"Nurse,"quothshe,"ofatruthIthoughtthatIfeltnoill;butIshallspeedilythinkthatIamsick。Themerefactofmythinkingofitcausesmemuchillandekealarmsme。Buthowdoesoneknowunlessheputittothetestwhatmaybegoodandwhatill?Myilldiffersfromallotherills;for——andIbewillingtotellyouthetruthofit——muchitjoysme,andmuchitgrievesme,andIdelightinmydiscomfort;andiftherecanbeadiseasewhichgivespleasure,mysorrowismydesire,andmygriefismyhealth。IknownotthenwhereofIshouldcomplain;forIknownoughtwhenceevilmaycometomeifitcomenotfrommydesire。
Possiblymydesireisamalady;butItakesomuchpleasureinthatdesirethatitcausesmeapleasantgrief;andIhavesomuchjoyinmysorrowthatmymaladyisapleasantone。Thessala,nurse!tellmenow,isnotthissorrowwhichseemssweettome,andyetwhichtorturesme,adeceitfulone?IknownothowImayrecognisewhetheritbeaninfirmityorno。Nurse!tellmenowthename,andthemanner,andthenature,ofit。ButbewellassuredthatIhavenocaretorecoverinanywise,forIcherishtheanguishofitexceedingly。"Thessala,whowasrightwiseasregardsLoveandallhisways,knowsandunderstandsbyherspeechthatthatwhichdistractsherproceedsfromLove——becauseshecallsandnamesitsweet——itiscertainthatsheloves;forallotherillsarebittersavethatalonewhichcomesfromloving;butLovetransmutesitsownbitternessintopleasure,andsweetnessoftenturnstoitsopposite。ButThessala,whowellknewthematter,repliestoher:"Fearnought,Iwilltellyouwellboththenatureandthenameofyourdisease。Youhavetoldme,methinks,thatthepainwhichyoufeelseemstoyoutobejoyandhealth:ofsuchanatureislove-sickness;forthereisinitjoyandsweetness。ThereforeIprovetoyouthatyoulove;forI
findpleasureinnosicknesssaveonlyinlove-sickness。Allotherillsasarulearealwaysgrievousandhorrible;butLoveispleasantandtranquil。Youlove;Iamfullycertainofit。I
regarditnotasbaseinyou;butIwillholditbasenessifthroughchildishnessorfollyyouconcealyourheartfromme。"
"Nurse,trulyyouaretalkingtonopurpose;forfirstImeantobecertainandsurethatneverbyanychancewillyouspeakthereoftoanylivingcreature。""Lady,certainlythewindswillspeakofitsoonerthanIunlessyougivemepermission;andofthisIwillmakeyousure——thatIwillhelpyouwithregardtothismatter,sothatyoumayknowofasurety,thatbymeyouwillhaveyourjoy。""Nurse,inthatcaseyouwouldhavecuredme;buttheemperorisgivingmeinmarriagewhereatIamgrievouslyafflictedandsadbecausehewhopleasesmeisnephewofhimwhomIamtowed。Andifthismanhavehisjoyofme,thenhaveIlostmine;andthereisnomorejoytobelookedfor。
RatherwouldIbetornlimbfromlimbthanthattheloveofIseultandofTristramshouldberenewedinthecaseofustwain;
forofthemaresuchmadactionstoldthatIamashamedtorecountthem。IcouldnotreconcilemyselftothelifethatIseultled。Loveinherbecameexceedingbase;forherbodybelongedtotwomastersandherheartentirelytoone。Thusshespentherwholelife;forsheneverrefusedthetwo。Reasonwastherenoneinthislove;butmineiseverconstant;andatnocostwillapartitioneverbemadeofmybodyorofmyheart。
Neverofatruthshallmybodybedebased;nevershalltherebetwopartnersofit。Lethimwhoownsthehearthavethebodyalso;heexcludesallothersfromit。ButthisIcannotknow——howhetowhommyheartyieldsitselfcanhavemybodysincemyfatherisgivingmetoanother;andIdarenotgainsayhim。AndwhenheshallbelordofmybodyifhedoaughtwithitthatIdonotwish,itisnotmeetthatitwelcomeanother。Moreover,thismancannotwedwifewithoutbreakingfaith;butifhewrongnothisnephew,Cligeswillhavetheempireafterhisdeath。Butifyoucancontrivebyyourarts,thatthismantowhomIamgivenandpledgedmightneverhavepartorlotinme,youwouldhavedonemegoodserviceaccordingtomywill。Nurse,pritheestrivethatthismanbreaknothisfaith;forhegavehispledgetothefatherofCliges,promisingjustasAlexanderhadmadehimswear,thatneverwouldhetakeweddedwife。Hispledgeisabouttobebroken,forstraightwayheintendstowedme。ButIcherishCligessodearlythatIwouldratherbeburiedthanthatheshouldlosethroughmeafarthingoftheinheritancewhichoughttobehis。Mayneverchildbebornofmebywhomhemaybedisinherited!Nurse,nowbestiryourselfinthematterthatImaybeyoursforever。"Thenhernursetellsherandassuresherthatshewillweavesuchspellsandpotionsandenchantmentsthatshewouldbeill-advisedtohaveconcernorfearforthisemperor;sosoonasheshallhavedrunkofthepotionthatshewillgivehimtodrink,andtheywillbothlietogether;buthowevercloseshewillbetohim,shecanbeassecureasiftherewereawallbetweenthetwoofthem。"Butletnotthisandthisonlyvexyouifhehashispleasureofyouindreams;for,whenheshallbesoundasleep,hewillhavejoyofyouindreaming;andwillquitesurelythinkthathehashisjoyofyouwaking,norwillheimaginethatitisadream,orvision,orfalsehood。Hewilldelightinyousothathewillthinkheisawakewhileheissleeping。"
Themaidenlovesandapprovesandesteemsthisboonandthisservice。Hernurse,whopromisesherthis,andvowstokeepfaithwithher,putsheringoodhope;forbythismeansshewillthinktocometoherjoyhoweverlongshehavetowait。ForneverwillCligesbesoill-disposedtoher——ifheknowsthatsheloveshim;
andforhissakelivessoastoguardhermaidenheadinordertoshieldforhimhisinheritance——asnottohavesomepityonherifheprovehimselfofanoblestock,andifheissuchasheoughttobe。Themaidenbelieveshernurse,andtrustsandconfidesinhergreatly。Theonevowsandswearstotheotherthatthisplanwillbekeptsosecretthatneverwillitbeknowninthefuture。Thustheparleyisended;andwhenitcametothemorningtheemperorofGermanysendsforhisdaughter。Shecomesathiscommand——butwhyshouldIspinoutmystory?Thetwoemperorstogetherhavesoarrangedmattersthatthemarriagetakesplaceandjoybeginsinthepalace。ButIwillnotdelaytospeakofeachthingseverally。IwillturnmytaleofThessala,whodoesnotceasetomakeandmixpotions。
Thessalacrushesherpotion;sheputsthereinspicesinplentyforsweeteningandblending。Welldoesshepoundandmixit,andstrainsittillthewholeisclear,andthereisnoughtacidnorbitterthere;forthespiceswhichareinitmakeitsweetandofpleasantodour。Whenthepotionwasprepared,thenhadthedayrunitscourse,andthetableswereplacedforsupper,andthetableclothslaid;butshedelaysthesupper。ItisThessala’stasktospyoutbywhatdevice,bywhatmessenger,shewillsendherpotion。Theywereallseatedatthebanquet;theyhadhadmorethansixcoursesandCligeswasservinghisuncle。Thessala,whoseeshimserve,reflectsthatheiswastinghisService;forheisservingtohisowndisinheritance,andthisisagreatsorrowandanxietytoher。Thenlikethecourteousdamethatsheis,shebethinksherselfthatshewillmakehimtowhomitwillbejoyandprofitservethepotion。ThessalasendsforCliges,andhewentstraightwaytoher,andhasinquired,andaskedofherwhyshehadsentforhim。"Friend,"quothshe,"atthisbanquetIwishtopaytheemperortheflatteringmeedofapotionthathewillgreatlyesteem。Iwillnotthathedrinkto-night,eitheratsupperoratbedtime,ofanyotherdrink。Ithinkthatitwillgivehimmuchpleasure;forneverdidhetasteofaughtsogoodnordidanybeverageevercostsomuch;andtakegoodcare——Iwarnyouofthis——thatnootherdrinkofitbecausethereistoolittleofitforthat。And,moreover,Igiveyouthisadvice,thatheneverknowwhenceitcame;butlethimthinkitcamebyaccident,thatyoufounditamongthepresents,andthatbecauseyoutestedit,andperceivedbythescentofitsbouquetthefragranceofgoodspices,andbecauseyousawthatitsparkled,youpouredthewineintohiscup。Ifbychanceheinquireofit,thatwilldoubtlessbetheendofthematter。ButhavenoevilsuspicionanentaughtthatIhavesaid;forthebeverageispureandwholesome,andfullofgoodspices,anditmaybe,asIthink,thatatsomefuturetimeitwillmakeyoublithe。"Whenhehearsthatgoodwillcomeofithetakesthepotionandgoesaway;forheknowsnotthatthereisaughtwrong。
Inacupofcrystalhehassetitbeforetheemperor。Theemperorhastakenthecup,forhehasgreattrustinhisnephew。Hedrinksamightydraughtofthepotion;andnowhefeelsthevirtueofit;foritpenetratesfromtheheadtotheheart,andfromtheheartitreturnstohishead,anditpermeateshimagainandagain。Itsaturateshiswholebodywithouthurtinghim。Andbythetimethetableswereremoved,theemperorhaddrunksomuchofthebeveragewhichhadpleasedhim,thatneverwillhegetfreeofit。Eachnightwhileasleephewillbeintoxicated;
