"Itmustbedeucedlypleasantforaplain,inanimategirllikethattohaveabeautifulyoungfellowcomeandsitdownbesideher,andwhispertoherthatheisherslave-ifthatiswhatthisonewhispers。Nowondershelikesit,andthatshethinksmeacrueltyrant,whichofcourseshedoes,thoughsheisafraid-shehasn'ttheanimationnecessary-toadmitittoherself。PooroldCatherine!"
  musedthedoctor,"IverilybelievesheiscapableofdefendingmewhenTownsendabusesme!"
  Andtheforceofthisreflection,forthemoment,wassuchinmakinghimfeelthenaturaloppositionbetweenhispointofviewandthatofaninfatuatedchild,thathesaidtohimselfthathewasperhapsafteralltakingthingstoohard,andcryingoutbeforehewashurt。
  HemustnotcondemnMorrisTownsendunheard。Hehadagreataversiontotakingthingstoohard;hethoughtthathalfthediscomfortandmanyofthedisappointmentsoflifecomefromit;andforaninstantheaskedhimselfwhether,possibly,hedidnotappearridiculoustothisintelligentyoungman,whoseprivateperceptionofincongruitieshesuspectedofbeingkeen。AttheendofaquarterofanhourCatherinehadgotridofhim,andTownsendwasnowstandingbeforethefireplaceinconversationwithMrs。Almond。
  "Wewilltryhimagain,"saidthedoctor。Andhecrossedtheroomandjoinedhissisterandhercompanion,makingherasignthatsheshouldleavetheyoungmantohim。Shepresentlydidso,whileMorrislookedathim,smiling,withoutasignofevasivenessinhisaffableeye。
  "He'samazinglyconceited!"thoughtthedoctor;andthenhesaid,aloud,"Iamtoldyouarelookingoutforaposition。"
  "Oh,apositionismorethanIshouldpresumetocallit,"MorrisTownsendanswered。"Thatsoundssofine。Ishouldlikesomequietwork-somethingtoturnanhonestpenny。"
  "Whatsortofthingshouldyouprefer?"
  "DoyoumeanwhatamIfitfor?Verylittle,Iamafraid。Ihavenothingbutmygoodrightarm,astheysayinthemelodramas。"
  "Youaretoomodest,"saidthedoctor。"Inadditiontoyourgoodrightarmyouhaveyoursubtlebrain。IknownothingofyoubutwhatI
  see;butIseebyyourphysiognomythatyouareextremelyintelligent。"
  "Ah,"Townsendmurmured,"Idon'tknowwhattoanswerwhenyousaythat。Youadviseme,then,nottodespair?"
  Andhelookedathisinterlocutorasifthequestionmighthaveadoublemeaning。Thedoctorcaughtthelookandweigheditamomentbeforehereplied。"Ishouldbeverysorrytoadmitthatarobustandwell-disposedyoungmanneedeverdespair。Ifhedoesn'tsucceedinonething,hecantryanother。Only,Ishouldadd,heshouldchoosehislinewithdiscretion。"
  "Ah,yes,withdiscretion,"MorrisTownsendrepeated,sympathetically。"Well,Ihavebeenindiscreet,formerly;butI
  thinkIhavegotoverit。Iamverysteadynow。"Andhestoodamoment,lookingdownathisremarkablyneatshoes。Thenatlast,"Wereyoukindlyintendingtoproposesomethingformyadvantage?"heinquired,lookingupandsmiling。
  momenthereflectedthathehimselfhad,afterall,touchedfirstuponthisdelicatepoint,andthathiswordsmighthavebeenconstruedasanofferofassistance。"Ihavenoparticularproposaltomake,"hepresentlysaid,"butitoccurredtometoletyouknowthatIhaveyouinmymind。Sometimesonehearsofopportunities。Forinstance,shouldyouobjecttoleavingNewYork-togoingtoadistance?"
  "IamafraidIshouldn'tbeabletomanagethat。Imustseekmyfortunehereornowhere。Yousee,"addedMorrisTownsend,"Ihaveties-Ihaveresponsibilitieshere。Ihaveasister,awidow,fromwhomIhavebeenseparatedforalongtime,andtowhomIamalmosteverything。Ishouldn'tliketosaytoherthatImustleaveher。
  Sheratherdependsuponme,yousee。"
  "Ah,that'sveryproper;familyfeelingisveryproper,"saidDoctorSloper。"Ioftenthinkthereisnotenoughofitinourcity。I
  thinkIhaveheardofyoursister。"
  "Itispossible,butIratherdoubtit;shelivessoveryquietly。"
  "Asquietly,youmean,"thedoctorwenton,withashortlaugh,"asaladymaydowhohasseveralyoungchildren。"
  "Ah,mylittlenephewsandnieces-that'stheverypoint!Iamhelpingtobringthemup,"saidMorrisTownsend。"Iamakindofamateurtutor;Igivethemlessons。"
  "That'sveryproper,asIsay;butitishardlyacareer。"
  "Itwon'tmakemyfortune,"theyoungmanconfessed。
  "Youmustnotbetoomuchbentonafortune,"saidthedoctor。
  "ButIassureyouIwillkeepyouinmind;Iwon'tlosesightofyou。"
  "IfmysituationbecomesdesperateIshallperhapstakethelibertyofremindingyou,"Morrisrejoined,raisinghisvoicealittle,withabrightersmile,ashisinterlocutorturnedaway。
  BeforeheleftthehousethedoctorhadafewwordswithMrs。
  Almond。
  "Ishouldliketoseehissister,"hesaid。"Whatdoyoucallher-
  Mrs。Montgomery?Ishouldliketohavealittletalkwithher。"
  "Iwilltryandmanageit,"Mrs。Almondresponded。"Iwilltakethefirstopportunityofinvitingher,andyoushallcomeandmeether;unless,indeed,"Mrs。Almondadded,"Shefirsttakesitintoherheadtobesickandtosendforyou。"
  "Ahno,notthat;shemusthavetroubleenoughwithoutthat。Butitwouldhaveitsadvantages,forthenIshouldseethechildren。I
  shouldlikeverymuchtoseethechildren。"
  "Youareverythorough。Doyouwanttocatechizethemabouttheiruncle?"
