’Mother,shallIdonothingtoassistyou?’
’Nothing。’
’Willyouentrustmewithnoconfidence,nocharge,noexplanation?
Willyoutakenocounselwithme?Willyounotletmecomenearyou?’
’Howcanyouaskme?Youseparatedyourselffrommyaffairs。Itwasnotmyact;itwasyours。Howcanyouconsistentlyaskmesuchaquestion?YouknowthatyouleftmetoFlintwinch,andthatheoccupiesyourplace。’
GlancingatJeremiah,Clennamsawinhisverygaitersthathisattentionwascloselydirectedtothem,thoughhestoodleaningagainstthewallscrapinghisjaw,andpretendedtolistentoFloraassheheldforthinamostdistractingmanneronachaosofsubjects,inwhichmackerel,andMrF。’sAuntinaswing,hadbecomeentangledwithcockchafersandthewinetrade。
’Aprisoner,inaFrenchgaol,onanaccusationofmurder,’
repeatedMrsClennam,steadilygoingoverwhathersonhadsaid。
’Thatisallyouknowofhimfromthefellow-prisoner?’
’Insubstance,all。’
’Andwasthefellow-prisonerhisaccompliceandamurderer,too?
But,ofcourse,hegivesabetteraccountofhimselfthanofhisfriend;itisneedlesstoask。Thiswillsupplytherestofthemherewithsomethingnewtotalkabout。Casby,Arthurtellsme——’
’Stay,mother!Stay,stay!’Heinterruptedherhastily,forithadnotenteredhisimaginationthatshewouldopenlyproclaimwhathehadtoldher。
’Whatnow?’shesaidwithdispleasure。’Whatmore?’
’Ibegyoutoexcuseme,MrCasby——andyou,too,MrsFinching——foroneothermomentwithmymother——’
Hehadlaidhishanduponherchair,orshewouldotherwisehavewheeleditroundwiththetouchofherfootupontheground。Theywerestillfacetoface。Shelookedathim,asheranoverthepossibilitiesofsomeresulthehadnotintended,andcouldnotforesee,beinginfluencedbyCavalletto’sdisclosurebecomingamatterofnotoriety,andhurriedlyarrivedattheconclusionthatithadbestnotbetalkedabout;thoughperhapshewasguidedbynomoredistinctreasonthanthathehadtakenitforgrantedthathismotherwouldreserveittoherselfandherpartner。
’Whatnow?’shesaidagain,impatiently。’Whatisit?’
’Ididnotmean,mother,thatyoushouldrepeatwhatIhavecommunicated。Ithinkyouhadbetternotrepeatit。’
’Doyoumakethataconditionwithme?’
’Well!Yes。’
’Observe,then!Itisyouwhomakethisasecret,’saidshe,holdingupherhand,’andnotI。Itisyou,Arthur,whobringheredoubtsandsuspicionsandentreatiesforexplanations,anditisyou,Arthur,whobringsecretshere。Whatisittome,doyouthink,wherethemanhasbeen,orwhathehasbeen?Whatcanitbetome?Thewholeworldmayknowit,iftheycaretoknowit;itisnothingtome。Now,letmego。’
Heyieldedtoherimperiousbutelatedlook,andturnedherchairbacktotheplacefromwhichhehadwheeledit。IndoingsohesawelationinthefaceofMrFlintwinch,whichmostassuredlywasnotinspiredbyFlora。thisturningofhisintelligenceandofhiswholeattemptanddesignagainsthimself,didevenmorethanhismother’sfixednessandfirmnesstoconvincehimthathiseffortswithherwereidle。NothingremainedbuttheappealtohisoldfriendAffery。
Buteventogettheverydoubtfulandpreliminarystageofmakingtheappeal,seemedoneoftheleastpromisingofhumanundertakings。Shewassocompletelyunderthethrallofthetwocleverones,wassosystematicallykeptinsightbyoneorotherofthem,andwassoafraidtogoaboutthehousebesides,thateveryopportunityofspeakingtoheraloneappearedtobeforestalled。
Overandabovethat,MistressAffery,bysomemeansitwasnotverydifficulttoguess,throughthesharpargumentsofherliegelord,hadacquiredsuchalivelyconvictionofthehazardofsayinganythingunderanycircumstances,thatshehadremainedallthistimeinacornerguardingherselffromapproachwiththatsymbolicalinstrumentofhers;sothat,whenawordortwohadbeenaddressedtoherbyFlora,orevenbythebottle-greenpatriarchhimself,shehadwardedoffconversationwiththetoasting-forklikeadumbwoman。
AfterseveralabortiveattemptstogetAfferytolookathimwhilesheclearedthetableandwashedthetea-service,ArthurthoughtofanexpedientwhichFloramightoriginate。Towhomhethereforewhispered,’Couldyousayyouwouldliketogothroughthehouse?’
