“Shehadbuttwiceorthricespokentomesomanywordstogetherasthis;
butlansweredneveraword,butstoodwatchingherwarily。
Andofasuddenshegaveforthadreadfulscreamingroar,wherewithallthewoodrangagain,andrushedatme;
butmyhandcamefrombehindmyback,andhowitwasIknownot,butshetouchedmenottillthebladehadsunkintoherbreast,andshefellacrossmyfeet,herrighthandclutchingmyraiment。
SoIloosedherfingersfromthecloth,shudderingwithhorrorthewhile,anddrewmyselfawayfromherandstoodalittlealoof,wonderingwhatshouldhappennext。AndindeedIscarcebelievedbutshewouldpresentlyriseupfromthegroundandclutchmeinherhands,andbeginthetormentingofme。Butshemovednomore,andthegrassallaboutherwasreddenedwithherblood;
andatlastIgatheredhearttokneeldownbesideher,andfoundthatshenomorebreathedthanoneofthoseconiesorpartridgeswhichIhadbeenusedtoslayforher。
“ThenIstoodandconsideredwhatIshoulddo,andindeedI
hadbeenponderingthisallthewayfromtheDalethereto,incaseIshouldescapemymistress。SoIsoonmadeupmymindthatIwouldnotdwellinthathouseevenforonenight;
lestmymistressshouldcometomethoughdead,andtormentme。
Iwentintothehousewhileitwasyetlight,andlookedaboutthechamber,andsawthreegreatbookstherelaidonthelectern,butdurstnothavetakenthemevenhadIbeenabletocarrythem;
nordurstIeventolookintothem,forfearthatsomespellmightgettoworkinthemiftheywereopened;butIfoundaryeloafwhereofIhadeatensomewhatinthemorning,andanotheruntouched,andhangingtoahornofthelecternIfoundthenecklacewhichmymistresshadtakenfromthedeadwoman。
TheseIputintomyscrip,andastothenecklace,lwilltelltheehowIbestoweditlateron。ThenIsteppedoutintothetwilightwhichwasfairandgolden,andfullfainIwasofit。
ThenIdrovethegoatsoutoftheirhouseandwentmywaytowardstheDaleofLore,andsaidtomyselfthatthecarlinewouldteachmewhatfurthertodo,andIcametherebeforethesummerdarkhadquiteprevailed,andsleptsweetlyandsoftlyamongstmygoatsafterIhadtetheredtheminthebestofthepasture。
YetMoreoftheLady’sStory“Lothou,beloved。”shesaid,“thouhastseenmeinthewildwoodwithlittlegoodquickenedinme:dothnotthineheartsinkatthethoughtofthyloveandthylifegivenovertothekeepingofsuchanone?”Hesmiledinherface,andsaid:
“Belikethouhastdoneworsethanallthouhasttoldme:
andthesedayspastIhavewonderedoftenwhattherewasinthestorieswhichtheyoftheBurghadagainstthee:
yetsoothtosay,theytoldlittleofwhatthouhastdone:
nomorebelikethanbeingtheirfoe。”Shesighedandsaid:
“Well,hearken;yetshallInottelltheeeverydeedthatI
havebeenpartakerin。
“IsatintheDalethatnextdayandwashappy,thoughIlongedtoseethatfairmanagain:soothtosay,sincemymistresswasdead,everythingseemedfairertome,yeaevenmineownface,asIsawitinthepoolsofthestream,thoughwhilesIwonderedwhenIshouldhaveanothermistress,andhowshewoulddealwithme;
andeverIsaidIwouldaskthecarlinewhenshecameagaintome。
Butallthatdayshecamenot:nordidImarvelthereat。
Butwhensevendayspassedandstillshecamenot,IfelltowonderingwhatIshoulddo:formybreadwasallgone,andIdurstnotgobacktothehousetofetchmeal;thoughtherewasstoreofitthere。Howbeit,Idrankofthemilkofthegoats,andmadecurdsthereofwiththewoodlandroots,andateofthewood-berrieslikeasthouhastdone,friend,e’ennow。
