interruptedhim,andtoldhimIwassorryIhadgonesofar,
  sinceIsawwhatdisorderitputhiminto,butIdesiredhim
  nottotalktomeofexplanations,forthatwouldbutmake
  thingsworse。
  Thisheightenedhisimpatience,and,indeed,perplexedhim
  beyondallbearing;fornowhebegantosuspectthatthere
  wassomemysteryyetunfolded,butcouldnotmaketheleast
  guessattherealparticularsofit;allthatraninhisbrainwas,
  thatIhadanotherhusbandalive,whichIcouldnotsayinfact
  mightnotbetrue,butIassuredhim,however,therewasnot
  theleastofthatinit;andindeed,astomyotherhusband,he
  waseffectuallydeadinlawtome,andhadtoldmeIshould
  lookonhimassuch,soIhadnottheleastuneasinessonthat
  score。
  ButnowIfoundthethingtoofargonetoconcealitmuch
  longer,andmyhusbandhimselfgavemeanopportunityto
  easemyselfofthesecret,muchtomysatisfaction。
  Hehad
  labouredwithmethreeorfourweeks,buttonopurpose,only
  totellhimwhetherIhadspokenthesewordsonlyastheeffect
  ofmypassion,toputhiminapassion,orwhethertherewas
  anythingof
  truthinthebottomofthem。
  ButIcontinued
  inflexible,andwouldexplainnothing,unlesshewouldfirst
  consenttomygoingtoEngland,whichhewouldneverdo,
  hesaid,whilehelived;ontheotherhand,Isaiditwasinmy
  powertomakehimwillingwhenIpleased——nay,tomakehim
  entreatmetogo;andthisincreasedhiscuriosity,andmadehim
  importunatetothehighestdegree,butitwasalltonopurpose。
  Atlengthhetellsallthisstorytohismother,andsetsherupon
  metogetthemainsecretoutofme,andsheusedherutmost
  skillwithmeindeed;butIputhertoafullstopatonceby
  tellingherthatthereasonandmysteryofthewholematterlay
  inherself,andthatitwasmyrespecttoherthathadmademe
  concealit;andthat,inshort,Icouldgonofarther,andtherefore
  conjuredhernottoinsistuponit。
  Shewasstruckdumbatthissuggestion,andcouldnottell
  whattosayortothink;but,layingasidethesuppositionasa
  policyofmine,continuedherimportunityonaccountofher
  son,and,ifpossible,tomakeupthebreachbetweenustwo。
  Astothat,Itoldherthatitwasindeedagooddesigninher,
  butthatitwasimpossibletobedone;andthatifIshouldreveal
  toherthetruthofwhatshedesired,shewouldgrantittobe
  impossible,andceasetodesireit。
  AtlastIseemedtobe
  prevailedonbyherimportunity,andtoldherIdaredtrusther
  withasecretofthegreatestimportance,andshewouldsoon
  seethatthiswasso,andthatIwouldconsenttolodgeitin
  herbreast,ifshewouldengagesolemnlynottoacquainther
  sonwithitwithoutmyconsent。
  Shewaslonginpromisingthispart,butratherthannotcome
  atthemainsecret,sheagreedtothattoo,andafteragreat
  manyotherpreliminaries,Ibegan,andtoldherthewholestory。
  FirstItoldherhowmuchshewasconcernedinalltheunhappy
  breachwhichhadhappenedbetweenhersonandme,bytelling
  meherownstoryandherLondonname;andthatthesurprise
  shesawIwasinwasuponthatoccasion。
  TheItoldhermy
  ownstory,andmyname,andassuredher,bysuchothertokens
  asshecouldnotdeny,thatIwasnoother,normoreorless,
  thanherownchild,herdaughter,bornofherbodyinNewgate;
  thesamethathadsavedherfromthegallowsbybeinginher
  belly,andthesamethatsheleftinsuch-and-suchhandswhen
  shewastransported。
  Itisimpossibletoexpresstheastonishmentshewasin;she
  wasnotinclinedtobelievethestory,ortorememberthe
  particulars,forsheimmediatelyforesawtheconfusionthat
  mustfollowinthefamilyuponit。
  Buteverythingconcurred
  soexactlywiththestoriesshehadtoldmeofherself,andwhich,
  ifshehadnottoldme,shewouldperhapshavebeencontent
  tohavedenied,thatshehadstoppedherownmouth,andshe
  hadnothingtodobuttotakemeabouttheneckandkissme,
  andcrymostvehementlyoverme,withoutspeakingoneword
  foralongtimetogether。
  Atlastshebrokeout:
  ’Unhappychild!’
  saysshe,’whatmiserablechancecouldbringtheehither?and
  inthearmsofmyownson,too!
  Dreadfulgirl,’saysshe,’why,
  weareallundone!
  Marriedtothyownbrother!
  Threechildren,
  andtwoalive,allofthesamefleshandblood!
  Mysonandmy
  daughterlyingtogetherashusbandandwife!
  Allconfusion
  anddistractionforever!
  Miserablefamily!whatwillbecome
  ofus?
  Whatistobesaid?
  Whatistobedone?’
