Butshehadbetterbecareful,"saidthedoctor。"Iwillhavenotreasoninmyhouse。"
"Isuspectshewillbecareful;forsheisatbottomverymuchafraidofyou。"
"Theyarebothafraidofme,harmlessasIam,"thedoctoranswered。
"AnditisonthatthatIbuild-onthesalutaryterrorIinspire。"
CHAPTER14。
HEWROTEhisfranklettertoMrs。Montgomery,whopunctuallyansweredit,mentioninganhouratwhichhemightpresenthimselfintheSecondAvenue。Shelivedinaneatlittlehouseofredbrick,whichhadbeenfreshlypainted,withtheedgesofthebricksverysharplymarkedoutinwhite。Ithasnowdisappeared,withitscompanions,tomakeroomforarowofstructuresmoremajestic。
Thereweregreenshuttersuponthewindows,withoutslats,butpiercedwithlittleholes,arrangedingroups;andbeforethehousewasadiminutive"yard,"ornamentedwithabushofmysteriouscharacter,andsurroundedbyalowwoodenpaling,paintedinthesamegreenastheshutters。Theplacelookedlikeamagnifiedbaby-house,andmighthavebeentakendownfromashelfinatoyshop。DoctorSloper,whenhewenttocall,saidtohimself,asheglancedattheobjectsIhaveenumerated,thatMrs。Montgomerywasevidentlyathriftyandself-respectinglittleperson-themodestproportionsofherdwellingseemedtoindicatethatshewasofsmallstature-whotookavirtuoussatisfactioninkeepingherselftidy,andhadresolvedthat,sinceshemightnotbesplendid,shewouldatleastbeimmaculate。Shereceivedhiminalittleparlor,whichwaspreciselytheparlorhehadexpected:asmallunspeckledbower,ornamentedwithadesultoryfoliageoftissuepaper,andwithclustersofglassdrops,amidstwhich-tocarryouttheanalogy-thetemperatureoftheleafyseasonwasmaintainedbymeansofacast-ironstove,emittingadryblueflame,andsmellingstronglyofvarnish。Thewallswereembellishedwithengravingsswathedinpinkgauze,andthetablesornamentedwithvolumesofextractsfromthepoets,usuallyboundinblackclothstampedwithfloriddesignsinjaundicedgilt。Thedoctorhadtimetotakecognizanceofthesedetails;forMrs。
Montgomery,whoseconducthepronouncedunderthecircumstancesinexcusable,kepthimwaitingsometenminutesbeforesheappeared。Atlast,however,sherustledin,smoothingdownastiffpoplindress,withalittlefrightenedflushinagracefullyroundedcheek。
Shewasasmall,plump,fairwoman,withabright,cleareye,andanextraordinaryairofneatnessandbriskness。Butthesequalitieswereevidentlycombinedwithanunaffectedhumility,andthedoctorgaveherhisesteemassoonashehadlookedather。Abravelittleperson,withlivelyperceptions,andyetadisbeliefinherowntalentforsocial,asdistinguishedfrompractical,affairs-thiswashisrapidmentalresumeofMrs。Montgomery;who,ashesaw,wasflatteredbywhatsheregardedasthehonorofhisvisit。Mrs。
Montgomery,inherlittleredhouseintheSecondAvenue,wasapersonforwhomDr。Sloperwasoneofthegreatmen-oneofthefinegentlemenofNewYork;andwhileshefixedheragitatedeyesuponhim,whilesheclaspedhermittenedhandstogetherinherglossypoplinlap,shehadtheappearanceofsayingtoherselfthathequiteansweredherideaofwhatadistinguishedguestwouldnaturallybe。
Sheapologizedforbeinglate;butheinterruptedher。
"Itdoesn'tmatter,"hesaid,"forwhileIsathereIhadtimetothinkoverwhatIwishtosaytoyou,andtomakeupmymindhowtobegin。"
"Oh,dobegin!"murmuredMrs。Montgomery。
"Itisnotsoeasy,"saidthedoctor,smiling。"YouwillhavegatheredfrommyletterthatIwishtoaskyouafewquestions,andyoumaynotfinditverycomfortabletoanswerthem。"
"Yes;IhavethoughtwhatIshouldsay。Itisnotveryeasy。"
"Butyoumustunderstandmysituation-mystateofmind。Yourbrotherwishestomarrymydaughter,andIwishtofindoutwhatsortofayoungmanheis。Agoodwaytodososeemedtobetocomeandaskyou,whichIhaveproceededtodo。"
Mrs。Montgomeryevidentlytookthesituationveryseriously;shewasinastateofextrememoralconcentration。Shekeptherprettyeyes,whichwereilluminedbyasortofbrilliantmodesty,attachedtohisowncountenance,andevidentlypaidthemostearnestattentiontoeachofhiswords。Herexpressionindicatedthatshethoughthisideaofcomingtoseeheraverysuperiorconception,butthatshewasreallyafraidtohaveopinionsonstrangesubjects。
"Iamextremelygladtoseeyou,"shesaid,inatonewhichseemedtoadmit,atthesametime,thatthishadnothingtodowiththequestion。
Thedoctortookadvantageofthisadmission。"Ididn'tcometoseeyouforyourpleasure;Icametomakeyousaydisagreeablethings-andyoucan'tlikethat。Whatsortofagentlemanisyourbrother?"
