able,settledinprosperousvillages.Hecouldspeakfrompersonalknowledge.Andeventhefewsurvivorsofthattime——oldmennow——hadchangedsomuch,thatitwouldhavebeenunkindtorememberagainstthemthattheyhadeverslitathroatintheirlives.Hehadoneespeciallyinhismind’seye:adignified,venerableheadmanofacertainlargecoastvillageaboutsixtymilessou’westofTampasuk.Itdidone’sheartgoodtoseehim——tohearthatmanspeak.Hemighthavebeenaferocioussavageonce.Whatmenwantedwastobecheckedbysuperiorintelligence,bysuperiorknowledge,bysuperiorforcetoo——yes,byforceheldintrustfromGodandsanctifiedbyitsuseinaccordancewithHisdeclaredwill.CaptainWhalleybelievedadis—
positionforgoodexistedineveryman,eveniftheworldwerenotaveryhappyplaceasawhole.Inthewisdomofmenhehadnotsomuchconfidence.Thedis—
positionhadtobehelpedupprettysharplysometimes,headmitted.Theymightbesilly,wrongheaded,un—
happy;butnaturallyevil——no.Therewasatbottomacompleteharmlessnessatleast
"Isthere?"Mr.VanWyksnappedacrimoniously.
CaptainWhalleylaughedattheinterjection,inthegoodhumoroflarge,toleratingcertitude.Hecouldlookbackathalfacentury,hepointedout.Thesmokeoozedplacidlythroughthewhitehairshidinghiskindlylips.
"Atallevents,"heresumedafterapause,"Iamgladthatthey’vehadnotimetodoyoumuchharmasyet."
ThisallusiontohiscomparativeyouthfulnessdidnotoffendMr.VanWyk,whogotupandwriggledhisshoulderswithanenigmatichalf—smile.Theywalkedouttogetheramicablyintothestarrynighttowardstheriver—side.Theirfootstepsresoundedunequallyonthedarkpath.Attheshoreendofthegangwaythelantern,hunglowtothehandrail,threwavividlightonthewhitelegsandthebigblackfeetofMr.Massywaitingaboutanxiously.Fromthewaistupwardsheremainedshadowy,witharowofbuttonsgleaminguptothevagueoutlineofhischin.
"YoumaythankCaptainWhalleyforthis,"Mr.VanWyksaidcurtlytohimbeforeturningaway.
Thelampsontheverandaflungthreelongsquaresoflightbetweentheuprightsfaroverthegrass.Abatflittedbeforehisfacelikeacirclingflakeofvelvetyblackness.Alongthejasminehedgethenightairseemedheavywiththefallofperfumeddew;flower—
bedsborderedthepath;theclippedbushesuproseindarkroundedclumpshereandtherebeforethehouse;
thedensefoliageofcreepersfilteredthesheenofthelamplightwithininasoftglowallalongthefront;
andeverythingnearandfarstoodstillinagreatim—
mobility,inagreatsweetness.
Mr.VanWyk(afewyearsbeforehehadhadoccasiontoimaginehimselftreatedmorebadlythananybodyalivehadeverbeenbyawoman)feltforCaptainWhalley’soptimisticviewsthedisdainofamanwhohadoncebeencreduloushimself.Hisdisgustwiththeworld(thewomanforatimehadfilleditforhimcom—
pletely)hadtakentheformofactivityinretirement,because,thoughcapableofgreatdepthoffeeling,hewasenergeticandessentiallypractical.Buttherewasinthatuncommonoldsailor,driftingontheoutskirtsofhisbusysolitude,somethingthatfascinatedhisskepticism.Hisverysimplicity(amusingenough)waslikeadelicaterefinementofanuprightcharacter.Thestrikingdignityofmannercouldbenothingelse,inamanreducedtosuchahumbleposition,buttheex—
pressionofsomethingessentiallynobleinthecharacter.
