Shewasinlightspringclothing,andheradventseemedghostly-liketheflittinginofamoth。Heturnedhiseyesuponher,andflushed;
  butappearedtocheckhisprimaryimpulsetospeak。
  `Ihavenobusinesshere,’shesaid,bendingherfrightenedfacetohim。`ButIheardyouwereill-veryill;and-andasIknowthatyourecognizeotherfeelingsbetweenmanandwomanthanphysicallove,Ihavecome。’
  `Iamnotveryill,mydearfriend。Onlyunwell。’
  `Ididn’tknowthat;andIamafraidthatonlyasevereillnesswouldhavejustifiedmycoming!’
  `Yes……yes。AndIalmostwishyouhadnotcome!Itisalittletoosoon-that’sallImean。Still,letusmakethebestofit。Youhaven’theardabouttheschool,Isuppose?’
  `No-whataboutit?’
  `OnlythatIamgoingawayfromheretoanotherplace。ThemanagersandIdon’tagree,andwearegoingtopart-that’sall。’
  Suedidnotforamoment,eithernoworlater,suspectwhattroubleshadresultedtohimfromlettinghergo;itneveronceseemedtocrosshermind,andshehadreceivednonewswhateverfromShaston。Theytalkedonslightandephemeralsubjects,andwhenhisteawasbroughtuphetoldtheamazedlittleservantthatacupwastobesetforSue。Thatyoungpersonwasmuchmoreinterestedintheirhistorythantheysupposed,andasshedescendedthestairssheliftedhereyesandhandsingrotesqueamazement。WhiletheysippedSuewenttothewindowandthoughtfullysaid,`Itissuchabeautifulsunset,Richard。’
  `Theyaremostlybeautifulfromhere,owingtotherayscrossingthemistofthevale。ButIlosethemall,astheydon’tshineintothisgloomycornerwhereIlie。’
  `Wouldn’tyouliketoseethisparticularone?Itislikeheavenopened。’
  `Ahyes!ButIcan’t。’
  `I’llhelpyouto。’
  `No-thebedsteadcan’tbeshifted。’
  `ButseehowImean。’
  Shewenttowhereaswing-glassstood,andtakingitinherhandscarriedittoaspotbythewindowwhereitcouldcatchthesunshine,movingtheglasstillthebeamswerereflectedintoPhillotson’sface。
  `There-youcanseethegreatredsunnow!’shesaid。`AndI
  amsureitwillcheeryou-Idosohopeitwill!’Shespokewithachildlike,repentantkindness,asifshecouldnotdotoomuchforhim。
  Phillotsonsmiledsadly。`Youareanoddcreature!’hemurmuredasthesunglowedinhiseyes。`Theideaofyourcomingtoseemeafterwhathaspassed!’
  `Don’tletusgobackuponthat!’shesaidquickly。`Ihavetocatchtheomnibusforthetrain,asJudedoesn’tknowIhavecome;hewasoutwhenIstarted;soImustreturnhomealmostdirectly。Richard,Iamsoverygladyouarebetter。Youdon’thateme,doyou?Youhavebeensuchakindfriendtome!’
  `Iamgladtoknowyouthinkso,’saidPhillotsonhuskily。`No。
  Idon’thateyou!’
  Itgrewduskquicklyinthegloomyroomduringtheirintermittentchat,andwhencandleswerebroughtanditwastimetoleavesheputherhandinhisorratherallowedittoflitthroughhis;forshewassignificantlylightintouch。Shehadnearlyclosedthedoorwhenhesaid,`Sue!’Hehadnoticedthat,inturningawayfromhim,tearswereonherfaceandaquiverinherlip。
  Itwasbadpolicytorecallher-heknewitwhilehepursuedit。Buthecouldnothelpit。Shecameback。
  `Sue,’hemurmured,`doyouwishtomakeitup,andstay?I’llforgiveyouandcondoneeverything!’
  `Ohyoucan’t,youcan’t!’shesaidhastily。`Youcan’tcondoneitnow!’
  `Heisyourhusbandnow,ineffect,youmean,ofcourse?’
  `Youmayassumeit。HeisobtainingadivorcefromhiswifeArabella。’
  `Hiswife!Itisaltogethernewstomethathehasawife。’
  `Itwasabadmarriage。’
  `Likeyours。’
  `Likemine。Heisnotdoingitsomuchonhisownaccountasonhers。Shewroteandtoldhimitwouldbeakindnesstoher,sincethenshecouldmarryandliverespectably。AndJudehasagreed。’
  `Awife……Akindnesstoher。Ah,yes;akindnesstohertoreleaseheraltogether……ButIdon’tlikethesoundofit。Icanforgive,Sue。’
  `No,no!Youcan’thavemebacknowIhavebeensowicked-astodowhatIhavedone!’