Mrs。Montgomery'silluminatedgazegrewvague,andbegantowander。Shesmiledalittle,andforsometimemadenoanswer,sothatthedoctoratlastbecameimpatient。Andheranswer,whenitcame,wasnotsatisfactory。"Itisdifficulttotalkaboutone'sbrother。"
"Notwhenoneisfondofhim,andwhenonehasplentyofgoodtosay。"
"Yes,eventhen,whenagooddealdependsonit,"saidMrs。
Montgomery。
"Nothingdependsonitforyou。"
"Imeanfor-for-"andshehesitated。
"Foryourbrotherhimself。Isee。"
"ImeanforMissSloper,"saidMrs。Montgomery。
Thedoctorlikedthis;ithadtheaccentofsincerity。"Exactly;
that'sthepoint。Ifmypoorgirlshouldmarryyourbrother,everything-asregardsherhappiness-woulddependonhisbeingagoodfellow。Sheisthebestcreatureintheworld,andshecouldneverdohimagrainofinjury。He,ontheotherhand,ifheshouldnotbeallthatwedesire,mightmakeherverymiserable。ThatiswhyI
wantyoutothrowsomelightuponhischaracter,youknow。Ofcourse,youarenotboundtodoit。Mydaughter,whomyouhaveneverseen,isnothingtoyou;andI,possibly,amonlyanindiscreetandimpertinentoldman。Itisperfectlyopentoyoutotellmethatmyvisitisinverybadtaste,andthatIhadbettergoaboutmybusiness。ButIdon'tthinkyouwilldothis;becauseIthinkweshallinterestyou-mypoorgirlandI。IamsurethatifyouweretoseeCatherineshewouldinterestyouverymuch。Idon'tmeanbecausesheisinterestingintheusualsenseoftheword,butbecauseyouwouldfeelsorryforher。Sheissosoft,sosimpleminded,shewouldbesuchaneasyvictim!Abadhusbandwouldhaveremarkablefacilitiesformakinghermiserable;forshewouldhaveneithertheintelligencenortheresolutiontogetthebetterofhim,andyetshewouldhaveanexaggeratedpowerofsuffering。Isee,"addedthedoctor,withhismostinsinuating,hismostprofessionallaugh,"youarealreadyinterested。"
"Ihavebeeninterestedfromthemomenthetoldmehewasengaged,"saidMrs。Montgomery。
"Ah,hesaysthat-hecallsitanengagement?"
"Oh,hehastoldmeyoudidn'tlikeit。"
"DidhetellyouthatIdon'tlikehim?"
"Yes,hetoldmethattoo。IsaidIcouldn'thelpit,"addedMrs。
Montgomery。
"Ofcourseyoucan't。ButwhatyoucandoistotellmeIamright-togivemeanattestation,asitwere。"Andthedoctoraccompaniedthisremarkwithanotherprofessionalsmile。
Mrs。Montgomery,however,smilednotatall;itwasobviousthatshecouldnottakethehumorousviewofhisappeal。"Thatisagooddealtoask,"shesaid,atlast。
"Therecanbenodoubtofthat;andImust,inconscience,remindyouoftheadvantagesayoungmanmarryingmydaughterwouldenjoy。
Shehasanincomeoftenthousanddollarsinherownright,leftherbyhermother;ifshemarriesahusbandIapprove,shewillcomeintoalmosttwiceasmuchmoreatmydeath。"
Mrs。Montgomerylistenedingreatearnestnesstothissplendidfinancialstatement;shehadneverheardthousandsofdollarssofamiliarlytalkedabout。Sheflushedalittlewithexcitement。"Yourdaughterwillbeimmenselyrich,"shesaid,softly。
"Precisely-that'sthebotherofit。"
"AndifMorrisshouldmarryher,he-he-"Andshehesitated,timidly。
"Hewouldbemasterofallthatmoney?Bynomeans。Hewouldbemasterofthetenthousandayearthatshehasfromhermother;butIshouldleaveeverypennyofmyownfortune,earnedinthelaboriousexerciseofmyprofession,tomynephewsandnieces。"
Mrs。Montgomerydroppedhereyesatthis,andsatforsometimegazingatthestrawmattingwhichcoveredherfloor。
"Isupposeitseemstoyou,"saidthedoctor,laughing,"thatinsodoingIshouldplayyourbrotheraveryshabbytrick。"
"Notatall。Thatistoomuchmoneytogetpossessionofsoeasilybymarrying。Idon'tthinkitwouldberight。"
"It'srighttogetallonecan。Butinthiscaseyourbrotherwouldn'tbeable。IfCatherinemarrieswithoutmyconsent,shedoesn'tgetapennyfrommyownpocket。"
"Isthatcertain?"askedMrs。Montgomery,lookingup。
"AscertainasthatIsithere。"
"Evenifsheshouldpineaway?"
"Evenifsheshouldpinetoashadow,whichisn'tprobable。"
"DoesMorrisknowthis?"
"Ishallbemosthappytoinformhim,"thedoctorexclaimed。
Mrs。Montgomeryresumedhermeditations;andhervisitor,whowaspreparedtogivetimetotheaffair,askedhimselfwhether,inspiteofherlittleconscientiousair,shewasnotplayingintoherbrother'shands。Atthesametimehewashalfashamedoftheordealtowhichhehadsubjectedher,andwastouchedbythegentlenesswithwhichsheboreit。"Ifshewereahumbug,"hesaid,"shewouldgetangry,unlessshebeverydeepindeed。Itisnotprobablethatsheisasdeepasthat。"
"WhatmakesyoudislikeMorrissomuch?"shepresentlyasked,emergingfromherreflections。
"Idon'tdislikehimintheleastasafriend,asacompanion。Heseemstomeacharmingfellow,andIshouldthinkhewouldbeexcellentcompany。Idislikehimexclusivelyasason-in-law。Iftheonlyofficeofason-in-lawweretodineatthepaternaltable,I
shouldsetahighvalueuponyourbrother:Hedinescapitally。Butthatisasmallpartofhisfunction,which,ingeneral,istobeaprotectorandcaretakerofmychild,whoissingularlyill-adaptedtotakecareofherself。Itistherethathedoesn'tsatisfyme。I
confessIhavenothingbutmyimpressiontogoby;butIaminthehabitoftrustingmyimpression。Ofcourseyouareatlibertytocontradictitflat。Hestrikesmeasselfishandshallow。"
Mrs。Montgomery'seyesexpandedalittle,andthedoctorfanciedhesawthelightofadmirationinthem。"Iwonderyouhavediscoveredheisselfish,"sheexclaimed。
"Doyouthinkhehidesitsowell?"
