Foritwasareg’largoodsecret,thatwas!’criedMaggy,huggingherself。
ArthurlookedatLittleDorritforhelptocomprehendthis,andwasstruckbyseeinghersotimidandred。But,whenshetoldhimthatitwasonlyaFairyTaleshehadonedaymadeupforMaggy,andthattherewasnothinginitwhichshewouldn’tbeashamedtotellagaintoanybodyelse,evenifshecouldrememberit,heleftthesubjectwhereitwas。
However,hereturnedtohisownsubjectbyfirstentreatinghertoseehimoftener,andtorememberthatitwasimpossibletohaveastrongerinterestinherwelfarethanhehad,ortobemoresetuponpromotingitthanhewas。Whensheansweredfervently,shewellknewthat,sheneverforgotit,hetoucheduponhissecondandmoredelicatepoint——thesuspicionhehadformed。
’LittleDorrit,’hesaid,takingherhandagain,andspeakinglowerthanhehadspokenyet,sothatevenMaggyinthesmallroomcouldnothearhim,’anotherword。Ihavewantedverymuchtosaythistoyou;Ihavetriedforopportunities。Don’tmindme,who,forthematterofyears,mightbeyourfatheroryouruncle。Alwaysthinkofmeasquiteanoldman。Iknowthatallyourdevotioncentresinthisroom,andthatnothingtothelastwillevertemptyouawayfromthedutiesyoudischargehere。IfIwerenotsureofit,Ishould,beforenow,haveimploredyou,andimploredyourfather,toletmemakesomeprovisionforyouinamoresuitableplace。Butyoumayhaveaninterest——Iwillnotsay,now,thougheventhatmightbe——mayhave,atanothertime,aninterestinsomeoneelse;aninterestnotincompatiblewithyouraffectionhere。’
Shewasvery,verypale,andsilentlyshookherhead。
’Itmaybe,dearLittleDorrit。’
’No。No。No。’Sheshookherhead,aftereachslowrepetitionoftheword,withanairofquietdesolationthatherememberedlongafterwards。Thetimecamewhenheremembereditwell,longafterwards,withinthoseprisonwalls;withinthatveryroom。
’But,ifitevershouldbe,tellmeso,mydearchild。Entrustthetruthtome,pointouttheobjectofsuchaninteresttome,andI
willtrywithallthezeal,andhonour,andfriendshipandrespectthatIfeelforyou,goodLittleDorritofmyheart,todoyoualastingservice。’
’Othankyou,thankyou!But,Ono,Ono,Ono!’Shesaidthis,lookingathimwithherwork-wornhandsfoldedtogether,andinthesameresignedaccentsasbefore。
’Ipressfornoconfidencenow。Ionlyaskyoutoreposeunhesitatingtrustinme。’
’CanIdolessthanthat,whenyouaresogood!’
’Thenyouwilltrustmefully?Willhavenosecretunhappiness,oranxiety,concealedfromme?’
’Almostnone。’
’Andyouhavenonenow?’
Sheshookherhead。Butshewasverypale。
’WhenIliedownto-night,andmythoughtscomeback——astheywill,fortheydoeverynight,evenwhenIhavenotseenyou——tothissadplace,Imaybelievethatthereisnogriefbeyondthisroom,now,anditsusualoccupants,whichpreysonLittleDorrit’smind?’
Sheseemedtocatchatthesewords——thatheremembered,too,longafterwards——andsaid,morebrightly,’Yes,MrClennam;yes,youmay!’
