Liketwoloverstheyreadandwalkedandtalkedtogether,andliketwochildren,sometimes,theyrompedthroughthestatelyoldroomswithSpunkie,orwithTommyDunn,whowasafrequentguest。Spunkie,beitknown,wasrenewingherkittenhood,sopotentwastheinfluenceofthedanglingstringsandrollingballsthatsheencounteredeverywhere;andTommyDunn,withBilly’shelp,waslearningthatnotevenapairofcrutchesneedkeepalonelylittleladfromafrolic。EvenWilliam,rousedfromhisafter-
dinnerdozebypealsoflaughter,wassometimesinveigledintoactivitiesthatlefthimbreathless,butcuriouslyaglow。WhilePete,polishingsilverinthedining-roomdown-stairs,smiledindulgentlyatthemerryclatterabove——andforgottheteasingpaininhisside。
ButitwasnotallnonsensewithBilly,norgaylaughter。Moreoftenitwasatenderglowintheeyes,asoftnessinthevoice,aradiantsomethinglikeanauraofjoyallabouther,thattoldhowhappyindeedwerethesedaysforher。Therewasproofbywordofmouth,too——longtalkswithBertraminthedancingfirelightwhentheylaiddearplansforthefuture,andwhenshetriedsohardtomakeherhusbandunderstandwhatagood,goodwifesheintendedtobe,andhowshemeantnevertoletanythingcomebetweenthem。
ItwassoearnestandseriousaBillybythistimethatBertramwouldturnstartled,dismayedeyesonhisyoungwife;whereupon,withaveryBilly-likechangeofmood,shewouldgivehimoneofherrarecaresses,andperhapssigh:
Goosey——it’sonlybecauseI’msohappy,happy,happy!Why,Bertram,ifitweren’tforthatOverflowAnnexIbelieveI——Ijustcouldn’tlive!
ItwasBertramwhosighedthen,andwhoprayedferventlyinhisheartthatnevermightheseearealshadowcloudthatdearface。
Thusfar,certainly,thecaresofmatrimonyhadrestedanythingbutheavilyupontheshapelyyoungshouldersofthenewwife。DomesticaffairsattheStratamovedlikeapieceofwell-oiledmachinery。DongLing,tobesure,wasnotthere;
butinhisplacereignedPete’sgrandniece,afresh-
faced,capableyoungwomanwhoBertramdeclaredcookedlikeanangelandmindedherownbusinesslikeaman。Pete,asofyore,hadfullchargeofthehouse;andacasualeyewouldseefewchanges。Eventhebrothersthemselvessawfew,forthatmatter。
True,attheveryfirst,Billyhaddonnedaruffledapronandabewitchingdust-cap,andhadtraversedthehousefromcellartogarretwithaprettilyimportantairofmanagingthings,’asshesuggestedchangesrightandleft。ShehadsummonedPete,too,forthreemorningsinsuccession,andwithgreatdignityhadorderedthemealsfortheday。ButwhenBertramwasdiscoveredoneeveningtuggingbackhisfavoritechair,andwhenWilliamhadaskedifBillywerethroughusinghispipe-tray,theyoungwifehadconcludedtoletthingsremainaboutastheywere。AndwhenWilliamatenobreakfastonemorning,andBertramaggrievedlyrefuseddessertthatnightatdinner,Billy——learningthroughanapologeticPetethatMasterWilliamalwayshadtohaveeggsforbreakfastnomatterwhatelsetherewas,andthatMasterBertramneverateboiledrice——gaveupplanningthemeals。True,forthreemoremorningsshesummonedPetefororders,’buttheorderswerenothingmorenorlessthanablitheWell,Pete,whatarewegoingtohavefordinnerto-day?’Bytheendofaweekeventhisceremonywasgivenup,andbeforeamonthhadpassed,Billywaslittlemorethanaguestinherownhome,sofarasresponsibilitywasconcerned。
Billywasnotidle,however;farfromit。First,therewerethedelightfulhourswithBertram。
Thentherewashermusic:Billywaswritinganewsong——thebestshehadeverwritten,Billydeclared。
Why,Bertram,itcan’thelpbeingthat,’shesaidtoherhusband,oneday。Thewordsjustsangthemselvestomerightoutofmyheart;
andthemelodyjustdroppeddownfromthesky。
Andnow,everywhere,I’mhearingthemostwonderfulharmonies。Thewholeuniverseissingingtome。IfonlynowIcanputitonpaperwhatIhear!ThenIcanmakethewholeuniversesingtosomeoneelse!’
