ingrobes,sittinglikeaBiblicalfigure,incongruously,onayellowtintrunkcordedwitharopeoftwistedrattan.Thefather,unmoved,putouthishandtopatthelittleshavenpollprotectingly.
  XI
  Sternecrossedthedeckuponthetrackofthechiefengineer.Jack,thesecond,retreatingbackwardsdowntheengine—roomladder,andstillwipinghishands,treatedhimtoanincomprehensiblegrinofwhiteteethoutofhisgrimyhardface;Massywasnowheretobeseen.Hemusthavegonestraightintohisberth.
  Sternescratchedatthedoorsoftly,then,puttinghislipstotheroseoftheventilator,said——
  "Imustspeaktoyou,Mr.Massy.Justgivemeaminuteortwo."
  "Iambusy.Goawayfrommydoor."
  "Butpray,Mr.Massy"
  "Yougoaway.D’youhear?Takeyourselfoffalto—
  gether——totheotherendoftheship——quiteaway"
  Thevoiceinsidedroppedlow."Tothedevil."
  Sternepaused:thenveryquietly——
  "It’sratherpressing.Whendoyouthinkyouwillbeatliberty,sir?"
  Theanswertothiswasanexasperated"Never";andatonceSterne,withaveryfirmexpressionofface,turnedthehandle.
  Mr.Massy’sstateroom——anarrow,one—berthcabin——
  smeltstronglyofsoap,andpresentedtoviewaswept,dusted,unadornedneatness,notsomuchbareasbarren,notsomuchsevereasstarvedandlackinginhumanity,likethewardofapublichospital,orrather(owingtothesmallsize)likethecleanretreatofadesperatelypoorbutexemplaryperson.Notasinglephotographframeornamentedthebulkheads;notasinglearticleofclothing,notasmuchasasparecap,hungfromthebrasshooks.Alltheinsidewaspaintedinoneplaintintofpaleblue;twobigsea—chestsinsailclothcoversandwithironpadlocksfittedexactlyinthespaceunderthebunk.Oneglancewasenoughtoembraceallthestripofscrubbedplankswithinthefourunconcealedcorners.Theabsenceoftheusualsetteewasstriking;
  theteak—woodtopofthewashing—standseemedhermeti—
  callyclosed,andsowasthelidofthewriting—desk,whichprotrudedfromthepartitionatthefootofthebed—place,containingamattressasthinasapancakeunderathreadbareblanketwithafadedredstripe,andafoldedmosquito—netagainstthenightsspentinharbor.
  Therewasnotascrapofpaperanywhereinsight,nobootsonthefloor,nolitterofanysort,notaspeckofdustanywhere;notracesofpipe—asheven,which,inaheavysmoker,wasmorallyrevolting,likeamanifesta—
  tionofextremehypocrisy;andthebottomoftheoldwoodenarm—chair(theonlyseatthere),polishedwithmuchuse,shoneasifitsshabbinesshadbeenwaxed.
  Thescreenofleavesonthebank,passingasifunrolledendlesslyintheroundopeningoftheport,sentawaver—
  ingnetworkoflightandshadeintotheplace.
  Sterne,holdingthedooropenwithonehand,hadthrustinhisheadandshoulders.AtthisamazingintrusionMassy,whowasdoingabsolutelynothing,jumpedupspeechless.
  "Don’tcallnames,"murmuredSternehurriedly."I
  won’tbecallednames.Ithinkofnothingbutyourgood,Mr.Massy."
  Apauseasofextremeastonishmentfollowed.Theybothseemedtohavelosttheirtongues.Thenthematewentonwithadiscreetglibness.
  "Yousimplycouldn’tconceivewhat’sgoingononboardyourship.Itwouldn’tenteryourheadforamoment.Youaretoogood——too——tooupright,Mr.
  Massy,tosuspectanybodyofsuchaIt’senoughtomakeyourhairstandonend."
  Hewatchedfortheeffect:Massyseemeddazed,un—
  comprehending.Heonlypassedthepalmofhishandonthecoal—blackwispsplasteredacrossthetopofhishead.Inatonesuddenlychangedtoconfidentialau—
  dacitySternehastenedon.
  "Rememberthatthere’sonlysixweekslefttorun"Theotherwaslookingathimstonily
  "soanyhowyoushallrequireacaptainfortheshipbeforelong."