Thecrazystaircase,usuallynotslowtogivenoticewhenanyonewascomingupordown,herecreakedunderaquicktread,andafurthersoundwashearduponit,asifalittlesteam-enginewithmoresteamthanitknewwhattodowith,wereworkingtowardstheroom。Asitapproached,whichitdidveryrapidly,itlabouredwithincreasedenergy;and,afterknockingatthedoor,itsoundedasifitwerestoopingdownandsnortinginatthekeyhole。
BeforeMaggycouldopenthedoor,MrPancks,openingitfromwithout,stoodwithoutahatandwithhisbareheadinthewildestcondition,lookingatClennamandLittleDorrit,overhershoulder。
Hehadalightedcigarinhishand,andbroughtwithhimairsofaleandtobaccosmoke。
’Pancksthegipsy,’heobservedoutofbreath,’fortune-telling。’
Hestooddingilysmiling,andbreathinghardatthem,withamostcuriousair;asif,insteadofbeinghisproprietor’sgrubber,hewerethetriumphantproprietoroftheMarshalsea,theMarshal,alltheturnkeys,andalltheCollegians。Inhisgreatself-
satisfactionheputhiscigartohislipsbeingevidentlynosmoker,andtooksuchapullatit,withhisrighteyeshutuptightforthepurpose,thatheunderwentaconvulsionofshudderingandchoking。Buteveninthemidstofthatparoxysm,hestillessayedtorepeathisfavouriteintroductionofhimself,’Pa-ancksthegi-ipsy,fortune-telling。’
’Iamspendingtheeveningwiththerestof’em,’saidPancks。
’I’vebeensinging。I’vebeentakingapartinWhitesandandgreysand。Idon’tknowanythingaboutit。Nevermind。I’lltakeanypartinanything。It’sallthesame,ifyou’reloudenough。’
AtfirstClennamsupposedhimtobeintoxicated。Buthesoonperceivedthatthoughhemightbealittletheworseorbetter
forale,thestapleofhisexcitementwasnotbrewedfrommalt,ordistilledfromanygrainorberry。
’Howd’yedo,MissDorrit?’saidPancks。’Ithoughtyouwouldn’tmindmyrunninground,andlookinginforamoment。MrClennamI
heardwashere,fromMrDorrit。Howareyou,Sir?’
Clennamthankedhim,andsaidhewasgladtoseehimsogay。
’Gay!’saidPancks。’I’minwonderfulfeather,sir。Ican’tstopaminute,orIshallbemissed,andIdon’twant’emtomissme——
Eh,MissDorrit?’
Heseemedtohaveaninsatiatedelightinappealingtoherandlookingather;excitedlystickinghishairupatthesamemoment,likeadarkspeciesofcockatoo。
’Ihaven’tbeenherehalfanhour。IknewMrDorritwasinthechair,andIsaid,“I’llgoandsupporthim!“IoughttobedowninBleedingHeartYardbyrights;butIcanworrythemto-morrow——Eh,MissDorrit?’
Hislittleblackeyessparkledelectrically。Hisveryhairseemedtosparkleasheroughenedit。Hewasinthathighly-chargedstatethatonemighthaveexpectedtodrawsparksandsnapsfromhimbypresentingaknuckletoanypartofhisfigure。
’Capitalcompanyhere,’saidPancks——’Eh,MissDorrit?’
Shewashalfafraidofhim,andirresolutewhattosay。Helaughed,withanodtowardsClennam。
’Don’tmindhim,MissDorrit。He’soneofus。Weagreedthatyoushouldn’ttakeontomindmebeforepeople,butwedidn’tmeanMrClennam。He’soneofus。He’sinit。An’tyou,MrClennam?——Eh,MissDorrit?’
TheexcitementofthisstrangecreaturewasfastcommunicatingitselftoClennam。LittleDorritwithamazement,sawthis,andobservedthattheyexchangedquicklooks。
’Iwasmakingaremark,’saidPancks,’butIdeclareIforgetwhatitwas。Oh,Iknow!Capitalcompanyhere。I’vebeentreating’emallround——Eh,MissDorrit?’
’Verygenerousofyou,’shereturned,noticinganotherofthequicklooksbetweenthetwo。
’Notatall,’saidPancks。’Don’tmentionit。I’mcomingintomyproperty,that’sthefact。Icanaffordtobeliberal。IthinkI’llgive’ematreathere。Tableslaidintheyard。Breadinstacks。Pipesinfaggots。Tobaccoinhayloads。Roastbeefandplum-puddingforeveryone。Quartofdoublestoutahead。Pintofwinetoo,iftheylikeit,andtheauthoritiesgivepermission——
Eh,MissDorrit?’