Withallhistrustinmankindhewasnofool;theseren—
ityofhistemperattheendofsomanyyears,sinceitcouldnotobviouslyhavebeenappeasedbysuccess,woreanairofprofoundwisdom.Mr.VanWykwasamusedatitsometimes.EventheveryphysicaltraitsoftheoldcaptainoftheSofala,hispowerfulframe,hisre—
posefulmien,hisintelligent,handsomeface,thebiglimbs,thebenigncourtesy,thetouchofruggedseverityintheshaggyeyebrows,madeupaseductiveperson—
ality.Mr.VanWykdislikedlittlenessofeverykind,buttherewasnothingsmallaboutthatman,andintheexemplaryregularityofmanytripsanintimacyhadgrownupbetweenthem,awarmfeelingatbottomunderakindlystatelinessofformsagreeabletohisfastidious—
ness.
Theykepttheirrespectiveopinionsonallworldlymatters.HisotherconvictionsCaptainWhalleyneverintruded.Thedifferenceoftheirageswaslikeanotherbondbetweenthem.Once,whentwittedwiththeun—
charitablenessofhisyouth,Mr.VanWyk,runninghiseyeoverthevastproportionsofhisinterlocutor,re—
tortedinfriendlybanter——
"Oh.You’llcometomywayofthinkingyet.You’llhaveplentyoftime.Don’tcallyourselfold:youlookgoodforaroundhundred."
Buthecouldnothelphisstingingincisiveness,andthoughmoderatingitbyanalmostaffectionatesmile,headded——
"Andbythenyouwillprobablyconsenttodiefromsheerdisgust."
CaptainWhalley,smilingtoo,shookhishead."Godforbid!"
Hethoughtthatperhapsonthewholehedeservedsomethingbetterthantodieinsuchsentiments.Thetimeofcoursewouldhavetocome,andhetrustedtohisMakertoprovideamannerofgoingoutofwhichheneednotbeashamed.Fortheresthehopedhewouldlivetoahundredifneedbe:othermenhadbeenknown;itwouldbenomiracle.Heexpectednomiracles.
Thepronounced,argumentativetonecausedMr.VanWyktoraisehisheadandlookathimsteadily.Cap—
tainWhalleywasgazingfixedlywitharaptexpression,asthoughhehadseenhisCreator’sfavorabledecreewritteninmysteriouscharactersonthewall.Hekeptperfectlymotionlessforafewseconds,thengothisvastbulkontohisfeetsoimpetuouslythatMr.VanWykwasstartled.
Hestruckfirstaheavyblowonhisinflatedchest:and,throwingouthorizontallyabigarmthatremainedsteady,extendedintheairlikethelimbofatreeonawindlessday——
"Notapainoranachethere.Canyouseethisshakeintheleast?"
Hisvoicewaslow,inanawing,confidentcontrastwiththeheadlongemphasisofhismovements.Hesatdownabruptly.
"Thisisn’ttoboastofit,youknow.Iamnothing,"
hesaidinhiseffortlessstrongvoice,thatseemedtocomeoutasnaturallyasariverflows.Hepickedupthestumpofthecigarhehadlaidaside,andaddedpeace—
fully,withaslightnod,"Asithappens,mylifeisnecessary;itisn’tmyown,itisn’t——Godknows."
Hedidnotsaymuchfortherestoftheevening,butseveraltimesMr.VanWykdetectedafaintsmileofassuranceflittingundertheheavymustache.
LateronCaptainWhalleywouldnowandthenconsenttodine"atthehouse."Hecouldevenbeinducedtodrinkaglassofwine."Don’tthinkIamafraidofit,mygoodsir,"heexplained."TherewasaverygoodreasonwhyIshouldgiveitup."
Onanotheroccasion,leaningbackatease,heremarked,"Youhavetreatedmemost——mosthumanely,mydearMr.VanWyk,fromtheveryfirst."
"You’lladmittherewassomemerit,"Mr.VanWykhintedslyly."AnassociateofthatexcellentMassy
Well,well,mydearcaptain,Iwon’tsayawordagainsthim."
"Itwouldbenouseyoursayinganythingagainsthim,"CaptainWhalleyaffirmedalittlemoodily."AsI’vetoldyoubefore,mylife——mywork,isnecessary,notformyselfalone.Ican’tchoose"Hepaused,turnedtheglassbeforehimrightround"Ihaveanonlychild——adaughter."
