Thechangewaslikewhatmaybesupposedwouldtakeplacewereitpossibletocureacaseof“colorblindness“TheperfectfreenesswithwhichthepardonofallourguiltisofferedinGod’sbookdrewforthfeelingsofaffectionatelovetoHimwhoboughtuswithhisblood,andasenseofdeepobligationtoHimforhismercyhasinfluenced,insomesmallmeasure,myconducteversinceButIshallnotagainrefertotheinnerspirituallifewhichIbelievethenbegan,nordoIintendtospecifywithanyprominencetheevangelisticlaborstowhichtheloveofChristhassinceimpelledmeThisbookwillspeak,notsomuchofwhathasbeendone,asofwhatstillremainstobeperformed,beforetheGospelcanbesaidtobepreachedtoallnations。
IntheglowoflovewhichChristianityinspires,IsoonresolvedtodevotemylifetothealleviationofhumanmiseryTurningthisideaoverinmymind,IfeltthattobeapioneerofChristianityinChinamightleadtothematerialbenefitofsomeportionsofthatimmenseempire;
andthereforesetmyselftoobtainamedicaleducation,inordertobequalifiedforthatenterprise。
Inrecognizingtheplantspointedoutinmyfirstmedicalbook,thatextraordinaryoldworkonastrologicalmedicine,Culpeper’s“Herbal“,IhadtheguidanceofabookontheplantsofLanarkshire,byPatrick。
Limitedasmytimewas,Ifoundopportunitiestoscourthewholecountry-side,“collectingsimples“Deepandanxiousweremystudiesonthestilldeeperandmoreperplexingprofunditiesofastrology,andIbelieveIgotasfarintothatabyssofphantasiesasmyauthorsaidhedaredtoleadmeItseemedperilousgroundtotreadonfarther,forthedarkhintseemedtomyyouthfulmindtoloomtoward“sellingsoulandbodytothedevil“,asthepriceoftheunfathomableknowledgeofthestarsTheseexcursions,oftenincompanywithbrothers,onenowinCanada,andtheotheraclergymanintheUnitedStates,gratifiedmyintenseloveofnature;andthoughwegenerallyreturnedsounmercifullyhungryandfatiguedthattheembryoparsonshedtears,yetwediscovered,tous,somanynewandinterestingthings,thathewasalwaysaseagertojoinusnexttimeashewasthelast。
Ononeoftheseexploringtoursweenteredalimestonequarry
longbeforegeologywassopopularasitisnowItisimpossibletodescribethedelightandwonderwithwhichIbegantocollecttheshellsfoundinthecarboniferouslimestonewhichcropsoutinHighBlantyreandCambuslang。
Aquarry-man,seeingalittleboysoengaged,lookedwiththatpityingeyewhichthebenevolentassumewhenviewingtheinsaneAddressinghimwith,“Howeverdidtheseshellscomeintotheserocks?”“WhenGodmadetherocks,hemadetheshellsinthem。”wasthedampingreplyWhatadealoftroublegeologistsmighthavesavedthemselvesbyadoptingtheTurk-likephilosophyofthisScotchman!
Myreadingwhileatworkwascarriedonbyplacingthebookonaportionofthespinning-jenny,sothatIcouldcatchsentenceaftersentenceasIpassedatmywork;Ithuskeptupaprettyconstantstudyundisturbedbytheroarofthemachinery。
TothispartofmyeducationIowemypresentpowerofcompletelyabstractingthemindfromsurroundingnoises,soastoreadandwritewithperfectcomfortamidtheplayofchildrenornearthedancingandsongsofsavages。
Thetoilofcotton-spinning,towhichIwaspromotedinmynineteenthyear,wasexcessivelysevereonaslim,loose-jointedlad,butitwaswellpaidfor;
anditenabledmetosupportmyselfwhileattendingmedicalandGreekclassesinGlasgowinwinter,asalsothedivinitylecturesofDrWardlaw,byworkingwithmyhandsinsummerIneverreceivedafarthingofaidfromanyone,andshouldhaveaccomplishedmyprojectofgoingtoChinaasamedicalmissionary,inthecourseoftime,bymyownefforts,hadnotsomefriendsadvisedmyjoiningtheLondonMissionarySocietyonaccountofitsperfectlyunsectariancharacterIt“sendsneitherEpiscopacy,norPresbyterianism,norIndependency,buttheGospelofChristtotheheathen。”Thisexactlyagreedwithmyideasofwhatamissionarysocietyoughttodo;butitwasnotwithoutapangthatIofferedmyself,foritwasnotquiteagreeabletooneaccustomedtoworkhisownwaytobecomeinameasuredependentonothers;
andIwouldnothavebeenmuchputaboutthoughmyofferhadbeenrejected。
