andsohewenton;buttounheedingears,whichyetretainedhiswordstoponderon;wordsnotforimmediateuseinconveyingsense,buttobelaidby,inthestore-houseofmemory,foramoreconvenientseason。Thedoctorseeingthestateofthecase,grievedfortheman;and,verysleepy,thoughtitbesttogo,andaccordinglywishedhimgood-night——buttherewasnoanswer,sohelethimselfout;andBartonsaton,likeastockorastone,sorigid,sostill。Heheardthesoundsabove,too,andknewwhattheymeant。Heheardthestiffunseasoneddrawer,inwhichhiswifekeptherclothes,pulledopen。Hesawtheneighbourcomedown,andblunderaboutinsearchofsoapandwater。Heknewwellwhatshewanted,andwhyshewantedthem,buthedidnotspeak,noroffertohelp。Atlastshewent,withsomekindly-meantwordsatextofcomfort,whichfelluponadeafenedear,andsomethingabout“Mary,“butwhichMaryhecouldnottell,inhisbewilderedstate。Hetriedtorealiseit——tothinkitpossible。Andthenhismindwanderedofftootherdays,tofardifferenttimes。Hethoughtoftheircourtship;
  ofhisfirstseeingher,anawkwardbeautifulrustic,fartooshiftlessforthedelicatefactoryworktowhichshewasapprenticed;ofhisfirstgifttoher,abeadneck-lace,whichhadlongagobeenputby,inoneofthedeepdrawersofthedresser,tobekeptforMary。Hewonderedifitwasthereyet,andwithastrangecuriosityhegotuptofeelforit;forthefirebythistimewaswell-nighout,andcandlehehadnone。Hisgropinghandfellonthepiled-uptea-things,whichathisdesireshehadleftunwashedtillmorning——theywereallsotired。Hewasremindedofoneofthedailylittleactions,whichacquiresuchpowerwhentheyhavebeenperformedforthelasttime,byonewelove。Hebegantothinkoverhiswife’sdailyroundofduties;andsomethingintheremembrancethatthesewouldnevermorebedonebyher,touchedthesourceoftears,andhecriedaloud。PoorMary,meanwhile,hadmechanicallyhelpedtheneighbourinallthelastattentionstothedead;andwhenshewaskissedandspokentosoothingly,tearsstolequietlydownhercheeks:butshereservedtheluxuryofafullburstofgrieftillsheshouldbealone。Sheshutthechamber-doorsoftly,aftertheneighbourhadgone,andthenshookthebedbywhichshekneltwithheragonyofsorrow。Sherepeated,overandoveragain,thesamewords;thesamevain,unansweredaddresstoherwhowasnomore。“Oh,mother!mother,areyoureallydead!Oh,mother,mother!“Atlastshestopped,becauseitflashedacrosshermindthatherviolenceofgriefmightdisturbherfather。Allwasstillbelow。Shelookedonthefacesochanged,andyetsostrangelylike。Shebentdowntokissit。Thecold,unyieldingfleshstruckashuddertoherheart,andhastilyobeyingherimpulse,shegraspedthecandle,andopenedthedoor。Thensheheardthesobsofherfather’sgrief;andquickly,quietly,stealingdownthesteps,shekneltbyhim,andkissedhishand。Hetooknonoticeatfirst,forhisburstofgriefwouldnotbecontrolled。Butwhenhershrillersobs,herterrifiedcrieswhichshecouldnotrepress,roseuponhisear,hecheckedhimself。“Child,wemustbealltooneanothernowsheisgone,“whisperedhe。“Oh,father,whatcanIdoforyou?Dotellme!I’lldoanything。““Iknowthouwilt。Thoumustnotfretthyselfill,that’sthefirstthingIask。Thoumustleaveme,andgotobednow,likeagoodgirlasthouart。““Leaveyou,fatherIoh,don’tsayso。““Ay,butthoumust!thoumustgotobed,andtryandsleep;thou’lthaveenoughtodoandtobear,poorwench,to-morrow。“Marygotup,kissedherfather,andsadlywentupstairstothelittlecloset,wheresheslept。Shethoughtitwasofnouseundressing,forthatshecouldnever,Leversleep,sothrewherselfonherbedinherclothes,andbeforetenminuteshadpassedaway,thepassionategriefofyouthhadsubsidedintosleep。Bartonhadbeenrousedbyhisdaughter’sentrance,bothfromhisstuporandfromhisuncontrollablesorrow。Hecouldthinkonwhatwastobedone,couldplanforthefuneral,couldcalculatethenecessityofsoonreturningtohiswork,astheextravaganceofthepastnightwouldleavethemshortofmoney,ifhelongremainedawayfromthemill。Hewasinaclub,sothatmoneyvasprovidedfortheburial。Thesethingssettledinusownmind,herecalledthedoctor’swords,andbitterlythoughtoftheshockhispoorwifehadsorecentlyhad,inthemysteriousdisappearanceofhercherishedsister。HisfeelingstowardsEstheralmostamountedtocurses。
  Itwasshewhohadbroughtonallthissorrow。Hergiddiness,herlightnessofconduct,hadwroughtthiswoe。Hispreviousthoughtsaboutherhadbeentingedwithwonderandpity,butnowhehardenedhisheartagainstherforever。OneofthegoodinfluencesoverJohnBarton’slifehaddepartedthatnight。