Anditwaseasierformetofindalivelihoodinthewoodsthanithadbeenformostfolk,sowellasIknewthem。
Soworethedays,andshecamenot,andIbegantothinkthatI
shouldseethewisecarlinenomore,asindeedfelloutatthattime;
andthedaysbegantohangheavyonmyhands,andIfelltothinkingofthatwaytothewestandthepeopledparts,whereofthecarlinehadtoldme;andwhilesIwentoutoftheDaleandwentawayhitherandthitherthroughthewoods,andsofar,thatthriceIsleptawayoutoftheDale:
butIknewthatthepeopledpartswouldbestrangetomeandI
fearedtofacethemallalone。
“ThusworethedaystillJulywasonthewane,andonamorningearlyIawokewithunwontedsoundsinmineears;andwhenmyeyeswerefairlyopenIsawamanstandingovermeandawhitehorsecroppingthegrasshardby。Andmyheartwasfullandfain,andIsprangtomyfeetandshowedhimasmilinghappyface,forIsawatoncethatitwasthatfairmancomebackagain。
Butlo!hisfacewaspaleandworn,thoughhelookedkindlyonme,andhesaid:’Omybeloved,Ihavefoundthee,butIamfaintwithhungerandcanspeakbutlittle。’
Andeventherewithhesankdownonthegrass。ButIbestirredmyself,andgavehimmilkofmygoats,andcurdsandberries,andthelifecameintohimagain,andIsatdownbyhimandlaidhisheadinmylap,andhesleptalongwhile;andwhenheawokeanditwastowardssunsethekissedmyhandsandmyarms,andsaidtome:’Fairchild,perhapsthouwiltcomewithmenow;
andevenifthouartathrallthoumayestfleewithme;
formyhorseisstrongandfat,thoughIamweak,forhecanmakehisdinneronthegrass。’
“ThenhelaughedandInoless;butIfedhimwithmypoorvictualagain,andasheateIsaid:’Iamnomistress’sthrallnow;fortheeveningofthedaywhereonIsawtheeIslewher,elsehadsheslainme。’
’Thesaintsbepraised,’saidhe:’Thouwiltcomewithme,then?’
’Oyea,’saidI。ThenIfeltshamefacedandIreddened;butIsaid:
’Ihaveabidedheremanydaysforawisewomanwhohathtaughtmemanythings;
butwithallhopedthatthouwouldstcomealso。’
“Thenheputhisarmsaboutmyshouldersandlovedmemuch;
butatlasthesaid:“YetisitnowanotherthingthanthatwhichIlookedfor,whenItalkedofsettingtheebymeonthegoldenthrone。FornowamIabeatenman;IhavefailedofthatIsought,andsufferedshameandhungerandmanyills。
YeteverIthoughtthatImightfindtheehereorhereby。’
Thenathoughtcameintomymind,andIsaid:’Elsemaybethouhadstfoundwhatthousoughtest,andovercometheevilthings。’
’Maybe,’hesaid;’itisnowbutalittlematter。’“
“Asforme,Icouldhavenoguessatwhatwerethebetterthingshehadmeantforme,andmyheartwasfullofjoy,andallseemedbetterthanwell。Andwetalkedtogetherlongtillthedaywasgone。
ThenwekissedandembracedeachotherintheDaleofLore,andthedarknessofsummerseemedbutshortforourdelight。”
TheLadyTellsSomewhatofHerDoingsAfterSheLefttheWildernessRalphstayedherspeechnow,andsaid:“WhenIaskedoftheeintheLandofAbundance,thereweresomewhoseemedtosaythatthouhastletmoremenlovetheethanone:
anditwasatormenttometothinkthatevensoitmightbe。
Butnowwhenthineownmouthtellethmeofoneofthemitirksmelittle。Dostthouthinkitlittle-heartedinme?”