  Andthusshe
  ranonforagreatwhile;norhadIanypowertospeak,orif
  Ihad,didIknowwhattosay,foreverywordwoundedmeto
  thesoul。
  Withthiskindofamazementonourthoughtswe
  partedforthefirsttime,thoughmymotherwasmoresurprised
  thanIwas,becauseitwasmorenewstoherthantome。
  However,shepromisedagaintomeatparting,thatshewould
  saynothingofittoherson,tillwehadtalkedofitagain。
  EndofPart3
  Part4
  Itwasnotlong,youmaybesure,beforewehadasecond
  conferenceuponthesamesubject;when,asifshehadbeen
  willingtoforgetthestoryshehadtoldmeofherself,orto
  supposethatIhadforgotsomeoftheparticulars,shebegan
  totellthemwithalterationsandomissions;butIrefreshedher
  memoryandsethertorightsinmanythingswhichIsupposed
  shehadforgot,andthencameinsoopportunelywiththe
  wholehistory,thatitwasimpossibleforhertogofromit;and
  thenshefellintoherrhapsodiesagain,andexclamationsatthe
  severityofhermisfortunes。
  Whenthesethingswerealittle
  overwithher,wefellintoaclosedebateaboutwhatshould
  befirstdonebeforewegaveanaccountofthemattertomy
  husband。
  Buttowhatpurposecouldbeallourconsultations?
  Wecouldneitherofusseeourwaythroughit,norseehowit
  couldbesafetoopensuchascenetohim。
  Itwasimpossible
  tomakeanyjudgment,orgiveanyguessatwhattemperhe
  wouldreceiveitin,orwhatmeasureshewouldtakeuponit;
  andifheshouldhavesolittlegovernmentofhimselfastomake
  itpublic,weeasilyforesawthatitwouldbetheruinofthe
  wholefamily,andexposemymotherandmetothelastdegree;
  andifatlastheshouldtaketheadvantagethelawwouldgive
  him,hemightputmeawaywithdisdainandleavemetosue
  forthelittleportionthatIhad,andperhapswasteitallinthe
  suit,andthenbeabeggar;thechildrenwouldberuinedtoo,
  havingnolegalclaimtoanyofhiseffects;andthusIshould
  seehim,perhaps,inthearmsofanotherwifeinafewmonths,
  andbemyselfthemostmiserablecreaturealive。
  MymotherwasassensibleofthisasI;and,uponthewhole,
  weknewnotwhattodo。
  Aftersometimewecametomore
  soberresolutions,butthenitwaswiththismisfortunetoo,that
  mymother’sopinionandminewerequitedifferentfromone
  another,andindeedinconsistentwithoneanother;formy
  mother’sopinionwas,thatIshouldburythewholething
  entirely,andcontinuetolivewithhimasmyhusbandtillsome
  othereventshouldmakethediscoveryofitmoreconvenient;
  andthatinthemeantimeshewouldendeavourtoreconcileus
  togetheragain,andrestoreourmutualcomfortandfamily
  peace;thatwemightlieasweusedtodotogether,andsolet
  thewholematterremainasecretascloseasdeath。
  ’For,child,’
  saysshe,’wearebothundoneifitcomesout。’
  Toencouragemetothis,shepromisedtomakemeeasyinmy
  circumstances,asfarasshewasable,andtoleavemewhat
  shecouldatherdeath,securedformeseparatelyfrommy
  husband;sothatifitshouldcomeoutafterwards,Ishouldnot
  beleftdestitute,butbeabletostandonmyownfeetand
  procurejusticefromhim。
  Thisproposaldidnotagreeatallwithmyjudgmentofthe
  thing,thoughitwasveryfairandkindinmymother;butmy
  thoughtsranquiteanotherway。
  Astokeepingthethinginourownbreasts,andlettingitall
  remainasitwas,Itoldheritwasimpossible;andIaskedher
  howshecouldthinkIcouldbearthethoughtsoflyingwith
  myownbrother。
  Inthenextplace,Itoldherthatherbeing
  alivewastheonlysupportofthediscovery,andthatwhileshe
  ownedmeforherchild,andsawreasontobesatisfiedthatI
  wasso,nobodyelsewoulddoubtit;butthatifsheshoulddie
  beforethediscovery,Ishouldbetakenforanimpudentcreature
  thathadforgedsuchathingtogoawayfrommyhusband,or
  shouldbecountedcrazedanddistracted。
  ThenItoldherhow
  hehadthreatenedalreadytoputmeintoamadhouse,andwhat
  concernIhadbeeninaboutit,andhowthatwasthethingthat
  drovemetothenecessityofdiscoveringittoherasIhaddone。
  FromallwhichItoldher,thatIhad,onthemostserious
  reflectionsIwasabletomakeinthecase,cometothisresolution,
  whichIhopedshewouldlike,asamediumbetweenboth,viz。
  thatsheshoulduseherendeavourswithhersontogiveme
  leavetogotoEngland,asIhaddesired,andtofurnishmewith
  asufficientsumofmoney,eitheringoodsalongwithme,or
  inbillsformysupportthere,allalongsuggestingthathemight
  onetimeorotherthinkitpropertocomeovertome。
  ThatwhenIwasgone,sheshouldthen,incoldblood,and
  afterfirstobliginghiminthesolemnestmannerpossibleto
  secrecy,discoverthecasetohim,doingitgradually,andas
  herowndiscretionshouldguideher,sothathemightnotbe
  surprisedwithit,andflyoutintoanypassionsandexcesses
  onmyaccount,oronhers;andthatsheshouldconcernherself
  topreventhisslightingthechildren,ormarryingagain,unless
  hehadacertainaccountofmybeingdead。
  Thiswasmyscheme,andmyreasonsweregood;Iwasreally
  alienatedfromhimintheconsequencesofthesethings;indeed,
  Imortallyhatedhimasahusband,anditwasimpossibleto
  removethatrivetedaversionIhadtohim。
  Atthesametime,