Kalinin’ssmallfacehadbecomepainfullycontracted,andgrownoldandhaggard-looking。Rollingoverontohisbreastbeforethelanguishingfire,hewavedahandtodissipatethesmokewhichwaslazilydriftingslant-wise。
  “ForseventeendaysdidIremainstretchedonasick-bed,andwasattendedbythedoctorinperson。Oneday,whensittingbymyside,heinquired:
  “’Ipresumeyourintentionwastopoisonyourself,youfoolishfellow?’
  “Yes,merelyTHATwaswhathecalledme——a’foolishfellow。’Yetindeed,whatwasItohim?Onlyanentitywhichmightbecomefoodfordogs,forallhecared。NordidValentinaIgnatievnaherselfpaymeasinglevisit,andmyeyesneveragainbeheldher。BeforelongsheandDr。Kliachkaweredulymarried,anddepartedtoKharkov,wherehewasassignedapostintheTchuguerskiCamp。
  ThusonlytheGeneralremained。Roughandready,hewas,nevertheless,oldandsensible,andforthatreason,didnotmatter;whereforeIretainedmysituationasbefore。Onmyrecovery,hesentforme,andsaidinatoneofreproof:
  “’Lookhere。Youarenotwhollyanidiot。Whathashappenedisthatthosevilebooksofyourshavecorruptedyourmind’asamatteroffact,Ihadneverreadabookinmylife,sinceforreadingIhavenoloveorinclination。’Henceyoumusthaveseenforyourselfthatonlyintalesdoclownsmarryprincesses。Youknow,lifeislikeagameofchess。Everypiecehasitspropermoveontheboard,orthegamecouldnotbeplayedatall。’“
  Kalininrubbedhishandsoverthefireslender,non-workmanlikehandstheywere,andwinkedandsmiled。
  “ItooktheGeneral’swordsveryseriously,andproceededtoaskmyself:’Towhatdothosewordsamount?Tothis:thatthoughI
  maynotcareactuallytotakepartinthegame,Ineednotwastemywholeexistencethroughadisinclinationtolearnthebestusetowhichthatexistencecanbeput。’
  Withatriumphantupliftoftone,Kalinincontinued:
  “So,brother,IsetmyselftoWATCHthegameinquestion;withtheresultthatsoonIdiscoveredthatthemajorityofmenlivesurroundedwithahostofsuperfluouscommoditieswhichdobutburdenthem,andhaveinthemselvesnorealvalue。WhatIrefertoisbooks,pictures,china,andrubbishofthesamesort。
  ThoughtItomyself:’WhyshouldIdevotemylifetotendinganddustingsuchcommoditieswhilerisking,allthetime,theirbreakage?Nomoreofitforme!Wasitforthetendingofsucharticlesthatmymotherboremeamidtheagoniesofchildbirth?
  IsitanexistenceofTHISkindthatmustbepasseduntilthetombbereached?No,no——athousandtimesno!RatherwillI,withyourgoodleave,rejectaltogetherthegameoflife,andsubsistasmaybebestforme,andasmayhappentobemypleasure。’“
  Now,asKalininspoke,hiseyesemittedgreensparks,andashewavedhishandsoverthefire,asthoughtolopofftheredtonguesofflame,hisfingerstwistedconvulsively。
  “Ofcourse,notallatastrokedidIarriveatthisconclusion;
  Ididsobutgradually。ThepersonwhofinallyconfirmedmeinmyopinionwasafriarofBaku,asageofpre-eminentwisdom,throughhissayingtome:’Withnothingatalloughtamantofetterhissoul。Neitherwithbond-service,norwithproperty,norwithwomankind,norwithanyotherconcessiontothetemptationsofthisworldoughthetoconstrainitsaction。
  Ratheroughthetolivealone,andtolovenonebutChrist。Onlythisistrue。Onlythiswillbeforeverlasting。’
  “And,“addedKalininwithanimationandinflatedcheeksandflushed,suppressedenthusiasm,“manylandsandmanypeopleshaveIseen,andalwayshaveIfoundparticularlyinRussia
  thatmanyfolkalreadyhavereachedanunderstandingofthemselves,and,consequently,refusedanylongertorenderobeisancetoabsurdities。’Shunevil,andyouwillevolvegood。’
  Thatiswhatthefriarsaidtomeasapartingword——thoughlongbeforeourencounterhadIgraspedthemeaningoftheaxiom。AndthataxiomImyselfhavesincepassedontootherfolk,asIhopetodoyetmanytimesinthefuture。“
  Atthispointthespeaker’stonerevertedtooneofquerulousanxiety。
  “Lookhowlowthesunhassunk!“heexclaimed。
  Trueenough,thatluminary,largeandround,wasdeclininginto——
  rather,towards——thesea,whilesuspendedbetweenhimandthewaterwerelow,dark,white-toppedcumuli。
  “Soonnightfallwillbeovertakingus,“continuedKalininashefumbledinhiskaftan。“Andinthesepartsjackalshowlwhendarknessiscome。“
  InparticulardidInoticethreecloudsthatlookedlikeTurksinwhiteturbansandrobesofaduskyredcolour。AndasthesecloudTurksbenttheirheadstogetherinprivateconverse,suddenlythereswelleduponthebackofoneofthefiguresahump,whileontheturbanofasecondtheresproutedforthapalepinkfeatherwhich,becomingdetachedfromitsbase,wentfloatingupwardstowardsthezenithandthenowrayless,despondent,moonlikesun。LastlythethirdTurkstoopedforwardovertheseatoscreenhiscompanions,andashedidso,developedahugerednosewhichcomicallyseemedtodiptowards,andsniffat,thewaters。