Evenmusic,however,hadtosteponesidefortheweddingcallswhichwerebeginningtobereceived,andwhichmustbereturned,inspiteoftheoccasionalrebellionoftheyounghusband。
Therewerethemoreintimatefriendstobeseen,also,andCyrilandMarietobevisited。AndalwaystherewastheAnnex。
TheAnnexwasinfinerunningordernow,andwasasourceofinfinitesatisfactiontoitsfounderandgreathappinesstoitsbeneficiaries。TommyDunnwasthere,learningwonderfulthingsfrombooksandstillmorewonderfulthingsfromthepianointheliving-room。AliceGreggoryandhermotherwerethere,too——theresultofmuchpersuasion。Indeed,accordingtoBertram,BillyhadbeenabletofilltheAnnexonlybytellingeachprospectiveresidentthatheorshewasabsolutelynecessarytothewelfareandhappinessofeveryotherresident。Notthatthehousewasfull,either。Therewerestilltwounoccupiedrooms。
Butthen,I’mgladthereare,’Billyhaddeclared,forthere’ssuretobesomeonethatI’llwanttosendthere。’
Some_one_,didyousay?’Bertramhadretorted,meaningly;buthiswifehaddisdainedtoanswerthis。
BillyherselfwasfrequentlyattheAnnex。
ShetoldAuntHannahthatshehadtocomeoftentobringthehappiness——itaccumulatedsofast。
Certainlyshealwaysfoundplentytodothere,whenevershecame。TherewasAuntHannahtobereadto,Mrs。Greggorytobesungto,andTommyDunntobelistenedto;forTommyDunnwasalwaysquiveringwitheagernesstoplayherhislatestpiece。’
BillyknewthatsomedayattheAnnexshewouldmeetMr。M。J。Arkwright;andshetoldherselfthatshehopedsheshould。
BillyhadnotseenArkwrightexceptonthestageoftheBostonOperaHousesincethedayhehadleftherpresenceinwhite-faced,stony-
eyedmiseryafterdeclaringhisloveforher,andlearningofherengagementtoBertram。Sincethen,sheknew,hehadbeenmuchwithhisoldfriend,AliceGreggory。Shedidnotbelieve,shouldsheseehimnow,thathewouldbeeitherwhite-faced,orstony-eyed。Hisheart,shewassure,hadgonewhereitoughttohavegoneinthefirstplace——toAlice。Suchbeing,inheropinion,thecase,shelongedtogettheembarrassmentofafirstmeetingbetweenthemselvesoverwith,for,afterthat,shewassure,theiroldfriendshipcouldberenewed,andshewouldbeinapositiontofurtherthisprettyloveaffairbetweenhimandAlice。Verydecidedly,therefore,BillywishedtomeetArkwright。Verypleased,consequently,wasshewhen,oneday,comingintotheliving-roomattheAnnex,shefoundthemansittingbythefire。
Arkwrightwasonhisfeetatonce。
Miss——Mrs。H——Henshaw,’hestammeredOh,Mr。Arkwright,’shecried,withjustashadeofnervousnessinhervoiceassheadvanced,herhandoutstretched。I’mgladtoseeyou。’
Thankyou。IwantedtoseeMissGreggory,’
hemurmured。Then,astheunconsciousrudenessofhisreplydawnedonhim,hemademattersinfinitelyworsebyanattemptedapology。Thatis,Imean——Ididn’tmean——’hebegantostammermiserably。
Somegirlsmighthavetossedtheflounderingmanastrawintheshapeofalightlaughintendedtoturnasideallembarrassment——butnotBilly。
Billyheldoutafranklyhelpinghandthatwasmeanttosetthemansquarelyonhisfeetatherside。
Mr。Arkwright,don’t,please,’shebeggedearnestly。YouandIdon’tneedtobeataboutthebush。I_am_gladtoseeyou,andIhopeyou’regladtoseeme。We’regoingtobethebestoffriendsfromnowon,I’msure;andsomeday,soon,you’regoingtobringAlicetoseeme,andwe’llhavesomemusic。Ileftherup-stairs。She’llbedownatonce,Idaresay——ImetRosagoingupwithyourcard。Good-by,’shefinishedwithabrightsmile,assheturnedandwalkedrapidlyfromtheroom。
Outside,onthesteps,Billydrewalongbreath。
There,’shewhispered;that’sover——andwellover!’Thenextminuteshefrownedvexedly。
Shehadmissedherglove。Nevermind!
