’Such,yousee,MrClennam,’saidtheFather,’aretheincongruitiesofmypositionhere。Butapublicduty!Noman,I
  amsure,wouldmorereadilyrecogniseapublicdutythanyourself。’
  Clennambesoughthimnottodelayamoment。
  ’Amy,mydear,ifyoucanpersuadeMrClennamtostaylonger,Icanleavethehonoursofourpoorapologyforanestablishmentwithconfidenceinyourhands,andperhapsyoumaydosomethingtowardserasingfromMrClennam’smindthe——ha——untowardandunpleasantcircumstancewhichhasoccurredsincetea-time。’
  Clennamassuredhimthatithadmadenoimpressiononhismind,andthereforerequirednoerasure。
  ’Mydearsir,’saidtheFather,witharemovalofhisblackcapandagraspofClennam’shand,combiningtoexpressthesafereceiptofhisnoteandenclosurethatafternoon,’Heaveneverblessyou!’
  So,atlast,Clennam’spurposeinremainingwasattained,andhecouldspeaktoLittleDorritwithnobodyby。Maggycountedasnobody,andshewasby。
  MoreFortune-TellingMaggysatatherworkinhergreatwhitecapwithitsquantityofopaquefrillinghidingwhatprofileshehadshehadnonetospare,andherserviceableeyebroughttobearuponheroccupation,onthewindowsideoftheroom。Whatwithherflappingcap,andwhatwithherunserviceableeye,shewasquitepartitionedofffromherLittleMother,whoseseatwasoppositethewindow。
  ThetreadandshuffleoffeetonthepavementoftheyardhadmuchdiminishedsincethetakingoftheChair,thetideofCollegianshavingsetstronglyinthedirectionofHarmony。Somefewwhohadnomusicintheirsouls,ornomoneyintheirpockets,dawdledabout;andtheoldspectacleofthevisitor-wifeandthedepressedunseasonedprisonerstilllingeredincorners,asbrokencobwebsandsuchunsightlydiscomfortsdraggleincornersofotherplaces。
  ItwasthequietesttimetheCollegeknew,savingthenighthourswhentheCollegianstookthebenefitoftheactofsleep。TheoccasionalrattleofapplauseuponthetablesoftheSnuggery,denotedthesuccessfulterminationofamorselofHarmony;ortheresponsiveacceptance,bytheunitedchildren,ofsometoastorsentimentofferedtothembytheirFather。Occasionally,avocalstrainmoresonorousthanthegeneralityinformedthelistenerthatsomeboastfulbasswasinbluewater,orinthehuntingfield,orwiththereindeer,oronthemountain,oramongtheheather;buttheMarshaloftheMarshalseaknewbetter,andhadgothimhardandfast。
  AsArthurClennammovedtositdownbythesideofLittleDorrit,shetrembledsothatshehadmuchadotoholdherneedle。Clennamgentlyputhishanduponherwork,andsaid,’DearLittleDorrit,letmelayitdown。’
  Sheyieldedittohim,andheputitaside。Herhandswerethennervouslyclaspingtogether,buthetookoneofthem。
  ’HowseldomIhaveseenyoulately,LittleDorrit!’
  ’Ihavebeenbusy,sir。’
  ’ButIheardonlyto-day,’saidClennam,’bymereaccident,ofyourhavingbeenwiththosegoodpeopleclosebyme。Whynotcometome,then?’
  ’I——Idon’tknow。Orrather,Ithoughtyoumightbebusytoo。Yougenerallyarenow,areyounot?’
  Hesawhertremblinglittleformandherdowncastface,andtheeyesthatdroopedthemomenttheywereraisedtohis——hesawthemalmostwithasmuchconcernastenderness。
  ’Mychild,yourmannerissochanged!’