"Verywellindeed,"saidMrs。Montgomery。"AndIthinkweareallratherselfish,"sheadded,quickly。
"Ithinksotoo;butIhaveseenpeoplehideitbetterthanhe。
YouseeIamhelpedbyahabitIhaveofdividingpeopleintoclasses,intotypes。Imayeasilybemistakenaboutyourbrotherasanindividual,buthistypeiswrittenonhiswholeperson。"
"Heisverygood-looking,"saidMrs。Montgomery。
Thedoctoreyedheramoment。"Youwomenareallthesame!Butthetypetowhichyourbrotherbelongswasmadetobetheruinofyou,andyouweremadetobeitshandmaidsandvictims。Thesignofthetypeinquestionisthedetermination-sometimesterribleinitsquietintensity-toacceptnothingoflifebutitspleasures,andtosecurethesepleasureschieflybytheaidofyourcomplaisantsex。
Youngmenofthisclassneverdoanythingforthemselvesthattheycangetotherpeopletodoforthem,anditistheinfatuation,thedevotion,thesuperstitionofothersthatkeepsthemgoing。Theseothers,inninety-ninecasesoutofahundred,arewomen。Whatouryoungfriendschieflyinsistuponisthatsomeoneelseshallsufferforthem;andwomendothatsortofthing,asyoumustknow,wonderfullywell。"Thedoctorpausedamoment,andthenheadded,abruptly,"Youhavesufferedimmenselyforyourbrother!"
Thisexclamationwasabrupt,asIsay,butitwasalsoperfectlycalculated。ThedoctorhadbeenratherdisappointedatnotfindinghiscompactandcomfortablelittlehostesssurroundedinamorevisibledegreebytheravagesofMorrisTownsend'simmorality;buthehadsaidtohimselfthatthiswasnotbecausetheyoungmanhadsparedher,butbecauseshehadcontrivedtoplasterupherwounds。Theywereachingtherebehindthevarnishedstove,thefestoonedengravings,beneathherownneatlittlepoplinbosom;andifhecouldonlytouchthetenderspot,shewouldmakeamovementthatwouldbetrayher。ThewordsIhavejustquotedwereanattempttoputhisfingersuddenlyupontheplace,andtheyhadsomeofthesuccessthathelookedfor。
ThetearssprungforamomenttoMrs。Montgomery'seyes,andsheindulgedinaproudlittlejerkofthehead。
"Idon'tknowhowyouhavefoundthatout!"sheexclaimed。
"Byaphilosophictrick-bywhattheycallinduction。Youknowyouhavealwaysyouroptionofcontradictingme。Butkindlyanswermeaquestion:Don'tyougiveyourbrothermoney?Ithinkyououghttoanswerthat。"
"Yes,Ihavegivenhimmoney,"saidMrs。Montgomery。
"Andyouhavenothadmuchtogivehim?"
Shewassilentamoment。"Ifyouaskmeforaconfessionofpoverty,thatiseasilymade。Iamverypoor。"
"Onewouldneversupposeitfromyour-yourcharminghouse,"saidthedoctor。"Ilearnedfrommysisterthatyourincomewasmoderate,andyourfamilynumerous。"
"Ihavefivechildren,"Mrs。Montgomeryobserved,"butIamhappytosayIcanbringthemupdecently。"
"Ofcourseyoucan-accomplishedanddevotedasyouare。Butyourbrotherhascountedthemover,Isuppose?"
"Countedthemover?"
"Heknowstherearefive,Imean。Hetellsmeitishethatbringsthemup。"
Mrs。Montgomerystaredamoment,andthenquickly-"Ohyes;heteachesthem-Spanish。"
Thedoctorlaughedout。"Thatmusttakeagreatdealoffyourhands!
Yourbrotheralsoknows,ofcourse,thatyouhaveverylittlemoney?"
"Ihaveoftentoldhimso,"Mrs。Montgomeryexclaimed,moreunreservedlythanshehadyetspoken。Shewasapparentlytakingsomecomfortinthedoctor'sclairvoyance。
"Whichmeansthatyouhaveoftenoccasionto,andthatheoftenspongesonyou。Excusethecrudityofmylanguage;Isimplyexpressafact。Idon'taskyouhowmuchofyourmoneyhehashad,itisnoneofmybusiness。IhaveascertainedwhatIsuspected-whatI
wished。"Andthedoctorgotup,gentlysmoothinghishat。"Yourbrotherlivesonyou,"hesaid,ashestoodthere。
Mrs。Montgomeryquicklyrosefromherchair,followinghervisitor'smovementswithalookoffascination。Butthen,withacertaininconsequence,"Ihavenevercomplainedofhim,"shesaid。
"Youneedn'tprotest-youhavenotbetrayedhim。ButIadviseyounottogivehimanymoremoney。"
"Don'tyouseeitisinmyinterestthatheshouldmarryarichperson?"sheasked。"If,asyousay,helivesonme,Icanonlywishtogetridofhim;andtoputobstaclesinthewayofhismarryingistoincreasemyowndifficulties。"
"Iwishverymuchyouwouldcometomewithyourdifficulties,"saidthedoctor。"Certainly,ifIthrowhimbackonyourhands,theleastI
candoistohelpyoutobeartheburden。Ifyouwillallowmetosayso,then,Ishalltakethelibertyofplacinginyourhands,forthepresent,acertainfundforyourbrother'ssupport。"
Mrs。Montgomerystared;sheevidentlythoughthewasjesting;butshepresentlysawthathewasnot,andthecomplicationofherfeelingsbecamepainful。"ItseemstomethatIoughttobeverymuchoffendedwithyou,"shemurmured。
"BecauseIhaveofferedyoumoney?That'sasuperstition,"saidthedoctor。"Youmustletmecomeandseeyouagain,andwewilltalkaboutthesethings。Isupposethatsomeofyourchildrenaregirls?"