  TherehadariseninSue’sfacethatincipientfrightwhichshoweditselfwheneverhechangedfromfriendtohusband,andwhichmadeheradoptanylineofdefenceagainstmaritalfeelinginhim。`Imustgonow。
  I’llcomeagain-mayI?’
  `Idon’taskyoutogo,evennow。Iaskyoutostay。’
  `Ithankyou,Richard;butImust。AsyouarenotsoillasI
  thought,Icannotstay!’
  `She’shis-hisfromlipstoheel!’saidPhillotson;butsofaintlythatinclosingthedoorshedidnothearit。Thedreadofareactionarychangeintheschoolmaster’ssentiments,coupled,perhaps,withafaintshamefacednessatlettingevenhimknowwhataslipshodlackofthoroughness,fromaman’spointofview,characterizedhertransferredallegiance,preventedhertellinghimofher,thusfar,incompleterelationswithJude;andPhillotsonlaywrithinglikeamaninhellashepicturedtheprettilydressed,maddeningcompoundofsympathyandaversenesswhoborehisname,returningimpatientlytothehomeofherlover。
  GillinghamwassointerestedinPhillotson’saffairs,andsoseriouslyconcernedabouthim,thathewalkedupthehill-sidetoShastontwoorthreetimesaweek,although,thereandback,itwasajourneyofninemiles,whichhadtobeperformedbetweenteaandsupper,afterahardday’sworkinschool。WhenhecalledonthenextoccasionafterSue’svisithisfriendwasdownstairs,andGillinghamnoticedthathisrestlessmoodhadbeensupplantedbyamorefixedandcomposedone。
  `She’sbeenheresinceyoucalledlast,’saidPhillotson。
  `NotMrs。Phillotson?’
  `Yes。’
  `Ah!Youhavemadeitup?’
  `No……Shejustcame,pattedmypillowwithherlittlewhitehand,playedthethoughtfulnurseforhalfanhour,andwentaway。’
  `Well-I’mhanged!Alittlehussy!’
  `Whatdoyousay?’
  `Oh-nothing!’
  `Whatdoyoumean?’
  `Imean,whatatantalizing,capriciouslittlewoman!Ifshewerenotyourwife’
  `Sheisnot;she’sanotherman’sexceptinnameandlaw。AndI
  havebeenthinking-itwassuggestedtomebyaconversationIhadwithher-that,inkindnesstoher,Ioughttodissolvethelegaltiealtogether;
  which,singularlyenough,IthinkIcando,nowshehasbeenback,andrefusedmyrequesttostayafterIsaidIhadforgivenher。Ibelievethatfactwouldaffordmeopportunityofdoingit,thoughIdidnotseeitatthemoment。What’stheuseofkeepingherchainedontomeifshedoesn’tbelongtome?Iknow-Ifeelabsolutelycertain-thatshewouldwelcomemytakingsuchastepasthegreatestcharitytoher。Forthoughasafellow-creatureshesympathizeswith,andpitiesme,andevenweepsforme,asahusbandshecannotendureme-sheloathesme-there’snouseinmincingwords-sheloathesme,andmyonlymanly,anddignified,andmercifulcourseistocompletewhatIhavebegun……Andforworldlyreasons,too,itwillbebetterforhertobeindependent。Ihavehopelesslyruinedmyprospectsbecauseofmydecisionastowhatwasbestforus,thoughshedoesnotknowit;Iseeonlydirepovertyaheadfrommyfeettothegrave;forI
  canbeacceptedasteachernomore。Ishallprobablyhaveenoughtodotomakebothendsmeetduringtheremainderofmylife,nowmyoccupation’sgone;andIshallbebetterabletobearitalone。Imayaswelltellyouthatwhathassuggestedmylettinghergoissomenewsshebroughtme-
  thenewsthatFawleyisdoingthesame。’
  `Oh-hehadaspouse,too?Aqueercouple,theselovers!’
