirnarrationeversoindispensable。
Beforeleavingthisbrightpicture,itmaybewelltoglanceatadarkandverydifferentonewhichwaspresentedtoonlyafeweyes,thatsamenight。
Thescenewasachurchyard;thetime,midnight;thepersons,EdwardChester,aclergyman,agrave-digger,andthefourbearersofahomelycoffin。Theystoodaboutagravewhichhadbeennewlydug,andoneofthebearersheldupadimlantern,——theonlylightthere——whichsheditsfeeblerayuponthebookofprayer。Heplaceditforamomentonthecoffin,whenheandhiscompanionswereabouttoloweritdown。Therewasnoinscriptiononthelid。
Themouldfellsolemnlyuponthelasthouseofthisnamelessman;
andtherattlingdustleftadismalechoevenintheaccustomedearsofthosewhohadborneittoitsresting-place。Thegravewasfilledintothetop,andtroddendown。Theyallleftthespottogether。
’Youneversawhim,living?’askedtheclergyman,ofEdward。
’Often,yearsago;notknowinghimformybrother。’
’Neversince?’
’Never。Yesterday,hesteadilyrefusedtoseeme。Itwasurgeduponhim,manytimes,atmydesire。’
’Stillherefused?Thatwashardenedandunnatural。’
’Doyouthinkso?’
’Iinferthatyoudonot?’
’Youareright。Weheartheworldwonder,everyday,atmonstersofingratitude。Diditneveroccurtoyouthatitoftenlooksformonstersofaffection,asthoughtheywerethingsofcourse?’
Theyhadreachedthegatebythistime,andbiddingeachothergoodnight,departedontheirseparateways。
Chapter80
Thatafternoon,whenhehadsleptoffhisfatigue;hadshaved,andwashed,anddressed,andfreshenedhimselffromtoptotoe;whenhehaddined,comfortedhimselfwithapipe,anextraToby,anapinthegreatarm-chair,andaquietchatwithMrsVardenoneverythingthathadhappened,washappening,orabouttohappen,withinthesphereoftheirdomesticconcern;thelocksmithsathimselfdownatthetea-tableinthelittleback-parlour:therosiest,cosiest,merriest,heartiest,best-contentedoldbuck,inGreatBritainoroutofit。
Therehesat,withhisbeamingeyeonMrsV。,andhisshiningfacesuffusedwithgladness,andhiscapaciouswaistcoatsmilingineverywrinkle,andhisjovialhumourpeepingfromunderthetableintheveryplumpnessofhislegs;asighttoturnthevinegarofmisanthropyintopurestmilkofhumankindness。Therehesat,watchinghiswifeasshedecoratedtheroomwithflowersforthegreaterhonourofDollyandJosephWillet,whohadgoneoutwalking,andforwhomthetea-kettlehadbeensinginggailyonthehobfulltwentyminutes,chirpingasneverkettlechirpedbefore;
forwhomthebestserviceofrealundoubtedchina,patternedwithdiversround-facedmandarinsholdingupbroadumbrellas,wasnowdisplayedinallitsglory;totemptwhoseappetitesaclear,transparent,juicyham,garnishedwithcoolgreenlettuce-leavesandfragrantcucumber,reposeduponashadytable,coveredwithasnow-whitecloth;forwhosedelight,preservesandjams,crispcakesandotherpastry,shorttoeat,withcunningtwists,andcottageloaves,androllsofbreadbothwhiteandbrown,wereallsetforthinrichprofusion;inwhoseyouthMrsV。herselfhadgrownquiteyoung,andstoodthereinagownofredandwhite:
symmetricalinfigure,buxominbodice,ruddyincheekandlip,faultlessinankle,laughinginfaceandmood,inallrespectsdelicioustobehold——theresatthelocksmithamongallandeverythesedelights,thesunthatshoneuponthemall:thecentreofthesystem:thesourceoflight,heat,life,andfrankenjoymentinthebrighthouseholdworld。
AndwhenhadDollyeverbeentheDollyofthatafternoon?Toseehowshecamein,arm-in-armwithJoe;andhowshemadeaneffortnottoblushorseematallconfused;andhowshemadebelieveshedidn’tcaretositonhissideofthetable;andhowshecoaxedthelocksmithinawhispernottojoke;andhowhercolourcameandwentinalittlerestlessflutterofhappiness,whichmadeherdoeverythingwrong,andyetsocharminglywrongthatitwasbetterthanright!——why,thelocksmithcouldhavelookedonatthisashementionedtoMrsVardenwhentheyretiredforthenightforfour-
and-twentyhoursatastretch,andn[m.kanbaapp.com]everwisheditdone。
Therecollections,too,withwhichtheymademerryoverthatlongprotractedtea!ThegleewithwhichthelocksmithaskedJoeifherememberedthatstormynightattheMaypolewhenhefirstaskedafterDolly——thelaughtheyallhad,aboutthatnightwhenshewasgoingouttothepartyinthesedan-chair——theunmercifulmannerinwhichtheyralliedMrsVardenaboutputtingthoseflowersoutsidethatverywindow——thedifficultyMrsVardenfoundinjoiningthelaughagainstherself,atfirst,andtheextraordinaryperceptionshehadofthejokewhensheovercameit——theconfidentialstatementsofJoeconcerningtheprecisedayandhourwhenhewasfirstconsciousofbeingfondofDolly,andDolly’sblushingadmissions,halfvolunteeredandhalfextorted,astothetimefromwhichshedatedthediscoverythatshe’didn’tmind’Joe——herewasanexhaustlessfundofmirthandconversation。
Then,therewasagreatdealtobesaidregardingMrsVarden’sdoubts,andmotherlyalarms,andshrewdsuspicions;anditappearedthatfromMrsVarden’spenetrationandextremesagacitynothinghadeverbeenhidden。Shehadknownitallalong。Shehadseenitfromthefirst。Shehadalwayspredictedit。Shehadbeenawareofitbeforetheprincipals。Shehadsaidwithinherselfforsherememberedtheexactwords’thatyoungWilletiscertainlylookingafterourDolly,andImustlookafterHIM。’Accordingly,shehadlookedafterhim,andhadobservedmanylittlecircumstancesallofwhichshenamedsoexceedinglyminutethatnobodyelsecouldmakeanythingoutofthemevennow;andhad,itseemedfromfirsttolast,displayedthemostunboundedtactandmostconsummategeneralship。
OfcoursethenightwhenJoeWOULDridehomewardbythesideofthechaise,andwhenMrsVardenWOULDinsistuponhisgoingbackagain,wasnotforgotten——northenightwhenDollyfaintedonhisnamebeingmentioned——northetimesupontimeswhenMrsVarden,everwatchfulandprudent,hadfoundherpininginherownchamber。Inshort,nothingwasforgotten;andeverythingbysomemeansorotherbroughtthembacktotheconclusion,thatthatwasthehappiesthourinalltheirlives;consequently,thateverythingmusthaveoccurredforthebest,andnothingcouldbesuggestedwhichwouldhavemadeitbetter。
Whiletheywereinthefullglowofsuchdiscourseasthis,therecameastartlingknockatthedoor,openingfromthestreetintotheworkshop,whichhadbeenkeptclosedalldaythatthehousemightbemorequiet。Joe,asindutybound,wouldhearofnobodybuthimselfgoingtoopenit;andaccordinglylefttheroomforthatpurpose。
Itwouldhavebeenoddenough,certainly,ifJoehadforgottenthewaytothisdoor;andevenifhehad,asitwasaprettylargeoneandstoodstraightbeforehim,hecouldnoteasilyhavemissedit。
ButDolly,perhapsbecauseshewasintheflutterofspiritsbeforementioned,orperhapsbecauseshethoughthewouldnotbeabletoopenitwithhisonearm——shecouldhavehadnootherreason——
hurriedoutafterhim;andtheystoppedsolonginthepassage——nodoubtowingtoJoe’sentreatiesthatshewouldnotexposeherselftothedraughtofJulyairwhichmustinfalliblycomerushinginonthissamedoorbeingopened——thattheknockwasrepeated,inayetmorestartlingmannerthanbefore。
’Isanybodygoingtoopenthatdoor?’criedthelocksmith。’OrshallIcome?’