Theampledownwardsweepofhisarmoverthetableseemedtosuggestasmallgirlatavastdistance."I
hopetoseeheroncemorebeforeIdie.Meantimeit’senoughtoknowthatshehasmesoundandsolid,thankGod.Youcan’tunderstandhowonefeels.Boneofmybone,fleshofmyflesh;theveryimageofmypoorwife.
Well,she"
Againhepaused,thenpronouncedstoicallythewords,"Shehasahardstruggle."
Andhisheadfellonhisbreast,hiseyebrowsremainedknitted,asbyaneffortofmeditation.Butgenerallyhismindseemedsteepedintheserenityofboundlesstrustinahigherpower.Mr.VanWykwonderedsometimeshowmuchofitwasduetothesplendidvitalityoftheman,tothebodilyvigorwhichseemstoimpartsome—
thingofitsforcetothesoul.Buthehadlearnedtolikehimverymuch.
XIII
ThiswasthereasonwhyMr.Sterne’sconfidentialcom—
munication,deliveredhurriedlyontheshorealongsidethedarksilentship,haddisturbedhisequanimity.Itwasthemostincomprehensibleandunexpectedthingthatcouldhappen;andtheperturbationofhisspiritwassogreatthat,forgettingallabouthisletters,heranrapidlyupthebridgeladder.
Theportabletablewasbeingputtogetherfordinnertotheleftofthewheelbytwopig—tailed"boys,"whoasusualsnarledateachotheroverthejob,whileanother,adoleful,burly,veryyellowChinaman,resemblingMr.
Massy,waitedapatheticallywiththeclothoverhisarmandapileofthickdinner—platesagainsthischest.A
commoncabinlampwithitsglobemissing,broughtupfrombelow,hadbeenhookedtothewoodenframeworkoftheawning;theside—screenshadbeenloweredallround;CaptainWhalleyfillingthedepthsofthewicker—
chairseemedtositbenumbedinacanvastentcrudelylighted,andusedforthestoringofnauticalobjects;ashabbysteering—wheel,abatteredbrassbinnacleonastoutmahoganystand,twodingylife—buoys,anoldcorkfenderlyinginacorner,dilapidateddeck—lockerswithloopsofthinropeinsteadofdoor—handles.
HeshookofftheappearanceofnumbnesstoreturnMr.VanWyk’sunusuallybriskgreeting,butrelapseddirectlyafterwards.Toacceptapressinginvitationtodinner"upatthehouse"costhimanotherveryvisiblephysicaleffort.Mr.VanWyk,perplexed,foldedhisarms,andleaningbackagainsttherail,withhislittle,black,shinyfeetwellout,examinedhimcovertly.
"I’venoticedoflatethatyouarenotquiteyourself,oldfriend."
Heputanaffectionategentlenessintothelasttwowords.Therealintimacyoftheirintercoursehadneverbeensovividlyexpressedbefore.
"Tut,tut,tut!"
Thewicker—chaircreakedheavily.
"Irritable,"commentedMr.VanWyktohimself;andaloud,"I’llexpecttoseeyouinhalfanhour,then,"hesaidnegligently,movingoff.
"Inhalfanhour,"CaptainWhalley’srigidsilveryheadrepeatedbehindhimasifoutofatrance.
Amidships,below,twovoices,closeagainsttheengine—
room,couldbeheardansweringeachother——oneangryandslow,theotheralert.
"Itellyouthebeasthaslockedhimselfintogetdrunk."
"Can’thelpitnow,Mr.Massy.Afterall,amanhasarighttoshuthimselfupinhiscabininhisowntime."
"Nottogetdrunk."
"Iheardhimswearthattheworrywiththeboilerswasenoughtodriveanymantodrink,"Sternesaidmaliciously.
Massyhissedoutsomethingaboutburstingthedoorin.Mr.VanWyk,toavoidthem,crossedinthedarktotheothersideofthedeserteddeck.Theplankingofthelittlewharfrattledfaintlyunderhishastyfeet.
"Mr.VanWyk!Mr.VanWyk!"
Hewalkedon:somebodywasrunningonthepath.
"You’veforgottentogetyourmail."
Sterne,holdingabundleofpapersinhishand,caughtupwithhim.
"Oh,thanks."
But,astheothercontinuedathiselbow,Mr.VanWykstoppedshort.Theoverhangingeaves,descend—
inglowuponthelightedfrontofthebungalow,threwtheirblackstraight—edgedshadowintothegreatbodyofthenightonthatside.Everythingwasverystill.
