Bertramwasnotquitehimselfthatnight。Billyadmittedthem。Shehadplainlybeenwatchingandwaiting。Arkwrightneverforgotthelookonherfaceashereyesmethis。Therewasacuriousmixtureofterror,hurtpride,relief,andshame,overtoppedbyafierceloyaltywhichalmostseemedtosayaloudthewords:Don’tyoudaretoblamehim!’
Arkwright’sheartachedwithsympathyandadmirationattheproudlycourageouswayinwhichBillycarriedoffthenextfewpainfulminutes。Evenwhenhebadehergoodnightalittlelater,onlyhereyessaidthankyou。’Herlipsweredumb。
ArkwrightoftenwenthomewithBertramafterthat。Notthatitwasalwaysnecessary——
farfromit。Sometime,indeed,elapsedbeforehehadquitethesameexcuseagainforhispresence。
ButhehadfoundthatoccasionallyhecouldgetBertramhomeearlierbyadroitsuggestionsofonekindoranother;andmoreandmorefrequentlyhewassucceedingingettinghimhomeforagameofchess。
Bertramlikedchess,andwasafineplayer。
Sincebreakinghisarmhehadturnedtogameswiththefeverisheagernessofonewholooksforsomethingabsorbingtofillanunrestfulmind。
ItwasSeaver’sskillinchessthathadatfirstattractedBertramtothemanlongago;butBertramcouldbeathimeasily——tooeasilyformuchpleasureinitnow。Sotheydidnotplaychessoftenthesedays。Bertramhadfoundthat,inspiteofhisinjury,hecouldstilltakepartinothergames,andsomeofthem,ifnotsointricateaschess,wereatleastmoreapttotakehismindoffhimself,especiallyiftherewereabitofmoneyuptoaddzestandinterest。
Asithappened,however,BertramlearnedonedaythatArkwrightcouldplaychess——andplaywell,too,ashediscoveredaftertheirfirstgametogether。ThisfactcontributednotalittletosuchsuccessasArkwrightwashavinginhiseffortstoweanBertramfromhisundesirablecompanions;forBertramsoonfoundoutthatArkwrightwasmorethanamatchforhimself,andtheoccasionalgameshedidsucceedinwinningonlywhettedhisappetiteformore。
Manyaneveningnow,therefore,wasspentbythetwomeninBertram’sden,withBillyanxiouslyhoveringnear,hereyeslonginglywatchingeitherherhusband’sabsorbedfaceortheprettylittleredandwhiteivoryfigures,whichseemedtopossesssowonderfulapowertoholdhisattention。Inspiteofherjoyatthechessmen’sefficacyinkeepingBertramathome,however,shewasalmostjealousofthem。
Mr。Arkwright,couldn’tyoushow_me_howtoplay,sometime?’shesaidwistfully,oneevening,whenthemomentaryabsenceofBertramhadleftthetwoalonetogether。IusedtowatchBertramandMarieplayyearsago;butIneverknewhowtoplaymyself。NotthatI
canseewherethefunisinjustsittingstaringatachessboardforhalfanhouratatime,though!
ButBertramlikesit,andsoI——Iwanttolearntostarewithhim。Willyouteachme?’
Ishouldbegladto,’smiledArkwright。
Thenwillyoucome,maybe,sometimeswhenBertramisatthedoctor’s?HegoeseveryTuesdayandFridayatthreeo’clockfortreatment。
I’dratheryoucamethenfortworeasons:
first,becauseIdon’twantBertramtoknowI’mlearning,tillIcanplay_some_;and,secondly,because——becauseIdon’twanttotakeyouaway——fromhim。’
Thelastwordswerespokenverylow,andwereaccompaniedbyapainfulblush。ItwasthefirsttimeBillyhadeverhintedtoArkwright,inwords,thatsheunderstoodwhathewastryingtodo。
I’llcomenextTuesday,’promisedArkwright,withacheerfullyunobservantair。ThenBertramcamein,bringingthebookofChessProblems,forwhichhehadgoneup-stairs。
Promptlyatthreeo’clockTuesdayafternoonArkwrightappearedattheStrata,andforthenexthourBillydidherbesttolearnthenamesandthemovesoftheprettylittleivorymen。
Butattheendofthehourshewasalmostreadytogiveupindespair。
Ifthereweren’tsomanykinds,andiftheydidn’tallinsistondoingsomethingdifferent,itwouldn’tbesobad,’shesighed。Buthowcanyoubeexpectedtorememberwhichgoesdiagonal,andwhichcrisscross,andwhichcan’tgobutonesquare,andwhichcanskip’wayacrosstheboard,’speciallywhenthatlittlepawn-thingcangostraightahead_two_squaressometimes,andthenextminuteonlyoneexceptwhenittakesthings,andthenitgoescrookedonesquare
