PARTIItisagreatthingforaladwhenheisfirstturnedintotheindependenceoflodgings。IdonotthinkIeverwassosatisfiedandproudinmylifeaswhen,atseventeen,Isatedowninalittlethree-corneredroomaboveapastry-cook’sshopinthecountytownofEltham。Myfatherhadleftmethatafternoon,afterdeliveringhimselfofafewplainprecepts,stronglyexpressed,formyguidanceinthenewcourseoflifeonwhichIwasentering。
  IwastobeaclerkundertheengineerwhohadundertakentomakethelittlebranchlinefromElthamtoHornby。Myfatherhadgotmethissituation,whichwasinapositionratherabovehisowninlife;orperhapsIshouldsay,abovethestationinwhichhewasbornandbred;forhewasraisinghimselfeveryyearinmen’sconsiderationandrespect。Hewasamechanicbytrade,buthehadsomeinventivegenius,andagreatdealofperseverance,andhaddevisedseveralvaluableimprovementsinrailwaymachinery。Hedidnotdothisforprofit,though,aswasreasonable,whatcameinthenaturalcourseofthingswasacceptable;heworkedouthisideas,because,ashesaid,’untilhecouldputthemintoshape,theyplaguedhimbynightandbyday。’Butthisisenoughaboutmydearfather;itisagoodthingforacountrywheretherearemanylikehim。HewasasturdyIndependentbydescentandconviction;andthisitwas,Ibelieve,whichmadehimplacemeinthelodgingsatthepastry-cook’s。Theshopwaskeptbythetwosistersofourministerathome;andthiswasconsideredasasortofsafeguardtomymorals,whenIwasturnedlooseuponthetemptationsofthecountytown,withasalaryofthirtypoundsayear。
  Myfatherhadgivenuptwopreciousdays,andputonhisSundayclothes,inordertobringmetoEltham,andaccompanymefirsttotheoffice,tointroducemetomynewmaster(whowasundersomeobligationstomyfatherforasuggestion),andnexttotakemetocallontheIndependentministerofthelittlecongregationatEltham。Andthenheleftme;andthoughsorrytopartwithhim,Inowbegantotastewithrelishthepleasureofbeingmyownmaster。Iunpackedthehamperthatmymotherhadprovidedmewith,andsmeltthepotsofpreservewithallthedelightofapossessorwhomightbreakintotheircontentsatanytimehepleased。Ihandledandweighedinmyfancythehome-curedham,whichseemedtopromisemeinterminablefeasts;and,aboveall,therewasthefinesavourofknowingthatImighteatofthesedaintieswhenIliked,atmysolewill,notdependentonthepleasureofanyoneelse,howeverindulgent。Istowedmyeatablesawayinthelittlecornercupboard——thatroomwasallcorners,andeverythingwasplacedinacorner,thefire-place,thewindow,thecupboard;Imyselfseemedtobetheonlythinginthemiddle,andtherewashardlyroomforme。Thetablewasmadeofafoldingleafunderthewindow,andthewindowlookedoutuponthemarket-place;sothestudiesfortheprosecutionofwhichmyfatherhadbroughthimselftopayextraforasitting-roomforme,ranaconsiderablechanceofbeingdivertedfrombookstomenandwomen。
  IwastohavemymealswiththetwoelderlyMissDawsonsinthelittleparlourbehindthethree-corneredshopdownstairs;mybreakfastsanddinnersatleast,for,asmyhoursinaneveningwerelikelytobeuncertain,myteaorsupperwastobeanindependentmeal。
  Then,afterthisprideandsatisfaction,cameasenseofdesolation。
  Ihadneverbeenfromhomebefore,andIwasanonlychild;andthoughmyfather’sspokenmaximhadbeen,’Sparetherod,andspoilthechild’,yet,unconsciously,hishearthadyearnedafterme,andhiswaystowardsmeweremoretenderthanheknew,orwouldhaveapprovedofinhimselfcouldhehaveknown。Mymother,whoneverprofessedsternness,wasfarmoreseverethanmyfather:perhapsmyboyishfaultsannoyedhermore;
  forIremember,nowthatIhavewrittentheabovewords,howshepleadedformeonceinmyriperyears,whenIhadreallyoffendedagainstmyfather’ssenseofright。
  ButIhavenothingtodowiththatnow。ItisaboutcousinPhillisthatIamgoingtowrite,andasyetIamfarenoughfromevensayingwhocousinPhilliswas。
  ForsomemonthsafterIwassettledinEltham,thenewemploymentinwhichIwasengaged——thenewindependenceofmylife——occupiedallmythoughts。
  Iwasatmydeskbyeighto’clock,hometodinneratone,backattheofficebytwo。Theafternoonworkwasmoreuncertainthanthemorning’s;itmightbethesame,oritmightbethatIhadtoaccompanyMrHoldsworth,themanagingengineer,tosomepointonthelinebetweenElthamandHornby。
  ThisIalwaysenjoyed,becauseofthevariety,andbecauseofthecountrywetraversed(whichwasverywildandpretty),andbecauseIwasthrownintocompanionshipwithMrHoldsworth,whoheldthepositionofheroinmyboyishmind。Hewasayoungmanoffive-and-twentyorso,andwasinastationabovemine,bothbybirthandeducation;andhehadtravelledontheContinent,andworemustachiosandwhiskersofasomewhatforeignfashion。Iwasproudofbeingseenwithhim。Hewasreallyafinefellowinagoodnumberofways,andImighthavefallenintomuchworsehands。
  EverySaturdayIwrotehome,tellingofmyweeklydoings——myfatherhadinsisteduponthis;buttherewassolittlevarietyinmylifethatIoftenfoundithardworktofillaletter。OnSundaysIwenttwicetochapel,upadarknarrowentry,toheardroninghymns,andlongprayers,andastilllongersermon,preachedtoasmallcongregation,ofwhichI
  was,bynearlyascoreofyears,theyoungestmember。Occasionally,MrPeters,theminister,wouldaskmehometoteaafterthesecondservice。
  Idreadedthehonour,forIusuallysateontheedgeofmychairalltheevening,andansweredsolemnquestions,putinadeepbassvoice,untilhouseholdprayer-timecame,ateighto’clock,whenMrsPeterscamein,smoothingdownherapron,andthemaid-of-all-workfollowed,andfirstasermon,andthenachapterwasread,andalongimpromptuprayerfollowed,tillsomeinstincttoldMrPetersthatsupper-timehadcome,andwerosefromourkneeswithhungerforourpredominantfeeling。Oversuppertheministerdidunbendalittleintooneortwoponderousjokes,asiftoshowmethatministersweremen,afterall。Andthenatteno’clockIwenthome,andenjoyedmylong-repressedyawnsinthethree-corneredroombeforegoingtobed。