andyetitwillexcitehimsomuchthatthoughasleep,hewilldreamthatheisawake。
Nowistheemperormocked。Manybishopsandabbotstherewereatthebenedictionandconsecrationofthebed。Whenitwasbedtimetheemperor,asitbehovedhim,laywithhiswifethatnight。"Asitbehovedhim"——thereinhaveIlied,forheneverembracedortouchedherthoughtheylaytogetherinonebed。Atfirstthemaidentrembles;forgreatlydoesshefearandfeelalarmlestthepotiontakenoeffect。Butithassobewitchedhimthatneverwillhehavehiswillofherorofanothersavewhenasleep。Butthenhewillhavesuchecstasyasonecanhaveindreaming;andyethewillholdthedreamfortrue。InonewordIhavetoldyouall:neverhadheotherdelightofherthanindreams。Thusmustheneedsfareevermoreifhecanleadhisbrideaway;butbeforehecanholdherinsafetyagreatdisaster,Iween,maybefallhim。Forwhenhewillreturnhome,theduke,towhomshewasfirstgiven,willbenolaggard。Thedukehasgatheredagreatforce,andhasoccupiedallthemarches,andhisspiesareatthecourt,andinformhimeachdayofallhewantstoknow,andtellhimallthemeasureshemusttake,andhowlongtheywilltarry,andwhentheywillreturn,throughwhatplaces,andbywhatpasses。Theemperordidnotlongtarryafterthewedding。
BlithelyhedepartsfromCologne;andtheemperorofGermanyescortshimwithaverygreatcompanybecausehegreatlyfearsanddreadsthemightoftheDukeofSaxony。
ThetwoemperorsproceedandstopnottilltheyreachRatisbon;
andononeeveningtheywerelodgedbytheDanubeinthemeadow。
TheGreekswereintheirtentsinthemeadowsbesidetheBlackForest。TheSaxonswhowereobservingthemwereencampedoppositethem。Theduke’snephewwasleftallaloneonahilltokeepalook-out,andseewhether,peradventure,hemightgainanyadvantageoverthoseyonderorwreakanymischiefuponthem。
>FromhispostofvantagehesawCligesridingwiththreeotherstriplingswhoweretakingtheirpleasure,carryinglancesandshieldsinordertotiltandtodisportthemselves。Nowistheduke’snephewbentonattackingandinjuringthemifeverhecan。
Withfivecomradeshesetsout;andthesixhavepostedthemselvessecretlybesidethewoodinavalley,sothattheGreeksneversawthemtilltheyissuedfromthevalley,andtilltheduke’snephewrushesuponCligesandstrikeshim,sothathewoundshimalittleintheregionofthespine。Cligesstoopsandbowshishead,sothatthelanceglancesoffhim;nevertheless,itwoundshimalittle。
WhenCligesperceivesthatheiswoundedhehasrusheduponthestripling,andstrikeshimstraightwaywithsuchviolencethathethrustshislancerightthroughhisheartandfellshimdead。
ThentheSaxons,whofearhimmightily,alltaketoflightandscatterthroughtheheartoftheforestwhileCliges,whoknowsnotoftheambush,commitsarecklessandfoolishact;forheseparateshimselffromhiscomrades,andpursuesinthatdirectioninwhichtheduke’sforcewas。AndnowallthehostwerepreparingtomakeanattackontheGreeks。Cliges,allalone,withoutaid,pursuesthem;andtheyouthsalldismayedbecauseoftheirlordwhomtheyhavelost,comerunningintotheduke’spresence;and,weeping,recounttohimtheevilhapofhisnephew。Thedukethinksitnolightmatter;byGodandallhissaints,heswearsthatneverinallhislifewillhehavejoyorgoodluckaslongasheshallknowthattheslayerofhisnephewisalive。HesaysthathewhowillbringhimCliges’headshallverilybedeemedhisfriend,andwillgivehimgreatcomfort。
ThenaknighthasboastedthattheheadofCligeswillbeofferedtothedukebyhim;letthedukebutrelyonhim。
CligespursuestheyouthstillheswoopeddownontheSaxons,andisseenbytheknightwhohasengagedtocarryoffhishead。
Straightway,thatknightdepartsandstaysnolonger。ButCligeshasretreatedinordertoeludehisenemies;andhereturnedatfullgallopthitherwherehehadlefthiscomrades。Buthehasfoundnoneofthemthere;fortheyhadreturnedtothetentstorelatetheiradventure。AndtheemperorsummonedGreeksandGermansaliketohorse。Throughallthehostthebaronsspeedilyarmthemselvesandmount。ButtheSaxonknight,allarmed,hisvisorlaced,hascontinuedtopursueCligesatagallop。Cliges,whoneverwishedtohaveaughtincommonwitharecreantorcoward,seeshimcomealone。Firstofalltheknighthasassailedhimwithwords:hestoutlycallshimbasebornfellow,forhecouldnotconcealthemindhehadofhim。"Fellow,"quothhe,"herewiltthouleavetheforfeitformylord,whomthouhastslain。IfIbearnotoffthyheadwithme,thenesteemmenotworthabadByzantinecoin。Iwilltomakethedukeapresentofit,forIwillnotacceptanyotherforfeitinitsstead。SomuchwillIrendertohimforhisnephew;andhewillhavehadagoodexchangeforhim。"CligeshearsthattheSaxonisabusinghimasamadmanandlow-bredfellow。"Man,"quothhe,"nowdefendyourself;forIdefyyoutotakemyhead,andyoushallnothaveitwithoutmyleave。"Forthwiththeoneseekstheother。TheSaxonhasmissedhisstroke;andCligesthrustssohardthathemademanandsteedfallallinaheap。Thesteedfallsbackwardsonhisriderwithsuchviolencethatitcompletelybreaksoneofhislegs。Cligesdismountsonthegreengrassanddisarmshim。
Whenhehaddisarmedhim,thenhedonsthearmshimself,andhascutoffhisheadwiththevictim’sownsword。Whenhehadcutoffhishead,hehasfixeditontothepointofhislance;andsaysthathewillpresentittotheduketowhomhisenemyhadvowedtopresentCliges’ownheadifhecouldmeethiminthefight。NosoonerhadCligesplacedthehelmetonhishead,takentheshield,(nothisown,buttheshieldofhimwhohadfoughtwithhim),andnosoonerhadhemountedonthefoeman’shorse,leavinghisownrider-lessinordertodismaytheGreeks,thanhesawmorethanahundredbannersandbattalions,greatandfullyequipped,ofGreeksandGermansmingled。NowwillbeginaveryfierceandcruelmeleebetweentheSaxonsandtheGreeks。AssoonasCligesseesthemcome,hegoesstraighttowardstheSaxons;andtheGreeksexertthemselvestopursuehim;foronaccountofhisarmstheydonotknowhim;andhisuncle,whoseestheheadthatheisbringing,ismarvellouslydiscomfortedthereat。Nowonderisitifhefearsforhisnephew。Thewholehostmustersinhiswake;
andCligesletsthempursuehiminordertobeginthemeleetilltheSaxonsperceivehimcoming;butthearmswithwhichheiscladandfurnishedmisleadthemall。Hehasmockedatthemandscornedthem;forthedukeandalltheothersasheadvancedwithhoistedlance,say:"Ourknightiscoming!OnthepointofthelancethatheholdsheisbringingtheheadofCliges;andtheGreeksfollowafterhim。Nowtohorsetosuccourhim!"Thentheyallgivethereintotheirhorses;andCligesspurstowardstheSaxons,coveringhimselfbehindhisshieldanddoublinghimselfup,hislanceupright,theheadonitspoint。Notonewhitlesscouragethanalionhadhe,thoughhewasnostrongerthananother。Onbothsidestheybelievethatheisdead——Saxons,andGreeksandGermans——andtheonesideareblithethereat;andtheotherside,grieved;butsoonwillthetruthbeknown。FornowhasCligesnolongerheldhispeace:shouting,hegallopstowardsaSaxon,andstrikeshimwithhisashenlancewiththeheadonit,fullinthebreast,sothathehaslosthisstirrups;andhecallsout,"Barons,strike!IamCligeswhomyouseek。Onnow,boldfreebornknights!Lettherebenocoward,foroursisthefirstshock。Letnocraventasteofsuchadaintydish。"
Theemperorgreatlyrejoicedwhenheheardhisnephew,Cliges,whothusaddressesandexhortsthem;rightgladandcomfortedishethereof。Andthedukeisutterlydumfounded;,fornowheknowswellthatheisbetrayedunlesshisforceisthegreater;hebidshismenclosetheirranksandkeeptogether。AndtheGreeks,inclosearray,havenotgonefarfromthem,fornowtheyarespurringandpricking。Onbothsidestheycouchtheirlancesandmeetandreceiveeachotherasitbehovedthemtodoinsuchafight。Atthefirstencounter,theypierceshieldsandshatterlances,cutgirths,breakstirrups;thesteedsstandbereftofthosewhofalluponthefield。Butnomatterwhattheothersdo,Cligesandthedukemeet;theyholdtheirlancescouched;andeachstrikestheotheronhisshieldwithsogreatvalourthatthelances,whichwerestrongandwellwrought,breakintosplinters。Cligeswasaskilfulhorseman:heremaineduprightinhissaddle,neverstumblingnorwavering。Thedukehaslosthissaddle,andinspiteofhimselfhasvoidedthesaddle-bows。
