minutelyrememberthedetailsofthechamberyetIamsadlyforgetfulontopicsofdeepmomentandheretherewasnosystem,nokeeping,inthefantasticdisplay,totakeholduponthememory。
Theroomlayinahighturretofthecastellatedabbey,waspentagonalinshape,andofcapacioussize。OccupyingthewholesouthernfaceofthepentagonwasthesolewindowanimmensesheetofunbrokenglassfromVeniceasinglepane,andtintedofaleadenhue,sothattheraysofeitherthesunormoon,passingthroughit,fellwithaghastlylustreontheobjectswithin。Overtheupperportionofthishugewindow,extendedthetrellice-workofanagedvine,whichclamberedupthemassywallsoftheturret。Theceiling,ofgloomy-lookingoak,wasexcessivelylofty,vaulted,andelaboratelyfrettedwiththewildestandmostgrotesquespecimensofasemi-Gothic,semi-Druidicaldevice。Fromoutthemostcentralrecessofthismelancholyvaulting,depended,byasinglechainofgoldwithlonglinks,ahugecenserofthesamemetal,Saracenicinpattern,andwithmanyperforationssocontrivedthattherewrithedinandoutofthem,asifenduedwithaserpentvitality,acontinualsuccessionofparti-coloredfires。
Somefewottomansandgoldencandelabra,ofEasternfigure,wereinvariousstationsaboutandtherewasthecouch,toobridalcouchofanIndianmodel,andlow,andsculpturedofsolidebony,withapall-likecanopyabove。Ineachoftheanglesofthechamberstoodonendagiganticsarcophagusofblackgranite,fromthetombsofthekingsoveragainstLuxor,withtheiragedlidsfullofimmemorialsculpture。Butinthedrapingoftheapartmentlay,alas!
thechiefphantasyofall。Theloftywalls,giganticinheight
evenunproportionablysowerehungfromsummittofoot,invastfolds,withaheavyandmassive-lookingtapestrytapestryofamaterialwhichwasfoundalikeasacarpetonthefloor,asacoveringfortheottomansandtheebonybed,asacanopyforthebed,andasthegorgeousvolutesofthecurtainswhichpartiallyshadedthewindow。Thematerialwastherichestclothofgold。Itwasspottedallover,atirregularintervals,witharabesquefigures,aboutafootindiameter,andwroughtupontheclothinpatternsofthemostjettyblack。Butthesefigurespartookofthetruecharacterofthearabesqueonlywhenregardedfromasinglepointofview。Byacontrivancenowcommon,andindeedtraceabletoaveryremoteperiodofantiquity,theyweremadechangeableinaspect。Tooneenteringtheroom,theyboretheappearanceofsimplemonstrosities;butuponafartheradvance,thisappearancegraduallydeparted;andstepbystep,asthevisitormovedhisstationinthechamber,hesawhimselfsurroundedbyanendlesssuccessionoftheghastlyformswhichbelongtothesuperstitionoftheNorman,orariseintheguiltyslumbersofthemonk。Thephantasmagoriceffectwasvastlyheightenedbytheartificialintroductionofastrongcontinualcurrentofwindbehindthedraperiesgivingahideousanduneasyanimationtothewhole。
InhallssuchastheseinabridalchambersuchasthisI
passed,withtheLadyofTremaine,theunhallowedhoursofthefirstmonthofourmarriagepassedthemwithbutlittledisquietude。
ThatmywifedreadedthefiercemoodinessofmytemperthatsheshunnedmeandlovedmebutlittleIcouldnothelpperceiving;
butitgavemeratherpleasurethanotherwise。Iloathedherwithahatredbelongingmoretodemonthantoman。Mymemoryflewback,oh,withwhatintensityofregret!toLigeia,thebeloved,theaugust,thebeautiful,theentombed。Irevelledinrecollectionsofherpurity,ofherwisdom,ofherlofty,heretherealnature,ofherpassionate,heridolatrouslove。Now,then,didmyspiritfullyandfreelyburnwithmorethanallthefiresofherown。IntheexcitementofmyopiumdreamsforIwashabituallyfetteredintheshacklesofthedrugIwouldcallalouduponhername,duringthesilenceofthenight,oramongtheshelteredrecessesoftheglensbyday,asif,throughthewildeagerness,thesolemnpassion,theconsumingardorofmylongingforthedeparted,Icouldrestorehertothepathwayshehadabandonedah,coulditbeforever?upontheearth。
