don’tknowwhatImean!’HereFloratitteredconfusedly,andgavehimoneofheroldglances。
ThePatriarch,asifhenowbegantoperceivethathispartinthepiecewastogetoffthestageassoonasmightbe,rose,andwenttothedoorbywhichPanckshadworkedout,hailingthatTugbyname。HereceivedananswerfromsomelittleDockbeyond,andwastowedoutofsightdirectly。
’Youmustn’tthinkofgoingyet,’saidFlora——Arthurhadlookedathishat,beinginaludicrousdismay,andnotknowingwhattodo:
’youcouldneverbesounkindastothinkofgoing,Arthur——ImeanMrArthur——orIsupposeMrClennamwouldbefarmoreproper——butI
amsureIdon’tknowwhatIamsaying——withoutawordaboutthedearolddaysgoneforever,whenIcometothinkofitIdaresayitwouldbemuchbetternottospeakofthemandit’shighlyprobablethatyouhavesomemuchmoreagreeableengagementandprayletMebethelastpersonintheworldtointerferewithitthoughtherewasatime,butIamrunningintononsenseagain。’
WasitpossiblethatFloracouldhavebeensuchachattererinthedaysshereferredto?Couldtherehavebeenanythinglikeherpresentdisjointedvolubilityinthefascinationsthathadcaptivatedhim?
’IndeedIhavelittledoubt,’saidFlora,runningonwithastonishingspeed,andpointingherconversationwithnothingbutcommas,andveryfewofthem,’thatyouaremarriedtosomeChineselady,beinginChinasolongandbeinginbusinessandnaturallydesiroustosettleandextendyourconnectionnothingwasmorelikelythanthatyoushouldproposetoaChineseladyandnothingwasmorenaturalIamsurethanthattheChineseladyshouldacceptyouandthinkherselfverywellofftoo,Ionlyhopeshe’snotaPagodiandissenter。’
’Iamnot,’returnedArthur,smilinginspiteofhimself,’marriedtoanylady,Flora。’
’OhgoodgraciousmeIhopeyouneverkeptyourselfabachelorsolongonmyaccount!’titteredFlora;’butofcourseyouneverdidwhyshouldyou,praydon’tanswer,Idon’tknowwhereI’mrunningto,ohdotellmesomethingabouttheChineseladieswhethertheireyesarereallysolongandnarrowalwaysputtingmeinmindofmother-of-pearlfishatcardsanddotheyreallyweartailsdowntheirbackandplaitedtooorisitonlythemen,andwhentheypulltheirhairsoverytightofftheirforeheadsdon’ttheyhurtthemselves,andwhydotheysticklittlebellsallovertheirbridgesandtemplesandhatsandthingsordon’ttheyreallydoit?’Floragavehimanotherofheroldglances。Instantlyshewentonagain,asifhehadspokeninreplyforsometime。
’Thenit’salltrueandtheyreallydo!goodgraciousArthur!——
prayexcuseme——oldhabit——MrClennamfarmoreproper——whatacountrytoliveinforsolongatime,andwithsomanylanternsandumbrellastoohowverydarkandwettheclimateoughttobeandnodoubtactuallyis,andthesumsofmoneythatmustbemadebythosetwotradeswhereeverybodycarriesthemandhangsthemeverywhere,thelittleshoestooandthefeetscrewedbackininfancyisquitesurprising,whatatravelleryouare!’
Inhisridiculousdistress,Clennamreceivedanotheroftheoldglanceswithoutintheleastknowingwhattodowithit。
’Deardear,’saidFlora,’onlytothinkofthechangesathomeArthur——cannotovercomeit,andseemssonatural,MrClennamfarmoreproper——sinceyoubecamefamiliarwiththeChinesecustomsandlanguagewhichIampersuadedyouspeaklikeaNativeifnotbetterforyouwerealwaysquickandcleverthoughimmenselydifficultnodoubt,IamsuretheteachestsalonewouldkillmeifItried,suchchangesArthur——Iamdoingitagain,seemssonatural,mostimproper——asnoonecouldhavebelieved,whocouldhaveeverimaginedMrsFinchingwhenIcan’timagineitmyself!’
’Isthatyourmarriedname?’askedArthur,struck,inthemidstofallthis,byacertainwarmthofheartthatexpresseditselfinhertonewhenshereferred,howeveroddly,totheyouthfulrelationinwhichtheyhadstoodtooneanother。’Finching?’