  Thenonly,asifthatsuggestionhadscarifiedhisfleshinthemannerofred—hotiron,Massygaveastartandseemedreadytoshriek.Hecontainedhimselfbyagreateffort.
  "Requireacaptain,"herepeatedwithscathingslow—
  ness."Whorequiresacaptain?YoudaretotellmethatIneedanyofyouhumbuggingsailorstorunmyship.Youandyourlikeshavebeenfatteningonmeforyears.Itwouldhavehurtmelesstothrowmymoneyoverboard.Pam——pe——redus——e——lessf—f—f—frauds.Theoldshipknowsasmuchasthebestofyou."Hesnappedhisteethaudiblyandgrowledthroughthem,"Thesillylawrequiresacaptain."
  Sternehadtakenheartofgracemeantime.
  "Andthesillyinsurancepeopletoo,aswell,"hesaidlightly."Butnevermindthat.WhatIwanttoaskis:Whyshouldn’t_I_do,sir?Idon’tsaybutyoucouldtakeasteamerabouttheworldaswellasanyofussailors.Idon’tpretendtotellYOUthatitisaverygreattrick"Heemittedashort,hollowguffaw,familiarly"Ididn’tmakethelaw——butthereitis;andIamanactiveyoungfellow!Iquiteholdwithyourideas;Iknowyourwaysbythistime,Mr.Massy.
  Iwouldn’ttrytogivemyselfairslikethat——that——erlazyspecimenofanoldmanupthere."
  Heputamarkedemphasisonthelastsentence,toleadMassyawayfromthetrackincasebuthedidnotdoubtofnowholdinghissuccess.Thechiefengineerseemednonplused,likeaslowmaninvitedtocatchholdofawhirligigofsomesort.
  "Whatyouwant,sir,isachapwithnononsenseabouthim,whowouldbecontenttobeyoursailing—master.
  Quiteright,too.Well,IamfitfortheworkasmuchasthatSerang.Becausethat’swhatitamountsto.
  Doyouknow,sir,thatadam’Malaylikeamonkeyisinchargeofyourship——andnooneelse.Justlistentohisfeetpit—pattingaboveusonthebridge——realofficerincharge.He’stakingheruptheriverwhilethegreatmaniswallowinginthechair——perhapsasleep;
  andifheis,thatwouldnotmakeitmuchworseeither——
  takemywordforit."
  Hetriedtothrusthimselffartherin.Massy,withloweredforehead,onehandgraspingthebackofthearm—chair,didnotbudge.
  "Youthink,sir,thatthemanhasgotyoutightinhisagreement"Massyraisedaheavysnarlingfaceatthis"Well,sir,onecan’thelphearingofitonboard.It’snosecret.Andithasbeenthetalkonshoreforyears;fellowshavebeenmakingbetsaboutit.No,sir!It’sYOUwhohavegothimatyourmercy.Youwillsaythatyoucan’tdismisshimforindolence.Difficulttoproveincourt,andsoon.Why,yes.Butifyousaytheword,sir,Icantellyousome—
  thingabouthisindolencethatwillgiveyoutheclearrighttofirehimoutonthespotandputmeinchargefortherestofthisverytrip——yes,sir,beforeweleaveBatuBeru——andmakehimpayadollaradayforhiskeeptillwegetback,ifyoulike.Now,whatdoyouthinkofthat?Come,sir.Saytheword.It’sreallywellworthyourwhile,andIamquitereadytotakeyourbareword.Adefinitestatementfromyouwouldbeasgoodasabond."
  Hiseyesbegantoshine.Heinsisted.Asimplestate—
  ment,——andhethoughttohimselfthathewouldman—
  agesomehowtostickinhisberthaslongasitsuitedhim.Hewouldmakehimselfindispensable;theshiphadabadnameinherport;itwouldbeeasytoscarethefellowsoff.Massywouldhavetokeephim.
  "Adefinitestatementfrommewouldbeenough,"
  Massyrepeatedslowly.
  "Yes,sir.Itwould."Sternestuckouthischincheerilyandblinkedatclosequarterswiththatuncon—
  sciousimpudencewhichhadthepowertoenrageMassybeyondanything.
  Theengineerspokeverydistinctly.
  "Listenwelltome,then,Mr.Sterne:Iwouldn’t——
  d’yehear?——Iwouldn’tpromiseyouthevalueoftwopenceforanythingYOUcantellme."