"Ihavetwolittlegirls,"saidMrs。Montgomery。
"Well,whentheygrowup,andbegintothinkoftakinghusbands,youwillseehowanxiousyouwillbeaboutthemoralcharacterofthesehusbands。Thenyouwillunderstandthisvisitofmine。"
"Ah,youarenottobelievethatMorris'smoralcharacterisbad。"
Thedoctorlookedatheralittle,withfoldedarms。"ThereissomethingIshouldgreatlylike,asamoralsatisfaction。Ishouldliketohearyousay,'Heisabominablyselfish。'"
Thewordscameoutwiththegravedistinctnessofhisvoice,andtheyseemedforaninstanttocreate,topoorMrs。Montgomery'stroubledvision,amaterialimage。Shegazedatitaninstant,andthensheturnedaway。"Youdistressme,sir!"sheexclaimed。"Heis,afterall,mybrother;andhistalents,histalents-"Ontheselastwordshervoicequavered,andbeforeheknewitshehadburstintotears。
"Histalentsarefirst-rate,"saidthedoctor。"Wemustfindtheproperfieldforthem。"Andheassuredhermostrespectfullyofhisregretathavingsogreatlydiscomposedher。"It'sallformypoorCatherine,"hewenton。"Youmustknowher,andyouwillsee。"
Mrs。Montgomerybrushedawayhertears,andblushedathavingshedthem。"Ishouldliketoknowyourdaughter,"sheanswered;andthen,inaninstant,"Don'tlethermarryhim!"
DoctorSloperwentawaywiththewordsgentlyhumminginhisears:
"Don'tlethermarryhim!"Theygavehimthemoralsatisfactionofwhichhehadjustspoken,andtheirvaluewasthegreaterthattheyhadevidentlycostapangtopoorlittleMrs。Montgomery'sfamilypride。
CHAPTER15。
HEHADBEENPUZZLEDbythewaythatCatherinecarriedherself;herattitudeatthissentimentalcrisisseemedtohimunnaturallypassive。
Shehadnotspokentohimagainafterthatsceneinthelibrary,thedaybeforehisinterviewwithMorris;andaweekhadelapsedwithoutmakinganychangeinhermanner。Therewasnothinginitthatappealedforpity,andhewasevenalittledisappointedathernotgivinghimanopportunitytomakeupforhisharshnessbysomemanifestationofliberalitywhichshouldoperateasacompensation。HethoughtalittleofofferingtotakeherforatourinEurope;buthewasdeterminedtodothisonlyincasesheshouldseemmutelytoreproachhim。Hehadanideathatshewoulddisplayatalentformutereproaches,andhewassurprisedatnotfindinghimselfexposedtothesesilentbatteries。Shesaidnothing,eithertacitlyorexplicitly,andasshewasneververytalkative,therewasnownoespecialeloquenceinherreserve。AndpoorCatherinewasnotsulky-astyleofbehaviorforwhichshehadtoolittlehistrionictalent-
shewassimplyverypatient。Ofcourseshewasthinkingoverhersituation,andshewasapparentlydoingsoinadeliberateandunimpassionedmanner,withaviewofmakingthebestofit。
"ShewilldoasIhavebiddenher,"saidthedoctor;andhemadethefurtherreflectionthathisdaughterwasnotawomanofagreatspirit。
Iknownotwhetherhehadhopedforalittlemoreresistanceforthesakeofalittlemoreentertainment;buthesaidtohimself,ashehadsaidbefore,thatthoughitmighthaveitsmomentaryalarms,paternitywas,afterall,notanexcitingvocation。
Catherinemeanwhilehadmadeadiscoveryofaverydifferentsort;
ithadbecomevividtoherthattherewasagreatexcitementintryingtobeagooddaughter。Shehadanentirelynewfeeling,whichmaybedescribedasastateofexpectantsuspenseaboutherownactions。
Shewatchedherselfasshewouldhavewatchedanotherperson,andwonderedwhatshewoulddo。Itwasasifthisotherperson,whowasbothherselfandnotherself,hadsuddenlysprungintobeing,inspiringherwithanaturalcuriosityastotheperformanceofuntestedfunctions。
"IamgladIhavesuchagooddaughter,"saidherfather,kissingher,afterthelapseofseveraldays。
"Iamtryingtobegood,"sheanswered,turningaway,withaconsciencenotaltogetherclear。
"Ifthereisanythingyouwouldliketosaytome,youknowyoumustnothesitate。Youneedn'tfeelobligedtobesoquiet。Ishouldn'tcarethatMr。Townsendshouldbeafrequenttopicofconversation,butwheneveryouhaveanythingparticulartosayabouthimIshallbeverygladtohearit。"
"Thankyou,"saidCatherine,"Ihavenothingparticularatpresent。"
HeneveraskedherwhethershehadseenMorrisagain,becausehewassurethatifthishadbeenthecaseshewouldtellhim。Shehad,infact,notseenhim;shehadonlywrittenhimalongletter。Theletter,atleast,waslongforher;and,itmaybeadded,thatitwaslongforMorris;itconsistedoffivepages,inaremarkablyneatandhandsomehand。Catherine'shandwritingwasbeautiful,andshewasevenalittleproudofit:Shewasextremelyfondofcopying,andpossessedvolumesofextractswhichtestifiedtothisaccomplishment;volumeswhichshehadexhibitedonedaytoherlover,whentheblissoffeelingthatshewasimportantinhiseyeswasexceptionallykeen。ShetoldMorris,inwriting,thatherfatherhadexpressedthewishthatsheshouldnotseehimagain,andthatshebeggedhewouldnotcometothehouseuntilsheshouldhave"madeuphermind。"