CHAPTERXLIII。
ATLAST!
MYletterfromMr。Playmore,inclosingtheagent’sextraordinarytelegram,wasnotinspiredbythesanguineviewofourprospectswhichhehadexpressedtomewhenwemetatBenjamin’shouse。
"Ifthetelegrammeananything,"hewrote,"itmeansthatthefragmentsofthetornletterhavebeencastintothehousemaid’sbucket(alongwiththedust,theashes,andtherestofthelitterintheroom),andhavebeenemptiedonthedust—heapatGleninch。Sincethiswasdone,theaccumulatedrefusecollectedfromtheperiodicalcleansingsofthehouse,duringatermofnearlythreeyears——including,ofcourse,theashesfromthefireskeptburning,forthegreaterpartoftheyear,inthelibraryandthepicture—gallery——havebeenpouredupontheheap,andhaveburiedthepreciousmorselsofpaperdeeperanddeeper,daybyday。Evenifwehaveafairchanceoffindingthesefragments,whathopecanwefeel,atthisdistanceoftime,ofrecoveringthemwiththewritinginastateofpreservation?I
shallbegladtohear,byreturnofpostifpossible,howthematterstrikesyou。IfyoucouldmakeitconvenienttoconsultwithmepersonallyinEdinburgh,weshouldsavetime,whentimemaybeofseriousimportancetous。WhileyouareatDoctorStarkweather’syouarewithineasyreachofthisplace。Pleasethinkofit。"
Ithoughtofitseriouslyenough。TheforemostquestionwhichI
hadtoconsiderwasthequestionofmyhusband。
ThedepartureofthemotherandsonfromSpainhadbeensolongdelayed,bythesurgeon’sorders,thatthetravelershadonlyadvancedontheirhomewardjourneyasfarasBordeaux,whenIhadlastheardfromMrs。Macallanthreeorfourdayssince。AllowingforanintervalofreposeatBordeaux,andfortheslowrateatwhichtheywouldbecompelledtomoveafterward,ImightstillexpectthemtoarriveinEnglandsometimebeforealetterfromtheagentinAmericacouldreachMr。Playmore。How,inthispositionofaffairs,IcouldcontrivetojointhelawyerinEdinburgh,aftermeetingmyhusbandinLondon,itwasnoteasytosee。Thewiseandtherightway,asIthought,wastotellMr。
PlaymorefranklythatIwasnotmistressofmyOwnmovements,andthathehadbetteraddresshisnextlettertomeatBenjamin’shouse。
Writingtomylegaladviserinthissense,Ihadawordofmyowntoaddonthesubjectofthetornletter。
Inthelastyearsofmyfather’slifeIhadtraveledwithhiminItaly,andIhadseenintheMuseumatNaplesthewonderfulrelicsofabygonetimediscoveredamongtheruinsofPompeii。BywayofencouragingMr。Playmore,Inowremindedhimthattheeruptionwhichhadoverwhelmedthetownhadpreserved,formorethansixteenhundredyears,suchperishablethingsasthestrawinwhichpotteryhadbeenpacked;thepaintingsonhousewalls;
thedresseswornbytheinhabitants;and(mostnoticeableofall,inourcase)apieceofancientpaper,stillattachedtothevolcanicasheswhichhadfallenoverit。Ifthesediscoverieshadbeenmadeafteralapseofsixteencenturies,underalayerofdustandashesonalargescale,surelywemighthopetomeetwithsimilarcasesofpreservation,afteralapseofthreeorfouryearsonly,underalayerofdustandashesonasmallscale。Takingforgranted(whatwasperhapsdoubtfulenough)thatthefragmentsofthelettercouldberecovered,myownconvictionwasthatthewritingonthem,thoughitmightbefaded,wouldcertainlystillbelegible。TheveryaccumulationswhichMr。
Playmoredeploredwouldbethemeansofpreservingthemfromtherainandthedamp。WiththesemodesthintsIclosedmyletter;
andthusforonce,thankstomyContinentalexperience,Iwasabletoinstructmylawyer!
