DuringallthetimeinwhichDr。JohnsonwasemployedinrelatingtothecircleatSirJoshuaReynolds’stheparticularsofwhatpassedbetweentheKingandhim,Dr。Goldsmithremainedunmoveduponasophaatsomedistance,affectingnottojoinintheleastintheeagercuriosityofthecompany。Heassignedasareasonforhisgloomandseeminginattention,thatheapprehendedJohnsonhadrelinquishedhispurposeoffurnishinghimwithaProloguetohisplay,withthehopesofwhichhehadbeenflattered;butitwasstronglysuspectedthathewasfrettingwithchagrinandenvyatthesingularhonourDr。Johnsonhadlatelyenjoyed。Atlength,thefranknessandsimplicityofhisnaturalcharacterprevailed。Hesprungfromthesopha,advancedtoJohnson,andinakindofflutter,fromimagininghimselfinthesituationwhichhehadjustbeenhearingdescribed,exclaimed,’Well,youacquittedyourselfinthisconversationbetterthanIshouldhavedone;forIshouldhavebowedandstammeredthroughthewholeofit。’
Hisdiaryaffordsnolightastohisemploymentatthistime。HepassedthreemonthsatLichfield;andIcannotomitanaffectingandsolemnscenethere,asrelatedbyhimself:——
’Sunday,Oct。18,1767。Yesterday,Oct。17,ataboutteninthemorning,Itookmyleaveforeverofmydearoldfriend,CatharineChambers,whocametolivewithmymotherabout1724,andhasbeenbutlittlepartedfromussince。Sheburiedmyfather,mybrother,andmymother。Sheisnowfifty-eightyearsold。
’Idesiredalltowithdraw,thentoldherthatweweretopartforever;thatasChristians,weshouldpartwithprayer;andthatI
would,ifshewaswilling,sayashortprayerbesideher。Sheexpressedgreatdesiretohearme;andheldupherpoorhands,asshelayinbed,withgreatfervour,whileIprayed,kneelingbyher,nearlyinthefollowingwords:
’AlmightyandmostmercifulFather,whoselovingkindnessisoverallthyworks,behold,visit,andrelievethisthyservant,whoisgrievedwithsickness。Grantthatthesenseofherweaknessmayaddstrengthtoherfaith,andseriousnesstoherrepentance。AndgrantthatbythehelpofthyHolySpirit,afterthepainsandlaboursofthisshortlife,wemayallobtaineverlastinghappiness,throughJESUSCHRISTourLord;forwhosesakehearourprayers。Amen。OurFather,&c。
’Ithenkissedher。Shetoldme,thattopartwasthegreatestpainthatshehadeverfelt,andthatshehopedweshouldmeetagaininabetterplace。Iexpressed,withswelledeyes,andgreatemotionoftenderness,thesamehopes。Wekissed,andparted。I
humblyhopetomeetagain,andtopartnomore。’
1768:AETAT。59]——Itappearsfromhisnotesofthestateofhismind,thathesufferedgreatperturbationanddistractionin1768。
Nothingofhiswritingwasgiventothepublickthisyear,excepttheProloguetohisfriendGoldsmith’scomedyofTheGood-naturedMan。ThefirstlinesofthisProloguearestronglycharacteristicalofthedismalgloomofhismind;whichinhiscase,asinthecaseofallwhoaredistressedwiththesamemaladyofimagination,transferstoothersitsownfeelings。Whocouldsupposeitwastointroduceacomedy,whenMr。Bensleysolemnlybegan,’Press’dwiththeloadoflife,thewearymindSurveysthegeneraltoilofhumankind。’
ButthisdarkgroundmightmakeGoldsmith’shumourshinethemore。
Inthespringofthisyear,havingpublishedmyAccountofCorsica,withtheJournalofaTourtothatIsland,IreturnedtoLondon,verydesiroustoseeDr。Johnson,andhearhimuponthesubject。I