  "Precisely。Theiruncletellsmehehaschargeoftheireducation,thathesavestheirmothertheexpenseofschoolbills。Ishouldliketoaskthemafewquestionsinthecommonerbranches。"
  "Hecertainlyhasnotthecutofaschoolmaster,"Mrs。Almondsaidtoherselfashorttimeafterward,asshesawMorrisTownsendinacornerbendingoverherniece,whowasseated。
  Andtherewas,indeed,nothingintheyoungman'sdiscourseatthismomentthatsavoredofthepedagogue。
  "Willyoumeetmesomewheretomorrowornextday?"hesaid,inalowtone,toCatherine。
  "Meetyou?"sheasked,liftingherfrightenedeyes。
  "Ihavesomethingparticulartosaytoyou-veryparticular。"
  "Can'tyoucometothehouse?Can'tyousayitthere?"
  Townsendshookhisheadgloomily。"Ican'tenteryourdoorsagain。"
  "Oh,Mr。Townsend!"murmuredCatherine。Shetrembledasshewonderedwhathadhappened-whetherherfatherhadforbiddenit。
  "Ican't,inself-respect,"saidtheyoungman。"Yourfatherhasinsultedme。"
  "Insultedyou!"
  "Hehastauntedmewithmypoverty。"
  "Oh,youaremistaken-youmisunderstoodhim!"Catherinespokewithenergy,gettingupfromherchair。
  "PerhapsIamtooproud-toosensitive。Butwouldyouhavemeotherwise?"heasked,tenderly。
  "Wheremyfatherisconcerned,youmustnotbesure。Heisfullofgoodness,"saidCatherine。
  "Helaughedatmeforhavingnoposition。Itookitquietly;butonlybecausehebelongstoyou。"
  "Idon'tknow,"saidCatherine,"Idon'tknowwhathethinks。Iamsurehemeanstobekind。Youmustnotbetooproud。"
  "Iwillbeproudonlyofyou,"Morrisanswered。"WillyoumeetmeintheSquareintheafternoon?"
  AgreatblushonCatherine'sparthadbeentheanswertothedeclarationIhavejustquoted。Sheturnedaway,heedlessofhisquestion。
  "Willyoumeetme?"herepeated。"Itisveryquietthere-nooneneedseeus-towarddusk。"
  "Itisyouwhoareunkind,itisyouwholaugh,whenyousaysuchthingsasthat。"
  "Mydeargirl!"theyoungmanmurmured。
  "Youknowhowlittlethereisinmetobeproudof。Iamuglyandstupid。"
  Morrisgreetedthisremarkwithanardentmurmur,inwhichsherecognizednothingarticulatebutanassurancethatshewashisowndearest。
  Butshewenton。"Iamnoteven-Iamnoteven-"Andshepausedamoment。
  "Youarenotwhat?"
  "Iamnotevenbrave。"
  "Ah,then,ifyouareafraid,whatshallwedo?"
  Shehesitatedawhile;thenatlast,"Youmustcometothehouse,"
  shesaid。"Iamnotafraidofthat。"
  "IwouldratheritwereintheSquare,"theyoungmanurged。"Youknowhowemptyitis,often。Noonewillseeus。"
  "Idon'tcarewhoseesus。Butleavemenow。"
  Heleftherresignedly;hehadgotwhathewanted。Fortunatelyhewasignorantthathalfanhourlater,goinghomewithherfather,andfeelinghimnear,thepoorgirl,inspiteofhersuddendeclarationofcourage,begantotrembleagain。Herfathersaidnothing;butshehadanideahiseyeswerefixeduponherinthedarkness。Mrs。Pennimanalsowassilent;MorrisTownsendhadtoldherthatherniecepreferred,unromantically,aninterviewinachintz-coveredparlortoasentimentaltrystbesideafountainsheetedwithdeadleaves,andshewaslostinwondermentattheoddity-almosttheperversity-ofthechoice。
  CHAPTER10。
  CATHERINEreceivedtheyoungmanthenextdayonthegroundshehadchosen-amidstthechasteupholsteryofaNewYorkdrawingroomfurnishedinthefashionoffiftyyearsago。Morrishadswallowedhispride,andmadetheeffortnecessarytocrossthethresholdofhertooderisiveparent-anactofmagnanimitywhichcouldnotfailtorenderhimdoublyinteresting。
  "Wemustsettlesomething-wemusttakealine,"hedeclared,passinghishandthroughhishairandgivingaglanceatthelong,narrowmirrorwhichadornedthespacebetweenthetwowindows,andwhichhadatitsbasealittlegildedbracketcoveredbyathinslabofwhitemarble,supportinginitsturnabackgammonboardfoldedtogetherintheshapeoftwovolumes-twoshiningfoliosinscribed,ingreenish-giltletters,HistoryofEngland。IfMorrishadbeenpleasedtodescribethemasterofthehouseasaheartlessscoffer,itisbecausehethoughthimtoomuchonhisguard,andthiswastheeasiestwaytoexpresshisowndissatisfaction-adissatisfactionwhichhehadmadeapointofconcealingfromthedoctor。Itwillprobablyseemtothereader,however,thatthedoctor'svigilancewasbynomeansexcessive,andthatthesetwoyoungpeoplehadanopenfield。Theirintimacywasnowconsiderable,anditmayappearthat,forashrinkingandretiringperson,ourheroinehadbeenliberalofherfavors。Theyoungman,withinafewdays,hadmadeherlistentothingsforwhichshehadnotsupposedthatshewasprepared;havingalivelyforebodingofdifficulties,heproceededtogainasmuchgroundaspossibleinthepresent。Herememberedthatfortunefavorsthebrave,andevenifhehadforgottenit,Mrs。Pennimanwouldhaveremembereditforhim。Mrs。Pennimandelightedofallthingsinadrama,andsheflatteredherselfthatadramawouldnowbeenacted。
