Aboutallthistherewasanobilityofsouladignityofcandor-
whichdelightedwhichenchantedmewhicheternallyrivetedmychains。Icouldscarcelyrestraintheexcessivetransportwhichpossessedme。
“MysweetestEugenie。”Icried,“whatisallthisaboutwhichyouarediscoursing?Youryearssurpassinsomemeasuremyown。Butwhatthen?Thecustomsoftheworldaresomanyconventionalfollies。Tothosewholoveasourselves,inwhatrespectdiffersayearfromanhour?Iamtwenty-two,yousay,granted:indeed,youmayaswellcallme,atonce,twenty-three。Nowyouyourself,mydearestEugenie,canhavenumberednomorethancanhavenumberednomorethannomorethanthanthanthan-“
HereIpausedforaninstant,intheexpectationthatMadameLalandewouldinterruptmebysupplyinghertrueage。ButaFrenchwomanisseldomdirect,andhasalways,bywayofanswertoanembarrassingquery,somelittlepracticalreplyofherown。Inthepresentinstance,Eugenie,whoforafewmomentspasthadseemedtobesearchingforsomethinginherbosom,atlengthletfalluponthegrassaminiature,whichIimmediatelypickedupandpresentedtoher。
“Keepit!”shesaid,withoneofhermostravishingsmiles。“Keepitformysakeforthesakeofherwhomittooflatteringlyrepresents。Besides,uponthebackofthetrinketyoumaydiscover,perhaps,theveryinformationyouseemtodesire。Itisnow,tobesure,growingratherdarkbutyoucanexamineitatyourleisureinthemorning。Inthemeantime,youshallbemyescorthometo-night。Myfriendsareaboutholdingalittlemusicallevee。Icanpromiseyou,too,somegoodsinging。WeFrencharenotnearlysopunctiliousasyouAmericans,andIshallhavenodifficultyinsmugglingyouin,inthecharacterofanoldacquaintance。”
Withthis,shetookmyarm,andIattendedherhome。Themansionwasquiteafineone,and,Ibelieve,furnishedingoodtaste。Ofthislatterpoint,however,Iamscarcelyqualifiedtojudge;foritwasjustdarkaswearrived;andinAmericanmansionsofthebettersortlightsseldom,duringtheheatofsummer,maketheirappearanceatthis,themostpleasantperiodoftheday。Inaboutanhouraftermyarrival,tobesure,asingleshadedsolarlampwaslitintheprincipaldrawing-room;andthisapartment,Icouldthussee,wasarrangedwithunusualgoodtasteandevensplendor;buttwootherroomsofthesuite,andinwhichthecompanychieflyassembled,remained,duringthewholeevening,inaveryagreeableshadow。Thisisawell-conceivedcustom,givingthepartyatleastachoiceoflightorshade,andonewhichourfriendsoverthewatercouldnotdobetterthanimmediatelyadopt。
Theeveningthusspentwasunquestionablythemostdeliciousofmylife。MadameLalandehadnotoverratedthemusicalabilitiesofherfriends;andthesingingIhereheardIhadneverheardexcelledinanyprivatecircleoutofVienna。Theinstrumentalperformersweremanyandofsuperiortalents。Thevocalistswerechieflyladies,andnoindividualsanglessthanwell。Atlength,uponaperemptorycallfor“MadameLalande。”shearoseatonce,withoutaffectationordemur,fromthechaiselongueuponwhichshehadsatbymyside,and,accompaniedbyoneortwogentlemenandherfemalefriendoftheopera,repairedtothepianointhemaindrawing-room。Iwouldhaveescortedhermyself,butfeltthat,underthecircumstancesofmyintroductiontothehouse,IhadbetterremainunobservedwhereI
was。Iwasthusdeprivedofthepleasureofseeing,althoughnotofhearing,hersing。
Theimpressionsheproduceduponthecompanyseemedelectricalbuttheeffectuponmyselfwassomethingevenmore。Iknownothowadequatelytodescribeit。Itaroseinpart,nodoubt,fromthesentimentoflovewithwhichIwasimbued;butchieflyfrommyconvictionoftheextremesensibilityofthesinger。Itisbeyondthereachofarttoendoweitherairorrecitativewithmoreimpassionedexpressionthanwashers。HerutteranceoftheromanceinOtello
