JULY24。Thismorningsawuswonderfullyrecruitedinspiritsandstrength。Notwithstandingtheperiloussituationinwhichwewerestillplaced,ignorantofourposition,althoughcertainlyatagreatdistancefromland,withoutmorefoodthanwouldlastusforafortnightevenwithgreatcare,almostentirelywithoutwater,andfloatingaboutatthemercyofeverywindandwaveonthemerestwreckintheworld,stilltheinfinitelymoreterribledistressesanddangersfromwhichwehadsolatelyandsoprovidentiallybeendeliveredcausedustoregardwhatwenowenduredasbutlittlemorethananordinaryevil-sostrictlycomparativeiseithergoodorill。
Atsunrisewewerepreparingtorenewourattemptsatgettingupsomethingfromthestoreroom,when,asmartshowercomingon,withsomelightning,weturnourattentiontothecatchingofwaterbymeansofthesheetwehadusedbeforeforthispurpose。Wehadnoothermeansofcollectingtherainthanbyholdingthesheetspreadoutwithoneoftheforechain-platesinthemiddleofit。Thewater,thusconductedtothecentre,wasdrainedthroughintoourjug。Wehadnearlyfilleditinthismanner,when,aheavysquallcomingonfromthenorthward,obligedustodesist,asthehulkbeganoncemoretorollsoviolentlythatwecouldnolongerkeepourfeet。Wenowwentforward,and,lashingourselvessecurelytotheremnantofthewindlassasbefore,awaitedtheeventwithfarmorecalmnessthancouldhavebeenanticipatedorwouldhavebeenimaginedpossibleunderthecircumstances。Atnoonthewindhadfreshenedintoatwo-reefbreeze,andbynightintoastiffgale,accompaniedwithatremendouslyheavyswell。Experiencehavingtaughtus,however,thebestmethodofarrangingourlashings,weweatheredthisdrearynightintolerablesecurity,althoughthoroughlydrenchedatalmosteveryinstantbythesea,andinmomentarydreadofbeingwashedoff。
Fortunately,theweatherwassowarmastorenderthewaterrathergratefulthanotherwise。
July25。Thismorningthegalehaddiminishedtoamereten-knotbreeze,andtheseahadgonedownwithitsoconsiderablythatwewereabletokeepourselvesdryuponthedeck。Toourgreatgrief,however,wefoundthattwojarsofourolives,aswellasthewholeofourham,hadbeenwashedoverboard,inspiteofthecarefulmannerinwhichtheyhadbeenfastened。Wedeterminednottokillthetortoiseasyet,andcontentedourselvesforthepresentwithabreakfastonafewoftheolives,andameasureofwatereach,whichlatterwemixedhalfandhalf,withwine,findinggreatreliefandstrengthfromthemixture,withoutthedistressingintoxicationwhichhadensuedupondrinkingtheport。Theseawasstillfartooroughfortherenewalofoureffortsatgettingupprovisionfromthestoreroom。Severalarticles,ofnoimportancetousinourpresentsituation,floatedupthroughtheopeningduringtheday,andwereimmediatelywashedoverboard。Wealsonowobservedthatthehulklaymorealongthanever,sothatwecouldnotstandaninstantwithoutlashingourselves。Onthisaccountwepassedagloomyanduncomfortableday。Atnoonthesunappearedtobenearlyvertical,andwehadnodoubtthatwehadbeendrivendownbythelongsuccessionofnorthwardandnorthwesterlywindsintothenearvicinityoftheequator。Towardeveningsawseveralsharks,andweresomewhatalarmedbytheaudaciousmannerinwhichanenormouslylargeoneapproachedus。Atonetime,alurchthrowingthedeckveryfarbeneaththewater,themonsteractuallyswaminuponus,flounderingforsomemomentsjustoverthecompanion-hatch,andstrikingPetersviolentlywithhistail。Aheavyseaatlengthhurledhimoverboard,muchtoourrelief。Inmoderateweatherwemighthaveeasilycapturedhim。
July26。Thismorning,thewindhavinggreatlyabated,andtheseanotbeingveryrough,wedeterminedtorenewourexertionsinthestoreroom。Afteragreatdealofhardlaborduringthewholeday,wefoundthatnothingfurtherwastobeexpectedfromthisquarter,thepartitionsoftheroomhavingbeenstoveduringthenight,anditscontentssweptintothehold。Thisdiscovery,asmaybesupposed,filleduswithdespair。
July27。Theseanearlysmooth,withalightwind,andstillfromthenorthwardandwestward。Thesuncomingouthotlyintheafternoon,weoccupiedourselvesindryingourclothes。Foundgreatrelieffromthirst,andmuchcomfortotherwise,bybathinginthesea;inthis,however,wewereforcedtousegreatcaution,beingafraidofsharks,severalofwhichwereseenswimmingaroundthebrigduringtheday。
