"ThenIwillstayheretillyourmothercomes,andaskherwhatitis。"
"AskHER?"
"Yes!DoyouthinkIwillgiveyouuptillIknowwhyImust?"
"Youforcemetoit!WillyougoifItellyou,andneverletanyhumancreatureknowwhatyouhavesaidtome?"
"Notunlessyougivemeleave。"
"Thatwillbenever。Well,then————"Shestopped,andmadetwoorthreeineffectualeffortstobeginagain。
"No,no!Ican’t。Youmustgo!"
"Iwillnotgo!"
"Yousaidyou——lovedme。Ifyoudo,youwillgo。"
Hedroppedthehandshehadstretchedtowardsher,andshehidherfaceinherown。
"There!"shesaid,turningitsuddenlyuponhim。
"Sitdownthere。Andwillyoupromiseme——onyourhonour——
nottospeak——nottotrytopersuademe——notto——touchme?Youwon’ttouchme?"
"Iwillobeyyou,Penelope。"
"Asifyouwerenevertoseemeagain?AsifIweredying?"
"Iwilldowhatyousay。ButIshallseeyouagain;
anddon’ttalkofdying。Thisisthebeginningoflife————"
"No。It’stheend,"saidthegirl,resumingatlastsomethingofthehoarsedrawlwhichthetumultofherfeelinghadbrokenintothosehalf—articulateappeals。Shesatdowntoo,andliftedherfacetowardshim。"It’stheendoflifeforme,becauseIknownowthatImusthavebeenplayingfalsefromthebeginning。Youdon’tknowwhatImean,andIcannevertellyou。Itisn’tmysecret——it’ssomeoneelse’s。You——youmustnevercomehereagain。
Ican’ttellyouwhy,andyoumustnevertrytoknow。
Doyoupromise?"
"Youcanforbidme。Imustdowhatyousay。"
"Idoforbidyou,then。AndyoushallnotthinkIamcruel————
"HowcouldIthinkthat?"
"Oh,howhardyoumakeit!"
Coreylaughedforverydespair。"CanImakeiteasierbydisobeyingyou?"
"IknowIamtalkingcrazily。ButI’mnotcrazy。"
"No,no,"hesaid,withsomewildnotionofcomfortingher;
"buttrytotellmethistrouble!Thereisnothingunderheaven——nocalamity,nosorrow——thatIwouldn’tgladlysharewithyou,ortakealluponmyselfifIcould!"
"Iknow!Butthisyoucan’t。Oh,my————"
"Dearest!Wait!Think!Letmeaskyourmother——yourfather————"
Shegaveacry。
"No!Ifyoudothat,youwillmakemehateyou!Willyou————"
Therattlingofalatch—keywasheardintheouterdoor。
"Promise!"criedPenelope。
"Oh,Ipromise!"
"Good—bye!"Shesuddenlyflungherarmsroundhisneck,and,pressinghercheektightagainsthis,flashedoutoftheroombyonedoorasherfatherentereditbyanother。
Coreyturnedtohiminadaze。"I——Icalledtospeakwithyou——aboutamatter————Butit’ssolatenow。
I’ll——I’llseeyouto—morrow。"
"Notimelikethepresent,"saidLapham,withafiercenessthatdidnotseemreferabletoCorey。Hehadhishatstillon,andheglaredattheyoungmanoutofhisblueeyeswithafirethatsomethingelsemusthavekindledthere。
"Ireallycan’tnow,"saidCoreyweakly。"Itwilldoquiteaswellto—morrow。Goodnight,sir。"
"Goodnight,"answeredLaphamabruptly,followinghimtothedoor,andshuttingitafterhim。"Ithinkthedevilmusthavegotintoprettymucheverybodyto—night,"hemuttered,comingbacktotheroom,whereheputdownhishat。
Thenhewenttothekitchen—stairsandcalleddown,"Hello,Alice!Iwantsomethingtoeat!