Cligesthinkstotakehimandleadhimawaycaptive,andmightilytoilsandstrains;butthestrengthheneededwasnothis。FortheSaxonswereallaround,andtheyrescuetheirdukebyforce。
Nevertheless,Cligesleavesthefieldwithoutinjury;withaprize;forheleadsawaytheduke’ssteedwhichwaswhiterthanwoolandwhich,fortheuseofamanofvalour,wasworthallthepossessionsofOctavianofRome:thesteedwasanArabone。GreatjoymanifestGreeksandGermanswhentheyseeCligesmountedonit;fortheyhadseentheworthandtheperfectionoftheArab;
buttheydidnotsuspectanambushnorwilltheyeverperceiveittilltheyreceivegreatlosstherefrom。
Aspyhascometothedukewithnewsatwhichhehaswaxedfulljoyous。"Duke,"quoththespy,"nomanhasbeenleftinallthetentsoftheGreekswhocandefendhimself。Nowcanthymentakethedaughteroftheemperor,ifthouwilttrustmywords,whilethouseesttheGreeksdesperatelybentonthefightandonthebattle。GivemeahundredofthyknightsandIwillgivethemthylady-love。Byanoldandlonelypath,IwillleadthemsoprudentlythattheyshallnotbeseenormetbySaxonorGermantilltheywillbeabletotakethemaideninhertent,andleadherawaysounhinderedthatneverwillshebedeniedthem。"Thedukeisblitheatthisthing。Hehassentahundredandmorewiseknightswiththespy;andthespyhasledtheminsuchwisethattheytakethemaidenasaprize,norhavetheyspentgreatforcethereon,foreasilyweretheyabletoleadheraway。Whentheyhadtakenhersomedistancefromthetents,theysentherawayattendedbytwelveofthem,nordidtherestaccompanythetwelvefar。Twelveofthemleadawaythemaiden;theothershavetoldthedukethenewsoftheirsuccess。Noughtelsewastherethatthedukehaddesired,andstraightwayhemakesatrucewiththeGreekstillthemorrow。Theyhavegivenandacceptedatruce。Theduke’smenhavereturned;andtheGreekswithoutanydelayreturn,eachonetohistent。ButCligesremainedaloneonahillsothatnoonenoticedhimtillhesawthetwelvecoming,andthedamselwhomtheyweretakingawayatfullspeedandatagallop。
Cliges,wholongstogainrenown,forthwithdashesintheirdirection,forhethinkstohimself,andhishearttellshimthatitisnotfornothingtheyarefleeing。Theverymomentthathesawthem,hedashesafterthem;andtheyseehim;buttheythinkandbelieveafoolishthing。"Thedukeisfollowingus,"eachonesays,"letuswaitforhimalittle;forhehasleftthehostunattendedandiscomingafterusveryswiftly。"Thereisnotasingleonewhodoesnotbelievethis。Theyalldesiretogotomeethim;buteachdesirestogoalone。Cligesmustneedsdescendintoagreatvalleybetweentwomountains。Neverwouldhehaverecognisedtheirinsigniaiftheyhadnotcometomeethim,oriftheyhadnotawaitedhim。Sixofthemadvancedtomeethim;butsoonwilltheyhavehadanillmeetingwithhim。Theothersstaywiththemaidenandleadheron,gently,atawalkingpace。Andthesixgoatfullspeed,spurringincessantlythroughthevalley。Hewhohadtheswiftesthorseoutstrippedalltherest,cryingaloud:"DukeofSaxony!Godpreservethee!Duke!Wehaveregainedthylady。NowshalltheGreeksnevercarryheroff;forshewillnowbegivenandhandedovertothee。"WhenCligeshasheardthesewordsthattheothercriesout,nosmilehadheinhisheart;ratherisitamarvelthatfrenzydoesnotseizehim。
Neverwasanywildbeast:leopardess,ortigress,orlioness,whoseesheryoungtaken,soembittered,andfurious,andlusting,forthefightaswasCligeswhocaresnottoliveifhefailhislady。Ratherwouldhediethannothaveher。Verygreatwrathhasheforthiscalamityandexceedinggreatcouragedoesitgivehim。HespursandprickstheArab;andgoestodealtheblazonedshieldoftheSaxonsuchablowthat——Ilienot——hemadehimfeelthelanceathisheart。ThishasgivenCligesconfidence。Morethanafullacre’smeasurehashespurredandprickedtheArabbeforethesecondhasdrawnnear,fortheycame,onebyone。Theonehasnofearfortheother;forhefightswitheachsinglyandmeetsthemonebyone,norhastheoneaidoftheother。Hemakesanattackonthesecond,whothoughttotellthesupposeddukenewsofCliges’discomfiture,andtorejoicethereatasthefirsthaddone。ButCligesreckslittleofwordsoroflisteningtohisdiscourse。Heproceedstothrusthislanceinhisbodysothatwhenhedrawsitoutagainthebloodgushesout;andhebereaveshisfoeoflifeandspeech。Afterthetwo,hejoinsissuewithathirdwhothinkstofindhimoverjoyedandtogladdenhimwithnewsofhisowndiscomfiture。Hecamespurringagainsthim;butbeforehehasthechancetosayaword,Cligeshasthrusthislanceafathomdeepintohisbody。Tothefourthhegivessuchablowontheneck,thatheleaveshiminaswoononthefield。
Afterthefourth,hegallopsagainstthefifth,andthenafterthefifth,againstthesixth。Ofthese,nonestoodhisgroundagainsthim;ratherdoesCligesleavethemallsilentanddumb。
Stilllesshashefearedandmoreboldlysoughttherestofthem。
Afterthishashenoconcernaboutthesesix。
Whenhewasfreefromcareasregardsthese,hegoestomakeapresentofshameandofmisfortunetotherestwhoareescortingthemaiden。Hehasovertakenthem,andattacksthemlikeawolf,whofamishedandfastingrushesonhisprey。Nowseemsittohimthathewasborninagoodhour,sincehecandisplayhischivalryandcouragebeforeherwhoisallhislife。Nowishedeadifhefreehernot;andshe,ontheotherhand,islikewisedead;forsheisgreatlydiscomfortedforhim,butdoesnotknowthatheissonearher。Cliges,withfeutredlance,hasmadeachargewhichpleasedher;andhestrikesoneSaxonandthenanothersothatwithonesinglechargehehasmadethembothbitethedust,andsplintershisashenlance。Thefoemenfallinsuchanguishthattheyhavenopowertoriseagaintohurtormolesthim,fortheyweresorewoundedintheirbodies。Theotherfour,ingreatwrath,goalltogethertostrikeCliges;butheneitherstumblesnortremblesnorhavetheyunhorsedhim。SwiftlyhesnatchesfromthescabbardhisswordofsharpenedSteel;andthatshewhoawaitshislovemayberightgratefultohim,heencounterswithlightningswiftnessaSaxon,andstrikeshimwithhissharpsword,sothathehasseveredfromhistrunk,hisheadandhalfhisneck:notendererpityhadheforhim。Fenice,whowatchesandbeholds,knowsnotthatitisCliges。Fainwouldshethatitwerehe;butbecausethereisdangershesaystoherselfthatshewouldnotwishit。Fortworeasonsisshehisgoodfriend;forshefearshisdeathanddesireshishonour。AndCligesreceivesatthesword’spointthethreewhoofferhimfiercecombat;theypierceandcleavehisshield,buttheycannotgethimintotheirpowerorcleavethelinksofhisshirtofmail。AndnoughtthatCligescanreachstandsfirmbeforehisblow;forhecleavesandbreaksasunderall;hewheelsroundmorequicklythanthetopwhichisurgedonanddrivenbythewhip。
Prowessandloveentwinehimandmakehimboldandkeeninfight。
HehasdealtsogrievouslywiththeSaxonsthathehaskilledorconqueredthemall,woundedsome,andkilledothers;butheletoneofthemescapebecausetheywereamatch,onefortheother,andsothat,byhim,thedukemightknowhislossandmourn。Butbeforethismanlefthim,heprevaileduponCligestotellhimhisname;andwentforhisparttotellittotheduke,whohadgreatwraththereat。Nowthedukehearsofhismisfortune,andhadgreatgriefandgreatcarethereat。AndCligesleadsawayFenice,whothrillsandtortureshimwiththepangsoflove;butifnowhedoesnothearherconfession,longtimewilllovebeadversetohim;andalsotoherifshe,onherside,issilentandsaynotherwill;fornowinthehearing,oneoftheother,cantheyrevealtheirinmosthearts。Butsomuchdotheyfearrefusalthattheydarenotbetraytheirhearts。Hefearsthatshemightrejecthim;she,onherpart,wouldhavebetrayedherselfifshehadnotfearedrejection。And,nevertheless,theonebetrayshisthoughtstotheotherwiththeeyesiftheycouldonlyhaveknownit。Theyspeakbyglanceswiththeireyes;buttheyaresocravenwiththeirtonguesthatinnowisedaretheyspeakofthelovewhichmastersthem。Ifshedarenotbeginit,itisnomarvel;foramaidenoughttobeasimpleandshycreature。Butwhydoeshewait;andwhydoeshedelay,whoisthoroughlyboldinherbehalf,andhasshowndreadofnonebuther?God!Whencecomesthisfeartohimthathefearsasinglemaiden,weakandtimid,simpleandshy?Atthis,methinks,Iseedogsfleeingbeforethehare,andthefishhuntingthebeaver,thelambthewolf,thedovetheeagle。Sowoulditbeifthevilleinweretofleebeforehishoebywhichhegainshislivelihood,andwithwhichhetoils。Sowoulditbeifthefalconweretofleefromtheduck,andthegerfalconfromtheheron,andthegreatpikefromtheminnow,andifthestagweretochasethelion;sodothingsgotopsy-turvy。Butadesirecomesuponmetogivesomereasonwhyithappenstotruelovers,thatwitandcouragefailthemtoexpresswhattheyhaveintheirthoughtswhentheyhaveleisureandopportunityandtime。