thetonewithwhichshegavethewords“Sulmiosasso。”intheCapulettiisringinginmymemoryyet。Herlowertoneswereabsolutelymiraculous。Hervoiceembracedthreecompleteoctaves,extendingfromthecontraltoDtotheDuppersoprano,and,thoughsufficientlypowerfultohavefilledtheSanCarlos,executed,withtheminutestprecision,everydifficultyofvocalcomposition-ascendinganddescendingscales,cadences,orfiorituri。
InthefinaloftheSomnambula,shebroughtaboutamostremarkableeffectatthewords:
Ah!nonguingeumanpensieroAlcontentoond’iosonpiena。
Here,inimitationofMalibran,shemodifiedtheoriginalphraseofBellini,soastolethervoicedescendtothetenorG,when,byarapidtransition,shestrucktheGabovethetreblestave,springingoveranintervaloftwooctaves。
Uponrisingfromthepianoafterthesemiraclesofvocalexecution,sheresumedherseatbymyside;whenIexpressedtoher,intermsofthedeepestenthusiasm,mydelightatherperformance。OfmysurpriseIsaidnothing,andyetwasImostunfeignedlysurprised;foracertainfeebleness,orratheracertaintremulousindecisionofvoiceinordinaryconversation,hadpreparedmetoanticipatethat,insinging,shewouldnotacquitherselfwithanyremarkableability。
Ourconversationwasnowlong,earnest,uninterrupted,andtotallyunreserved。Shemademerelatemanyoftheearlierpassagesofmylife,andlistenedwithbreathlessattentiontoeverywordofthenarrative。IconcealednothingfeltthatIhadarighttoconcealnothingfromherconfidingaffection。Encouragedbyhercandoruponthedelicatepointofherage,Ientered,withperfectfrankness,notonlyintoadetailofmymanyminorvices,butmadefullconfessionofthosemoralandevenofthosephysicalinfirmities,thedisclosureofwhich,indemandingsomuchhigheradegreeofcourage,issomuchsureranevidenceoflove。Itoucheduponmycollegeindiscretionsuponmyextravagancesuponmycarousals-uponmydebtsuponmyflirtations。Ievenwentsofarastospeakofaslightlyhecticcoughwithwhich,atonetime,Ihadbeentroubledofachronicrheumatismofatwingeofhereditarygout-and,inconclusion,ofthedisagreeableandinconvenient,buthithertocarefullyconcealed,weaknessofmyeyes。
“Uponthislatterpoint。”saidMadameLalande,laughingly,“youhavebeensurelyinjudiciousincomingtoconfession;for,withouttheconfession,Itakeitforgrantedthatnoonewouldhaveaccusedyouofthecrime。Bytheby。”shecontinued,“haveyouanyrecollection-“
andhereIfanciedthatablush,eventhroughthegloomoftheapartment,becamedistinctlyvisibleuponhercheek“haveyouanyrecollection,moncheramiofthislittleocularassistant,whichnowdependsfrommyneck?”
Asshespokeshetwirledinherfingerstheidenticaldoubleeye-glasswhichhadsooverwhelmedmewithconfusionattheopera。
“Fullwellalas!doIrememberit。”Iexclaimed,pressingpassionatelythedelicatehandwhichofferedtheglassesformyinspection。Theyformedacomplexandmagnificenttoy,richlychasedandfiligreed,andgleamingwithjewels,which,eveninthedeficientlight,Icouldnothelpperceivingwereofhighvalue。
“Ehbien!monami“sheresumedwithacertainempressmentofmannerthatrathersurprisedme“Ehbien!monami,youhaveearnestlybesoughtofmeafavorwhichyouhavebeenpleasedtodenominatepriceless。Youhavedemandedofmemyhanduponthemorrow。ShouldI
yieldtoyourentreatiesand,Imayadd,tothepleadingsofmyownbosomwouldInotbeentitledtodemandofyouaveryaverylittlebooninreturn?”