Morrisrepliedwithapassionateepistle,inwhichheaskedtowhat,inheaven'sname,shewishedtomakeuphermind。Hadnothermindbeenmadeuptwoweeksbefore,andcoulditbepossiblethatsheentertainedtheideaofthrowinghimoff?Didshemeantobreakdownattheverybeginningoftheirordeal,afterallthepromisesoffidelityshehadbothgivenandextracted?Andhegaveanaccountofhisowninterviewwithherfather-anaccountnotidenticalatallpointswiththatofferedinthesepages。"Hewasterriblyviolent,"Morriswrote,"butyouknowmyself-control。IhaveneedofitallwhenIrememberthatIhaveitinmypowertobreakinuponyourcruelcaptivity。"Catherinesenthim,inanswertothis,anoteofthreelines。"Iamingreattrouble;donotdoubtofmyaffection,butletmewaitalittleandthink。"Theideaofastrugglewithherfather,ofsettingupherwillagainsthisown,washeavyonhersoul,anditkeptherquiet,asagreatphysicalweightkeepsusmotionless。Itneverenteredintohermindtothrowherloveroff;butfromthefirstshetriedtoassureherselfthattherewouldbeapeacefulwayoutoftheirdifficulty。Theassurancewasvague,foritcontainednoelementofpositiveconvictionthatherfatherwouldchangehismind。Sheonlyhadanideathatifsheshouldbeverygood,thesituationwouldinsomemysteriousmannerimprove。Tobegoodshemustbepatient,outwardlysubmissive,abstainfromjudgingherfathertooharshly,andfromcommittinganyactofopendefiance。Hewasperhapsright,afterall,tothinkashedid;bywhichCatherinemeantnotintheleastthathisjudgmentofMorris'smotivesinseekingtomarryherwasperhapsajustone,butthatitwasprobablynaturalandproperthatconscientiousparentsshouldbesuspiciousandevenunjust。TherewereprobablypeopleintheworldasbadasherfathersupposedMorristobe,andifthereweretheslightestchanceofMorrisbeingoneofthesesinisterpersons,thedoctorwasrightintakingitintoaccount。Ofcoursehecouldnotknowwhatsheknew-howthepurestloveandtruthwereseatedintheyoungman'seyes;butheaven,initstime,mightappointawayofbringinghimtosuchknowledge。Catherineexpectedagooddealofheaven,andreferredtotheskiestheinitiative,astheFrenchsay,indealingwithherdilemma。Shecouldnotimagineherselfimpartinganykindofknowledgetoherfather;therewassomethingsuperioreveninhisinjustice,andabsoluteinhismistakes。Butshecouldatleastbegood,andifshewereonlygoodenough,heavenwouldinventsomewayofreconcilingallthings-thedignityofherfather'serrorsandthesweetnessofherownconfidence,thestrictperformanceofherfilialduties,andtheenjoymentofMorrisTownsend'saffection。
PoorCatherinewouldhavebeengladtoregardMrs。Pennimanasanilluminatingagent,apartwhichthisladyherself,indeed,wasbutimperfectlypreparedtoplay。Mrs。Pennimantooktoomuchsatisfactioninthesentimentalshadowsofthislittledramatohave,forthemoment,anygreatinterestindissipatingthem。Shewishedtheplottothicken,andtheadvicethatshegaveherniecetended,inherownimagination,toproducethisresult。Itwasratherincoherentcounsel,andfromonedaytoanotheritcontradicteditself;butitwaspervadedbyanearnestdesirethatCatherineshoulddosomethingstriking。"Youmustact,mydear;inyoursituationthegreatthingistoact,"saidMrs。Penniman,whofoundherniecealtogetherbeneathheropportunities。Mrs。Penniman'srealhopewasthatthegirlwouldmakeasecretmarriage,atwhichsheshouldofficiateasbrideswomanorduenna。Shehadavisionofthisceremonybeingperformedinsomesubterraneanchapel-subterraneanchapelsinNewYorkwerenotfrequent,butMrs。Penniman'simaginationwasnotchilledbytrifles-andoftheguiltycouple-shelikedtothinkofpoorCatherineandhersuitorastheguiltycouple-beingshuffledawayinafast-whirlingvehicletosomeobscurelodginginthesuburbs,whereshewouldpaythem(inathickveil)clandestinevisits;wheretheywouldendureaperiodofromanticprivation;andwhenultimately,aftersheshouldhavebeentheirearthlyprovidence,theirintercessor,theiradvocate,andtheirmediumofcommunicationwiththeworld,theywouldbereconciledtoherbrotherinanartistictableau,inwhichsheherselfshouldbesomehowthecentralfigure。
ShehesitatedasyettorecommendthiscoursetoCatherine,butsheattemptedtodrawanattractivepictureofittoMorrisTownsend。
Shewasindailycommunicationwiththeyoungman,whomshekeptinformedbylettersofthestateofaffairsinWashingtonSquare。Ashehadbeenbanished,asshesaid,fromthehouse,shenolongersawhim;butsheendedbywritingtohimthatshelongedforaninterview。