YouwhoarebeinginstructedinLove,whofaithfullyupholdthecustomsandritesofhiscourt,andwhoneverbrokehislawwhatevermighthavebefallenyouforyourobedience,tellmeifonecanseeanythingwhichaffordsLove’sdelightbutthatloversshiverandgrowpalethereat。NevershalltherebeamanopposedtomethatIdonotconvinceofthis;forhewhodoesnotgrowpaleandshiverthereat,whodoesnotlosewitandmemorylikeathief,pursuesandseeksthatwhichisnotfittinglyhis。A
servantwhodoesnotfearhislord,oughtnottostayinhisretinueorservehim。Hewhodoesnotesteemhislord,doesnotfearhim;andhewhodoesnotesteemhim,doesnotholdhimdear;
butratherseekstocheathimandtopilfersomewhatofhisproperty。Forfearoughtaservanttotremblewhenhislordcallshimorsendsforhim。AndhewhocommendshimselftoLovemakesLovehismasterandhislord;anditismeetthathehavehiminReverence;andgreatlyfearandhonourhimifhewishestostandwellwithhiscourt。Lovewithoutfearandwithoutdreadisfirewithoutflameandwithoutheat;daylightwithoutsun;honeycombwithouthoney;summerwithoutflowers;winterwithoutfrost;skywithoutmoon;abookwithoutletters。ThusdoIwishtorefutesuchanopponent;forwherefearislackingthereisnoloveworthmentioning。Itbehoveshimwhowishestolovetofearalso;
forifhedoesnothecannotlove;butlethimfearheronlywhomheloves;andinherbehooflethimbethoroughlybold。
Therefore,Cligescommitsnofaultorwrongifhefearshislady-love。Butforthisfearhewouldnothavefailedforthwithtohavespokentoherofloveandsoughtherlove,howeverthematterhadhappedifshehadnotbeenhisuncle’swife。Forthiscausehiswoundranklesinhim;anditpainsandgrieveshimthemorebecausehedarenotsaywhatheyearnstosay。
Thustheyreturntowardstheircompany;andiftheytalkofanything,therewasintheirtalknothingaboutwhichtheycared。
Eachsatonawhitehorse;andtheyrodequicklytowardsthearmywheretherewasgreatlamentation。Throughoutthehosttheyarebesidethemselveswithgrief;buttheyhituponanuntruesayingwhentheysaythatCligesisdead——thereatisthemourningverygreatandloud。AndtheyfearforFenice;theydeemnotthattheywilleverhaveheragain;andbothforherandforhimthewholehostisinverygreatsorrow。Butthesetwowillnotdelaymuchlonger;andthewholestateofmatterswilltakeadifferentappearance;foralreadytheyhavereturnedtothehostandhaveturnedthesorrowintojoy。Joyreturnsandsorrowflies。Theyallcometomeetthemsothatthewholehostassembles。Thetwoemperorstogether,whentheyheardthenewsaboutCligesandaboutthemaiden,gotomeetthemwithverygreatjoy;buteachonelongstohearhowCligeshadfoundandrescuedthelady。
Cligestellsthemthetale;andthosewhohearitmarvelgreatlyThereat;andmuchdotheypraisehisprowessandvalour。Butontheothersidetheduke,whoswearsandprotests,isfurious;anddeclaresthatifCligesdaresthereshallbeasinglecombatbetweenthetwoofthem;andthathewillordermattersinsuchwise,thatifCligeswinsthecombat,theemperorshallgoawayinsafety,andtakethemaidenunhindered;butthatifhekillsorconquersCliges,whohasdonehimmanyaninjury,letthereforthisbeneithertrucenorpeacetillaftereachhasdonehisutmost。Thisthedukeessays;andthroughaninterpreterofhis,whoknewGreekandGerman,givesthetwoemperorstoknowthatthushewishestohavethebattle。
Themessengerdelivershismessageinoneandtheotherlanguagesowellthatallunderstood。Thewholehostresoundsandisinanuproaraboutit;andmensay,thatnevermayitpleaseGod,thatCligesfightthebattle;andboththeemperorsareinaverygreatalarmthereat;butCligesfallsattheirfeetandpraysthemletitnotgrievethem;butthat,ifeverhehasdoneaughtthathaspleasedthem,hemayhavethisbattleasaguerdonandasareward。Andifitisdeniedhimneverwillheforasingledaybeablessingandanhonourtohisuncle。Theemperor,whoheldhisnephewasdearasdutybadehim,withhishandraiseshimupfromhiskneesandsays:"Fairnephew,greatlydoesitgrievemethatIknowyoutobesoweddedtofighting;forafterjoyIexpectsorrowtherefrom。Youhavemademeglad;Icannotdenyit;butmuchitgrievesmetograntthisboonandsendyoutothebattle;forthatIseeyouyettooyoung。AndIknowyoutobeofsuchproudcouragethatinnowisedareIdenyanythingthatitpleaseyoutoask;forknowwellthatitwouldbedonebuttopleaseyou;butifmyprayeravailedaught,neverwouldyoutakeonyouthisburden。""Sire,youarepleadinginvain,"
quothCliges,"formayGodconfoundmeifIwouldacceptthewholeworldonconditionthatIdidnotfightthisbattle。IknownotwhyIshouldseekfromyoualongrespiteoralongdelay。"
Theemperorweepswithpity,andCliges,onhisside,weepswithjoywhenhegrantshimthebattle。Therehadheweptmanyajoyfultear,norhadhesecureddelay,norlimitoftime,beforeitwasthehourofPrime;byhisownmessengerwasthebattleannouncedtotheduke,justashehaddemandedit。
Theduke,whothinksandbelievesandimaginesthatCligeswillnotbeabletodefendhimselfagainsthim,butthathewillsoonhaveslainorconqueredhim,quicklyhashimselfarmed。Cliges,whoislongingforthebattle,thinksthatheneedhavenocareastohowtodefendhimselfagainsttheduke。Heaskstheemperorforarms,andprayshimtodubhimknight;and,ofhisgrace,theemperorgiveshimarmsandCligestakesthem;forhisheartisenamouredofthebattleandmuchdoeshedesireandlongforit。
Hehastensfullswiftlytoarmhimself;whenhewasarmedfromheadtofoot,theemperor,whowasfullofanxiety,goestogirdtheswordonhisside。CligesmountsonthewhiteArab,fullyarmed;fromhisneckhehangsbythestrapsashieldmadeofelephant’sbone,suchthatitwillneitherbreaknorsplitnorhaditblazonordevice;thearmourwasallwhite,andthesteedandtheharnesswereallwhiterthananysnow。
Cligesandthedukearearmed,andtheonehasannouncedtotheotherthattheywillmeethalf-way,andthat,onbothsides,theirmenshallallbewithoutswordsandwithoutlances,boundbyoathsandtheirwordofhonourthatnever,aslongasthecombatshalllast,willtherebeanysoboldastodaretomoveforanyreason,anymorethanhewoulddaretopluckouthisowneye。Boundbythiscovenanttheyhavemet,andthedelayhasseemedverylongtoeachchampion;foreachthinkstohavethegloryandthejoyofvictory。Butbeforetherewasablowstruck,themaiden,whoismuchconcernedforCliges,hasherselfescortedthither;butonthisisshequiteresolved:thatifhedies,shewilldie。Neverwillanyhopeofconsolationavailtodeterherfromdyingwithhim;forwithouthimlifehasnocharmforher。
Whenallhadcomeintothefield,highandlow,youngandhoary,andtheguardsbadbeensetthere,thenhavebothchampionstakentheirlances;andtheymeetinnohalf-heartedway,sothateachbreakshislance,andbothareunhorsedandfailtokeeptheirsaddles。Butquicklyhavetheyrisentotheirfeet,fortheywerenotatallwounded,andagaintheyencounterwithoutdelay。Theyplayamerrytunewiththeirswordsontheresoundinghelms,sothattheirretinueareamazed;anditseemstothosewhowatchthemthatthehelmetsareonfireandablaze。Andwhentheswordsrebound,glowingsparksjetforthasfromred-hotironwhichthesmithhammersontheanvilwhenhedrawsitfromthefurnace。
VerylavishareboththewarriorsindealingblowsingreatStore;andeachhasagoodwilltopaybackquicklywhatheborrows;neithertheonenortheotherceasesfrompayingbackcapitalandinterestimmediately,allwithoutcountandwithoutstint。Butthedukecomesoningreatanger,andrightwrothandfuriousishebecausehehasnotquelledandslainCligesatthefirstencounter。Hedealshimagreatblow,marvellousandstrong,suchthatathisfeetCligeshasfallenononeknee。
AttheblowwherebyCligesfellwastheemperormuchamazed;hewasnowhitlessbewilderedthanifhehadbeenbehindtheshieldhimself。ThenFenice,somuchwassheamazed,cannolongerrestrainherself,whatevermightcomeofit,fromcrying:"God!