Anotherdaypassed;andIheardnothingofthetravelers。
Ibegantofeelanxious。Imademypreparationsformyjourneysouthwardovernight;andIresolvedtostartforLondonthenextday——unlessIheardofsomechangeinMrs。Macallan’stravelingarrangementsintheinterval。
Thepostofthenextmorningdecidedmycourseofaction。Itbroughtmealetterfrommymother—in—law,whichaddedonemoretothememorabledatesinmydomesticcalendar。
EustaceandhismotherhadadvancedasfarasParisontheirhomewardjourney,whenacrueldisasterhadbefallenthem。Thefatiguesoftraveling,andtheexcitementofhisanticipatedmeetingwithme,hadprovedtogethertobetoomuchformyhusband。HehadheldoutasfarasPariswiththegreatestdifficulty;andhewasnowconfinedtohisbedagain,struckdownbyarelapse。Thedoctors,thistime,hadnofearforhislife,providedthathispatiencewouldsupporthimthroughalengthenedperiodofthemostabsoluterepose。
"Itnowrestswithyou,Valeria,"Mrs。Macallanwrote,"tofortifyandcomfortEustaceunderthisnewcalamity。DonotsupposethathehaseverblamedorthoughtofblamingyouforleavinghimwithmeinSpain,assoonashewasdeclaredtobeoutofdanger。’Itwas_I_wholeft_her,_’hesaidtome,whenwefirsttalkedaboutit;’anditismywife’srighttoexpectthatIshouldgobacktoher。’Thosewerehiswords,mydear;andhehasdoneallhecantoabidebythem。Helplessinhisbed,henowasksyoutotakethewillforthedeed,andtojoinhiminParis。IthinkIknowyouwellenough,mychild,tobesurethatyouwilldothis;andIneedonlyaddonewordofcaution,beforeIclosemyletter。Avoidallreference,notonlytotheTrial(youwilldothatofyourownaccord),buteventoourhouseatGleninch。Youwillunderstandhowhefeels,inhispresentstateofnervousdepression,whenItellyouthatIshouldneverhaveventuredonaskingyoutojoinhimhere,ifyourletterhadnotinformedmethatyourvisitstoDexterwereatanend。Wouldyoubelieveit?——hishorrorofanythingwhichrecallsourpasttroublesisstillsovividthathehasactuallyaskedmetogivemyconsenttosellingGleninch!"
SoEustace’smotherwroteofhim。Butshehadnottrustedentirelytoherownpowersofpersuasion。Aslipofpaperwasinclosedinherletter,containingthesetwolines,tracedinpencil——oh,sofeeblyandsowearily!——bymypoordarlinghimself:
"Iamtooweaktotravelanyfurther,Valeria。Willyoucometomeandforgiveme?"Afewpencil—marksfollowed;buttheywereillegible。Thewritingofthosetwoshortsentenceshadexhaustedhim。
Itisnotsayingmuchformyself,Iknow——but,havingconfesseditwhenIwaswrong,letme,atleast,recorditwhenIdidwhatwasright——Idecidedinstantlyongivingupallfurtherconnectionwiththerecoveryofthetornletter。IfEustaceaskedmethequestion,Iwasresolvedtobeabletoanswertruly:"I
havemadethesacrificethatassuresyourtranquillity。Whenresignationwashardest,Ihavehumbledmyobstinatespirit,andIhavegivenwayformyhusband’ssake。"
TherewashalfanhourtosparebeforeIleftthevicaragefortherailwaystation。InthatintervalIwroteagaintoMr。
Playmore,tellinghimplainlywhatmypositionwas,andwithdrawing,atonceandforever,fromallshareininvestigatingthemysterywhichlayhiddenunderthedust—heapatGleninch。
CHAPTERXLIV。
OURNEWHONEYMOON。
ItisnottobedisguisedordeniedthatmyspiritsweredepressedonmyjourneytoLondon。
