`Ibegyourpardon!’exclaimedhe——`It’stheladiesthatareaccompanyingme,notIthem。Youhadallhadapeepatthiswonderfulstranger,butme,andIcouldenduremywretchedignorancenolonger——comewhatwould,Imustbesatisfied;soIbeggedRosetogowithmetothehall,andintroducemetoheratonce。Shesworeshewouldnot,unlessMissElizawouldgotoo;soIrantothevicarageandfetchedher;andwe’vecomehookedalltheway,asfondasapairoflovers——andnowyou’vetakenherfromme;andyouwanttodeprivemeofmywalkandmyvisitbesides——Gobacktoyourfieldsandyourcattle,youlubberlyfellow;you’renotfittoassociatewithladiesandgentlemen,likeus,thathavenothingtodobuttorunsnookingabouttoourneighbours’houses,peepingintotheirprivatecorners;andscentingouttheirsecrets,andpickingholesintheircoats,whenwedon’tfindthemreadymadetoourhands——youdon’tunderstandsuchrefinedsourcesofenjoyment。’
`Can’tyoubothgo?’suggestedEliza,disregardingthelatterhalfofthespeech。
`Yes,bothtobesure!’criedRose;`themorethemerrier——andI’msureweshallwantallthecheerfulnesswecancarrywithustothatgreat,dark,gloomyroom,withitsnarrowlatticedwindows,anditsdismaloldfurniture——unlesssheshowsusintoherstudioagain。’
Sowewentallinabody;andthemeagreoldmaidservant,thatopenedthedoor,usheredusintoanapartment,suchasRosehaddescribedtomeasthesceneofherfirstintroductiontoMrsGraham,atolerablyspaciousandloftyroom,butobscurelylightedbytheold-fashionedwindows,theceiling,panels,andchimney-pieceofgrimblackoak——thelatterelaborately,butnotverytastefullycarved,——withtablesandchairstomatch,anoldbookcaseononesideofthefireplace,stockedwithamotleyassemblageofbooks,andanelderlycabinetpianoontheother。
Theladywasseatedinastiff,high-backedarmchair,withasmall,roundtable,containingadeskandaworkbasket,ononesideofher,andherlittleboyontheother,whostoodleaninghiselbowonherknee,andreadingtoher,withwonderfulfluency,fromasmallvolumethatlayinherlap;whilesherestedherhandonhisshoulder,andabstractedlyplayedwiththelong,wavycurlsthatfellonhisivoryneck。Theystruckmeasformingapleasingcontrasttoallthesurroundingobjects;butofcoursetheirpositionwasimmediatelychangedonourentrance;IcouldonlyobservethepictureduringthefewbriefsecondsthatRachelheldthedoorforouradmittance。
IdonotthinkMrsGrahamwasparticularlydelightedtoseeus:
therewassomethingindescribablychillyinherquiet,calmcivility;butIdidnottalkmuchtoher。Seatingmyselfnearthewindow,alittlebackfromthecircle,IcalledArthurtome,andheandI,andSancho,amusedourselvesverypleasantlytogether,whilethetwoyoungladiesbaitedhismotherwithsmalltalk,andFergussatopposite,withhislegscrossed,andhishandsinhisbreechespockets,leaningbackinhischair,andstaringnowupattheceiling,now`straightforwardathishostessinamannerthatmademestronglyinclinedtokickhimoutoftheroom,nowwhistlingsottovocetohimselfasnatchofafavouriteair,nowinterruptingtheconversation,orfillingupapauseasthecasemightbewithsolemostimpertinentquestionorremark。Atonetimeitwas——
`Itamazesme,MrsGraham,bowyoucouldchoosesuchadilapidated,rickettyoldplaceasthistolivein。Ifyoucouldn’taffordtooccupythewholehouse,andhaveitmendedup,whycouldn’tyoutakeaneatlittlecottage?’
