Theraindropsnowwerefallingmoregently,andinfinerlinesandmoretransparentnetwork,sothatonecouldoncemoredescrythegreattrunksoftheblackenedoaks,withthegreenandgoldoftheirleaves。Also,ourownhollowhadgrownlessdark,andtherecouldbediscerneditssmoky,satin-brightwalls。FromthosewallsKalininpickedabitofcharcoalwithfingerandthumb,saying:
  “Itwasshepherdsthatfiredtheplace。Seewheretheydraggedinhayanddeadleaves!Ashepherd’sfifehereaboutsmustbeatrulygloriousone!“
  Lastly,claspinghisheadasthoughhewereabouttofallasleep,hesankhischinbetweenhisknees,andrelapsedintosilence。
  Presentlyabrilliant,sinuouslittlerivuletwhichhadlongbeenlavingthebarerootsofourtreebroughtfloatingpastusaredandfawnleaf。
  “Howpretty,“Ithought,“thatleafwilllookfromadistancewhenreposingonthesurfaceofthesea!For,likethesunwhenheisinsolitarypossessionoftheheavens,thatleafwillstandoutagainsttheblue,silkyexpanselikealonelyredstar。“
  Afterawhilemycompanionbegan,catlike,topurrtohimselfasong。Itsmelody,themelodyof“themoonwithdrewbehindacloud,“wasfamiliarenough,butnotsothewords,whichran:
  0hValentina,wondrousmaid,Morecomelythouthane’eraflow’r!
  Thenurse’ssondothpineforthee,Andyearntoservetheeeveryhour!
  “Whatdoesthatdittymean?“Iinquired。
  Kalininstraightenedhimself,gaveawriggletoaformthatwasaslitheasalizard’s,andpassedonehandoverhisface。
  “Itisacertaincomposition,“herepliedpresently。“Itisacompositionthatwascomposedbyamilitaryclerkwhoafterwardsdiedofconsumption。Hewasmyfriendhislifelong,andmyonlyfriend,andatrueone,besidesbeingamanoutofthecommon。“
  “AndwhowasValentina?“
  “Myone-timemistress,“Kalininspokeunwillingly。
  “Andhe,theclerk——washeinlovewithher?“
  “Ohdearno!“
  EvidentlyKalininhadnoparticularwishtodiscussthesubject,forhehuggedhimselftogether,buriedhisfaceinhishands,andmuttered:
  “Ishouldliketokindleafire,wereitnotthateverythingintheplaceistoodampforthepurpose。“
  Thewindshookthetrees,andwhistleddespondently,whilethefine,persistentrainstillwhippedtheearth。
  “Ibuthumbleam,andpoor,Norfatedtobeotherwise,“
  sangKalininsoftlyas,flinginguphisheadwithanunexpectedmovement,headdedmeaningly:
  “Yes,itisamournfulsong,asongwhichcouldmovetotears。
  Onlytotwopersonshasiteverbeenknown;tomyfriendtheclerkandtomyself。Yes,andtoHER,thoughIneedhardlyaddthatatoncesheforgotit。“
  AndKalinin’seyesflashedintoasmileasheadded:
  “Ithinkthat,asayoungman,youhadbetterlearnforthwithwherethegreatestdangerlurksinlife。Letmetellyouastory。“
  Anduponthataveryhumantalefilteredthroughthesilkenmonotonousswishofthedownpour,with,forlistenerstoit,onlytherainandmyself。
  “LukianovwasNEVERinlovewithher,“henarrated。“OnlyIwasthat。AllthatLukianovdidinthematterwastowrite,atmyrequest,someverses。WhenshefirstappearedonthesceneI
  meanValentinaIgnatievnaIwasjustturnednineteenyearsofage;andtheinstantthatmyeyesfelluponherformIrealisedthatinheralonelaymyfate,andmyheartalmoststoppedbeating,andmyvitalitystretchedouttowardsherasaspeckofdustfliestowardsafire。YetallthisIhadtoconcealasbestImight;withtheresultthatinthecompany’spresenceIfeltlikeasentrydoingguarddutyinthepresenceofhiscommandingofficer。Butatlast,thoughIstrovetopullmyselftogether,tosteadymyselfagainstthefermentthatwasraginginmybreast,somethinghappened。ValentinaIgnatievnawasthenagedabouttwenty-five,andverybeautiful——marvellous,infact!Also,shewasanorphan,sinceherfatherhadbeenkilledbytheChechentzes,andhermotherhaddiedofsmallpoxatSamarkand。AsregardsherkinshipwiththeGeneral,shestoodtohimintherelationofniecebymarriage。Golden-locked,andasskin-fairasenamelledporcelain,shehadeyeslikeemeralds,andafigurewhollysymmetrical,thoughasslimasawafer。ForbedroomshehadalittlecornerapartmentsituatednexttothekitchentheGeneralpossessedhisownhouse,ofcourse,while,inaddition,theyallottedherabrightlittleboudoirinwhichshedisposedhercuriosandknickknacks,fromcut-glassbottlesandgobletstoacopperpipeandaglassringmountedoncopper。Thisring,whenturned,usedtoemitshowersofglitteringsparks,thoughshewasinnowayafraidofthem,butwouldsingasshemadethemdance:
  “Notformethespringwilldawn!
