Thechangewaslikewhatmaybesupposedwouldtakeplacewereitpossibletocureacaseof“colorblindness“TheperfectfreenesswithwhichthepardonofallourguiltisofferedinGod’sbookdrewforthfeelingsofaffectionatelovetoHimwhoboughtuswithhisblood,andasenseofdeepobligationtoHimforhismercyhasinfluenced,insomesmallmeasure,myconducteversinceButIshallnotagainrefertotheinnerspirituallifewhichIbelievethenbegan,nordoIintendtospecifywithanyprominencetheevangelisticlaborstowhichtheloveofChristhassinceimpelledmeThisbookwillspeak,notsomuchofwhathasbeendone,asofwhatstillremainstobeperformed,beforetheGospelcanbesaidtobepreachedtoallnations。
  IntheglowoflovewhichChristianityinspires,IsoonresolvedtodevotemylifetothealleviationofhumanmiseryTurningthisideaoverinmymind,IfeltthattobeapioneerofChristianityinChinamightleadtothematerialbenefitofsomeportionsofthatimmenseempire;
  andthereforesetmyselftoobtainamedicaleducation,inordertobequalifiedforthatenterprise。
  Inrecognizingtheplantspointedoutinmyfirstmedicalbook,thatextraordinaryoldworkonastrologicalmedicine,Culpeper’s“Herbal“,IhadtheguidanceofabookontheplantsofLanarkshire,byPatrick。
  Limitedasmytimewas,Ifoundopportunitiestoscourthewholecountry-side,“collectingsimples“Deepandanxiousweremystudiesonthestilldeeperandmoreperplexingprofunditiesofastrology,andIbelieveIgotasfarintothatabyssofphantasiesasmyauthorsaidhedaredtoleadmeItseemedperilousgroundtotreadonfarther,forthedarkhintseemedtomyyouthfulmindtoloomtoward“sellingsoulandbodytothedevil“,asthepriceoftheunfathomableknowledgeofthestarsTheseexcursions,oftenincompanywithbrothers,onenowinCanada,andtheotheraclergymanintheUnitedStates,gratifiedmyintenseloveofnature;andthoughwegenerallyreturnedsounmercifullyhungryandfatiguedthattheembryoparsonshedtears,yetwediscovered,tous,somanynewandinterestingthings,thathewasalwaysaseagertojoinusnexttimeashewasthelast。
  Ononeoftheseexploringtoursweenteredalimestonequarry
  longbeforegeologywassopopularasitisnowItisimpossibletodescribethedelightandwonderwithwhichIbegantocollecttheshellsfoundinthecarboniferouslimestonewhichcropsoutinHighBlantyreandCambuslang。
  Aquarry-man,seeingalittleboysoengaged,lookedwiththatpityingeyewhichthebenevolentassumewhenviewingtheinsaneAddressinghimwith,“Howeverdidtheseshellscomeintotheserocks?”“WhenGodmadetherocks,hemadetheshellsinthem。”wasthedampingreplyWhatadealoftroublegeologistsmighthavesavedthemselvesbyadoptingtheTurk-likephilosophyofthisScotchman!
  Myreadingwhileatworkwascarriedonbyplacingthebookonaportionofthespinning-jenny,sothatIcouldcatchsentenceaftersentenceasIpassedatmywork;Ithuskeptupaprettyconstantstudyundisturbedbytheroarofthemachinery。
  TothispartofmyeducationIowemypresentpowerofcompletelyabstractingthemindfromsurroundingnoises,soastoreadandwritewithperfectcomfortamidtheplayofchildrenornearthedancingandsongsofsavages。
  Thetoilofcotton-spinning,towhichIwaspromotedinmynineteenthyear,wasexcessivelysevereonaslim,loose-jointedlad,butitwaswellpaidfor;
  anditenabledmetosupportmyselfwhileattendingmedicalandGreekclassesinGlasgowinwinter,asalsothedivinitylecturesofDrWardlaw,byworkingwithmyhandsinsummerIneverreceivedafarthingofaidfromanyone,andshouldhaveaccomplishedmyprojectofgoingtoChinaasamedicalmissionary,inthecourseoftime,bymyownefforts,hadnotsomefriendsadvisedmyjoiningtheLondonMissionarySocietyonaccountofitsperfectlyunsectariancharacterIt“sendsneitherEpiscopacy,norPresbyterianism,norIndependency,buttheGospelofChristtotheheathen。”Thisexactlyagreedwithmyideasofwhatamissionarysocietyoughttodo;butitwasnotwithoutapangthatIofferedmyself,foritwasnotquiteagreeabletooneaccustomedtoworkhisownwaytobecomeinameasuredependentonothers;
  andIwouldnothavebeenmuchputaboutthoughmyofferhadbeenrejected。
