ingrobes,sittinglikeaBiblicalfigure,incongruously,onayellowtintrunkcordedwitharopeoftwistedrattan.Thefather,unmoved,putouthishandtopatthelittleshavenpollprotectingly.
XI
Sternecrossedthedeckuponthetrackofthechiefengineer.Jack,thesecond,retreatingbackwardsdowntheengine—roomladder,andstillwipinghishands,treatedhimtoanincomprehensiblegrinofwhiteteethoutofhisgrimyhardface;Massywasnowheretobeseen.Hemusthavegonestraightintohisberth.
Sternescratchedatthedoorsoftly,then,puttinghislipstotheroseoftheventilator,said——
"Imustspeaktoyou,Mr.Massy.Justgivemeaminuteortwo."
"Iambusy.Goawayfrommydoor."
"Butpray,Mr.Massy"
"Yougoaway.D’youhear?Takeyourselfoffalto—
gether——totheotherendoftheship——quiteaway"
Thevoiceinsidedroppedlow."Tothedevil."
Sternepaused:thenveryquietly——
"It’sratherpressing.Whendoyouthinkyouwillbeatliberty,sir?"
Theanswertothiswasanexasperated"Never";andatonceSterne,withaveryfirmexpressionofface,turnedthehandle.
Mr.Massy’sstateroom——anarrow,one—berthcabin——
smeltstronglyofsoap,andpresentedtoviewaswept,dusted,unadornedneatness,notsomuchbareasbarren,notsomuchsevereasstarvedandlackinginhumanity,likethewardofapublichospital,orrather(owingtothesmallsize)likethecleanretreatofadesperatelypoorbutexemplaryperson.Notasinglephotographframeornamentedthebulkheads;notasinglearticleofclothing,notasmuchasasparecap,hungfromthebrasshooks.Alltheinsidewaspaintedinoneplaintintofpaleblue;twobigsea—chestsinsailclothcoversandwithironpadlocksfittedexactlyinthespaceunderthebunk.Oneglancewasenoughtoembraceallthestripofscrubbedplankswithinthefourunconcealedcorners.Theabsenceoftheusualsetteewasstriking;
theteak—woodtopofthewashing—standseemedhermeti—
callyclosed,andsowasthelidofthewriting—desk,whichprotrudedfromthepartitionatthefootofthebed—place,containingamattressasthinasapancakeunderathreadbareblanketwithafadedredstripe,andafoldedmosquito—netagainstthenightsspentinharbor.
Therewasnotascrapofpaperanywhereinsight,nobootsonthefloor,nolitterofanysort,notaspeckofdustanywhere;notracesofpipe—asheven,which,inaheavysmoker,wasmorallyrevolting,likeamanifesta—
tionofextremehypocrisy;andthebottomoftheoldwoodenarm—chair(theonlyseatthere),polishedwithmuchuse,shoneasifitsshabbinesshadbeenwaxed.
Thescreenofleavesonthebank,passingasifunrolledendlesslyintheroundopeningoftheport,sentawaver—
ingnetworkoflightandshadeintotheplace.
Sterne,holdingthedooropenwithonehand,hadthrustinhisheadandshoulders.AtthisamazingintrusionMassy,whowasdoingabsolutelynothing,jumpedupspeechless.
"Don’tcallnames,"murmuredSternehurriedly."I
won’tbecallednames.Ithinkofnothingbutyourgood,Mr.Massy."
Apauseasofextremeastonishmentfollowed.Theybothseemedtohavelosttheirtongues.Thenthematewentonwithadiscreetglibness.
"Yousimplycouldn’tconceivewhat’sgoingononboardyourship.Itwouldn’tenteryourheadforamoment.Youaretoogood——too——tooupright,Mr.
Massy,tosuspectanybodyofsuchaIt’senoughtomakeyourhairstandonend."
Hewatchedfortheeffect:Massyseemeddazed,un—
comprehending.Heonlypassedthepalmofhishandonthecoal—blackwispsplasteredacrossthetopofhishead.Inatonesuddenlychangedtoconfidentialau—
dacitySternehastenedon.
"Rememberthatthere’sonlysixweekslefttorun"Theotherwaslookingathimstonily
"soanyhowyoushallrequireacaptainfortheshipbeforelong."
