GoneOnahealthyautumnday,theMarshalseaprisoner,weakbutotherwiserestored,satlisteningtoavoicethatreadtohim。Onahealthyautumnday;whenthegoldenfieldshadbeenreapedandploughedagain,whenthesummerfruitshadripenedandwaned,whenthegreenperspectivesofhopshadbeenlaidlowbythebusypickers,whentheapplesclusteringintheorchardswererusset,andtheberriesofthemountainashwerecrimsonamongtheyellowingfoliage。Alreadyinthewoods,glimpsesofthehardywinterthatwascomingweretobecaughtthroughunaccustomedopeningsamongtheboughswheretheprospectshonedefinedandclear,freefromthebloomofthedrowsysummerweather,whichhadrestedonitasthebloomliesontheplum。So,fromtheseashoretheoceanwasnolongertobeseenlyingasleepintheheat,butitsthousandsparklingeyeswereopen,anditswholebreadthwasinjoyfulanimation,fromthecoolsandonthebeachtothelittlesailsonthehorizon,driftingawaylikeautumn-tintedleavesthathaddriftedfromthetrees。
Changelessandbarren,lookingignorantlyatalltheseasonswithitsfixed,pinchedfaceofpovertyandcare,theprisonhadnotatouchofanyofthesebeautiesonit。Blossomwhatwould,itsbricksandbarsboreuniformlythesamedeadcrop。YetClennam,listeningtothevoiceasitreadtohim,heardinitallthatgreatNaturewasdoing,heardinitallthesoothingsongsshesingstoman。AtnoMother’skneebuthershadheeverdweltinhisyouthonhopefulpromises,onplayfulfancies,ontheharvestsoftendernessandhumilitythatliehiddenintheearly-fosteredseedsoftheimagination;ontheoaksofretreatfromblightingwinds,thathavethegermsoftheirstrongrootsinnurseryacorns。
But,inthetonesofthevoicethatreadtohim,therewerememoriesofanoldfeelingofsuchthings,andechoesofeverymercifulandlovingwhisperthathadeverstolentohiminhislife。
Whenthevoicestopped,heputhishandoverhiseyes,murmuringthatthelightwasstronguponthem。
LittleDorritputthebookby,andpresentlyarosequietlytoshadethewindow。Maggysatatherneedleworkinheroldplace。Thelightsoftened,LittleDorritbroughtherchairclosertohisside。
’Thiswillsoonbeovernow,dearMrClennam。NotonlyareMrDoyce’sletterstoyousofulloffriendshipandencouragement,butMrRuggsayshisletterstohimaresofullofhelp,andthateverybodynowalittleangerispastissoconsiderate,andspeakssowellofyou,thatitwillsoonbeovernow。’
’Deargirl。Dearheart。Goodangel!’
’Youpraisemefartoomuch。Andyetitissuchanexquisitepleasuretometohearyouspeaksofeelingly,andto——andtosee,’
saidLittleDorrit,raisinghereyestohis,’howdeeplyyoumeanit,thatIcannotsayDon’t。’
Heliftedherhandtohislips。
’Youhavebeenheremany,manytimes,whenIhavenotseenyou,LittleDorrit?’
’Yes,IhavebeenheresometimeswhenIhavenotcomeintotheroom。’
’Veryoften?’
’Ratheroften,’saidLittleDorrit,timidly。
’Everyday?’
’Ithink,’saidLittleDorrit,afterhesitating,’thatIhavebeenhereatleasttwiceeveryday。’
Hemighthavereleasedthelittlelighthandafterferventlykissingitagain;butthat,withaverygentlelingeringwhereitwas,itseemedtocourtbeingretained。Hetookitinbothofhis,anditlaysoftlyonhisbreast。
’DearLittleDorrit,itisnotmyimprisonmentonlythatwillsoonbeover。Thissacrificeofyoumustbeended。Wemustlearntopartagain,andtotakeourdifferentwayssowideasunder。Youhavenotforgottenwhatwesaidtogether,whenyoucameback?’
’Ono,Ihavenotforgottenit。Butsomethinghasbeen——Youfeelquitestrongto-day,don’tyou?’
’Quitestrong。’
Thehandheheldcreptupalittlenearerhisface。
’DoyoufeelquitestrongenoughtoknowwhatagreatfortuneI
havegot?’
’Ishallbeverygladtobetold。NofortunecanbetoogreatorgoodforLittleDorrit。’
’Ihavebeenanxiouslywaitingtotellyou。Ihavebeenlongingandlongingtotellyou。Youaresureyouwillnottakeit?’
’Never!’
’Youarequitesureyouwillnottakehalfofit?’
’Never,dearLittleDorrit!’
