Directlyhecouldwalkwithoutastick,hedescendedintothetowntolookforsomeopportunitytogethome。Nothingofferedjustthen,and,whilewaiting,heassociatednaturallywiththemenofhiscallingintheport。Thesewereoftwokinds。Some,veryfewandseentherebutseldom,ledmysteriouslives,hadpreservedanundefacedenergywiththetemperofbuccaneersandtheeyesofdreamers。Theyappearedtoliveinacrazymazeofplans,hopes,dangers,enterprises,aheadofcivilization,inthedarkplacesofthesea;andtheirdeathwastheonlyeventoftheirfantasticexistencethatseemedtohaveareasonablecertitudeofachievement。Themajorityweremenwho,likehimself,throwntherebysomeaccident,hadremainedasofficersofcountryships。Theyhadnowahorrorofthehomeservice,withitsharderconditions,severerviewofduty,andthehazardofstormyoceans。TheywereattunedtotheeternalpeaceofEasternskyandsea。Theylovedshortpassages,gooddeck-chairs,largenativecrews,andthedistinctionofbeingwhite。Theyshudderedatthethoughtofhardwork,andledprecariouslyeasylives,alwaysonthevergeofdismissal,alwaysonthevergeofengagement,servingChinamen,Arabs,half-castes——wouldhaveservedthedevilhimselfhadhemadeiteasyenough。Theytalkedeverlastinglyofturnsofluck:howSo-and-sogotchargeofaboatonthecoastofChina——asoftthing;howthisonehadaneasybilletinJapansomewhere,andthatonewasdoingwellintheSiamesenavy;andinalltheysaid——intheiractions,intheirlooks,intheirpersons——couldbedetectedthesoftspot,theplaceofdecay,thedeterminationtoloungesafelythroughexistence。
  ToJimthatgossipingcrowd,viewedasseamen,seemedatfirstmoreunsubstantialthansomanyshadows。Butatlengthhefoundafascinationinthesightofthosemen,intheirappearanceofdoingsowellonsuchasmallallowanceofdangerandtoil。Intime,besidetheoriginaldisdaintheregrewupslowlyanothersentiment;andsuddenly,givinguptheideaofgoinghome,hetookaberthaschiefmateofthePatna。
  ThePatnawasalocalsteamerasoldasthehills,leanlikeagreyhound,andeatenupwithrustworsethanacondemnedwater-tank。
  ShewasownedbyaChinaman,charteredbyanArab,andcommandedbyasortofrenegadeNewSouthWalesGerman,veryanxioustocursepubliclyhisnativecountry,butwho,apparentlyonthestrengthofBismarck’svictoriouspolicy,brutalizedallthosehewasnotafraidof,andworea`blood-and-iron’
  air,combinedwithapurplenoseandaredmoustache。Aftershehadbeenpaintedoutsideandwhitewashedinside,eighthundredpilgrimsmoreorlessweredrivenonboardofherasshelaywithsteamupalongsideawoodenjetty。
  Theystreamedaboardoverthreegangways,theystreamedinurgedbyfaithandthehopeofparadise,theystreamedinwithacontinuoustrampandshuffleofbarefeet,withoutaword,amurmur,oralookback;andwhenclearofconfiningrailsspreadonallsidesoverthedeck,flowedforwardandaft,overfloweddowntheyawninghatchways,filledtheinnerrecessesoftheship——likewaterfillingacistern,likewaterflowingintocrevicesandcrannies,likewaterrisingsilentlyevenwiththerim。
  Eighthundredmenandwomenwithfaithandhopes,withaffectionsandmemories,theyhadcollectedthere,comingfromnorthandsouthandfromtheoutskirtsoftheEast,aftertreadingthejunglepaths,descendingtherivers,coastinginprausalongtheshallows,crossinginsmallcanoesfromislandtoisland,passingthroughsuffering,meetingstrangesights,besetbystrangefears,upheldbyonedesire。Theycamefromsolitaryhutsinthewilderness,frompopulouscampongs,fromvillagesbythesea。Atthecallofanideatheyhadlefttheirforests,theirclearings,theprotectionoftheirrulers,theirprosperity,theirpoverty,thesurroundingsoftheiryouthandthegravesoftheirfathers。Theycamecoveredwithdust,withsweat,withgrime,withrags——thestrongmenattheheadoffamilyparties,theleanoldmenpressingforwardwithouthopeofreturn;youngboyswithfearlesseyesglancingcuriously,shylittlegirlswithtumbledlonghair;
  thetimidwomenmuffledupandclaspingtotheirbreasts,wrappedinlooseendsofsoiledhead-cloths,theirsleepingbabies,theunconsciouspilgrimsofanexactingbelief。
  `Lookatdesecattle,’saidtheGermanskippertohisnewchiefmate。
  AnArab,theleaderofthatpiousvoyage,camelast。Hewalkedslowlyaboard,handsomeandgraveinhiswhitegownandlargeturban。Astringofservantsfollowed,loadedwithhisluggage;thePatnacastoffandbackedawayfromthewharf。