Uponthat,Dollywentrunningbackintotheparlour,alldimplesandblushes;andJoeopeneditwithamightynoise,andothersuperfluousdemonstrationsofbeinginaviolenthurry。
’Well,’saidthelocksmith,whenhereappeared:’whatisit?ehJoe?whatareyoulaughingat?’
’Nothing,sir。It’scomingin。’
’Who’scomingin?what’scomingin?’MrsVarden,asmuchatalossasherhusband,couldonlyshakeherheadinanswertohisinquiringlook:so,thelocksmithwheeledhischairroundtocommandabetterviewoftheroom-door,andstaredatitwithhiseyeswideopen,andamingledexpressionofcuriosityandwondershininginhisjollyface。
Insteadofsomepersonorpersonsstraightwayappearing,diversremarkablesoundswereheard,firstintheworkshopandafterwardsinthelittledarkpassagebetweenitandtheparlour,asthoughsomeunwieldychestorheavypieceoffurniturewerebeingbroughtin,byanamountofhumanstrengthinadequatetothetask。Atlengthaftermuchstrugglingandhumping,andbruisingofthewallonbothsides,thedoorwasforcedopenasbyabattering-ram;andthelocksmith,steadilyregardingwhatappearedbeyond,smotehisthigh,elevatedhiseyebrows,openedhismouth,andcriedinaloudvoiceexpressiveoftheutmostconsternation:
’Damme,ifitan’tMiggscomeback!’
Theyoungdamselwhomhenamednosoonerheardthesewords,thandesertingasmallboyandaverylargeboxbywhichshewasaccompanied,andadvancingwithsuchprecipitationthatherbonnetflewoffherhead,burstintotheroom,claspedherhandsinwhichsheheldapairofpattens,oneineach,raisedhereyesdevotedlytotheceiling,andshedafloodoftears。
’Theoldstory!’criedthelocksmith,lookingatherininexpressibledesperation。’Shewasborntobeadamper,thisyoungwoman!nothingcanpreventit!’
’Homaster,homim!’criedMiggs,’canIconstrainmyfeelingsinthesehereonceaginunitedmoments!HoMrWarsen,here’sblessednessamongrelations,sir!Here’sforgivenessesofinjuries,here’samicablenesses!’
ThelocksmithlookedfromhiswifetoDolly,andfromDollytoJoe,andfromJoetoMiggs,withhiseyebrowsstillelevatedandhismouthstillopen。WhenhiseyesgotbacktoMiggs,theyrestedonher;fascinated。
’Tothink,’criedMiggswithhystericaljoy,’thatMrJoe,anddearMissDolly,hasralycometogetherafterallashasbeensaidanddonecontrairy!Toseethemtwoa-settin’alongwithhimandher,sopleasantandinallrespectssoaffableandmild;andmenotknowingofit,andnotbeinginthewaystomakenopreparationsfortheirteas。Howhatacuttingthingitis,andyetwhatsweetsensationsisawokewithinme!’
Eitherinclaspingherhandsagain,orinanecstasyofpiousjoy,MissMiggsclinkedherpattensafterthemannerofapairofcymbals,atthisjuncture;andthenresumed,inthesoftestaccents:
’Anddidmymissisthink——hogoodness,didshethink——asherownMiggs,whichsupportedherundersomanytrials,andunderstoodhernatur’whenthemasintendedwellbutactedrough,wentsodeepintoherfeelings——didshethinkasherownMiggswouldeverleaveher?DidshethinkasMiggs,thoughshewasbutaservant,andknowedthatservitudeswasnoinheritances,wouldforgitthatshewasthehumbleinstrumentsasalwaysmadeitcomfortablebetweenthemtwowhentheyfellout,andalwaystoldmasterofthemeeknessandforgivenessofherblesseddispositions!DidshethinkasMiggshadnoattachments!Didshethinkthatwageswasheronlyobject!’
Tononeoftheseinterrogatories,whereofeveryonewasmorepatheticallydeliveredthanthelast,didMrsVardenansweroneword:butMiggs,notatallabashedbythiscircumstance,turnedtothesmallboyinattendance——hereldestnephew——sonofherownmarriedsister——borninGoldenLionCourt,numbertwenty-sivin,andbredintheveryshadowofthesecondbell-handleontheright-
handdoor-post——andwithaplentifuluseofherpocket-
handkerchief,addressedherselftohim:requestingthatonhisreturnhomehewouldconsolehisparentsforthelossofher,hisaunt,bydeliveringtothemafaithfulstatementofhishavingleftherinthebosomofthatfamily,withwhich,ashisaforesaidparentswellknew,herbestaffectionswereincorporated;thathewouldremindthemthatnothinglessthanherimperioussenseofduty,anddevotedattachmenttoheroldmasterandmissis,likewiseMissDollyandyoungMrJoe,shouldeverhaveinducedhertodeclinethatpressinginvitationwhichthey,hisparents,had,ashecouldtestify,givenher,tolodgeandboardwiththem,freeofallcostandcharge,forevermore;lastly,thathewouldhelpherwithherboxupstairs,andthenrepairstraighthome,bearingherblessingandherstronginjunctionstomingleinhisprayersasupplicationthathemightincourseoftimegrowupalocksmith,oraMrJoe,andhaveMrsVardensandMissDollysforhisrelationsandfriends。
Havingbroughtthisadmonitiontoanend——uponwhich,tosaythetruth,theyounggentlemanforwhosebenefititwasdesigned,bestowedlittleornoheed,havingtoallappearancehisfacultiesabsorbedinthecontemplationofthesweetmeats,——MissMiggssignifiedtothecompanyingeneralthattheywerenottobeuneasy,forshewouldsoonreturn;and,withhernephew’said,preparedtobearherwardrobeupthestaircase。
’Mydear,’saidthelocksmithtohiswife。’Doyoudesirethis?’
