Heraweofheruncle,andherdreadoftakingalibertywithhim,madeitinstantlyplaintoherwhatshehadtodo。Shemustabsolutelydeclinetheproposal。
  Ifhewanted,hewouldsendforher;andeventoofferanearlyreturnwasapresumptionwhichhardlyanythingwouldhaveseemedtojustify。ShethankedMissCrawford,butgaveadecidednegative。“Heruncle,sheunderstood,meanttofetchher;andashercousin’sillnesshadcontinuedsomanyweekswithoutherbeingthoughtatallnecessary,shemustsupposeherreturnwouldbeunwelcomeatpresent,andthatsheshouldbefeltanencumbrance。“
  Herrepresentationofhercousin’sstateatthistimewasexactlyaccordingtoherownbeliefofit,andsuchasshesupposedwouldconveytothesanguinemindofhercorrespondentthehopeofeverythingshewaswishingfor。
  Edmundwouldbeforgivenforbeingaclergyman,itseemed,undercertainconditionsofwealth;andthis,shesuspected,wasalltheconquestofprejudicewhichhewassoreadytocongratulatehimselfupon。Shehadonlylearnttothinknothingofconsequencebutmoney。
  AsFannycouldnotdoubtthatheranswerwasconveyingarealdisappointment,shewasratherinexpectation,fromherknowledgeofMissCrawford’stemper,ofbeingurgedagain;andthoughnosecondletterarrivedforthespaceofaweek,shehadstillthesamefeelingwhenitdidcome。
  Onreceivingit,shecouldinstantlydecideonitscontaininglittlewriting,andwaspersuadedofitshavingtheairofaletterofhasteandbusiness。
  Itsobjectwasunquestionable;andtwomomentswereenoughtostarttheprobabilityofitsbeingmerelytogivehernoticethattheyshouldbeinPortsmouththatveryday,andtothrowherintoalltheagitationofdoubtingwhatsheoughttodoinsuchacase。
  Iftwomoments,however,cansurroundwithdifficulties,athirdcandispersethem;andbeforeshehadopenedtheletter,thepossibilityofMr。andMissCrawford’shavingappliedtoheruncleandobtainedhispermissionwasgivingherease。Thiswastheletter——
  “Amostscandalous,ill-naturedrumourhasjustreachedme,andIwrite,dearFanny,towarnyouagainstgivingtheleastcredittoit,shoulditspreadintothecountry。
  Dependuponit,thereissomemistake,andthatadayortwowillclearitup;atanyrate,thatHenryisblameless,andinspiteofamoment’s_etourderie_,thinksofnobodybutyou。Saynotawordofit;hearnothing,surmisenothing,whispernothingtillIwriteagain。
  Iamsureitwillbeallhushedup,andnothingprovedbutRushworth’sfolly。Iftheyaregone,IwouldlaymylifetheyareonlygonetoMansfieldPark,andJuliawiththem。Butwhywouldnotyouletuscomeforyou?
  Iwishyoumaynotrepentit——Yours,etc。“
  Fannystoodaghast。Asnoscandalous,ill-naturedrumourhadreachedher,itwasimpossibleforhertounderstandmuchofthisstrangeletter。ShecouldonlyperceivethatitmustrelatetoWimpoleStreetandMr。Crawford,andonlyconjecturethatsomethingveryimprudenthadjustoccurredinthatquartertodrawthenoticeoftheworld,andtoexciteherjealousy,inMissCrawford’sapprehension,ifsheheardit。MissCrawfordneednotbealarmedforher。ShewasonlysorryforthepartiesconcernedandforMansfield,ifthereportshouldspreadsofar;
  butshehopeditmightnot。IftheRushworthsweregonethemselvestoMansfield,aswastobeinferredfromwhatMissCrawfordsaid,itwasnotlikelythatanythingunpleasantshouldhaveprecededthem,oratleastshouldmakeanyimpression。
  AstoMr。Crawford,shehopeditmightgivehimaknowledgeofhisowndisposition,convincehimthathewasnotcapableofbeingsteadilyattachedtoanyonewomanintheworld,andshamehimfrompersistinganylongerinaddressingherself。
  Itwasverystrange!Shehadbeguntothinkhereallylovedher,andtofancyhisaffectionforhersomethingmorethancommon;andhissisterstillsaidthathecaredfornobodyelse。Yettheremusthavebeensomemarkeddisplayofattentionstohercousin,theremusthavebeensomestrongindiscretion,sincehercorrespondentwasnotofasorttoregardaslightone。
  Veryuncomfortableshewas,andmustcontinue,tillsheheardfromMissCrawfordagain。Itwasimpossibletobanishtheletterfromherthoughts,andshecouldnotrelieveherselfbyspeakingofittoanyhumanbeing。
  MissCrawfordneednothaveurgedsecrecywithsomuchwarmth;
  shemighthavetrustedtohersenseofwhatwasduetohercousin。
  Thenextdaycameandbroughtnosecondletter。