  DinahandHannahDawson,sotheirnameswereputontheboardabovetheshop-door——IalwayscalledthemMissDawsonandMissHannah——consideredthesevisitsofminetoMrPetersasthegreatesthonourayoungmancouldhave;andevidentlythoughtthatifaftersuchprivileges,Ididnotworkoutmysalvation,IwasasortofmodernJudasIscariot。Onthecontrary,theyshooktheirheadsovermyintercoursewithMrHoldsworth。Hehadbeensokindtomeinmanyways,thatwhenIcutintomyham,Ihoveredoverthethoughtofaskinghimtoteainmyroom,moreespeciallyastheannualfairwasbeingheldinElthammarket-place,andthesightofthebooths,themerry-go-rounds,thewild-beastshows,andsuchcountrypomps,was(asIthoughtatseventeen)veryattractive。ButwhenIventuredtoalludetomywishinevendistantterms,MissHannahcaughtmeup,andspokeofthesinfulnessofsuchsights,andsomethingaboutwallowinginthemire,andthenvaultedintoFrance,andspokeevilofthenation,andallwhohadeversetfoottherein,till,seeingthatherangerwasconcentratingitselfintoapoint,andthatthatpointwasMrHoldsworth,Ithoughtitwouldbebettertofinishmybreakfast,andmakewhathasteIcouldoutofthesoundofhervoice。IratherwonderedafterwardstohearherandMissDawsoncountinguptheirweeklyprofitswithglee,andsayingthatapastry-cook’sshopinthecornerofthemarket-place,inElthamfairweek,wasnosuchbadthing。However,IneverventuredtoaskMrHoldsworthtomylodgings。
  ThereisnotmuchtotellaboutthisfirstyearofmineatEltham。ButwhenIwasnearlynineteen,andbeginningtothinkofwhiskersonmyownaccount,IcametoknowcousinPhillis,whoseveryexistencehadbeenunknowntometillthen。MrHoldsworthandIhadbeenouttoHeathbridgeforaday,workinghard。HeathbridgewasnearHornby,forourlineofrailwaywasabovehalffinished。Ofcourse,aday’soutingwasagreatthingtotellaboutinmyweeklyletters;andIfelltodescribingthecountry——afaultIwasnotoftenguiltyof。Itoldmyfatherofthebogs,alloverwildmyrtleandsoftmoss,andshakinggroundoverwhichwehadtocarryourline;andhowMrHoldsworthandIhadgoneforourmid-daymeals——forwehadtostayherefortwodaysandanight——toaprettyvillagehardby,Heathbridgeproper;andhowIhopedweshouldoftenhavetogothere,fortheshaking,uncertaingroundwaspuzzlingourengineers——oneendofthelinegoingupassoonastheotherwasweighteddown。(Ihadnothoughtfortheshareholders’interests,asmaybeseen;wehadtomakeanewlineonfirmergroundbeforethejunctionrailwaywascompleted。)Itoldallthisatgreatlength,thankfultofillupmypaper。Byreturnletter,I
  heardthatasecond-cousinofmymother’swasmarriedtotheIndependentministerofHornby,EbenezerHolmanbyname,andlivedatHeathbridgeproper;
  theveryHeathbridgeIhaddescribed,orsomymotherbelieved,forshehadneverseenhercousinPhillisGreen,whowassomethingofanheiress(myfatherbelieved),beingherfather’sonlychild,andoldThomasGreenhadownedanestateofnearuponfiftyacres,whichmusthavecometohisdaughter。Mymother’sfeelingofkinshipseemedtohavebeenstronglystirredbythementionofHeathbridge;formyfathersaidshedesiredme,ifeverIwentthitheragain,tomakeinquiryfortheReverendEbenezerHolman;
  andifindeedhelivedthere,IwasfurthertoaskifhehadnotmarriedonePhillisGreen;andifboththesequestionswereansweredintheaffirmative,IwastogoandintroducemyselfastheonlychildofMargaretManning,bornMoneypenny。IwasenragedatmyselfforhavingnamedHeathbridgeatall,whenIfoundwhatitwasdrawingdownuponme。OneIndependentminister,asIsaidtomyself,wasenoughforanyman;andhereIknew(thatistosay,IhadbeencatechizedonSabbathmorningsby)MrDawson,ourministerathome;andIhadhadtobeciviltooldPetersatEltham,andbehavemyselfforfivehoursrunningwheneverheaskedmetoteaathishouse;
  andnow,justasIfeltthefreeairblowingaboutmeupatHeathbridge,Iwastoferretoutanotherminister,andIshouldperhapshavetobecatechizedbyhim,orelseaskedtoteaathishouse。Besides,Ididnotlikepushingmyselfuponstrangers,whoperhapshadneverheardofmymother’sname,andsuchanoddnameasitwas——Moneypenny;andiftheyhad,hadnevercaredmoreforherthanshehadforthem,apparently,untilthisunluckymentionofHeathbridge。
  Still,Iwouldnotdisobeymyparentsinsuchatrifle,howeverirksomeitmightbe。SothenexttimeourbusinesstookmetoHeathbridge,andweweredininginthelittlesandedinn-parlour,ItooktheopportunityofMrHoldsworth’sbeingoutoftheroom,andaskedthequestionswhichIwasbiddentoaskoftherosy-cheekedmaid。Iwaseitherunintelligibleorshewasstupid;forshesaidshedidnotknow,butwouldaskmaster;
  andofcoursethelandlordcameintounderstandwhatitwasIwantedtoknow;andIhadtobringoutallmystammeringinquiriesbeforeMrHoldsworth,whowouldneverhaveattendedtothem,Idaresay,ifIhadnotblushed,andblundered,andmadesuchafoolofmyself。
  ’Yes,’thelandlordsaid,’theHopeFarmwasinHeathbridgeproper,andtheowner’snamewasHolman,andhewasanIndependentminister,and,asfarasthelandlordcouldtell,hiswife’sChristiannamewasPhillis,anyhowhermaidennamewasGreen。’
  ’Relationsofyours?’askedMrHoldsworth。
  ’No,sir——onlymymother’ssecond-cousins。Yes,Isupposetheyarerelations。
  ButIneversawtheminmylife。’
  ’TheHopeFarmisnotastone’sthrowfromhere,’saidtheofficiouslandlord,goingtothewindow。’Ifyoucarryyoureyeoveryonbedofhollyhocks,overthedamson-treesintheorchardyonder,youmayseeastackofqueer-likestonechimneys。ThemistheHopeFarmchimneys;it’sanoldplace,thoughHolmankeepsitingoodorder。’
  MrHoldsworthhadrisenfromthetablewithmorepromptitudethanI
  had,andwasstandingbythewindow,looking。Atthelandlord’slastwords,heturnedround,smiling,——’Itisnotoftenthatparsonsknowhowtokeeplandinorder,isit?’