andwhenthattiresomelittlehorsetriestogoallwaysatonce,andcanjump’roundandhurdleover_anybody’s_head,eventheking’s——howcanyouexpectfolkstoremember?But,then,Bertramremembers,’sheadded,resolutely,soI
guessIcan。’
Wheneverpossible,afterthat,ArkwrightcameonTuesdaysandFridays,and,inspiteofherdoubts,Billydidverysoonbegintoremember。’
SpurredbyhergreatdesiretoplaywithBertramandsurprisehim,Billysparednopainstolearnwellherlessons。Evenamongthebaby’sbooksandplaythingsthesedaysmightbefoundaManualofChess,’forBillypursuedherstudyatallhours;andsomenightsevenherdreamswereofruined,castleswherekingsandqueensandbishopsdisportedthemselves,withpawnsforservants,andwhereaweirdknightonhorsebackusedthecastle’shighesttowerforahurdle,landingalwaysahundredyardstoonesideofwherehewouldbeexpectedtocomedown。
Itwasnotlong,ofcourse,beforeBillycouldplayagameofchess,afterafashion,butsheknewjustenoughtorealizethatsheactuallyknewnothing;andsheknew,too,thatuntilshecouldplayareallygoodgame,hermoveswouldnotholdBertram’sattentionforoneminute。
Notatpresent,therefore,wasshewillingBertramshouldknowwhatshewasattemptingtodo。
BillyhadnotyetlearnedwhatthegreatsurgeonhadsaidtoBertram。Sheknewonlythathisarmwasnobetter,andthathenevervoluntarilyspokeofhispainting。Overhernowseemedtobehangingavaguehorror。Somethingwasthematter。Sheknewthat。Butwhatitwasshecouldnotfathom。SherealizedthatArkwrightwastryingtohelp,andhergratitude,thoughsilent,knewnobounds。NoteventoAuntHannahorUncleWilliamcouldshespeakofthisthingthatwastroublingher。Thatthey,too,understood,inameasure,sherealized。Butstillshesaidnoword。Billywaswearingaproudlittleairofaloofnessthesedaysthatwasheart-
breakingtothosewhosawitandreaditarightforwhatitwas:loyaltytoBertram,nomatterwhathappened。AndsoBillyporedoverherchessboardfeverishly,tirelessly,havingeverbeforeherlongingeyesthedeartimewhenBertram,acrossthetablefromher,shouldsithappilystaringforhalfanhouratamoveshehadmade。
WhateverBilly’schess-playingwastosignify,however,inherownlife,itwasdestinedtoplayapartinthelivesoftwofriendsofhersthatwasmostunexpected。
DuringBilly’sveryfirstlesson,asitchanced,AliceGreggorycalledandfoundBillyandArkwrightsoabsorbedintheirgamethattheydidnotatfirsthearElizaspeakhername。
ThequickcolorthatflewtoArkwright’sfaceatsightofherselfwasconstruedatoncebyAliceasembarrassmentonhispartatbeingfoundtte--ttewithBertramHenshaw’swife。Andshedidnotlikeit。Shewasnotpleasedthathewasthere。Shewaslesspleasedthatheblushedforbeingthere。
ItsohappenedthatAlicefoundhimthereagainseveraltimes。Alicegaveapianolessonattwoo’clockeveryTuesdayandFridayafternoontoalittleBeaconStreetneighborofBilly’s,andshehadfallenintothehabitofsteppingintoseeBillyforafewminutesafterward,whichbroughtherthereatalittlepastthree,justafterthechesslessonwaswellstarted。
If,thefirsttimethatAliceGreggoryfoundArkwrightoppositeBillyatthechess-table,shewassurprisedanddispleased,thesecondandthirdtimesshewasmuchmoreso。Whenitfinallycametoheronedaywithsickeningillumination,thatalwaysthette--tteswereduringBertram’shouratthedoctor’s,shewasappalled。
Whatcoulditmean?HadArkwrightgivenuphisfight?WasheplayingfalsetohimselfandtoBertrambytryingthus,onthesly,towintheloveofhisfriend’swife?Wasthisman,whomshehadsoadmiredforhisbravestand,andtowhomallunaskedshehadgivenherheart’sbestlovemorethepityofit!——wasthisidolofherstoshowfeetofclay,afterall?Shecouldnotbelieveit。Andyet——
Sickatheart,butimbuedwiththedeterminationofarighteouscause,AliceGreggoryresolved,forBilly’ssake,towatchandwait。Ifnecessarysheshouldspeaktosomeone——thoughtowhomshedidnotknow。Billy’shappinessshouldnotbeputinjeopardyifshecouldhelpit。
Indeed,no!