July28。Goodweatherstill。Thebrignowbegantoliealongsoalarminglythatwefearedshewouldeventuallyrollbottomup。
Preparedourselvesaswellaswecouldforthisemergency,lashingourtortoise,waterjug,andtworemainingjarsofolivesasfaraspossibleovertothewindward,placingthemoutsidethehullbelowthemain-chains。Theseaverysmoothallday,withlittleornowind。
July29。Acontinuanceofthesameweather。Augustus’swoundedarmbegantoevincesymptomsofmortification。Hecomplainedofdrowsinessandexcessivethirst,butnoacutepain。Nothingcouldbedoneforhisreliefbeyondrubbinghiswoundswithalittleofthevinegarfromtheolives,andfromthisnobenefitseemedtobeexperienced。Wedideverythinginourpowerforhiscomfort,andtrebledhisallowanceofwater。
July30。Anexcessivelyhotday,withnowind。Anenormoussharkkeptclosebythehulkduringthewholeoftheforenoon。Wemadeseveralunsuccessfulattemptstocapturehimbymeansofanoose。
Augustusmuchworse,andevidentlysinkingasmuchfromwantofpropernourishmentasfromtheeffectofhiswounds。Heconstantlyprayedtoberelievedfromhissufferings,wishingfornothingbutdeath。Thiseveningweatethelastofourolives,andfoundthewaterinourjugsoputridthatwecouldnotswallowitatallwithouttheadditionofwine。Determinedtokillourtortoiseinthemorning。
July31。Afteranightofexcessiveanxietyandfatigue,owingtothepositionofthehulk,wesetaboutkillingandcuttingupourtortoise。Heprovedtobemuchsmallerthanwehadsupposed,althoughingoodcondition,-thewholemeatabouthimnotamountingtomorethantenpounds。Withaviewofpreservingaportionofthisaslongaspossible,wecutitintofinepieces,andfilledwiththemourthreeremainingolivejarsandthewine-bottleallofwhichhadbeenkept,pouringinafterwardthevinegarfromtheolives。Inthismannerweputawayaboutthreepoundsofthetortoise,intendingnottotouchituntilwehadconsumedtherest。Weconcludedtorestrictourselvestoaboutfourouncesofthemeatperday;thewholewouldthuslastusthirteendays。Abriskshower,withseverethunderandlightning,cameonaboutdusk,butlastedsoshortatimethatweonlysucceededincatchingabouthalfapintofwater。Thewholeofthis,bycommonconsent,wasgiventoAugustus,whonowappearedtobeinthelastextremity。Hedrankthewaterfromthesheetaswecaughtitweholdingitabovehimashelaysoastoletitrunintohismouth,forwehadnownothingleftcapableofholdingwater,unlesswehadchosentoemptyoutourwinefromthecarboy,orthestalewaterfromthejug。Eitheroftheseexpedientswouldhavebeenresortedtohadtheshowerlasted。
Thesuffererseemedtoderivebutlittlebenefitfromthedraught。Hisarmwascompletelyblackfromthewristtotheshoulder,andhisfeetwerelikeice。Weexpectedeverymomenttoseehimbreathehislast。Hewasfrightfullyemaciated;somuchsothat,althoughheweighedahundredandtwenty-sevenpoundsuponhisleavingNantucket,henowdidnotweighmorethanfortyorfiftyatthefarthest。Hiseyesweresunkfarinhishead,beingscarcelyperceptible,andtheskinofhischeekshungsolooselyastopreventhismasticatinganyfood,orevenswallowinganyliquid,withoutgreatdifficulty。
August1。Acontinuanceofthesamecalmweather,withanoppressivelyhotsun。Sufferedexceedinglyfromthirst,thewaterinthejugbeingabsolutelyputridandswarmingwithvermin。Wecontrived,nevertheless,toswallowaportionofitbymixingitwithwine;ourthirst,however,wasbutlittleabated。Wefoundmorereliefbybathinginthesea,butcouldnotavailourselvesofthisexpedientexceptatlongintervals,onaccountofthecontinualpresenceofsharks。WenowsawclearlythatAugustuscouldnotbesaved;thathewasevidentlydying。Wecoulddonothingtorelievehissufferings,whichappearedtobegreat。Abouttwelveo’clockheexpiredinstrongconvulsions,andwithouthavingspokenforseveraldays。Hisdeathfilleduswiththemostgloomyforebodings,andhadsogreataneffectuponourspiritsthatwesatmotionlessbythecorpseduringthewholeday,andneveraddressedeachotherexceptinawhisper。Itwasnotuntilsometimeafterdarkthatwetookcouragetogetupandthrowthebodyoverboard。Itwasthenloathsomebeyondexpression,andsofardecayedthat,asPetersattemptedtoliftit,anentirelegcameoffinhisgrasp。Asthemassofputrefactionslippedoverthevessel’ssideintothewater,theglareofphosphoriclightwithwhichitwassurroundedplainlydiscoveredtoussevenoreightlargesharks,theclashingofwhosehorribleteeth,astheirpreywastorntopiecesamongthem,mighthavebeenheardatthedistanceofamile。Weshrunkwithinourselvesintheextremityofhorroratthesound。