“Ofriend。”shesaid,“Iseethatsoitiswiththeethatthouwouldstfindduecauseforlovingme,whateverthoufoundesttrueofme。
OrdostthoudeemthatIwasanotherwomaninthosedays?Nay,Iwasnot:
IcanseemyselfstillmyselfallalongthewayIhavegone。”
Shewassilentalittle,andthenshesaid:“Fearnot,Iwillgivetheemuchcausetoloveme。ButnowIknowthymindthebetter,IshalltelltheelessofwhatbefellmeafterIleftthewilderness;
forwhateverIdidandwhateverIendured,stillitwasalwaysImyselfthatwasthere,anditismethatthoulovest。Moreover,mylifeinthewildernessisastrangerthingtotelltheeofthanmydealingswiththefolk,andwithKingsandBaronsandKnights。
Butthereafterthoushalthearofmewhattalesthouwiltofthesematters,asthedaysandtheyearspassoverourheads。
“Nowonthemorrowwewouldnotdepartatonce,becausetherewehadsomevictual,andtheking’ssonwasnotyetsowellfedasheshouldbe;soweabodeinthatfairplaceanotherday,andthenwewentourwayswestward,accordingtotheredeofthecarline;
anditwasmanydaysbeforewegatusoutofthewilderness,andwewereoftenhardputtoitforvictual;whilesIsatbehindmyknighta-horseback,whilesheledthebeastwhileIrodealone,andnotseldomIwentafoot,andthatnowiseslowly,whileherodethewhitehorse,forIwasaslight-footthenasnow。
“AndofthewaywewentIwilltelltheenoughtasnow,becausesureitisthatifwebothlive,thouandIshalltreadthatroadtogether,butwithourfacesturnedtheotherway;
foritistheroadfromtheWellattheWorld’sEnd,whereI
myselfhavebeen,orelseneverhadthineeyesfallenonme。”
Ralphsaid,“EvensomuchIdeemedbyreadinginthebook;
yetitwasnottoldclearlythatthouhadstbeenthere。”
“Yea。”shesaid,becausethesaidbookwasmadenotbymyfriendsbutmyfoes,andtheywouldhavemendeemthatmylengthofdaysandtheenduranceofmybeautyandnever-dyingyouthofmyheartcamefromevilanddevilishsources;
andifthouwilttrustmyworditisnotso,forintheWellattheWorld’sEndisnoevil,butonlytheQuenchingofSorrow,andClearingoftheEyesthattheymaybehold。
Andhowgooditisthattheylookontheenow。Andmoreover,thehistoryofthatbookispartlyfalseofintentionandill-will,andpartlyaconfusedmedleyoftrueandfalse,whichhascomeofmerechance-hap。
“Hearkennow。”shesaid,“tillItelltheeinfewwordwhatbefellmebeforeIcametodrinktheWateroftheWell。
Afterwehadpassedlongdesertsofwoodandheath,andgonethroughlandsexceedingevilandperilous,anddespairedoflifeforthehorrorofthoseplaces,andseennomen,wecameatlastamongstasimplefolkwhodealtkindlywithus,yea,andmore。
Thesefolkseemedtomehappyandofgoodwealth,thoughtomylordtheyseemedpoorandlackingofthegoodsoftheworld。Forsooth,bythattimewelackedmorethanthey,forwewerewornwithcoldandhunger,andhardlife:
thoughforme,indeed,happyhadbeenthedaysofmywayfaring,butmylordrememberedthedaysofhisrichesandthekingdomofhisfather,andtheworshipofmightymen,andallthathehadpromisedmeonthehappydaywhenIfirstbeheldhim:
sobelikehewasscarcesohappyasIwas。
“Itwasspringtimewhenwecametothatfolk;forwehadwornthroughtheautumnandwinteringettingclearofthewilderness。
Notthatthewaywaslong,asIfoundoutafterwards,butthatwewentastrayinthewoodland,andatlastcameoutofitintoadreadfulstonywastewhichwestrovetocrossthrice,andthriceweredrivenbackintothegreenwoodbythirstandhunger;butthefourthtime,havinggottenusstoreofvictualbymywoodcraft,weoverpasseditandreachedthepeopledcountry。
“Yea,springwasontheearth,aswe,mylordandI,camedownfromthedesolatestonyheaths,andwenthandandhandacrosstheplain,wheremenandwomenofthatfolkwerefeastingroundaboutthesimpleroofsandwoodlandhallswhichtheyhadraisedthere。Thentheylefttheirgamesandsportsandrantous,andwewalkedonquietly,thoughweknewnotwhetherthemeetingwastobefordeathorlife。