Iwalkedfrequentlyout
  intothevillagesroundthetown,toseeifnothingwouldfall
  inmywaythere;andgoingbyahousenearStepney,Isawon
  thewindow-boardtworings,oneasmalldiamondring,and
  theotheragoldring,tobesurelaidtherebysomethoughtless
  lady,thathadmoremoneythenforecast,perhapsonlytill
  shewashedherhands。
  IwalkedseveraltimesbythewindowtoobserveifIcould
  seewhethertherewasanybodyintheroomorno,andIcould
  seenobody,butstillIwasnotsure。
  Itcamepresentlyintomy
  thoughtstorapattheglass,asifIwantedtospeakwith
  somebody,andifanybodywastheretheywouldbesureto
  cometothewindow,andthenIwouldtellthemtoremove
  thoserings,forthatIhadseentwosuspiciousfellowstake
  noticeofthem。
  Thiswasareadythought。
  Irappedonceor
  twiceandnobodycame,when,seeingthecoastclear,Ithrust
  hardagainstthesquareoftheglass,andbrokeitwithvery
  littlenoise,andtook
  outthetworings,andwalkedawaywith
  themverysafe。
  Thediamondringwasworthabout#3,and
  theotherabout9s。
  Iwasnowatalossforamarketformygoods,andespecially
  formytwopiecesofsilk。
  Iwasverylothtodisposeofthem
  foratrifle,asthepoorunhappythievesingeneraldo,who,
  aftertheyhaveventuredtheirlivesforperhapsathingofvalue,
  arefaintosellitforasongwhentheyhavedone;butIwas
  resolvedIwouldnotdothus,whatevershiftImade,unlessI
  wasdriventothelastextremity。
  However,Ididnotwellknow
  whatcoursetotake。
  AtlastIresolvedtogotomyoldgoverness,
  andacquaintmyselfwithheragain。
  Ihadpunctuallysupplied
  the#5ayeartoherformylittleboyaslongasIwasable,but
  atlastwasobligedtoputastoptoit。
  However,Ihadwritten
  alettertoher,whereinIhadtoldherthatmycircumstances
  werereducedverylow;thatIhadlostmyhusband,andthatI
  wasnotabletodoitanylonger,andsobeggedthatthepoor
  childmightnotsuffertoomuchforitsmother’smisfortunes。
  Inowmadeheravisit,andIfoundthatshedrovesomething
  oftheoldtradestill,butthatshewasnotinsuchflourishing
  circumstancesasbefore;forshehadbeensuedbyacertain
  gentlemanwhohadhadhisdaughterstolenfromhim,andwho,
  itseems,shehadhelpedtoconveyaway;anditwasvery
  narrowlythatsheescapedthegallows。
  Theexpensealsohad
  ravagedher,andshewasbecomeverypoor;herhousewas
  butmeanlyfurnished,andshewasnotinsuchreputeforher
  practiceasbefore;however,shestooduponherlegs,asthey
  say,andashewasastirring,bustlingwoman,andhadsome
  stockleft,shewasturnedpawnbroker,andlivedprettywell。
  Shereceivedmeverycivilly,andwithherusualobliging
  mannertoldmeshewouldnothavethelessrespectformefor
  mybeingreduced;thatshehadtakencaremyboywasvery
  welllookedafter,thoughIcouldnotpayforhim,andthatthe
  womanthathadhimwaseasy,sothatIneedednottotrouble
  myselfabouthimtillImightbebetterabletodoiteffectually。
  ItoldherthatIhadnotmuchmoneyleft,butthatIhadsome
  thingsthatweremoney’sworth,ifshecouldtellmehowI
  mightturnthemintomoney。
  SheaskedmewhatitwasIhad。
  Ipulledoutthestringofgoldbeads,andtoldheritwasone
  ofmyhusband’spresentstome;thenIshowedherthetwo
  parcelsofsilk,whichItoldherIhadfromIreland,andbrought
  uptotownwithme;andthelittlediamondring。
  Astothe
  smallparcelofplateandspoons,Ihadfoundmeanstodispose
  ofthemmyselfbefore;andasforthechildbed-linenIhad,she
  offeredmetotakeitherself,believingittohavebeenmyown。
  Shetoldmethatshewasturnedpawnbroker,andthatshe
  wouldsellthosethingsformeaspawntoher;andsoshesent
  presentlyforproperagentsthatboughtthem,beinginher
  hands,withoutanyscruple,andgavegoodpricestoo。
  Inowbegantothinkthisnecessarywomanmighthelpmea
  littleinmylowconditiontosomebusiness,forIwouldgladly
  haveturnedmyhandtoanyhonestemploymentifIcouldhave
  gotit。
  Buthereshewasdeficient;honestbusinessdidnot
  comewithinherreach。
  IfIhadbeenyounger,perhapsshe
  mighthavehelpedmetoaspark,butmythoughtswereoff
  thatkindoflivelihood,asbeingquiteoutofthewayafterfifty,
  whichwasmycase,andsoItoldher。
  Sheinvitedmeatlasttocome,andbeatherhousetillIcould
