DuringallthetimeinwhichDr。JohnsonwasemployedinrelatingtothecircleatSirJoshuaReynolds’stheparticularsofwhatpassedbetweentheKingandhim,Dr。Goldsmithremainedunmoveduponasophaatsomedistance,affectingnottojoinintheleastintheeagercuriosityofthecompany。Heassignedasareasonforhisgloomandseeminginattention,thatheapprehendedJohnsonhadrelinquishedhispurposeoffurnishinghimwithaProloguetohisplay,withthehopesofwhichhehadbeenflattered;butitwasstronglysuspectedthathewasfrettingwithchagrinandenvyatthesingularhonourDr。Johnsonhadlatelyenjoyed。Atlength,thefranknessandsimplicityofhisnaturalcharacterprevailed。Hesprungfromthesopha,advancedtoJohnson,andinakindofflutter,fromimagininghimselfinthesituationwhichhehadjustbeenhearingdescribed,exclaimed,’Well,youacquittedyourselfinthisconversationbetterthanIshouldhavedone;forIshouldhavebowedandstammeredthroughthewholeofit。’
  Hisdiaryaffordsnolightastohisemploymentatthistime。HepassedthreemonthsatLichfield;andIcannotomitanaffectingandsolemnscenethere,asrelatedbyhimself:——
  ’Sunday,Oct。18,1767。Yesterday,Oct。17,ataboutteninthemorning,Itookmyleaveforeverofmydearoldfriend,CatharineChambers,whocametolivewithmymotherabout1724,andhasbeenbutlittlepartedfromussince。Sheburiedmyfather,mybrother,andmymother。Sheisnowfifty-eightyearsold。
  ’Idesiredalltowithdraw,thentoldherthatweweretopartforever;thatasChristians,weshouldpartwithprayer;andthatI
  would,ifshewaswilling,sayashortprayerbesideher。Sheexpressedgreatdesiretohearme;andheldupherpoorhands,asshelayinbed,withgreatfervour,whileIprayed,kneelingbyher,nearlyinthefollowingwords:
  ’AlmightyandmostmercifulFather,whoselovingkindnessisoverallthyworks,behold,visit,andrelievethisthyservant,whoisgrievedwithsickness。Grantthatthesenseofherweaknessmayaddstrengthtoherfaith,andseriousnesstoherrepentance。AndgrantthatbythehelpofthyHolySpirit,afterthepainsandlaboursofthisshortlife,wemayallobtaineverlastinghappiness,throughJESUSCHRISTourLord;forwhosesakehearourprayers。Amen。OurFather,&c。
  ’Ithenkissedher。Shetoldme,thattopartwasthegreatestpainthatshehadeverfelt,andthatshehopedweshouldmeetagaininabetterplace。Iexpressed,withswelledeyes,andgreatemotionoftenderness,thesamehopes。Wekissed,andparted。I
  humblyhopetomeetagain,andtopartnomore。’
  1768:AETAT。59]——Itappearsfromhisnotesofthestateofhismind,thathesufferedgreatperturbationanddistractionin1768。
  Nothingofhiswritingwasgiventothepublickthisyear,excepttheProloguetohisfriendGoldsmith’scomedyofTheGood-naturedMan。ThefirstlinesofthisProloguearestronglycharacteristicalofthedismalgloomofhismind;whichinhiscase,asinthecaseofallwhoaredistressedwiththesamemaladyofimagination,transferstoothersitsownfeelings。Whocouldsupposeitwastointroduceacomedy,whenMr。Bensleysolemnlybegan,’Press’dwiththeloadoflife,thewearymindSurveysthegeneraltoilofhumankind。’
  ButthisdarkgroundmightmakeGoldsmith’shumourshinethemore。
  Inthespringofthisyear,havingpublishedmyAccountofCorsica,withtheJournalofaTourtothatIsland,IreturnedtoLondon,verydesiroustoseeDr。Johnson,andhearhimuponthesubject。I
