ItwastowardthelastofOctoberthatBillybegantonoticeherhusband’sgrowingrestlessness。
Twice,whenshehadbeenplayingtohim,sheturnedtofindhimtestingthesupplenessofhisinjuredarm。Severaltimes,failingtoreceiveananswertoherquestions,shehadlookeduptodiscoverhimgazingabstractedlyatnothinginparticular。
Theyreadandwalkedandtalkedtogether,tobesure,andBertram’sdevotiontoherlightestwishwasbeyondquestion;butmoreandmorefrequentlythesedaysBillyfoundhimhoveringoverhissketchesinhisstudio;andonce,whenhefailedtorespondtothedinner-bell,searchrevealedhimburiedinaprofoundtreatiseonTheArtofForeshortening。’
ThencamethedaywhenBilly,afteranhour’svainefforttoimprisonwithinnotesatantalizingmelody,capturedthetruantandraindowntothestudiototellBertramofhervictory。
ButBertramdidnotseemeventohearher。
True,heleapedtohisfeetandhurriedtomeether,hisfaceradiantlyaglow;butshehadnotceasedtospeakbeforehehimselfwastalking。
Billy,Billy,I’vebeensketching,’hecried。
Myhandisalmoststeady。See,someofthoselinesareallright!Ijustpickedupacrayonand——’Hestoppedabruptly,hiseyesonBilly’sface。Avaguelytroubledshadowcrossedhisown。Did——didyou——wereyousayinganythingin——inparticular,whenyoucamein?’hestammered。
Forashorthalf-minuteBillylookedatherhusbandwithoutspeaking。Then,alittlequeerly,shelaughed。
Oh,no,nothingatallin_particular_,’sheretortedairily。Thenextmoment,withoneofherunexpectedchangesofmanner,shedartedacrosstheroom,pickedupapalette,andahandfulofbrushesfromthelongboxnearit。Advancingtowardherhusbandsheheldthemoutdramatically。
Andnowpaint,mylord,paint!’shecommandedhim,withsterninsistence,asshethrustthemintohishands。
Bertramlaughedshamefacedly。
Oh,Isay,Billy,’hebegan;butBillyhadgone。
OutinthehallBillywasspeedingup-stairs,talkingfiercelytoherself。
We’ll,BillyNeilsonHenshaw,it’scome!
Nowbehaveyourself。_Thatwasthepaintinglook!_
Youknowwhatthatmeans。Remember,hebelongstohisArtbeforehedoestoyou。Kateandeverybodysaysso。Andyou——youexpectedhimtotendtoyouandyoursillylittlesongs。Doyouwanttoruinhiscareer?Asifnowhecouldspendallhistimeandgiveallhisthoughtstoyou!ButI——IjusthatethatArt!’
Whatdidyousay,Billy?’askedWilliam,inmildsurprise,comingaroundtheturnofthebalustradeinthehallabove。Wereyouspeakingtome,mydear?’
Billylookedup。Herfaceclearedsuddenly,andshelaughed——thoughalittleruefully。
No,UncleWilliam,Iwasn’ttalkingtoyou,’
shesighed。Iwasjust——justadministeringfirstaidtotheinjured,’shefinished,asshewhiskedintoherownroom。
Well,well,blessthechild!Whatcanshemeanbythat?’puzzledUncleWilliam,turningtogodownthestairway。
Bertrambegantopaintaverylittlethenextday。Hepaintedstillmorethenext,andyetmoreagainthedayfollowing。Hewaslikeabirdletoutofacage,sojoyouslyalivewashe。Theoldsparklecamebacktohiseye,theoldgaysmiletohislips。NowthattheyhadcomebackBillyrealizedwhatshehadnotbeenconsciousofbefore:thatforseveralweekspasttheyhadnotbeenthere;andshewonderedwhichhurtthemore——thattheyhadnotbeentherebefore,orthattheyweretherenow。Thenshescoldedherselfroundlyforaskingthequestionatall。
Theywerenoteasy——thosedaysforBilly,thoughalwaystoBertramshemanagedtoshowacheerfullysereneface。ToUncleWilliam,also,andtoAuntHannahsheshowedasmilingcountenance;
andbecauseshecouldnottalktoanybodyelseofherfeelings,shetalkedtoherself。
This,however,wasnonewthingforBillytodoFromearliestchildhoodshehadfoughtthingsoutinlikemanner。
Butit’ssoabsurdofyou,BillyHenshaw,’
sheberatedherselfoneday,whenBertramhadbecomesoabsorbedinhisworkthathehadforgottentokeephisappointmentwithherforawalk。Justbecauseyouhavehadhisconstantattentionalmosteveryhoursinceyouweremarriedisnoreasonwhyyoushouldhaveiteveryhournow,whenhisarmisbetter!Besides,it’sexactlywhatyousaidyouwouldn’tdo——object——
tohisgivingpropertimetohiswork。’
ButI’mnotobjecting,’stormedtheotherhalfofherself。I’m_telling_himtodoit。It’sonlythathe’sso——so_pleased_todoit。Hedoesn’tseemtomindabitbeingawayfromme。He’sactuallyhappy!’
