“Ispakehastily,forIwasashamedofherwords,thoughIonlyhalfunderstoodthem:’Iheartheeanddeemthatthoumockestme:
Ihaveneverknownamother;Iambutapoorthrall,agoatherddwellingwithamistressinanookofthiswildwood:
Ihaveneverapieceofbread;butastothegoats’milk,thatthoushalthaveatonce。’SoIcalledoneofmygoatstome,forIknewthemall,andmilkedherintoawoodenbowlthatI
carriedslungaboutme,andgavetheoldwomantodrink:
andshekissedmyhandanddrankandspakeagain,butnolongerinawhiningvoice,likeabeggarbiddingalmsinthestreet,butfrankandfree。
“’Damsel,’shesaid,’nowIseethatthysoulgoeswiththybody,andthatthouartkindandproudatonce。Andwhateverthouart,itisnomocktosayofthee,thatthouartasfairasthefairest;
andIthinkthatthiswillfollowthee,thathenceforthnomanwhoseeththeeoncewillforgettheeever,orceasetolongforthee:
ofasuretythisistheyweird。NowIseethatthouknowestnomoreoftheworldanditswaysthanoneofthehindsthatruninthesewoods。
Soifthouwilt,Iwillsitdownbytheeandtelltheemuchthatshallavailthee;andthouinthyturnshalttellmeallthetaleconcerningthydwellingandthyservice,andthelike。’
“Isaid,Imaynot,Idurstnot;Iserveamightymistress,andshewouldslaymeifsheknewthatIhadspokentothee;
andwoe’sme!Ifearthatevennowshewillnotfailtoknowit。
Departinpeace。”
“’Nay,’shesaid,’thouneedestnottellme,forIhaveaninklingofherandherways:butIwillgivetheewisdom,andnotsellittheeataprice。
Sitdownthen,fairchild,onthisflowerygrass,andIwillsitbesidetheeandtelltheeofmanythingsworththineheeding。’
Sotherewesatawhile,andingoodsoothshetoldmemuchoftheworldwhichIhadnotyetseen,ofitsfairnessanditsfoulness;
oflifeanddeath,anddesireanddisappointment,anddespair;
sothatwhenshehaddone,ifIwerewiserthanerst,Iwasperchancelittlemorejoyous;andyetIsaidtomyselfthatcomewhatwouldI
wouldbeapartofallthat。
“Butatlastshesaid:’Lothedayiswaning,andthouhasttwothingstodo;eithertogohometothymistressatonce,orfleeawayfromherbythewaythatIshallshowthee;andifthouwiltberuledbyme,andcanstbearthythralldomyetalittlewhilethouwiltnotfleeatonce,butabidetillthouhastseenmeagain。
Andsinceitisherethatthouhastmetme,heremaystthoumeetmeagain;
forthedaysarelongnow,andthoumaysteasilywinthywayhitherbeforenoononanyday。’
“SoItiedmygoatskinshoestomyfeet,anddravemygoatstogether,andwewentuptogetheroutofthedale,andwereinthewide-spreadingplainofthewaste;andthecarlinesaid:
’Dostthouknowthequartersoftheheavenbythesun?’
’Yea,’saidI。’Then,’quothshe,’whensothoudesiresttodepartandcomeintotheworldoffolkthatIhavetoldtheeof,setthyfacealittlenorthofwest,andthoushaltfallinwithsomethingorsomebodybeforelong;butbespeedyonthatdayasthouartlight-footed,andmakeallthewaythoucanstbeforethymistresscomestoknowofthydeparture;
fornotlightlywillanyoneletloosesuchathrallasthou。’
“Ithankedher,andshewentherwaysoverthewaste,Iwottednotwhither,andIdravemygoatshomeasspeedilyasImight;themistressmeddlednotwithmebywordordeed,thoughIwasshortofmyduetaleofyarn。
ThenextdayIlongedsoretogotothedaleandmeetthecarlinebutdurstnot,andthenextdayIfaredinlikeways;butthethirddayIlongedsotogo,thatmyfeetmustneedstakemethere,whatsoevermightbefall。
AndwhenIhadbeeninthedalealittle,thithercamethecarline,andsatdownbymeandfelltoteachingmewisdom,andshowedmelettersandtoldmewhattheywere,andIlearnedlikealittleladinthechorister’sschool。
“ThereafterImasteredmyfearofmymistressandwenttothatdaledaybyday,andlearnedofthecarline;
thoughatwhilesIwonderedwhenmymistresswouldletlooseherfuryuponme;forIcalledtomindthethreatshehadmadetomeonthedaywhensheofferedupmywhitegoat。
AndImadeupmymindtothis,thatifshefelluponmewithdeadlyintentIwoulddomybesttoslayherbeforesheshouldslayme。