foundhewasatOxford,withhisfriendMr。Chambers,whowasnowVinerianProfessor,andlivedinNewInnHall。HavinghadnoletterfromhimsincethatinwhichhecriticisedtheLatinityofmyThesis,andhavingbeentoldbysomebodythathewasoffendedatmyhavingputintomyBookanextractofhislettertomeatParis,Iwasimpatienttobewithhim,andthereforefollowedhimtoOxford,whereIwasentertainedbyMr。Chambers,withacivilitywhichIshallevergratefullyremember。IfoundthatDr。JohnsonhadsentalettertometoScotland,andthatIhadnothingtocomplainofbuthisbeingmoreindifferenttomyanxietythanI
wishedhimtobe。Insteadofgiving,withthecircumstancesoftimeandplace,suchfragmentsofhisconversationasIpreservedduringthisvisittoOxford,Ishallthrowthemtogetherincontinuation。
Talkingofsomeofthemodernplays,hesaidFalseDelicacywastotallyvoidofcharacter。HepraisedGoldsmith’sGood-naturedMan;said,itwasthebestcomedythathadappearedsinceTheProvokedHusband,andthattherehadnotbeenoflateanysuchcharacterexhibitedonthestageasthatofCroaker。IobserveditwastheSuspiriusofhisRambler。Hesaid,Goldsmithhadownedhehadborroweditfromthence。’Sir,continuedhe,thereisallthedifferenceintheworldbetweencharactersofnatureandcharactersofmanners;andTHEREisthedifferencebetweenthecharactersofFieldingandthoseofRichardson。Charactersofmannersareveryentertaining;buttheyaretobeunderstoodbyamoresuperficialobserverthancharactersofnature,whereamanmustdiveintotherecessesofthehumanheart。’
ItalwaysappearedtomethatheestimatedthecompositionsofRichardsontoohighly,andthathehadanunreasonableprejudiceagainstFielding。Incomparingthosetwowriters,heusedthisexpression:’thattherewasasgreatadifferencebetweenthemasbetweenamanwhoknewhowawatchwasmade,andamanwhocouldtellthehourbylookingonthedial-plate。’
’Ihavenotbeentroubledforalongtimewithauthoursdesiringmyopinionoftheirworks。Iusedoncetobesadlyplaguedwithamanwhowroteverses,butwholiterallyhadnoothernotionofaverse,butthatitconsistedoftensyllables。Layyourknifeandyourfork,acrossyourplate,wastohimaverse:
Layyourknifeandyourfork,acrossyourplate。
Ashewroteagreatnumberofverses,hesometimesbychancemadegoodones,thoughhedidnotknowit。’
JohnsonexpatiatedontheadvantagesofOxfordforlearning。
’Thereishere,Sir,saidhe,suchaprogressiveemulation。Thestudentsareanxioustoappearwelltotheirtutors;thetutorsareanxioustohavetheirpupilsappearwellinthecollege;thecollegesareanxioustohavetheirstudentsappearwellintheUniversity;andthereareexcellentrulesofdisciplineineverycollege。Thattherulesaresometimesillobserved,maybetrue;
butisnothingagainstthesystem。ThemembersofanUniversitymay,foraseason,beunmindfuloftheirduty。Iamarguingfortheexcellencyoftheinstitution。’
HesaidhehadlatelybeenalongwhileatLichfield,buthadgrownverywearybeforeheleftit。BOSWELL。’Iwonderatthat,Sir;itisyournativeplace。’JOHNSON。’Why,soisScotlandYOURnativeplace。’
HisprejudiceagainstScotlandappearedremarkablystrongatthistime。WhenItalkedofouradvancementinliterature,’Sir,saidhe,youhavelearntalittlefromus,andyouthinkyourselvesverygreatmen。HumewouldneverhavewrittenHistory,hadnotVoltairewrittenitbeforehim。HeisanechoofVoltaire。’