Thenonly,asifthatsuggestionhadscarifiedhisfleshinthemannerofred—hotiron,Massygaveastartandseemedreadytoshriek.Hecontainedhimselfbyagreateffort.
"Requireacaptain,"herepeatedwithscathingslow—
ness."Whorequiresacaptain?YoudaretotellmethatIneedanyofyouhumbuggingsailorstorunmyship.Youandyourlikeshavebeenfatteningonmeforyears.Itwouldhavehurtmelesstothrowmymoneyoverboard.Pam——pe——redus——e——lessf—f—f—frauds.Theoldshipknowsasmuchasthebestofyou."Hesnappedhisteethaudiblyandgrowledthroughthem,"Thesillylawrequiresacaptain."
Sternehadtakenheartofgracemeantime.
"Andthesillyinsurancepeopletoo,aswell,"hesaidlightly."Butnevermindthat.WhatIwanttoaskis:Whyshouldn’t_I_do,sir?Idon’tsaybutyoucouldtakeasteamerabouttheworldaswellasanyofussailors.Idon’tpretendtotellYOUthatitisaverygreattrick"Heemittedashort,hollowguffaw,familiarly"Ididn’tmakethelaw——butthereitis;andIamanactiveyoungfellow!Iquiteholdwithyourideas;Iknowyourwaysbythistime,Mr.Massy.
Iwouldn’ttrytogivemyselfairslikethat——that——erlazyspecimenofanoldmanupthere."
Heputamarkedemphasisonthelastsentence,toleadMassyawayfromthetrackincasebuthedidnotdoubtofnowholdinghissuccess.Thechiefengineerseemednonplused,likeaslowmaninvitedtocatchholdofawhirligigofsomesort.
"Whatyouwant,sir,isachapwithnononsenseabouthim,whowouldbecontenttobeyoursailing—master.
Quiteright,too.Well,IamfitfortheworkasmuchasthatSerang.Becausethat’swhatitamountsto.
Doyouknow,sir,thatadam’Malaylikeamonkeyisinchargeofyourship——andnooneelse.Justlistentohisfeetpit—pattingaboveusonthebridge——realofficerincharge.He’stakingheruptheriverwhilethegreatmaniswallowinginthechair——perhapsasleep;
andifheis,thatwouldnotmakeitmuchworseeither——
takemywordforit."
Hetriedtothrusthimselffartherin.Massy,withloweredforehead,onehandgraspingthebackofthearm—chair,didnotbudge.
"Youthink,sir,thatthemanhasgotyoutightinhisagreement"Massyraisedaheavysnarlingfaceatthis"Well,sir,onecan’thelphearingofitonboard.It’snosecret.Andithasbeenthetalkonshoreforyears;fellowshavebeenmakingbetsaboutit.No,sir!It’sYOUwhohavegothimatyourmercy.Youwillsaythatyoucan’tdismisshimforindolence.Difficulttoproveincourt,andsoon.Why,yes.Butifyousaytheword,sir,Icantellyousome—
thingabouthisindolencethatwillgiveyoutheclearrighttofirehimoutonthespotandputmeinchargefortherestofthisverytrip——yes,sir,beforeweleaveBatuBeru——andmakehimpayadollaradayforhiskeeptillwegetback,ifyoulike.Now,whatdoyouthinkofthat?Come,sir.Saytheword.It’sreallywellworthyourwhile,andIamquitereadytotakeyourbareword.Adefinitestatementfromyouwouldbeasgoodasabond."
Hiseyesbegantoshine.Heinsisted.Asimplestate—
ment,——andhethoughttohimselfthathewouldman—
agesomehowtostickinhisberthaslongasitsuitedhim.Hewouldmakehimselfindispensable;theshiphadabadnameinherport;itwouldbeeasytoscarethefellowsoff.Massywouldhavetokeephim.
"Adefinitestatementfrommewouldbeenough,"
Massyrepeatedslowly.
"Yes,sir.Itwould."Sternestuckouthischincheerilyandblinkedatclosequarterswiththatuncon—
sciousimpudencewhichhadthepowertoenrageMassybeyondanything.
Theengineerspokeverydistinctly.
"Listenwelltome,then,Mr.Sterne:Iwouldn’t——
d’yehear?——Iwouldn’tpromiseyouthevalueoftwopenceforanythingYOUcantellme."