Butsoitwas,thatnowagainsheheldherhandfrommybody,andscarcecastawordatmeever,butgloomedatme,andfaredasifhatredofmehadgrowngreatinherheart。
“Sothedayswentby,andmyfeethadwornapaththroughthewildernesstotheDaleofLore,andMayhadmeltedintoJune,andthelatterdaysofJunewerecome。AndonMidsummerDayIwentmywaystothedaleaccordingtomywont,when,asIasdrivingonmygoatshastilyIsawabrightthingcomingovertheheathtowardme,andIwentonmywaytomeetit,forIhadnofearnow,exceptwhatfearofmymistresslingeredinmyheart;nay,IlookedthateverythingIsawofnewshouldaddsomejoytomyheart。
SopresentlyIsawthatitwasaweaponedmanridingawhitehorse,andanonhehadcomeuptomeanddrawnreinbeforeme。
Iwonderedexceedinglyatbeholdinghimandtheheartleapedwithinmeathisbeauty;forthoughthecarlinehadtoldmeofthelovelinessofthesonsofmen,thatwasbutwordsandIknewnotwhattheymeant;
andtheothersthatIhadseenwerenotyoungmenorgoodly,andthoselast,asItoldthee,Icouldscarceseetheirfaces。
“AndthisonewasevenfairerthanthedeadwomanthatIhadburied,whosefacewaswornwithtoilandtrouble,asnowIcalledtomind。
Hewascladinbrightshiningarmourwithagaysurcoatofgreen,embroideredwithflowersoverit;hehadalightsalletonhishead,andtheyellowlocksofhishairfloweddownfromunder,andfellonhisshoulders:hisfacewasasbeardlessasthine,dearfriend,butnotclearbrownliketothinebutwhiteandredlikeablossom。”
Ralphspakeandsaid:“Belikeitwasawoman;“andhisvoicesoundedloudinthequietplace。Shesmiledonhimandkissedhischeek,andsaid:“Nay,nay,dearChampion,itisnotso。
Godresthissoul!manyayearhehasbeendead。”
SaidRalph:“Manyayear!whatmeanestthou?”“Ah!”shesaid,“fearnot!asIamnow,soshallIbefortheemanyayear。
WasnotthyfearthatIshouldvanishawayorchangeintosomethingunsightlyandgruesome?Fearnot,Isay;amInotawoman,andthineown?”
Andagainsheflushedbrightred,andhergreyeyeslightened,andshelookedathimallconfusedandshamefaced。
Hetookherfacebetweenhishandsandkissedheroverandover;thenhelethergo,andsaid:“Ihavenofear:
goonwiththytale,forthewordsthereofareasthykissestome,andtheembracingofthinehandsandthybody:
tellon,Ipraythee。”Shetookhishandinhersandspake,tellinghertaleasbefore。
“Friend,well-belovedforever!Thisfairyoungknightlookedonme,andashelooked,hisfaceflushedasredasminedidevennow。
AndItelltheethatmyheartdancedwithjoyasIlookedonhim,andhespakenotforalittlewhile,andthenhesaid:
’Fairmaiden,canstthoutellmeofanywhowilltellmeawordofthewaytotheWellattheWorld’sEnd?’Isaidtohim,’Nay,Ihaveheardthewordonceandnomore,Iknownottheway:
andIamsorrythatIcannotdofortheethatwhichthouwouldest。’
AndthenIspakeagain,andtoldhimthatheshouldbynomeansstopatourhouse,andltoldhimwhatitwaslike,sothathemightgiveitthegoby。Isaid,’Evenifthouhasttoturnbackagain,andfailtofindthethingthouseekest,yetIbeseechtheeridenotintothattrap。’
“Hesatstillonhissaddleawhile,staringatmeandIathim;
andthenhethankedme,butwithsobadagrace,thatIwonderedofhimifhewereangry;andthenheshookhisrein,androdeoffbriskly,andIlookedafterhimawhile,andthenwentonmyway;
butIhadgonebutashortwhile,whenIheardhorse-hoofsbehindme,andIturnedandlooked,andlo!itwastheknightcomingbackagain。
SoIstayedandabidedhim;andwhenhecameuptome,heleaptfromhishorseandstoodbeforemeandsaid:’Imustneedsseetheeonceagain。’
“Istoodandtrembledbeforehim,andlongedtotouchhim。
Andagainhespake,breathlessly,asonewhohasbeenrunning:
’Imustdepart,forIhaveathingtodothatImustdo;
butIlongsorelytotouchthee,andkissthee;yetunlessthoufreelywillestit,Iwillrefrainme。’ThenIlookedathimandsaid,’Iwillitfreely。’Thenhecamecloseuptome,andputhishandonmyshoulderandkissedmycheek;
butIkissedhislips,andthenhetookmeinhisarms,andkissedmeandembracedme;andthereinthatplace,andinalittlewhile,welovedeachothersorely。