  Thetremblingwasnowquitebeyondhercontrol。Softlywithdrawingherhand,andlayingitinherotherhand,shesatbeforehimwithherheadbentandherwholeformtrembling。
  ’MyownLittleDorrit,’saidClennam,compassionately。
  Sheburstintotears。Maggylookedroundofasudden,andstaredforatleastaminute;butdidnotinterpose。Clennamwaitedsomelittlewhilebeforehespokeagain。
  ’Icannotbear,’hesaidthen,’toseeyouweep;butIhopethisisarelieftoanoverchargedheart。’
  ’Yesitis,sir。Nothingbutthat。’
  ’Well,well!Ifearedyouwouldthinktoomuchofwhatpassedherejustnow。Itisofnomoment;nottheleast。Iamonlyunfortunatetohavecomeintheway。Letitgobywiththesetears。Itisnotworthoneofthem。Oneofthem?Suchanidlethingshouldberepeated,withmygladconsent,fiftytimesaday,tosaveyouamoment’sheart-ache,LittleDorrit。’
  Shehadtakencouragenow,andanswered,farmoreinherusualmanner,’Youaresogood!Buteveniftherewasnothingelseinittobesorryforandashamedof,itissuchabadreturntoyou——’
  ’Hush!’saidClennam,smilingandtouchingherlipswithhishand。
  ’Forgetfulnessinyouwhoremembersomanyandsomuch,wouldbenewindeed。ShallIremindyouthatIamnot,andthatIneverwas,anythingbutthefriendwhomyouagreedtotrust?No。Yourememberit,don’tyou?’
  ’Itrytodoso,orIshouldhavebrokenthepromisejustnow,whenmymistakenbrotherwashere。Youwillconsiderhisbringing-upinthisplace,andwillnotjudgehimhardly,poorfellow,Iknow!’
  Inraisinghereyeswiththesewords,sheobservedhisfacemorenearlythanshehaddoneyet,andsaid,withaquickchangeoftone,’Youhavenotbeenill,MrClennam?’
  ’No。’
  ’Nortried?Norhurt?’sheaskedhim,anxiously。
  ItfelltoClennamnow,tobenotquitecertainhowtoanswer。Hesaidinreply:
  ’Tospeakthetruth,Ihavebeenalittletroubled,butitisover。
  DoIshowitsoplainly?Ioughttohavemorefortitudeandself-
  commandthanthat。IthoughtIhad。Imustlearnthemofyou。
  Whocouldteachmebetter!’
  Heneverthoughtthatshesawinhimwhatnooneelsecouldsee。
  Heneverthoughtthatinthewholeworldtherewerenoothereyesthatlookeduponhimwiththesamelightandstrengthashers。
  ’ButitbringsmetosomethingthatIwishtosay,’hecontinued,’andthereforeIwillnotquarrelevenwithmyownfacefortellingtalesandbeingunfaithfultome。Besides,itisaprivilegeandpleasuretoconfideinmyLittleDorrit。Letmeconfessthen,that,forgettinghowgraveIwas,andhowoldIwas,andhowthetimeforsuchthingshadgonebymewiththemanyyearsofsamenessandlittlehappinessthatmadeupmylonglifefaraway,withoutmarkingit——that,forgettingallthis,IfanciedIlovedsomeone。’
  ’DoIknowher,sir?’askedLittleDorrit。
  ’No,mychild。’
  ’Nottheladywhohasbeenkindtomeforyoursake?’
  ’Flora。No,no。Doyouthink——’
  ’Ineverquitethoughtso,’saidLittleDorrit,moretoherselfthanhim。’Ididwonderatitalittle。’
  ’Well!’saidClennam,abidingbythefeelingthathadfallenonhimintheavenueonthenightoftheroses,thefeelingthathewasanolderman,whohaddonewiththattenderpartoflife,’Ifoundoutmymistake,andIthoughtaboutitalittle——inshort,agooddeal——andgotwiser。Beingwiser,IcountedupmyyearsandconsideredwhatIam,andlookedback,andlookedforward,andfoundthatIshouldsoonbegrey。IfoundthatIhadclimbedthehill,andpassedthelevelgrounduponthetop,andwasdescendingquickly。’
  Ifhehadknownthesharpnessofthepainhecausedthepatientheart,inspeakingthus!Whiledoingit,too,withthepurposeofeasingandservingher。
  ’Ifoundthatthedaywhenanysuchthingwouldhavebeengracefulinme,orgoodinme,orhopefulorhappyformeoranyoneinconnectionwithme,wasgone,andwouldnevershineagain。’
  O!Ifhehadknown,ifhehadknown!Ifhecouldhaveseenthedaggerinhishand,andthecruelwoundsitstruckinthefaithfulbleedingbreastofhisLittleDorrit!