’Idesireit!’sheanswered。’Iamastonished——Iamamazed——atheraudacity。Letherleavethehousethismoment。’
Miggs,hearingthis,letherendoftheboxfallheavilytothefloor,gaveaveryloudsniff,crossedherarms,screweddownthecornersofhermouth,andcried,inanascendingscale,’Ho,goodgracious!’threedistincttimes。
’Youhearwhatyourmistresssays,mylove,’remarkedthelocksmith。’Youhadbettergo,Ithink。Stay;takethiswithyou,forthesakeofoldservice。’
MissMiggsclutchedthebank-notehetookfromhispocket-bookandheldouttoher;depositeditinasmall,redleatherpurse;putthepurseinherpocketdisplaying,asshedidso,aconsiderableportionofsomeunder-garment,madeofflannel,andmoreblackcottonstockingthaniscommonlyseeninpublic;and,tossingherhead,asshelookedatMrsVarden,repeated——
’Ho,goodgracious!’
’Ithinkyousaidthatoncebefore,mydear,’observedthelocksmith。
’Timesischanged,isthey,mim!’criedMiggs,bridling;’youcansparemenow,canyou?Youcankeep’emdownwithoutme?You’renotinwantsofanyonetoscold,orthrowtheblameupon,nolonger,an’tyou,mim?I’mgladtofindyou’vegrownsoindependent。Iwishyoujoy,I’msure!’
Withthatshedroppedacurtsey,andkeepingherheaderect,hereartowardsMrsVarden,andhereyeontherestofthecompany,asshealludedtotheminherremarks,proceeded:
’I’mquitedelighted,I’msure,tofindsichindependency,feelingsorrythough,atthesametime,mim,thatyoushouldhavebeenforcedintosubmissionswhenyoucouldn’thelpyourself——hehehe!
Itmustbegreatvexations,’speciallyconsideringhowillyoualwaysspokeofMrJoe——tohavehimforason-in-lawatlast;andIwonderMissDollycanputupwithhim,either,afterbeingoffandonforsomanyyearswithacoachmaker。ButIHAVEheerdsay,thatthecoachmakerthoughttwiceaboutit——hehehe!——andthathetoldayoungmanaswasafrindofhis,thathehopedheknowedbetterthantobedrawedintothat;thoughsheandallthefamilyDIDpulluncommonstrong!’
Hereshepausedforareply,andreceivingnone,wentonasbefore。
’IHAVEheerdsay,mim,thattheillnessesofsomeladieswasallpretensions,andthattheycouldfaintaway,stonedead,whenevertheyhadtheinclinationssotodo。OfcourseIneverseesichcaseswithmyowneyes——hono!Hehehe!Normasterneither——hono!Hehehe!IHAVEheerdtheneighboursmakeremarkassomeoneastheywasacquaintedwith,wasapoorgood-natur’dmean-spiritedcreetur,aswentoutfishingforawifeoneday,andcaughtaTartar。OfcourseInevertomyknowledgeseethepoorpersonhimself。Nordidyouneither,mim——hono。Iwonderwhoitcanbe——don’tyou,mim?Nodoubtyoudo,mim。Hoyes。Hehehe!’
AgainMiggspausedforareply;andnonebeingoffered,wassooppressedwithteemingspiteandspleen,thatsheseemedliketoburst。
’I’mgladMissDollycanlaugh,’criedMiggswithafeebletitter。
’Iliketoseefolksa-laughing——sodoyou,mim,don’tyou?Youwasalwaysgladtoseepeopleinspirits,wasn’tyou,mim?Andyoualwaysdidyourbesttokeep’emcheerful,didn’tyou,mim?
Thoughtherean’tsuchagreatdealtolaughatnoweither;isthere,mim?Itan’tsomuchofacatch,afterlookingoutsosharpeversinceshewasalittlechit,andcostingsuchadealindressandshow,togetapoor,commonsoldier,withonearm,isit,mim?
Hehe!Iwouldn’thaveahusbandwithonearm,anyways。Iwouldhavetwoarms。Iwouldhavetwoarms,ifitwasme,thoughinsteadofhandsthey’donlygothooksattheend,likeourdustman!’
MissMiggswasabouttoadd,andhad,indeed,beguntoadd,that,takingthemintheabstract,dustmenwerefarmoreeligiblematchesthansoldiers,though,tobesure,whenpeoplewerepastchoosingtheymusttakethebesttheycouldget,andthinkthemselveswellofftoo;buthervexationandchagrinbeingofthatinternallybittersortwhichfindsnoreliefinwords,andisaggravatedtomadnessbywantofcontradiction,shecouldholdoutnolonger,andburstintoastormofsobsandtears。
Inthisextremityshefellontheunluckynephew,toothandnail,andpluckingahandfulofhairfromhishead,demandedtoknowhowlongshewastostandtheretobeinsulted,andwhetherornohemeanttohelphertocarryouttheboxagain,andifhetookapleasureinhearinghisfamilyreviled:withotherinquiriesofthatnature;atwhichdisgraceandprovocation,thesmallboy,whohadbeenallthistimegraduallylashedintorebellionbythesightofunattainablepastry,walkedoffindignant,leavinghisauntandtheboxtofollowattheirleisure。Somehoworother,bydintofpushingandpulling,theydidattainthestreetatlast;whereMissMiggs,allblowzedwiththeexertionofgettingthere,andwithhersobsandtears,satdownuponherpropertytorestandgrieve,untilshecouldensnaresomeotheryouthtohelpherhome。
’It’sathingtolaughat,Martha,nottocarefor,’whisperedthelocksmith,ashefollowedhiswifetothewindow,andgood-
humouredlydriedhereyes。’Whatdoesitmatter?Youhadseenyourfaultbefore。Come!BringupTobyagain,mydear;Dollyshallsingusasong;andwe’llbeallthemerrierforthisinterruption!’