Asshelookedathimsilently,therewassomethinginheraffectionatefacethathedidnotquitecomprehend:somethingthatcouldhavebrokenintotearsinamoment,andyetthatwashappyandproud。
’YouwillbesorrytohearwhatIhavetotellyouaboutFanny。
PoorFannyhaslosteverything。Shehasnothingleftbutherhusband’sincome。Allthatpapagaveherwhenshemarriedwaslostasyourmoneywaslost。Itwasinthesamehands,anditisallgone。’
Arthurwasmoreshockedthansurprisedtohearit。’Ihadhopeditmightnotbesobad,’hesaid:’butIhadfearedaheavylossthere,knowingtheconnectionbetweenherhusbandandthedefaulter。’
’Yes。Itisallgone。IamverysorryforFanny;very,very,verysorryforpoorFanny。Mypoorbrothertoo!’
’Hadhepropertyinthesamehands?’
’Yes!Andit’sallgone——Howmuchdoyouthinkmyowngreatfortuneis?’
AsArthurlookedatherinquiringly,withanewapprehensiononhim,shewithdrewherhand,andlaidherfacedownonthespotwhereithadrested。
’Ihavenothingintheworld。IamaspooraswhenIlivedhere。
WhenpapacameovertoEngland,heconfidedeverythinghehadtothesamehands,anditisallsweptaway。Omydearestandbest,areyouquitesureyouwillnotsharemyfortunewithmenow?’
Lockedinhisarms,heldtohisheart,withhismanlytearsuponherowncheek,shedrewtheslighthandroundhisneck,andclaspeditinitsfellow-hand。
’Nevertopart,mydearestArthur;neveranymore,untilthelast!
Ineverwasrichbefore,Ineverwasproudbefore,Ineverwashappybefore,Iamrichinbeingtakenbyyou,Iamproudinhavingbeenresignedbyyou,Iamhappyinbeingwithyouinthisprison,asIshouldbehappyincomingbacktoitwithyou,ifitshouldbethewillofGOD,andcomfortingandservingyouwithallmyloveandtruth。Iamyoursanywhere,everywhere!Iloveyoudearly!
Iwouldratherpassmylifeherewithyou,andgooutdaily,workingforourbread,thanIwouldhavethegreatestfortunethateverwastold,andbethegreatestladythateverwashonoured。O,ifpoorpapamayonlyknowhowblestatlastmyheartis,inthisroomwherehesufferedforsomanyyears!’
Maggyhadofcoursebeenstaringfromthefirst,andhadofcoursebeencryinghereyesoutlongbeforethis。Maggywasnowsooverjoyedthat,afterhuggingherlittlemotherwithallhermight,shewentdown-stairslikeaclog-hornpipetofindsomebodyorothertowhomtoimparthergladness。WhomshouldMaggymeetbutFloraandMrF。’sAuntopportunelycomingin?Andwhomelse,asaconsequenceofthatmeeting,shouldLittleDorritfindwaitingforherself,when,agoodtwoorthreehoursafterwards,shewentout?
Flora’seyeswerealittlered,andsheseemedratheroutofspirits。MrF。’sAuntwassostiffenedthatshehadtheappearanceofbeingpastbendingbyanymeansshortofpowerfulmechanicalpressure。Herbonnetwascockedupbehindinaterrificmanner;
andherstonyreticulewasasrigidasifithadbeenpetrifiedbytheGorgon’shead,andhadgotitatthatmomentinside。Withtheseimposingattributes,MrF。’sAunt,publiclyseatedonthestepsoftheMarshal’sofficialresidence,hadbeenforthetwoorthreehoursinquestionagreatboontotheyoungerinhabitantsoftheBorough,whosesalliesofhumourshehadconsiderablyflushedherselfbyresentingatthepointofherumbrella,fromtimetotime。
’Painfullyaware,MissDorrit,Iamsure,’saidFlora,’thattoproposeanadjournmenttoanyplacetoonesofarremovedbyfortuneandsocourtedandcaressedbythebestsocietymusteverappearintrudingevenifnotapie-shopfarbelowyourpresentsphereandaback-parlourthoughacivilmanbutifforthesakeofArthur——cannotovercomeitmoreimpropernowthaneverlateDoyceandClennam——onelastremarkImightwishtomakeonelastexplanationImightwishtoofferperhapsyourgoodnaturemightexcuseunderpretenceofthreekidneyonesthehumbleplaceofconversation。’
Rightlyinterpretingthisratherobscurespeech,LittleDorritreturnedthatshewasquiteatFlora’sdisposition。Floraaccordinglyledthewayacrosstheroadtothepie-shopinquestion:MrF。’sAuntstalkingacrossintherear,andputtingherselfinthewayofbeingrunover,withaperseveranceworthyofabettercause。
Whenthe’threekidneyones,’whichweretobeablindtotheconversation,weresetbeforethemonthreelittletinplatters,eachkidneyoneornamentedwithaholeatthetop,intowhichthecivilmanpouredhotgravyoutofaspoutedcanasifhewerefeedingthreelamps,Floratookoutherpocket-handkerchief。