  HestruckSterne’sarmawaywithasmartblow,andcatchingholdofthehandlepulledthedoorto.Theterrificslamdarkenedthecabininstantaneouslytohiseyeasifaftertheflashofanexplosion.Atoncehedroppedintothechair."Oh,no!Youdon’t!"hewhisperedfaintly.
  Theshiphadinthatplacetoshavethebanksoclosethatthegiganticwallofleavescameglidinglikeashutteragainsttheport;thedarknessoftheprimevalforestseemedtoflowintothatbarecabinwiththeodorofrottingleaves,ofsoddensoil——thestrongmuddysmellofthelivingearthsteaminguncoveredafterthepass—
  ingofadeluge.Thebushesswishedloudlyalongside;
  abovetherewasaseriesofcracklingsounds,withasharprainofsmallbrokenbranchesfallingonthebridge;acreeperwithagreatrustlesnappedontheheadofaboatdavit,andalong,luxuriantgreentwigactuallywhippedinandoutoftheopenport,leavingbehindafewtornleavesthatremainedsuddenlyatrestonMr.Massy’sblanket.Then,theshipsheeringoutinthestream,thelightbegantoreturnbutdidnotaugmentbeyondasubduedclearness:forthesunwasverylowalready,andtheriver,wendingitssinuouscoursethroughamultitudeofseculartreesasifatthebottomofaprecipitousgorge,hadbeenalreadyin—
  vadedbyadeepeninggloom——theswiftprecursorofthenight.
  "Oh,no,youdon’t!"murmuredtheengineeragain.
  Hislipstrembledalmostimperceptibly;hishandstoo,alittle:andtocalmhimselfheopenedthewriting—desk,spreadoutasheetofthingrayishpapercoveredwithamassofprintedfiguresandbegantoscanthemat—
  tentivelyforthetwentiethtimethistripatleast.
  Withhiselbowspropped,hisheadbetweenhishands,heseemedtolosehimselfinthestudyofanabstruseprobleminmathematics.Itwasthelistofthewinningnumbersfromthelastdrawingofthegreatlotterywhichhadbeentheoneinspiringfactofsomanyyearsofhisexistence.Theconceptionofalifedeprivedofthatperiodicalsheetofpaperhadslippedawayfromhimentirely,asanotherman,accordingtohisnature,wouldnothavebeenabletoconceiveaworldwithoutfreshair,withoutactivity,orwithoutaffection.A
  greatpileofflimsysheetshadbeengrowingforyearsinhisdesk,whiletheSofala,drivenbythefaithfulJack,woreoutherboilersintrampingupanddowntheStraits,fromcapetocape,fromrivertoriver,frombaytobay;accumulatingbythathardlaborofanoverworked,starvedshiptheblackenedmassofthesedocuments.Massykeptthemunderlockandkeylikeatreasure.Therewasinthem,asintheexperienceoflife,thefascinationofhope,theexcitementofahalf—
  penetratedmystery,thelongingofahalf—satisfieddesire.
  Fordaystogether,onatrip,hewouldshuthimselfupinhisberthwiththem:thethumpofthetoilingenginespulsatedinhisear;andhewouldwearyhisbrainporingovertherowsofdisconnectedfigures,be—
  wilderingbytheirsenselesssequence,resemblingthehazardsofdestinyitself.Henourishedaconvictionthattheremustbesomelogiclurkingsomewhereintheresultsofchance.Hethoughthehadseenitsveryform.Hisheadswam;hislimbsached;hepuffedathispipemechanically;acontemplativestuporwouldsoothethefretfulnessofhistemper,likethepassivebodilyquietudeprocuredbyadrug,whiletheintellectremainstenselyonthestretch.Nine,nine,aught,four,two.Hemadeanote.Thenextwinningnumberofthegreatprizewasforty—seventhousandandfive.ThesenumbersofcoursewouldhavetobeavoidedinthefuturewhenwritingtoManillaforthetickets.Hemumbled,pencilinhand"andfive.Hmhm."Hewettedhisfinger:thepapersrustled.Ha!Butwhat’sthis?Threeyearsago,intheSeptemberdrawing,itwasnumbernine,aught,four,twothattookthefirstprize.Mostremarkable.Therewasahintthereofadefiniterule!Hewasafraidofmissingsomereconditeprincipleintheoverwhelmingwealthofhismaterial.