  ’Allthatisover,andIhaveturnedmyfacefromit。WhydoI
  speakofthistoLittleDorrit?WhydoIshowyou,mychild,thespaceofyearsthatthereisbetweenus,andrecalltoyouthatI
  havepassed,bytheamountofyourwholelife,thetimethatispresenttoyou?’
  ’Becauseyoutrustme,Ihope。Becauseyouknowthatnothingcantouchyouwithouttouchingme;thatnothingcanmakeyouhappyorunhappy,butitmustmakeme,whoamsogratefultoyou,thesame。’
  Heheardthethrillinhervoice,hesawherearnestface,hesawhercleartrueeyes,hesawthequickenedbosomthatwouldhavejoyfullythrownitselfbeforehimtoreceiveamortalwounddirectedathisbreast,withthedyingcry,’Ilovehim!’andtheremotestsuspicionofthetruthneverdawneduponhismind。No。
  Hesawthedevotedlittlecreaturewithherwornshoes,inhercommondress,inherjail-home;aslenderchildinbody,astrongheroineinsoul;andthelightofherdomesticstorymadeallelsedarktohim。
  ’Forthosereasonsassuredly,LittleDorrit,butforanothertoo。
  Sofarremoved,sodifferent,andsomucholder,Iamthebetterfittedforyourfriendandadviser。Imean,Iamthemoreeasilytobetrusted;andanylittleconstraintthatyoumightfeelwithanother,mayvanishbeforeme。Whyhaveyoukeptsoretiredfromme?Tellme。’
  ’Iambetterhere。Myplaceandusearehere。Iammuchbetterhere,’saidLittleDorrit,faintly。
  ’Soyousaidthatdayuponthebridge。Ithoughtofitmuchafterwards。Haveyounosecretyoucouldentrusttome,withhopeandcomfort,ifyouwould!’
  ’Secret?No,Ihavenosecret,’saidLittleDorritinsometrouble。
  Theyhadbeenspeakinginlowvoices;morebecauseitwasnaturaltowhattheysaidtoadoptthattone,thanwithanycaretoreserveitfromMaggyatherwork。AllofasuddenMaggystaredagain,andthistimespoke:
  ’Isay!LittleMother!’
  ’Yes,Maggy。’
  ’Ifyouan’tgotnosecretofyourowntotellhim,tellhimthataboutthePrincess。Shehadasecret,youknow。’
  ’ThePrincesshadasecret?’saidClennam,insomesurprise。’WhatPrincesswasthat,Maggy?’
  ’Lor!Howyoudogoandbotheragaloften,’saidMaggy,’catchingthepoorthingupinthatway。WhoeversaidthePrincesshadasecret?_I_neversaidso。’
  ’Ibegyourpardon。Ithoughtyoudid。’
  ’No,Ididn’t。HowcouldI,whenitwasheraswantedtofinditout?Itwasthelittlewomanashadthesecret,andshewasalwaysaspinningatherwheel。Andsoshesaystoher,whydoyoukeepitthere?Andsothet’otheronesaystoher,noIdon’t;andsothet’otheronesaystoher,yesyoudo;andthentheybothgoestothecupboard,andthereitis。Andshewouldn’tgointotheHospital,andsoshedied。Youknow,LittleMother;tellhimthat。