’IfFancy’sfairdreams,’shebegan,’haveeverpicturedthatwhenArthur——cannotovercomeitprayexcuseme——wasrestoredtofreedomevenapieasfarfromflakyasthepresentandsodeficientinkidneyastobeinthatrespectlikeamincednutmegmightnotproveunacceptableifofferedbythehandoftrueregardsuchvisionshaveforeverfledandalliscancelledbutbeingawarethattenderrelationsareincontemplationbegtostatethatI
heartilywishwelltobothandfindnofaultwitheithernottheleast,itmaybewitheringtoknowthaterethehandofTimehadmadememuchlessslimthanformerlyanddreadfullyredontheslightestexertionparticularlyaftereatingIwellknowwhenittakestheformofarash,itmighthavebeenandwasnotthroughtheinterruptionofparentsandmentaltorporsucceededuntilthemysteriouscluewasheldbyMrF。stillIwouldnotbeungeneroustoeitherandIheartilywishwelltoboth。’
LittleDorrittookherhand,andthankedherforallheroldkindness。
’Callitnotkindness,’returnedFlora,givingheranhonestkiss,’foryoualwayswerethebestanddearestlittlethingthateverwasifImaytakethelibertyandeveninamoneypointofviewasavingbeingConscienceitselfthoughImustaddmuchmoreagreeablethanmineeverwastomeforthoughnotIhopemoreburdenedthanotherpeople’syetIhavealwaysfounditfarreadiertomakeoneuncomfortablethancomfortableandevidentlytakingagreaterpleasureindoingitbutIamwandering,onehopeIwishtoexpressereyettheclosingscenedrawsinanditisthatIdotrustforthesakeofoldtimesandoldsinceritythatArthurwillknowthatIdidn’tdeserthiminhismisfortunesbutthatIcamebackwardsandforwardsconstantlytoaskifIcoulddoanythingforhimandthatIsatinthepie-shopwheretheyverycivillyfetchedsomethingwarminatumblerfromthehotelandreallyverynicehoursafterhourstokeephimcompanyoverthewaywithouthisknowingit。’
Florareallyhadtearsinhereyesnow,andtheyshowedhertogreatadvantage。
’Overandabovewhich,’saidFlora,’Iearnestlybegyouasthedearestthingthateverwasifyou’llstillexcusethefamiliarityfromonewhomovesinverydifferentcirclestoletArthurunderstandthatIdon’tknowafterallwhetheritwasn’tallnonsensebetweenusthoughpleasantatthetimeandtryingtooandcertainlyMrF。didworkachangeandthespellbeingbrokennothingcouldbeexpectedtotakeplacewithoutweavingitafreshwhichvariouscircumstanceshavecombinedtopreventofwhichperhapsnottheleastpowerfulwasthatitwasnottobe,IamnotpreparedtosaythatifithadbeenagreeabletoArthurandhadbroughtitselfaboutnaturallyinthefirstinstanceIshouldnothavebeenverygladbeingofalivelydispositionandmopedathomewherepapaundoubtedlyisthemostaggravatingofhissexandnotimprovedsincehavingbeencutdownbythehandoftheIncendiaryintosomethingofwhichIneversawthecounterpartinallmylifebutjealousyisnotmycharacternorill-willthoughmanyfaults。’
WithouthavingbeenablecloselytofollowMrsFinchingthroughthislabyrinth,LittleDorritunderstooditspurpose,andcordiallyacceptedthetrust。
’Thewitheredchapletmydear,’saidFlora,withgreatenjoyment,’isthenperishedthecolumniscrumbledandthepyramidisstandingupsidedownuponitswhat’s-his-namecallitnotgiddinesscallitnotweaknesscallitnotfollyImustnowretireintoprivacyandlookupontheashesofdepartedjoysnomorebuttakingafurtherlibertyofpayingforthepastrywhichhasformedthehumblepretextofourinterviewwillforeversayAdieu!’
MrF。’sAunt,whohadeatenherpiewithgreatsolemnity,andwhohadbeenelaboratingsomegrievousschemeofinjuryinhermindsinceherfirstassumptionofthatpublicpositionontheMarshal’ssteps,tookthepresentopportunityofaddressingthefollowingSibyllicapostrophetotherelictofherlatenephew。
’Bringhimfor’ard,andI’llchuckhimouto’winder!’
Floratriedinvaintosoothetheexcellentwomanbyexplainingthattheyweregoinghometodinner。MrF。’sAuntpersistedinreplying,’Bringhimfor’ardandI’llchuckhimouto’winder!’
Havingreiteratedthisdemandanimmensenumberoftimes,withasustainedglareofdefianceatLittleDorrit,MrF。’sAuntfoldedherarms,andsatdowninthecornerofthepie-shopparlour;
steadfastlyrefusingtobudgeuntilsuchtimeas’he’shouldhavebeen’broughtfor’ard,’andthechuckingportionofhisdestinyaccomplished。
Inthisconditionofthings,FloraconfidedtoLittleDorritthatshehadnotseenMrF。’sAuntsofulloflifeandcharacterforweeks;thatshewouldfinditnecessarytoremainthere’hoursperhaps,’untiltheinexorableoldladycouldbesoftened;andthatshecouldmanageherbestalone。Theyparted,therefore,inthefriendliestmanner,andwiththekindestfeelingonbothsides。