Thisinterviewcouldtakeplaceonlyonneutralground,andshebethoughtherselfgreatlybeforeselectingaplaceofmeeting。ShehadaninclinationforGreenwoodCemetery,butshegaveitupastoodistant;shecouldnotabsentherselfforsolong,asshesaid,withoutexcitingsuspicion。ThenshethoughtoftheBattery,butthatwasrathercoldandwindy,besidesone'sbeingexposedtointrusionfromtheIrishimmigrantswhoatthispointalight,withlargeappetites,intheNewWorld;andatlastshefixeduponanoystersaloonintheSeventhAvenue,keptbyaNegro-anestablishmentofwhichsheknewnothingsavethatshehadnoticeditinpassing。ShemadeanappointmentwithMorrisTownsendtomeethimthere,andshewenttothetrystatdusk,envelopedinanimpenetrableveil。Hekeptherwaitingforhalfanhour-hehadalmostthewholewidthofthecitytotraverse-butshelikedtowait,itseemed,tointensifythesituation。Sheorderedacupoftea,whichprovedexcessivelybad,andthisgaveherasensethatshewassufferinginaromanticcause。WhenMorrisatlastarrived,theysattogetherforhalfanhourintheduskiestcornerofthebackshop;anditishardlytoomuchtosaythatthiswasthehappiesthalfhourthatMrs。Pennimanhadknownforyears。Thesituationwasreallythrilling,anditscarcelyseemedtoherafalsenotewhenhercompanionaskedforanoysterstew,andproceededtoconsumeitbeforehereyes。Morris,indeed,neededallthesatisfactionthatstewedoysterscouldgivehim,foritmaybeintimatedtothereaderthatheregardedMrs。Pennimaninthelightofafifthwheeltohiscoach。Hewasinastateofirritationnaturaltoagentlemanoffinepartswhohadbeensnubbedinabenevolentattempttoconferadistinctionuponayoungwomanofinferiorcharacteristics,andtheinsinuatingsympathyofthissomewhatdesiccatedmatronappearedtoofferhimnopracticalrelief。Hethoughtherahumbug,andhejudgedofhumbugswithagooddealofconfidence。Hehadlistenedandmadehimselfagreeabletoheratfirst,inordertogetafootinginWashingtonSquare;andatpresentheneededallhisself-commandtobedecentlycivil。Itwouldhavegratifiedhimtotellherthatshewasafantasticoldwoman,andthathewouldliketoputherintoanomnibusandsendherhome。Weknow,however,thatMorrispossessedthevirtueofself-control,andhehadmoreovertheconstanthabitofseekingtobeagreeable;sothat,althoughMrs。Penniman'sdemeanoronlyexasperatedhisalreadyunquietnerves,helistenedtoherwithasomberdeferenceinwhichshefoundmuchtoadmire。
CHAPTER16。
THEYHADOfCourseimmediatelyspokenofCatherine。"Didshesendamessage,or-oranything?"Morrisasked。Heappearedtothinkthatshemighthavesenthimatrinketoralockofherhair。
Mrs。Pennimanwasslightlyembarrassed,forshehadnottoldhernieceofherintendedexpedition。"Notexactlyamessage,"shesaid。
"Ididn'taskherforone,becauseIwasafraidto-toexciteher。"
"Iamafraidsheisnotveryexcitable。"AndMorrisgaveasmileofsomebitterness。
"Sheisbetterthanthat-sheissteadfast,sheistrue。"
"Doyouthinkshewillholdfast,then?"
"Tothedeath!"
"Oh,Ihopeitwon'tcometothat,"saidMorris。
"Wemustbepreparedfortheworst,andthatiswhatIwishtospeaktoyouabout。"
"Whatdoyoucalltheworst?"
"Well,"saidMrs。Penniman,"mybrother'shard,intellectualnature。"
"Oh,thedevil!"
"Heisimpervioustopity,"Mrs。Pennimanadded,bywayofexplanation。
"Doyoumeanthathewon'tcomeround?"
"Hewillneverbevanquishedbyargument。Ihavestudiedhim。Hewillbevanquishedonlybytheaccomplishedfact。"
"Theaccomplishedfact?"
"Hewillcomeroundafterward,"saidMrs。Penniman,withextremesignificance。"Hecaresfornothingbutfacts-hemustbemetbyfacts。"
"Well,"rejoinedMorris,"itisafactthatIwishtomarryhisdaughter。Imethimwiththattheotherday,buthewasnotatallvanquished。"
Mrs。Pennimanwassilentalittle,andhersmilebeneaththeshadowofhercapaciousbonnet,ontheedgeofwhichherblackveilwasarrangedcurtainwise,fixeditselfuponMorris'sfacewithastillmoretenderbrilliancy。"MarryCatherinefirst,andmeethimafterward!"sheexclaimed。
"Doyourecommendthat?"askedtheyoungman,frowningheavily。
Shewasalittlefrightened,butshewentonwithconsiderableboldness。"ThatisthewayIseeit:aprivatemarriage-aprivatemarriage。"Sherepeatedthephrasebecauseshelikedit。
"DoyoumeanthatIshouldcarryCatherineoff?Whatdotheycallit-elopewithher?"
"Itisnotacrimewhenyouaredriventoit,"saidMrs。Penniman。
"Myhusband,asIhavetoldyou,wasadistinguishedclergyman-oneofthemosteloquentmenofhisday。Heoncemarriedayoungcouplethathadfledfromthehouseoftheyounglady'sfather;hewassointerestedintheirstory。Hehadnohesitation,andeverythingcameoutbeautifully。Thefatherwasafterwardreconciled,andthoughteverythingoftheyoungman。Mr。Pennimanmarriedthemintheevening,aboutseveno'clock。Thechurchwassodarkyoucouldscarcelysee,andMr。Pennimanwasintenselyagitated-hewassosympathetic。I
don'tbelievehecouldhavedoneitagain。"
"Unfortunately,CatherineandIhavenotMr。Pennimantomarryus,"saidMorris。
"No,butyouhaveme!"rejoinedMrs。Penniman,expressively。"I
can'tperformtheceremony,butIcanhelpyou;Icanwatch!"
"Thewoman'sanidiot!"thoughtMorris,buthewasobligedtosaysomethingdifferent。Itwasnot,however,materiallymorecivil。
"WasitinordertotellmethisthatyourequestedIwouldmeetyouhere?"