Now,poorFlora,beingalwaysinfluctuatingexpectationofthetimewhenClennamwouldrenewhisboyhoodandbemadlyinlovewithheragain,receivedthewhisperwiththeutmostdelight;notonlyasrenderedpreciousbyitsmysteriouscharacter,butaspreparingthewayforatenderinterviewinwhichhewoulddeclarethestateofhisaffections。Sheimmediatelybegantoworkoutthehint。
’Ahdearmethepooroldroom,’saidFlora,glancinground,’looksjustaseverMrsClennamIamtouchedtoseeexceptforbeingsmokierwhichwastobeexpectedwithtimeandwhichwemustallexpectandreconcileourselvestobeingwhetherwelikeitornotasIamsureIhavehadtodomyselfifnotexactlysmokierdreadfullystouterwhichisthesameorworse,tothinkofthedayswhenpapausedtobringmeheretheleastofgirlsaperfectmassofchilblainstobestuckuponachairwithmyfeetontherailsandstareatArthur——prayexcuseme——MrClennam——theleastofboysinthefrightfullestoffrillsandjacketsereyetMrF。appearedamistyshadowonthehorizonpayingattentionslikethewell-knownspectreofsomeplaceinGermanybeginningwithaBisamorallessoninculcatingthatallthepathsinlifearesimilartothepathsdownintheNorthofEnglandwheretheygetthecoalsandmaketheironandthingsgravelledwithashes!’
Havingpaidthetributeofasightotheinstabilityofhumanexistence,Florahurriedonwithherpurpose。
’Notthatatanytime,’sheproceeded,’itsworstenemycouldhavesaiditwasacheerfulhouseforthatitwasnevermadetobebutalwayshighlyimpressive,fondmemoryrecallsanoccasioninyouthereyetthejudgmentwasmaturewhenArthur——confirmedhabit——MrClennam——tookmedownintoanunusedkitcheneminentformouldinessandproposedtosecretemethereforlifeandfeedmeonwhathecouldhidefromhismealswhenhewasnotathomefortheholidaysandondrybreadindisgracewhichatthathalcyonperiodtoofrequentlyoccurred,woulditbeinconvenientoraskingtoomuchtobegtobepermittedtorevivethosescenesandwalkthroughthehouse?’
MrsClennam,whorespondedwithaconstrainedgracetoMrsFinching’sgoodnatureinbeingthereatall,thoughhervisitbeforeArthur’sunexpectedarrivalwasundoubtedlyanactofpuregoodnatureandnoself-gratification,intimatedthatallthehousewasopentoher。FloraroseandlookedtoArthurforhisescort。
’Certainly,’saidhe,aloud;’andAfferywilllightus,Idaresay。’
Afferywasexcusingherselfwith’Don’tasknothingofme,Arthur!’
whenMrFlintwinchstoppedherwith’Whynot?Affery,what’sthematterwithyou,woman?Whynot,jade!’Thusexpostulatedwith,shecameunwillinglyoutofhercorner,resignedthetoasting-forkintooneofherhusband’shands,andtookthecandlestickheofferedfromtheother。
’Gobefore,youfool!’saidJeremiah。’Areyougoingup,ordown,MrsFinching?’