Isha’n’tgobackinthereforitnow,anyway,’
shedecided。
Intheliving-room,fiveminuteslater,AliceGreggoryfoundonlyahastilyscrawlednotewaitingforher。
Ifyou’llforgivetheunforgivable,’shereadyou’llforgivemefornotbeingherewhenyoucomedown。`CircumstancesoverwhichIhavenocontrolhavecalledmeaway。’Mayweletitgoatthat?。
AsAliceGreggory’samazed,questioningeyesleftthenotetheyfelluponthelongwhitegloveonthefloorbythedoor。Halfmechanicallyshecrossedtheroomandpickeditup;butalmostatonceshedroppeditwithalowcry。
Billy!He——saw——Billy!’Thenafloodofunderstandingdyedherfacescarletassheturnedandfledtotheblessedlyunseeingwallsofherownroom。
NottenminuteslaterRosatappedatherdoorwithanote。
It’sfromMr。Arkwright,Miss。He’sdownstairs。’
Rosa’seyeswerepuzzled,andabitstartled。
Mr。Arkwright!’
Yes,Miss。He’scomeagain。Thatis,I
didn’tknowhe’dwent——buthemusthave,forhe’scomeagainnow。Hewrotesomethinginalittlebook;thenhetoreitoutandgaveittome。
Hesaidhe’dwait,please,forananswer。’
Oh,verywell,Rosa。’
MissGreggorytookthenoteandspokewithanelaborateairofindifferencethatwasmeanttoexpressacalmignoringofthepuzzledquestioningintheother’seyes。ThenextmomentshereadthisinArkwright’speculiarscrawl:
Ifyou’vealreadyforgiventheunforgivable,you’lldoitagain,Iknow,andcomedown-stairs。
Won’tyou,please?Iwanttoseeyou。’
MissGreggoryliftedherheadwithajerk。
Herfacewasapainfulred。
TellMr。ArkwrightIcan’tpossibly——’Shecametoanabruptpause。HereyeshadencounteredRosa’s,andinRosa’seyesthepuzzledquestioningwasplainlyfastbecomingashrewdsuspicion。
Therewasthebriefestofhesitations;then,lightly,MissGreggorytossedthenoteaside。
TellMr。ArkwrightI’llbedownatonce,please,’shedirectedcarelessly,assheturnedbackintotheroom。
Butshewasnotdownatonce。Shewasnotdownuntilshehadtakentimetobatheherredeyes,powderhertelltalenose,smootheherruffledhair,andwhipherselfintothecalm,steady-eyed,self-controlledyoungwomanthatArkwrightfinallyrosetomeetwhenshecameintotheroom。
Ithoughtitwasonlywomenwhowereprivilegedtochangetheirmind,’shebeganbrightly;
butArkwrightignoredherattempttoconventionalizethesituation。
Thankyouforcomingdown,’hesaid,withawearinessthatinstantlydrovetheforcedsmilefromthegirl’slips。I——Iwantedto——totalktoyou。’
Yes?’Sheseatedherselfandmotionedhimtoachairnearher。Hetooktheseat,andthenfellsilent,hiseyesoutthewindow。
Ithoughtyousaidyou——youwantedtotalk,sheremindedhimnervously,afteraminute。
Idid。’Heturnedwithdisconcertingabruptness。
Alice,I’mgoingtotellyouastory。’
Ishallbegladtolisten。Peoplealwayslikestories,don’tthey?’
Dothey?’ThesomberpaininArkwright’seyesdeepened。AliceGreggorydidnotknowit,buthewasthinkingofanotherstoryhehadoncetoldinthatsameroom。Billywashislistenerthen,whilenow——Alittleprecipitatelyhebegantospeak。
WhenIwasaverysmallboyIwenttovisitmyuncle,who,inhisyoungdays,hadbeenquiteahunter。Beforethefireplaceinhislibrarywasahugetigerskinwithaparticularlylifelikehead。
ThefirsttimeIsawitIscreamed,andranandhid。Irefusedtheneventogointotheroomagain。Mycousinsurged,scolded,pleaded,andlaughedatmebyturns,butIwasobdurate。I
wouldnotgowhereIcouldseethefearsomethingagain,eventhoughitwas,astheysaid,`nothingbutadeadoldrug!’
Finally,oneday,myuncletookahandinthematter。Bysheerwill-powerheforcedmetogowithhimstraightuptothedreadedcreature,andstandbyitsside。Helaidoneofmyshrinkinghandsonthebeast’ssmoothhead,andthrusttheotheronequiteintotheopenredmouthwithitsgleamingteeth。
`Yousee,’hesaid,`there’sabsolutelynothingtofear。Hecan’tpossiblyhurtyou。Justasifyouweren’tbiggerandfinerandstrongerineverywaythanthatdeadthingonthefloor!’