Aboutthecommencementofthesecondmonthofthemarriage,theLadyRowenawasattackedwithsuddenillness,fromwhichherrecoverywasslow。Thefeverwhichconsumedherrenderedhernightsuneasy;andinherperturbedstateofhalf-slumber,shespokeofsounds,andofmotions,inandaboutthechamberoftheturret,whichIconcludedhadnooriginsaveinthedistemperofherfancy,orperhapsinthephantasmagoricinfluencesofthechamberitself。Shebecameatlengthconvalescentfinallywell。Yetbutabriefperiodelapsed,ereasecondmoreviolentdisorderagainthrewheruponabedofsuffering;
andfromthisattackherframe,atalltimesfeeble,neveraltogetherrecovered。Herillnesseswere,afterthisepoch,ofalarmingcharacter,andofmorealarmingrecurrence,defyingaliketheknowledgeandthegreatexertionsofherphysicians。Withtheincreaseofthechronicdiseasewhichhadthus,apparently,takentoosureholduponherconstitutiontobeeradicatedbyhumanmeans,I
couldnotfalltoobserveasimilarincreaseinthenervousirritationofhertemperament,andinherexcitabilitybytrivialcausesoffear。Shespokeagain,andnowmorefrequentlyandpertinaciously,ofthesoundsoftheslightsoundsandoftheunusualmotionsamongthetapestries,towhichshehadformerlyalluded。
Onenight,neartheclosinginofSeptember,shepressedthisdistressingsubjectwithmorethanusualemphasisuponmyattention。
Shehadjustawakenedfromanunquietslumber,andIhadbeenwatching,withfeelingshalfofanxiety,halfofvagueterror,theworkingsofheremaciatedcountenance。Isatbythesideofherebonybed,upononeoftheottomansofIndia。Shepartlyarose,andspoke,inanearnestlowwhisper,ofsoundswhichshethenheard,butwhichIcouldnothearofmotionswhichshethensaw,butwhichIcouldnotperceive。Thewindwasrushinghurriedlybehindthetapestries,andIwishedtoshowherwhat,letmeconfessit,Icouldnotallbelievethatthosealmostinarticulatebreathings,andthoseverygentlevariationsofthefiguresuponthewall,werebutthenaturaleffectsofthatcustomaryrushingofthewind。Butadeadlypallor,overspreadingherface,hadprovedtomethatmyexertionstoreassureherwouldbefruitless。Sheappearedtobefainting,andnoattendantswerewithincall。Irememberedwherewasdepositedadecanteroflightwinewhichhadbeenorderedbyherphysicians,andhastenedacrossthechambertoprocureit。But,asIsteppedbeneaththelightofthecenser,twocircumstancesofastartlingnatureattractedmyattention。Ihadfeltthatsomepalpablealthoughinvisibleobjecthadpassedlightlybymyperson;andIsawthattherelayuponthegoldencarpet,intheverymiddleoftherichlustrethrownfromthecenser,ashadowafaint,indefiniteshadowofangelicaspectsuchasmightbefanciedfortheshadowofashade。ButIwaswildwiththeexcitementofanimmoderatedoseofopium,andheededthesethingsbutlittle,norspokeofthemtoRowena。Havingfoundthewine,Irecrossedthechamber,andpouredoutagobletful,whichIheldtothelipsofthefaintinglady。Shehadnowpartiallyrecovered,however,andtookthevesselherself,whileIsankuponanottomannearme,withmyeyesfasteneduponherperson。ItwasthenthatIbecamedistinctlyawareofagentlefootfalluponthecarpet,andnearthecouch;andinasecondthereafter,asRowenawasintheactofraisingthewinetoherlips,Isaw,ormayhavedreamedthatIsaw,fallwithinthegoblet,asiffromsomeinvisiblespringintheatmosphereoftheroom,threeorfourlargedropsofabrilliantandrubycoloredfluid。IfthisIsawnotsoRowena。Sheswallowedthewineunhesitatingly,andI
forboretospeaktoherofacircumstancewhichmust,afterall,I
considered,havebeenbutthesuggestionofavividimagination,renderedmorbidlyactivebytheterrorofthelady,bytheopium,andbythehour。
YetIcannotconcealitfrommyownperceptionthat,immediatelysubsequenttothefalloftheruby-drops,arapidchangefortheworsetookplaceinthedisorderofmywife;sothat,onthethirdsubsequentnight,thehandsofhermenialspreparedherforthetomb,andonthefourth,Isatalone,withhershroudedbody,inthatfantasticchamberwhichhadreceivedherasmybride。Wildvisions,opium-engendered,flitted,shadow-like,beforeme。Igazedwithunquieteyeuponthesarcophagiintheanglesoftheroom,uponthevaryingfiguresofthedrapery,anduponthewrithingoftheparti-coloredfiresinthecenseroverhead。Myeyesthenfell,asI
calledtomindthecircumstancesofaformernight,tothespotbeneaththeglareofthecenserwhereIhadseenthefainttracesoftheshadow。Itwasthere,however,nolonger;andbreathingwithgreaterfreedom,Iturnedmyglancestothepallidandrigidfigureuponthebed。ThenrusheduponmeathousandmemoriesofLigeia