  NotformetheBugwillspate!
  Notformelove’ssmilewillwait!
  Notforme,ah,notforme!
  “Constantlywouldshewarblethis。
  “Also,oncesheflashedanappealatmewithhereyes,andsaid:
  “’Alexei,pleasenevertouchanythinginmyroom,formythingsaretoofragile。’
  “Sureenough,inHERpresenceANYTHINGmighthavefallenfrommyhands!
  “Meanwhilehersongabout’Notforme’usedtomakemefeelsorryforher。’Notforyou?’Iusedtosaytomyself。’OughtnotEVERYTHINGtobeforyou?’Andthisreflectionwouldcausemyhearttoyearnandstretchtowardsher。Next,Iboughtaguitar,aninstrumentwhichIcouldnotplay,andtookitforinstructiontoLukianov,theclerkoftheDivisionalStaff,whichhaditsheadquartersinourstreet。InpassingImaysaythatLukianovwasalittleJewishconvertwithdarkhair,sallowfeatures,andgimlet-sharpeyes,butbeyondallthingsafellowwithbrains,andonewhocouldplaytheguitarunforgettably。
  “Oncehesaid:’Inlifeallthingsareattainable——nothingneedweloseforwantoftrying。Forwhencedoeseverythingcome?Fromtheplainestofmankind。AmanmaynotbeBORNintherankofageneral,butatleasthemayattaintothatposition。Also,thebeginningandendingofallthingsiswoman。Allthatsherequiresforhercaptivationispoetry。Hence,letmewriteyousomeverses,thatyoumaytenderthemtoherasanoffering。’
  “These,mindyou,werethewordsofamaninwhomtheheartwasabsolutelysingle,absolutelydispassionate。“
  UntilthenKalininhadtoldhisstoryswiftly,withanimation;
  butthereafterheseemed,asitwere,tobecomeextinguished。
  Afterapauseofafewsecondshecontinued——continuedinslower,toallappearancesmoreunwilling,accents——
  “AtthetimeIbelievedwhatLukianovsaid,butsubsequentlyI
  cametoseethatthingswerenotaltogetherashehadrepresented——thatwomanismerelyadelusion,andpoetrymerelyfiddle-faddle;andthatamancannotescapehisfate,andthat,thoughgoodinwar,boldnessis,inpeaceaffairs,butnakedeffrontery。Inthis,brother,liesthechief,thefundamentallawoflife。Fortheworldcontainscertainpeopleofhighstation,andcertainpeopleoflow;andsolongasthesetwocategoriesretaintheirrespectivepositions,allgoeswell;butassoonaseveramanseekstopassfromtheuppercategorytotheinferiorcategory,orfromtheinferiortotheupper,thefatfallsintothefire,andthatmanfindshimselfstuckmidway,stuckneitherherenorthere,andboundtoabidetherefortheremainderofhislife,fortheremainderofhislife……Alwayskeeptoyourownposition,tothepositionassignedyoubyfate……WilltherainNEVERcease,thinkyou?“
  Bythistime,asamatteroffact,theraindrops。werefallinglessheavilyanddenselythanhitherto,andthewetcloudswerebeginningtorevealbrightpatchesinthemoisture-soakedfirmament,asevidencethatthesunwasstillinexistence。
  “Continue,“Isaid。
  Kalininlaughed。
  “Thenyoufindthestoryaninterestingone,“heremarked。
  Presentlyheresumed:
  “AsIhavesaid,ItrustedLukianovimplicitly,andbeggedofhimtowritetheverses。Andwritethemhedid——hewrotethemtheverynextday。True,atthisdistanceoftimeIhaveforgottenthewordsintheirentirety,butatleastIrememberthatthereoccurredinthemaphrasetotheeffectthat’fordaysandweekshaveyoureyesbeenconsumingmyheartinthefireoflove,sopityme,Ipray。’Ithenproceededtocopyoutthepoem,andtremblinglytoleaveitonhertable。
  “Thenextmorning,whenIwastidyingherboudoir,shemadeanunexpectedentry,and,cladinaloose,reddressing-gown,andholdingacigarettebetweenherlips,saidtomewithakindlysmileassheproducedmypreciouspaperofverses:
  “’Alexei,didYOUwritethese?’
  “’Yes,’wasmyreply。’AndforChrist’ssakepardonmeforthesame。’
  “’Whatapitythatsuchafancyshouldhaveenteredyourhead!
  For,yousee,Iamengagedalready——myuncleisintendingtomarrymetoDoctorKliachka,andIampowerlessinthematter。’