HestruckSterne’sarmawaywithasmartblow,andcatchingholdofthehandlepulledthedoorto.Theterrificslamdarkenedthecabininstantaneouslytohiseyeasifaftertheflashofanexplosion.Atoncehedroppedintothechair."Oh,no!Youdon’t!"hewhisperedfaintly.
Theshiphadinthatplacetoshavethebanksoclosethatthegiganticwallofleavescameglidinglikeashutteragainsttheport;thedarknessoftheprimevalforestseemedtoflowintothatbarecabinwiththeodorofrottingleaves,ofsoddensoil——thestrongmuddysmellofthelivingearthsteaminguncoveredafterthepass—
ingofadeluge.Thebushesswishedloudlyalongside;
abovetherewasaseriesofcracklingsounds,withasharprainofsmallbrokenbranchesfallingonthebridge;acreeperwithagreatrustlesnappedontheheadofaboatdavit,andalong,luxuriantgreentwigactuallywhippedinandoutoftheopenport,leavingbehindafewtornleavesthatremainedsuddenlyatrestonMr.Massy’sblanket.Then,theshipsheeringoutinthestream,thelightbegantoreturnbutdidnotaugmentbeyondasubduedclearness:forthesunwasverylowalready,andtheriver,wendingitssinuouscoursethroughamultitudeofseculartreesasifatthebottomofaprecipitousgorge,hadbeenalreadyin—
vadedbyadeepeninggloom——theswiftprecursorofthenight.
"Oh,no,youdon’t!"murmuredtheengineeragain.
Hislipstrembledalmostimperceptibly;hishandstoo,alittle:andtocalmhimselfheopenedthewriting—desk,spreadoutasheetofthingrayishpapercoveredwithamassofprintedfiguresandbegantoscanthemat—
tentivelyforthetwentiethtimethistripatleast.
Withhiselbowspropped,hisheadbetweenhishands,heseemedtolosehimselfinthestudyofanabstruseprobleminmathematics.Itwasthelistofthewinningnumbersfromthelastdrawingofthegreatlotterywhichhadbeentheoneinspiringfactofsomanyyearsofhisexistence.Theconceptionofalifedeprivedofthatperiodicalsheetofpaperhadslippedawayfromhimentirely,asanotherman,accordingtohisnature,wouldnothavebeenabletoconceiveaworldwithoutfreshair,withoutactivity,orwithoutaffection.A
greatpileofflimsysheetshadbeengrowingforyearsinhisdesk,whiletheSofala,drivenbythefaithfulJack,woreoutherboilersintrampingupanddowntheStraits,fromcapetocape,fromrivertoriver,frombaytobay;accumulatingbythathardlaborofanoverworked,starvedshiptheblackenedmassofthesedocuments.Massykeptthemunderlockandkeylikeatreasure.Therewasinthem,asintheexperienceoflife,thefascinationofhope,theexcitementofahalf—
penetratedmystery,thelongingofahalf—satisfieddesire.
Fordaystogether,onatrip,hewouldshuthimselfupinhisberthwiththem:thethumpofthetoilingenginespulsatedinhisear;andhewouldwearyhisbrainporingovertherowsofdisconnectedfigures,be—
wilderingbytheirsenselesssequence,resemblingthehazardsofdestinyitself.Henourishedaconvictionthattheremustbesomelogiclurkingsomewhereintheresultsofchance.Hethoughthehadseenitsveryform.Hisheadswam;hislimbsached;hepuffedathispipemechanically;acontemplativestuporwouldsoothethefretfulnessofhistemper,likethepassivebodilyquietudeprocuredbyadrug,whiletheintellectremainstenselyonthestretch.Nine,nine,aught,four,two.Hemadeanote.Thenextwinningnumberofthegreatprizewasforty—seventhousandandfive.ThesenumbersofcoursewouldhavetobeavoidedinthefuturewhenwritingtoManillaforthetickets.Hemumbled,pencilinhand"andfive.Hmhm."Hewettedhisfinger:thepapersrustled.Ha!Butwhat’sthis?Threeyearsago,intheSeptemberdrawing,itwasnumbernine,aught,four,twothattookthefirstprize.Mostremarkable.Therewasahintthereofadefiniterule!Hewasafraidofmissingsomereconditeprincipleintheoverwhelmingwealthofhismaterial.