Chapter81
Anothermonthhadpassed,andtheendofAugusthadnearlycome,whenMrHaredalestoodaloneinthemail-coachofficeatBristol。
AlthoughbutafewweekshadintervenedsincehisconversationwithEdwardChesterandhisniece,inthelocksmith’shouse,andhehadmadenochange,inthemeantime,inhisaccustomedstyleofdress,hisappearancewasgreatlyaltered。Helookedmucholder,andmorecare-worn。Agitationandanxietyofmindscatterwrinklesandgreyhairswithnounsparinghand;butdeepertracesfollowonthesilentuprootingofoldhabits,andseveringofdear,familiarties。Theaffectionsmaynotbesoeasilywoundedasthepassions,buttheirhurtsaredeeper,andmorelasting。Hewasnowasolitaryman,andtheheartwithinhimwasdrearyandlonesome。
Hewasnotthelessaloneforhavingspentsomanyyearsinseclusionandretirement。Thiswasnobetterpreparationthanaroundofsocialcheerfulness:perhapsitevenincreasedthekeennessofhissensibility。Hehadbeensodependentuponherforcompanionshipandlove;shehadcometobesomuchapartandparcelofhisexistence;theyhadhadsomanycaresandthoughtsincommon,whichnooneelsehadshared;thatlosingherwasbeginninglifeanew,andbeingrequiredtosummonupthehopeandelasticityofyouth,amidthedoubts,distrusts,andweakenedenergiesofage。
Theefforthehadmadetopartfromherwithseemingcheerfulnessandhope——andtheyhadpartedonlyyesterday——lefthimthemoredepressed。Withthesefeelings,hewasabouttorevisitLondonforthelasttime,andlookoncemoreuponthewallsoftheiroldhome,beforeturninghisbackuponit,forever。
Thejourneywasaverydifferentone,inthosedays,fromwhatthepresentgenerationfindit;butitcametoanend,asthelongestjourneywill,andhestoodagaininthestreetsofthemetropolis。
Helayattheinnwherethecoachstopped,andresolved,beforehewenttobed,thathewouldmakehisarrivalknowntonoone;wouldspendbutanothernightinLondon;andwouldsparehimselfthepangofparting,evenwiththehonestlocksmith。
Suchconditionsofthemindasthattowhichhewasapreywhenhelaydowntorest,arefavourabletothegrowthofdisorderedfancies,anduneasyvisions。Heknewthis,eveninthehorrorwithwhichhestartedfromhisfirstsleep,andthrewupthewindowtodispelitbythepresenceofsomeobject,beyondtheroom,whichhadnotbeen,asitwere,thewitnessofhisdream。Butitwasnotanewterrorofthenight;ithadbeenpresenttohimbefore,inmanyshapes;ithadhauntedhiminbygonetimes,andvisitedhispillowagainandagain。Ifithadbeenbutanuglyobject,achildishspectre,hauntinghissleep,itsreturn,initsoldform,mighthaveawakenedamomentarysensationoffear,which,almostintheactofwaking,wouldhavepassedaway。Thisdisquiet,however,lingeredabouthim,andwouldyieldtonothing。Whenheclosedhiseyesagain,hefeltithoveringnear;asheslowlysunkintoaslumber,hewasconsciousofitsgatheringstrengthandpurpose,andgraduallyassumingitsrecentshape;whenhesprangupfromhisbed,thesamephantomvanishedfromhisheatedbrain,andlefthimfilledwithadreadagainstwhichreasonandwakingthoughtwerepowerless。
Thesunwasup,beforehecouldshakeitoff。Heroselate,butnotrefreshed,andremainedwithindoorsallthatday。Hehadafancyforpayinghislastvisittotheoldspotintheevening,forhehadbeenaccustomedtowalkthereatthatseason,anddesiredtoseeitundertheaspectthatwasmostfamiliartohim。Atsuchanhouraswouldaffordhimtimetoreachitalittlebeforesunset,helefttheinn,andturnedintothebusystreet。
Hehadnotgonefar,andwasthoughtfullymakinghiswayamongthenoisycrowd,whenhefeltahanduponhisshoulder,and,turning,recognisedoneofthewaitersfromtheinn,whobeggedhispardon,buthehadlefthisswordbehindhim。
’Whyhaveyoubroughtittome?’heasked,stretchingouthishand,andyetnottakingitfromtheman,butlookingathiminadisturbedandagitatedmanner。
Themanwassorrytohavedisobligedhim,andwouldcarryitbackagain。Thegentlemanhadsaidthathewasgoingalittlewayintothecountry,andthathemightnotreturnuntillate。Theroadswerenotverysafeforsingletravellersafterdark;and,sincetheriots,gentlemenhadbeenmorecarefulthanever,nottotrustthemselvesunarmedinlonelyplaces。’Wethoughtyouwereastranger,sir,’headded,’andthatyoumightbelieveourroadstobebetterthantheyare;butperhapsyouknowthemwell,andcarryfire-arms——’
Hetookthesword,andputtingitupathisside,thankedtheman,andresumedhiswalk。
Itwaslongrememberedthathedidthisinamannersostrange,andwithsuchatremblinghand,thatthemessengerstoodlookingafterhisretreatingfigure,doubtfulwhetherheoughtnottofollow,andwatchhim。Itwaslongrememberedthathehadbeenheardpacinghisbedroominthedeadofthenight;thattheattendantshadmentionedtoeachotherinthemorning,howfeveredandhowpalehelooked;andthatwhenthismanwentbacktotheinn,hetoldafellow-servantthatwhathehadobservedinthisshortinterviewlayveryheavyonhismind,andthathefearedthegentlemanintendedtodestroyhimself,andwouldnevercomebackalive。
Withahalf-consciousnessthathismannerhadattractedtheman’sattentionrememberingtheexpressionofhisfacewhentheyparted,MrHaredalequickenedhissteps;andarrivingatastandofcoaches,bargainedwiththedriverofthebesttocarryhimsofaronhisroadasthepointwherethefootwaystruckacrossthefields,andtoawaithisreturnatahouseofentertainmentwhichwaswithinastone’s-throwofthatplace。Arrivingthereinduecourse,healightedandpursuedhiswayonfoot。
HepassedsoneartheMaypole,thathecouldseeitssmokerisingfromamongthetrees,whileaflockofpigeons——someofitsoldinhabitants,doubtless——sailedgailyhometoroost,betweenhimandtheuncloudedsky。’Theoldhousewillbrightenupnow,’hesaid,ashelookedtowardsit,’andtherewillbeamerryfiresidebeneathitsiviedroof。Itissomecomforttoknowthateverythingwillnotbeblightedhereabouts。Ishallbegladtohaveonepictureoflifeandcheerfulnesstoturnto,inmymind!’
Heresumedhiswalk,andbenthisstepstowardstheWarren。Itwasaclear,calm,silentevening,withhardlyabreathofwindtostirtheleaves,oranysoundtobreakthestillnessofthetime,butdrowsysheep-bellstinklinginthedistance,and,atintervals,thefar-offlowingofcattle,orbarkofvillagedogs。Theskywasradiantwiththesoftenedgloryofsunset;andontheearth,andintheair,adeepreposeprevailed。Atsuchanhour,hearrivedatthedesertedmansionwhichhadbeenhishomesolong,andlookedforthelasttimeuponitsblackenedwalls。
Theashesofthecommonestfirearemelancholythings,forinthemthereisanimageofdeathandruin,——ofsomethingthathasbeenbright,andisbutdull,cold,drearydust,——withwhichournatureforcesustosympathise。Howmuchmoresadthecrumbledembersofahome:thecastingdownofthatgreataltar,wheretheworstamongussometimesperformtheworshipoftheheart;andwherethebesthaveofferedupsuchsacrifices,anddonesuchdeedsofheroism,as,chronicled,wouldputtheproudesttemplesofoldTime,withalltheirvauntingannals,totheblush!
Herousedhimselffromalongtrainofmeditation,andwalkedslowlyroundthehouse。Itwasbythistimealmostdark。
Hehadnearlymadethecircuitofthebuilding,whenheutteredahalf-suppressedexclamation,started,andstoodstill。Reclining,inaneasyattitude,withhisbackagainstatree,andcontemplatingtheruinwithanexpressionofpleasure,——apleasuresokeenthatitovercamehishabitualindolenceandcommandoffeature,anddisplayeditselfutterlyfreefromallrestraintorreserve,——beforehim,onhisownground,andtriumphingthen,ashehadtriumphedineverymisfortuneanddisappointmentofhislife,stoodthemanwhosepresence,ofallmankind,inanyplace,andleastofallinthat,hecouldtheleastendure。
Althoughhisbloodsoroseagainstthisman,andhiswrathsostirredwithinhim,thathecouldhavestruckhimdead,heputsuchfierceconstraintuponhimselfthathepassedhimwithoutawordorlook。Yes,andhewouldhavegoneon,andnotturned,thoughtoresisttheDevilwhopouredsuchhottemptationinhisbrain,requiredaneffortscarcelytobeachieved,ifthismanhadnothimselfsummonedhimtostop:andthat,withanassumedcompassioninhisvoicewhichdrovehimwell-nighmad,andinaninstantroutedalltheself-commandithadbeenanguish——acute,poignantanguish——tosustain。
Allconsideration,reflection,mercy,forbearance;everythingbywhichagoadedmancancurbhisrageandpassion;fledfromhimasheturnedback。Andyethesaid,slowlyandquitecalmly——farmorecalmlythanhehadeverspokentohimbefore:
’Whyhaveyoucalledtome?’