  Combiningasshedidthezealoftheprompterwiththeimpatienceofthespectator,shehadlongsincedoneherutmosttopullupthecurtain。She,too,expectedtofigureintheperformance-tobetheconfidante,thechorus,tospeaktheepilogue。Itmayevenbesaidthatthereweretimeswhenshelostsightaltogetherofthemodestheroineoftheplayinthecontemplationofcertaingreatsceneswhichwouldnaturallyoccurbetweentheheroandherself。
  WhatMorrishadtoldCatherineatlastwassimplythathelovedher,orratheradoredher。Virtually,hehadmadeknownasmuchalready-
  hisvisitshadbeenaseriesofeloquentintimationsofit。Butnowhehadaffirmeditinlover'svows,and,asamemorablesignofit,hehadpassedhisarmroundthegirl'swaistandtakenakiss。ThishappycertitudehadcomesoonerthanCatherineexpected,andshehadregardedit,verynaturally,asapricelesstreasure。Itmayevenbedoubtedwhethershehadeverdefinitelyexpectedtopossessit;shehadnotbeenwaitingforit,andshehadneversaidtoherselfthatatagivenmomentitmustcome。AsIhavetriedtoexplain,shewasnoteagerandexacting;shetookwhatwasgivenherfromdaytoday;andifthedelightfulcustomofherlover'svisits,whichyieldedherahappinessinwhichconfidenceandtimiditywerestrangelyblended,hadsuddenlycometoanend,shewouldnotonlynothavespokenofherselfasoneoftheforsaken,butshewouldnothavethoughtofherselfasoneofthedisappointed。AfterMorrishadkissedher,thelasttimehewaswithher,asaripeassuranceofhisdevotion,shebeggedhimtogoaway,toleaveheralone,toletherthink。Morriswentaway,takinganotherkissfirst。ButCatherine'smeditationshadlackedacertaincoherence。Shefelthiskissesonherlipsandonhercheeksforalongtimeafterward;thesensationwasratheranobstaclethananaidtoreflection。Shewouldhavelikedtoseehersituationallclearlybeforeher,tomakeuphermindwhatsheshoulddoif,asshefeared,herfathershouldtellherthathedisapprovedofMorrisTownsend。Butallthatshecouldseewithanyvividnesswasthatitwasterriblystrangethatanyoneshoulddisapproveofhim;thattheremustinthatcasebesomemistake,somemystery,whichinalittlewhilewouldbesetatrest。Sheputoffdecidingandchoosing;beforethevisionofaconflictwithherfathershedroppedhereyesandsatmotionless,holdingherbreathandwaiting。
  Itmadeherheartbeat;itwasintenselypainful。WhenMorriskissedherandsaidthesethings-thatalsomadeherheartbeat;butthiswasworse,anditfrightenedher。Nevertheless,today,whentheyoungmanspokeofsettlingsomething,takingaline,shefeltthatitwasthetruth,andsheansweredverysimplyandwithouthesitating。
  "Wemustdoourduty,"shesaid。"Wemustspeaktomyfather。Iwilldoittonight;youmustdoittomorrow。"
  "Itisverygoodofyoutodoitfirst,"Morrisanswered。"Theyoungman-thehappylover-generallydoesthat。Butjustasyouplease。"
  ItpleasedCatherinetothinkthatsheshouldbebraveforhissake,andinhersatisfactionsheevengavealittlesmile。"Womenhavemoretact,"shesaid。"Theyoughttodoitfirst。Theyaremoreconciliating;theycanpersuadebetter。"
  "Youwillneedallyourpowersofpersuasion。But,afterall,"
  Morrisadded,"youareirresistible。"
  "Pleasedon'tspeakthatway-andpromisemethis:Tomorrow,whenyoutalkwithFather,youwillbeverygentleandrespectful。"
  "Asmuchsoaspossible,"Morrispromised。"Itwon'tbemuchuse,butIshalltry。Icertainlywouldratherhaveyoueasilythanhavetofightforyou。"
  "Don'ttalkaboutfighting;weshallnotfight。"
  "Ah,wemustbeprepared,"Morrisrejoined,"youespecially,becauseforyouitmustcomehardest。Doyouknowthefirstthingyourfatherwillsaytoyou?"
  "No,Morris;pleasetellme。"
  "HewilltellyouIammercenary。"
  "Mercenary!"