Toresigntheonecherishedpurposeofmylife,whenIhadsufferedsomuchinpursuingit,andwhenIhad(toallappearance)sonearlyreachedtherealizationofmyhopes,wasputtingtoahardtrialawoman’sfortitudeandawoman’ssenseofduty。Still,eveniftheopportunityhadbeenofferedtome,I
wouldnothaverecalledmylettertoMr。Playmore。"Itisdone,andwelldone,"Isaidtomyself;"andIhaveonlytowaitadaytobereconciledtoit——whenIgivemyhusbandmyfirstkiss。"
IhadplannedandhopedtoreachLondonintimetostartforParisbythenight—mail。ButthetrainwastwicedelayedonthelongjourneyfromtheNorth;andtherewasnohelpforitbuttosleepatBenjamin’svilla,andtodefermydepartureuntilthemorning。
Itwas,ofcourse,impossibleformetowarnmyoldfriendofthechangeinmyplans。Myarrivaltookhimbysurprise。Ifoundhimaloneinhislibrary,withawonderfulilluminationoflampsandcandles,absorbedoversomemorselsoftornpaperscatteredonthetablebeforehim。
"Whatintheworldareyouabout?"Iasked。
Benjaminblushed——Iwasgoingtosay,likeayounggirl;butyounggirlshavegivenupblushingintheselatterdaysoftheagewelivein。
"Oh,nothing,nothing!"hesaid,confusedly。"Don’tnoticeit。"
Hestretchedouthishandtobrushthemorselsofpaperoffthetable。Thosemorselsraisedasuddensuspicioninmymind。I
stoppedhim。
"YouhaveheardfromMr。Playmore!"Isaid。"Tellmethetruth,Benjamin。Yesorno?"
Benjaminblushedashadedeeper,andanswered,"Yes。"
"Whereistheletter?"
"Imustn’tshowittoyou,Valeria。"
This(needIsayit?)mademedeterminedtoseetheletter。MybestwayofpersuadingBenjamintoshowittomewastotellhimofthesacrificethatIhadmadetomyhusband’swishes。"Ihavenofurthervoiceinthematter,"Iadded,whenIhaddone。"ItnowrestsentirelywithMr。Playmoretogoonortogiveup;andthisismylastopportunityofdiscoveringwhathereallythinksaboutit。Don’tIdeservesomelittleindulgence?HaveInoclaimtolookattheletter?"
Benjaminwastoomuchsurprised,andtoomuchpleasedwithme,whenheheardwhathadhappened,tobeabletoresistmyentreaties。Hegavemetheletter。
Mr。PlaymorewrotetoappealconfidentiallytoBenjaminasacommercialman。Inthelongcourseofhisoccupationinbusiness,itwasjustpossiblethathemighthaveheardofcasesinwhichdocumentshavebeenputtogetheragainafterhavingbeentornupbydesignorbyaccident。Evenifhisexperiencefailedinthisparticular,hemightbeabletorefertosomeauthorityinLondonwhowouldbecapableofgivinganopiniononthesubject。Bywayofexplaininghisstrangerequest,Mr。PlaymorerevertedtothenoteswhichBenjaminhadtakenatMiserrimusDexter’shouse,andinformedhimoftheseriousimportanceof"thegibberish"whichhehadreportedunderprotest。Theletterclosedbyrecommendingthatanycorrespondencewhichensuedshouldbekeptasecretfromme——onthegroundthatitmightexcitefalsehopesinmymindifIwereinformedofit。
Inowunderstoodthetonewhichmyworthyadviserhadadoptedinwritingtome。Hisinterestintherecoveryoftheletterwasevidentlysooverpoweringthatcommonprudencecompelledhimtoconcealitfromme,incaseofultimatefailure。ThisdidnotlookasifMr。Playmorewaslikelytogiveuptheinvestigationonmywithdrawalfromit。IglancedagainatthefragmentsofpaperonBenjamin’stable,withaninterestinthemwhichIhadnotfeltyet。
"HasanythingbeenfoundatGleninch?"Iasked。
"No,"saidBenjamin。"Ihaveonlybeentryingexperimentswithaletterofmyown,beforeIwrotetoMr。Playmore。"
"Oh,youhavetornuptheletteryourself,then?"