“Butinawhilehesaidtome:’Imustdepart,forIamasonewhomtheAvengerofBloodfolloweth;andnowIwillgivetheethis,notsomuchasagift,butasatokenthatwehavemetinthewilderness,thouandI。’Therewithheputhishandtohisneck,andtookfromitthisnecklacewhichthouseesthere,andIsawthatitwaslikethatwhichmymistresstookfromtheneckofthedeadwoman。
Andnolessisitliketotheonethatthouwearest,Ralph。
“ItookitinmyhandandweptthatImightnothelphim。
Andhesaid:’Itislittlelikelythatweshallmeetagain;
butbythetokenofthiscollarthoumayestwotthatIeverlongfortheetillIdie:forthoughIamaking’sson,thisisthedearestofmypossessions。’Isaid:
’Thouartyoung,andIamyoung;mayhappenweshallmeetagain:
butthoushaltknowthatIambutathrall,agoatherd。’
ForIknewbywhattheoldwomantoldmeofsomewhatofthemightinessofthekingsoftheworld。’Yea,’hesaid,andsmiledmostsweetly,’thatiseasytobeseen:
yetifIlive,asIthinknottodo,thoushaltsitwheregreatmenshallkneeltothee;notasIkneelnowforlove,andthatImaykissthykneesandthyfeet,butbecausetheyneedsmustworshipthee。’
“Therewithhearosetohisfeetandleaptonhishorse,androdehiswaysspeedily:andIwentuponmywaywithmygoats,andcamedownintotheDaleofLore,andfoundtheoldwomanabidingme;
andshecametome,andtookmebythehands,andtouchedthecollarforIhaddoneitaboutmyneck,andsaid:
“’Dearchild,thouneedestnottotellmethytale,forIhaveseenhim。
Butifthoumustneedswearthisnecklace,Imustgivetheeagifttogowithit。Butfirstsitdownbytheoldcarlineawhileandtalkwithher;
formeseemethitwillbebutafewdayserethoushaltdepartfromthisuttermostwilderness,andthewoodsbeforethemountains。
“SoIsatdownbyher,andinspiteofherwordItoldherallthathadbefallenbetwixtmeandtheking’sson:formyheartwastoofullthatI
mightrefrainme。Shenoddedherheadfromtimetotime,butsaidnaught,tillIhadmadeanend:andthenfelltotellingmeofmanymattersformyavail;butyetaroseearlierthanherwontwas;andwhenwewereaboutsunderingonthepathwhichIhadtroddenabovetheDale,shesaid:
’NowmustIgivetheethatgifttogoalongwiththegiftofthelover,theKing’sson;andIthinkthouwiltfinditofavailbeforemanydaysaregoneby。’Therewithshetookfromherpouchastrongsharpknife,anddrewitfromthesheath,andflasheditintheafternoonsun,andgaveittome;andItookitandlaiditinmybosomandthankedher;
forIthoughtthatIunderstoodhermeaning,andhowitwouldavailme。
ThenIwentdrivingmygoatshomespeedily,sothatthesunwasbarelysetwhenIcametothegarth;andagreathorrorratherthanafearofmymistresswasonme;andlo!shestoodinthedoorofthehousegazingdownthegarthandthewoodlandbeyond,asthoughshewerelookingformycoming:
andwhenhereyeslightedonme,shescowled,anddrewherlipsbackfromherteethandclenchedherhandswithfury,thoughtherewasnoughtinthem;
andshewasatallandstrongwoman,thoughnowgrowingsomewhatold:
butasforme,Ihadunsheathedthecarline’sgiftbeforeIcametothegarth,andnowIhelditbehindmybackinmylefthand。
“Ihadstayedmyfeetsomesixpacesfromthethreshold,andmyheartbeatquick,butthesickfearandcoweringhadleftme,thoughthehorrorofhergrewinmyheart。Mygoatshadallgoneoffquietlytotheirhouse,andtherewasnothingbetwixtmeandher。
Inclearingfrommysleevethearmofmewhichheldtheknife,theroughclaspwhichfastenedmyraimenttogetherattheshoulderhadgivenway,andtheclothhadfallenandleftmybosombare,sothatIknewthatthecollarwasclearlytobeseen。Sowestoodamoment,andIhadnowords,butshespakeatlastinahard,snarlingvoice,suchassheoftenestusedtome,butworse。
“’Nowatlastthetimehascomewhenthouartofnomoreusetome;forIcanseetheewhatthouhastgotforthyself。
ButknownowthatthouhastnotyetdrunkoftheWellattheWorld’sEnd,andthatitwillnotavailtheetofleeoutofthiswood;foraslongasIlivethouwiltnotbeabletogetoutofreachofmyhand;andIshalllivelong:
Ishalllivelong。Come,then,andgivethyselfuptome,thatImaydealwiththeeasIthreatenedwhenIslewthyfriendthewhitegoat;for,indeed,Iknewthenthatitwouldcometothis。’