  "It'sabigword,butitmeansalowthing。ItmeansthatIamafteryourmoney。"
  "Oh!"murmuredCatherine,softly。
  TheexclamationwassodeprecatingandtouchingthatMorrisindulgedinanotherlittledemonstrationofaffection。"Buthewillbesuretosayit,"headded。
  "Itwillbeeasytobepreparedforthat,"Catherinesaid。"I
  shallsimplysaythatheismistaken-thatothermenmaybethatway,butthatyouarenot。"
  "Youmustmakeagreatpointofthat,foritwillbehisowngreatpoint。"
  Catherinelookedatherloveraminute,andthenshesaid,"I
  shallpersuadehim。ButIamgladweshallberich,"sheadded。
  Morristurnedaway,lookingintothecrownofhishat。"No,it'samisfortune,"hesaidatlast。"Itisfromthatourdifficultywillcome。"
  "Well,ifitistheworstmisfortune,wearenotsounhappy。Manypeoplewouldnotthinkitsobad。Iwillpersuadehim,andafterthatweshallbeverygladwehavemoney。"
  MorrisTownsendlistenedtothisrobustlogicinsilence。"Iwillleavemydefensetoyou;it'sachargethatamanhastostooptodefendhimselffrom。"
  Catherineonhersidewassilentforawhile;shewaslookingathimwhilehelooked,withagooddealoffixedness,outofthewindow。
  "Morris,"shesaid,abruptly,"areyouverysureyouloveme?"
  Heturnedround,andinamomenthewasbendingoverher。"Myowndearest,canyoudoubtit?"
  "Ihaveonlyknownitfivedays,"shesaid,"butnowitseemstomeasifIcouldneverdowithoutit。"
  "Youwillneverbecalledupontotry。"Andhegavealittletender,reassuringlaugh。Then,inamoment,headded,"Thereissomethingyoumusttellme,too。"Shehadclosedhereyesafterthelastwordssheuttered,andkeptthemclosed;andatthisshenoddedherhead,withoutopeningthem。"Youmusttellme,"hewenton,"thatifyourfatherisdeadagainstme,ifheabsolutelyforbidsourmarriage,youwillstillbefaithful。"
  Catherineopenedhereyes,gazingathim,andshecouldgivenobetterpromisethanwhathereadthere。
  "Youwillcleavetome?"saidMorris。"Youknowyouareyourownmistress-youareofage。"
  "Ah,Morris!"shemurmured,forallanswer;orrathernotforall,forsheputherhandintohisown。Hekeptitawhile,andpresentlyhekissedheragain。Thisisallthatneedberecordedoftheirconversation;butMrs。Penniman,ifshehadbeenpresent,wouldprobablyhaveadmittedthatitwasaswellithadnottakenplacebesidethefountaininWashingtonSquare。
  CHAPTER11。
  CATHERINElistenedforherfatherwhenhecameinthatevening,andsheheardhimgotohisstudy。Shesatquiet,thoughherheartwasbeatingfast,fornearlyhalfanhour;thenshewentandknockedathisdoor-aceremonywithoutwhichshenevercrossedthethresholdofthisapartment。Onenteringitnow,shefoundhiminhischairbesidethefire,entertaininghimselfwithacigarandtheeveningpaper。
  "Ihavesomethingtosaytoyou,"shebeganverygently;andshesatdowninthefirstplacethatoffered。
  "Ishallbeveryhappytohearit,mydear,"saidherfather。Hewaited-waited,lookingather-whileshestared,inalongsilence,atthefire。Hewascuriousandimpatient,forhewassureshewasgoingtospeakofMorrisTownsend;buthelethertakeherowntime,forhewasdeterminedtobeverymild。
  "Iamengagedtobemarried!"Catherineannouncedatlast,stillstaringatthefire。
  Thedoctorwasstartled;theaccomplishedfactwasmorethanhehadexpected;buthebetrayednosurprise。"Youdorighttotellme,"hesimplysaid。"Andwhoisthehappymortalwhomyouhavehonoredwithyourchoice?"
  "Mr。MorrisTownsend。"Andasshepronouncedherlover'snameCatherinelookedathim。Whatshesawwasherfather'sstillgrayeyeandhisclear-cut,definitesmile。Shecontemplatedtheseobjectsforamoment,andthenshelookedbackatthefire;itwasmuchwarmer。
  "Whenwasthisarrangementmade?"thedoctorasked。
  "Thisafternoon-twohoursago。"
  "WasMr。Townsendhere?"
  "Yes,Father;inthefrontparlor。"Shewasverygladthatshewasnotobligedtotellhimthattheceremonyoftheirbetrothalhadtakenplaceoutthereunderthebareailanthustrees。
  "Isitserious?"saidthedoctor。
  "Veryserious,Father。"
  Herfatherwassilentamoment。"Mr。Townsendoughttohavetoldme。"
  "Hemeanstotellyoutomorrow。"
  "AfterIknowallaboutitfromyou?Heoughttohavetoldmebefore。DoeshethinkIdidn'tcare,becauseIleftyousomuchliberty?"
  "Ohno,"saidCatherine,"heknewyouwouldcare。Andwehavebeensomuchobligedtoyoufor-fortheliberty。"
  Thedoctorgaveashortlaugh。"Youmighthavemadeabetteruseofit,Catherine。"
  "Pleasedon'tsaythat,Father!"thegirlurged,softly,fixingherdullandgentleeyesuponhim。
  Hepuffedhiscigarawhile,meditatively。"Youhavegoneveryfast,"
  hesaid,atlast。
  "Yes,"Catherineanswered,simply,"Ithinkwehave。"
  Herfatherglancedatheraninstant,removinghiseyesfromthefire。"Idon'twonderMr。Townsendlikesyou;youaresosimpleandsogood。"
  "Idon'tknowwhyitis;buthedoeslikeme。Iamsureofthat。"
  "AndareyouveryfondofMr。Townsend?"