  Oneofthetieswhichboundhimdowntothegentlehumanitiesofearthwasloosened,andhenceforwardtheneighboursallremarkedhewasachangedman。Hisgloomandhissternnessbecamehabitualinsteadofoccasional。
  Hewasmoreobstinate。ButnevertoMary。Betweenthefatherandthedaughterthereexistedinfullforcethatmysteriousbondwhichunitesthosewhohavebeenlovedbyonewhoisnowdeadandgone。Whilehewasharshandsilenttoothers,hehumouredMarywithtenderlove;shehadmoreofherownwaythaniscommoninanyrankwithgirlsofherage。Partofthiswasthenecessityofthecase;for,ofcourse,allthemoneywentthroughherhands,andthehouseholdarrangementswereguidedbyherwillandpleasure。
  Butpartwasherfather’sindulgence,forhelefther,withfulltrustinherunusualsenseandspirit,tochooseherownassociates,andherowntimesforseeingthem。Withallthis,Maryhadnotherfather’sconfidenceinthematterswhichnowbegantooccupyhim,heartandsoul;shewasawarethathehadjoinedclubs,andbecomeanactivememberofatrades’union,butitwashardlylikelythatagirlofMary’sageevenwhentwoorthreeyearshadelapsedsincehermother’sdeathshouldcaremuchforthedifferencesbetweentheemployersandtheemployed,——aneternalsubjectforagitationinthemanufacturingdistricts,which,howeveritmaybelulledforatime,issuretobreakforthagainwithfreshviolenceatanydepressionoftrade,showingthatinitsapparentquiet,theasheshadstillsmoulderedinthebreastsofafew。AmongthesefewwasJohnBarton。Atalltimesitisabewilderingthingtothepoorweavertoseehisemployerremovingfromhousetohouse,eachonegranderthanthelast,tillheendsinbuildingonemoremagnificentthanall,orwithdrawshismoneyfromtheconcern,orsellshismill,tobuyanestateinthecountry,whileallthetimetheweaver,whothinksheandhisfellowsaretherealmakersofthiswealth,isstrugglingonforbreadforhischildren,throughthevicissitudesofloweredwages,shorthours,fewerhandsemployed,etc。Andwhenheknowstradeisbad,andcouldunderstandatleastpartiallythattherearenotbuyersenoughinthemarkettopurchasethegoodsalreadymade,andconsequentlythatthereisnodemandformore;whenhewouldbearandenduremuchwithoutcomplaining,couldhealsoseethathisemployerswerebearingtheirshare;
  heis,Isay,bewilderedandtousehisownword“aggravated“toseethatallgoesonjustasusualwiththemill-owners。Largehousesarestilloccupied,whilespinners’andweavers’cottagesstandempty,becausethefamiliesthatoncefilledthemareobligedtoliveinroomsorcellars。
  Carriagesstillrollalongthestreets,concertsarestillcrowdedbysubscribers,theshopsforexpensiveluxuriesstillfinddailycustomers,whiletheworkmanloitersawayhisunemployedtimeinwatchingthesethings,andthinkingofthepale,uncomplainingwifeathome,andthewailingchildrenaskinginvainforenoughoffood,——ofthesinkinghealth,ofthedyinglifeofthosenearanddeartohim。Thecontrastistoogreat。Whyshouldhealonesufferfrombadtimes?Iknowthatthisisnotreallythecase;andIknowwhatisthetruthinsuchmatters:butwhatIwishtoimpressiswhattheworkmanfeelsandthinks。True,thatwithchild-likeimprovidence,goodtimeswilloftendissipatehisgrumbling,andmakehimforgetallprudenceandforesight。Butthereareearnestmenamongthesepeople,menwhohaveenduredwrongswithoutcomplaining,butwithouteverforgettingorforgivingthosewhotheybelievehavecausedallthiswoe。AmongthesewasJohnBarton。Hisparentshadsuffered;hismotherhaddiedfromabsolutewantofthenecessariesoflife。Hehimselfwasagood,steadyworkman,and,assuch,prettycertainofsteadyemployment。Buthespentallhegotwiththeconfidenceyoumayalsocallitimprovidenceofonewhowaswilling,andbelievedhimselfable,tosupplyallhiswantsbyhisownexertions。Andwhenhismastersuddenlyfailed,andallhandsinthemillwereturnedback,oneTuesdaymorning,withthenewsthatMrHunterhadstopped,Bartonhadonlyafewshillingstorelyon;buthehadgoodheartofbeingemployedatsomeothermill,andaccordingly,beforereturninghome,hespentsomehoursingoingfromfactorytofactory,askingforwork。Butateverymillwassomesignofdepressionoftrade;somewereworkingshorthours,somewereturningoffhands,andforweeksBartonwasoutofwork,livingoncredit。Itwasduringthistimethathislittleson,theappleofhiseye,thecynosureofallhisstrongpoweroflove,fellillofthescarletfever。Theydraggedhimthroughthecrisis,buthislifehungonagossamerthread。Everything,thedoctorsaid,dependedongoodnourishment,ongenerousliving,tokeepupthelittlefellow’sstrength,intheprostrationinwhichthefeverhadlefthim。Mockingwords!