  ’Begpardon,sir,butImustspeakasIfind;andMinisterHolman——wecalltheChurchclergymanhere"parson,"sir;hewouldbeabitjealousifheheardaDissentercalledparson——MinisterHolmanknowswhathe’saboutaswellase’erafarmerintheneighbourhood。Hegivesupfivedaysaweektohisownwork,andtwototheLord’s;anditisdifficulttosaywhichheworkshardestat。HespendsSaturdayandSundaya-writingsermonsanda-visitinghisflockatHornby;andatfiveo’clockonMondaymorninghe’llbeguidinghisploughintheHopeFarmyonderjustaswellasifhecouldneitherreadnorwrite。Butyourdinnerwillbegettingcold,gentlemen。’
  Sowewentbacktotable。Afterawhile,MrHoldsworthbrokethesilence:——’IfIwereyou,Manning,I’dlookuptheserelationsofyours。Youcangoandseewhatthey’relikewhilewerewaitingforDobson’sestimates,andI’llsmokeacigarinthegardenmeanwhile。’
  ’Thankyou,sir。ButIdon’tknowthem,andIdon’tthinkIwanttoknowthem。’
  ’Whatdidyouaskallthosequestionsfor,then?’saidhe,lookingquicklyupatme。Hehadnonotionofdoingorsayingthingswithoutapurpose。
  Ididnotanswer,sohecontinued,——’Makeupyourmind,andgooffandseewhatthisfarmer-ministerislike,andcomebackandtellme——Ishouldliketohear。’
  Iwassointhehabitofyieldingtohisauthority,orinfluence,thatIneverthoughtofresisting,butwentonmyerrand,thoughIrememberfeelingasifIwouldratherhavehadmyheadcutoff。Thelandlord,whohadevidentlytakenaninterestintheeventofourdiscussioninawaythatcountrylandlordshave,accompaniedmetothehouse-door,andgavemerepeateddirections,asifIwaslikelytomissmywayintwohundredyards。ButIlistenedtohim,forIwasgladofthedelay,toscrewupmycouragefortheeffortoffacingunknownpeopleandintroducingmyself。
  Iwentalongthelane,Irecollect,switchingatallthetallerroadsideweeds,till,afteraturnortwo,IfoundmyselfcloseinfrontoftheHopeFarm。Therewasagardenbetweenthehouseandtheshady,grassylane;
  Iafterwardsfoundthatthisgardenwascalledthecourt;perhapsbecausetherewasalowwallroundit,withanironrailingonthetopofthewall,andtwogreatgatesbetweenpillarscrownedwithstoneballsforastateentrancetotheflaggedpathleadinguptothefrontdoor。Itwasnotthehabitoftheplacetogoineitherbythesegreatgatesorbythefrontdoor;thegates,indeed,werelocked,asIfound,thoughthedoorstoodwideopen。Ihadtogoroundbyaside-pathlightlywornonabroadgrassyway,whichledpastthecourt-wall,pastahorse-mount,halfcoveredwithstone-cropandthelittlewildyellowfumitory,toanotherdoor——’thecurate’,asIfounditwastermedbythemasterofthehouse,whilethefrontdoor,’handsomeandallforshow’,wastermedthe’rector’。Iknockedwithmyhanduponthe’curate’door;atallgirl,aboutmyownage,asIthought,cameandopenedit,andstoodtheresilent,waitingtoknowmyerrand。
  Iseehernow——cousinPhillis。Thewesteringsunshonefulluponher,andmadeaslantingstreamoflightintotheroomwithin。Shewasdressedindarkbluecottonofsomekind;uptoherthroat,downtoherwrists,withalittlefrillofthesamewhereverittouchedherwhiteskin。Andsuchawhiteskinasitwas!Ihaveneverseenthelike。Shehadlighthair,neareryellowthananyothercolour。Shelookedmesteadilyinthefacewithlarge,quieteyes,wondering,butuntroubledbythesightofastranger。
  Ithoughtitoddthatsoold,sofull-grownasshewas,sheshouldwearapinaforeoverhergown。
  BeforeIhadquitemadeupmymindwhattosayinreplytohermuteinquiryofwhatIwantedthere,awoman’svoicecalledout,’Whoisit,Phillis?Ifitisanyoneforbutter-milksendthemroundtothebackdoor。’
  IthoughtIcouldratherspeaktotheownerofthatvoicethantothegirlbeforeme;soIpassedher,andstoodattheentranceofaroomhatinhand,forthisside-dooropenedstraightintothehallorhouse-placewherethefamilysatewhenworkwasdone。Therewasabrisklittlewomanoffortyorsoironingsomehugemuslincravatsunderthelightofalongvine-shadedcasementwindow。ShelookedatmedistrustfullytillIbegantospeak。’MynameisPaulManning,’saidI;butIsawshedidnotknowthename。’Mymother’snamewasMoneypenny,’saidI,——’MargaretMoneypenny。’
  ’AndshemarriedoneJohnManning,ofBirmingham,’saidMrsHolman,eagerly。’Andyou’llbeherson。Sitdown!Iamrightgladtoseeyou。
  TothinkofyourbeingMargaret’sson!Why,shewasalmostachildnotsolongago。Well,tobesure,itisfive-and-twentyyearsago。Andwhatbringsyouintotheseparts?’
  Shesatedownherself,asifoppressedbyhercuriosityastoallthefive-and-twentyyearsthathadpassedbysinceshehadseenmymother。
  HerdaughterPhillistookupherknitting——alonggreyworstedman’sstocking,Iremember——andknittedawaywithoutlookingatherwork。Ifeltthatthesteadygazeofthosedeepgreyeyeswasuponme,thoughonce,whenIstealthilyraisedminetohers,shewasexaminingsomethingonthewallabovemyhead。
  WhenIhadansweredallmycousinHolman’squestions,sheheavedalongbreath,andsaid,’TothinkofMargaretMoneypenny’sboybeinginourhouse!
  Iwishtheministerwashere。Phillis,inwhatfieldisthyfatherto-day?’
  ’Inthefive-acre;theyarebeginningtocutthecorn。’
  ’He’llnotlikebeingsentfor,then,elseIshouldhavelikedyoutohaveseentheminister。Butthefive-acreisagoodstepoff。Youshallhaveaglassofwineandabitofcakebeforeyoustirfromthishouse,though。You’reboundtogo,yousay,orelsetheministercomesinmostlywhenthemenhavetheirfouro’clock。’
  ’Imustgo——Ioughttohavebeenoffbeforenow。’
  ’Here,then,Phillis,takethekeys。’Shegaveherdaughtersomewhispereddirections,andPhillislefttheroom。
  ’Sheismycousin,isshenot?’Iasked。Iknewshewas,butsomehowIwantedtotalkofher,anddidnotknowhowtobegin。
  ’Yes——PhillisHolman。Sheisouronlychild——now。’
  Eitherfromthat’now’,orfromastrangemomentarywistfulnessinhereyes,Iknewthattherehadbeenmorechildren,whowerenowdead。
  ’HowoldiscousinPhillis?’saidI,scarcelyventuringonthenewname,itseemedtooprettilyfamiliarformetocallherbyit;butcousinHolmantooknonoticeofit,answeringstraighttothepurpose。
  ’SeventeenlastMay-day;buttheministerdoesnotliketohearmecallingitMay-day,’saidshe,checkingherselfwithalittleawe。’PhilliswasseventeenonthefirstdayofMaylast,’sherepeatedinanemendededition。
  ’AndIamnineteeninanothermonth,’thoughtI,tomyself;Idon’tknowwhy。
  ThenPhilliscamein,carryingatraywithwineandcakeuponit。
  ’Wekeepahouse-servant,’saidcousinHolman,’butitischurningday,andsheisbusy。’Itwasmeantasalittleproudapologyforherdaughter’sbeingthehandmaiden。