andthencamebackuponmyheart,withtheturbulentviolenceofaflood,thewholeofthatunutterablewowithwhichIhadregardedherthusenshrouded。Thenightwaned;andstill,withabosomfullofbitterthoughtsoftheoneonlyandsupremelybeloved,IremainedgazinguponthebodyofRowena。
Itmighthavebeenmidnight,orperhapsearlier,orlater,forIhadtakennonoteoftime,whenasob,low,gentle,butverydistinct,startledmefrommyrevery。Ifeltthatitcamefromthebedofebonythebedofdeath。Ilistenedinanagonyofsuperstitiousterrorbuttherewasnorepetitionofthesound。Istrainedmyvisiontodetectanymotioninthecorpsebuttherewasnottheslightestperceptible。YetIcouldnothavebeendeceived。Ihadheardthenoise,howeverfaint,andmysoulwasawakenedwithinme。I
resolutelyandperseveringlykeptmyattentionriveteduponthebody。
Manyminuteselapsedbeforeanycircumstanceoccurredtendingtothrowlightuponthemystery。Atlengthitbecameevidentthataslight,averyfeeble,andbarelynoticeabletingeofcolorhadflushedupwithinthecheeks,andalongthesunkensmallveinsoftheeyelids。Throughaspeciesofunutterablehorrorandawe,forwhichthelanguageofmortalityhasnosufficientlyenergeticexpression,I
feltmyheartceasetobeat,mylimbsgrowrigidwhereIsat。Yetasenseofdutyfinallyoperatedtorestoremyself-possession。Icouldnolongerdoubtthatwehadbeenprecipitateinourpreparations
thatRowenastilllived。Itwasnecessarythatsomeimmediateexertionbemade;yetturretwasaltogetherapartfromtheportionoftheabbeytenantedbytheservantstherewerenonewithincall
IhadnomeansofsummoningthemtomyaidwithoutleavingtheroomformanyminutesandthisIcouldnotventuretodo。Ithereforestruggledaloneinmyendeavorstocallbackthespiritillhovering。
Inashortperioditwascertain,however,thatarelapsehadtakenplace;thecolordisappearedfrombotheyelidandcheek,leavingawannessevenmorethanthatofmarble;thelipsbecamedoublyshrivelledandpinchedupintheghastlyexpressionofdeath;arepulsiveclamminessandcoldnessoverspreadrapidlythesurfaceofthebody;andalltheusualrigorousillnessimmediatelysupervened。
IfellbackwithashudderuponthecouchfromwhichIhadbeensostartlinglyaroused,andagaingavemyselfuptopassionatewakingvisionsofLigeia。
Anhourthuselapsedwhencoulditbepossible?Iwasasecondtimeawareofsomevaguesoundissuingfromtheregionofthebed。I
listenedinextremityofhorror。Thesoundcameagainitwasasigh。Rushingtothecorpse,Isawdistinctlysawatremoruponthelips。Inaminuteafterwardtheyrelaxed,disclosingabrightlineofthepearlyteeth。Amazementnowstruggledinmybosomwiththeprofoundawewhichhadhithertoreignedtherealone。Ifeltthatmyvisiongrewdim,thatmyreasonwandered;anditwasonlybyaviolenteffortthatIatlengthsucceededinnervingmyselftothetaskwhichdutythusoncemorehadpointedout。Therewasnowapartialglowupontheforeheadanduponthecheekandthroat;aperceptiblewarmthpervadedthewholeframe;therewasevenaslightpulsationattheheart。Theladylived;andwithredoubledardorI
betookmyselftothetaskofrestoration。Ichafedandbathedthetemplesandthehands,andusedeveryexertionwhichexperience,andnolittle。medicalreading,couldsuggest。Butinvain。Suddenly,thecolorfled,thepulsationceased,thelipsresumedtheexpressionofthedead,and,inaninstantafterward,thewholebodytookuponitselftheicychilliness,thelividhue,theintenserigidity,thesunkenoutline,andalltheloathsomepeculiaritiesofthatwhichhasbeen,formanydays,atenantofthetomb。
AndagainIsunkintovisionsofLigeiaandagain,whatmarvelthatIshudderwhileIwrite,againtherereachedmyearsalowsobfromtheregionoftheebonybed。ButwhyshallIminutelydetailtheunspeakablehorrorsofthatnight?WhyshallIpausetorelatehow,timeaftertime,untilneartheperiodofthegraydawn,thishideousdramaofrevivificationwasrepeated;howeachterrificrelapsewasonlyintoasternerandapparentlymoreirredeemabledeath;howeachagonyworetheaspectofastrugglewithsomeinvisiblefoe;andhoweachstrugglewassucceededbyIknownotwhatofwildchangeinthepersonalappearanceofthecorpse?Letmehurrytoaconclusion。