Indeed,thecaptainhadassuranceenoughofourresolutions
  togo,forthathavingmadesuchprovisiontosettlethere,it
  didnotseemrationalthatwewouldchoosetoremainhereat
  theexpenseandperiloflife,forsuchitmusthavebeenifwe
  hadbeentakenagain。
  Inaword,wewentallonshorewith
  thecaptain,andsuppedtogetherinGravesend,wherewewere
  verymerry,stayedallnight,layatthehousewherewesupped,
  andcameallveryhonestlyonboardagainwithhiminthe
  morning。
  Hereweboughttendozenbottlesofgoodbeer,some
  wine,somefowls,andsuchthingsaswethoughtmightbe
  acceptableonboard。
  Mygovernesswaswithusallthiswhile,andwentwithus
  roundintotheDowns,asdidalsothecaptain’swife,with
  whomshewentback。
  Iwasneversosorrowfulatparting
  withmyownmotherasIwasatpartingwithher,andInever
  sawhermore。
  Wehadafaireasterlywindsprungupthethird
  dayafterwecametotheDowns,andwesailedfromthence
  the10thofApril。
  Nordidwetouchanymoreatanyplace,
  till,beingdrivenonthecoastofIrelandbyaveryhardgale
  ofwind,theshipcametoananchorinalittlebay,nearthe
  mouthofariver,whosenameIremembernot,buttheysaid
  therivercamedownfromLimerick,andthatitwasthelargest
  riverinIreland。
  Here,beingdetainedbybadweatherforsometime,thecaptain,
  whocontinuedthesamekind,good-humouredmanasat
  first,tookustwoonshorewithhimagain。
  Heiditnowin
  kindnesstomyhusbandindeed,whoboretheseaveryill,and
  wasverysick,especiallywhenitblewsohard。
  Herewe
  boughtinagainastoreoffreshprovisions,especiallybeef,
  pork,mutton,andfowls,andthecaptainstayedtopickleup
  fiveorsixbarrelsofbeeftolengthenouttheship’sstore。
  We
  wereherenotabovefivedays,whentheweatherturningmild,
  andafairwind,wesetsailagain,andintwo-and-fortydays
  camesafetothecoastofVirginia。
  Whenwedrewneartotheshore,thecaptaincalledmetohim,
  andtoldmethathefoundbymydiscourseIhadsomerelations
  intheplace,andthatIhadbeentherebefore,andsohesupposed
  Iunderstoodthecustomintheirdisposingtheconvictprisoners
  whentheyarrived。
  ItoldhimIdidnot,andthatastowhat
  relationsIhadintheplace,hemightbesureIwouldmake
  myselfknowntononeofthemwhileIwasinthecircumstances
  ofaprisoner,andthatastotherest,weleftourselvesentirely
  tohimtoassistus,ashewaspleasedtopromiseushewould
  do。
  HetoldmeImustgetsomebodyintheplacetocomeand
  buyusasservants,andwhomustanswerforustothegovernor
  ofthecountry,ifhedemandedus。
  Itoldhimweshoulddoas
  sheshoulddirect;sohebroughtaplantertotreatwithhim,as
  itwere,forthepurchaseofthesetwoservants,myhusband
  andme,andtherewewereformallysoldtohim,andwent
  ashorewithhim。
  Thecaptainwentwithus,andcarriedusto
  acertainhouse,whetheritwastobecalledatavernornotI
  knownot,butwehadabowlofpunchtheremadeofrum,etc。,
  andwereverymerry。
  Aftersometimetheplantergaveusa
  certificateofdischarge,andanacknowledgmentofhaving
  servedhimfaithfully,andwewerefreefromhimthenext
  morning,togowitherwewould。
  Forthispieceofservicethecaptaindemandedofussix
  thousandweightoftabacco,whichhesaidhewasaccountable
  fortohisfreighter,andwhichweimmediatelyboughtforhim,
  andmadehimapresentoftwentyguineasbesides,withwhich
  hewasabundantlysatisfied。
  Itisnotpropertoenterhereintotheparticularsofwhatpart
  ofthecolonyofVirginiawesettledin,fordiversreasons;it
  maysufficetomentionthatwewentintothegreatriver
  Potomac,theshipbeingboundthither;andthereweintended
  tohavesettledfirst,thoughafterwardswealteredourminds。
  ThefirstthingIdidofmomentafterhavinggottenallour
  goodsonshore,andplacedtheminastorehouse,orwarehouse,
  which,withalodging,wehiredatthesmallplaceorvillage
  wherewelanded——Isay,thefirstthingwastoinquireaftermy
  mother,andaftermybrotherthatfatalpersonwhomImarried
  asahusband,asIhaverelatedatlarge。
  Alittleinquiry
  furnishedmewithinformationthatMrs——,thatis,mymother,
  wasdead;thatmybrotherorhusbandwasalive,whichI
  confessIwasnotverygladtohear;butwhichwasworse,I
  foundhewasremovedfromtheplantationwherehelived
  formerly,andwhereIlivedwithhim,andlivedwithoneof
  hissonsinaplantationjustbytheplacewherewelanded,
  andwherewehadhiredawarehouse。
  Iwasalittlesurprisedatfirst,butasIventuredtosatisfy