’Finchingohyesisn’titadreadfulname,butasMrF。saidwhenheproposedtomewhichhedidseventimesandhandsomelyconsentedImustsaytobewhatheusedtocallonlikingtwelvemonths,afterall,hewasn’tanswerableforitandcouldn’thelpitcouldhe,Excellentman,notatalllikeyoubutexcellentman!’
Florahadatlasttalkedherselfoutofbreathforonemoment。Onemoment;forsherecoveredbreathintheactofraisingaminutecornerofherpocket-handkerchieftohereye,asatributetotheghostofthedepartedMrF。,andbeganagain。
’Noonecoulddispute,Arthur——MrClennam——thatit’squiterightyoushouldbeformallyfriendlytomeunderthealteredcircumstancesandindeedyoucouldn’tbeanythingelse,atleastI
supposenotyououghttoknow,butIcan’thelprecallingthattherewasatimewhenthingswereverydifferent。’
’MydearMrsFinching,’Arthurbegan,struckbythegoodtoneagain。
’Ohnotthatnastyuglyname,sayFlora!’
’Flora。Iassureyou,Flora,Iamhappyinseeingyouoncemore,andinfindingthat,likeme,youhavenotforgottentheoldfoolishdreams,whenwesawallbeforeusinthelightofouryouthandhope。’
’Youdon’tseemso,’poutedFlora,’youtakeitverycoolly,buthoweverIknowyouaredisappointedinme,IsupposetheChineseladies——Mandarinessesifyoucallthemso——arethecauseorperhapsIamthecausemyself,it’sjustaslikely。’
’No,no,’Clennamentreated,’don’tsaythat。’
’OhImustyouknow,’saidFlora,inapositivetone,’whatnonsensenotto,IknowIamnotwhatyouexpected,Iknowthatverywell。’
Inthemidstofherrapidity,shehadfoundthatoutwiththequickperceptionofaclevererwoman。Theinconsistentandprofoundlyunreasonablewayinwhichsheinstantlywenton,nevertheless,tointerweavetheirlong-abandonedboyandgirlrelationswiththeirpresentinterview,madeClennamfeelasifhewerelight-headed。
’Oneremark,’saidFlora,givingtheirconversation,withouttheslightestnoticeandtothegreatterrorofClennam,thetoneofalove-quarrel,’Iwishtomake,oneexplanationIwishtooffer,whenyourMamacameandmadeasceneofitwithmyPapaandwhenI
wascalleddownintothelittlebreakfast-roomwheretheywerelookingatoneanotherwithyourMama’sparasolbetweenthemseatedontwochairslikemadbullswhatwasItodo?’
’MydearMrsFinching,’urgedClennam——’allsolongagoandsolongconcluded,isitworthwhileseriouslyto——’
’Ican’tArthur,’returnedFlora,’bedenouncedasheartlessbythewholesocietyofChinawithoutsettingmyselfrightwhenIhavetheopportunityofdoingso,andyoumustbeverywellawarethattherewasPaulandVirginiawhichhadtobereturnedandwhichwasreturnedwithoutnoteorcomment,notthatImeantosayyoucouldhavewrittentomewatchedasIwasbutifithadonlycomebackwitharedwaferonthecoverIshouldhaveknownthatitmeantCometoPekinNankeenandWhat’sthethirdplace,barefoot。’
’MydearMrsFinching,youwerenottoblame,andIneverblamedyou。Wewerebothtooyoung,toodependentandhelpless,todoanythingbutacceptourseparation——Praythinkhowlongago,’
gentlyremonstratedArthur。
’Onemoreremark,’proceededFlorawithunslackenedvolubility,’I
wishtomake,onemoreexplanationIwishtooffer,forfivedaysIhadacoldintheheadfromcryingwhichIpassedentirelyinthebackdrawing-room——thereisthebackdrawing-roomstillonthefirstfloorandstillatthebackofthehousetoconfirmmywords——whenthatdrearyperiodhadpassedalullsucceededyearsrolledonandMrF。becameacquaintedwithusatamutualfriend’s,hewasallattentionhecallednextdayhesoonbegantocallthreeeveningsaweekandtosendinlittlethingsforsupperitwasnotloveonMrF。’spartitwasadoration,MrF。proposedwiththefullapprovalofPapaandwhatcouldIdo?’