"Yes。And,tomakeitallthemoredifficulttoputthemtogetheragain,Ishookupthepiecesinabasket。It’sachildishthingtodo,mydear,atmyage——"
Hestopped,lookingverymuchashamedofhimself。
"Well,"Iwenton;"andhaveyousucceededinputtingyourlettertogetheragain?"
"It’snotveryeasy,Valeria。ButIhavemadeabeginning。It’sthesameprincipleastheprincipleinthe’Puzzles’whichweusedtoputtogetherwhenIwasaboy。Onlygetonecentralbitofitright,andtherestofthePuzzlefallsintoitsplaceinalongerorashortertime。Pleasedon’ttellanybody,mydear。
PeoplemightsayIwasinmydotage。Tothinkofthatgibberishinmynote—bookhavingameaninginit,afterall!IonlygotMr。
Playmore’sletterthismorning;and——Iamreallyalmostashamedtomentionit——Ihavebeentryingexperimentsontornletters,offandon,eversince。Youwon’ttelluponme,willyou?"
Iansweredthedearoldmanbyaheartyembrace。Nowthathehadlosthissteadymoralbalance,andhadcaughttheinfectionofmyenthusiasm,Ilovedhimbetterthanever。
ButIwasnotquitehappy,thoughItriedtoappearso。StruggleagainstitasImight,IfeltalittlemortifiedwhenI
rememberedthatIhadresignedallfurtherconnectionwiththesearchfortheletteratsuchatimeasthis。MyonecomfortwastothinkofEustace。Myoneencouragementwastokeepmymindfixedasconstantlyaspossibleonthebrightchangeforthebetterthatnowappearedinthedomesticprospect。Here,atleast,therewasnodisastertofear;hereIcouldhonestlyfeelthatIhadtriumphed。Myhusbandhadcomebacktomeofhisownfreewill;hehadnotgivenway,underthehardweightofevidence——hehadyieldedtothenoblerinfluencesofhisgratitudeandhislove。AndIhadtakenhimtomyheartagain——notbecauseIhadmadediscoverieswhichlefthimnootheralternativethantolivewithme,butbecauseIbelievedinthebettermindthathadcometohim,andlovedandtrustedhimwithoutreserve。Wasitnotworthsomesacrificetohavearrivedatthisresult!True——mosttrue!AndyetIwasalittleoutofspirits。Ah,well!well!theremedywaswithinaday’sjourney。
ThesoonerIwaswithEustacethebetter。
EarlythenextmorningIleftLondonforParisbythetidal—train。BenjaminaccompaniedmetotheTerminus。
"IshallwritetoEdinburghbyto—day’spost,"hesaid,intheintervalbeforethetrainmovedoutofthestation。"IthinkI
canfindthemanMr。Playmorewantstohelphim,ifhedecidestogoon。Haveyouanymessagetosend,Valeria?"
"No。Ihavedonewithit,Benjamin;Ihavenothingmoretosay。"
"ShallIwriteandtellyouhowitends,ifMr。PlaymoredoesreallytrytheexperimentatGleninch?"
Ianswered,asIfelt,alittlebitterly。
"Yes,"Isaid"Writeandtellmeiftheexperimentfail。"
Myoldfriendsmiled。HeknewmebetterthanIknewmyself。
"Allright!"hesaid,resignedly。"Ihavegottheaddressofyourbanker’scorrespondentinParis。Youwillhavetogothereformoney,mydear;andyou_may_findaletterwaitingforyouintheofficewhenyouleastexpectit。Letmehearhowyourhusbandgoeson。Good—by——andGodblessyou!"