  myselfthathecouldnotknowme,Iwasnotonlyperfectly
  easy,buthadagreatmindtoseehim,ifitwaspossibletoso
  dowithouthisseeingme。
  InordertothatIfoundoutby
  inquirytheplantationwherehelived,andwithawomanof
  thatplacewhomIgottohelpme,likewhatwecallachairwoman,
  IrambledabouttowardstheplaceasifIhadonlyamindto
  seethecountryandlookaboutme。
  AtlastIcamesonearthat
  Isawthedwellinghouse。
  Iaskedthewomanwhoseplantation
  thatwas;shesaiditbelongedtosuchaman,andlookingout
  alittletoourrighthands,’there,’saysshe,isthegentleman
  thatownstheplantation,andhisfatherwithhim。’
  ’Whatare
  theirChristiannames?’saidI。
  ’Iknownot,’saysshe,’what
  theoldgentleman’snameis,buttheson’snameisHumphrey;
  andIbelieve,’saysshe,’thefather’sissotoo。’
  Youmay
  guess,ifyoucan,whataconfusedmixtureofjoyandfight
  possessedmythoughtsuponthisoccasion,forIimmediately
  knewthatthiswasnobodyelsebutmyownson,bythatfather
  sheshowedme,whowasmyownbrother。
  Ihadnomask,
  butIruffledmyhoodsoaboutmyface,thatIdependedupon
  itthatafterabovetwentyyears’absence,andwithalnot
  expectinganythingofmeinthatpartoftheworld,hewould
  notbeabletoknowanythingofme。
  ButIneednothaveused
  allthatcaution,fortheoldgentlemanwasgrowndim-sighted
  bysomedistemperwhichhadfallenuponhiseyes,andcould
  butjustseewellenoughtowalkabout,andnotrunagainsta
  treeorintoaditch。
  Thewomanthatwaswithmehadtoldme
  thatbyamereaccident,knowingnothingofwhatimportance
  itwastome。
  Astheydrewneartous,Isaid,’Doesheknow
  you,Mrs。Owen?’sotheycalledthewoman。
  ’Yes,’said
  she,’ifhehearsmespeak,hewillknowme;buthecan’tsee
  wellenoughtoknowmeoranybodyelse’;andsoshetoldme
  thestoryofhissight,asIhaverelated。
  Thismademesecure,
  andsoIthrewopenmyhoodsagain,andletthempassbyme。
  Itwasawretchedthingforamotherthustoseeherownson,
  ahandsome,comelyyounggentlemaninflourishing
  circumstances,anddurstnotmakeherselfknowntohim,and
  durstnottakeanynoticeofhim。
  Letanymotherofchildren
  thatreadsthisconsiderit,andbutthinkwithwhatanguishof
  mindIrestrainedmyself;whatyearningsofsoulIhadinme
  toembracehim,andweepoverhim;andhowIthoughtallmy
  entrailsturnedwithinme,thatmyverybowelsmoved,andI
  knewnotwhattodo,asInowknownothowtoexpressthose
  agonies!
  WhenhewentfrommeIstoodgazingandtrembling,
  andlookingafterhimaslongasIcouldseehim;thensitting
  downtorestme,butturnedfromher,andlyingonmyface,
  wept,andkissedthegroundthathehadsethisfooton。
  Icouldnotconcealmydisordersomuchfromthewomanbut
  thatsheperceivedit,andthoughtIwasnotwell,whichIwas
  obligedtopretendwastrue;uponwhichshepressedmetorise,
  thegroundbeingdampanddangerous,whichIdidaccordingly,
  andwalkedaway。
  AsIwasgoingbackagain,andstilltalkingofthisgentleman
  andhisson,anewoccasionofmelancholyoffereditselfthus。
  Thewomanbegan,asifshewouldtellmeastorytodivertme:
  ’Theregoes,’saysshe,’averyoddtaleamongtheneighbours
  wherethisgentlemanformerlylive。’
  ’Whatwasthat?’said
  I。
  ’Why,’saysshe,’thatoldgentlemangoingtoEngland,
  whenhewasayoungman,fellinlovewithayoungladythere,
  oneofthefinestwomenthateverwasseen,andmarriedher,
  andbroughtheroverhithertohismotherwhowasthenliving。
  Heliverhereseveralyearswithher,’continuedshe,’andhad
  severalchildrenbyher,ofwhichtheyounggentlemanthatwas
  withhimnowwasone;butaftersometime,theoldgentlewoman,
  hismother,talkingtoherofsomethingrelatingtoherselfwhen
  shewasinEngland,andofhercircumstancesinEngland,
  whichwerebadenough,thedaughter-in-lawbegantobevery
  muchsurprisedanduneasy;and,inshort,examiningfurther
  intothings,itappearedpastallcontradictionthattheold
  gentlewomanwasherownmother,andthatconsequentlythat
  sonwashiswife’sownbrother,whichstruckthewholefamily
  withhorror,andputthemintosuchconfusionthatithadalmost
  ruinedthemall。
  Theyoungwomanwouldnotlivewithhim;
  theson,herbrotherandhusband,foratimewentdistracted;
  andatlasttheyoungwomanwentawayforEngland,andhas
  neverbeenhearsofsince。’
  ItiseasytobelievethatIwasstrangelyaffectedwiththisstory,
  but’tisimpossibletodescribethenatureofmydisturbance。