`PerhapsIwastooproud,MrFergus,’repliedshe,smiling;`perhapsItookaparticularfancyforthisromantic,old。fashionedplace——butindeed,ithasmanyadvantagesoveracottage——inthefirstplace,yousee,theroomsarelargerandmoreairy;inthesecondplace,theunoccupiedapartments,whichIdon’tpayfor,mayserveaslumber-rooms,ifIhaveanythingtoputinthem;andtheyareveryusefulformylittleboytorunaboutinonrainydayswhenhecan’tgoout;andthen,thereisthegardenforhimtoplayin,andformetoworkin。YouseeIhaveeffectedsomelittleimprovementalready,’continuedshe,turningtothewindow。`Thereisabedofyoungvegetablesinthatcorner,andherearesomesnowdropsandprimrosesalreadyinbloom——andthere,too,isayellowcrocusjustopeninginthesunshine。’
`Butthen,howcanyoubearsuchasituation——yournearestneighbourstwomilesdistant,andnobodylookinginorpassingby?——Rosewouldgostarkmadinsuchaplace。Shecan’tputonlifeunlesssheseeshalfadozenfreshgownsandbonnetsaday——nottospeakofthefaceswithin;
butyoumightsitwatchingatthesewindowsalldaylong,andneverseesomuchasanoldwomancarryinghereggstomarket,’
`Iamnotsurethelonelinessoftheplacewasnotoneofitschiefrecommendations——Itakenopleasureinwatchingpeoplepassthewindows;
andIliketobequiet。’
`Oh!asgoodastosay,youwishwewouldallofusmindourownbusiness,andletyoualone。’
`No,Idislikeanextensiveacquaintance;butifIhaveafewfriends,ofcourseIamgladtoseethemoccasionally。Noonecanbehappyineternalsolitude。Therefore,MrFergus,ifyouchoosetoentermyhouseasafriend,Iwillmakeyouwelcome;ifnot,Imustconfess,Iwouldratheryoukeptaway。’ShethenturnedandaddressedsomeobservationtoRoseorEliza。
`And,MrsGraham,’saidhe,again,fiveminutesafter,`weweredisputing,aswecamealong,aquestionthatyoucanreadilydecideforus,asitmainlyregardedyourself——andindeed,weoftenholddiscussionsaboutyou;forsomeofushavenothingbettertodothantotalkaboutourneighbours’concerns,andwe,theindigenousplantsofthesoil,haveknowneachothersolong,andtalkedeachotheroversooften,thatwearequitesickofthatgame;sothatastrangercomingamongstusmakesaninvaluableadditiontoourexhaustedsourcesofamusement,Well,thequestion,orquestions,youarerequestedtosolve——`’
`Holdyourtongue,Fergus!’criedRose,inafeverofapprehensionandwrath。
`Iwon’t,Itellyou。Thequestionsyouarerequestedtosolvearethese:——first,concerningyourbirth,extraction,andpreviousresidence。
Somewillhaveitthatyouareaforeigner,andsomeanEnglishwoman;someanativeofthenorthcountry,andsomeofthesouth;somesay——`’
`Well,MrFergus,I’lltellyou。I’manEnglishwoman——andIdon’tseewhyanyoneshoulddoubtit——andIwasborninthecountryneitherintheextremenorthnorsouthofourhappyisle;andinthecountryIhavechieflypassedmylife,andnow,Ihope,youaresatisfied;forIamnotdisposedtoansweranymorequestionsatpresent。’
`Exceptthis——`’
`No,notonemore!’laughedshe,andinstantlyquittingherseat,shesoughtrefugeatthewindowbywhichIwasseated,and,inverydesperation,toescapemybrother’spersecutions,endeavouredtodrawmeintoconversation。
`MrMarkham,’saidshe,herrapidutteranceandheightenedcolourtooplainlyevincingherdisquietude,`haveyouforgottenthefineseaviewwewerespeakingofsometimeago?IthinkImusttroubleyou,now,totellmethenearestwaytoit;forifthisbeautifulweathercontinue,Ishall,perhaps,beabletowalkthere,andtakemysketch;Ihaveexhaustedeveryothersubjectforpainting;andIlongtoseeit。’
Iwasabouttocomplywithherrequest;butRosewouldnotsuffermetoproceed。
`Oh,don’ttellher,Gilbert!’criedshe;`sheshallgowithus。
It’s——Bayyouarethinkingabout,Isuppose,MrsGraham。Itisaverylongwalk,toofarforyou,andoutofthequestionforArthur。Butweweretagaboutmakingapicnictoseeit,somefineday;and,ifyouwillwaittillthesettledfineweathercomes,I’msureweshallallbedelightedtohaveyouamongstus。’
PoorMrsGrahamlookeddismayed,andattemptedtomakeexcuses,butRose,eithercompassionatingherlonelylife,oranxioustocultivateheracquaintance,wasdeterminedtohaveher:andeveryobjectionwasoverruled,Shewastolditwouldonlybeasmallparty,andallfriends,andthatthebestviewofallwasfrom——cliffs,fullfivemilesdistant。
`Justanicewalkforthegentlemen,’continuedRose;`buttheladieswilldriveandwalkbyturns;forweshallhaveourponycarriage,whichwillbeplentylargeenoughtocontainlittleArthurandthreeladies,togetherwithyoursketchingapparatus,andourprovisions。’