’Toremark,’saidSirJohnChesterwithhiswontedcomposure,’whatanoddchanceitis,thatweshouldmeethere!’
’ItISastrangechance。’
’Strange?Themostremarkableandsingularthingintheworld。I
neverrideintheevening;Ihavenotdonesoforyears。Thewhimseizedme,quiteunaccountably,inthemiddleoflastnight——Howverypicturesquethisis!’——Hepointed,ashespoke,tothedismantledhouse,andraisedhisglasstohiseye。
’Youpraiseyourownworkveryfreely。’
SirJohnletfallhisglass;inclinedhisfacetowardshimwithanairofthemostcourteousinquiry;andslightlyshookhisheadasthoughhewereremarkingtohimself,’Ifearthisanimalisgoingmad!’
’Isayyoupraiseyourownworkveryfreely,’repeatedMrHaredale。
’Work!’echoedSirJohn,lookingsmilinglyround。’Mine!——Ibegyourpardon,Ireallybegyourpardon——’
’Why,yousee,’saidMrHaredale,’thosewalls。Youseethosetotteringgables。Youseeoneverysidewherefireandsmokehaveraged。Youseethedestructionthathasbeenwantonhere。Doyounot?’
’Mygoodfriend,’returnedtheknight,gentlycheckinghisimpatiencewithhishand,’ofcourseIdo。Iseeeverythingyouspeakof,whenyoustandaside,anddonotinterposeyourselfbetweentheviewandme。Iamverysorryforyou。IfIhadnothadthepleasuretomeetyouhere,IthinkIshouldhavewrittentotellyouso。Butyoudon’tbearitaswellasIhadexpected——
excuseme——no,youdon’tindeed。’
Hepulledouthissnuff-box,andaddressinghimwiththesuperiorairofamanwho,byreasonofhishighernature,hasarighttoreadamorallessontoanother,continued:
’Foryouareaphilosopher,youknow——oneofthatsternandrigidschoolwhoarefarabovetheweaknessesofmankindingeneral。Youareremoved,alongway,fromthefrailtiesofthecrowd。Youcontemplatethemfromaheight,andrailatthemwithamostimpressivebitterness。Ihaveheardyou。’——
’Andshallagain,’saidMrHaredale。
’Thankyou,’returnedtheother。’Shallwewalkaswetalk?Thedampfallsratherheavily。Well,——asyouplease。ButIgrievetosaythatIcanspareyouonlyaveryfewmoments。’
’Iwould,’saidMrHaredale,’youhadsparedmenone。Iwould,withallmysoul,youhadbeeninParadiseifsuchamonstrousliecouldbeenacted,ratherthanhereto-night。’
’Nay,’returnedtheother——’really——youdoyourselfinjustice。Youarearoughcompanion,butIwouldnotgosofartoavoidyou。’
’Listentome,’saidMrHaredale。’Listentome。’
’Whileyourail?’inquiredSirJohn。
’WhileIdeliveryourinfamy。Youurgedandstimulatedtodoyourworkafitagent,butonewhoinhisnature——intheveryessenceofhisbeing——isatraitor,andwhohasbeenfalsetoyoudespitethesympathyyoutwoshouldhavetogetherashehasbeentoallothers。Withhints,andlooks,andcraftywords,whichtoldagainarenothing,yousetonGashfordtothiswork——thisworkbeforeusnow。Withthesesamehints,andlooks,andcraftywords,whichtoldagainarenothing,youurgedhimontogratifythedeadlyhateheowesme——Ihaveearnedit,IthankHeaven——bytheabductionanddishonourofmyniece。Youdid。Iseedenialinyourlooks,’
hecried,abruptlypointinginhisface,andsteppingback,’anddenialisalie!’
Hehadhishanduponhissword;buttheknight,withacontemptuoussmile,repliedtohimascoldlyasbefore。
’Youwilltakenotice,sir——ifyoucandiscriminatesufficiently——
thatIhavetakenthetroubletodenynothing。Yourdiscernmentishardlyfineenoughfortheperusaloffaces,notofakindascoarseasyourspeech;norhasiteverbeen,thatIremember;or,inonefacethatIcouldname,youwouldhavereadindifference,nottosaydisgust,somewhatsoonerthanyoudid。Ispeakofalongtimeago,——butyouunderstandme。’
’Disguiseitasyouwill,youmeandenial。Denialexplicitorreserved,expressedorlefttobeinferred,isstillalie。Yousayyoudon’tdeny。Doyouadmit?’
’Youyourself,’returnedSirJohn,sufferingthecurrentofhisspeechtoflowassmoothlyasifithadbeenstemmedbynoonewordofinterruption,’publiclyproclaimedthecharacterofthegentlemaninquestionIthinkitwasinWestminsterHallintermswhichrelievemefromthenecessityofmakinganyfurtherallusiontohim。Youmayhavebeenwarranted;youmaynothavebeen;I
can’tsay。Assumingthegentlemantobewhatyoudescribed,andtohavemadetoyouoranyotherpersonanystatementsthatmayhavehappenedtosuggestthemselvestohim,forthesakeofhisownsecurity,orforthesakeofmoney,orforhisownamusement,orforanyotherconsideration,——Ihavenothingtosayofhim,exceptthathisextremelydegradingsituationappearstometobesharedwithhisemployers。Youaresoveryplainyourself,thatyouwillexcusealittlefreedominme,Iamsure。’
’Attendtomeagain,SirJohnbutonce,’criedMrHaredale;’inyoureverylook,andword,andgesture,youtellmethiswasnotyouract。Itellyouthatitwas,andthatyoutamperedwiththemanIspeakof,andwithyourwretchedsonwhomGodforgive!todothisdeed。Youtalkofdegradationandcharacter。Youtoldmeoncethatyouhadpurchasedtheabsenceofthepooridiotandhismother,whenasIhavediscoveredsince,andthensuspectedyouhadgonetotemptthem,andhadfoundthemflown。ToyouItracedtheinsinuationthatIalonereapedanyharvestfrommybrother’sdeath;andallthefoulattacksandwhisperedcalumniesthatfollowedinitstrain。Ineveryactionofmylife,fromthatfirsthopewhichyouconvertedintogriefanddesolation,youhavestood,likeanadversefate,betweenmeandpeace。Inall,youhaveeverbeenthesamecold-blooded,hollow,false,unworthyvillain。Forthesecondtime,andforthelast,Icastthesechargesinyourteeth,andspurnyoufrommeasIwouldafaithlessdog!’