ThateveningIwasrestoredtoEustace。
Hewastooweak,poorfellow,eventoraisehisheadfromthepillow。Ikneltdownatthebedsideandkissedhim。Hislanguid,wearyeyeskindledwithanewlifeasmylipstouchedhis。"I
musttrytolivenow,"hewhispered,"foryoursake。"
Mymother—in—lawhaddelicatelyleftustogether。WhenhesaidthosewordsthetemptationtotellhimofthenewhopethathadcometobrightenourliveswasmorethanIcouldresist。
"Youmusttrytolivenow,Eustace,"Isaid,"forsomeoneelsebesidesme。"
Hiseyeslookedwonderinglyintomine。
"Doyoumeanmymother?"heasked。
Ilaidmyheadonhisbosom,andwhisperedback——"Imeanyourchild。"
IhadallmyrewardforallthatIhadgivenup。IforgotMr。
Playmore;IforgotGleninch。Ournewhoneymoondates,inmyremembrance,fromthatday。
Thequiettimepassed,intheby—streetinwhichwelived。TheouterstirandtumultofParisianliferanitsdailycoursearoundus,unnoticedandunheard。Steadily,thoughslowly,Eustacegainedstrength。Thedoctors,withawordortwoofcaution,lefthimalmostentirelytome。"Youarehisphysician,"
theysaid;"thehappieryoumakehim,thesoonerhewillrecover。"Thequiet,monotonousroundofmynewlifewasfarfromwearyingme。I,too,wantedrepose——Ihadnointerests,nopleasures,outofmyhusband’sroom。
Once,andonceonly,theplacidsurfaceofourliveswasjustgentlyruffledbyanallusiontothepast。SomethingthatI
accidentallysaidremindedEustaceofourlastinterviewatMajorFitz—David’shouse。Hereferred,verydelicately,towhatIhadthensaidoftheVerdictpronouncedonhimattheTrial;andheleftmetoinferthatawordfrommylips,confirmingwhathismotherhadalreadytoldhim,wouldquiethismindatonceandforever。
Myanswerinvolvednoembarrassmentsordifficulties;IcouldanddidhonestlytellhimthatIhadmadehiswishesmylaw。Butitwashardlyinwomanhood,Iamafraid,tobesatisfiedwithmerelyreplying,andtoleaveitthere。IthoughtitduetomethatEustacetooshouldconcedesomething,inthewayofanassurancewhichmightquiet_my_mind。Asusualwithme,thewordsfollowedtheimpulsetospeakthem。"Eustace,"Iasked,"areyouquitecuredofthosecrueldoubtswhichoncemadeyouleaveme?"
Hisanswer(asheafterwardsaid)mademeblushwithpleasure。
"Ah,Valeria,IshouldneverhavegoneawayifIhadknownyouthenaswellasIknowyounow!"
Sothelastshadowsofdistrustmeltedawayoutofourlives。
TheveryremembranceoftheturmoilandthetroubleofmypastdaysinLondonseemednowtofadefrommymemory。Wewereloversagain;wewereabsorbedagainineachother;wecouldalmostfancythatourmarriagedatedbackoncemoretoadayortwosince。Butonelastvictoryovermyselfwaswantingtomakemyhappinesscomplete。Istillfeltsecretlongings,inthosedangerousmomentswhenIwasleftbymyself,toknowwhetherthesearchforthetornletterhadorhadnottakenplace。Whatwaywardcreaturesweare!Witheverythingthatawomancouldwanttomakeherhappy,IwasreadytoputthathappinessinperilratherthanremainignorantofwhatwasgoingonatGleninch!I
actuallyhailedthedaywhenmyemptypursegavemeanexcuseforgoingtomybanker’scorrespondentonbusiness,andsoreceivinganyletterswaitingformewhichmightbeplacedinmyhands。
IappliedformymoneywithoutknowingwhatIwasabout;
wonderingallthetimewhetherBenjaminhadwrittentomeornot。
Myeyeswanderedoverthedesksandtablesintheoffice,lookingforlettersfurtively。Nothingofthesortwasvisible。Butamanappearedfromaninneroffice:anuglyman,whowasyetbeautifultomyeyes,forthissufficientreason——hehadaletterinhishand,andhesaid,"Isthisforyou,ma’am?"
AglanceattheaddressshowedmeBenjamin’shandwriting。
Hadtheytriedtheexperimentofrecoveringtheletter?andhadtheyfailed?