  foundhewasatOxford,withhisfriendMr。Chambers,whowasnowVinerianProfessor,andlivedinNewInnHall。HavinghadnoletterfromhimsincethatinwhichhecriticisedtheLatinityofmyThesis,andhavingbeentoldbysomebodythathewasoffendedatmyhavingputintomyBookanextractofhislettertomeatParis,Iwasimpatienttobewithhim,andthereforefollowedhimtoOxford,whereIwasentertainedbyMr。Chambers,withacivilitywhichIshallevergratefullyremember。IfoundthatDr。JohnsonhadsentalettertometoScotland,andthatIhadnothingtocomplainofbuthisbeingmoreindifferenttomyanxietythanI
  wishedhimtobe。Insteadofgiving,withthecircumstancesoftimeandplace,suchfragmentsofhisconversationasIpreservedduringthisvisittoOxford,Ishallthrowthemtogetherincontinuation。
  Talkingofsomeofthemodernplays,hesaidFalseDelicacywastotallyvoidofcharacter。HepraisedGoldsmith’sGood-naturedMan;said,itwasthebestcomedythathadappearedsinceTheProvokedHusband,andthattherehadnotbeenoflateanysuchcharacterexhibitedonthestageasthatofCroaker。IobserveditwastheSuspiriusofhisRambler。Hesaid,Goldsmithhadownedhehadborroweditfromthence。’Sir,continuedhe,thereisallthedifferenceintheworldbetweencharactersofnatureandcharactersofmanners;andTHEREisthedifferencebetweenthecharactersofFieldingandthoseofRichardson。Charactersofmannersareveryentertaining;buttheyaretobeunderstoodbyamoresuperficialobserverthancharactersofnature,whereamanmustdiveintotherecessesofthehumanheart。’
  ItalwaysappearedtomethatheestimatedthecompositionsofRichardsontoohighly,andthathehadanunreasonableprejudiceagainstFielding。Incomparingthosetwowriters,heusedthisexpression:’thattherewasasgreatadifferencebetweenthemasbetweenamanwhoknewhowawatchwasmade,andamanwhocouldtellthehourbylookingonthedial-plate。’
  ’Ihavenotbeentroubledforalongtimewithauthoursdesiringmyopinionoftheirworks。Iusedoncetobesadlyplaguedwithamanwhowroteverses,butwholiterallyhadnoothernotionofaverse,butthatitconsistedoftensyllables。Layyourknifeandyourfork,acrossyourplate,wastohimaverse:
  Layyourknifeandyourfork,acrossyourplate。
  Ashewroteagreatnumberofverses,hesometimesbychancemadegoodones,thoughhedidnotknowit。’
  JohnsonexpatiatedontheadvantagesofOxfordforlearning。
  ’Thereishere,Sir,saidhe,suchaprogressiveemulation。Thestudentsareanxioustoappearwelltotheirtutors;thetutorsareanxioustohavetheirpupilsappearwellinthecollege;thecollegesareanxioustohavetheirstudentsappearwellintheUniversity;andthereareexcellentrulesofdisciplineineverycollege。Thattherulesaresometimesillobserved,maybetrue;
  butisnothingagainstthesystem。ThemembersofanUniversitymay,foraseason,beunmindfuloftheirduty。Iamarguingfortheexcellencyoftheinstitution。’
  HesaidhehadlatelybeenalongwhileatLichfield,buthadgrownverywearybeforeheleftit。BOSWELL。’Iwonderatthat,Sir;itisyournativeplace。’JOHNSON。’Why,soisScotlandYOURnativeplace。’
  HisprejudiceagainstScotlandappearedremarkablystrongatthistime。WhenItalkedofouradvancementinliterature,’Sir,saidhe,youhavelearntalittlefromus,andyouthinkyourselvesverygreatmen。HumewouldneverhavewrittenHistory,hadnotVoltairewrittenitbeforehim。HeisanechoofVoltaire。’