’Nothingwhatever,’saidArthur,withthecheerfulestreadiness,’butwhatyoudid。Letanoldfriendassureyouofhisfullconvictionthatyoudidquiteright。’
’Onelastremark,’proceededFlora,rejectingcommonplacelifewithawaveofherhand,’Iwishtomake,onelastexplanationIwishtooffer,therewasatimeereMrF。firstpaidattentionsincapableofbeingmistaken,butthatispastandwasnottobe,dearMrClennamyounolongerwearagoldenchainyouarefreeItrustyoumaybehappy,hereisPapawhoisalwaystiresomeandputtinginhisnoseeverywherewhereheisnotwanted。’
Withthesewords,andwithahastygesturefraughtwithtimidcaution——suchagesturehadClennam’seyesbeenfamiliarwithintheoldtime——poorFloraleftherselfateighteenyearsofage,alonglongwaybehindagain;andcametoafullstopatlast。
Orrather,sheleftabouthalfofherselfateighteenyearsofagebehind,andgraftedtherestontotherelictofthelateMrF。;
thusmakingamoralmermaidofherself,whichheronceboy-lovercontemplatedwithfeelingswhereinhissenseofthesorrowfulandhissenseofthecomicalwerecuriouslyblended。
Forexample。AsiftherewereasecretunderstandingbetweenherselfandClennamofthemostthrillingnature;asifthefirstofatrainofpost-chaisesandfour,extendingallthewaytoScotland,wereatthatmomentroundthecorner;andasifshecouldn’tandwouldn’thavewalkedintotheParishChurchwithhim,undertheshadeofthefamilyumbrella,withthePatriarchalblessingonherhead,andtheperfectconcurrenceofallmankind;
Floracomfortedhersoulwithagoniesofmysterioussignalling,expressingdreadofdiscovery。Withthesensationofbecomingmoreandmorelight-headedeveryminute,ClennamsawtherelictofthelateMrF。enjoyingherselfinthemostwonderfulmanner,byputtingherselfandhimintheiroldplaces,andgoingthroughalltheoldperformances——now,whenthestagewasdusty,whenthescenerywasfaded,whentheyouthfulactorsweredead,whentheorchestrawasempty,whenthelightswereout。Andstill,throughallthisgrotesquerevivalofwhatherememberedashavingoncebeenprettilynaturaltoher,hecouldnotbutfeelthatitrevivedatsightofhim,andthattherewasatendermemoryinit。
ThePatriarchinsistedonhisstayingtodinner,andFlorasignalled’Yes!’Clennamsowishedhecouldhavedonemorethanstaytodinner——soheartilywishedhecouldhavefoundtheFlorathathadbeen,orthatneverhadbeen——thathethoughttheleastatonementhecouldmakeforthedisappointmenthealmostfeltashamedof,wastogivehimselfuptothefamilydesire。
Therefore,hestayedtodinner。
Pancksdinedwiththem。Panckssteamedoutofhislittledockataquarterbeforesix,andborestraightdownforthePatriarch,whohappenedtobethendriving,inaninanemanner,throughastagnantaccountofBleedingHeartYard。Pancksinstantlymadefasttohimandhauledhimout。
’BleedingHeartYard?’saidPancks,withapuffandasnort。’It’satroublesomeproperty。Don’tpayyoubadly,butrentsareveryhardtogetthere。Youhavemoretroublewiththatoneplacethanwithalltheplacesbelongingtoyou。’
justasthebigshipintowgetsthecredit,withmostspectators,ofbeingthepowerfulobject,sothePatriarchusuallyseemedtohavesaidhimselfwhateverPanckssaidforhim。
’Indeed?’returnedClennam,uponwhomthisimpressionwassoefficientlymadebyameregleamofthepolishedheadthathespoketheshipinsteadoftheTug。’Thepeoplearesopoorthere?’
’Youcan’tsay,youknow,’snortedPancks,takingoneofhisdirtyhandsoutofhisrustyiron-greypocketstobitehisnails,ifhecouldfindany,andturninghisbeadsofeyesuponhisemployer,’whetherthey’repoorornot。Theysaytheyare,buttheyallsaythat。Whenamansayshe’srich,you’regenerallysureheisn’t。