  "Ilikehimverymuch,ofcourse,orIshouldn'tconsenttomarryhim。"
  "Butyouhaveknownhimaveryshorttime,mydear。"
  "Oh,"saidCatherine,withsomeeagerness,"itdoesn'ttakelongtolikeaperson-whenonceyoubegin。"
  "Youmusthavebegunveryquickly。Wasitthefirsttimeyousawhim-thatnightatyouraunt'sparty?"
  "Idon'tknow,Father,"thegirlanswered。"Ican'ttellyouaboutthat。"
  "Ofcourse;that'syourownaffair。YouwillhaveobservedthatI
  haveactedonthatprinciple。Ihavenotinterfered;Ihaveleftyouyourliberty;Ihaverememberedthatyouarenolongeralittlegirl-thatyouhavearrivedatyearsofdiscretion。"
  "Ifeelveryold-andverywise,"saidCatherine,smilingfaintly。
  "Iamafraidthatbeforelongyouwillfeelolderandwiseryet。I
  don'tlikeyourengagement。"
  "Ah!"Catherineexclaimed,softly,gettingupfromherchair。
  "No,mydear。Iamsorrytogiveyoupain;butIdon'tlikeit。
  Youshouldhaveconsultedmebeforeyousettledit。Ihavebeentooeasywithyou,andIfeelasifyouhadtakenadvantageofmyindulgence。Mostdecidedlyyoushouldhavespokentomefirst。"
  Catherinehesitatedamoment,andthen,"ItwasbecauseIwasafraidyouwouldn'tlikeit,"sheconfessed。
  "Ah,thereitis!Youhadabadconscience。"
  "No,Ihavenotabadconscience,Father!"thegirlcriedout,withconsiderableenergy。"Pleasedon'taccusemeofanythingsodreadful!"Thesewords,infact,representedtoherimaginationsomethingveryterribleindeed,somethingbaseandcruel,whichsheassociatedwithmalefactorsandprisoners。"ItwasbecauseIwasafraid-afraid-"shewenton。
  "Ifyouwereafraid,itwasbecauseyouhadbeenfoolish。"
  "Iwasafraidyoudidn'tlikeMr。Townsend。"
  "Youwerequiteright。Idon'tlikehim。"
  "DearFather,youdon'tknowhim,"saidCatherine,inavoicesotimidlyargumentativethatitmighthavetouchedhim。
  "Verytrue;Idon'tknowhimintimately。ButIknowhimenough;I
  havemyimpressionofhim。Youdon'tknowhimeither。"
  Shestoodbeforethefirewithherhandslightlyclaspedinfrontofher;andherfather,leaningbackinhischairandlookingupather,madethisremarkwithaplaciditythatmighthavebeenirritating。
  Idoubt,however,whetherCatherinewasirritated,thoughshebrokeintoavehementprotest。"Idon'tknowhim?"shecried。"Why,Iknowhim-betterthanIhaveeverknownanyone!"
  "Youknowapartofhim-whathehaschosentoshowyou。Butyoudon'tknowtherest。"
  "Therest?Whatistherest?"
  "Whateveritmaybe,thereissuretobeplentyofit。"
  "Iknowwhatyoumean,"saidCatherine,rememberinghowMorrishadforewarnedher。"Youmeanthatheismercenary。"
  Herfatherlookedupatherstill,withhiscold,quiet,reasonableeye。"IfImeantit,mydear,Ishouldsayit!ButthereisanerrorIwishparticularlytoavoid-thatofrenderingMr。
  Townsendmoreinterestingtoyoubysayinghardthingsabouthim。"
  "Iwon'tthinkthemhardiftheyaretrue,"saidCatherine。
  "Ifyoudon't,youwillbearemarkablysensibleyoungwoman!"
  "Theywillbeyourreasons,atanyrate,andyouwillwantmetohearyourreasons。"
  Thedoctorsmiledalittle。"Verytrue。Youhaveaperfectrighttoaskforthem。"Andhepuffedhiscigarafewmoments。"Verywell,then;withoutaccusingMr。Townsendofbeinginloveonlywithyourfortune-andwiththefortunethatyoujustlyexpect-Iwillsaythatthereiseveryreasontosupposethatthesegoodthingshaveenteredintohiscalculationmorelargelythanatendersolicitudeforyourhappinessstrictlyrequires。Thereis,ofcourse,nothingimpossibleinanintelligentyoungmanentertainingadisinterestedaffectionforyou。Youareanhonest,amiablegirl,andanintelligentyoungmanmighteasilyfinditout。Buttheprincipalthingthatweknowaboutthisyoungman-whois,indeed,veryintelligent-leadsustosupposethat,howevermuchhemayvalueyourpersonalmerits,hevaluesyourmoneymore。Theprincipalthingweknowabouthimisthathehasledalifeofdissipation,andhasspentafortuneofhisownindoingso。Thatisenoughforme,mydear。Iwishyoutomarryayoungmanwithotherantecedents-ayoungmanwhocouldgivepositiveguarantees。IfMorrisTownsendhasspenthisownfortuneinamusinghimself,thereiseveryreasontobelievethathewouldspendyours。"