Atinkleofcutleryandaslightjingleofglasseswereheard.Mr.VanWyk’sservantswerelayingthetablefortwoontheveranda.
"I’mafraidyougivemenocreditwhateverformygoodintentionsinthematterI’vespokentoyouabout,"
saidSterne.
"Isimplydon’tunderstandyou."
"CaptainWhalleyisaveryaudaciousman,buthewillunderstandthathisgameisup.That’sallthatanybodyneedeverknowofitfromme.Believeme,I
amveryconsiderateinthis,butdutyisduty.Idon’twanttomakeafuss.AllIaskyou,ashisfriend,istotellhimfrommethatthegame’sup.Thatwillbesufficient."
Mr.VanWykfeltaloathsomedismayatthisqueerprivilegeoffriendship.Hewouldnotdemeanhimselfbyaskingfortheslightestexplanation;todrivetheotherawaywithcontumelyhedidnotthinkprudent——
asyet,atanyrate.Somuchassurancestaggeredhim.
Whocouldtellwhattherecouldbeinit,hethought?
HisregardforCaptainWhalleyhadthetenacityofadisinterestedsentiment,andhispracticalinstinctcom—
ingtohisaid,heconcealedhisscorn.
"Igather,then,thatthisissomethinggrave."
"Verygrave,"Sterneassentedsolemnly,delightedathavingproducedaneffectatlast.Hewasreadytoaddsomeeffusiveprotestationsofregretatthe"unavoida—
blenecessity,"butMr.VanWykcuthimshort——verycivilly,however.
OnceontheverandaMr.VanWykputhishandsinhispockets,and,straddlinghislegs,stareddownatablackpantherskinlyingonthefloorbeforearocking—
chair."Itlooksasifthefellowhadnottheplucktoplayhisownpreciousgameopenly,"hethought.
Thiswastrueenough.InthefaceofMassy’slastrebuffSternedarednotdeclarehisknowledge.Hisobjectwassimplytogetchargeofthesteamerandkeepitforsometime.Massywouldneverforgivehimforforcinghimselfon;butifCaptainWhalleylefttheshipofhisownaccord,thecommandwoulddevolveuponhimfortherestofthetrip;sohehituponthebrilliantideaofscaringtheoldmanaway.Avaguemenace,amerehint,wouldbeenoughinsuchabrazencase;and,withastrangeadmixtureofcompassion,hethoughtthatBatuBeruwasaverygoodplaceforthrowingupthesponge.Theskippercouldgoashorequietly,andstaywiththatDutchmanofhis.Weren’tthesetwoasthickasthievestogether?Andonreflec—
tionheseemedtoseethattherewasawaytoworkthewholethingthroughthatgreatfriendoftheoldman’s.
Thiswasanotherbrilliantidea.Hehadaninbornpreferenceforcircuitousmethods.Inthisparticularcasehedesiredtoremaininthebackgroundasmuchaspossible,toavoidexasperatingMassyneedlessly.
Nofuss!Letitallhappennaturally.
Mr.VanWykallthroughthedinnerwasconsciousofasenseofisolationthatinvadessometimestheclose—
nessofhumanintercourse.CaptainWhalleyfailedlamentablyandobviouslyinhisattemptstoeatsome—
thing.Heseemedovercomebyastrangeabsent—
mindedness.Hishandwouldhoverirresolutely,asifleftwithoutguidancebyapreoccupiedmind.Mr.VanWykhadheardhimcomingupfromalongwayoffintheprofoundstillnessoftheriver—side,andhadnoticedtheirresolutecharacterofthefootfalls.Thetoeofhisboothadstruckthebottomstairasthoughhehadcomealongmooningwithhisheadintheairrightuptothestepsoftheveranda.HadthecaptainoftheSofalabeenanothersortofmanhewouldhavesuspectedtheworkofagethere.Butoneglanceathimwasenough.
Time——after,indeed,markinghimforitsown——hadgivenhimuptohisusefulness,inwhichhissimplefaithwouldseeaproofofDivinemercy."HowcouldI...剩余内容请长按扫描二维码或下载丁香书院APP继续免费看:
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