  ’Ilikedoingit,mother,’saidPhillis,inhergrave,fullvoice。
  IfeltasifIweresomebodyintheOldTestament——who,Icouldnotrecollect——beingservedandwaiteduponbythedaughterofthehost。WasIlikeAbraham’sservant,whenRebekahgavehimtodrinkatthewell?I
  thoughtIsaachadnotgonethepleasantestwaytoworkinwinninghimawife。ButPhillisneverthoughtaboutsuchthings。Shewasastately,graciousyoungwoman,inthedressandwiththesimplicityofachild。
  AsIhadbeentaught,Idranktothehealthofmynewfoundcousinandherhusband;andthenIventuredtonamemycousinPhilliswithalittlebowofmyheadtowardsher;butIwastooawkwardtolookandseehowshetookmycompliment。’Imustgonow,’saidI,rising。
  Neitherofthewomenhadthoughtofsharinginthewine;cousinHolmanhadbrokenabitofcakeforform’ssake。
  ’Iwishtheministerhadbeenwithin,’saidhiswife,risingtoo。SecretlyIwasverygladhewasnot。Ididnottakekindlytoministersinthosedays,andIthoughthemustbeaparticularkindofman,byhisobjectingtothetermMay-day。ButbeforeIwent,cousinHolmanmademepromisethatIwouldcomebackontheSaturdayfollowingandspendSundaywiththem;
  whenIshouldseesomethingof’theminister’。
  ’ComeonFriday,ifyoucan,’wereherlastwordsasshestoodatthecurate-door,shadinghereyesfromthesinkingsunwithherhand。
  InsidethehousesatecousinPhillis,hergoldenhair,herdazzlingcomplexion,lightingupthecornerofthevine-shadowedroom。ShehadnotrisenwhenIbadehergood-by;shehadlookedatmestraightasshesaidhertranquilwordsoffarewell。
  IfoundMrHoldsworthdownattheline,hardatworksuperintending。
  AsSoonashehadapause,hesaid,’Well,Manning,whatarethenewcousinslike?Howdopreachingandfarmingseemtogetontogether?Iftheministerturnsouttobepracticalaswellasreverend,Ishallbegintorespecthim。’
  Buthehardlyattendedtomyanswer,hewassomuchmoreoccupiedwithdirectinghiswork-people。Indeed,myanswerdidnotcomeveryreadily;
  andthemostdistinctpartofitwasthementionoftheinvitationthathadbeengivenme。
  ’Oh,ofcourseyoucango——andonFriday,too,ifyoulike;thereisnoreasonwhynotthisweek;andyou’vedonealongspellofworkthistime,oldfellow。’
  IthoughtthatIdidnotwanttogoonFriday;butwhenthedaycame,IfoundthatIshouldprefergoingtostayingaway,soIavailedmyselfofMrHoldsworth’spermission,andwentovertoHopeFarmsometimeintheafternoon,alittlelaterthanmylastvisit。Ifoundthe’curate’
  opentoadmitthesoftSeptemberair,sotemperedbythewarmthofthesun,thatitwaswarmeroutofdoorsthanin,althoughthewoodenloglaysmoulderinginfrontofaheapofhotashesonthehearth。Thevine-leavesoverthewindowhadatingemoreyellow,theiredgeswerehereandtherescorchedandbrowned;therewasnoironingabout,andcousinHolmansatejustoutsidethehouse,mendingashirt。Philliswasatherknittingindoors:
  itseemedasifshehadbeenatitalltheweek。Themanyspeckledfowlswerepeckingaboutinthefarmyardbeyond,andthemilk-cansglitteredwithbrightness,hungouttosweeten。Thecourtwassofullofflowersthattheycreptoutuponthelow-coveredwallandhorse-mount,andwereeventobefoundself-sownupontheturfthatborderedthepathtothebackofthehouse。IfanciedthatmySundaycoatwasscentedfordaysafterwardsbythebushesofsweetbriarandthefraxinellathatperfumedtheair。FromtimetotimecousinHolmanputherhandintoacoveredbasketatherfeet,andthrewhandsfulofcorndownforthepigeonsthatcooedandflutteredintheairaround,inexpectationofthistreat。
  Ihadathoroughwelcomeassoonasshesawme。’Nowthisiskind——thisisrightdownfriendly,’shakingmyhandwarmly。’Phillis,yourcousinManningiscome!’
  ’CallmePaul,willyou?’saidI;’theycallmesoathome,andManningintheoffice。’
  ’Well,Paul,then。Yourroomisallreadyforyou,Paul,for,asIsaidtotheminister,"I’llhaveitreadywhetherhecomesonFridayornot。"
  AndtheministersaidhemustgouptotheAshfieldwhetheryouweretocomeornot;buthewouldcomehomebetimestoseeifyouwerehere。I’llshowyoutoyourroom,andyoucanwashthedustoffabit。’
  AfterIcamedown,Ithinkshedidnotquiteknowwhattodowithme;
  orshemightthinkthatIwasdull;orshemighthaveworktodoinwhichIhinderedher;forshecalledPhillis,andbadeherputonherbonnet,andgowithmetotheAshfield,andfindfather。Sowesetoff,Iinalittleflutterofadesiretomakemyselfagreeable,butwishingthatmycompanionwerenotquitesotall;forshewasabovemeinheight。WhileIwaswonderinghowtobeginourconversation,shetookupthewords。
  ’Isuppose,cousinPaul,youhavetobeverybusyatyourworkalldaylongingeneral。’
  ’Yes,wehavetobeintheofficeathalf-pasteight;andwehaveanhourfordinner,andthenwegoatitagaintilleightornine。’
  ’Thenyouhavenotmuchtimeforreading。’
  ’No,’saidI,withasuddenconsciousnessthatIdidnotmakethemostofwhatleisureIhad。
  ’NomorehaveI。Fatheralwaysgetsanhourbeforegoinga-fieldinthemornings,butmotherdoesnotlikemetogetupsoearly。’
  ’MymotherisalwayswantingmetogetupearlierwhenIamathome。’
  ’Whattimedoyougetup?’
  ’Oh!——ah!——sometimeshalf-pastsix:notoftenthough;’forIrememberedonlytwicethatIhaddonesoduringthepastsummer。
  Sheturnedherheadandlookedatme。
  ’Fatherisupatthree;andsowasmothertillshewasill。Ishouldliketobeupatfour。’
  ’Yourfatherupatthree!Why,whathashetodoatthathour?’
  ’Whathashenottodo?Hehashisprivateexerciseinhisownroom;
  healwaysringsthegreatbellwhichcallsthementomilking;herousesupBetty,ourmaid;asoftenasnothegivesthehorsestheirfeedbeforethemanisup——forJem,whotakescareofthehorses,isanoldman;andfatherisalwayslothtodisturbhim;helooksatthecalves,andtheshoulders,heels,traces,chaff,andcornbeforethehorsesgoa-field;hehasoftentowhip-cordtheplough-whips;heseesthehogsfed;helooksintotheswill-tubs,andwriteshisordersforwhatiswantedforfoodformanandbeast;yes,andforfuel,too。Andthen,ifhehasabitoftimetospare,hecomesinandreadswithme——butonlyEnglish;wekeepLatinfortheevenings,thatwemayhavetimetoenjoyit;andthenhecallsinthementobreakfast,andcutstheboys’breadandcheese;andseestheirwoodenbottlesfilled,andsendsthemofftotheirwork;——andbythistimeitishalf-pastsix,andwehaveourbreakfast。Thereisfather,’sheexclaimed,pointingouttomeamaninhisshirt-sleeves,tallerbytheheadthantheothertwowithwhomhewasworking。Weonlysawhimthroughtheleavesoftheash-treesgrowinginthehedge,andIthoughtImustbeconfusingthefigures,ormistaken:thatmanstilllookedlikeaverypowerfullabourer,andhadnoneoftheprecisedemurenessofappearancewhichIhadalwaysimaginedwasthecharacteristicofaminister。ItwastheReverendEbenezerHolman,however。Hegaveusanodasweenteredthestubble-field;andIthinkhewouldhavecometomeetusbutthathewasinthemiddleofgivingsomedirectionstohismen。IcouldseethatPhilliswasbuiltmoreafterhistypethanhermother’s。He,likehisdaughter,waslargelymade,andofafair,ruddycomplexion,whereasherswasbrilliantanddelicate。