Aid!"asloudasevershecould。Butshehadcalledoutbutonewordwhen,forthwith,hervoicefailed,andshefellswooning,andwitharmsoutstretchedsothatherfacewasalittlewounded。
Twonoblebaronsraisedher,andhaveheldheronherfeettillshehasreturnedtohersenses。Butneverdidanywhosawher,whateverappearanceshepresented,knowwhysheswooned。Neverdidanymanblameherforit;rathertheyhaveallpraisedher;
forthereisnotasingleonewhodoesnotbelievethatshewouldhavedonethesameforhissakeifhehadbeeninCliges’place;
butinallthisthereisnotruth。Cliges,whenFenicecried,heardandmarkedherrightwell。Thesoundrestoredtohimstrengthandcourage,andbespringsswiftlytohisfeet,andadvancedfuriouslytomeettheduke,andthrustsathim,andpresseshimsothatthedukewasamazedthereat;forhefindshimmoregreedyforcombat,morestrongandagilethanhehadfoundhimbefore,itseemstohim,whentheyfirstencountered。Andbecausehefearshisonsethesaystohim:"Knight,somayGodsaveme,Iseetheerightcourageousandvaliant。Butifithadnotbeenformynephew,whomIshallneverforget,willinglywouldIhavemadepeacewiththee,andwouldhavereleasedtheefromthequarrel;forneverwouldIhavemeddledanymoreinthematter。""Duke,"saysCliges,"whatmaybeyourpleasure?Isitnotmeetthathewhocannotmakegoodhisclaimyieldit,oneoftwoevils;whenonehastochoose,oneoughttochoosethelesser。Whenyournephewpickedaquarrelwithme,heactedunwisely。Iwillserveyouinthesameway——beassuredofit——ifIevercan,ifIdonotreceivesubmissionfromyou。"Theduke,towhomitseemsthatCligeswasgrowinginstrengtheverymoment,thinksthatitismuchbetterforhimtostopshorthalf-waybeforeheisaltogetherweariedout。Nevertheless,hedoesnotconfesstohimthetruthquiteopenly,buthesays:
"Knight,Iseetheedebonairandagileandofgreatcourage。Butexceedingyoungartthou:forthisreasonIreflect,andIknowofasurety,thatifIconquerandkillthee,nevershouldIwinpraiseoresteemthereby,norshouldIeverseeanymanofvalourinwhosehearingIshoulddaretoconfessthatIhadfoughtwiththee,forIshoulddohonourtotheeandshametomyself。Butifthoseknowstwhathonourmeans,agreathonourwillitbetotheeforeverthatthouhaststoodthygroundagainstme,evenfortwoencountersonly。Nowawishanddesirehascometome,toreleasetheefromthequarrelandnottofightwiththeeanylonger。"
"Duke,"quothCliges,"youtalkidly。Youshallsayitaloudinthehearingofall,andnevershallitbetoldorrelatedthatyouhavedonemeakindness,orthatyouhavehadmercyonme。Inthehearingofoneandallofthesewhoarehere,youwillhavetodeclareitifyouwishtomakepeacewithme。"Thedukedeclaresitinthehearingofall。Thushavetheymadepeaceandagreement;butwhatevertheissueofthematter,Cligeshadthehonourandtherenownofit;andtheGreekshadverygreatjoythereof。ButtheSaxonscouldnotmakelightofthematter;forwellhadtheyallseentheirlordexhaustedandworsted;noristhereanyquestionbutthat,ifhehadbeenabletodobetterforhimself,thispeacewouldneverhavebeenmade;ratherwouldhehaverentthesouloutofCliges’bodyifhehadbeenabletodoit。
ThedukereturnstoSaxony,grievedanddowncastandAshamed;forofhismen——therearenottwowhodonotholdhimaconqueredman,acraven,andacoward。TheSaxons,withalltheirshame,havereturnedtoSaxony。AndtheGreeksdelaynolonger;theyreturntowardsConstantinoplewithgreatjoyandwithgreatgladness;forwellbyhisprowesshasCligesassuredtothemtheway。NowtheemperorofGermanynofurtherfollowsorattendsthem。AftertakingleaveoftheGreekfolkandofhisdaughterandofCligesandoftheemperor,hehasremainedinGermany;andtheemperoroftheGreeksgoesawayrightgladandrightjoyful。
Cliges,thevaliant,thewell-bred,thinksofhisfather’scommand。Ifhisuncletheemperorwillgranthimleave,hewillgotorequestandprayhimtolethimgotoBritaintospeaktohisuncletheking;forhecravestoknowandseehim。Hesetsoutforthepresenceoftheemperor,andbegshimifitpleasehimtolethimgotoBritaintoseehisuncleandhisfriends。
Verygentlyhashemadethisrequest;buthisunclerefusesittohimwhenhehasheardandlistenedtothewholeofhisrequestandhisstory。"Fairnephew,"quothhe,"itpleasesmenotthatyoushouldwishtoleaveme。NeverwillIgiveyouthisleaveorthispermissionwithoutgreatgrief;forrightpleasantandconvenientisitthatyoushouldbemypartnerandco-rulerwithmeofallmyempire。"
NowthereisnothingwhichpleasesCliges,sincehisuncledenieshimwhatheasksandrequests;andhesays:"FairSire,itbecomesmenot,noramIbraveorwiseenoughtobegiventhispartnershipwithyouorwithanothersoastoruleanempire;
veryyoungamIandknowbutlittle。Forthisreasonisgoldappliedtothetouchstonebecauseonewishestoknowifitisrealgold。SowishI——thatistheendandsumofit——toassayandprovemyselfwhereIthinktofindthetouchstone。InBritainifIamvaliantIshallbeabletoputmyselftothetouchwiththeWhetstone;andwiththetrueandgenuineassaybywhichIshalltestmyprowess。InBritainarethosevaliantmenofwhomhonourandprowessboast。Andhewhowishestogainhonour,oughttojoinhimselftotheircompany;fortherethehonourresidesandiswonwhichappertainstothemanofvalour。Therefore,Iaskyouthisleave;andknowofasuretythatifyoudonotsendmethitheranddonotgrantmetheboon,thenIshallgowithoutyourleave。""Fairnephew,ratherdoIgiveityoufreelywhenI
seeyouthusminded;forIwouldnothavethehearttodetainyoubyforceorbyprayer。NowmayGodgiveyouheartandwilltoreturnsoonsinceneitherprayernorprohibitionnorforcecouldprevailinthematter。Iwouldhaveyoutakewithyouatalentofgoldandofsilver,andhorsestodelightyouwillIgiveyou,allatyourchoice。"NosoonerhadhesaidhiswordthanCligeshasbowedtohim。Allwhatsoevertheemperorhasdevisedandpromisedwasatoncesetbeforehim。Cligestookasmuchwealthandasmanycomradesaspleasedandbehovedhim;butforhisownprivateusehetakesawayfourdifferentsteeds:onewhite,onesorrel,onedun,oneblack。ButIwasabouttopassoveronethingthatmustnotbeomitted。CligesgoestotakeleaveofFenice,hislady-love,andtoaskherleavetodepart;forhewouldfaincommendhertoGod。Hecomesbeforeherandkneelsdown,weeping,sothathemoistenswithhistearsallhistunicandhisermine,andhebendshiseyestotheground;forhedaresnotlookstraightinfrontofhim,justasifhehascommittedsomewrongandcrimetowardsher,andnowshowsbyhismienthathehasshameforit。AndFenice,whobeholdshimtimidlyandshyly,knowsnotwhatmatterbringshim;andshehassaidtohiminsomedistress:"Friend,fairsir,rise;sitbymyside;weepnomoreandtellmeyourpleasure。""Lady!WhatshallIsay?Whatconceal?Iseekyourpermissiontodepart。""Depart?Why?"