“Nameit!”Iexclaimedwithanenergythathadnearlydrawnuponustheobservationofthecompany,andrestrainedbytheirpresencealonefromthrowingmyselfimpetuouslyatherfeet。“Nameit,mybeloved,myEugenie,myown!nameit!but,alas!itisalreadyyieldederenamed。”
“Youshallconquer,then,monami。”saidshe,“forthesakeoftheEugeniewhomyoulove,thislittleweaknesswhichyouhaveatlastconfessedthisweaknessmoremoralthanphysicalandwhich,letmeassureyou,issounbecomingthenobilityofyourrealnature
soinconsistentwiththecandorofyourusualcharacterandwhich,ifpermittedfurthercontrol,willassuredlyinvolveyou,soonerorlater,insomeverydisagreeablescrape。Youshallconquer,formysake,thisaffectationwhichleadsyou,asyouyourselfacknowledge,tothetacitorimplieddenialofyourinfirmityofvision。For,thisinfirmityyouvirtuallydeny,inrefusingtoemploythecustomarymeansforitsrelief。Youwillunderstandmetosay,then,thatI
wishyoutowearspectacles;ah,hush!youhavealreadyconsentedtowearthem,formysake。YoushallacceptthelittletoywhichInowholdinmyhand,andwhich,thoughadmirableasanaidtovision,isreallyofnoveryimmensevalueasagem。Youperceivethat,byatriflingmodificationthusorthusitcanbeadaptedtotheeyesintheformofspectacles,orworninthewaistcoatpocketasaneye-glass。Itisintheformermode,however,andhabitually,thatyouhavealreadyconsentedtowearitformysake。”
ThisrequestmustIconfessit?confusedmeinnolittledegree。Buttheconditionwithwhichitwascoupledrenderedhesitation,ofcourse,amatteraltogetheroutofthequestion。
“Itisdone!”Icried,withalltheenthusiasmthatIcouldmusteratthemoment。“Itisdoneitismostcheerfullyagreed。Isacrificeeveryfeelingforyoursake。To-nightIwearthisdeareye-glass,asaneye-glass,anduponmyheart;butwiththeearliestdawnofthatmorningwhichgivesmethepleasureofcallingyouwife,Iwillplaceituponmyuponmynose,andthereweariteverafterward,inthelessromantic,andlessfashionable,butcertainlyinthemoreserviceable,formwhichyoudesire。”
Ourconversationnowturneduponthedetailsofourarrangementsforthemorrow。Talbot,Ilearnedfrommybetrothed,hadjustarrivedintown。Iwastoseehimatonce,andprocureacarriage。Thesoireewouldscarcelybreakupbeforetwo;andbythishourthevehiclewastobeatthedoor,when,intheconfusionoccasionedbythedepartureofthecompany,MadameL。couldeasilyenteritunobserved。Wewerethentocallatthehouseofaclergymanwhowouldbeinwaiting;
therebemarried,dropTalbot,andproceedonashorttourtotheEast,leavingthefashionableworldathometomakewhatevercommentsuponthematteritthoughtbest。
Havingplannedallthis,Iimmediatelytookleave,andwentinsearchofTalbot,but,ontheway,Icouldnotrefrainfromsteppingintoahotel,forthepurposeofinspectingtheminiature;andthisIdidbythepowerfulaidoftheglasses。Thecountenancewasasurpassinglybeautifulone!Thoselargeluminouseyes!thatproudGreciannose!
thosedarkluxuriantcurls!“Ah!”saidI,exultinglytomyself,“thisisindeedthespeakingimageofmybeloved!”Iturnedthereverse,anddiscoveredthewords“EugenieLalandeagedtwenty-sevenyearsandsevenmonths。”
IfoundTalbotathome,andproceededatoncetoacquainthimwithmygoodfortune。Heprofessedexcessiveastonishment,ofcourse,butcongratulatedmemostcordially,andprofferedeveryassistanceinhispower。Inaword,wecarriedoutourarrangementtotheletter,and,attwointhemorning,justtenminutesaftertheceremony,I
foundmyselfinaclosecarriagewithMadameLalandewithMrs。
Simpson,Ishouldsayanddrivingatagreatrateoutoftown,inadirectionNortheastbyNorth,half-North。
IthadbeendeterminedforusbyTalbot,that,asweweretobeupallnight,weshouldmakeourfirststopatC,avillageabouttwentymilesfromthecity,andtheregetanearlybreakfastandsomerepose,beforeproceedinguponourroute。Atfourprecisely,therefore,thecarriagedrewupatthedooroftheprincipalinn。I
handedmyadoredwifeout,andorderedbreakfastforthwith。Inthemeantimewewereshownintoasmallparlor,andsatdown。
Itwasnownearlyifnotaltogetherdaylight;and,asIgazed,enraptured,attheangelbymyside,thesingularideacame,allatonce,intomyhead,thatthiswasreallytheveryfirstmomentsincemyacquaintancewiththecelebratedlovelinessofMadameLalande,thatIhadenjoyedanearinspectionofthatlovelinessbydaylightatall。
“Andnow,monami。”saidshe,takingmyhand,andsointerruptingthistrainofreflection,“andnow,moncherami,sinceweareindissolublyonesinceIhaveyieldedtoyourpassionateentreaties,andperformedmyportionofouragreementIpresumeyouhavenotforgottenthatyoualsohavealittlefavortobestow