Lookingbacknowonthatlifeoftoil,Icannotbutfeelthankfulthatitformedsuchamaterialpartofmyearlyeducation;
and,wereitpossible,Ishouldliketobeginlifeoveragaininthesamelowlystyle,andtopassthroughthesamehardytraining。
TimeandtravelhavenoteffacedthefeelingsofrespectIimbibedforthehumbleinhabitantsofmynativevillageFormorality,honesty,andintelligence,theywere,ingeneral,goodspecimensoftheScottishpoor。
Inapopulationofmorethantwothousandsouls,wehad,ofcourse,avarietyofcharacterInadditiontothecommonrunofmen,thereweresomecharactersofsterlingworthandability,whoexertedamostbeneficialinfluenceonthechildrenandyouthoftheplacebyimpartinggratuitousreligiousinstruction。*Muchintelligentinterestwasfeltbythevillagersinallpublicquestions,andtheyfurnishedaproofthatthepossessionofthemeansofeducationdidnotrenderthemanunsafeportionofthepopulationTheyfeltkindlytowardeachother,andmuchrespectedthoseoftheneighboringgentrywho,likethelateLordDouglas,placedsomeconfidenceintheirsenseofhonor。
Throughthekindnessofthatnobleman,thepoorestamonguscouldstrollatpleasureovertheancientdomainsofBothwell,andotherspotshallowedbythevenerableassociationsofwhichourschool-booksandlocaltraditionsmadeuswellaware;
andfewofuscouldviewthedearmemorialsofthepastwithoutfeelingthatthesecarefullykeptmonumentswereourown。
Themassesoftheworking-peopleofScotlandhavereadhistory,andarenorevolutionarylevelersTheyrejoiceinthememoriesof“WallaceandBruceanda’thelave。”whoarestillmuchreveredastheformerchampionsoffreedomAndwhileforeignersimaginethatwewantthespiritonlytooverturncapitalistsandaristocracy,wearecontenttorespectourlawstillwecanchangethem,andhatethosestupidrevolutionswhichmightsweepawaytime-honoredinstitutions,dearaliketorichandpoor。
*ThereaderwillpardonmymentioningthenamesoftwoofthesemostworthymenDavidHogg,whoaddressedmeonhisdeath-bedwiththewords,“Now,lad,makereligiontheevery-daybusinessofyourlife,andnotathingoffitsandstarts;forifyoudonot,temptationandotherthingswillgetthebetterofyou;“
andThomasBurke,anoldForty-secondPeninsulasoldier,whohasbeenincessantandneverwearyingoodworksforaboutfortyyears。
Iwasdelightedtofindhimstillalive;menliketheseareanhonortotheircountryandprofession。
Havingfinishedthemedicalcurriculumandpresentedathesisonasubjectwhichrequiredtheuseofthestethoscopeforitsdiagnosis,IunwittinglyprocuredformyselfanexaminationrathermoresevereandprolongedthanusualamongexaminingbodiesThereasonwas,thatbetweenmeandtheexaminersaslightdifferenceofopinionexistedastowhetherthisinstrumentcoulddowhatwasassertedThewiserplanwouldhavebeentohavehadnoopinionofmyownHowever,IwasadmittedaLicentiateofFacultyofPhysiciansandSurgeonsItwaswithunfeigneddelightIbecameamemberofaprofessionwhichispre-eminentlydevotedtopracticalbenevolence,andwhichwithunweariedenergypursuesfromagetoageitsendeavorstolessenhumanwoe。
Butthoughnowqualifiedformyoriginalplan,theopiumwarwasthenraging,anditwasdeemedinexpedientformetoproceedtoChina。
Ihadfondlyhopedtohavegainedaccesstothatthenclosedempirebymeansofthehealingart;buttherebeingnoprospectofanearlypeacewiththeChinese,andasanotherinvitingfieldwasopeningoutthroughthelaborsofMrMoffat,IwasinducedtoturnmythoughtstoAfrica;
andafteramoreextendedcourseoftheologicaltraininginEnglandthanIhadenjoyedinGlasgow,IembarkedforAfricain1840,and,afteravoyageofthreemonths,reachedCapeTown。
Spendingbutashorttimethere,IstartedfortheinteriorbygoingroundtoAlgoaBay,andsoonproceededinland,andhavespentthefollowingsixteenyearsofmylife,namely,from1840to1856,inmedicalandmissionarylaborstherewithoutcosttotheinhabitants。
Astothoseliteraryqualificationswhichareacquiredbyhabitsofwriting,andwhicharesoimportanttoanauthor,myAfricanlifehasnotonlynotbeenfavorabletothegrowthofsuchaccomplishments,butquitethereverse;ithasmadecompositionirksomeandlaborious。
