Whatdoyoumeanbyabusingpeopleinthatway?——
youolduselessboozer,you!"
"Can’thelpit.Don’trememberanythingaboutit.
Youshouldn’tlisten."
"Youdaretotellme!Whatdoyoumeanbygoingonadrunklikethis!"
"Don’taskme.Sickofthedam’boilers——youwouldbe.Sickoflife."
"Iwishyouweredead,then.You’vemademesickofyou.Don’tyouremembertheuproaryoumadelastnight?Youmiserableoldsoaker!"
"No;Idon’t.Don’twantto.Drinkisdrink."
"Iwonderwhatpreventsmefromkickingyouout.
Whatdoyouwanthere?"
"Relieveyou.You’vebeenlongenoughdownthere,George."
"Don’tyouGeorgeme——youtipplingoldrascal,you!
IfIweretodieto—morrowyouwouldstarve.Remem—
berthat.SayMr.Massy."
"Mr.Massy,"repeatedtheotherstolidly.
Disheveled,withdullblood—shoteyes,asnuffy,grimyshirt,greasytrowsers,nakedfeetthrustintoraggedslippers,heboltedinheaddowndirectlyMassyhadmadewayforhim.
Thechiefengineerlookedaround.Thedeckwasemptyasfarasthetaffrail.AllthenativepassengershadleftinBatuBeruthistime,andnoothershadjoined.Thedialofthepatentlogtinkledperiodicallyinthedarkattheendoftheship.Itwasadeadcalm,and,underthecloudedsky,throughthestillairthatseemedtoclingwarm,withaseaweedsmell,toherslimhull,onaseaofsombergrayandunwrinkled,theshipmovedonanevenkeel,asiffloatingdetachedinemptyspace.ButMr.Massyslappedhisforehead,totteredalittle,caughtholdofabelaying—pinatthefootofthemast.
"Ishallgomad,"hemuttered,walkingacrossthedeckunsteadily.Ashovelwasscrapingloosecoaldownbe—
low——afire—doorclanged.Sterneonthebridgebeganwhistlinganewtune.
CaptainWhalley,sittingonthecouch,awakeandfullydressed,heardthedoorofhiscabinopen.Hedidnotmoveintheleast,waitingtorecognizethevoice,withanappallingstrainofprudence.
Abulkheadlampblazedonthewhitepaint,thecrim—
sonplush,thebrownvarnishofmahoganytops.Thewhitewoodpacking—caseunderthebed—placehadre—
mainedunopenedforthreeyearsnow,asthoughCap—
tainWhalleyhadfeltthat,aftertheFairMaidwasgone,therecouldbenoabiding—placeonearthforhisaffections.Hishandsrestedonhisknees;hishand—
someheadwithbigeyebrowspresentedarigidprofiletothedoorway.Theexpectedvoicespokeoutatlast.
"Oncemore,then.WhatamItocallyou?"
Ha!Massy.Again.Thewearinessofitcrushedhisheart——andthepainofshamewasalmostmorethanhecouldbearwithoutcryingout.
"Well.Isittobe’partner’still?"
"Youdon’tknowwhatyouask."
"IknowwhatIwant"
Massysteppedinandclosedthedoor.
"AndIamgoingtohaveatryforitwithyouoncemore."
Hiswhinewashalfpersuasive,halfmenacing.
"Forit’snomannerofusetotellmethatyouarepoor.Youdon’tspendanythingonyourself,that’strueenough;butthere’sanothernameforthat.Youthinkyouaregoingtohavewhatyouwantoutofmeforthreeyears,andthencastmeoffwithouthearingwhatIthinkofyou.YouthinkIwouldhavesubmittedtoyourairsifIhadknownyouhadonlyabeggarlyfivehundredpoundsintheworld.Yououghttohavetoldme."
"Perhaps,"saidCaptainWhalley,bowinghishead.
"Andyetithassavedyou."Massylaughedscornfully"Ihavetoldyouoftenenoughsince."
"AndIdon’tbelieveyounow.WhenIthinkhowIletyoulorditovermyship!DoyourememberhowyouusedtobullyragmeaboutmycoatandYOURbridge?
Itwasinhisway.HISbridge!’AndIwon’tbeapartytothis——andIcouldn’tthinkofdoingthat.’
Honestman!Andnowitallcomesout.’Iampoor,andIcan’t.Ihaveonlythisfivehundredintheworld.’"
HecontemplatedtheimmobilityofCaptainWhalley,thatseemedtopresentaninconquerableobstacleinhispath.Hisfacetookamournfulcast.
"Youareahardman."
"Enough,"saidCaptainWhalley,turninguponhim.
