There’salittlemoreI’vegottosay,please。
  Asifitweren’tbadenoughtodowhatyou’redoing_atall_,butyoumustneedstakeitatsuchatimeasthiswhen——whenherhusband_isn’t_
  doingjustwhatheoughttodo,andweallknowit——it’ssounfairtotakehernow,andtryto——
  towin——Andyouaren’tevenfairwithhim,’
  sheprotestedtremulously。Youpretendtobehisfriend。Yougowithhimeverywhere。It’sjustasifyouwere_helping_to——topullhimdown。
  You’reonewiththewholebunch。’ThebloodsuddenlyrecededfromArkwright’sface,leavingitverywhite;butifAlicesawit,shepaidnoheed。Everybodysaysyouare。Thentocomeherelikethis,onthesly,whenyouknowhecan’tbehere,I——Oh,can’tyouseewhatyou’redoing?’
  Therewasamoment’spause,thenArkwrightspoke。Adeeppainlookedfromhiseyes。Hewasstillverypale,andhismouthhadsettledintosadlines。
  Ithink,perhaps,itmaybejustaswellifI
  tellyouwhatI_am_doing——or,rather,tryingtodo,’hesaidquietly。
  Thenhetoldher。
  Andsoyousee,’headded,whenhehadfinishedthetale,Ihaven’treallyaccomplishedmuch,afterall,anditseemsthelittleIhaveaccomplishedhasonlyledtomybeingmisjudgedbyyou,mybestfriend。’
  Alicegaveasobbingcry。Herfacewasscarlet。
  Horror,shame,andreliefstruggledformasteryinhercountenance。
  Oh,butIdidn’tknow,Ididn’tknow,’shemoaned,twistingherhandsnervously。Andnow,whenyou’vebeensobrave,sotrue——formetoaccuseyouof——Oh,canyou_ever_forgiveme?Butyousee,knowingthatyou_did_careforher,itdidlook——’Shechokedintosilence,andturnedawayherhead。
  Heglancedathertenderly,mournfully。
  Yes,’hesaid,afteraminute,inalowvoice。
  Icanseehowitdidlook;andsoI’mgoingtotellyounowsomethingIhadmeantnevertotellyou。Therereallycouldn’thavebeenanythinginthat,yousee,forIfoundoutlongagothatitwasgone——whateverlovetherehadbeenfor——
  Billy。’
  Butyour——tigerskin!’
  Oh,yes,Ithoughtitwasalive,’smiledArkwright,sadly,whenIaskedyoutohelpmefightit。Butoneday,verysuddenly,Idiscoveredthatitwasnothingbutadeadskinofdreamsandmemories。ButImadeanotherdiscovery,too。Ifoundthatjustbeyondlayanotherone,andthatwasverymuchalive。’
  Anotherone?’Aliceturnedtohiminwonder。Butyouneveraskedmetohelpyoufight——thatone!’
  Heshookhishead。
  No;Icouldn’t,yousee。Youcouldn’thavehelpedme。You’donlyhavehinderedme。’
  Hinderedyou?’
  Yes。Yousee,itwasmylovefor——you,thatIwasfighting——then。’
  Alicegavealowcryandflushedvividly;butArkwrighthurriedon,hiseyesturnedaway。
  Oh,Iunderstand。Iknow。I’mnotaskingfor——anything。IheardsometimeagoofyourengagementtoCalderwell。I’vetriedmanytimestosaytheproper,expectedprettyspeeches,but——Icouldn’t。Iwillnow,though。Ido。
  Youhaveallmytenderestbestwishesforyourhappiness——dear。IflongagoIhadn’tbeensuchablindfoolasnottoknowmyownheart——’
  But——butthere’ssomemistake,’interposedAlice,palpitatingly,withhanginghead。
  I——I’mnotengagedtoMr。Calderwell。’
  Arkwrightturnedandsentakeenglanceintoherface。
  You’re——not?’
  No。’
  ButIheardthatCalderwell——’Hestoppedhelplessly。
  YouheardthatMr。Calderwellwasengaged,verylikely。But——itsohappensheisn’tengaged——
  tome,’murmuredAlice,faintly。
  But,longagoyousaid——’Arkwrightpaused,hiseyesstillkeenlysearchingherface。
  NevermindwhatIsaid——longago,’laughedAlice,tryingunsuccessfullytomeethisgaze。
  Onesayslotsofthings,attimes,youknow。’
  IntoArkwright’seyescameanewlight,alightthatplainlyneededbutabreathtofanitintoquickfire。
  Alice,’hesaidsoftly,doyoumeanthatmaybenow——Ineedn’ttrytofight——thatothertigerskin?’