  Thedoctordeliveredhimselfoftheseremarksslowly,deliberately,withoccasionalpausesandprolongationsofaccent,whichmadenogreatallowanceforpoorCatherine'ssuspenseastohisconclusion。Shesatdownatlast,withherheadbentandhereyesstillfixeduponhim;andstrangelyenough-Ihardlyknowhowtotellit-evenwhileshefeltthatwhathesaidwentsoterriblyagainsther,sheadmiredhisneatnessandnoblenessofexpression。
  Therewassomethinghopelessandoppressiveinhavingtoarguewithherfather;butshetoo,onherside,musttrytobeclear。Hewassoquiet;hewasnotatallangry;andshe,too,mustbequiet。Butherveryefforttobequietmadehertremble。
  "Thatisnottheprincipalthingweknowabouthim,"shesaid;andtherewasatouchofhertremorinhervoice。"Thereareotherthings-
  manyotherthings。Hehasveryhighabilities-hewantssomuchtodosomething。Heiskind,andgenerous,andtrue,"saidpoorCatherine,whohadnotsuspectedhithertotheresourcesofhereloquence。"Andhisfortune-hisfortunethathespent-wasverysmall。"
  "Allthemorereasonheshouldn'thavespentit,"criedthedoctor,gettingupwithalaugh。Then,asCatherine,whohadalsorisentoherfeetagain,stoodthereinherratherangularearnestness,wishingsomuchandexpressingsolittle,hedrewhertowardhimandkissedher。"Youwon'tthinkmecruel?"hesaid,holdingheramoment。
  Thisquestionwasnotreassuring;itseemedtoCatherine,onthecontrary,tosuggestpossibilitieswhichmadeherfeelsick。Butsheansweredcoherentlyenough,"No,dearFather;becauseifyouknewhowIfeel-andyoumustknow,youknoweverything-youwouldbesokind,sogentle。"
  "Yes,IthinkIknowhowyoufeel,"thedoctorsaid。"Iwillbeverykind-besureofthat。AndIwillseeMr。Townsendtomorrow。
  Meanwhile,andforthepresent,besogoodastomentiontonoonethatyouareengaged。"
  CHAPTER12。
  ONTHEMORROW,intheafternoon,hestayedathome,awaitingMr。
  Townsend'scall-aproceedingbywhichitappearedtohim(justlyperhaps,forhewasaverybusyman)thathepaidCatherine'ssuitorgreathonor,andgaveboththeseyoungpeoplesomuchthelesstocomplainof。Morrispresentedhimselfwithacountenancesufficientlyserene-heappearedtohaveforgottenthe"insult"forwhichhehadsolicitedCatherine'ssympathytwoeveningsbefore-andDoctorSloperlostnotimeinlettinghimknowthathehadbeenpreparedforhisvisit。
  "Catherinetoldmeyesterdaywhathasbeengoingonbetweenyou,"hesaid。"Youmustallowmetosaythatitwouldhavebeenbecomingofyoutogivemenoticeofyourintentionsbeforetheyhadgonesofar。"
  "Ishouldhavedoneso,"Morrisanswered,"ifyouhadnothadsomuchtheappearanceofleavingyourdaughteratliberty。Sheseemstomequiteherownmistress。"
  "Literally,sheis。Butshehasnotemancipatedherselfmorallyquitesofar,Itrust,astochooseahusbandwithoutconsultingme。I
  haveleftheratliberty,butIhavenotbeenintheleastindifferent。Thetruthis,thatyourlittleaffairhascometoaheadwitharapiditythatsurprisesme。ItwasonlytheotherdaythatCatherinemadeyouracquaintance。"
  "Itwasnotlongago,certainly,"saidMorris,withgreatgravity。
  "Iadmitthatwehavenotbeenslowto-toarriveatanunderstanding。
  Butthatwasverynatural,fromthemomentweweresureofourselves-andofeachother。MyinterestinMissSloperbeganthefirsttimeIsawher。"
  "Diditnotbychanceprecedeyourfirstmeeting?"thedoctorasked。
  Morrislookedathimaninstant。"Icertainlyhadalreadyheardthatshewasacharminggirl。"
  "Acharminggirl-that'swhatyouthinkher?"
  "Assuredly。OtherwiseIshouldnotbesittinghere。"
  Thedoctormeditatedamoment。"Mydearyoungman,"hesaidatlast,"youmustbeverysusceptible。AsCatherine'sfatherIhave,I
  trust,ajustandtenderappreciationofhermanygoodqualities;
  butIdon'tmindtellingyouthatIhaveneverthoughtofherasacharminggirl,andneverexpectedanyoneelsetodoso。"
  MorrisTownsendreceivedthisstatementwithasmilethatwasnotwhollydevoidofdeference。"Idon'tknowwhatImightthinkofherifIwereherfather。Ican'tputmyselfinthatplace。Ispeakfrommyownpointofview。"
  "Youspeakverywell,"saidthedoctor,"butthatisnotallthatisnecessary。ItoldCatherineyesterdaythatIdisapprovedofherengagement。"
  "Sheletmeknowasmuch,andIwasverysorrytohearit。Iamgreatlydisappointed。"AndMorrissatinsilenceawhile,lookingatthefloor。
  "DidyoureallyexpectIwouldsayIwasdelighted,andthrowmydaughterintoyourarms?"
  "Ohno;Ihadanideayoudidn'tlikeme。"
  "Whatgaveyoutheidea?"