  Lookingbacknowonthatlifeoftoil,Icannotbutfeelthankfulthatitformedsuchamaterialpartofmyearlyeducation;
  and,wereitpossible,Ishouldliketobeginlifeoveragaininthesamelowlystyle,andtopassthroughthesamehardytraining。
  TimeandtravelhavenoteffacedthefeelingsofrespectIimbibedforthehumbleinhabitantsofmynativevillageFormorality,honesty,andintelligence,theywere,ingeneral,goodspecimensoftheScottishpoor。
  Inapopulationofmorethantwothousandsouls,wehad,ofcourse,avarietyofcharacterInadditiontothecommonrunofmen,thereweresomecharactersofsterlingworthandability,whoexertedamostbeneficialinfluenceonthechildrenandyouthoftheplacebyimpartinggratuitousreligiousinstruction。*Muchintelligentinterestwasfeltbythevillagersinallpublicquestions,andtheyfurnishedaproofthatthepossessionofthemeansofeducationdidnotrenderthemanunsafeportionofthepopulationTheyfeltkindlytowardeachother,andmuchrespectedthoseoftheneighboringgentrywho,likethelateLordDouglas,placedsomeconfidenceintheirsenseofhonor。
  Throughthekindnessofthatnobleman,thepoorestamonguscouldstrollatpleasureovertheancientdomainsofBothwell,andotherspotshallowedbythevenerableassociationsofwhichourschool-booksandlocaltraditionsmadeuswellaware;
  andfewofuscouldviewthedearmemorialsofthepastwithoutfeelingthatthesecarefullykeptmonumentswereourown。
  Themassesoftheworking-peopleofScotlandhavereadhistory,andarenorevolutionarylevelersTheyrejoiceinthememoriesof“WallaceandBruceanda’thelave。”whoarestillmuchreveredastheformerchampionsoffreedomAndwhileforeignersimaginethatwewantthespiritonlytooverturncapitalistsandaristocracy,wearecontenttorespectourlawstillwecanchangethem,andhatethosestupidrevolutionswhichmightsweepawaytime-honoredinstitutions,dearaliketorichandpoor。
  *ThereaderwillpardonmymentioningthenamesoftwoofthesemostworthymenDavidHogg,whoaddressedmeonhisdeath-bedwiththewords,“Now,lad,makereligiontheevery-daybusinessofyourlife,andnotathingoffitsandstarts;forifyoudonot,temptationandotherthingswillgetthebetterofyou;“
  andThomasBurke,anoldForty-secondPeninsulasoldier,whohasbeenincessantandneverwearyingoodworksforaboutfortyyears。
  Iwasdelightedtofindhimstillalive;menliketheseareanhonortotheircountryandprofession。
  Havingfinishedthemedicalcurriculumandpresentedathesisonasubjectwhichrequiredtheuseofthestethoscopeforitsdiagnosis,IunwittinglyprocuredformyselfanexaminationrathermoresevereandprolongedthanusualamongexaminingbodiesThereasonwas,thatbetweenmeandtheexaminersaslightdifferenceofopinionexistedastowhetherthisinstrumentcoulddowhatwasassertedThewiserplanwouldhavebeentohavehadnoopinionofmyownHowever,IwasadmittedaLicentiateofFacultyofPhysiciansandSurgeonsItwaswithunfeigneddelightIbecameamemberofaprofessionwhichispre-eminentlydevotedtopracticalbenevolence,andwhichwithunweariedenergypursuesfromagetoageitsendeavorstolessenhumanwoe。
  Butthoughnowqualifiedformyoriginalplan,theopiumwarwasthenraging,anditwasdeemedinexpedientformetoproceedtoChina。
  Ihadfondlyhopedtohavegainedaccesstothatthenclosedempirebymeansofthehealingart;buttherebeingnoprospectofanearlypeacewiththeChinese,andasanotherinvitingfieldwasopeningoutthroughthelaborsofMrMoffat,IwasinducedtoturnmythoughtstoAfrica;
  andafteramoreextendedcourseoftheologicaltraininginEnglandthanIhadenjoyedinGlasgow,IembarkedforAfricain1840,and,afteravoyageofthreemonths,reachedCapeTown。
  Spendingbutashorttimethere,IstartedfortheinteriorbygoingroundtoAlgoaBay,andsoonproceededinland,andhavespentthefollowingsixteenyearsofmylife,namely,from1840to1856,inmedicalandmissionarylaborstherewithoutcosttotheinhabitants。
  Astothoseliteraryqualificationswhichareacquiredbyhabitsofwriting,andwhicharesoimportanttoanauthor,myAfricanlifehasnotonlynotbeenfavorabletothegrowthofsuchaccomplishments,butquitethereverse;ithasmadecompositionirksomeandlaborious。