IthinkIwouldrathercrosstheAfricancontinentagainthanundertaketowriteanotherbookItisfareasiertotravelthantowriteaboutitIintendedongoingtoAfricatocontinuemystudies;
butasIcouldnotbrooktheideaofsimplyenteringintoothermen’slaborsmadereadytomyhands,Ientailedonmyself,inadditiontoteaching,manuallaborinbuildingandotherhandicraftwork,whichmademegenerallyasmuchexhaustedandunfitforstudyintheeveningsaseverIhadbeenwhenacotton-spinnerThewantoftimeforself-improvementwastheonlysourceofregretthatIexperiencedduringmyAfricancareer。
Thereader,rememberingthis,willmakeallowancesforthemeregropingsforlightofastudentwhohasthevanitytothinkhimself“notyettoooldtolearn“Morepreciseinformationonseveralsubjectshasnecessarilybeenomittedinapopularworklikethepresent;
butIhopetogivesuchdetailstothescientificreaderthroughsomeother
TheBakwainCountryStudyoftheLanguageNativeIdeasregardingCometsMabotsaStationALionEncounter
VirusoftheTeethofLionsNamesoftheBechuanaTribes
SecheleHisAncestorsObtainstheChieftainship
HisMarriageandGovernmentTheKotlaFirstpublicReligiousServicesSechele’sQuestionsHeLearnstoReadNovelmodeforConvertinghisTribeSurpriseattheirIndifference
PolygamyBaptismofSecheleOppositionoftheNatives
PurchaseLandatChonuaneRelationswiththePeople
TheirIntelligenceProlongedDroughtConsequentTrials
Rain-medicineGod’sWordblamedNativeReasoningRain-maker
DisputebetweenRainDoctorandMedicalDoctorTheHuntingHopo
SaltoranimalFoodanecessaryofLifeDutiesofaMissionary。
ThegeneralinstructionsIreceivedfromtheDirectorsoftheLondonMissionarySocietyledme,assoonasIreachedKurumanorLattakoo,then,asitisnow,theirfarthestinlandstationfromtheCape,toturnmyattentiontothenorthWithoutwaitinglongeratKurumanthanwasnecessarytorecruittheoxen,whichwereprettywelltiredbythelongjourneyfromAlgoaBay,Iproceeded,incompanywithanothermissionary,totheBakuenaorBakwaincountry,andfoundSechele,withhistribe,locatedatShokuane。
WeshortlyafterretracedourstepstoKuruman;butastheobjectsinviewwerebynomeanstobeattainedbyatemporaryexcursionofthissort,Ideterminedtomakeafreshstartintotheinteriorassoonaspossible。
Accordingly,afterrestingthreemonthsatKuruman,whichisakindofheadstationinthecountry,IreturnedtoaspotaboutfifteenmilessouthofShokuane,calledLepelolenowLitubaruba。
Here,inordertoobtainanaccurateknowledgeofthelanguage,IcutmyselfofffromallEuropeansocietyforaboutsixmonths,andgainedbythisordealaninsightintothehabits,waysofthinking,laws,andlanguageofthatsectionoftheBechuanascalledBakwains,whichhasprovedofincalculableadvantageinmyintercoursewiththemeversince。
InthissecondjourneytoLepelolesocalledfromacavernofthatname
Ibeganpreparationsforasettlement,bymakingacanaltoirrigategardens,fromastreamthenflowingcopiously,butnowquitedry。
Whenthesepreparationswerewelladvanced,IwentnorthwardtovisittheBakaaandBamangwato,andtheMakalaka,livingbetween22Degreesand23Degreessouthlatitude。
TheBakaaMountainshadbeenvisitedbeforebyatrader,who,withhispeople,allperishedfromfeverIngoingroundthenorthernpartofthesebasaltichillsnearLetlocheIwasonlytendaysdistantfromthelowerpartoftheZouga,whichpassedbythesamenameasLakeNgami;*andImightthenin1842
havediscoveredthatlake,haddiscoveryalonebeenmyobject。
MostpartofthisjourneybeyondShokuanewasperformedonfoot,inconsequenceofthedraughtoxenhavingbecomesick。
Someofmycompanionswhohadrecentlyjoinedus,anddidnotknowthatIunderstoodalittleoftheirspeech,wereoverheardbymediscussingmyappearanceandpowers:“Heisnotstrong;heisquiteslim,andonlyappearsstoutbecauseheputshimselfintothosebagstrowsers;
hewillsoonknockup。”ThiscausedmyHighlandbloodtorise,andmademedespisethefatigueofkeepingthemallatthetopoftheirspeedfordaystogether,anduntilIheardthemexpressingproperopinionsofmypedestrianpowers。