  whenthecommonestfoodinthehousewouldnotfurnishonelittlemeal。
  Bartontriedcredit;butitwaswornoutatthelittleprovisionshops,whichwerenowsufferingintheirturn。Hethoughtitwouldbenosintosteal,andwouldhavestolen;buthecouldnotgettheopportunityinthefewdaysthechildlingered。Hungryhimself,almosttoananimalpitchofravenousness,butwiththebodilypainswallowedupinanxietyforhislittlesinkinglad,hestoodatoneoftheshopwindowswherealledibleluxuriesaredisplayed;haunchesofvenison,Stiltoncheeses,mouldsofjelly——allappetisingsightstothecommonpasser-by。AndoutofthisshopcameMrsHunter!Shecrossedtohercarriage,followedbytheshopmanloadedwithpurchasesforaparty。Thedoorwasquicklyslammedto,andshedroveaway;andBartonreturnedhomewithabitterspiritofwrathinhisheart,toseehisonlyboyacorpse!Youcanfancy,now,thehoardsofvengeanceinhisheartagainsttheemployers。
  Forthereareneverwantingthosewho,eitherinspeechorinprint,findittheirinteresttocherishsuchfeelingsintheworkingclasses;whoknowhowandwhentorousethedangerouspowerattheircommand;andwhousetheirknowledgewithunrelentingpurposetoeitherparty。SowhileMarytookherownway,growingmorespiritedeveryday,andgrowinginherbeautytoo,herfatherwaschairmanatmanyatradesunionmeeting,afriendofdelegates,andambitiousofbeingadelegatehimself;aChartist;
  andreadytodoanythingforhisorder。Butnowtimesweregood;andallthesefeelingsweretheoretical,notpractical。
  HismostpracticalthoughtwasgettingMaryapprenticedtoadress-maker;
  forhehadneverleftoffdislikingafactorylifeforagirl,onmoreaccountsthanone。Marymustdosomething。Thefactoriesbeing,asIsaid,outofthequestion,thereweretwothingsopen——goingouttoservice,andthedressmakingbusiness;
  andagainstthefirstofthese,Marysetherselfwithalltheforceofherstrongwill。Whatthatwillmighthavebeenabletoachievehadherfatherbeenagainsther,Icannottell;buthedislikedtheideaofpartingwithher,whowasthelightofhishearththevoiceofhisotherwisesilenthome。Besides,withhisideasandfeelingstowardsthehigherclasses,heconsidereddomesticservitudeasaspeciesofslavery;apamperingofartificialwantsontheoneside,agiving-upofeveryrightofleisurebydayandquietrestbynightontheother。Howfarhisstrongexaggeratedfeelingshadanyfoundationintruth,itisforyoutojudge。IamafraidthatMary’sdeterminationnottogotoservicearosefromfarlesssensiblethoughtsonthesubjectthanherfather’s。Threeyearsofindependenceofactionsincehermother’sdeathsuchatimehadnowelapsedhadlittleinclinedhertosubmittorulesastohoursandassociates,toregulateherdressbyamistress’sideasofpropriety,toLosethedearfeminineprivilegesofgossipingwithamerryneighbour,andworkingnightanddaytohelponewhowassorrowful。Besidesallthis,thesayingsofherabsent,themysteriousauntEsther,hadanacknowledgedinfluenceoverMary。Sheknewshewasverypretty;thefactorypeopleastheypouredfromthemills,andintheirfreedomtoldthetruthwhateveritmightbetoeverypasser-by,hadearlyetMaryintothesecretofherbeauty。Iftheirremarkshadfallenonanunheedingear,therewerealwaysyoungmenenough,inadifferentrankfromherown,whowerewillingtocomplimenttheprettyweaver’sdaughterastheymetherinthestreets。Besides,trustagirlofsixteenforknowingitwellifsheispretty;concerningherplainnessshemaybeignorant。