Well,don’tyouwanthimtobehappyinhiswork?Fie!Forshame!Afineartist’swifeyouare。ItseemsKatewasright,then;you_are_goingtospoilhiscareer!’
Ho!’quothBilly,andtossedherhead。
Forthwithshecrossedtheroomtoherpianoandplumpedherselfdownhardontothestool。Then,fromunderherfingerstherefellarollickingmelodythatseemedtofilltheroomwithlittledancingfeet。FasterandfasterspedBilly’sfingers;
swifterandswiftertwinkledthelittledancingfeet。Thenadoorwasjerkedopen,andBertram’svoicecalled:
Billy!’
Themusicstoppedinstantly。Billysprangfromherseat,hereyeseagerlyseekingthedirectionfromwhichhadcomethevoice。Perhaps——_perhaps_
Bertramwantedher。Perhapshewasnotgoingtopaintanylongerthatmorning,afterall。
Billy!’calledthevoiceagain。Please,doyoumindstoppingthatplayingjustforalittlewhile?I’mabrute,Iknow,dear,butmybrush_will_trytokeeptimewiththatcrazylittletuneofyours,andyouknowmyhandisnonetoosteady,anyhow,andwhenittriestokeepupwiththatjiggety,jig,jig,jiggety,jig,jig——!_Do_youmind,,darling,just——justsewing,ordoingsomethingstillforawhile?’
AllthelightfledfromBilly’sface,buthervoice,whenshespoke,wasthequintessenceofcheeryindifference。
Why,no,ofcoursenot,dear。’
Thankyou。Iknewyouwouldn’t,’sighedBertram。Thenthedoorshut。
ForalongminuteBillystoodmotionlessbeforesheglancedatherwatchandspedtothetelephone。
IsMissGreggorythere,Rosa?’shecalledwhentheoperator’sringwasanswered。
Mis’Greggory,thelameone?’
No;_Miss_Greggory——MissAlice。’
Oh!Yes’m。’
Thenwon’tyouaskhertocometothetelephone,please。’
Therewasamoment’swait,duringwhichBilly’ssmall,well-shodfootbeatanervoustattooonthefloor。
Oh,isthatyou,Alice?’shecalledthen。
Areyougoingtobehomeforanhourortwo?’
Why,y-yes;yes,indeed。’
ThenI’mcomingover。We’llplayduets,sing——anything。Iwantsomemusic。’
Do!And——Mr。Arkwrightishere。He’llhelp。’
Mr。Arkwright?Yousayhe’sthere?ThenIwon’t——Yes,Iwill,too。’Billyspokewithrenewedfirmness。I’llbethererightaway。
Good-by。’Andshehungupthereceiver,andwenttotellPetetoorderJohnandPeggyatonce。
IsupposeIoughttohaveleftAliceandMr。
Arkwrightalonetogether,’mutteredtheyoungwifefeverishly,asshehurriedlypreparedfordeparture。ButI’llmakeituptothemlater。
I’mgoingtogivethemlotsofchances。Butto-
day——to-dayIjusthadtogo——somewhere!’
AttheAnnex,withAliceGreggoryandArkwright,Billysangduetsandtrios,andreveledinasonorouswildernessofnewmusictoherheart’scontent。Then,rested,refreshed,andatpeacewithalltheworld,shehurriedhometodinnerandtoBertram。
There!Ifeelbetter,’shesighed,asshetookoffherhatinherownroom;andnowI’llgofindBertram。Blesshisheart——ofcoursehedidn’twantmetoplaywhenhewassobusy!’