Withthatheraisedhisarm,andstruckhimonthebreastsothathestaggered。SirJohn,theinstantherecovered,drewhissword,threwawaythescabbardandhishat,andrunningonhisadversarymadeadesperatelungeathisheart,which,butthathisguardwasquickandtrue,wouldhavestretchedhimdeaduponthegrass。
Intheactofstrikinghim,thetorrentofhisopponent’sragehadreachedastop。Heparriedhisrapidthrusts,withoutreturningthem,andcalledtohim,withafrantickindofterrorinhisface,tokeepback。
’Notto-night!notto-night!’hecried。’InGod’sname,nottonight!’
Seeingthatheloweredhisweapon,andthathewouldnotthrustinturn,SirJohnloweredhis。
’Notto-night!’hisadversarycried。’Bewarnedintime!’
’Youtoldme——itmusthavebeeninasortofinspiration——’saidSirJohn,quitedeliberately,thoughnowhedroppedhismask,andshowedhishatredinhisface,’thatthiswasthelasttime。Beassureditis!Didyoubelieveourlastmeetingwasforgotten?
Didyoubelievethatyoureverywordandlookwasnottobeaccountedfor,andwasnotwellremembered?DoyoubelievethatI
havewaitedyourtime,oryoumine?Whatkindofmanishewhoentered,withallhissickeningcantofhonestyandtruth,intoabondwithmetopreventamarriageheaffectedtodislike,andwhenIhadredeemedmyparttothespiritandtheletter,skulkedfromhis,andbroughtthematchaboutinhisowntime,toridhimselfofaburdenhehadgrowntiredof,andcastaspuriouslustreonhishouse?’
’Ihaveacted,’criedMrHaredale,’withhonourandingoodfaith。
Idosonow。Donotforcemetorenewthisduelto-night!’
’Yousaidmy“wretched“son,Ithink?’saidSirJohn,withasmile。
’Poorfool!Thedupeofsuchashallowknave——trappedintomarriagebysuchanuncleandbysuchaniece——hewelldeservesyourpity。Butheisnolongerasonofmine:youarewelcometotheprizeyourcrafthasmade,sir。’
’Oncemore,’criedhisopponent,wildlystampingontheground,’althoughyoutearmefrommybetterangel,Iimploreyounottocomewithinthereachofmyswordto-night。Oh!whywereyouhereatall!Whyhavewemet!To-morrowwouldhavecastusfarapartforever!’
’Thatbeingthecase,’returnedSirJohn,withouttheleastemotion,’itisveryfortunatewehavemetto-night。Haredale,I
havealwaysdespisedyou,asyouknow,butIhavegivenyoucreditforaspeciesofbrutecourage。Forthehonourofmyjudgment,whichIhadthoughtagoodone,Iamsorrytofindyouacoward。’
Notanotherwordwasspokenoneitherside。Theycrossedswords,thoughitwasnowquitedusk,andattackedeachotherfiercely。
Theywerewellmatched,andeachwasthoroughlyskilledinthemanagementofhisweapon。
Afterafewsecondstheygrewhotterandmorefurious,andpressingoneachotherinflictedandreceivedseveralslightwounds。Itwasdirectlyafterreceivingoneoftheseinhisarm,thatMrHaredale,makingakeenerthrustashefeltthewarmbloodspirtingout,plungedhisswordthroughhisopponent’sbodytothehilt。
Theireyesmet,andwereoneachotherashedrewitout。Heputhisarmaboutthedyingman,whorepulsedhim,feebly,anddroppedupontheturf。Raisinghimselfuponhishands,hegazedathimforaninstant,withscornandhatredinhislook;but,seemingtoremember,eventhen,thatthisexpressionwoulddistorthisfeaturesafterdeath,hetriedtosmile,and,faintlymovinghisrighthand,asiftohidehisbloodylineninhisvest,fellbackdead——thephantomoflastnight。
ChaptertheLastApartingglanceatsuchoftheactorsinthislittlehistoryasithasnot,inthecourseofitsevents,dismissed,willbringittoanend。
MrHaredalefledthatnight。Beforepursuitcouldbebegun,indeedbeforeSirJohnwastracedormissed,hehadleftthekingdom。
Repairingstraighttoareligiousestablishment,knownthroughoutEuropefortherigourandseverityofitsdiscipline,andforthemercilesspenitenceitexactedfromthosewhosoughtitsshelterasarefugefromtheworld,hetookthevowswhichthenceforthshuthimoutfromnatureandhiskind,andafterafewremorsefulyearswasburiedinitsgloomycloisters。
TwodayselapsedbeforethebodyofSirJohnwasfound。Assoonasitwasrecognisedandcarriedhome,thefaithfulvalet,truetohismaster’screed,elopedwithallthecashandmovableshecouldlayhishandson,andstartedasafinishedgentlemanuponhisownaccount。Inthiscareerhemetwithgreatsuccess,andwouldcertainlyhavemarriedanheiressintheend,butforanunluckycheckwhichledtohisprematuredecease。Hesankunderacontagiousdisorder,veryprevalentatthattime,andvulgarlytermedthejailfever。
LordGeorgeGordon,remaininginhisprisonintheToweruntilMondaythefifthofFebruaryinthefollowingyear,wasonthatdaysolemnlytriedatWestminsterforHighTreason。Ofthiscrimehewas,afterapatientinvestigation,declaredNotGuilty;uponthegroundthattherewasnoproofofhishavingcalledthemultitudetogetherwithanytraitorousorunlawfulintentions。Yetsomanypeoplewerethere,still,towhomthoseriotstaughtnolessonofreprooformoderation,thatapublicsubscriptionwassetonfootinScotlandtodefraythecostofhisdefence。
Forsevenyearsafterwardsheremained,atthestrongintercessionofhisfriends,comparativelyquiet;savingthathe,everynowandthen,tookoccasiontodisplayhiszealfortheProtestantfaithinsomeextravagantproceedingwhichwasthedelightofitsenemies;
andsaving,besides,thathewasformallyexcommunicatedbytheArchbishopofCanterbury,forrefusingtoappearasawitnessintheEcclesiasticalCourtwhencitedforthatpurpose。Intheyear1788hewasstimulatedbysomenewinsanitytowriteandpublishaninjuriouspamphlet,reflectingontheQueenofFrance,inveryviolentterms。Beingindictedforthelibel,andaftervariousstrangedemonstrationsincourtfoundguilty,hefledintoHollandinplaceofappearingtoreceivesentence:fromwhence,asthequietburgomastersofAmsterdamhadnorelishforhiscompany,hewassenthomeagainwithallspeed。ArrivinginthemonthofJulyatHarwich,andgoingthencetoBirmingham,hemadeinthelatterplace,inAugust,apublicprofessionoftheJewishreligion;andfiguredthereasaJewuntilhewasarrested,andbroughtbacktoLondontoreceivethesentencehehadevaded。Byvirtueofthissentencehewas,inthemonthofDecember,castintoNewgateforfiveyearsandtenmonths,andrequiredbesidestopayalargefine,andtofurnishheavysecuritiesforhisfuturegoodbehaviour。
Afteraddressing,inthemidsummerofthefollowingyear,anappealtothecommiserationoftheNationalAssemblyofFrance,whichtheEnglishministerrefusedtosanction,hecomposedhimselftoundergohisfulltermofpunishment;andsufferinghisbeardtogrownearlytohiswaist,andconforminginallrespectstotheceremoniesofhisnewreligion,heappliedhimselftothestudyofhistory,andoccasionallytotheartofpainting,inwhich,inhisyoungerdays,hehadshownsomeskill。Desertedbyhisformerfriends,andtreatedinallrespectsliketheworstcriminalinthejail,helingeredon,quitecheerfulandresigned,untilthe1stofNovember1793,whenhediedinhiscell,beingthenonlythree-
and-fortyyearsofage。