  Therewasnoanswer。
  Arkwrightreachedoutapleadinghand。
  Alice,dear,I’velovedyousolong,’hebeggedunsteadily。Don’tyouthinkthatsometime,ifIwasvery,verypatient,youcouldjust_begin_——
  tocarealittleforme?’
  Stilltherewasnoanswer。Then,slowly,Aliceshookherhead。Herfacewasturnedquiteaway——whichwasapity,forifArkwrightcouldhaveseenthesuddentendermischiefinhereyes,hisownwouldnothavebecomesosomber。
  Notevenalittlebit?’
  Icouldn’tever——begin,’answeredahalf-
  smotheredvoice。
  Alice!’criedtheman,heart-brokenly。
  Aliceturnednow,andforafleetinginstantlethimseehereyes,glowingwiththelovesolongkeptinrelentlessexile。
  Icouldn’t,because,yousee-Ibegan——
  longago,’shewhispered。
  Alice!’Itwasthesamesingleword,butspokenwithaworldofdifference,forintoitnowwascrowdedallthegloryandthewonderofagreatlove。Alice!’breathedthemanagain;
  andthistimethewordwas,oh,sotenderlywhisperedintothelittlepinkandwhiteearofthegirlinhisarms。
  Igotdelayed,’beganBilly,inthedoorway。
  Oh-h!’shebrokeoff,beatingahushed,butprecipitate,retreat。
  Fullythirtyminuteslater,Billycametothedooragain。Thistimeherapproachwasheraldedbyasnatchofsong。
  Ihopeyou’llexcusemybeinggonesolong,’
  shesmiled,assheenteredtheroomwherehertwoguestssatdecorouslyfacetofaceatthechess-
  table。
  Well,youknowyousaidyou’dbegonetenminutes,’Arkwrightremindedher,politely。
  Yes,IknowIdid。’AndBilly,tohercredit,didnotevensmileatthemanwhodidnotknowtenminutesfromfifty。
  Afterall,itwasthebaby’shandthatdidit,aswasproper,andperhapstobeexpected;forsurely,wasitnotBertram,Jr。’splacetoshowhisparentsthathewas,indeed,noWedge,butadearandpreciousTiebindingtwoloving,loyalheartsmoreandmorecloselytogether?Itwouldseem,indeed,thatBertram,Jr。,thoughtso,perhaps,andverybravelyhesetaboutit;
  though,tocarryouthispurpose,hehadtoturnhisstepsintoanunfamiliarway——awayofpain,andweariness,anddanger。
  ItwasArkwrightwhotoldBertramthatthebabywasverysick,andthatBillywantedhim。
  Bertramwenthomeatoncetofindadistracted,white-facedBilly,andatwisted,pain-rackedlittlecreature,whoitwasalmostimpossibletobelievewasthehappy,laughingbabyboyhehadleftthatmorning。
  ForthenexttwoweeksnothingwasthoughtofinthesilentoldBeaconStreethousebutthetinylittlelifehoveringsonearDeath’sdoorthattwiceitappearedtohaveslippedquiteacrossthethreshold。AllthroughthoseterribleweeksitseemedasifBillyneitheratenorslept;andalwaysatherside,comforting,cheering,andhelpingwhereverpossiblewasBertram,tender,loving,andmarvelouslythoughtful。
  Thencametheturningpointwhentheuniverseitselfappearedtohanguponababy’sbreath。Gradually,almostimperceptibly,cametheflutteringbackofthetinyspiritintothelongingarmsstretchedsofar,farouttomeetandholdit。Andthefatherandthemother,lookingintoeachother’ssleepless,dark-ringedeyes,knewthattheirsonwasoncemoretheirstoloveandcherish。
  WhentwohavegonetogetherwithadearonedownintotheValleyoftheShadowofDeath,andhavecomeback,eithermourningorrejoicing,theyfindadifferentworldfromtheonetheyhadleft。Thingsthatweregreatbeforeseemsmall,andsomethingsthatweresmallseemgreat。AtleastBertramandBillyfoundtheirworldthuschangedwhentogethertheycamebackbringingtheirsonwiththem。
  Inthelongweeksofconvalescence,whenthehealthyrosinessstolebitbybitintothebaby’swaxenface,andthelightofrecognitionandunderstandingcreptdaybydayintothebaby’seyes,therewasmanyaquiethourforheart-to-
  hearttalksbetweenthetwowhosoanxiouslyandjoyouslyhailedeveryrosytintandfleetingsparkle。Andtherewassomuchtotell,somuchtohear,somuchtotalkabout!Andalways,runningthrougheverything,wasthatgoldenthreadofjoy,besidewhichallelsepaled——thattheyhadBabyandeachother。Asifanythingelsemattered!