  Hishairhadbeenyelloworsandy,butnowwasgrizzled。Yethisgreyhairsbetokenednofailureinstrength。Ineversawamorepowerfulman——deepchest,leanflanks,well-plantedhead。Bythistimewewerenearlyuptohim;andheinterruptedhimselfandsteppedforwards;holdingouthishandtome,butaddressingPhillis。
  ’Well,mylass,thisiscousinManning,Isuppose。Waitaminute,youngman,andI’llputonmycoat,andgiveyouadecorousandformalwelcome。
  But——NedHall,thereoughttobeawater-furrowacrossthisland:it’sanasty,stiff,clayey,daubybitofground,andthouandImustfallto,comenextMonday——Ibegyourpardon,cousinManning——andthere’soldJem’scottagewantsabitofthatch;youcandothatjobtomorrowwhileIambusy。’Then,suddenlychangingthetoneofhisdeepbassvoicetoanoddsuggestionofchapelsandpreachers,headded。’Now,Iwillgiveoutthepsalm,"Comeallharmonioustongues",tobesungto"MountEphraim"tune。’
  Heliftedhisspadeinhishand,andbegantobeattimewithit;thetwolabourersseemedtoknowbothwordsandmusic,thoughIdidnot;andsodidPhillis:herrichvoicefollowedherfather’sashesetthetune;
  andthemencameinwithmoreuncertainty,butstillharmoniously。Phillislookedatmeonceortwicewithalittlesurpriseatmysilence;butI
  didnotknowthewords。Therewefivestood,bareheaded,exceptingPhillis,inthetawnystubble-field,fromwhichalltheshocksofcornhadnotyetbeencarried——adarkwoodononeside,wherethewoodpigeonswerecooing;
  bluedistanceseenthroughtheash-treesontheother。Somehow,IthinkthatifIhadknownthewords,andcouldhavesung,mythroatwouldhavebeenchokedupbythefeelingoftheunaccustomedscene。
  Thehymnwasended,andthemenhaddrawnoffbeforeIcouldstir。I
  sawtheministerbeginningtoputonhiscoat,andlookingatmewithfriendlyinspectioninhisgaze,beforeIcouldrousemyself。
  ’Idaresayyourailwaygentlemendon’twindupthedaywithsingingapsalmtogether,’saidhe;’butitisnotabadpractice——notabadpractice。
  Wehavehaditabitearlierto-dayforhospitality’ssake——that’sall。’
  Ihadnothingparticulartosaytothis,thoughIwasthinkingagreatdeal。FromtimetotimeIstolealookatmycompanion。Hiscoatwasblack,andsowashiswaistcoat;neckclothhehadnone,hisstrongfullthroatbeingbareabovethesnow-whiteshirt。Heworedrab-colouredknee-breeches,greyworstedstockings(IthoughtIknewthemaker),andstrong-nailedshoes。Hecarriedhishatinhishand,asifhelikedtofeelthecomingbreezeliftinghishair。Afterawhile,Isawthatthefathertookholdofthedaughter’shand,andso,theyholdingeachother,wentalongtowardshome。Wehadtocrossalane。Initweretwolittlechildren,onelyingproneonthegrassinapassionofcrying,theotherstandingstockstill,withitsfingerinitsmouth,thelargetearsslowlyrollingdownitscheeksforsympathy。Thecauseoftheirdistresswasevident;therewasabrokenbrownpitcher,andalittlepoolofspiltmilkontheroad。
  ’Hollo!Hollo!What’sallthis?’saidtheminister。’why,whathaveyoubeenabout,Tommy,’liftingthelittlepetticoatedlad,whowaslyingsobbing,withonevigorousarm。Tommylookedathimwithsurpriseinhisroundeyes,butnoaffright——theywereevidentlyoldacquaintances。
  ’Mammy’sjug!’saidhe,atlast,beginningtocryafresh。
  ’Well!andwillcryingpiecemammy’sjug,orpickupspiltmilk?Howdidyoumanageit,Tommy?’
  ’He’(jerkinghisheadattheother)’andmewasrunningraces。’
  ’Tommysaidhecouldbeatme,’putintheother。
  ’Now,Iwonderwhatwillmakeyoutwosillyladsmind,andnotrunracesagainwithapitcherofmilkbetweenyou,’saidtheminister,asifmusing。
  ’Imightflogyou,andsosavemammythetrouble;forIdaresayshe’lldoitifIdon’t。’Thefreshburstofwhimperingfrombothshowedtheprobabilityofthis。’OrImighttakeyoutotheHopeFarm,andgiveyousomemoremilk;butthenyou’dberunningracesagain,andmymilkwouldfollowthattotheground,andmakeanotherwhitepool。Ithinkthefloggingwouldbebest——don’tyou?’
  ’Wewouldneverrunracesnomore,’saidtheelderofthetwo。
  ’Thenyou’dnotbeboys;you’dbeangels。’
  ’No,weshouldn’t。’
  ’Whynot?’
  Theylookedintoeachother’seyesforananswertothispuzzlingquestion。
  Atlength,onesaid,’Angelsisdeadfolk。’
  ’Come;we’llnotgettoodeepintotheology。Whatdoyouthinkofmylendingyouatincanwithalidtocarrythemilkhomein?Thatwouldnotbreak,atanyrate;thoughIwouldnotanswerforthemilknotspillingifyouranraces。That’sit!’
  Hehaddroppedhisdaughter’shand,andnowheldouteachofhistothelittlefellows。PhillisandIfollowed,andlistenedtotheprattlewhichtheminister’scompanionsnowpouredouttohim,andwhichhewasevidentlyenjoying。Atacertainpoint,therewasasuddenburstofthetawny,ruddy-eveninglandscape。TheministerturnedroundandquotedalineortwoofLatin。
  ’It’swonderful,’saidhe,’howexactlyVirgilhashittheenduringepithets,nearlytwothousandyearsago,andinItaly;andyethowitdescribestoaTwhatisnowlyingbeforeusintheparishofHeathbridge,county————,England。’
  ’Idaresayitdoes,’saidI,allaglowwithshame,forIhadforgottenthelittleLatinIeverknew。
  TheministershiftedhiseyestoPhillis’sface;itmutelygavehimbackthesympatheticappreciationthatI,inmyignorance,couldnotbestow。
  ’Oh!thisisworsethanthecatechism,’thoughtI;’thatwasonlyrememberingwords。’
  ’Phillis,lass,thoumustgohomewiththeselads,andtelltheirmotherallabouttheraceandthemilk。Mammymustalwaysknowthetruth,’nowspeakingtothechildren。’Andtellher,too,frommethatIhavegotthebestbirchrodintheparish;andthatifsheeverthinksherchildrenwantafloggingshemustbringthemtome,and,ifIthinktheydeserveit,I’llgiveitthembetterthanshecan。’SoPhillisledthechildrentowardsthedairy,somewhereinthebackyard,andIfollowedtheministerinthroughthe’curate’intothehouse-place。
  ’Theirmother,’saidhe,’isabitofavixen,andapttopunishherchildrenwithoutrhymeorreason。Itrytokeeptheparishrodaswellastheparishbull。’