Sotheproposalwasfinallyaccededto;and,aftersomefurtherdonrespeCtingthetimeandmanneroftheprojectedexcursion,werose,andtookourleave。
ButthiswasonlyMarch:acold,wetApril,andtwoweeksofMaypassedoverbeforewecouldventureforthonourexpeditionwiththereasonablehopeofobtainingthatpleasurewesoughtinpleasantprospects,cheerfulsociety,freshair,goodcheer,andexercise,withoutthealloyofbadroads,coldwinds,orthreateningclouds。Then,onagloriousmorning,wegatheredourforcesandsetforth。ThecompanyconsistedofMrsandMasterGraham,MaryandElizaMillward,JaneandRichardWilson,andRose,Fergus,andGilbertMarkham。
MrLawrencehadbeeninvitedtojoinus,but,forsomereasonbestknowntohimself,hadrefusedtogiveushiscompany。Ihadsolicitedthefavourmyself。WhenIdidso,hehesitated,andaskedwhoweregoing。
UponmynamingMissWilsonamongtherest,heseemedhalfinclinedtogo,butwhenImentionedMrsGraham,thinkingitmightbeafurtherinducement,itappearedtohaveacontraryeffect,andhedeclineditaltogether,and,toconfessthetruth,thedecisionwasnotdispleasingtome,thoughI
couldscarcelytellyouwhy。
Itwasaboutmiddaywhenwereachedtheplaceofourdestination。
MrsGrahamwalkedallthewaytothecliffs;andlittleArthurwalkedthegreaterpartofittoo;forhewasnowmuchmorehardyandactive,thanwhenhefirstenteredtheneighbourhood,andhedidnotlikebeinginthecarriagewithstrangers,whileallhisfourfriends,Mamma,andSancho,andMrMarkham,andMissMillward,wereonfoot,journeyingfarbehindor,passingthroughdistantfieldsandlanes。
Ihaveaverypleasantrecollectionofthatwalk,alongthehard,white,sunnyroad,shadedhereandtherewithbrightgreentrees,andadornedwithflowerybanksandblossominghedgesofdeliciousfragrance;orthroughpleasantfieldsandlaballgloriousinthesweetflowers,andbrilliantverdureofdelightfulMay。Itwastrue,Elizawasnotbesideme;butshewaswithherfriendsinthepony-carriage,ashappy,Itrusted,asIwas;
andevenwhenwepedestrians,havingforsakenthehighwayforashortcutacrossthefields,beheldthelittlecarriagefaraway,disappearingamidthegreen,emboweringflees,Ididnothatethosetreesforsnatchingthedearlittlebonnetandshawlfrommysight,nordidIfeelthatallthoseinterveningobjectslaybetweenmyhappinessandme;for,toconfessthetruth,IwastoohappyinthecompanyofMrsGraham,toregrettheabsenceofElizaMillward。
Theformer,itistrue,wasmostprovokinglyunsociableatfirst——seeminglybentupontalkingtonoonebutMaryMillwardandArthur。SheandMaryjourneyedalongtogether,generallywiththechildbetweenthem;——butwheretheroadpermitted,Ialwayswalkedontheothersideofher,RichardWilsontakingtheothersideofMissMillward,andFergusrovinghereandthereaccordingtohisfancy;andafterawhile,shebecamemorefriendly,andatlength,Isucceededinsecuringherattention,almostentirelytomyself——andthenIwashappyindeed;forwhenevershedidcondescendtoconverse,Ilikedtolisten。Whereheropinionsandsentimentstalliedwithmine,itwasherextremegoodsense,herexquisitetasteandfeelingthatdelightedme;wheretheydiffered,itwasstillheruncompromisingboldnessintheavowalordefenceofthatdifference——herearnestnessandkeennessthatpiquedmyfancy:andevenwhensheangeredmebyherunkindwordsorlooks,andheruncharitableconclusionsrespectingme,itonlymademethemoredissatisfiedwithmyselfforhavingsounfavourablyimpressedher,andthemoredesiroustovindicatemycharacteranddispositioninhereyes,andifpossible,towinheresteem。
Atlengthourwalkwasended。Theincreasingheightandboldnessofthehillsbadforsometimeinterceptedtheprospect:but,ongainingthesummitofasteepacclivity,andlookingdownward,anopeninglaybeforeus——andtheblueseaburstuponoursight——deepvioletblue——notdeadlycalm,butcoveredwithglintingbreakers——diminutivewhitespeckstwinklingonitsbosom,andscarcelytobedistinguishedbythekeenestvision,fromthelittlesea-mewsthatsportedabove,theirwhitewingsglitteringinthesunshine:onlyoneortwovesselswerevisible;andthosewerefaraway。
Ilookedatmycompaniontoseewhatshethoughtofthisgloriousscene。Shesaidnothing:butshestoodstill,andfixedhereyesuponitwithagazethatassuredmeshewasnotdisappointed。Shehadveryfineeyes,bytheby——Idon’tknowwhetherI’vetoldyoubefore,buttheywerefullofsoul,large,clear,andnearlyblack——notbrown,butverydarkgrey。Acool,revivingbreezeblewfromthesea——soft,pure,salubrious: