Indeed,thecaptainhadassuranceenoughofourresolutions
togo,forthathavingmadesuchprovisiontosettlethere,it
didnotseemrationalthatwewouldchoosetoremainhereat
theexpenseandperiloflife,forsuchitmusthavebeenifwe
hadbeentakenagain。
Inaword,wewentallonshorewith
thecaptain,andsuppedtogetherinGravesend,wherewewere
verymerry,stayedallnight,layatthehousewherewesupped,
andcameallveryhonestlyonboardagainwithhiminthe
morning。
Hereweboughttendozenbottlesofgoodbeer,some
wine,somefowls,andsuchthingsaswethoughtmightbe
acceptableonboard。
Mygovernesswaswithusallthiswhile,andwentwithus
roundintotheDowns,asdidalsothecaptain’swife,with
whomshewentback。
Iwasneversosorrowfulatparting
withmyownmotherasIwasatpartingwithher,andInever
sawhermore。
Wehadafaireasterlywindsprungupthethird
dayafterwecametotheDowns,andwesailedfromthence
the10thofApril。
Nordidwetouchanymoreatanyplace,
till,beingdrivenonthecoastofIrelandbyaveryhardgale
ofwind,theshipcametoananchorinalittlebay,nearthe
mouthofariver,whosenameIremembernot,buttheysaid
therivercamedownfromLimerick,andthatitwasthelargest
riverinIreland。
Here,beingdetainedbybadweatherforsometime,thecaptain,
whocontinuedthesamekind,good-humouredmanasat
first,tookustwoonshorewithhimagain。
Heiditnowin
kindnesstomyhusbandindeed,whoboretheseaveryill,and
wasverysick,especiallywhenitblewsohard。
Herewe
boughtinagainastoreoffreshprovisions,especiallybeef,
pork,mutton,andfowls,andthecaptainstayedtopickleup
fiveorsixbarrelsofbeeftolengthenouttheship’sstore。
We
wereherenotabovefivedays,whentheweatherturningmild,
andafairwind,wesetsailagain,andintwo-and-fortydays
camesafetothecoastofVirginia。
Whenwedrewneartotheshore,thecaptaincalledmetohim,
andtoldmethathefoundbymydiscourseIhadsomerelations
intheplace,andthatIhadbeentherebefore,andsohesupposed
Iunderstoodthecustomintheirdisposingtheconvictprisoners
whentheyarrived。
ItoldhimIdidnot,andthatastowhat
relationsIhadintheplace,hemightbesureIwouldmake
myselfknowntononeofthemwhileIwasinthecircumstances
ofaprisoner,andthatastotherest,weleftourselvesentirely
tohimtoassistus,ashewaspleasedtopromiseushewould
do。
HetoldmeImustgetsomebodyintheplacetocomeand
buyusasservants,andwhomustanswerforustothegovernor
ofthecountry,ifhedemandedus。
Itoldhimweshoulddoas
sheshoulddirect;sohebroughtaplantertotreatwithhim,as
itwere,forthepurchaseofthesetwoservants,myhusband
andme,andtherewewereformallysoldtohim,andwent
ashorewithhim。
Thecaptainwentwithus,andcarriedusto
acertainhouse,whetheritwastobecalledatavernornotI
knownot,butwehadabowlofpunchtheremadeofrum,etc。,
andwereverymerry。
Aftersometimetheplantergaveusa
certificateofdischarge,andanacknowledgmentofhaving
servedhimfaithfully,andwewerefreefromhimthenext
morning,togowitherwewould。
Forthispieceofservicethecaptaindemandedofussix
thousandweightoftabacco,whichhesaidhewasaccountable
fortohisfreighter,andwhichweimmediatelyboughtforhim,
andmadehimapresentoftwentyguineasbesides,withwhich
hewasabundantlysatisfied。
Itisnotpropertoenterhereintotheparticularsofwhatpart
ofthecolonyofVirginiawesettledin,fordiversreasons;it
maysufficetomentionthatwewentintothegreatriver
Potomac,theshipbeingboundthither;andthereweintended
tohavesettledfirst,thoughafterwardswealteredourminds。
ThefirstthingIdidofmomentafterhavinggottenallour
goodsonshore,andplacedtheminastorehouse,orwarehouse,
which,withalodging,wehiredatthesmallplaceorvillage
wherewelanded——Isay,thefirstthingwastoinquireaftermy
mother,andaftermybrotherthatfatalpersonwhomImarried
asahusband,asIhaverelatedatlarge。
Alittleinquiry
furnishedmewithinformationthatMrs——,thatis,mymother,
wasdead;thatmybrotherorhusbandwasalive,whichI
confessIwasnotverygladtohear;butwhichwasworse,I
foundhewasremovedfromtheplantationwherehelived
formerly,andwhereIlivedwithhim,andlivedwithoneof
hissonsinaplantationjustbytheplacewherewelanded,
andwherewehadhiredawarehouse。
Iwasalittlesurprisedatfirst,butasIventuredtosatisfy
myselfthathecouldnotknowme,Iwasnotonlyperfectly
easy,buthadagreatmindtoseehim,ifitwaspossibletoso
dowithouthisseeingme。
InordertothatIfoundoutby
inquirytheplantationwherehelived,andwithawomanof
thatplacewhomIgottohelpme,likewhatwecallachairwoman,
IrambledabouttowardstheplaceasifIhadonlyamindto
seethecountryandlookaboutme。
AtlastIcamesonearthat
Isawthedwellinghouse。
Iaskedthewomanwhoseplantation
thatwas;shesaiditbelongedtosuchaman,andlookingout
alittletoourrighthands,’there,’saysshe,isthegentleman
thatownstheplantation,andhisfatherwithhim。’
’Whatare
theirChristiannames?’saidI。
’Iknownot,’saysshe,’what
theoldgentleman’snameis,buttheson’snameisHumphrey;
andIbelieve,’saysshe,’thefather’sissotoo。’
Youmay
guess,ifyoucan,whataconfusedmixtureofjoyandfight
possessedmythoughtsuponthisoccasion,forIimmediately
knewthatthiswasnobodyelsebutmyownson,bythatfather
sheshowedme,whowasmyownbrother。
Ihadnomask,
butIruffledmyhoodsoaboutmyface,thatIdependedupon
itthatafterabovetwentyyears’absence,andwithalnot
expectinganythingofmeinthatpartoftheworld,hewould
notbeabletoknowanythingofme。
ButIneednothaveused
allthatcaution,fortheoldgentlemanwasgrowndim-sighted
bysomedistemperwhichhadfallenuponhiseyes,andcould
butjustseewellenoughtowalkabout,andnotrunagainsta
treeorintoaditch。
Thewomanthatwaswithmehadtoldme
thatbyamereaccident,knowingnothingofwhatimportance
itwastome。
Astheydrewneartous,Isaid,’Doesheknow
you,Mrs。Owen?’sotheycalledthewoman。
’Yes,’said
she,’ifhehearsmespeak,hewillknowme;buthecan’tsee
wellenoughtoknowmeoranybodyelse’;andsoshetoldme
thestoryofhissight,asIhaverelated。
Thismademesecure,
andsoIthrewopenmyhoodsagain,andletthempassbyme。
Itwasawretchedthingforamotherthustoseeherownson,
ahandsome,comelyyounggentlemaninflourishing
circumstances,anddurstnotmakeherselfknowntohim,and
durstnottakeanynoticeofhim。
Letanymotherofchildren
thatreadsthisconsiderit,andbutthinkwithwhatanguishof
mindIrestrainedmyself;whatyearningsofsoulIhadinme
toembracehim,andweepoverhim;andhowIthoughtallmy
entrailsturnedwithinme,thatmyverybowelsmoved,andI
knewnotwhattodo,asInowknownothowtoexpressthose
agonies!
WhenhewentfrommeIstoodgazingandtrembling,
andlookingafterhimaslongasIcouldseehim;thensitting
downtorestme,butturnedfromher,andlyingonmyface,
wept,andkissedthegroundthathehadsethisfooton。
Icouldnotconcealmydisordersomuchfromthewomanbut
thatsheperceivedit,andthoughtIwasnotwell,whichIwas
obligedtopretendwastrue;uponwhichshepressedmetorise,
thegroundbeingdampanddangerous,whichIdidaccordingly,
andwalkedaway。
AsIwasgoingbackagain,andstilltalkingofthisgentleman
andhisson,anewoccasionofmelancholyoffereditselfthus。
Thewomanbegan,asifshewouldtellmeastorytodivertme:
’Theregoes,’saysshe,’averyoddtaleamongtheneighbours
wherethisgentlemanformerlylive。’
’Whatwasthat?’said
I。
’Why,’saysshe,’thatoldgentlemangoingtoEngland,
whenhewasayoungman,fellinlovewithayoungladythere,
oneofthefinestwomenthateverwasseen,andmarriedher,
andbroughtheroverhithertohismotherwhowasthenliving。
Heliverhereseveralyearswithher,’continuedshe,’andhad
severalchildrenbyher,ofwhichtheyounggentlemanthatwas
withhimnowwasone;butaftersometime,theoldgentlewoman,
hismother,talkingtoherofsomethingrelatingtoherselfwhen
shewasinEngland,andofhercircumstancesinEngland,
whichwerebadenough,thedaughter-in-lawbegantobevery
muchsurprisedanduneasy;and,inshort,examiningfurther
intothings,itappearedpastallcontradictionthattheold
gentlewomanwasherownmother,andthatconsequentlythat
sonwashiswife’sownbrother,whichstruckthewholefamily
withhorror,andputthemintosuchconfusionthatithadalmost
ruinedthemall。
Theyoungwomanwouldnotlivewithhim;
theson,herbrotherandhusband,foratimewentdistracted;
andatlasttheyoungwomanwentawayforEngland,andhas
neverbeenhearsofsince。’
ItiseasytobelievethatIwasstrangelyaffectedwiththisstory,
but’tisimpossibletodescribethenatureofmydisturbance。