Then,whenhehadgotmetothepointwhereofmyownfreewillIwouldwalkupandtouchthething,hedrewalessonforme。
`Nowremember,’hechargedme。`Neverrunandhideagain。Onlycowardsdothat。
Walkstraightupandfacethething。Tentooneyou’llfindit’snothingbutadeadskinmasqueradingastherealthing。Evenifitisn’tifit’salive——faceit。Findaweaponandfightit。
Knowthatyouaregoingtoconqueritandyou’llconquer。Neverrun。Beaman。Mendon’trun,myboy!’’
Arkwrightpaused,anddrewalongbreath。Hedidnotlookatthegirlintheoppositechair。Ifhehadlookedhewouldhaveseenafacetransfigured。
Well,’heresumed,Ineverforgotthattigerskin,norwhatitstoodfor,afterthatdaywhenUncleBenthrustmyhandintoitshideous,butharmless,redmouth。EvenasakidIbegan,then,totry——nottorun。I’vetriedeversinceButto-day——Ididrun。’
Arkwright’svoicehadbeengettinglowerandlower。ThelastthreewordswouldhavebeenalmostinaudibletoearslesssensitivelyalertthanwereAliceGreggory’s。Foramomentafterthewordswereuttered,onlytheclock’stickingbrokethesilence;then,withanobviouseffort,themanrousedhimself,asifbreakingawayfromsomebenumbingforcethatheldhim。
Alice,Idon’tneedtotellyou,afterwhatI
saidtheothernight,thatIlovedBillyNeilson。
Thatwasbadenough,forIfoundshewaspledgedtoanotherman。Butto-dayIdiscoveredsomethingworse:IdiscoveredthatIlovedBilly_Henshaw_——
anotherman’swife。And——Iran。ButI’vecomeback。I’mgoingtofacethething。Oh,I’mnotdeceivingmyself!Thisloveofmineisnodeadtigerskin。It’sabeast,aliveandalert——Godpityme!——todestroymyverysoul。ButI’mgoingtofightit;and——Iwantyoutohelpme。’
Thegirlgaveahalf-smotheredcry。Themanturned,buthecouldnotseeherfacedistinctly。
Twilighthadcome,andtheroomwasfullofshadows。Hehesitated,thenwenton,alittlemorequietly。
That’swhyI’vetoldyouallthis——soyouwouldhelpme。Andyouwill,won’tyou?’
Therewasnoanswer。Onceagainhetriedtoseeherface,butitwasturnednowquiteawayfromhim。
You’vebeenabighelpalready,littlegirl。
Yourfriendship,yourcomradeship——they’vebeeneverythingtome。You’renotgoingtomakemedowithoutthem——now?’
No——oh,no!’Theanswerwaslowandalittlebreathless;butheheardit。
Thankyou。Iknewyouwouldn’t。’Hepaused,thenrosetohisfeet。Whenhespokeagainhisvoicecarriedanoteofwhimsicallightnessthatwasalittleforced。ButImustgo——
elseyou_will_takethemfromme,andwithgoodreason。Andpleasedon’tletyourkindheartgrievetoomuch——overme。I’mnodeep-dyedvillaininamelodrama,norwickedloverinaten-
pennynovel,youknow。I’mjustaneverydaymaninreallife;andwe’regoingtofightthisthingoutineverydayliving。That’swhereyourhelpiscomingin。We’llgotogethertoseeMrs。BertramHenshaw。She’saskedusto,andyou’lldoit,Iknow。We’llhavemusicandeverydaytalk。
We’llseeMrs。BertramHenshawinherownhomewithherhusband,whereshebelongs;and——I’mnotgoingtorunagain。But——I’mcountingonyourhelp,youknow,’hesmiledalittlewistfully,asheheldouthishandingood-by。
OneminutelaterAliceGreggory,alone,washurryingup-stairs。
Ican’t——Ican’t——IknowIcan’t,’shewaswhisperingwildly。Then,inherownroom,shefacedherselfinthemirror。Yes——you——can,AliceGreggory,’sheasserted,withswiftchangeofvoiceandmanner。Thisis_your_tigerskin,andyou’regoingtofightit。Doyouunderstand?——
fightit!Andyou’regoingtowin,too。Doyouwantthatmantoknowyou——_care_?’