  Hesatedowninthethree-corneredchairbythefire-side,andlookedaroundtheemptyroom。
  ’Where’sthemissus?’saidhetohimself。Butshewastherehome——byalook,byatouch,nothingmore——assoonassheinaminute;itwasherregularplantogivehimhiswelcomecouldafterhisreturn,andhehadmissedhernow。Regardlessofmypresence,hewentovertheday’sdoingstoher;andthen,gettingup,hesaidhemustgoandmakehimself’reverend’,andthatthenwewouldhaveacupofteaintheparlour。Theparlourwasalargeroomwithtwocasementedwindowsontheothersideofthebroadflaggedpassageleadingfromtherector-doortothewidestaircase,withitsshallow,polishedoakensteps,onwhichnocarpetwaseverlaid。Theparlour-floorwascoveredinthemiddlebyahome-madecarpetingofneedleworkandlist。OneortwoquaintfamilypicturesoftheHolmanfamilyhungroundthewalls;thefire-grateandironsweremuchornamentedwithbrass;andonatableagainstthewallbetweenthewindows,agreatbeau-potofflowerswasplaceduponthefoliovolumesofMatthewHenry’sBible。Itwasacomplimenttometousethisroom,andItriedtobegratefulforit;butweneverhadourmealsthereafterthatfirstday,andIwasgladofit;forthelargehouse-place,livingroom,dining-room,whicheveryoumightliketocallit,wastwiceascomfortableandcheerful。Therewasaruginfrontofthegreatlargefire-place,andanovenbythegrate,andacrook,withthekettlehangingfromit,overthebrightwood-fire;everythingthatoughttobeblackandPolishedinthatroomwasblackandPolished;andtheflags,andwindow-curtains,andsuchthingsasweretobewhiteandclean,werejustspotlessintheirpurity。Oppositetothefire-place,extendingthewholelengthoftheroom,wasanoakenshovel-board,withtherightinclineforaskilfulplayertosendtheweightsintotheprescribedspace。Therewerebasketsofwhiteworkabout,andasmallshelfofbookshungagainstthewall,booksusedforreading,andnotforproppingupabeau-potofflowers。ItookdownoneortwoofthosebooksoncewhenIwasleftaloneinthehouse-placeonthefirstevening——Virgil,Caesar,aGreekgrammar——oh,dear!ah,me!andPhillisHolman’snameineachofthem!Ishutthemup,andputthembackintheirplaces,andwalkedasfarawayfromthebookshelfasIcould。Yes,andIgavemycousinPhillisawideberth,asthoughshewassittingatherworkquietlyenough,andherhairwaslookingmoregolden,herdarkeyelasheslonger,herroundpillarofathroatwhiterthanever。Wehaddonetea,andwehadreturnedintothehouse-placethattheministermightsmokehispipewithoutfearofcontaminatingthedrabdamaskwindow-curtainsoftheparlour。Hehadmadehimself’reverend’byputtingononeofthevoluminouswhitemuslinneckclothsthatIhadseencousinHolmanironingthatfirstvisitIhadpaidtotheHopeFarm,andbymakingoneortwootherunimportantchangesinhisdress。Hesatelookingsteadilyatme,butwhetherhesawmeornotIcannottell。AtthetimeIfanciedthathedid,andwasgaugingmeinsomeunknownfashioninhissecretmind。Everynowandthenhetookhispipeoutofhismouth,knockedouttheashes,andaskedmesomefreshquestion。Aslongastheserelatedtomyacquirementsormyreading,I
  shuffleduneasilyanddidnotknowwhattoanswer。By-and-byhegotroundtothemorepracticalsubjectofrailroads,andonthisIwasmoreathome。
  Ireallyhadtakenaninterestinmywork;norwouldMrHoldsworth,indeed,havekeptmeinhisemploymentifIhadnotgivenmymindaswellasmytimetoit;andIwas,besides,fullofthedifficultieswhichbesetusjustthen,owingtoournotbeingabletofindasteadybottomontheHeathbridgemoss,overwhichwewishedtocarryourline。Inthemidstofallmyeagernessinspeakingaboutthis,Icouldnothelpbeingstruckwiththeextremepertinenceofhisquestions。Idonotmeanthathedidnotshowignoranceofmanyofthedetailsofengineering:thatwastohavebeenexpected;
  butonthepremiseshehadgotholdof;hethoughtclearlyandreasonedlogically。Phillis——solikehimasshewasbothinbodyandmind——keptstoppingatherworkandlookingatme,tryingtofullyunderstandallthatIsaid。Ifeltshedid;andperhapsitmademetakemorepainsinusingclearexpressions,andarrangingmywords,thanIotherwiseshould。
  ’SheshallseeIknowsomethingworthknowing,thoughitmayn’tbeherdead-and-gonelanguages,’thoughtI。
  ’Isee,’saidtheminister,atlength。’Iunderstanditall。You’veaclear,goodheadofyourown,mylad,——choosehowyoucamebyit。’
  ’Frommyfather,’saidI,proudly。’Haveyounotheardofhisdiscoveryofanewmethodofshunting?ItwasintheGazette。Itwaspatented。
  IthoughteveryonehadheardofManning’spatentwinch。’
  ’Wedon’tknowwhoinventedthealphabet,’saidhe,halfsmiling,andtakinguphispipe。
  ’No,Idaresaynot,sir,’repliedI,halfoffended;’that’ssolongago。’
  Puff——puff——puff。
  ’Butyourfathermustbeanotableman。Iheardofhimoncebefore;
  anditisnotmanyaonefiftymilesawaywhosefamereachesHeathbridge。’
  ’Myfatherisanotableman,sir。Itisnotmethatsaysso;itisMrHoldsworth,and——andeverybody。’
  ’Heisrighttostandupforhisfather,’saidcousinHolman,asifshewerepleadingforme。
  Ichafedinwardly,thinkingthatmyfatherneedednoonetostandupforhim。Hewasmansufficientforhimself。
  ’Yes——heisright,’saidtheminister,placidly。’Right,becauseitcomesfromhisheart——right,too,asIbelieve,inpointoffact。Elsethereismanyayoungcockerelthatwillstanduponadunghillandcrowabouthisfather,bywayofmakinghisownplumagetoshine。Ishouldliketoknowthyfather,’hewenton,turningstraighttome,withakindly,franklookinhiseyes。
  ButIwasvexed,andwouldtakenonotice。Presently,havingfinishedhispipe,hegotupandlefttheroom。Phillisputherworkhastilydown,andwentafterhim。Inaminuteortwoshereturned,andsatedownagain。
  Notlongafter,andbeforeIhadquiterecoveredmygoodtemper,heopenedthedooroutofwhichhehadpassed,andcalledtometocometohim。I
  wentacrossanarrowstonepassageintoastrange,many-corneredroom,nottenfeetinarea,partstudy,partcountinghouse,lookingintothefarm-yard;withadesktositat,adesktostandat,aSpittoon,asetofshelveswitholddivinitybooksuponthem;another,smaller,filledwithbooksonfarriery,farming,manures,andsuchsubjects,withpiecesofpapercontainingmemorandastuckagainstthewhitewashedwallswithwafers,nails,pins,anythingthatcamereadiesttohand;aboxofcarpenter’stoolsonthefloor,andsomemanuscriptsinshort-handonthedesk。
  Heturnedround,halflaughing。’ThatfoolishgirlofminethinksI
  havevexedyou’——puttinghislarge,powerfulhandonmyshoulder。’"Nay,"
  saysI,"kindlymeantiskidneytaken"——isitnotso?’