Astheweekspassed,Alicecametobemoreandmoreuneasy,distressed,andgrieved。OfBillyshecouldbelievenoevil;butofArkwrightshewasbeginningtothinkshecouldbelieveeverythingthatwasdishonorableanddespicable。
Andtobelievethatofthemanshestillloved——
nowonderthatAlicedidnotlooknoractlikeherselfthesedays。
Incensedatherselfbecauseshedidlovehim,angryathimbecauseheseemedtobeprovinghimselfsounworthyofthatlove,andgenuinelyfrightenedatwhatshethoughtwasthefast-
approachingwreckofallhappinessforherdearfriend,Billy,Alicedidnotknowwhichwaytoturn。Atthefirstshehadtoldherselfconfidentlythatshewouldspeaktosomebody。’But,astimepassed,shesawtheimpracticabilityofthatidea。Speaktosomebody,indeed!Towhom?
When?Where?Whatshouldshesay?Wherewasherrighttosayanything?Shewasnotdealingwithaparcelofnaughtychildrenwhohadpilferedthecakejar!Shewasdealingwithgrownmenandwomen,who,presumedly,knewtheirownaffairs,andwho,certainly,wouldresentanyinterferencefromher。Ontheotherhand,couldshestandcalmlybyandseeBertramlosehiswife,Arkwrighthishonor,Billyherhappiness,andherselfherfaithinhumannature,allbecausetodootherwisewouldbetomeddleinotherpeople’sbusiness?Apparentlyshecould,andshould。Atleastthatseemedtobetherlewhichshewasexpectedtoplay。
ItwaswhenAlicehadreachedthisunhappyframeofmindthatArkwrighthimselfunexpectedlyopenedthedoorforher。
ThetwowerealonetogetherinBertramHenshaw’sden。ItwasTuesdayafternoon。AlicehadcalledtofindBillyandArkwrightdeepintheirusualgameofchess。ThenamatterofdomesticaffairshadtakenBillyfromtheroom。
I’mafraidI’llhavetobegonetenminutes,ormore,’shehadsaid,assherosefromthetablereluctantly。ButyoumightbeshowingAlicethemoves,Mr。Arkwright,’shehadadded,withalaugh,asshedisappeared。
ShallIteachyouthemoves?’hehadsmiled,whentheywerealonetogether。
Alice’sreplyhadbeensoindignantlyshortandsharpthatArkwright,afteramoment’spause,hadsaid,withawhimsicalsmilethatyetcarriedatouchofsadness:
Iamforcedtosurmisefromyouranswerthatyouthinkitis_you_whoshouldbeteaching_me_moves。Atallevents,Iseemtohavebeenmakingsomemoveslatelythathavenotsuitedyou,judgingbyyouractions。HaveIoffendedyouinanyway,Alice?’
Thegirlturnedwithaquickliftingofherhead。
Aliceknewthatifeversheweretospeak,itmustbenow。Neveragaincouldshehopeforsuchanopportunityasthis。Suddenlythrowingcircumspectcautionquiteaside,shedeterminedthatshewouldspeak。SpringingtoherfeetshecrossedtheroomandseatedherselfinBilly’schairatthechess-table。
Me!Offendme!’sheexclaimed,inalowvoice。AsifIweretheoneyouwereoffending!’
Why,_Alice!_’murmuredtheman,inobviousstupefaction。
Aliceraisedherhand,palmoutward。
Nowdon’t,_please_don’tpretendyoudon’tknow,’shebegged,almostpiteously。Pleasedon’taddthattoalltherest。Oh,Iunderstand,ofcourse,it’snoneofmyaffairs,andIwasn’tgoingtospeak,’shechoked;but,to-day,whenyougavemethischance,Ihadto。AtfirstI
couldn’tbelieveit,’sheplungedon,plainlyhurryingagainstBilly’sreturn。Afterallyou’dtoldmeofhowyoumeanttofightit——yourtigerskin。AndIthoughtitmerely_happened_
thatyouwereherealonewithherthosedaysI
came。Then,whenIfoundouttheywere_always_
thedaysMr。Henshawwasawayatthedoctor’s,Ihadtobelieve。’
Shestoppedforbreath。Arkwright,who,uptothismomenthadshownthathewascompletelymystifiedastowhatshewastalkingabout,suddenlyflushedapainfulred。Hewasobviouslyabouttospeak,butshepreventedhimwithaquickgesture。