  Tobesure,therewasBertram’sarm。VeryearlyintheirtalksBillyfoundoutaboutthat。
  ButBilly,withBabygettingwell,wasnottobedaunted,evenbythis。
  Nonsense,darling——notpaintagain,indeed!Why,Bertram,ofcourseyouwill,’shecriedconfidently。
  But,Billy,thedoctorsaid,’beganBertram;
  butBillywouldnotevenlisten。
  Verywell,whatifhedid,dear?’sheinterrupted。Whatifhedidsayyoucouldn’tuseyourrightarmmuchagain?’Billy’svoicebrokealittle,thenquicklysteadiedintosomethingverymuchliketriumph。You’vegotyourleftone!’
  Bertramshookhishead。
  Ican’tpaintwiththat。’
  Yes,youcan,’insistedBilly,firmly。Why,Bertram,whatdoyousupposeyouweregiventwoarmsforifnottofightwithbothofthem?
  AndI’mgoingtobeeversomuchprouderofwhatyoupaintnow,becauseI’llknowhowsplendidlyyouworkedtodoit。Besides,there’sBaby。
  Asifyouweren’tevergoingtopaintforBaby!
  Why,Bertram,I’mgoingtohaveyoupaintBaby,oneofthesedays。Thinkhowpleasedhe’llbetoseeitwhenhegrowsup!He’snicer,anyhow,thananyold`FaceofaGirl’youeverdid。
  Paint?Why,Bertram,darling,ofcourseyou’regoingtopaint,andbetterthanyoueverdidbefore!’
  Bertramshookhisheadagain;butthistimehesmiled,andpattedBilly’scheekwiththetipofhisforefinger。
  AsifIcould!’hedisclaimed。Butthatafternoonhewentintohislong-desertedstudioandhunteduphislastunfinishedpicture。Forsometimehestoodmotionlessbeforeit;then,withaquickgestureofdetermination,hegotouthispalette,paints,andbrushes。Thistimenotuntilhehadpaintedten,adozen,ascoreofstrokes,didhedrophisbrushwithasighandcarefullyerasethefreshpaintonthecanvas。Thenextdayheworkedlonger,andthistimeheallowedalittle,averylittle,ofwhathehaddonetoremain。
  ThethirddayBillyherselffoundhimathiseasel。
  Iwonder——doyousupposeIcould?’heaskedfearfully。
  Why,dearest,ofcourseyoucan!Haven’tyounoticed?Can’tyouseehowmuchmoreyoucandowithyourlefthandnow?You’ve_had_touseit,yousee。_I’ve_seenyoudoalotofthingswithit,lately,thatyouneverusedtodoatall。
  And,ofcourse,themoreyoudowithit,themoreyoucan!’
  Iknow;butthatdoesn’tmeanthatIcanpaintwithit,’sighedBertram,ruefullyeyeingthetinybitoffreshcolorhiscanvasshowedforhislongafternoon’swork。
  Youwaitandsee,’noddedBilly,withsooverwhelmingacheeryconfidencethatBertram,lookingintoherglowingface,wasconsciousofacuriousthrobofexultation,almostasifalreadythevictorywerehis。
  ButitwasnotalwaysofBertram’sbrokenarm,norevenofhisworkthattheytalked。Bertram,hangingoverthebaby’scribtoassurehimselfthattherosinessandthesparklewerereallygrowingmoreapparenteveryday,usedtowondersometimeshoweverintheworldhecouldhavebeenjealousofhisson。HesaidasmuchonedaytoBilly。
  ToBillyitwasamostastoundingidea。