  `Well-Idon’twantyouropiniononthat。WhatIwasgoingtosayisthatmyliberatinghercandohernopossibleharm,andwillopenupachanceofhappinessforherwhichshehasneverdreamtofhitherto。
  Forthenthey’llbeabletomarry,astheyoughttohavedoneatfirst。’
  Gillinghamdidnothurrytoreply。`Imaydisagreewithyourmotive,’
  hesaidgently,forherespectedviewshecouldnotshare。`ButIthinkyouarerightinyourdetermination-ifyoucancarryitout。Idoubt,however,ifyoucan。’
  JudetheObscureChapter35PartFifthAtAldbrickhamandElsewhere`Thyaerialpart,andallthefierypartswhicharemingledinthee,thoughbynaturetheyhaveanupwardtendency,stillinobediencetothedispositionoftheuniversetheyareover-poweredhereinthecompoundmassthebody。’-M。AntoninusLong。
  V-iHowGillingham’sdoubtsweredisposedofwillmostquicklyappearbypassingovertheseriesofdrearymonthsandincidentsthatfollowedtheeventsofthelastchapter,andcomingontoaSundayintheFebruaryoftheyearfollowing。
  SueandJudewerelivinginAldbrickham,inpreciselythesamerelationsthattheyhadestablishedbetweenthemselveswhensheleftShastontojoinhimtheyearbefore。Theproceedingsinthelaw-courtshadreachedtheirconsciousness,butasadistantsoundandanoccasionalmissivewhichtheyhardlyunderstood。
  Theyhadmet,asusual,tobreakfasttogetherinthelittlehousewithJude’snameonit,thathehadtakenatfifteenpoundsayear,withthree-pounds-tenextraforratesandtaxes,andfurnishedwithhisaunt’sancientandlumberinggoods,whichhadcosthimabouttheirfullvaluetobringallthewayfromMarygreen。Suekepthouse,andmanagedeverything。
  AsheenteredtheroomthismorningSueheldupalettershehadjustreceived。
  `Well;andwhatisitabout?’hesaidafterkissingher。
  `ThatthedecreenisiinthecaseofPhillotsonversusPhillotsonandFawley,pronouncedsixmonthsago,hasjustbeenmadeabsolute。’
  `Ah,’saidJude,ashesatdown。
  ThesameconcludingincidentinJude’ssuitagainstArabellahadoccurredaboutamonthortwoearlier。Bothcaseshadbeentooinsignificanttobereportedinthepapers,furtherthanbynameinalonglistofotherundefendedcases。
  `Nowthen,Sue,atanyrate,youcandowhatyoulike!’Helookedathissweetheartcuriously。
  `Arewe-youandI-justasfreenowasifwehadnevermarriedatall?’
  `Justasfree-except,Ibelieve,thataclergymanmayobjectpersonallytoremarryyou,andhandthejobontosomebodyelse。’
  `ButIwonder-doyouthinkitisreallysowithus?Iknowitisgenerally。ButIhaveanuncomfortablefeelingthatmyfreedomhasbeenobtainedunderfalsepretences!’
  `How?’
  `Well-ifthetruthaboutushadbeenknown,thedecreewouldn’thavebeenpronounced。Itisonly,isit,becausewehavemadenodefence,andhaveledthemintoafalsesupposition?Thereforeismyfreedomlawful,howeverproperitmaybe?’
  `Well-whydidyouletitbeunderfalsepretences?Youhaveonlyyourselftoblame,’hesaidmischievously。
  `Jude-don’t!Yououghtnottobetouchyaboutthatstill。YoumusttakemeasIam。’
  `Verywell,darling:soIwill。Perhapsyouwereright。Astoyourquestion,wewerenotobligedtoproveanything。Thatwastheirbusiness。
  Anyhowwearelivingtogether。’
  `Yes。Thoughnotintheirsense。’
  `Onethingiscertain,thathoweverthedecreemaybebroughtabout,amarriageisdissolvedwhenitisdissolved。Thereisthisadvantageinbeingpoorobscurepeoplelikeus-thatthesethingsaredoneforusinaroughandreadyfashion。ItwasthesamewithmeandArabella。Iwasafraidhercriminalsecondmarriagewouldhavebeendiscovered,andshepunished;butnobodytookanyinterestinher-nobodyinquired,nobodysuspectedit。Ifwe’dbeenpatentednobilitiesweshouldhavehadinfinitetrouble,anddaysandweekswouldhavebeenspentininvestigations。’
  BydegreesSueacquiredherlover’scheerfulnessatthesenseoffreedom,andproposedthattheyshouldtakeawalkinthefields,eveniftheyhadtoputupwithacolddinneronaccountofit。Judeagreed,andSuewentup-stairsandpreparedtostart,puttingonajoyfulcolouredgowninobservanceofherliberty;seeingwhichJudeputonalightertie。