Whatcoulditbe?andforhalfanhourhewouldremaindeadstill,bentlowoverthedesk,withouttwitchingamuscle.Athisbackthewholeberthwouldbethickwithaheavybodyofsmoke,asifabombhadburstinthere,unnoticed,unheard.
Atlasthewouldlockupthedeskwiththedecisionofunshakenconfidence,jumpandgoout.Hewouldwalkswiftlybackandforthonthatpartoftheforedeckwhichwaskeptclearofthelumberandofthebodiesofthenativepassengers.Theywereagreatnuisance,buttheywerealsoasourceofprofitthatcouldnotbedis—
dained.HeneededeverypennyofprofittheSofalacouldmake.Littleenoughitwas,inallconscience!
Theincertitudeofchancegavehimnoconcern,sincehehadsomehowarrivedattheconvictionthat,inthecourseofyears,everynumberwasboundtohavehiswinningturn.Itwassimplyamatteroftimeandoftakingasmanyticketsashecouldaffordforeverydrawing.Hegenerallytookrathermore;alltheearn—
ingsoftheshipwentthatway,andalsothewagesheallowedhimselfaschiefengineer.Itwasthewageshepaidtoothersthathebegrudgedwithareasonedandatthesametimeapassionateregret.Hescowledatthelascarswiththeirdeckbrooms,atthequarter—
mastersrubbingthebrassrailswithgreasyrags;hewaseagertoshakehisfistandroarabuseinbadMalayatthepoorcarpenter——atimid,sickly,opium—fuddledChinaman,inloosebluedrawersforallcostume,whoinvariablydroppedhistoolsandfledbelow,withstream—
ingtailandshakingallover,beforethefuryofthat"devil."Butitwaswhenheraiseduphiseyestothebridgewhereoneofthesesailorfraudswasalwaysplantedbylawinchargeofhisshipthathefeltalmostdizzywithrage.Heabominatedthemall;itwasanoldfeud,fromthetimehefirstwenttosea,anun—
lickedcubwithagreatopinionofhimself,intheengine—room.Theslightsthathadbeenputuponhim.
Thepersecutionshehadsufferedatthehandsofskip—
pers——ofabsolutenobodiesinasteamshipafterall.
Andnowthathehadrisentobeashipownertheywerestillaplaguetohim:hehadabsolutelytopayawaypreciousmoneytotheconceiteduselessloafers:——Asifafullyqualifiedengineer——whowastheowneraswell——
werenotfittobetrustedwiththewholechargeofaship.Well!hemadeitprettywarmforthem;butitwasapoorconsolation.Hehadcomeintimetohatetheshiptoofortherepairssherequired,forthecoal—
billshehadtopay,forthepoorbeggarlyfreightssheearned.Hewouldclenchhishandashewalkedandhittherailasuddenblow,viciously,asthoughshecouldbemadetofeelpain.Andyethecouldnotdowithouter;heneededher;hemusthangontohertoothandnailtokeephisheadabovewatertilltheexpectedfloodoffortunecamesweepingupandlandedhimsafelyonthehighshoreofhisambition.
Itwasnowtodonothing,nothingwhatever,andhaveplentyofmoneytodoiton.Hehadtastedofpower,thehighestformofithislimitedexperiencewasawareof——thepowerofshipowning.Whatadeception!
Vanityofvanities!Hewonderedathisfolly.Hehadthrownawaythesubstancefortheshadow.Ofthegratificationofwealthhedidnotknowenoughtoexcitehisimaginationwithanyvisionsofluxury.Howcouldhe——thechildofadrunkenboiler—maker——goingstraightfromtheworkshopintotheengine—roomofanorth—countrycollier!Butthenotionoftheabsoluteidlenessofwealthhecouldverywellconceive.Hereveledinit,toforgethispresenttroubles;heimaginedhimselfwalkingaboutthestreetsofHull(heknewtheirgutterswellasaboy)withhispocketsfullofsov—
ereigns.Hewouldbuyhimselfahouse;hismarriedsisters,theirhusbands,hisoldworkshopchums,wouldrenderhiminfinitehomage.Therewouldbenothingtothinkof.Hiswordwouldbelaw.Hehadbeenoutofworkforalongtimebeforehewonhisprize,andherememberedhowCarloMariani(commonlyknownasPaunchyCharley),theMaltesehotel—keeperattheslummyendofDenhamStreet,hadcringedjoyfullybeforehimintheevening,whenthenewshadcome.
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