"Lady!ImustgoawaytoBritain。""Tellme,then,onwhatquest,beforeIgiveyoupermission。""Lady,myfather,whenhediedanddepartedthislife,prayedmeonnoaccounttofailtogotoBritainassoonasIshouldbeaknight。FornothingintheworldwouldIneglecthiscommand。ItwillbehovemenottoplaythelaggardasIgothither。ItisaverylongjourneyfromheretoGreece;andifIweretogothitherthejourneyfromConstantinopletoBritainwouldbeverylongforme。ButitismeetthatItakeleaveofyouasbeingtheladywhoseIamwholly。"Manyhiddenandsecretsighsandsobshadhemadeonsettingout;butnoonehadeyessowideopenorsuchgoodhearingastobeabletoperceiveforacertaintyfromhearingorsight,thattherewaslovebetweenthetwain。Cliges,grievousthoughitbetohim,departsassoonasitisallowedhim。Hegoesawaylostinthought;lostinthoughtremainstheemperorandmanyanother;butFeniceisthemostpensiveofall:shediscoversneitherbottomnorboundtothethoughtwithwhichsheisfilled,sogreatlydoesitoverflowandmultiplyinher。FullofthoughtshehascometoGreece:therewassheheldingreathonourasladyandempress;butherheartandspiritarewithCligeswhereverheturns,noreverseeksshethatherheartmayreturntoherunlesshebringitbacktoher,hewhoisdyingofthemaladywithwhichhehasslainher。Andifherecovers,shewillrecover;neverwillhepaydearforitunlessshetoopaydear。Hermaladyappearsinhercomplexion;formuchhasshechangedandpalehasshegrown。Thefresh,clear,purehuethatNaturehadbestowedhaswhollydesertedherface。Oftensheweeps,oftensighs:littlereckssheofherempireandofthewealthshehas。ShehasalwaysinhermemorythehourthatCligesdeparted,thefarewellthathetookofher,howhechangedcountenance,howheblanched,histearsandhismien,forhecametoweepbeforeher,humble,lowly,andonhisknees,asifhemustneedsworshipher。Allthisispleasantandsweetforhertorecallandtoretrace。Thentoprovideherselfwithalusciousmorsel,shetakesonhertongueinlieuofspiceasweetword;
andforallGreeceshewouldnotwishthathewhosaidthatwordshould,inthesenseinwhichshetookit,haveintendeddeceit;
forshelivesonnootherdaintynordoesaughtelsepleaseher。
Thiswordalonesustainsandfeedsherandsoothesforherallhersuffering。Sheseeksnottofeedherselforquenchherthirstwithanyothermeatordrink;forwhenitcametotheparting,Cligessaidthathewas"whollyhers"。Thiswordissosweetandgoodtoher,thatfromthetongueitgoestoherheart;andshestoresitinherheartaswellasinhermouth,thatshemaybethesurerofit。Shedaresnothidethistreasurebehindanyotherlock;andshewouldneverbeabletostoreitelsewheresowellasinherheart。Innowisewillsheevertakeitthencesomuchshefearsthievesandrobbers;butitiswithoutreasonthatthisfearcomestoher;andwithoutreasonthatshefearsbirdsofprey,forthispossessionisimmovable;ratherisitlikeabuildingwhichcannotbedestroyedbyfloodorbyfire,andwhichwillnevermovefromitsplace。Butthissheknowsnot,andhenceshegivesherselfagonyandpaintoseekoutandlearnsomethingonwhichshecanlayhold;forindiversfashionsdoessheexplainit。Sheholdsdebatewithinherself;andmakessuchrepliesasthese:"WithwhatintentiondidCligessaytome’Iamwhollyyours’iflovedidnotcausehimtosayit?WithwhatpowerofminecanIswayhim,thatheshouldesteemmesohighlyastomakemehislady?IshenotfairerthanI,ofmuchnoblerbirththanI?Iseenoughtbuthislovethatcanbestowonmethisgift。Frommyowncase,forIcannotevadethescrutiny,I
willprove,thatifhehadnotlovedmehewouldneverhavecalledhimselfwhollymine;forjustasIcouldnotbewhollyhis,norcouldinhonoursaysoiflovehadnotdrawnmetohim,soCliges,onhisside,couldnotinanywisehavesaidthathewaswhollymineiflovehashimnotinhisbonds。Forifhelovesmenot,hefearsmenot。Love,whichgivesmewhollytohim,perhaps,giveshimwhollytome;butthisthoughtquitedismaysme,thatthephraseisoneincommonuseandImayeasilybedeceived;formanyamanthereiswhoinflatterysays,eventostrangers:’Iamquiteatyourservice,I,andwhatsoeverI
have。’Andsuchmenaremoremockingthanjays。SoIknownotwhattothink;foritmightwellbethatthushespaketoflatterme。ButIsawhimchangecolourandweeprightpiteously。Tomymindhistears,hisshamefacedandcast-downcountenance,didnotcomefromdeceit;nodeceitortrickerywasthere。TheeyesfromwhichIsawthetearsfalldidnotlietome。SignsenowcouldI
seethereofloveifIknowaughtofthematter。Yea!IgrantthatevilwasthehourinwhichIthoughtit。EvilwasthehourthatIlearntit,andstoreditinmyheart;foraverygreatmisfortunehashappedtomefromit。Amisfortune?Truly,bymyfaith!Iamdead,sinceIseenothimwhohasflatteredandcajoledmesomuchthathehasrobbedmeofmyheart。Throughhisdeceitandsmoothwords,myheartisquittingitslodgingandwillnotstaywithme,somuchithatesmydwellingandmymanor。
Faith!then,hewhohasmyheartinhiskeepinghasdealtillwithme。Hewhorobsmeandtakesawaywhatismine,lovesmenot;Iknowitwell。Iknowit?Whythendidheweep?Why?Itwasnotfornothing,forhehadreasonenow。Ioughttoapplynoughtofittomyselfbecauseaman’ssorrowisverygreatatpartingfromthosewhomhelovesandknows。Imarvelnotthathehadgriefandsorrow,andthatheweptwhenhelefthisacquaintances。ButhewhogavehimthiscounseltogoandstayinBritaincouldhavefoundnobettermeansofwoundingmetotheheart。Onewholoseshisheartiswoundedtotheheart。Hewhodeservessorrowoughttohaveit;butIneverdeservedit。Alas!
UnhappythatIam!Why,then,hasCligesslainmewithoutanyfaultofmine?ButinvaindoIreproachhim;forIhavenogroundsforthisreproach。Cligeswouldnever,never,haveforsakenme——Iknowthiswell——ifhishearthadbeeninlikecasewithmine。InlikecaseIthinkitisnot。Andifmyhearthasjoineditselftohisheart,neverwillitleaveit,neverwillhisgowhitherwithoutmine;forminefollowshiminsecretsocloseisthecomradeshipthattheyhaveformed。Buttotellthetruththetwoheartsareverydifferentandcontrary。Howaretheydifferentandcontrary?Hisislord,andmineisslave;andtheslave,evenagainsthisownwill,mustdowhatisforhislord’sgoodandleaveoutofsightallelse。Butwhatmattersittome?Hecaresnoughtformyheartorformyservice。Thisdivisiongrievesmemuch;forthustheoneheartislordofthetwo。Whycannotmine,allalone,availasmuchashiswithhim?
Thusthetwowouldhavebeenofequalstrength。Myheartisaprisoner;foritcannotmoveunlesshismoves。Andifhiswandersortarries,mineeverpreparestofollowandgoafterhim。God!