Floraanswered,’Down。’
’Thengobefore,anddown,youAffery,’saidJeremiah。’Anddoitproperly,orI’llcomerollingdownthebanisters,andtumblingoveryou!’
Afferyheadedtheexploringparty;Jeremiahclosedit。Hehadnointentionofleavingthem。Clennamlookingback,andseeinghimfollowingthreestairsbehind,inthecoolestandmostmethodicalmannerexclaimedinalowvoice,’Istherenogettingridofhim!’
Florareassuredhismindbyreplyingpromptly,’WhythoughnotexactlyproperArthurandathingIcouldn’tthinkofbeforeayoungermanorastrangerstillIdon’tmindhimifyousoparticularlywishitandprovidedyou’llhavethegoodnessnottotakemetootight。’
Wantingthehearttoexplainthatthiswasnotatallwhathemeant,ArthurextendedhissupportingarmroundFlora’sfigure。
’Ohmygoodnessme,’saidshe。’Youareveryobedientindeedreallyandit’sextremelyhonourableandgentlemanlyinyouIamsurebutstillatthesametimeifyouwouldliketobealittletighterthanthatIshouldn’tconsideritintruding。’
Inthispreposterousattitude,unspeakablyatvariancewithhisanxiousmind,Clennamdescendedtothebasementofthehouse;
findingthatwhereveritbecamedarkerthanelsewhere,Florabecameheavier,andthatwhenthehousewaslightestshewastoo。
Returningfromthedismalkitchenregions,whichwereasdrearyastheycouldbe,MistressAfferypassedwiththelightintohisfather’soldroom,andthenintotheolddining-room;alwayspassingonbeforelikeaphantomthatwasnottobeovertaken,andneitherturningnoransweringwhenhewhispered,’Affery!Iwanttospeaktoyou!’
Inthedining-room,asentimentaldesirecameoverFloratolookintothedragonclosetwhichhadsooftenswallowedArthurinthedaysofhisboyhood——notimprobablybecause,asaverydarkcloset,itwasalikelyplacetobeheavyin。Arthur,fastsubsidingintodespair,hadopenedit,whenaknockwasheardattheouterdoor。
MistressAffery,withasuppressedcry,threwherapronoverherhead。
’What?Youwantanotherdose!’saidMrFlintwinch。’Youshallhaveit,mywoman,youshallhaveagoodone!Oh!Youshallhaveasneezer,youshallhaveateaser!’
’Inthemeantimeisanybodygoingtothedoor?’saidArthur。
’Inthemeantime,Iamgoingtothedoor,sir,’returnedtheoldmansosavagely,astorenderitclearthatinachoiceofdifficultieshefelthemustgo,thoughhewouldhavepreferrednottogo。’Stayherethewhile,all!Affery,mywoman,moveaninch,orspeakawordinyourfoolishness,andI’lltrebleyourdose!’
Themomenthewasgone,ArthurreleasedMrsFinching:withsomedifficulty,byreasonofthatladymisunderstandinghisintentions,andmakingarrangementswithaviewtotighteninginsteadofslackening。
’Affery,speaktomenow!’
’Don’ttouchme,Arthur!’shecried,shrinkingfromhim。’Don’tcomenearme。He’llseeyou。Jeremiahwill。Don’t。’
’Hecan’tseeme,’returnedArthur,suitingtheactiontotheword,’ifIblowthecandleout。’
’He’llhearyou,’criedAffery。
’Hecan’thearme,’returnedArthur,suitingtheactiontothewordsagain,’ifIdrawyouintothisblackcloset,andspeakhere。
Whydoyouhideyourface?’
’BecauseIamafraidofseeingsomething。’
’Youcan’tbeafraidofseeinganythinginthisdarkness,Affery。’
’YesIam。Muchmorethanifitwaslight。’
’Whyareyouafraid?’