"Youshallgetnothingfromme,becauseIhavenoth—
ingofminetogiveawaynow."
"Tellthattothemarines!"
Mr.Massy,goingout,lookedbackonce;thenthedoorclosed,andCaptainWhalley,alone,satasstillasbefore.
Hehadnothingofhisown——evenhispastofhonor,oftruth,ofjustpride,wasgone.Allhisspotlesslifehadfallenintotheabyss.Hehadsaidhislastgood—bytoit.ButwhatbelongedtoHER,thathemeanttosave.
Onlyalittlemoney.Hewouldtakeittoherinhisownhands——thislastgiftofamanthathadlastedtoolong.
Andanimmenseandfierceimpulse,theverypassionofpaternity,flamedupwithalltheunquenchedvigorofhisworthlesslifeinadesiretoseeherface.
JustacrossthedeckMassyhadgonestraighttohiscabin,struckalight,andhuntedupthenoteofthedreamednumberwhosefigureshadflamedupalsowiththefiercenessofanotherpassion.Hemustcontrivesomehownottomissadrawing.Thatnumbermeantsomething.Butwhatexpedientcouldhecontrivetokeephimselfgoing?
"Wretchedmiser!"hemumbled.
IfMr.Sternecouldatnotimehavetoldhimanythingnewabouthispartner,hecouldhavetoldMr.Sternethatanotherusecouldbemadeofaman’safflictionthanjusttokickhimout,andthusdeferthetermofadiffi—
cultpaymentforayear.Tokeepthesecretoftheafflictionandinducehimtostaywasabettermove.Ifwithoutmeans,hewouldbeanxioustoremain;andthatsettledthequestionofrefundinghimhisshare.HedidnotknowexactlyhowmuchCaptainWhalleywasdis—
abled;butifitsohappenedthatheputtheshipashoresomewhereforgoodandall,itwasnottheowner’sfault——wasit?Hewasnotobligedtoknowthattherewasanythingwrong.Butprobablynobodywouldraisesuchapoint,andtheshipwasfullyinsured.Hehadhadenoughself—restrainttopayupthepremiums.Butthiswasnotall.HecouldnotbelieveCaptainWhalleytobesoconfoundedlydestituteasnottohavesomemoremoneyputawaysomewhere.Ifhe,Massy,couldgetholdofit,thatwouldpayfortheboilers,andevery—
thingwentonasbefore.Andifshegotlostintheend,somuchthebetter.Hehatedher:heloathedthetroublesthattookhismindoffthechancesoffortune.
Hewishedheratthebottomofthesea,andthein—
surancemoneyinhispocket.Andas,baffled,heleftCaptainWhalley’scabin,heenvelopedinthesamehatredtheshipwiththeworn—outboilersandthemanwiththedimmedeyes.
Andourconductafterallissomuchamatterofoutsidesuggestion,thathaditnotbeenforhisJack’sdrunkengabblehewouldhavethereandthenhaditoutwiththismiserableman,whowouldneitherhelp,norstay,noryetlosetheship.Theoldfraud!Helongedtokickhimout.Butherestrainedhimself.Timeenoughforthat——whenheliked.Therewasafearfulnewthoughtputintohishead.Wasn’theuptoitafterall?HowthatbeastJackhadraved!"Findasafetricktogetridofher."Well,Jackwasnotsofarwrong.Averyclevertrickhadoccurredtohim.Aye!Butwhatoftherisk?
Afeelingofpride——theprideofsuperioritytocom—
monprejudices——creptintohisbreast,madehisheartbeatfast,hismouthturndry.Noteverybodywoulddare;buthewasMassy,andhewasuptoit!
Sixbellswerestruckondeck.Eleven!Hedrankaglassofwater,andsatdownfortenminutesorsotocalmhimself.Thenhegotoutofhischestasmallbull’s—eyelanternofhisownandlitit.
Almostoppositehisberth,acrossthenarrowpassageunderthebridge,therewas,intheirondeck—structurecoveringthestokeholdfiddleandtheboiler—space,astoreroomwithironsides,ironroof,iron—platedfloor,too,onaccountoftheheatbelow.Allsortsofrubbishwasshotthere:ithadamoundofscrap—ironinacorner;
rowsofemptyoil—cans;sacksofcotton—waste,withaheapofcharcoal,adeck—forge,fragmentsofanoldhen—
coop,winch—coversallinrags,remnantsoflamps,andabrownfelthat,discardedbyamandeadnow(ofafeverontheBrazilcoast),whohadbeenoncemateoftheSofala,hadremainedforyearsjammedforciblybe—
hindalengthofburstcopperpipe,flungatsometimeorotheroutoftheengine—room.Acompleteandim—
periousblacknesspervadedthatCapharnaumoffor—
gottenthings.AsmallshaftoflightfromMr.Massy’sbull’s—eyefellslantingrightthroughit.