  "ThefactthatIampoor。"
  "Thathasaharshsound,"saidthedoctor,"butitisaboutthetruth-speakingofyoustrictlyasason-in-law。Yourabsenceofmeans,ofaprofession,ofvisibleresourcesorprospects,placesyouinacategoryfromwhichitwouldbeimprudentformetoselectahusbandformydaughter,whoisaweakyoungwomanwithalargefortune。InanyothercapacityIamperfectlypreparedtolikeyou。Asason-in-law,Iabominateyou。"
  MorrisTownsendlistenedrespectfully。"Idon'tthinkMissSloperisaweakwoman,"hepresentlysaid。
  "Ofcourseyoumustdefendher-it'stheleastyoucando。ButI
  haveknownmychildtwentyyears,andyouhaveknownhersixweeks。
  Evenifshewerenotweak,however,youwouldstillbeapennilessman。"
  "Ah,yes;thatismyweakness!Andtherefore,youmean,Iammercenary-Ionlywantyourdaughter'smoney。"
  "Idon'tsaythat。Iamnotobligedtosayit;andtosayit,saveunderstressofcompulsion,wouldbeverybadtaste。Isaysimplythatyoubelongtothewrongcategory。"
  "Butyourdaughterdoesn'tmarryacategory,"Townsendurged,withhishandsomesmile。"Shemarriesanindividual-anindividualwhomsheissogoodastosaysheloves。"
  "Anindividualwhoofferssolittleinreturn。"
  "Isitpossibletooffermorethanthemosttenderaffectionandalifelongdevotion?"theyoungmandemanded。
  "Itdependshowwetakeit。Itispossibletoofferafewotherthingsbesides,andnotonlyisitpossible,butitisthecustom。A
  lifelongdevotionismeasuredafterthefact;andmeanwhileitisusualinthesecasestogiveafewmaterialsecurities。Whatareyours?Averyhandsomefaceandfigure,andaverygoodmanner。Theyareexcellentasfarastheygo,buttheydon'tgofarenough。"
  "Thereisonethingyoushouldaddtothem,"saidMorris,"thewordofagentleman。"
  "ThewordofagentlemanthatyouwillalwaysloveCatherine?Youmustbeafinegentlemantobesureofthat。"
  "ThewordofagentlemanthatIamnotmercenary;thatmyaffectionforMissSloperisaspureanddisinterestedasentimentaswaseverlodgedinahumanbreast。Icarenomoreforherfortunethanfortheashesinthatgrate。"
  "Itakenote-Itakenote,"saidthedoctor。"But,havingdoneso,I
  turntoourcategoryagain。Evenwiththatsolemnvowonyourlips,youtakeyourplaceinit。Thereisnothingagainstyoubutanaccident,ifyouwill;but,withmythirtyyears'medicalpractice,Ihaveseenthataccidentsmayhavefar-reachingconsequences。"
  Morrissmoothedhishat-itwasalreadyremarkablyglossy-andcontinuedtodisplayaself-controlwhich,asthedoctorwasobligedtoadmit,wasextremelycreditabletohim。Buthisdisappointmentwasevidentlykeen。
  "IstherenothingIcandotomakeyoubelieveinme?"
  "Iftherewere,Ishouldbesorrytosuggestit,for-don'tyousee?-Idon'twanttobelieveinyou,"saidthedoctor,smiling。
  "Iwouldgoanddiginthefields。"
  "Thatwouldbefoolish。"
  "Iwilltakethefirstworkthatofferstomorrow。"
  "Dosobyallmeans-butforyourownsake,notformine。"
  "Isee;youthinkIamanidler!"Morrisexclaimed,alittletoomuchinthetoneofamanwhohasmadeadiscovery。Buthesawhiserrorimmediately,andblushed。
  "Itdoesn'tmatterwhatIthink,whenonceIhavetoldyouIdon'tthinkofyouasason-in-law。"
  ButMorrispersisted:"YouthinkIwouldsquanderhermoney?"
  Thedoctorsmiled。"Itdoesn'tmatter,asIsay;butIpleadguiltytothat。"
  "That'sbecauseIspentmyown,Isuppose,"saidMorris。"I
  franklyconfessthat。Ihavebeenwild;Ihavebeenfoolish。IwilltellyoueverycrazythingIeverdid,ifyoulike。Thereweresomegreatfolliesamongthenumber-Ihaveneverconcealedthat。ButI
  havesownmywildoats。Isn'ttheresomeproverbaboutareformedrake?Iwasnotarake,butIassureyouIhavereformed。Itisbettertohaveamusedone'sselfforawhileandhavedonewithit。Yourdaughterwouldnevercareforamilksop;andIwilltakethelibertyofsayingthatyouwouldlikeonequiteaslittle。Besides,betweenmymoneyandhersthereisagreatdifference。Ispentmyown;itwasbecauseitwasmyownthatIspentit。AndImadenodebts;whenitwasgoneIstopped。Idon'toweapennyintheworld。"
  "Allowmetoinquirewhatyouarelivingonnow-thoughIadmit,"
  thedoctoradded,"thatthequestion,onmypart,isinconsistent。"
  "Iamlivingontheremnantsofmyproperty,"saidMorrisTownsend。
  "Thankyou,"thedoctorgravelyreplied。
  Yes,certainly,Morris'sself-controlwaslaudable。"EvenadmittingIattachanundueimportancetoMissSloper'sfortune,"hewenton,"wouldnotthatbeinitselfanassurancethatIwouldtakegoodcareofit?"
  "Thatyoushouldtaketoomuchcarewouldbequiteasbadasthatyoushouldtaketoolittle。Catherinemightsufferasmuchbyyoureconomyasbyyourextravagance。"
  "Ithinkyouareveryunjust!"Theyoungmanmadethisdeclarationdecently,civilly,withoutviolence。
  "Itisyourprivilegetothinkso,andIsurrendermyreputationtoyou!Icertainlydon'tflattermyselfIgratifyyou。"
  "Don'tyoucarealittletogratifyyourdaughter?Doyouenjoytheideaofmakinghermiserable?"