  IthinkIwouldrathercrosstheAfricancontinentagainthanundertaketowriteanotherbookItisfareasiertotravelthantowriteaboutitIintendedongoingtoAfricatocontinuemystudies;
  butasIcouldnotbrooktheideaofsimplyenteringintoothermen’slaborsmadereadytomyhands,Ientailedonmyself,inadditiontoteaching,manuallaborinbuildingandotherhandicraftwork,whichmademegenerallyasmuchexhaustedandunfitforstudyintheeveningsaseverIhadbeenwhenacotton-spinnerThewantoftimeforself-improvementwastheonlysourceofregretthatIexperiencedduringmyAfricancareer。
  Thereader,rememberingthis,willmakeallowancesforthemeregropingsforlightofastudentwhohasthevanitytothinkhimself“notyettoooldtolearn“Morepreciseinformationonseveralsubjectshasnecessarilybeenomittedinapopularworklikethepresent;
  butIhopetogivesuchdetailstothescientificreaderthroughsomeother
  TheBakwainCountryStudyoftheLanguageNativeIdeasregardingCometsMabotsaStationALionEncounter
  VirusoftheTeethofLionsNamesoftheBechuanaTribes
  SecheleHisAncestorsObtainstheChieftainship
  HisMarriageandGovernmentTheKotlaFirstpublicReligiousServicesSechele’sQuestionsHeLearnstoReadNovelmodeforConvertinghisTribeSurpriseattheirIndifference
  PolygamyBaptismofSecheleOppositionoftheNatives
  PurchaseLandatChonuaneRelationswiththePeople
  TheirIntelligenceProlongedDroughtConsequentTrials
  Rain-medicineGod’sWordblamedNativeReasoningRain-maker
  DisputebetweenRainDoctorandMedicalDoctorTheHuntingHopo
  SaltoranimalFoodanecessaryofLifeDutiesofaMissionary。
  ThegeneralinstructionsIreceivedfromtheDirectorsoftheLondonMissionarySocietyledme,assoonasIreachedKurumanorLattakoo,then,asitisnow,theirfarthestinlandstationfromtheCape,toturnmyattentiontothenorthWithoutwaitinglongeratKurumanthanwasnecessarytorecruittheoxen,whichwereprettywelltiredbythelongjourneyfromAlgoaBay,Iproceeded,incompanywithanothermissionary,totheBakuenaorBakwaincountry,andfoundSechele,withhistribe,locatedatShokuane。
  WeshortlyafterretracedourstepstoKuruman;butastheobjectsinviewwerebynomeanstobeattainedbyatemporaryexcursionofthissort,Ideterminedtomakeafreshstartintotheinteriorassoonaspossible。
  Accordingly,afterrestingthreemonthsatKuruman,whichisakindofheadstationinthecountry,IreturnedtoaspotaboutfifteenmilessouthofShokuane,calledLepelolenowLitubaruba。
  Here,inordertoobtainanaccurateknowledgeofthelanguage,IcutmyselfofffromallEuropeansocietyforaboutsixmonths,andgainedbythisordealaninsightintothehabits,waysofthinking,laws,andlanguageofthatsectionoftheBechuanascalledBakwains,whichhasprovedofincalculableadvantageinmyintercoursewiththemeversince。
  InthissecondjourneytoLepelolesocalledfromacavernofthatname
  Ibeganpreparationsforasettlement,bymakingacanaltoirrigategardens,fromastreamthenflowingcopiously,butnowquitedry。
  Whenthesepreparationswerewelladvanced,IwentnorthwardtovisittheBakaaandBamangwato,andtheMakalaka,livingbetween22Degreesand23Degreessouthlatitude。
  TheBakaaMountainshadbeenvisitedbeforebyatrader,who,withhispeople,allperishedfromfeverIngoingroundthenorthernpartofthesebasaltichillsnearLetlocheIwasonlytendaysdistantfromthelowerpartoftheZouga,whichpassedbythesamenameasLakeNgami;*andImightthenin1842
  havediscoveredthatlake,haddiscoveryalonebeenmyobject。
  MostpartofthisjourneybeyondShokuanewasperformedonfoot,inconsequenceofthedraughtoxenhavingbecomesick。
  Someofmycompanionswhohadrecentlyjoinedus,anddidnotknowthatIunderstoodalittleoftheirspeech,wereoverheardbymediscussingmyappearanceandpowers:“Heisnotstrong;heisquiteslim,andonlyappearsstoutbecauseheputshimselfintothosebagstrowsers;
  hewillsoonknockup。”ThiscausedmyHighlandbloodtorise,andmademedespisethefatigueofkeepingthemallatthetopoftheirspeedfordaystogether,anduntilIheardthemexpressingproperopinionsofmypedestrianpowers。