Somebodyputmymoneyinmybag,andpolitelyledmeouttothelittlehiredcarriagewhichwaswaitingformeatthedoor。I
remembernothingdistinctlyuntilIopenedtheletteronmywayhome。Thefirstwordstoldmethatthedust—heaphadbeenexamined,andthatthefragmentsofthetornletterhadbeenfound。
CHAPTERXLV。
THEDUST—HEAPDISTURBED。
Myheadturnedgiddy。Iwasobligedtowaitandletmyoverpoweringagitationsubside,beforeIcouldreadanymore。
Lookingattheletteragain,afteraninterval,myeyesfellaccidentallyonasentenceneartheend,whichsurprisedandstartledme。
Istoppedthedriverofthecarriage,attheentrancetothestreetinwhichourlodgingsweresituated,andtoldhimtotakemetothebeautifulparkofParis——thefamousBoisdeBoulogne。
Myobjectwastogaintimeenough,inthisway,toreadthelettercarefullythroughbymyself,andtoascertainwhetherI
oughtoroughtnottokeepthereceiptofitasecretbeforeI
confrontedmyhusbandandhismotherathome。
Thisprecautiontaken,IreadthenarrativewhichmygoodBenjaminhadsowiselyandsothoughtfullywrittenforme。
Treatingthevariousincidentsmethodically,hebeganwiththeReportwhichhadarrived,induecourseofmail,fromouragentinAmerica。
Ourmanhadsuccessfullytracedthelodgekeeper’sdaughterandherhusbandtoasmalltowninoneoftheWesternStates。Mr。
Playmore’sletterofintroductionatoncesecuredhimacordialreceptionfromthemarriedpair,andapatienthearingwhenhestatedtheobjectofhisvoyageacrosstheAtlantic。
Hisfirstquestionsledtonoveryencouragingresults。Thewomanwasconfusedandsurprised,andwasapparentlyquiteunabletoexerthermemorytoanyusefulpurpose。Fortunately,herhusbandprovedtobeaveryintelligentman。Hetooktheagentprivatelyaside,andsaidtohim,"Iunderstandmywife,andyoudon’t。
Tellmeexactlywhatitisyouwanttoknow,andleaveittometodiscoverhowmuchsheremembersandhowmuchsheforgets。"
Thissensiblesuggestionwasreadilyaccepted。Theagentwaitedforeventsadayandanight。
Earlythenextmorningthehusbandsaidtohim,"Talktomywifenow,andyou’llfindshehassomethingtotellyou。Onlymindthis。Don’tlaughatherwhenshespeaksoftrifles。Sheishalfashamedtospeakoftrifles,eventome。Thinksmenareabovesuchmatters,youknow。Listenquietly,andlethertalk——andyouwillgetatitallinthatway。"
Theagentfollowedhisinstructions,and"gotatit"asfollows:
Thewomanremembered,perfectlywell,beingsenttocleanthebedroomsandputthemtidy,afterthegentlefolkshadallleftGleninch。Hermotherhadabadhipatthetime,andcouldnotgowithherandhelpher。Shedidnotmuchfancybeingaloneinthegreathouse,afterwhathadhappenedinit。Onherwaytoherworkshepassedtwoofthecottagers’childrenintheneighborhoodatplayinthepark。Mr。Macallanwasalwayskindtohispoortenants,andneverobjectedtotheyoungonesroundabouthavingarunonthegrass。Thetwochildrenidlyfollowedhertothehouse。Shetooktheminside,alongwithher——notlikingtheplace,asalreadymentioned,andfeelingthattheywouldbecompanyinthesolitaryrooms。
ShebeganherworkintheGuests’Corridor——leavingtheroomintheothercorridor,inwhichthedeathhadhappened,tothelast。
Therewasverylittletodointhetwofirstrooms。Therewasnotlitterenough,whenshehadsweptthefloorsandcleanedthegrates,toevenhalffillthehousemaid’sbucketwhichshecarriedwithher。Thechildrenfollowedherabout;and,allthingsconsidered,were"verygoodcompany"inthelonelyplace。