  “Sometimes,“continuedKalinin’sevenvoicethroughthecracklingandhissingofthewoodfire,“amanwhoisoldandblindmaycobbleashoebetterthancleverermenthanhe,canordertheirwholelives。“
  ButnolongerdidIdesiretolistentoKalinin,forthethreadswhichhaddrawnme,boundme,tohispersonalityhadnowparted。
  AllthatIdesiredtodowastocontemplateinsilencethesea,whilethinkingofsomeofthosesubjectswhichateventideneverfailtostirthesoultogentle,kindlyemotion。Bombers,Kalinin’swordscontinueddrippingintomyearlikebelatedraindrops。
  “Nowadayseverybodyisabusybody。Nowadayseveryoneinquiresofhisfellow-man,’Howisyourlifeordered?’Towhichalwaysthereisaddeddidactically,’Butyououghtnottoliveasyouaredoing。Letmeshowyoutheway。’Asthoughanyonecantellmehowbestmylifemayattainfulldevelopment,seeingthatnoonecanpossiblyhavesuchamatterwithinhisknowledge!Nay,leteverymanliveasbesthepleases,withoutcompulsion。Forinstance,Ihavenoneedofyou。Inreturn,itisnotyourbusinesseithertorequireortoexpectaughtofme。AndthisI
  saythoughFatherVitalisaysthecontrary,andaversthatthroughoutshouldmanwarwiththeevilsoftheworld。“
  Inthevague,widefirmamentablood-redclusterofcloudswashanging,andasIcontemplateditthereoccurredtomethethought,“Maynotthosecloudsbeerstwhilerighteousworld-folkwhoarefollowinganunseenpathacrossthatexpanse,anddyeingitredwiththeirgoodbloodastheygo,inorderthattheearthmaybefertilised?“
  Torightandleftofthatstripoflivingflametheseawasofacuriouswinetint,whilefurtheroff,rather,itwasassoftandblackasvelvet,andintheremoteeastsheet-lightningwasflashingevenasthoughsomegianthandwerefruitlesslyendeavouringtostrikeamatchagainstthesoddenfirmament。
  MeanwhileKalinincontinuedtodiscoursewithenthusiasmonthesubjectofFatherVitali,theLabourSuperintendentofthemonasteryofNewAthos,whiledescribingindetailthemonk’sjovial,cleverfeatureswiththeirpearlyteethandcontrastingblackandsilverbeard。InparticularherelatedhowonceVitalihadknittedhisfine,almostwomanlikeeyes,andsaidinabasswhichstressedits“o’s“:
  “Onourfirstarrivalhere,wefoundinpossessiononlyprehistoricchaosanddemoniacalinfluence。Everywherehadclingingweedsgrowntorankness;everywhereonefoundone’sfeetentangledamongbindweedandothervegetationofthesort。Andnowseewhatbeautyandjoyandcomfortthehandofmanhaswrought!“
  And,havingthusspoken,themonkhadtracedagreatcirclewithhiseyeanddoughtyhand,acirclewhichhadembracedasinaframethemount,andthegardensfashionedanddevelopedbyridgingsoftherock,andthedownysoilwhichhadbeenbeatenintothoseridgings,andthesilverstreakofwaterfallplayingalmostatVitali’sfeet,andthestone-hewnstaircaseleadingtothecaveofSimeontheCanaanite,andthegildedcupolasofthenewchurchwheretheyhadstoodflashinginthenoontidesun,andthesnow-white,shimmeringblocksoftheguesthouseandtheservants’quarters,andtheglitteringfishponds,andthetreesofuniformtrimness,yetauniformlyregaldignity。
  “Brethren,“themonkhadsaidintriumphantconclusion,“wheresoevermanmaybe,hewill,ashesodesires,begivenpowertoovercomethedesolationofthewilds。“
  “AndthenIpressedhimfurther,“Kalininadded。“Yes,Isaidtohim:’NeverthelessChrist,ourLord,wasnotlikeyou,forHewashomelessandawanderer。Hewasonewhoutterlyrejectedyourlifeofintensivecultivationofthesoil’“asherelatedtheincidentKaliningavehisheadsundryjerksfromsidetosidewhichmadehisearsflap,toandfro。“’AlsoneitherforthelowlyalonenorfortheexaltedalonedidChristexist。Rather,He,likeallgreatbenefactors,wasonewhohadnoparticularleaning。Nay,evenwhenHewasroamingtheRussianLandincompanywithSaintsYuriandNikolai,HealwaysforboretointrudeHimselfintothevillages’affairs,justas,wheneverHiscompanionsengagedindisputesconcerningmankind,Heneverfailedtomaintainsilenceonthesubject。’Yes,thusIplaguedVitaliuntilheshoutedatmyhead,’Ah,impudence,youareaheretic!’“
  Bythistime,theairundertheleeofthestonewasgrowingsmokyandoppressive,forthefire,withitsflameslookinglikeabouquetcompoundedofredpoppiesorazaleasandbloomsofanaureatetint,hadbegunfairlytoliveitsbeautifulexistence,andwasblazing,anddiffusingwarmth,andlaughingitsbright,cheerful,intelligentlaugh。Yetfromthemountainsandthecloud-masseseveningwasdescending,astheearthemittedprofoundgaspsofhumidity,andtheseaintoneditsvague,thoughtful,resonantsong。