  Fannywasdisappointed。Shecouldstillthinkoflittleelseallthemorning;but,whenherfathercamebackintheafternoonwiththedailynewspaperasusual,shewassofarfromexpectinganyelucidationthroughsuchachannelthatthesubjectwasforamomentoutofherhead。
  Shewasdeepinothermusing。Theremembranceofherfirsteveninginthatroom,ofherfatherandhisnewspaper,cameacrossher。Nocandlewasnowwanted。
  Thesunwasyetanhourandhalfabovethehorizon。
  Shefeltthatshehad,indeed,beenthreemonthsthere;
  andthesun’sraysfallingstronglyintotheparlour,insteadofcheering,madeherstillmoremelancholy,forsunshineappearedtoheratotallydifferentthinginatownandinthecountry。Here,itspowerwasonlyaglare:astifling,sicklyglare,servingbuttobringforwardstainsanddirtthatmightotherwisehaveslept。
  Therewasneitherhealthnorgaietyinsunshineinatown。
  Shesatinablazeofoppressiveheat,inacloudofmovingdust,andhereyescouldonlywanderfromthewalls,markedbyherfather’shead,tothetablecutandnotchedbyherbrothers,wherestoodthetea-boardneverthoroughlycleaned,thecupsandsaucerswipedinstreaks,themilkamixtureofmotesfloatinginthinblue,andthebreadandbuttergrowingeveryminutemoregreasythanevenRebecca’shandshadfirstproducedit。
  Herfatherreadhisnewspaper,andhermotherlamentedovertheraggedcarpetasusual,whiletheteawasinpreparation,andwishedRebeccawouldmendit;
  andFannywasfirstrousedbyhiscallingouttoher,afterhumphingandconsideringoveraparticularparagraph:
  “What’sthenameofyourgreatcousinsintown,Fan?“
  Amoment’srecollectionenabledhertosay,“Rushworth,sir。“
  “Anddon’ttheyliveinWimpoleStreet?“
  “Yes,sir。“
  “Then,there’sthedeviltopayamongthem,that’sall!
  There“holdingoutthepapertoher;“muchgoodmaysuchfinerelationsdoyou。Idon’tknowwhatSirThomasmaythinkofsuchmatters;hemaybetoomuchofthecourtierandfinegentlemantolikehisdaughtertheless。But,byG——
  !ifshebelongedto_me_,I’dgivehertherope’sendaslongasIcouldstandoverher。Alittlefloggingformanandwomantoowouldbethebestwayofpreventingsuchthings。“
  Fannyreadtoherselfthat“itwaswithinfiniteconcernthenewspaperhadtoannouncetotheworldamatrimonial_fracas_inthefamilyofMr。R。ofWimpoleStreet;
  thebeautifulMrs。R。,whosenamehadnotlongbeenenrolledinthelistsofHymen,andwhohadpromisedtobecomesobrilliantaleaderinthefashionableworld,havingquittedherhusband’sroofincompanywiththewell-knownandcaptivatingMr。C。,theintimatefriendandassociateofMr。R。,anditwasnotknowneventotheeditorofthenewspaperwhithertheyweregone。“
  “Itisamistake,sir,“saidFannyinstantly;“itmustbeamistake,itcannotbetrue;itmustmeansomeotherpeople。“
  Shespokefromtheinstinctivewishofdelayingshame;
  shespokewitharesolutionwhichsprungfromdespair,forshespokewhatshedidnot,couldnotbelieveherself。
  Ithadbeentheshockofconvictionassheread。Thetruthrushedonher;andhowshecouldhavespokenatall,howshecouldevenhavebreathed,wasafterwardsmatterofwondertoherself。
  Mr。Pricecaredtoolittleaboutthereporttomakehermuchanswer。“Itmightbeallalie,“heacknowledged;
  “butsomanyfineladiesweregoingtothedevilnowadaysthatway,thattherewasnoansweringforanybody。“
  “Indeed,Ihopeitisnottrue,“saidMrs。Priceplaintively;
  “itwouldbesoveryshocking!IfIhavespokenoncetoRebeccaaboutthatcarpet,IamsureIhavespokeatleastadozentimes;havenotI,Betsey?Anditwouldnotbetenminutes’work。“
  ThehorrorofamindlikeFanny’s,asitreceivedtheconvictionofsuchguilt,andbegantotakeinsomepartofthemiserythatmustensue,canhardlybedescribed。
  Atfirst,itwasasortofstupefaction;buteverymomentwasquickeningherperceptionofthehorribleevil。
  Shecouldnotdoubt,shedarednotindulgeahope,oftheparagraphbeingfalse。MissCrawford’sletter,whichshehadreadsooftenastomakeeverylineherown,wasinfrightfulconformitywithit。Hereagerdefenceofherbrother,herhopeofitsbeing_hushed__up_,herevidentagitation,wereallofapiecewithsomethingverybad;andiftherewasawomanofcharacterinexistence,whocouldtreatasatriflethissinofthefirstmagnitude,whowouldtrytoglossitover,anddesiretohaveitunpunished,shecouldbelieveMissCrawfordtobethewoman!
  Nowshecouldseeherownmistakeasto_who_weregone,or_said_tobegone。ItwasnotMr。andMrs。Rushworth;
  itwasMrs。RushworthandMr。Crawford。