Mrs。Pennimanhadbeenconsciousofacertainvaguenessinhererrand,andofnotbeingabletoofferhimanyverytangiblerewardforhislongwalk。"IthoughtperhapsyouwouldliketoseeonewhoissoneartoCatherine,"sheobserved,withconsiderablemajesty,"andalso,"sheadded,"thatyouwouldvalueanopportunityofsendinghersomething。"
Morrisextendedhisemptyhandswithamelancholysmile。"Iamgreatlyobligedtoyou,butIhavenothingtosend。"
"Haven'tyouaword?"askedhiscompanion,withhersuggestivesmilecomingback。
Morrisfrownedagain。
"Tellhertoholdfast,"hesaid,rathercurtly。
"Thatisagoodword-anobleword:Itwillmakeherhappyformanydays。Sheisverytouching,verybrave,"Mrs。Pennimanwenton,arranginghermantleandpreparingtodepart。Whileshewassoengagedshehadaninspiration;shefoundthephrasethatshecouldboldlyofferasavindicationofthestepshehadtaken。"IfyoumarryCatherineatallrisks,"shesaid,"youwillgivemybrotheraproofofyourbeingwhathepretendstodoubt。"
"Whathepretendstodoubt?"
"Don'tyouknowwhatthatis?"Mrs。Pennimanasked,almostplayfully。
"Itdoesnotconcernmetoknow,"saidMorris,grandly。
"Ofcourseitmakesyouangry。"
"Idespiseit,"Morrisdeclared。
"Ah,youknowwhatitis,then?"saidMrs。Penniman,shakingherfingerathim。"Hepretendsthatyoulike-youlikethemoney。"
Morrishesitatedamoment;andthen,asifhespokeadvisedly,"Idolikethemoney!"
"Ah,butnot-butnotashemeansit。Youdon'tlikeitmorethanCatherine?"
Heleanedhiselbowsonthetableandburiedhisheadinhishands。"Youtortureme!"hemurmured。And,indeed,thiswasalmosttheeffectofthepoorlady'stooimportunateinterestinhissituation。
Butsheinsistedinmakingherpoint。"Ifyoumarryherinspiteofhim,hewilltakeforgrantedthatyouexpectnothingofhim,andarepreparedtodowithoutit;andsohewillseethatyouaredisinterested。"
Morrisraisedhisheadalittle,followingthisargument。"AndwhatshallIgainbythat?"
"Why,thathewillseethathehasbeenwronginthinkingthatyouwishedtogethismoney。"
"AndseeingthatIwishhewouldgotothedeucewithit,hewillleaveittoahospital。Isthatwhatyoumean?"askedMorris。
"No,Idon'tmeanthat,thoughthatwouldbeverygrand,"Mrs。
Pennimanquicklyadded。"Imeanthat,havingdoneyousuchaninjustice,hewillthinkithisduty,attheend,tomakesomeamends。"
Morrisshookhishead,thoughitmustbeconfessedhewasalittlestruckwiththisidea。"Doyouthinkheissosentimental?"
"Heisnotsentimental,"saidMrs。Penniman,"but,tobeperfectlyfairtohim,Ithinkhehas,inhisownnarrowway,acertainsenseofduty。"
TherepassedthroughMorrisTownsend'smindarapidwonderastowhathemight,evenunderaremotecontingency,beindebtedtofromtheactionofthisprincipleinDoctorSloper'sbreast,andtheinquiryexhausteditselfinhissenseoftheludicrous。"Yourbrotherhasnodutiestome,"hesaidpresently,"andInonetohim。"
"Ah,buthehasdutiestoCatherine。"
"Yes;butyousee,onthatprincipleCatherinehasdutiestohimaswell。"
Mrs。Pennimangotupwithamelancholysigh,asifshethoughthimveryunimaginative。"Shehasalwaysperformedthemfaithfully;andnowdoyouthinkshehasnodutiestoyou?"Mrs。Pennimanalways,eveninconversation,italicizedherpersonalpronouns。
"Itwouldsoundharshtosayso。Iamsogratefulforherlove,"
Morrisadded。
"Iwilltellheryousaidthat。Andnow,rememberthatifyouneedmeIamthere。"AndMrs。Penniman,whocouldthinkofnothingmoretosay,noddedvaguelyinthedirectionofWashingtonSquare。
Morrislookedsomemomentsatthesandedflooroftheshop;heseemedtobedisposedtolingeramoment。Atlast,lookingupwithacertainabruptness,"Itisyourbeliefthatifshemarriesmehewillcutheroff?"heasked。
Mrs。Pennimanstaredalittle,andsmiled。"Why,IhaveexplainedtoyouwhatIthinkwouldhappen-thatintheenditwouldbethebestthingtodo。"
"Youmeanthat,whatevershedoes,inthelongrunshewillgetthemoney?"
"Itdoesn'tdependuponher,butuponyou。Venturetoappearasdisinterestedasyouare,"saidMrs。Penniman,ingeniously。Morrisdroppedhiseyesonthesandedflooragain,ponderingthis,andshepursued:"Mr。PennimanandIhadnothing,andwewereveryhappy。
Catherine,moreover,hashermother'sfortune,which,atthetimemysister-in-lawmarried,wasconsideredaveryhandsomeone。"
"Oh,don'tspeakofthat!"saidMorris;andindeeditwasquitesuperfluous,forhehadcontemplatedthefactinallitslights。
"Austinmarriedawifewithmoney-whyshouldn'tyou?"
"Ah,butyourbrotherwasadoctor,"Morrisobjected。
"Well,allyoungmencan'tbedoctors。"
"Ishouldthinkitanextremelyloathsomeprofession,"saidMorris,withanairofintellectualindependence;then,inamoment,hewentonratherinconsequently,"DoyousupposethereisawillalreadymadeinCatherine'sfavor?"
"Isupposesoevendoctorsmustdie;andperhapsalittleinmine,"Mrs。Pennimanfranklyadded。
"Andyoubelievehewouldcertainlychangeit-asregardsCatherine?"