  "Iamperfectlyresignedtoherthinkingmeatyrantforatwelvemonth。"
  "Foratwelvemonth!"exclaimedMorris,withalaugh。
  "Foralifetime,then。Shemayaswellbemiserableinthatwayasintheother。"
  HereatlastMorrislosthistemper。"Ah,youarenotpolite,sir!"hecried。
  "Youpushmetoit-youarguetoomuch。"
  "Ihaveagreatdealatstake。"
  "Well,whateveritis,"saidthedoctor,"youhavelostit。"
  "Areyousureofthat?"askedMorris。"Areyousureyourdaughterwillgivemeup?"
  "Imean,ofcourse,youhavelostitasfarasIamconcerned。AsforCatherine'sgivingyouup-no,Iamnotsureofit。ButasIshallstronglyrecommendit,asIhaveagreatfundofrespectandaffectioninmydaughter'smindtodrawupon,andasshehasthesentimentofdutydevelopedinaveryhighdegree,Ithinkitextremelypossible。"
  MorrisTownsendbegantosmoothhishatagain。"I,too,haveafundofaffectiontodrawupon,"heobserved,atlast。
  Thedoctoratthispointshowedhisownfirstsymptomsofirritation。"Doyoumeantodefyme?"
  "Callitwhatyouplease,sir。Imeannottogiveyourdaughterup。"
  Thedoctorshookhishead。"Ihaven'ttheleastfearofyourpiningawayyourlife。Youaremadetoenjoyit。"
  Morrisgavealaugh。"Youroppositiontomymarriageisallthemorecruel,then。Doyouintendtoforbidyourdaughtertoseemeagain?"
  "Sheispasttheageatwhichpeopleareforbidden,andIamnotafatherinanold-fashionednovel。ButIshallstronglyurgehertobreakwithyou。"
  "Idon'tthinkshewill,"saidMorrisTownsend。
  "Perhapsnot;butIshallhavedonewhatIcould。"
  "Shehasgonetoofar-"Morriswenton。
  "Toretreat?Thenletherstopwheresheis。"
  "Toofartostop,Imean。"
  Thedoctorlookedathimamoment;Morrishadhishandonthedoor。"Thereisagreatdealofimpertinenceinyoursayingit。"
  "Iwillsaynomore,sir,"Morrisanswered;and,makinghisbow,helefttheroom。
  CHAPTER13。
  ITMAYBETHOUGHTthedoctorwastoopositiveandMrs。Almondintimatedasmuch。But,ashesaid,hehadhisimpression;itseemedtohimsufficient,andhehadnowishtomodifyit。Hehadpassedhislifeinestimatingpeople(itwaspartofthemedicaltrade),andinnineteencasesoutoftwentyhewasright。
  "PerhapsMr。Townsendisthetwentiethcase,"saidMrs。Almond。
  "Perhapsheis,thoughhedoesn'tlooktomeatalllikeatwentiethcase。ButIwillgivehimthebenefitofthedoubt,and,tomakesure,IwillgoandtalkwithMrs。Montgomery。ShewillalmostcertainlytellmeIhavedoneright;butitisjustpossiblethatshewillprovetomethatIhavemadethegreatestmistakeofmylife。Ifshedoes,I
  willbegMr。Townsend'spardon。Youneedn'tinvitehertomeetme,asyoukindlyproposed;Iwillwriteherafrankletter,tellingherhowmattersstand,andaskingleavetocomeandseeher。"
  "Iamafraidthefranknesswillbechieflyonyourside。Thepoorlittlewomanwillstandupforherbrother,whateverhemaybe。"
  "Whateverhemaybe!Idoubtthat。Peoplearenotalwayssofondoftheirbrothers。"
  "Ah,"saidMrs。Almond,"whenit'saquestionofthirtythousandayearcomingintoafamily-"
  "Ifshestandsupforhimonaccountofthemoney,shewillbeahumbug。Ifsheisahumbug,Ishallseeit。IfIseeit,Iwon'twastetimewithher。"
  "Sheisnotahumbug-sheisanexemplarywoman。Shewillnotwishtoplayherbrotheratricksimplybecauseheisselfish。"
  "Ifsheisworthtalkingto,shewillsoonerplayhimatrickthanthatheshouldplayCatherineone。HassheseenCatherine,bytheway-
  doessheknowher?"
  "Nottomyknowledge。Mr。Townsendcanhavehadnoparticularinterestinbringingthemtogether。"
  "Ifsheisanexemplarywoman,no。Butweshallseetowhatextentsheanswersyourdescription。"
  "Ishallbecurioustohearherdescriptionofyou,"saidMrs。
  Almond,withalaugh。"And,meanwhile,howisCatherinetakingit?"
  "Asshetakeseverything-asamatterofcourse。"
  "Doesn'tshemakeanoise?Hasn'tshemadeascene?"
  "Sheisnotscenic。"
  "Ithoughtalovelornmaidenwasalwaysscenic。"
  "Aridiculouswidowismoreso。Laviniahasmademeaspeech;shethinksmeveryarbitrary。"
  "Shehasatalentforbeinginthewrong,"saidMrs。Almond。"ButIamverysorryforCatherine,allthesame。"
  "SoamI。Butshewillgetoverit。"
  "Youbelieveshewillgivehimup?"
  "Icountuponit。Shehassuchanadmirationforherfather。"
  "Oh,weknowallaboutthat。Butitonlymakesmepityherthemore。
  Itmakesherdilemmathemorepainful,andtheeffortofchoosingbetweenyouandherloveralmostimpossible。"
  "Ifshecan'tchoose,allthebetter。"
  "Yes;buthewillstandthereentreatinghertochoose,andLaviniawillpullonthatside。"
  "Iamgladsheisnotonmyside;sheiscapableofruininganexcellentcause。ThedayLaviniagetsintoyourboatitcapsizes。