Manymenwithfewersympathiesforthedistressedandneedy,withlessabilitiesandharderhearts,havemadeashiningfigureandleftabrilliantfame。Hehadhismourners。Theprisonersbemoanedhisloss,andmissedhim;forthoughhismeanswerenotlarge,hischaritywasgreat,andinbestowingalmsamongthemheconsideredthenecessitiesofallalike,andknewnodistinctionofsectorcreed。Therearewisemeninthehighwaysoftheworldwhomaylearnsomething,evenfromthispoorcrazylordwhodiedinNewgate。
Tothelast,hewastrulyservedbybluffJohnGrueby。Johnwasathissidebeforehehadbeenfour-and-twentyhoursintheTower,andneverlefthimuntilhedied。Hehadoneotherconstantattendant,inthepersonofabeautifulJewishgirl;whoattachedherselftohimfromfeelingshalfreligious,halfromantic,butwhosevirtuousanddisinterestedcharacterappearstohavebeenbeyondthecensureevenofthemostcensorious。
Gashforddesertedhim,ofcourse。Hesubsistedforatimeuponhistrafficinhismaster’ssecrets;and,thistradefailingwhenthestockwasquiteexhausted,procuredanappointmentinthehonourablecorpsofspiesandeavesdroppersemployedbythegovernment。Asoneofthesewretchedunderlings,hedidhisdrudgery,sometimesabroad,sometimesathome,andlongenduredthevariousmiseriesofsuchastation。Tenoradozenyearsago——notmore——ameagre,wanoldman,diseasedandmiserablypoor,wasfounddeadinhisbedatanobscureinnintheBorough,wherehewasquiteunknown。Hehadtakenpoison。Therewasnocluetohisname;butitwasdiscoveredfromcertainentriesinapocket-bookhecarried,thathehadbeensecretarytoLordGeorgeGordoninthetimeofthefamousriots。
Manymonthsafterthere-establishmentofpeaceandorder,andevenwhenithadceasedtobethetown-talk,thateverymilitaryofficer,keptatfreequartersbytheCityduringthelatealarms,hadcostforhisboardandlodgingfourpoundsfourperday,andeveryprivatesoldiertwoandtwopencehalfpenny;manymonthsaftereventhisengrossingtopicwasforgotten,andtheUnitedBulldogsweretoamanallkilled,imprisoned,ortransported,MrSimonTappertit,beingremovedfromahospitaltoprison,andthencetohisplaceoftrial,wasdischargedbyproclamation,ontwowoodenlegs。Shornofhisgracefullimbs,andbroughtdownfromhishighestatetocircumstancesofutterdestitution,andthedeepestmisery,hemadeshifttostumpbacktohisoldmaster,andbegforsomerelief。Bythelocksmith’sadviceandaid,hewasestablishedinbusinessasashoeblack,andopenedshopunderanarchwayneartheHorseGuards。Thisbeingacentralquarter,hequicklymadeaverylargeconnection;andonleveedays,wassometimesknowntohaveasmanyastwentyhalf-payofficerswaitingtheirturnforpolishing。Indeedhistradeincreasedtothatextent,thatincourseoftimeheentertainednolessthantwoapprentices,besidestakingforhiswifethewidowofaneminentboneandragcollector,formerlyofMilIbank。Withthisladywhoassistedinthebusinesshelivedingreatdomestichappiness,onlychequeredbythoselittlestormswhichservetocleartheatmosphereofwedlock,andbrightenitshorizon。Insomeofthesegustsofbadweather,MrTappertitwould,intheassertionofhisprerogative,sofarforgethimself,astocorrecthisladywithabrush,orboot,orshoe;whileshebutonlyinextremecaseswouldretaliatebytakingoffhislegs,andleavinghimexposedtothederisionofthoseurchinswhodelightinmischief。
MissMiggs,baffledinallherschemes,matrimonialandotherwise,andcastuponathankless,undeservingworld,turnedverysharpandsour;anddidatlengthbecomesoacid,anddidsopinchandslapandtweakthehairandnosesoftheyouthofGoldenLionCourt,thatshewasbyoneconsentexpelledthatsanctuary,anddesiredtoblesssomeotherspotofearth,inpreference。Itchancedatthatmoment,thatthejusticesofthepeaceforMiddlesexproclaimedbypublicplacardthattheystoodinneedofafemaleturnkeyfortheCountyBridewell,andappointedadayandhourfortheinspectionofcandidates。MissMiggsattendingatthetimeappointed,wasinstantlychosenandselectedfromonehundredandtwenty-fourcompetitors,andatoncepromotedtotheoffice;whichshehelduntilherdecease,morethanthirtyyearsafterwards,remainingsingleallthattime。Itwasobservedofthisladythatwhileshewasinflexibleandgrimtoallherfemaleflock,shewasparticularlysotothosewhocouldestablishanyclaimtobeauty:
anditwasoftenremarkedasaproofofherindomitablevirtueandseverechastity,thattosuchashadbeenfrailsheshowednomercy;alwaysfallinguponthemontheslightestoccasion,oronnooccasionatall,withthefullestmeasureofherwrath。Amongotherusefulinventionswhichshepractiseduponthisclassofoffendersandbequeathedtoposterity,wastheartofinflictinganexquisitelyviciouspokeordigwiththewardsofakeyinthesmalloftheback,nearthespine。Shelikewiseoriginatedamodeoftreadingbyaccidentinpattensonsuchashadsmallfeet;
alsoveryremarkableforitsingenuity,andpreviouslyquiteunknown。
Itwasnotverylong,youmaybesure,beforeJoeWilletandDollyVardenweremadehusbandandwife,andwithahandsomesuminbankforthelocksmithcouldaffordtogivehisdaughteragooddowry,reopenedtheMaypole。Itwasnotverylong,youmaybesure,beforeared-facedlittleboywasseenstaggeringabouttheMaypolepassage,andkickinguphisheelsonthegreenbeforethedoor。Itwasnotverylong,countingbyyears,beforetherewasared-facedlittlegirl,anotherred-facedlittleboy,andawholetroopofgirlsandboys:sothat,gotoChigwellwhenyouwould,therewouldsurelybeseen,eitherinthevillagestreet,oronthegreen,orfrolickinginthefarm-yard——foritwasafarmnow,aswellasatavern——moresmallJoesandsmallDollysthancouldbeeasilycounted。Itwasnotaverylongtimebeforetheseappearancesensued;butitWASaVERYlongtimebeforeJoelookedfiveyearsolder,orDollyeither,orthelocksmitheither,orhiswifeeither:forcheerfulnessandcontentaregreatbeautifiers,andarefamouspreserversofyouthfullooks,dependuponit。
Itwasalongtime,too,beforetherewassuchacountryinnastheMaypole,inallEngland:indeeditisagreatquestionwhethertherehaseverbeensuchanothertothishour,oreverwillbe。Itwasalongtimetoo——forNever,astheproverbsays,isalongday——
beforetheyforgottohaveaninterestinwoundedsoldiersattheMaypole,orbeforeJoeomittedtorefreshthem,forthesakeofhisoldcampaign;orbeforetheserjeantleftofflookinginthere,nowandthen;orbeforetheyfatiguedthemselves,oreachother,bytalkingontheseoccasionsofbattlesandsieges,andhardweatherandhardservice,andathousandthingsbelongingtoasoldier’slife。Astothegreatsilversnuff-boxwhichtheKingsentJoewithhisownhand,becauseofhisconductintheRiots,whatguesteverwenttotheMaypolewithoutputtingfingerandthumbintothatbox,andtakingagreatpinch,thoughhehadnevertakenapinchofsnuffbefore,andalmostsneezedhimselfintoconvulsionseventhen?Astothepurple-facedvintner,whereisthemanwholivedinthosetimesandneversawHIMattheMaypole:toallappearanceasmuchathomeinthebestroom,asifhelivedthere?Andastothefeastingsandchristenings,andrevellingsatChristmas,andcelebrationsofbirthdays,wedding-days,andallmannerofdays,bothattheMaypoleandtheGoldenKey,——iftheyarenotnotorious,whatfactsare?