Billywentstraighttothestudio,butBertramwasnotthere。NeitherwasheinWilliam’sroom,noranywhereinthehouse。Down-stairsinthedining-roomPetewasfoundlookingratherwhite,leaningbackinachair。Hestruggledatoncetohisfeet,however,ashismistressenteredtheroom。
Billyhurriedforwardwithastartledexclamation。
Why,Pete,whatisit?Areyousick?’shecried,herglanceencompassingthehalf-settable。
No,ma’am;oh,no,ma’am!’Theoldmanstumbledforwardandbegantoarrangetheknivesandforks。It’sjustapeskypain——beggin’
yerpardon——inmyside。ButIain’tsick。No,Miss——ma’am。’
Billyfrownedandshookherhead。HereyeswereonPete’spalpablytremblinghands。
But,Pete,youaresick,’sheprotested。LetElizadothat。’
Petedrewhimselfstifflyerect。Thecolorhadbeguntocomebacktohisface。
Therehain’tnoonesetthistablemuchbutmeformore’nfiftyyears,an’I’vegotasortofnotionthatnobodycandoitjusttersuitme。
Besides,I’mbetternow。It’sgone——thatpain。’
But,Pete,whatisit?Howlonghaveyouhadit?’
Ihain’thaditanytime,steady。It’sthecomin’an’goin’kind。Itseemssillyterminditatall;only,whenitdoescome,itsorto’takesthebackbonerightouto’myknees,andtheydoubleupso’sIhavetersetdown。There,yesee?I’mpertasasparrer,now!’And,withstiffcelerity,Peteresumedhistask。
Hismistressstillfrowned。
Thatisn’tright,Pete,’shedemurred,withaslowshakeofherhead。Youshouldseeadoctor。’
Theoldmanpaledalittle。Hehadseenadoctor,andhehadnotlikedwhatthedoctorhadtoldhim。Infact,hestubbornlyrefusedtobelievewhatthedoctorhadsaid。Hestraightenedhimselfnowalittleaggressively。
Humph!Beggin’yerpardon,Miss——ma’am,butIdon’tthinkmucho’themdoctorchaps。’
Billyshookherheadagainasshesmiledandturnedaway。Then,asifcasually,sheasked:
Oh,didMr。Bertramgoout,Pete?’
Yes,Miss;aboutfiveo’clock。Hesaidhe’dbebacktodinner。’
Oh!Allright。’
Fromthehallthetelephonejangledsharply。
I’llgo,’saidPete’smistress,assheturnedandhurriedup-stairs。
ItwasBertram’svoicethatansweredheropeningHullo。’
Oh,Billy,isthatyou,dear?Well,you’rejusttheoneIwanted。Iwantedtosay——thatis,Iwantedtoaskyou——’Thespeakerclearedhisthroatalittlenervously,andbeganalloveragain。Thefactis,Billy,I’verunacrossacoupleofoldclassmatesonfromNewYork,andtheyareveryanxiousIshouldstaydowntodinnerwiththem。Wouldyoumind——verymuchifI
did?’
AcoldhandseemedtoclutchBilly’sheart。
Shecaughtherbreathwithalittlegaspandtriedtospeak;butshehadtotrytwicebeforethewordscame。
Why,no——no,ofcoursenot!’Billy’svoicewasveryhigh-pitchedandalittleshaky,butitwassurpassinglycheerful。
Yousureyouwon’tbe——lonesome?’Bertram’svoicewasvaguelytroubled。
Ofcoursenot!’
You’veonlytosaytheword,littlegirl,’
cameBertram’sanxioustonesagain,andI
won’tstay。’
Billyswallowedconvulsively。Ifonly,onlyhewould_stop_andleavehertoherself!Asifsheweregoingtoownupthat_she_waslonesomefor_him_——
if_he_wasnotlonesomefor_her!_
Nonsense!ofcourseyou’llstay,’calledBilly,stillinthathigh-pitched,shakytreble。Then,beforeBertramcouldanswer,sheutteredagayGood-by!’andhungupthereceiver。
BillyhadtenwholeminutesinwhichtocrybeforePete’sgongsoundedfordinner;butshehadonlyoneminuteinwhichtotrytoeffacethewoefullyvisibleeffectsofthosetenminutesbeforeWilliamtappedatherdoor,andcalled:
Gonetosleep,mydear?Dinner’sready。
Didn’tyouhearthegong?’
Yes,I’mcoming,UncleWilliam。’Billyspokewithbreezygayety,andthrewopenthedoor;butshedidnotmeetUncleWilliam’seyes。
Herheadwasturnedaway。Herhandswerefussingwiththehangofherskirt。
Bertram’sdiningout,Petetellsme,’observedWilliam,withcheerfulnonchalance,astheywentdown-stairstogether。
Billybitherlipandlookedupsharply。Shehadbeenbracingherselftomeetwithdisdainfulindifferencethisman’spity——thepitydueapoorneglectedwifewhosehusband_preferred_todinewitholdclassmatesratherthanwithherself。