Shewasthrownintosuchaconfusionbyhismanner,orratherbyClennam’sgrowingunderstandingofhismannerforshelookedtohimaftereveryfreshappealandcockatoodemonstrationonthepartofMrPancks,thatsheonlymovedherlipsinanswer,withoutforminganyword。
’Andoh,by-the-bye!’saidPancks,’youweretolivetoknowwhatwasbehindusonthatlittlehandofyours。Andsoyoushall,youshall,mydarling——Eh,MissDorrit?’
Hehadsuddenlycheckedhimself。Wherehegotalltheadditionalblackprongsfrom,thatnowflewupalloverhisheadlikethemyriadsofpointsthatbreakoutinthelargechangeofagreatfirework,wasawonderfulmystery。
’ButIshallbemissed;’hecamebacktothat;’andIdon’twant’emtomissme。MrClennam,youandImadeabargain。Isaidyoushouldfindmesticktoit。Youshallfindmesticktoitnow,sir,ifyou’llstepoutoftheroomamoment。MissDorrit,Iwishyougoodnight。MissDorrit,Iwishyougoodfortune。’
Herapidlyshookherbybothhands,andpuffeddownstairs。Arthurfollowedhimwithsuchahurriedstep,thathehadverynearlytumbledoverhimonthelastlanding,androlledhimdownintotheyard。
’Whatisit,forHeaven’ssake!’Arthurdemanded,whentheyburstouttherebothtogether。
’Stopamoment,sir。MrRugg。Letmeintroducehim。’Withthosewordshepresentedanothermanwithoutahat,andalsowithacigar,andalsosurroundedwithahaloofaleandtobaccosmoke,whichman,thoughnotsoexcitedashimself,wasinastatewhichwouldhavebeenakintolunacybutforitsfadingintosobermethodwhencomparedwiththerampancyofMrPancks。
’MrClennam,MrRugg,’saidPancks。’Stopamoment。Cometothepump。’
Theyadjournedtothepump。MrPancks,instantlyputtinghisheadunderthespout,requestedMrRuggtotakeagoodstrongturnatthehandle。MrRuggcomplyingtotheletter,MrPanckscameforthsnortingandblowingtosomepurpose,anddriedhimselfonhishandkerchief。
’Iamtheclearerforthat,’hegaspedtoClennamstandingastonished。’Butuponmysoul,tohearherfathermakingspeechesinthatchair,knowingwhatweknow,andtoseeherupinthatroominthatdress,knowingwhatweknow,isenoughto——givemeaback,MrRugg——alittlehigher,sir,——that’lldo!’
Thenandthere,onthatMarshalseapavement,intheshadesofevening,didMrPancks,ofallmankind,flyovertheheadandshouldersofMrRuggofPentonville,GeneralAgent,Accountant,andRecovererofDebts。Alightingonhisfeet,hetookClennambythebutton-hole,ledhimbehindthepump,andpantinglyproducedfromhispocketabundleofpapers。MrRugg,also,pantinglyproducedfromhispocketabundleofpapers。
’Stay!’saidClennaminawhisper。’Youhavemadeadiscovery。’
MrPancksanswered,withanunctionwhichthereisnolanguagetoconvey,’Weratherthinkso。’
’Doesitimplicateanyone?’
’Howimplicate,sir?’
’Inanysuppressionorwrongdealingofanykind?’
’Notabitofit。’
’ThankGod!’saidClennamtohimself。’Nowshowme。’
’Youaretounderstand’——snortedPancks,feverishlyunfoldingpapers,andspeakinginshorthigh-pressureblastsofsentences,’Where’sthePedigree?Where’sSchedulenumberfour,MrRugg?Oh!
allright!Hereweare——Youaretounderstandthatwearethisverydayvirtuallycomplete。Weshan’tbelegallyforadayortwo。Callitattheoutsideaweek。We’vebeenatitnightanddayforIdon’tknowhowlong。MrRugg,youknowhowlong?Nevermind。Don’tsay。You’llonlyconfuseme。Youshalltellher,MrClennam。Nottillwegiveyouleave。Where’sthatroughtotal,MrRugg?Oh!Hereweare!Theresir!That’swhatyou’llhavetobreaktoher。Thatman’syourFatheroftheMarshalsea!’