  Shewasheadedbetweentwosmallislets,crossedobliquelytheanchoring-groundofsailing-ships,swungthroughhalfacircleintheshadowofahill,thenrangedclosetoaledgeoffoamingreefs。TheArab,standingupaft,recitedaloudtheprayeroftravellersbysea。HeinvokedthefavouroftheMostHighuponthatjourney,imploredHisblessingonmen’stoilandonthesecretpurposesoftheirhearts;thesteamerpoundedintheduskthecalmwateroftheStrait;andfarasternofthepilgrimshipascrew-pilelighthouse,plantedbyunbelieversonatreacherousshoal,seemedtowinkatheritseyeofflame,asifinderisionofhererrandoffaith。
  SheclearedtheStrait,crossedthebay,continuedonherwaythroughthe`One-degree’passage。SheheldonstraightfortheRedSeaunderaserenesky,underaskyscorchingandunclouded,envelopedinafulgorofsunshinethatkilledallthought,oppressedtheheart,witheredallimpulsesofstrengthandenergy。Andunderthesinistersplendourofthatskythesea,blueandprofound,remainedstill,withoutastir,withoutaripple,withoutawrinkle——viscous,stagnant,dead。ThePatna,withaslighthiss,passedoverthatplainluminousandsmooth,unrolledablackribbonofsmokeacrossthesky,leftbehindheronthewaterawhiteribbonoffoamthatvanishedatonce,likethephantomofatrackdrawnuponalifelessseabythephantomofasteamer。
  Everymorningthesun,asifkeepingpaceinhisrevolutionswiththeprogressofthepilgrimage,emergedwithasilentburstoflightexactlyatthesamedistanceasternoftheship,caughtupwithheratnoon,pouringtheconcentratedfireofhisraysonthepiouspurposesofthemen,glidedpastonhisdescent,andsankmysteriouslyintotheseaeveningafterevening,preservingthesamedistanceaheadofheradvancingbows。Thefivewhitesonboardlivedamidships,isolatedfromthehumancargo。Theawningscoveredthedeckwithawhiterooffromstemtostern,andafainthum,alowmurmurofsadvoices,alonerevealedthepresenceofacrowdofpeopleuponthegreatblazeoftheocean。Suchwerethedays,still,hot,heavy,disappearingonebyoneintothepast,asiffallingintoanabyssforeveropeninthewakeoftheship;andtheship,lonelyunderawispofsmoke,heldonhersteadfastwayblackandsmoulderinginaluminousimmensity,asifscorchedbyaflameflickedatherfromaheavenwithoutpity。
  Thenightsdescendedonherlikeabenediction。
  LordJim:Chapter3CHAPTERIIIAMARVELLOUSstillnesspervadedtheworld,andthestars,togetherwiththeserenityoftheirrays,seemedtoshedupontheearththeassuranceofeverlastingsecurity。Theyoungmoon,recurved,andshininglowinthewest,waslikeaslendershavingthrownupfromabarofgold,andtheArabianSea,smoothandcooltotheeyelikeasheetofice,extendeditsperfectleveltotheperfectcircleofadarkhorizon。
  Thepropellerturnedwithoutacheck,asthoughitsbeathadbeenpartoftheschemeofasafeuniverse;andoneachsideofthePatnatwodeepfoldsofwater,permanentandsombreontheunwrinkledshimmer,enclosedwithintheirstraightanddivergingridgesafewwhiteswirlsoffoamburstinginalowhiss,afewwavelets,afewripples,afewundulationsthat,leftbehind,agitatedthesurfaceoftheseaforaninstantafterthepassageoftheship,subsidedsplashinggently,calmeddownatlastintothecircularstillnessofwaterandskywiththeblackspeckofthemovinghullremainingeverlastinglyinitscentre。
  Jimonthebridgewaspenetratedbythegreatcertitudeofunboundedsafetyandpeacethatcouldbereadonthesilentaspectofnaturelikethecertitudeoffosteringloveupontheplacidtendernessofamother’sface。Belowtheroofofawnings,surrenderedtothewisdomofwhitemenandtotheircourage,trustingthepoweroftheirunbeliefandtheironshelloftheirfire-ship,thepilgrimsofanexactingfaithsleptonmats,onblankets,onbareplanks,oneverydeck,inallthedarkcorners,wrappedindyedcloths,muffledinsoiledrags,withtheirheadsrestingonsmallbundles,withtheirfacespressedtobentfore-arms:themen,thewomen,thechildren;theoldwiththeyoung,thedecrepitwiththelusty——allequalbeforesleep,death’sbrother。