  ’Itwasnotquite,sir,’repliedI,vanquishedbyhismanner;’butitshallbeinfuture。’
  ’Come,that’sright。YouandIshallbefriends。Indeed,it’snotmanyaoneIwouldbringinhere。ButIwasreadingabookthismorning,andIcouldnotmakeitout;itisabookthatwasleftherebymistakeoneday;IhadsubscribedtoBrotherRobinson’ssermons;andIwasgladtoseethisinsteadofthem,forsermonsthoughtheybe,they’re……well,nevermind!Itook’emboth,andmademyoldcoatdoabitlonger;butall’sfishthatcomestomynet。Ihavefewerbooksthanleisuretoreadthem,andIhaveaprodigiousbigappetite。Hereitis。’
  Itwasavolumeofstiffmechanics,involvingmanytechnicalterms,andsomeratherdeepmathematics。Theselast,whichwouldhavepuzzledme,seemedeasyenoughtohim;allthathewantedwastheexplanationsofthetechnicalwords,whichIcouldeasilygive。
  Whilehewaslookingthroughthebooktofindtheplaceswherehehadbeenpuzzled,mywanderingeyecaughtonsomeofthepapersonthewall,andIcouldnothelpreadingone,whichhasstuckbymeeversince。Atfirst,itseemedakindofweeklydiary;butthenIsawthatthesevendayswereportionedoutforspecialprayersandintercessions:Mondayforhisfamily,Tuesdayforenemies,WednesdayfortheIndependentchurches,Thursdayforallotherchurches,Fridayforpersonsafflicted,Saturdayforhisownsoul,Sundayforallwanderersandsinners,thattheymightbebroughthometothefold。
  Wewerecalledbackintothehouse-placetohavesupper。Adooropeningintothekitchenwasopened;andallstoodupinbothrooms,whiletheminister,tall,large,onehandrestingonthespreadtable,theotherliftedup,said,inthedeepvoicethatwouldhavebeenloudhaditnotbeensofullandrich,butwithoutthepeculiaraccentortwangthatI
  believeisconsidereddevoutbysomepeople,’Whetherweeatordrink,orwhatsoeverwedo,letusdoalltothegloryofGod。’
  Thesupperwasanimmensemeat-pie。Weofthehouse-placewerehelpedfirst;thentheministerhitthehandleofhisbuck-horncarving-knifeonthetableonce,andsaid,——
  ’Nowornever,’whichmeant,didanyofuswantanymore;andwhenwehadalldeclined,eitherbysilenceorbywords,heknockedtwicewithhisknifeonthetable,andBettycameinthroughtheopendoor,andcarriedoffthegreatdishtothekitchen,whereanoldmanandayoungone,andahelp-girl,wereawaitingtheirmeal。
  ’Shutthedoor,ifyouwill,’saidtheministertoBetty。
  ’That’sinhonourofyou,’saidcousinHolman,inatoneofsatisfaction,asthedoorwasshut。’whenwe’venostrangerwithus,theministerissofondofkeepingthedoorOpen,andtalkingtothemenandmaids,justasmuchastoPhillisandme。
  ’Itbringsusalltogetherlikeahouseholdjustbeforewemeetasahouseholdinprayer,’saidhe,inexplanation。’Buttogobacktowhatweweretalkingabout——canyoutellmeofanysimplebookondynamicsthatIcouldputinmypocket,andstudyalittleatleisuretimesintheday?’
  ’Leisuretimes,father?’saidPhillis,withanearerapproachtoasmilethanIhadyetseenonherface。
  ’Yes;leisuretimes,daughter。Thereismanyanoddminutelostinwaitingforotherfolk;andnowthatrailroadsarecomingsonearus,itbehovesustoknowsomethingaboutthem。’
  Ithoughtofhisowndescriptionofhis’prodigiousbigappetite’forlearning。Andhehadagoodappetiteofhisownforthemorematerialvictualbeforehim。ButIsaw,orfanciedIsaw,thathehadsomeruleforhimselfinthematterbothoffoodanddrink。
  Assoonassupperwasdonethehouseholdassembledforprayer。Itwasalongimpromptueveningprayer;anditwouldhaveseemeddesultoryenoughhadInothadaglimpseofthekindofdaythatprecededit,andsobeenabletofindacluetothethoughtsthatprecededthedisjointedutterances;
  forhekepttherekneelingdowninthecentreofacircle,hiseyesshut,hisoutstretchedhandspressedpalmtopalm——sometimeswithalongpauseofsilencewasanythingelsehewishedto’laybeforetheLord!(tousehisownexpression)——beforeheconcludedwiththeblessing。Heprayedforthecattleandlivecreatures,rathertomysurprise;formyattentionhadbeguntowander,tillitwasrecalledbythefamiliarwords。
  AndhereImustnotforgettonameanoddincidentattheconclusionoftheprayer,andbeforewehadrisenfromourknees(indeedbeforeBettywaswellawake,forshemadeapracticeofhavingasoundnap,herwearyheadlyingonherstalwartarms);theminister,stillkneelinginourmidst,butwithhiseyeswideopen,andhisarmsdroppedbyhisside,spoketotheelderman,whoturnedroundonhiskneestoattend。’John,didstseethatDaisyhadherwarmmashto-night;forwemustnotneglectthemeans,John——twoquartsofgruel,aspoonfulofginger,andagillofbeer——thepoorbeastneedsit,andIfearitslippedOutofmymindtotellthee;
  andherewasIaskingablessingandneglectingthemeans,whichisamockery,’
  saidhe,droppinghisvoice。
  Beforewewenttobedhetoldmeheshouldseelittleornothingmoreofmeduringmyvisit,whichwastoendonSundayevening,ashealwaysgaveupbothSaturdayandSabbathtohisworkintheministry。IrememberedthatthelandlordattheinnhadtoldmethisonthedaywhenIfirstInquiredaboutthesenewrelationsofmine;andIdidnotdisliketheopportunitywhichIsawwouldbeaffordedmeofbecomingmoreacquaintedwithcousinHolmanandPhillis,thoughIearnestlyhopedthatthelatterwouldnotattackmeonthesubjectofthedeadlanguages。
  Iwenttobed,anddreamedthatIwasastallascousinPhillis,andhadasuddenandmiraculousgrowthofwhisker,andastillmoremiraculousacquaintancewithLatinandGreek。Alas!Iwakenedupstillashort,beardlesslad,with’tempusfugit’formysoleremembranceofthelittleLatinIhadoncelearnt。WhileIwasdressing,abrightthoughtcameoverme:
  IcouldquestioncousinPhillis,insteadofherquestioningme,andsomanagetokeepthechoiceofthesubjectsofconversationinmyownpower。
  Earlyasitwas,everyonehadbreakfasted,andmybasinofbreadandmilkwasputontheoven-toptoawaitmycomingdown。Everyonewasgoneabouttheirwork。Thefirsttocomeintothehouse-placewasPhilliswithabasketofeggs。Faithfultomyresolution,Iasked,——
  ’Whatarethose?’
  Shelookedatmeforamoment,andthensaidgravely,——
  ’Potatoes!’
  ’No!theyarenot,’saidI。’Theyareeggs。Whatdoyoumeanbysayingtheyarepotatoes?’
  ’Whatdoyoumeanbyaskingmewhattheywere,whentheywereplaintobeseen?’retortedshe。
  Wewerebothgettingalittleangrywitheachother。
  ’Idon’tknow。Iwantedtobegintotalktoyou;andIwasafraidyouwouldtalktomeaboutbooksasyoudidyesterday。Ihavenotreadmuch;
  andyouandtheministerhavereadsomuch。’
  ’Ihavenot,’saidshe。’Butyouareourguest;andmothersaysImustmakeitpleasanttoyou。Wewon’ttalkofbooks。Whatmustwetalkabout?’
  ’Idon’tknow。Howoldareyou?’
  ’SeventeenlastMay。Howoldareyou?’