  Whatcoulditbe?andforhalfanhourhewouldremaindeadstill,bentlowoverthedesk,withouttwitchingamuscle.Athisbackthewholeberthwouldbethickwithaheavybodyofsmoke,asifabombhadburstinthere,unnoticed,unheard.
  Atlasthewouldlockupthedeskwiththedecisionofunshakenconfidence,jumpandgoout.Hewouldwalkswiftlybackandforthonthatpartoftheforedeckwhichwaskeptclearofthelumberandofthebodiesofthenativepassengers.Theywereagreatnuisance,buttheywerealsoasourceofprofitthatcouldnotbedis—
  dained.HeneededeverypennyofprofittheSofalacouldmake.Littleenoughitwas,inallconscience!
  Theincertitudeofchancegavehimnoconcern,sincehehadsomehowarrivedattheconvictionthat,inthecourseofyears,everynumberwasboundtohavehiswinningturn.Itwassimplyamatteroftimeandoftakingasmanyticketsashecouldaffordforeverydrawing.Hegenerallytookrathermore;alltheearn—
  ingsoftheshipwentthatway,andalsothewagesheallowedhimselfaschiefengineer.Itwasthewageshepaidtoothersthathebegrudgedwithareasonedandatthesametimeapassionateregret.Hescowledatthelascarswiththeirdeckbrooms,atthequarter—
  mastersrubbingthebrassrailswithgreasyrags;hewaseagertoshakehisfistandroarabuseinbadMalayatthepoorcarpenter——atimid,sickly,opium—fuddledChinaman,inloosebluedrawersforallcostume,whoinvariablydroppedhistoolsandfledbelow,withstream—
  ingtailandshakingallover,beforethefuryofthat"devil."Butitwaswhenheraiseduphiseyestothebridgewhereoneofthesesailorfraudswasalwaysplantedbylawinchargeofhisshipthathefeltalmostdizzywithrage.Heabominatedthemall;itwasanoldfeud,fromthetimehefirstwenttosea,anun—
  lickedcubwithagreatopinionofhimself,intheengine—room.Theslightsthathadbeenputuponhim.
  Thepersecutionshehadsufferedatthehandsofskip—
  pers——ofabsolutenobodiesinasteamshipafterall.
  Andnowthathehadrisentobeashipownertheywerestillaplaguetohim:hehadabsolutelytopayawaypreciousmoneytotheconceiteduselessloafers:——Asifafullyqualifiedengineer——whowastheowneraswell——
  werenotfittobetrustedwiththewholechargeofaship.Well!hemadeitprettywarmforthem;butitwasapoorconsolation.Hehadcomeintimetohatetheshiptoofortherepairssherequired,forthecoal—
  billshehadtopay,forthepoorbeggarlyfreightssheearned.Hewouldclenchhishandashewalkedandhittherailasuddenblow,viciously,asthoughshecouldbemadetofeelpain.Andyethecouldnotdowithouter;heneededher;hemusthangontohertoothandnailtokeephisheadabovewatertilltheexpectedfloodoffortunecamesweepingupandlandedhimsafelyonthehighshoreofhisambition.
  Itwasnowtodonothing,nothingwhatever,andhaveplentyofmoneytodoiton.Hehadtastedofpower,thehighestformofithislimitedexperiencewasawareof——thepowerofshipowning.Whatadeception!
  Vanityofvanities!Hewonderedathisfolly.Hehadthrownawaythesubstancefortheshadow.Ofthegratificationofwealthhedidnotknowenoughtoexcitehisimaginationwithanyvisionsofluxury.Howcouldhe——thechildofadrunkenboiler—maker——goingstraightfromtheworkshopintotheengine—roomofanorth—countrycollier!Butthenotionoftheabsoluteidlenessofwealthhecouldverywellconceive.Hereveledinit,toforgethispresenttroubles;heimaginedhimselfwalkingaboutthestreetsofHull(heknewtheirgutterswellasaboy)withhispocketsfullofsov—
  ereigns.Hewouldbuyhimselfahouse;hismarriedsisters,theirhusbands,hisoldworkshopchums,wouldrenderhiminfinitehomage.Therewouldbenothingtothinkof.Hiswordwouldbelaw.Hehadbeenoutofworkforalongtimebeforehewonhisprize,andherememberedhowCarloMariani(commonlyknownasPaunchyCharley),theMaltesehotel—keeperattheslummyendofDenhamStreet,hadcringedjoyfullybeforehimintheevening,whenthenewshadcome.
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