  Adraughtofair,fannedfromforwardbythespeedoftheship,passedsteadilythroughthelonggloombetweenthehighbulwarks,sweptovertherowsofpronebodies;afewdimflamesinglobe-lampswerehungshorthereandthereundertheridgepoles,andintheblurredcirclesoflightthrowndownandtremblingslightlytotheunceasingvibrationoftheshipappearedachinupturned,twoclosedeyelids,adarkhandwithsilverrings,ameagrelimbdrapedinatorncovering,aheadbentback,anakedfoot,athroatbaredandstretchedasifofferingitselftotheknife。Thewell-to-dohadmadefortheirfamiliesshelterswithheavyboxesanddustymats;thepoorreposedsidebysidewithalltheyhadonearthtiedupinaragundertheirheads;theloneoldmenslept,withdrawn-uplegs,upontheirprayer-carpets,withtheirhandsovertheirearsandoneelbowoneachsideoftheface;
  afather,hisshouldersupandhiskneesunderhisforehead,dozeddejectedlybyaboywhosleptonhisbackwithtousledhairandonearmcommandinglyextended;awomancoveredfromheadtofoot,likeacorpse,withapieceofwhitesheeting,hadanakedchildinthehollowofeacharm;theArab’sbelongings,piledrightaft,madeaheavymoundofbrokenoutlines,withacargo-lampswungabove,andagreatconfusionofvagueformsbehind:
  gleamsofpaunchybrasspots,thefoot-restofadeck-chair,bladesofspears,thestraightscabbardofanoldswordleaningagainstaheapofpillows,thespoutofatincoffee-pot。Thepatentlogonthetaffrailperiodicallyrangasingletinklingstrokeforeverymiletraversedonanerrandoffaith。Abovethemassofsleepersafaintandpatientsighattimesfloated,theexhalationofatroubleddream;andshortmetallicclangsburstingoutsuddenlyinthedepthsoftheship,theharshscrapeofashovel,theviolentslamofafurnace-door,explodedbrutally,asifthemenhandlingthemysteriousthingsbelowhadtheirbreastsfulloffierceanger:whiletheslimhighhullofthesteamerwentonevenlyahead,withoutaswayofherbaremasts,cleavingcontinuouslythegreatcalmofthewatersundertheinaccessibleserenityofthesky。
  Jimpacedathwart,andhisfootstepsinthevastsilencewereloudtohisownears,asifechoedbythewatchfulstars:hiseyesroamingaboutthelineofthehorizon,seemedtogazehungrilyintotheunattainable,anddidnotseetheshadowofthecomingevent。Theonlyshadowontheseawastheshadowoftheblacksmokepouringheavilyfromthefunnelitsimmensestreamer,whoseendwasconstantlydissolvingintheair。TwoMalays,silentandalmostmotionless,steered,oneoneachsideofthewheel,whosebrassrimshonefragmentarilyintheovaloflightthrownoutbythebinnacle。
  Nowandthenahand,withblackfingersalternatelylettinggoandcatchingholdofrevolvingspokes,appearedintheilluminedpart;thelinksofwheel-chainsgroundheavilyinthegroovesofthebarrel。Jimwouldglanceatthecompass,wouldglancearoundtheunattainablehorizon,wouldstretchhimselftillhisjointscrackedwithaleisurelytwistofthebody,intheveryexcessofwell-being;and,asifmadeaudaciousbytheinvincibleaspectofthepeace,hefelthecaredfornothingthatcouldhappentohimtotheendofhisdays。Fromtimetotimeheglancedidlyatachartpeggedoutwithfourdrawing-pinsonalowthree-leggedtableabaftthesteering-gearcase。Thesheetofpaperportrayingthedepthsoftheseapresentedashinysurfaceunderthelightofabull’s-eyelamplashedtoastanchion,asurfaceaslevelandsmoothastheglimmeringsurfaceofthewaters。Parallelrulerswithapairofdividersreposedonit;theship’spositionatlastnoonwasmarkedwithasmallblackcross,andthestraightpencil-linedrawnfirmlyasfarasPerimfiguredthecourseoftheship——thepathofsoulstowardstheholyplace,thepromiseofsalvation,therewardofeternallife——whilethepencilwithitssharpendtouchingtheSomalicoastlayroundandstilllikeanakedship’ssparfloatinginthepoolofasheltereddock。`Howsteadyshegoes,’thoughtJimwithwonder,withsomethinglikegratitudeforthishighpeaceofseaandsky。
  Atsuchtimeshisthoughtswouldbefullofvalorousdeeds:helovedthesedreamsandthesuccessofhisimaginaryachievements。Theywerethebestpartsoflife,itssecrettruth,itshiddenreality。Theyhadagorgeousvirility,thecharmofvagueness,theypassedbeforehimwithaheroictread;theycarriedhissoulawaywiththemandmadeitdrunkwiththedivinephiltreofanunboundedconfidenceinitself。Therewasnothinghecouldnotface。Hewassopleasedwiththeideathathesmiled,keepingperfunctorilyhiseyesahead;andwhenhehappenedtoglancebackhesawthewhitestreakofthewakedrawnasstraightbytheship’skeelupontheseaastheblacklinedrawnbythepenciluponthechart。