WhyarenotourbodiessonearthatIcouldinsomewayhavefetchedmyheartback?Havefetcheditback?Poorfool!IfIweretotakeitfromwhereitislodgedsocomfortably,Imightkillitbysodoing。Letitstaythere。NeverdoIseektoremoveit;
ratherdoIwillthatitstaywithitslorduntilpityforitcometohim;forrathertherethanherewillhebeboundtohavemercyonhisservantbecausethetwoheartsareinastrangeland。Ifmyheartknowshowtoserveupflatteryasoneisboundtoserveitupatcourt,itwillberichbeforeitreturns。Hewhowishestobeongoodtermswithhislordandtositbesidehimonhisright,asisnowtheuseandcustom,mustfeigntopluckthefeatherfromhislord’shead,evenwhenthereisnofeatherthere。Buthereweseeaneviltrait:whenheflattershimtohisface,andyethislordhasinhishearteitherbasenessorvillainy,neverwillhebesocourteousastotellhimthetruth;ratherhemakeshimthinkandbelievethatnoonecouldbeamatchforhiminprowessorinknowledge;andthelordthinksthatthecourtieristellingthetruth。Hewhobelievesanotheranentsomequalitywhichhedoesnotpossessknowshimselfill;forevenifheisfaithlessandstubborn,baseandascowardlyasahare,niggardlyandfoolishandmalformed,worthlessindeedsandinwords,yetmanyamanwhomocksathimbehindhisback,extolsandpraiseshimtohisface;thusthenthecourtierpraiseshiminhishearingwhenhespeaksofhimtoanother;andyethepretendsthatthelorddoesnothearwhattheyarespeakingabouttogether,whereasifhereallythoughtthatthelorddidnothear,hewouldneversayaughtwhereathismasterwouldrejoice。Andifhislordwishestolie,heisquitereadywithhisassent;andwhateverhislordsays,heassertstobetrue;neverwillhewhoassociateswithcourtsandlordsbetongue-tied;histonguemustservethemwithfalsehood。Myheartmustneedsdolikewiseifitwishestohavegraceofitslord;
letitbeaflattererandcajoler。ButCligesissuchabraveknight,sohandsome,sonoble,andsoloyal,thatneverwillmyheartbelyingorfalse,howevermuchitmaypraisehim;forinhimisnothingthatcanbemended。Therefore,Iwillthatmyheartservehim;forthepeasantsaysinhisproverb:’Hewhocommendshimselftoagoodmanisbaseifhedoesnotbecomebetterinhisservice’。"ThusLoveworksonFenice。Butthistormentisdelighttoher,forshecannotbeweariedbyit。
AndCligeshascrossedtheseaandhascometoWallingford。Therehehasdemeanedhimselfinlordlyfashioninafinelodgingatagreatcost,buthethinkseverofFenice;neverdoesheforgetherforanhour。Intheplacewherehesojournsandtarries,hisretinue,ashehadcommanded,haveinquiredandquestionedpersistentlytilltheyheardtoldandrelatedthatthebaronsofKingArthurandtheking,himself,inperson,hadsetonfootatournamentintheplainsbeforeOxfordwhichisnearWallingford。
Insuchwisewasthejoustarrangedthatitwastolastfourdays。ButCligeswillbeabletotaketimetoarmhisbodyifhelacksanythingmeanwhile;forthereweremorethanfifteenwholedaystothetournament。HespeedilysendsthreeofhissquirestoLondon,andbidsthembuythreedifferentsetsofarmour:oneblack,anotherred,thethirdgreen;andastheyreturnhebidsthateachsetofarmsbecoveredwithnewcanvas,sothatifanyonemeetsthemonthewayhemaynotknowwhatwillbethehueofthearmswhichtheywillbring。Thesquiresnowsetout,90toLondon,andfindreadyallsuchequipmentastheyseek。Soonhadtheyfinished,soondidtheyreturn;theyhavecomebackassoonastheycould。TheyshowtoCligesthearmsthattheyhadbrought;andhepraisesthemmuch。WiththesethattheemperorgavehimontheDanubewhenhedubbedhimknight,hehasthemstoredawayandhidden。Ifanyonenowweretoaskmewhyhehadthemstoredaway,Iwouldnotanswerhim;forinduetimeitwillbetoldandrelatedtoyou,whenallthehighbaronsofthelandwhowillcometheretogainfamewillbemountedontheirsteeds。
Onthedaythatwasdevisedandappointed,thebaronsofrenownassemble。KingArthur,togetherwiththelordswhomhehadchosenfromoutthegoodknights,laybeforeOxford。TowardsWallingfordwentthegreaterpartofhischivalry。ThinknotthatItellyouinordertospinoutmytale:suchandsuchkingswerethere,suchandsuchcounts,andsuchandsuchothers。Whenthebaronsweretomeet,aknightofgreatprowessofKingArthur’speersrodeoutallalonebetweenthetworankstobeginthetourney,aswasthecustomatthattime。Butnonedaresrideforwardtocomeandjoustagainsthim。Thereisnonewhodoesnotstaywhereheis;andyettherearesomewhoask:"Whydotheseknightswait?
Whydoesnonerideforthfromtheranks?Surelysomeonewillstraightwaybegin。"Andontheothersidetheysay:"Seeyenotwhatachampionouradversarieshavesentusfromtheirside?Lethimwhohasnotyetknownitknowthat,ofthefourbravestknown,thisisapillarequaltotherest。""Whoishe,then?"
"Seeyehimnot?ItisSagremorstheLawless。""Isithe?"
"Truly,withoutdoubt。"Cliges,whohearsandhearkenstothis,satonMorel,andhadarmourblackerthanaripemulberry:hiswholearmourwasblack。HeseparateshimselffromtheothersintherankandspursMorelwhocomesoutoftherow;notoneistherewhoseeshimbutsaystohisneighbour:"Thismanrideswellwithfeutredlance;herehaveweaveryskilfulknight;hebearshisarmsintherightfashion;welldoestheshieldathisneckbecomehim。Butonecannotbutholdhimmadasregardsthejousthehasundertakenofhisownaccordagainstoneofthebravestknowninallthisland。Butwhoishe?Ofwhatlandisheanative?Whoknowshim?""NotI!""NorI!""Butnosnowhasfallenonhim!Ratherishisarmourblackerthanmonk’sorpriest’scape。"Thustheyengageingossip;andthetwochampionslettheirhorsesgo;fornolongerdotheydelaybecauserighteagerandaflamearetheyfortheencounterandtheshock。CligesstrikessothathepressesSagremors’shieldtohisarm,andhisarmtohisbody。Sagremorsfallsatfulllength;Cligesactsirreproachably,andmakeshimdeclarehimselfprisoner:Sagremorsgiveshisparole。Nowthefightbegins,andtheychargeinrivalry。Cligeshasrushedtothecombat,andgoesseekingjoustandencounter。Heencountersnoknightwhomhedoesnottakeorlaylow。Onbothsideshewinsthehighestdistinction;forwhereheridestojoust,hebringsthewholetourneytoastandstill。
Yethewhogallopsuptojoustwithhimisnotwithoutgreatprowess;buthewinsmorerenownforstandinghisgroundagainstCligesthanfortakingprisoneranotherknight;andifCligesleadshimawaycaptive,yetheenjoysgreatdistinctionformerelydaringtowithstandhiminthejoust。Cligeshasthepraiseanddistinctionofthewholetournament。Andevensecretlyhehasreturnedtohislodgingsothatnoneofthemmightaccosthimaboutonethingoranother。Andincaseanyoneshouldhavesearchmadeforthelodgingmarkedbytheblackarms,helocksthemupinaroomsothattheymayneitherbefoundnorseen;andhehasthegreenarmsopenlydisplayedatthedoor,frontingtheroadsothatthepassersbyshallseethem。Andifanyasksforhimandseekshim,hewillnotknowwherehislodgingwillbe,sincehewillseenosignoftheblackshieldthatheseeks。ThusCligesisinthetownandhideshimselfbysuchadevice。Andthosewhowerehisprisonerswentfromendtoendofthetownaskingfortheblackknight;butnonecouldtellthemwherehewas。AndevenKingArthursendsupanddowntoseekhim;butallsay:"Wedidnotseehimafterweleftthetourneyandknownotwhatbecameofhim。"Morethantwentyyouthswhomthekinghassentseekhim;butCligeshassoutterlyblottedouthistracksthattheyfindnosignofhim。KingArthurcrosseshimselfwhenitwasrecountedandtoldhim,thatneithergreatnorsmallisfoundwhocanpointouthisdwellinganymorethanifhewereatQesarea,oratToledo,orinCandia。"Faith!"quothhe,"Iknownotwhattosayinthematter,butImarvelgreatlythereat。Itwasperhapsaghostthathasmovedamongus。Manyaknighthasheoverthrowntoday;andhebearsawaytheparoleofthenoblestmenwhowillnotthisyearseehomeorlandorcountry;andeachofwhomwillhavebrokenhisoath。"Thusthekingspakehispleasurethoughhemightverywellhavekeptsilenceinthematter。
Muchhaveallthebaronsspokenthatnightoftheblackknight,fortheyspokeofnoughtelse。Onthemorrowtheyreturnedtoarms,allwithoutsummonsandwithoutentreaty。LancelotoftheLakehasdashedforthtomakethefirstjoust;fornocowardishe;withuprightlanceheawaitsthejoust。Lo!Cliges,greenerthanmeadowgrass,gallopingonadun,long-manedsteed。WhereCligespricksonthetawnysteed,thereisnone,whetherdeckedwithyouth’sluxuriantlocksorbald,whodoesnotbeholdhimwithwonder;andtheysayonbothsides:"Thismanisinallrespectsmuchnoblerandmoreskilfulthanheofyesterdaywiththeblackarms,justasthepineisfairerthanthebeech,andthelaurelthantheelder。Butnotyethavewelearnedwhoheofyesterdaywas;butwewilllearnthisverydaywhothisoneis。