Thethirdroom(thatistosay,thebedchamberwhichhadbeenoccupiedbyMiserrimusDexterwasinamuchworsestatethantheothertwo,andwantedagreatdealoftidying。Shedidnotmuchnoticethechildrenhere,beingoccupiedwithherwork。Thelitterwassweptupfromthecarpet,andthecindersandashesweretakenoutofthegrate,andthewholeofitwasinthebucket,whenherattentionwasrecalledtothechildrenbyhearingoneofthemcry。
Shelookedabouttheroomwithoutatfirstdiscoveringthem。
Afreshoutburstofcryingledherintherightdirection,andshowedherthechildrenunderatableinacorneroftheroom。
Theyoungestofthetwohadgotintoawaste—paperbasket。Theeldesthadfoundanoldbottleofgum,withabrushfixedinthecork,andwasgravelypaintingthefaceofthesmallerchildwithwhatlittleremainedofthecontentsofthebottle。Somenaturalstruggles,onthepartofthelittlecreature,hadendedintheoverthrowofthebasket,andtheusualoutburstofcryinghadfollowedasamatterofcourse。
Inthisstateofthingstheremedywassoonapplied。Thewomantookthebottleawayfromtheeldestchild,andgaveita"boxontheear。"Theyoungeroneshesetonitslegsagain,andsheputthetwo"inthecorner"tokeepthemquiet。Thisdone,shesweptupsuchfragmentsofthetornpaperinthebasketashadfallenonthefloor;threwthembackagainintothebasket,alongwiththegum—bottle;fetchedthebucket,andemptiedthebasketintoit;andthenproceededtothefourthandlastroominthecorridor,whereshefinishedherworkforthatday。
Leavingthehouse,withthechildrenafterher,shetookthefilledbuckettothedust—heap,andemptieditinahollowplaceamongtherubbish,abouthalf—wayupthemound。Thenshetookthechildrenhome;andtherewasanendofitfortheday。
Suchwastheresultoftheappealmadetothewoman’smemoryofdomesticeventsatGleninch。
TheconclusionatwhichMr。Playmorearrived,fromthefactssubmittedtohim,wasthatthechanceswerenowdecidedlyinfavoroftherecoveryoftheletter。Thrownin,nearlymidwaybetweenthecontentsofthehousemaid’sbucket,thetornmorselswouldbeprotectedaboveaswellasbelow,whentheywereemptiedonthedust—heap。
Succeedingweeksandmonthswouldaddtothatprotection,byaddingtotheaccumulatedrefuse。Intheneglectedconditionofthegrounds,thedust—heaphadnotbeendisturbedinsearchofmanure。Thereithadstood,untouched,fromthetimewhenthefamilyleftGleninchtothepresentday。Andthere,hiddendeepsomewhereinthemound,thefragmentsofthelettermustbe。
Suchwerethelawyer’sconclusions。HehadwrittenimmediatelytocommunicatethemtoBenjamin。And,thereupon,whathadBenjamindone?
Afterhavingtriedhispowersofreconstructiononhisowncorrespondence,theprospectofexperimentingonthemysteriousletteritselfhadprovedtobeatemptationtoopowerfulfortheoldmantoresist。"Ialmostfancy,mydear,thisbusinessofyourshasbewitchedme,"hewrote。"YouseeIhavethemisfortunetobeanidleman。Ihavetimetospareandmoneytospare。AndtheendofitisthatIamhereatGleninch,engagedonmyownsoleresponsibility(withgoodMr。Playmore’spermission)insearchingthedust—heap!"
Benjamin’sdescriptionofhisfirstviewofthefieldofactionatGleninchfollowedthesecharacteristiclinesofapology。
Ipassedoverthedescriptionwithoutceremony。Myremembranceofthescenewastoovividtorequireanypromptingofthatsort。I
sawagain,inthedimeveninglight,theunsightlymoundwhichhadsostrangelyattractedmyattentionatGleninch。IheardagainthewordsinwhichMr。Playmorehadexplainedtomethecustomofthedust—heapinScotchcountry—houses。WhathadBenjaminandMr。Playmoredone?WhathadBenjaminandMr。