BOSWELL。’But,Sir,wehaveLordKames。’JOHNSON。’YouHAVELordKames。Keephim;ha,ha,ha!Wedon’tenvyyouhim。DoyoueverseeDr。Robertson?’BOSWELL。’Yes,Sir。’JOHNSON。’Doesthedogtalkofme?’BOSWELL。’Indeed,Sir,hedoes,andlovesyou。’
ThinkingthatInowhadhiminacorner,andbeingsolicitousfortheliteraryfameofmycountry,IpressedhimforhisopiniononthemeritofDr。Robertson’sHistoryofScotland。But,tomysurprize,heescaped——’Sir,IloveRobertson,andIwon’ttalkofhisbook。’
Anessay,writtenbyMr。Deane,adivineoftheChurchofEngland,maintainingthefuturelifeofbrutes,byanexplicationofcertainpartsofthescriptures,wasmentioned,andthedoctrineinsistedonbyagentlemanwhoseemedfondofcuriousspeculation。Johnson,whodidnotliketohearofanythingconcerningafuturestatewhichwasnotauthorisedbytheregularcanonsoforthodoxy,discouragedthistalk;andbeingoffendedatitscontinuation,hewatchedanopportunitytogivethegentlemanablowofreprehension。So,whenthepoorspeculatist,withaseriousmetaphysicalpensiveface,addressedhim,’Butreally,Sir,whenweseeaverysensibledog,wedon’tknowwhattothinkofhim;’
Johnson,rollingwithjoyatthethoughtwhichbeamedinhiseye,turnedquicklyround,andreplied,’True,Sir:andwhenweseeaveryfoolishFELLOW,wedon’tknowwhattothinkofHIM。’Hethenroseup,stridedtothefire,andstoodforsometimelaughingandexulting。
Iaskedhimifitwasnothardthatonedeviationfromchastityshouldsoabsolutelyruinayoungwoman。Johnson。’Why,no,Sir;
itisthegreatprinciplewhichsheistaught。Whenshehasgivenupthatprinciple,shehasgivenupeverynotionoffemalehonourandvirtue,whichareallincludedinchastity。’
Agentlemantalkedtohimofaladywhomhegreatlyadmiredandwishedtomarry,butwasafraidofhersuperiorityoftalents。
’Sir,saidhe,youneednotbeafraid;marryher。Beforeayeargoesabout,you’llfindthatreasonmuchweaker,andthatwitnotsobright。’YetthegentlemanmaybejustifiedinhisapprehensionbyoneofDr。Johnson’sadmirablesentencesinhislifeofWaller:
’Hedoubtlesspraisedmanywhomhewouldhavebeenafraidtomarry;
and,perhaps,marriedonewhomhewouldhavebeenashamedtopraise。Manyqualitiescontributetodomestichappiness,uponwhichpoetryhasnocolourstobestow;andmanyairsandsalliesmaydelightimagination,whichhewhoflattersthemnevercanapprove。’
HepraisedSignorBaretti。’HisaccountofItalyisaveryentertainingbook;and,Sir,IknownomanwhocarrieshisheadhigherinconversationthanBaretti。Therearestrongpowersinhismind。Hehasnot,indeed,manyhooks;butwithwhathookshehas,hegrapplesveryforcibly。’
AtthistimeIobserveduponthedial-plateofhiswatchashortGreekinscription,takenfromtheNewTestament,[Greektextomitted],beingthefirstwordsofourSAVIOUR’Ssolemnadmonitiontotheimprovementofthattimewhichisallowedustoprepareforeternity:
’thenightcomethwhennomancanwork。’Hesometimeafterwardslaidasidethisdial-plate;andwhenIaskedhimthereason,hesaid,’Itmightdoverywelluponaclockwhichamankeepsinhiscloset;buttohaveituponhiswatchwhichhecarriesaboutwithhim,andwhichisoftenlookedatbyothers,mightbecensuredasostentatious。’Mr。Steevensisnowpossessedofthedial-plateinscribedasabove。