Hiscoatwasunbuttoned;heshottheboltofthedoor(therewasnootheropening),and,squattingbeforethescrap—heap,begantopackhispocketswithpiecesofiron.Hepackedthemcarefully,asiftherustynuts,thebrokenbolts,thelinksofcargochain,hadbeensomuchgoldhehadthatonechancetocarryaway.Hepackedhisside—pocketstilltheybulged,thebreastpocket,thepocketsinside.Heturnedoverthepieces.
Someherejected.Asmallmistofpowderedrustbegantoriseabouthisbusyhands.Mr.Massyknewsome—
thingofthescientificbasisofhisclevertrick.Ifyouwanttodeflectthemagneticneedleofaship’scompass,softironisthebest;likewisemanysmallpiecesinthepocketsofajacketwouldhavemoreeffectthanafewlargeones,becauseinthatwayyouobtainagreateramountofsurfaceforweightinyouriron,andit’ssur—
facethattells.
Heslippedoutswiftly——twostridessufficed——andinhiscabinheperceivedthathishandswereallred——redwithrust.Itdisconcertedhim,asthoughhehadfoundthemcoveredwithblood:helookedhimselfoverhastily.
Why,histrowserstoo!Hehadbeenrubbinghisrustypalmsonhislegs.
Hetoreoffthewaistbandbuttoninhishaste,brushedhiscoat,washedhishands.Thentheairofguiltlefthim,andhesatdowntowait.
Hesatboltuprightandweightedwithironinhischair.Hehadahard,lumpybulkagainsteachhip,feltthescrappyironinhispocketstouchhisribsateverybreath,thedownwarddragofallthesepoundshanginguponhisshoulders.Helookedverydulltoo,sittingidlethere,andhisyellowface,withmotionlessblackeyes,hadsomethingpassiveandsadinitsquiet—
ness.
Whenheheardeightbellsstruckabovehishead,heroseandmadereadytogoout.Hismovementsseemedaimless,hislowerliphaddroppedalittle,hiseyesroamedaboutthecabin,andthetremendoustensionofhiswillhadrobbedthemofeveryvestigeofintelligence.
WiththelaststrokeofthebelltheSerangappearednoiselesslyonthebridgetorelievethemate.Sterneoverflowedwithgoodnature,sincehehadnothingmoretodesire.
"Gotyoureyeswellopenyet,Serang?It’smiddlingdark;I’llwaittillyougetyoursightproperly."
TheoldMalaymurmured,lookedupwithhisworneyes,sidledawayintothelightofthebinnacle,and,crossinghishandsbehindhisback,fixedhiseyesonthecompass—card.
"You’llhavetokeepagoodlook—outaheadforland,abouthalf—pastthree.It’sfairlyclear,though.
Youhavelookedinonthecaptainasyoucamealong——eh?Heknowsthetime?Well,then,Iamoff."
Atthefootoftheladderhestoodasideforthecaptain.
Hewatchedhimgoupwithaneven,certaintread,andremainedthoughtfulforamoment."It’sfunny,"hesaidtohimself,"butyoucannevertellwhetherthatmanhasseenyouornot.Hemighthaveheardmebreathethistime."
Hewasawonderfulmanwhenallwassaidanddone.
Theysaidhehadhadanameinhisday.Mr.Sternecouldwellbelieveit;andheconcludedserenelythatCaptainWhalleymustbeabletoseepeoplemoreorless——ashimselfjustnow,forinstance——butnotbeingcer—
tainofanybody,hadtokeepupthatunnoticingsilenceofmannerforfearofgivinghimselfaway.Mr.Sternewasashrewdguesser.
ThisnecessityofeverymomentbroughthometoCap—
tainWhalley’sheartthehumiliationofhisfalsehood.
Hehaddriftedintoitfrompaternallove,fromin—
credulity,fromboundlesstrustindivinejusticemetedouttomen’sfeelingsonthisearth.HewouldgivehispoorIvythebenefitofanothermonth’swork;perhapstheafflictionwasonlytemporary.SurelyGodwouldnotrobhischildofhispowertohelp,andcasthimnakedintoanightwithoutend.Hehadcaughtateveryhope;andwhentheevidenceofhismisfortunewasstrongerthanhope,hetriednottobelievethemani—
festthing.
Invain.Inthesteadilydarkeninguniverseasinisterclearnessfelluponhisideas.Intheilluminatingmo—
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