  ’Iamnineteen。Olderthanyoubynearlytwoyears,’saidI,drawingmyselfuptomyfullheight。
  ’Ishouldnothavethoughtyouwereabovesixteen,’shereplied,asquietlyasifshewerenotsayingthemostprovokingthingshepossiblycould。Thencameapause。
  ’Whatareyougoingtodonow?’askedI。
  ’Ishouldbedustingthebed-chambers;butmothersaidIhadbetterstayandmakeitpleasanttoyou,’saidshe,alittleplaintively,asifdustingroomswasfartheeasiesttask。
  ’Willyoutakemetoseethelive-stock?Ilikeanimals,thoughIdon’tknowmuchaboutthem。’
  ’Oh,doyou?Iamsoglad!Iwasafraidyouwouldnotlikeanimals,asyoudidnotlikebooks。’
  Iwonderedwhyshesaidthis。Ithinkitwasbecauseshehadbeguntofancyallourtastesmustbedissimilar。Wewenttogetherallthroughthefarm-yard;wefedthepoultry,shekneelingdownwithherpinaforefullofcornandmeal,andtemptingthelittletimid,downychickensuponit,muchtotheanxietyofthefussyruffledhen,theirmother。Shecalledtothepigeons,whofluttereddownatthesoundofhervoice。SheandI
  examinedthegreatsleekcart-horses;sympathizedinourdislikeofpigs;
  fedthecalves;coaxedthesickcow,Daisy;andadmiredtheothersoutatpasture;andcamebacktiredandhungryanddirtyatdinner-time,havingquiteforgottenthatthereweresuchthingsasdeadlanguages,andconsequentlycapitalfriends。PARTIICousinHolmangavemetheweeklycountynewspapertoreadaloudtoher,whileshemendedstockingsoutofahighpiled-upbasket,Phillishelpinghermother。Ireadandread,unregardfulofthewordsIwasuttering,thinkingofallmannerofotherthings;ofthebrightcolourofPhillis’shair,astheafternoonsunfellonherbendinghead;ofthesilenceofthehouse,whichenabledmetohearthedoubletickoftheoldclockwhichstoodhalf-wayupthestairs;ofthevarietyofinarticulatenoiseswhichcousinHolmanmadewhileIread,toshowhersympathy,wonder,orhorroratthenewspaperintelligence。ThetranquilmonotonyofthathourmademefeelasifIhadlivedforever,andshouldliveforeverdroningoutparagraphsinthatwarmsunnyroom)withmytwoquiethearers,andthecurled-uppussycatsleepingonthehearth-rug,andtheclockonthehouse-stairsperpetuallyclickingoutthepassageofthemoments。By-and-byBettytheservantcametothedoorintothekitchen,andmadeasigntoPhillis,whoputherhalf-mendedstockingdown,andwentawaytothekitchenwithoutaword。LookingatcousinHolmanaminuteortwoafterwards,Isawthatshehaddroppedherchinuponherbreast,andhadfallenfastasleep。Iputthenewspaperdown,andwasnearlyfollowingherexample,whenawaftofairfromsomeunseensource,slightlyopenedthedoorofcommunicationwiththekitchen,thatPhillismusthaveleftunfastened;andIsawpartofherfigureasshesatebythedresser,peelingappleswithquickdexterityoffinger,butwithrepeatedturningsofherheadtowardssomebooklyingonthedresserbyher。Isoftlyrose,andassoftlywentintothekitchen,andlookedoverhershoulder;beforeshewasawareofmyneighbourhood,Ihadseenthatthebookwasinalanguageunknowntome,andtherunningtitlewasL’Inferno。JustasIwasmakingouttherelationshipofthiswordto’infernal’,shestartedandturnedround,and,asifcontinuingherthoughtasshespoke,shesighedout,——
  ’Oh!itissodifficult!Canyouhelpme?’puttingherfingerbelowaline。
  ’Me!I!Idon’tevenknowwhatlanguageitisin!’
  ’Don’tyouseeitisDante?’shereplied,almostpetulantly;shedidsowanthelp。
  ’Italian,then?’saidI,dubiously;forIwasnotquitesure。
  ’Yes。AndIdosowanttomakeitout。Fathercanhelpmealittle,forheknowsLatin;butthenhehassolittletime。’
  ’Youhavenotmuch,Ishouldthink,ifyouhaveoftentotryanddotwothingsatonce,asyouaredoingnow。
  ’Oh!that’snothing!Fatherboughtaheapofoldbookscheap。AndI
  knewsomethingaboutDantebefore;andIhavealwayslikedVirgilsomuch。
  Paringapplesisnothing,ifIcouldonlymakeoutthisoldItalian。I
  wishyouknewit。’
  ’IwishIdid,’saidI,movedbyherimpetuosityoftone。’If,now,onlyMrHoldsworthwerehere;hecanspeakItalianlikeanything,Ibelieve。’
  ’WhoisMrHoldsworth?’saidPhillis,lookingup。
  ’Oh,he’sourheadengineer。He’saregularfirst-ratefellow!Hecandoanything;’myhero-worshipandmyprideinmychiefallcomingintoplay。Besides,ifIwasnotcleverandbook-learnedmyself,itwassomethingtobelongtosomeonewhowas。
  ’HowisitthathespeaksItalian?’askedPhillis。
  ’HehadtomakearailwaythroughPiedmont,whichisinItaly,Ibelieve;
  andhehadtotalktoalltheworkmeninItalian;andIhaveheardhimsaythatfornearlytwoyearshehadonlyItalianbookstoreadinthequeeroutlandishplaceshewasin。’
  ’Oh,dear!’saidPhillis;’Iwish——’andthenshestopped。Iwasnotquitesurewhethertosaythenextthingthatcameintomymind;butI
  saidit。
  ’CouldIaskhimanythingaboutyourbook,oryourdifficulties?’
  Shewassilentforaminuteorso,andthenshemadereply,——
  ’No!Ithinknot。Thankyouverymuch,though。Icangenerallypuzzleathingoutintime。Andthen,perhaps,Irememberitbetterthanifsomeonehadhelpedme。I’llputitawaynow,andyoumustmoveoff,forI’vegottomakethepasteforthepies;wealwayshaveacolddinneronSabbaths。’
  ’ButImaystayandhelpyou,mayn’tI?’
  ’Oh,yes;notthatyoucanhelpatall,butIliketohaveyouwithme。’
  Iwasbothflatteredandannoyedatthisstraightforwardavowal。Iwaspleasedthatshelikedme;butIwasyoungcoxcombenoughtohavewishedtoplaythelover,andIwasquitewiseenoughtoperceivethatifshehadanyideaofthekindinherheadshewouldneverhavespokenoutsofrankly。Icomfortedmyselfimmediately,however,byfindingoutthatthegrapesweresour。Agreattallgirlinapinafore,halfaheadtallerthanIwas,readingbooksthatIhadneverheardof,andtalkingaboutthemtoo,asoffarmoreinterestthananymerepersonalsubjects;thatwasthelastdayonwhichIeverthoughtofmydearcousinPhillisasthepossiblemistressofmyheartandlife。Butwewereallthegreaterfriendsforthisideabeingutterlyputawayandburiedoutofsight。
  LateintheeveningtheministercamehomefromHornby。Hehadbeencallingonthedifferentmembersofhisflock;andunsatisfactoryworkithadprovedtohim,itseemedfromthefragmentsthatdroppedoutofhisthoughtsintohistalk。
  ’Idon’tseethemen;theyareallattheirbusiness,theirshops,ortheirwarehouses;theyoughttobethere。Ihavenofaulttofindwiththem;onlyifapastor’steachingorwordsofadmonitionaregoodforanything,theyareneededbythemenasmuchasbythewomen。’
  ’Cannotyougoandseethemintheirplacesofbusiness,andremindthemoftheirChristianprivilegesandduties,minister?’askedcousinHolman,whoevidentlythoughtthatherhusband’swordscouldneverbeoutofplace。