Ifanyoneknowit,lethimtellus。"Eachsaid:"Iknowhimnot,neverdidIseehimbeforetomythinking。ButheisfairerthantheknightofyesterdayandfairerthanLancelotoftheLake。IfhewerearrayedinasackandLancelotinsilverandgold,yetthismanwouldstillbefairer。"ThusallsidewithCliges;andthetwopricktheirsteedsasfastastheycanspurandencounteroneanother。Cligesproceedstodealsuchablowonthegoldenshieldwiththepaintedlion,thathehurlsitsbearerfromthesaddleandfellonhiminordertoreceivehissubmission。
Lancelotcouldnotdefendhimselfandhasgivenhisparole。Thenthenoiseandthedinandthecrashoflanceshasbegun。ThosewhowereonCliges’sidehavealltheirtrustinhim;forhewhomhestrikesafterduechallengegivenwillneverbesostrongbutthathemustneedsfallfromhishorsetotheground。Cliges,thisday,wroughtsobravely,andthrewdownandcapturedsomany,thathehaspleasedthoseonhissidetwiceasmuch,andhashadtwiceasmuchpraisefromthemashehadthedaybefore。
Wheneveninghascomehehasrepairedtohislodgingasquicklyashecould;andspeedilybidstheredshieldandtheotherarmourbebroughtforth。Heordersthatthearmswhichheborethatdaybestowedaway;thelandlordhascarefullydoneit。LonghavetheknightswhomhehadcapturedsoughthimthatnightAgain;butnonewsdotheyhearofhim。Thegreaterpartofthosewhospeakofhimattheinnslaudandpraisehim。
Nextdaytheknightsreturntoarms,alertandstrong。FromthearraybeforeOxfordridesoutaknightofgreatrenown;PercivaltheWelshman,washecalled。AssoonasCligessawhimrideforthandheardthetruthastohisname——forheheardhimcalledPercival——hegreatlylongstoencounterhim。Forthwithhasheriddenforthfromtherankonasorrel,Spanishsteed;andhisarmourwasred。Thenthey,oneandall,regardhimwithgreatwonder,morethantheyeverdidbeforeandsaythatneverbeforedidtheyseesocomelyaknight。Andthetwoprickforwardatonce;fortherewasnodelay。Andtheoneandtheotherspursonsothattheygiveandtakemightyblowsontheirshields。Thelances,whichwereshortandthick,bendandcurve。Inthesightofallwhowerelookingon,CligeshasstruckPercival,sothathesmiteshimdownfromhishorse,andmakeshimgiveparolewithoutmuchfighting,andwithoutgreatado。WhenPercivalhadsubmitted,thentheyhavebegunthetourney;andtheyallencountertogether。Cligesencountersnoknightbuthefellshimtotheground。Onthisdayonecouldnotseehimasinglehourabsentfromthefight。EachforhimselfstrikesablowatCligesasthoughatatower:notmerelytwoorthreestrike,forthenthatwasnottheuseorcustom。Cligeshasmadeananvilofhisshield;forallplaythesmithandhammeruponitandcleaveandquarterit;butnonestrikesuponitbutCligespayshimback,andthrowshimfromhisstirrupsandsaddle;andnoone,exceptamanwhowishedtolie,couldhavesaidonhisdeparturethattheknightwiththeredshieldhadnotwonthatwholeday。Andthebestandmostcourteouswouldfainhavehisacquaintances,butthatcannotbesosoon;forhehasgoneaway,secretly,whenhesawthatthesunhadset;andhehashadhisredshieldandallhisotherarmourtakenaway;andhehasthewhitearmsbroughtinwhichhehadbeennewlyknighted;andthearmsandthesteedwereplacedinfrontofthedoor。Butnowtheybegintoperceive(forthegreaterpartwhospeakofitsayso,andperceiveittobeso),thattheyhaveallbeendiscomfited,andputtoflightbyasingleman,whoeachdaychangeshisoutwardshow,bothhorseandarmour,andseemsanotherthanhimself;theyhavenowforthefirsttimeperceivedit。AndmylordGawainhassaidthatneverbeforedidheseesuchajouster;andbecausehewouldfainhavehisacquaintanceandknowhisname,hesaysthathewillbefirsttomorrowattheencounteroftheknights。Buthemakesnoboast;
ratherhesaysthathethinksandbelievesthatCligeswillhavethebestofitandwillwintherenownwhentheystrikewithlances;butwiththesword,perhaps,Cligeswillnotbehismaster;fornevercouldGawainfindhismaster。Nowwillheprovehimselftomorrowonthestrangeknight,whoeverydaydonsdifferentarmourandchangeshorseandharness。Soonhewillbeabirdofmanymoltingsifthusdailyhemakesapracticeoftakingoffhisoldfeathersandputtingonnewones。AndthusGawaintoodoffedhisarmour,andputonother,andthemorrowheseesCligesreturn,whiterthanlily-flower,hisshieldheldbythestrapsbehindit,onhistrusty,white,Arabsteed,ashehaddevisedthenightbefore。Gawain,thevaliant,therenowned,hasnotgonetosleeponthefield;butpricks,andspurs,andadvances,andputsforthallhisutmosteffortstojoustwellifhefindsanywithwhomtojoust。SoonbothwillbeonthefieldforCligeshadnowishtodelay;forhehadheardthemurmurofthosewhosay:"ItisGawainwhoisnoweakling,afootoronhorseback。Itishewithwhomnonedarestomeasurehimself。"
Cliges,whohearsthewords,chargesintothemiddleofthefieldtowardshim;bothadvanceandencounterwithaspringmoreswiftthanthatofastagwhohearsthebayingofdogsbarkingafterhim。Thelancesstrikeontheshields;andsomightyisthecrashoftheblows,thattotheirveryendstheyshatterintosplinters,andsplit,andgotopieces;andthesaddle-bowsbehind,break;moreover,thesaddle-girthandbreastharnessburst。Theybothalikefalltothegroundandhavedrawntheirnakedswords。Thefolkhavepressedroundtobeholdthebattle。
KingArthurcameinfrontofalltoseparateandreconcilethem;
buttheyhadbrokenandhewninpiecesthewhitehauberks,andhadcleftthroughandcutuptheshields,andhadfracturedthehelmetsbeforetherewasanytalkofpeace。
Thekinghadgazedatthemaslongatimeasitpleasedhim;andsodidmanyoftheotherswhosaidthattheyesteemedthewhiteknightnowhitlessinarmsthanmylordGawain;anduptillnowtheycouldnotsaywhichwasthebetter,whichtheworse,norwhichwouldovercometheotheriftheywereallowedtofighttillthebattlewasfoughtout。Butitdoesnotpleaseorsuitthekingthattheydomorethantheyhavedone。Headvancestopartthemandsaystothem:"Withdraw!Ifanotherblowbestruck,itwillbetoyourharm。Butmakepeace。Befriends。FairnephewGawain,Ientreatyou;foritdoesnotbecomeavaliantmantocontinueabattleorfightwherehehasnoquarrelorhatred。Butifthisknightwouldcometomycourttopasshistimewithus,itwouldbenogrievanceorhurttohim。Prayhimtodoso,nephew。""Willingly,Sire。"Cligesseeksnottoexcusehimselffromthis;willinglyheconsentstogothitherwhenthetourneyshallend;fornowhehascarriedouttotheuttermosthisfather’scommand。Andthekingsaysthathecaresnotforatournamentwhichlastslong;wellmaytheystraightwayleaveit。
Theknightshavedispersed,forthekingwishesandcommandsit。
Cligessendsforallhisarmour,foritbehoveshimtofollowtheking。Withallspeedhemayhave,hecomestothecourt;buthewasattiredwellbeforehandandgarbedaftertheFrenchfashion。
Assoonashecametocourteachhastenstomeethim,forneitheronenortheotherremainsbehind;rathertheymanifestthegreatestpossiblejoyandfestivity。Andallthosewhomhehadtakeninthejoustingacclaimhimlord;butitishiswishtodisclaimittoallofthem;andhesays,thatiftheythinkandbelievethatitwashewhotookthem,theyareallabsolvedoftheirpledge。Thereisnotasingleonewhodidnotsay:"Itwasyou,wellweknowit。Weprizehighlyyouracquaintance,andmuchoughtwetoloveyou,andesteemyou,andacclaimyou,lord,fornoneofusisamatchforyou。Justasthesunputsoutthelittlestars,sothattheirlightisnotvisibleinthecloudswheretheraysofthesunshineforth,soourdeedspaleandwanebeforeyours;andyetourdeedswerewonttobegreatlyrenownedthroughouttheworld。"Cligesknowsnotwhatreplytomaketothem;foritseemstohimthatoneandallofthempraisehimmorethantheyought。Thoughitisverypleasanttohimyetheisashamedofit。Thebloodrisesintohisface,sothattheyseehimallashamed。Theyescorthimthroughthehall,andhaveledhimbeforetheking;buttheyallceasetoaddresstohimthelanguageofpraiseandflattery。Nowwasitthesethourforeating,andthosewhosebusinessitwas,hastenedtosetthetables。Theyhavesetthetablesinthepalace:somehavetakennapkins,andothersholdbasinsandgivewatertothosewhocome。
Allhavewashed;allareseated。ThekinghastakenCligesbythehandandsethimbeforehim;forfainwillheknowthisverydaywhoheis,ifatallhemay。Noneedistheretospeakofthefood,forthedisheswereasplentifulasthoughonecouldhavepurchasedanoxforafarthing。
Whenallhadhadtheirmeatanddrink,thenhasthekingnolongerkeptsilence。"Friend,"quothhe,"Iwouldknowifitisfrompridethatyouforboreanddisdainedtocometomycourtassoonasyouenteredthisland,andwhyyouthuswithdrawyourselffromfolkandchangeyourarms。Nowimparttomeyourname,andsayofwhatraceyouareborn。"Cligesreplies:"Nevershallitbeconcealed。"Hehastoldandrelatedtothekingwhatsoeverhedemandsfromhim;andwhenthekinghaslearnedhisnamethenheembraceshim;thenherejoicesoverhim;thereisnonewhodoesnotgreethiminclueform。AndmyLordGawainknewhim,who,aboveall,embracesandgreetshim。Allgreethimandfallonhisneck;andallthosewhospeakofhimsaythatheisrightfairandvaliant。Thekingloveshimandhonourshimmorethananyofallhisnephews。