August2。Thesamefearfullycalmandhotweather。Thedawnfoundusinastateofpitiabledejectionaswellasbodilyexhaustion。Thewaterinthejugwasnowabsolutelyuseless,beingathickgelatinousmass;nothingbutfrightful-lookingwormsmingledwithslime。Wethrewitout,andwashedthejugwellinthesea,afterwardpouringalittlevinegarinitfromourbottlesofpickledtortoise。Ourthirstcouldnowscarcelybeendured,andwetriedinvaintorelieveitbywine,whichseemedonlytoaddfueltotheflame,andexcitedustoahighdegreeofintoxication。Weafterwardendeavouredtorelieveoursufferingsbymixingthewinewithseawater;butthisinstantlybroughtaboutthemostviolentretchings,sothatweneveragainattemptedit。Duringthewholedayweanxiouslysoughtanopportunityofbathing,buttonopurpose;forthehulkwasnowentirelybesiegedonallsideswithsharks-nodoubttheidenticalmonsterswhohaddevouredourpoorcompanionontheeveningbefore,andwhowereinmomentaryexpectationofanothersimilarfeast。Thiscircumstanceoccasionedusthemostbitterregretandfilleduswiththemostdepressingandmelancholyforebodings。Wehadexperiencedindescribablereliefinbathing,andtohavethisresourcecutoffinsofrightfulamannerwasmorethanwecouldbear。Nor,indeed,werewealtogetherfreefromtheapprehensionofimmediatedanger,fortheleastsliporfalsemovementwouldhavethrownusatoncewithinreachofthosevoraciousfish,whofrequentlythrustthemselvesdirectlyuponus,swimminguptoleeward。Noshoutsorexertionsonourpartseemedtoalarmthem。EvenwhenoneofthelargestwasstruckwithanaxebyPetersandmuchwounded,hepersistedinhisattemptstopushinwherewewere。Acloudcameupatdusk,but,toourextremeanguish,passedoverwithoutdischargingitself。Itisquiteimpossibletoconceiveoursufferingsfromthirstatthisperiod。Wepassedasleeplessnight,bothonthisaccountandthroughdreadofthesharks。
August3。Noprospectofrelief,andthebriglyingstillmoreandmorealong,sothatnowwecouldnotmaintainafootingupondeckatall。Busiedourselvesinsecuringourwineandtortoise-meat,sothatwemightnotlosethemintheeventofourrollingover。Gotouttwostoutspikesfromtheforechains,and,bymeansoftheaxe,drovethemintothehulltowindwardwithinacoupleoffeetofthewater,thisnotbeingveryfarfromthekeel,aswewerenearlyuponourbeam-ends。Tothesespikeswenowlashedourprovisions,asbeingmoresecurethantheirformerpositionbeneaththechains。Sufferedgreatagonyfromthirstduringthewholeday-nochanceofbathingonaccountofthesharks,whichneverleftusforamoment。Founditimpossibletosleep。
August4。Alittlebeforedaybreakweperceivedthatthehulkwasheelingover,andarousedourselvestopreventbeingthrownoffbythemovement。Atfirsttherollwasslowandgradual,andwecontrivedtoclamberovertowindwardverywell,havingtakentheprecautiontoleaveropeshangingfromthespikeswehaddriveninfortheprovision。Butwehadnotcalculatedsufficientlyupontheaccelerationoftheimpetus;for,presentlytheheelbecametooviolenttoallowofourkeepingpacewithit;and,beforeeitherofusknewwhatwastohappen,wefoundourselveshurledfuriouslyintothesea,andstrugglingseveralfathomsbeneaththesurface,withthehugehullimmediatelyaboveus。
IngoingunderthewaterIhadbeenobligedtoletgomyholdupontherope;andfindingthatIwascompletelybeneaththevessel,andmystrengthnearlyexhausted,Iscarcelymadeastruggleforlife,andresignedmyself,inafewseconds,todie。ButhereagainI
wasdeceived,nothavingtakenintoconsiderationthenaturalreboundofthehulltowindward。Thewhirlofthewaterupward,whichthevesseloccasionedinTollingpartiallyback,broughtmetothesurfacestillmoreviolentlythanIhadbeenplungedbeneath。UponcomingupIfoundmyselfabouttwentyyardsfromthehulk,asnearasIcouldjudge。Shewaslyingkeelup,rockingfuriouslyfromsidetoside,andtheseainalldirectionsaroundwasmuchagitated,andfullofstrongwhirlpools。IcouldseenothingofPeters。Anoil-caskwasfloatingwithinafewfeetofme,andvariousotherarticlesfromthebrigwerescatteredabout。