MrWillettheelder,havingbeenbysomeextraordinarymeanspossessedwiththeideathatJoewantedtobemarried,andthatitwouldbewellforhim,hisfather,toretireintoprivatelife,andenablehimtoliveincomfort,tookuphisabodeinasmallcottageatChigwell;wheretheywidenedandenlargedthefireplaceforhim,hunguptheboiler,andfurthermoreplantedinthelittlegardenoutsidethefront-door,afictitiousMaypole;sothathewasquiteathomedirectly。Tothis,hisnewhabitation,TomCobb,PhilParkes,andSolomonDaisywentregularlyeverynight:andinthechimney-corner,theyallfourquaffed,andsmoked,andprosed,anddozed,astheyhaddoneofold。ItbeingaccidentallydiscoveredafterashorttimethatMrWilletstillappearedtoconsiderhimselfalandlordbyprofession,Joeprovidedhimwithaslate,uponwhichtheoldmanregularlyscoredupvastaccountsformeat,drink,andtobacco。Ashegrewolderthispassionincreaseduponhim;anditbecamehisdelighttochalkagainstthenameofeachofhiscroniesasumofenormousmagnitude,andimpossibletobepaid:
andsuchwashissecretjoyintheseentries,thathewouldbeperpetuallyseengoingbehindthedoortolookatthem,andcomingforthagain,suffusedwiththeliveliestsatisfaction。
HeneverrecoveredthesurprisetheRiotershadgivenhim,andremainedinthesamementalconditiondowntothelastmomentofhislife。Itwasliketohavebeenbroughttoaspeedyterminationbythefirstsightofhisfirstgrandchild,whichappearedtofillhimwiththebeliefthatsomealarmingmiraclehadhappenedtoJoe。Beingpromptlyblooded,however,byaskilfulsurgeon,herallied;andalthoughthedoctorsallagreed,onhisbeingattackedwithsymptomsofapoplexysixmonthsafterwards,thatheoughttodie,andtookitveryillthathedidnot,heremainedalive——possiblyonaccountofhisconstitutionalslowness——
fornearlysevenyearsmore,whenhewasonemorningfoundspeechlessinhisbed。Helayinthisstate,freefromalltokensofuneasiness,forawholeweek,whenhewassuddenlyrestoredtoconsciousnessbyhearingthenursewhisperinhisson’searthathewasgoing。’I’ma-going,Joseph,’saidMrWillet,turningroundupontheinstant,’totheSalwanners’——andimmediatelygaveuptheghost。
Heleftalargesumofmoneybehindhim;evenmorethanhewassupposedtohavebeenworth,althoughtheneighbours,accordingtothecustomofmankindincalculatingthewealththatotherpeopleoughttohavesaved,hadestimatedhispropertyingoodroundnumbers。Joeinheritedthewhole;sothathebecameamanofgreatconsequenceinthoseparts,andwasperfectlyindependent。
SometimeelapsedbeforeBarnabygotthebetteroftheshockhehadsustained,orregainedhisoldhealthandgaiety。Butherecoveredbydegrees:andalthoughhecouldneverseparatehiscondemnationandescapefromtheideaofaterrificdream,hebecame,inotherrespects,morerational。Datingfromthetimeofhisrecovery,hehadabettermemoryandgreatersteadinessofpurpose;butadarkcloudoverhunghiswholepreviousexistence,andneverclearedaway。
Hewasnotthelesshappyforthis,forhisloveoffreedomandinterestinallthatmovedorgrew,orhaditsbeingintheelements,remainedtohimunimpaired。HelivedwithhismotherontheMaypolefarm,tendingthepoultryandthecattle,workinginagardenofhisown,andhelpingeverywhere。Hewasknowntoeverybirdandbeastabouttheplace,andhadanameforeveryone。
Neverwastherealighter-heartedhusbandman,acreaturemorepopularwithyoungandold,ablitherormorehappysoulthanBarnaby;andthoughhewasfreetoramblewherehewould,heneverquittedHer,butwasforevermoreherstayandcomfort。
Itwasremarkablethatalthoughhehadthatdimsenseofthepast,hesoughtoutHugh’sdog,andtookhimunderhiscare;andthathenevercouldbetemptedintoLondon。WhentheRiotsweremanyyearsold,andEdwardandhiswifecamebacktoEnglandwithafamilyalmostasnumerousasDolly’s,andonedayappearedattheMaypoleporch,heknewtheminstantly,andweptandleapedforjoy。Butneithertovisitthem,noronanyotherpretence,nomatterhowfullofpromiseandenjoyment,couldhebepersuadedtosetfootinthestreets:nordidheeverconquerthisrepugnanceorlookuponthetownagain。
Gripsoonrecoveredhislooks,andbecameasglossyandsleekasever。Buthewasprofoundlysilent。WhetherhehadforgottentheartofPoliteConversationinNewgate,orhadmadeavowinthosetroubledtimestoforego,foraperiod,thedisplayofhisaccomplishments,ismatterofuncertainty;butcertainitisthatforawholeyearheneverindulgedinanyothersoundthanagrave,decorouscroak。Attheexpirationofthatterm,themorningbeingverybrightandsunny,hewasheardtoaddresshimselftothehorsesinthestable,uponthesubjectoftheKettle,sooftenmentionedinthesepages;andbeforethewitnesswhooverheardhimcouldrunintothehousewiththeintelligence,andaddtoituponhissolemnaffirmationthestatementthathehadheardhimlaugh,thebirdhimselfadvancedwithfantasticstepstotheverydoorofthebar,andtherecried,’I’madevil,I’madevil,I’madevil!’
withextraordinaryrapture。
FromthatperiodalthoughhewassupposedtobemuchaffectedbythedeathofMrWilletsenior,heconstantlypractisedandimprovedhimselfinthevulgartongue;and,ashewasamereinfantforaravenwhenBarnabywasgrey,hehasveryprobablygoneontalkingtothepresenttime。
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