"Yes;andthenchangeitbackagain。"
"Ah,butonecan'tdependonthat,"saidMorris。
"Doyouwanttodependonit?"Mrs。Pennimanasked。
Morrisblushedalittle。"Well,IamcertainlyafraidofbeingthecauseofaninjurytoCatherine。"
"Ah,youmustnotbeafraid。Beafraidofnothing,andeverythingwillgowell。"
AndthenMrs。Pennimanpaidforhercupoftea,andMorrispaidforhisoysterstew,andtheywentouttogetherintothedimlylightedwildernessoftheSeventhAvenue。Theduskhadclosedincompletely,andthestreetlampswereseparatedbywideintervalsofapavementinwhichcavitiesandfissuresplayedadisproportionatepart。Anomnibus,emblazonedwithstrangepictures,wenttumblingoverthedislocatedcobblestones。
"Howwillyougohome?"Morrisasked,followingthisvehiclewithaninterestedeye。Mrs。Pennimanhadtakenhisarm。
Shehesitatedamoment。"Ithinkthismannerwouldbepleasant,"shesaid;andshecontinuedtolethimfeelthevalueofhissupport。
Sohewalkedwithherthroughthedeviouswaysofthewestsideofthetown,andthroughthebustleofgatheringnightfallinpopulousstreets,tothequietprecinctofWashingtonSquare。TheylingeredamomentatthefootofDoctorSloper'swhitemarblesteps,abovewhichaspotlesswhitedoor,adornedwithaglitteringsilverplate,seemedtofigureforMorristheclosedportalofhappiness;andthenMrs。Penniman'scompanionrestedamelancholyeyeuponalightedwindowintheupperpartofthehouse。
"Thatismyroom-mydearlittleroom!"Mrs。Pennimanremarked。
Morrisstarted。"ThenIneedn'tcomewalkingroundtheSquaretogazeatit。"
"That'sasyouplease。ButCatherine'sisbehind;twonoblewindowsonthesecondfloor。Ithinkyoucanseethemfromtheotherstreet。"
"Idon'twanttoseethem,ma'am。"AndMorristurnedhisbacktothehouse。
"Iwilltellheryouhavebeenhere,atanyrate,"saidMrs。
Penniman,pointingtothespotwheretheystood,"andIwillgiveheryourmessage-thatsheistoholdfast。"
"Ohyes;ofcourse。YouknowIwriteherallthat。"
"Itseemstosaymorewhenitisspoken。Andremember,ifyouneedme,thatIamhere,"andMrs。Pennimanglancedatthethirdfloor。
Onthistheyseparated,andMorris,lefttohimself,stoodlookingatthehouseamoment;afterwhichheturnedaway,andtookagloomywalkroundtheSquare,ontheoppositeside,closetothewoodenfence。Thenhecameback,andpausedforaminuteinfrontofDoctorSloper'sdwelling。Hiseyestraveledoverit;theyevenrestedontheruddywindowsofMrs。Penniman'sapartment。Hethoughtitadevilishcomfortablehouse。
CHAPTER17。
MRS。PENNIMANtoldCatherinethatevening-thetwoladiesweresittinginthebackparlor-thatshehadhadaninterviewwithMorrisTownsend;andonreceivingthisnewsthegirlstartedwithasenseofpain。Shefeltangryforthemoment;itwasalmostthefirsttimeshehadeverfeltangry。Itseemedtoherthatherauntwasmeddlesome;andfromthiscameavagueapprehensionthatshewouldspoilsomething。
"Idon'tseewhyyoushouldhaveseenhim。Idon'tthinkitwasright,"Catherinesaid。
"Iwassosorryforhim-itseemedtomesomeoneoughttoseehim。"
"NoonebutI,"saidCatherine,whofeltasifsheweremakingthemostpresumptuousspeechofherlife,andyetatthesametimehadaninstinctthatshewasrightindoingso。
"Butyouwouldn't,mydear,"AuntLaviniarejoined,"andIdidn'tknowwhatmighthavebecomeofhim。"
"Ihavenotseenhimbecausemyfatherhasforbiddenit,"
Catherinesaid,verysimply。
Therewasasimplicityinthis,indeed,whichfairlyvexedMrs。
Penniman。"Ifyourfatherforbadeyoutogotosleep,Isupposeyouwouldkeepawake!"shecommented。
Catherinelookedather。"Idon'tunderstandyou。Youseemtomeverystrange。"
"Well,mydear,youwillunderstandmesomeday!"AndMrs。
Penniman,whowasreadingtheeveningpaper,whichsheperuseddailyfromthefirstlinetothelast,resumedheroccupation。Shewrappedherselfinsilence;shewasdeterminedCatherineshouldaskherforanaccountofherinterviewwithMorris。ButCatherinewassilentforsolongthatshealmostlostpatience;andshewasonthepointofremarkingtoherthatshewasveryheartless,whenthegirlatlastspoke。
"Whatdidhesay?"sheasked。
"Hesaidheisreadytomarryyouanyday,inspiteofeverything。"
Catherinemadenoanswertothis,andMrs。Pennimanalmostlostpatienceagain;owingtowhichsheatlastvolunteeredtheinformationthatMorrislookedveryhandsome,butterriblyhaggard。
"Didheseemsad?"askedherniece。
"Hewasdarkundertheeyes,"saidMrs。Penniman。"SodifferentfromwhenIfirstsawhim;thoughIamnotsurethatifIhadseenhiminthisconditionthefirsttime,Ishouldnothavebeenevenmorestruckwithhim。Thereissomethingbrilliantinhisverymisery。"
Thiswas,toCatherine'ssense,avividpicture,andthoughshedisapproved,shefeltherselfgazingatit。"Wheredidyouseehim?"
sheasked,presently。
"In-intheBowery;ataconfectioner's,"saidMrs。Penniman,whohadageneralideathatsheoughttodissemblealittle。
"Whereaboutsistheplace?"Catherineinquired,afteranotherpause。