  BOSWELL。’But,Sir,wehaveLordKames。’JOHNSON。’YouHAVELordKames。Keephim;ha,ha,ha!Wedon’tenvyyouhim。DoyoueverseeDr。Robertson?’BOSWELL。’Yes,Sir。’JOHNSON。’Doesthedogtalkofme?’BOSWELL。’Indeed,Sir,hedoes,andlovesyou。’
  ThinkingthatInowhadhiminacorner,andbeingsolicitousfortheliteraryfameofmycountry,IpressedhimforhisopiniononthemeritofDr。Robertson’sHistoryofScotland。But,tomysurprize,heescaped——’Sir,IloveRobertson,andIwon’ttalkofhisbook。’
  Anessay,writtenbyMr。Deane,adivineoftheChurchofEngland,maintainingthefuturelifeofbrutes,byanexplicationofcertainpartsofthescriptures,wasmentioned,andthedoctrineinsistedonbyagentlemanwhoseemedfondofcuriousspeculation。Johnson,whodidnotliketohearofanythingconcerningafuturestatewhichwasnotauthorisedbytheregularcanonsoforthodoxy,discouragedthistalk;andbeingoffendedatitscontinuation,hewatchedanopportunitytogivethegentlemanablowofreprehension。So,whenthepoorspeculatist,withaseriousmetaphysicalpensiveface,addressedhim,’Butreally,Sir,whenweseeaverysensibledog,wedon’tknowwhattothinkofhim;’
  Johnson,rollingwithjoyatthethoughtwhichbeamedinhiseye,turnedquicklyround,andreplied,’True,Sir:andwhenweseeaveryfoolishFELLOW,wedon’tknowwhattothinkofHIM。’Hethenroseup,stridedtothefire,andstoodforsometimelaughingandexulting。
  Iaskedhimifitwasnothardthatonedeviationfromchastityshouldsoabsolutelyruinayoungwoman。Johnson。’Why,no,Sir;
  itisthegreatprinciplewhichsheistaught。Whenshehasgivenupthatprinciple,shehasgivenupeverynotionoffemalehonourandvirtue,whichareallincludedinchastity。’
  Agentlemantalkedtohimofaladywhomhegreatlyadmiredandwishedtomarry,butwasafraidofhersuperiorityoftalents。
  ’Sir,saidhe,youneednotbeafraid;marryher。Beforeayeargoesabout,you’llfindthatreasonmuchweaker,andthatwitnotsobright。’YetthegentlemanmaybejustifiedinhisapprehensionbyoneofDr。Johnson’sadmirablesentencesinhislifeofWaller:
  ’Hedoubtlesspraisedmanywhomhewouldhavebeenafraidtomarry;
  and,perhaps,marriedonewhomhewouldhavebeenashamedtopraise。Manyqualitiescontributetodomestichappiness,uponwhichpoetryhasnocolourstobestow;andmanyairsandsalliesmaydelightimagination,whichhewhoflattersthemnevercanapprove。’
  HepraisedSignorBaretti。’HisaccountofItalyisaveryentertainingbook;and,Sir,IknownomanwhocarrieshisheadhigherinconversationthanBaretti。Therearestrongpowersinhismind。Hehasnot,indeed,manyhooks;butwithwhathookshehas,hegrapplesveryforcibly。’
  AtthistimeIobserveduponthedial-plateofhiswatchashortGreekinscription,takenfromtheNewTestament,[Greektextomitted],beingthefirstwordsofourSAVIOUR’Ssolemnadmonitiontotheimprovementofthattimewhichisallowedustoprepareforeternity:
  ’thenightcomethwhennomancanwork。’Hesometimeafterwardslaidasidethisdial-plate;andwhenIaskedhimthereason,hesaid,’Itmightdoverywelluponaclockwhichamankeepsinhiscloset;buttohaveituponhiswatchwhichhecarriesaboutwithhim,andwhichisoftenlookedatbyothers,mightbecensuredasostentatious。’Mr。Steevensisnowpossessedofthedial-plateinscribedasabove。