  findsomethingtodo,anditshouldcostmeverylittle,andthis
  Igladlyacceptedof。
  Andnowlivingalittleeasier,Ientered
  intosomemeasurestohavemylittlesonbymylasthusband
  takenoff;andthisshemadeeasytoo,reservingapayment
  onlyof#5ayear,ifIcouldpayit。
  Thiswassuchahelptome,
  thatforagoodwhileIleftoffthewickedtradethatIhadso
  newlytakenup;andgladlyIwouldhavegotmybreadbythe
  helpofmyneedleifIcouldhavegotwork,butthatwasvery
  hardtodoforonethathadnomannerofacquaintanceinthe
  world。
  However,atlastIgotsomequiltingworkforladies’beds,
  petticoats,andthelike;andthisIlikedverywell,andworked
  veryhard,andwiththisIbegantolive;butthediligentdevil,
  whoresolvedIshouldcontinueinhisservice,continually
  promptedmetogooutandtakeawalk,thatistosay,tosee
  ifanythingwouldofferintheoldway。
  OneeveningIblindlyobeyedhissummons,andfetchedalong
  circuitthroughthestreets,butmetwithnopurchase,andcame
  homeverywearyandempty;butnotcontentwiththat,Iwent
  outthenexteveningtoo,whengoingbyanalehouseIsawthe
  doorofalittleroomopen,nexttheverystreet,andonthetable
  asilvertankard,thingsmuchinuseinpublic-housesatthat
  time。
  Itseemssomecompanyhadbeendrinkingthere,andthe
  carelessboyshadforgottotakeitaway。
  Iwentintotheboxfrankly,andsettingthesilvertankardon
  thecornerofthebench,Isatdownbeforeit,andknockedwith
  myfoot;aboycamepresently,andIbadehimfetchmeapint
  ofwarmale,foritwascoldweather;theboyran,andIheard
  himgodownthecellartodrawtheale。
  Whiletheboywas
  gone,anotherboycameintotheroom,andcried,’D’yecall?’
  Ispokewithamelancholyair,andsaid,’No,child;theboyis
  goneforapintofaleforme。’
  WhileIsathere,Iheardthewomaninthebarsay,’Arethey
  allgoneinthefive?’whichwastheboxIsatin,andtheboy
  said,’Yes。’
  ’Whofetchedthetankardaway?’saysthewoman。
  ’Idid,’saysanotherboy;’that’sit,’pointing,itseems,to
  anothertankard,whichhehadfetchedfromanotherboxby
  mistake;orelseitmustbe,thattherogueforgotthathehad
  notbroughtitin,whichcertainlyhehadnot。
  Iheardallthis,muchtomysatisfaction,forIfoundplainly
  thatthetankardwasnotmissed,andyettheyconcludeditwas
  fetchedaway;soIdrankmyale,calledtopay,andasIwent
  awayIsaid,’Takecareofyourplate,child,’meaningasilver
  pintmug,whichhebroughtmedrinkin。
  Theboysaid,’Yes,
  madam,verywelcome,’andawayIcame。
  Icamehometomygoverness,andnowIthoughtitwasa
  timetotryher,thatifImightbeputtothenecessityofbeing
  exposed,shemightoffermesomeassistance。
  WhenIhad
  beenathomesometime,andhadanopportunityoftalkingto
  her,ItoldherIhadasecretofthegreatestconsequenceinthe
  worldtocommittoher,ifshehadrespectenoughformeto
  keepitasecret。
  Shetoldmeshehadkeptoneofmysecrets
  faithfully;whyshouldIdoubtherkeepinganother?
  Itoldher
  thestrangestthingintheworldhadbefallenme,andthatit
  hadmadeathiefofme,evenwithoutanydesign,andsotold
  herthewholestoryofthetankard。
  ’Andhaveyoubroughtit
  awaywithyou,mydear?’saysshe。
  ’TobesureIhave,’says
  I,andshowedither。
  ’ButwhatshallIdonow,’saysI;’must
  notcarryitagain?’
  ’Carryitagain!’saysshe。
  ’Ay,ifyouaremindedtobesent
  toNewgateforstealingit。’
  ’Why,’saysI,’theycan’tbeso
  basetostopme,whenIcarryittothemagain?’
  ’Youdon’t
  knowthosesortofpeople,child,’saysshe;’they’llnotonly
  carryyoutoNewgate,buthangyoutoo,withoutanyregard
  tothehonestyofreturningit;orbringinanaccountofallthe
  othertankardstheyhavelost,foryoutopayfor。’
  ’Whatmust
  Ido,then?’saysI。
  ’Nay,’saysshe,’asyouhaveplayedthe
  cunningpartandstoleit,youmuste’enkeepit;there’sno
  goingbacknow。
  Besides,child,’saysshe,’don’tyouwantit
  morethantheydo?
  Iwishyoucouldlightofsuchabargain
  onceaweek。’
  Thisgavemeanewnotionofmygoverness,andthatsince
  shewasturnedpawnbroker,shehadasortofpeopleabout
  herthatwerenoneofthehonestonesthatIhadmetwith
  therebefore。
  IhadnotbeenlongtherebutIdiscovereditmoreplainlythan