XVII。
"WHAT’sthereasonthegirlsnevergetdowntobreakfastanymore?"askedLapham,whenhemethiswifeatthetableinthemorning。Hehadbeenupanhourandahalf,andhespokewiththeseverityofahungryman。
"Itseemstometheydon’tamounttoANYthing。HereIam,atmytimeoflife,upthefirstoneinthehouse。Iringthebellforthecookatquarter—pastsixeverymorning,andthebreakfastisonthetableathalf—pastsevenrightalong,likeclockwork,butIneverseeanybodybutyoutillIgototheoffice。"
"Ohyes,youdo,Si,"saidhiswifesoothingly。
"Thegirlsarenearlyalwaysdown。Butthey’reyoung,andittiresthemmorethanitdoesustogetupearly。"
"Theycanrestafterwards。Theydon’tdoanythingaftertheyAREup,"grumbledLapham。
"Well,that’syourfault,ain’tit?"Yououghtn’ttohavemadesomuchmoney,andthenthey’dhavehadtowork。"
ShelaughedatLapham’sSpartanmood,andwentontoexcusetheyoungpeople。"Irene’sbeenuptwonightshandrunning,andPenelopesayssheain’twell。Whatmakesyousocrossaboutthegirls?Beendoingsomethingyou’reashamedof?"
"I’lltellyouwhenI’vebeendoinganythingtobeashamedof,"growledLapham。
"Ohno,youwon’t!"saidhiswifejollily。"You’llonlybehardontherestofus。Comenow,Si;whatisit?"
Laphamfrownedintohiscoffeewithsulkydignity,andsaid,withoutlookingup,"Iwonderwhatthatfellowwantedherelastnight?""Whatfellow?"
"Corey。IfoundhimherewhenIcamehome,andhesaidhewantedtoseeme;buthewouldn’tstop。"
"Wherewashe?"
"Inthesitting—room。"
"WasPenthere?"
"Ididn’tseeher。"
Mrs。Laphampaused,withherhandonthecream—jug。"Why,whatinthelanddidhewant?Didhesayhewantedyou?"
"That’swhathesaid。"
"Andthenhewouldn’tstay?"
"Well,then,I’lltellyoujustwhatitis,SilasLapham。
Hecamehere"——shelookedabouttheroomandloweredhervoice——"toseeyouaboutIrene,andthenhehadn’tthecourage。"
"Iguesshe’sgotcourageenoughtodoprettymuchwhathewantsto,"saidLaphamglumly。"AllIknowis,hewashere。YoubetteraskPenaboutit,ifsheevergetsdown。"
"IguessIshan’twaitforher,"saidMrs。Lapham;
and,asherhusbandclosedthefrontdoorafterhim,sheopenedthatofherdaughter’sroomandenteredabruptly。
Thegirlsatatthewindow,fullydressed,andasifshehadbeensittingtherealongtime。Withoutrising,sheturnedherfacetowardshermother。Itmerelyshowedblackagainstthelight,andrevealednothingtillhermothercameclosetoherwithsuccessivequestions。
"Why,howlonghaveyoubeenup,Pen?Whydon’tyoucometoyourbreakfast?DidyouseeMr。Coreywhenhecalledlastnight?Why,what’sthematterwithyou?Whathaveyoubeencryingabout?
"HaveIbeencrying?"
"Yes!Yourcheeksareallwet!"
"Ithoughttheywereonfire。Well,I’lltellyouwhat’shappened。"Sherose,andthenfellbackinherchair。
"Lockthedoor!"sheordered,andhermothermechanicallyobeyed。"Idon’twantIreneinhere。There’snothingthematter。Only,Mr。Coreyofferedhimselftomelastnight。"
Hermotherremainedlookingather,helpless,notsomuchwithamaze,perhaps,asdismay。"Oh,I’mnotaghost!I
wishIwas!Youhadbettersitdown,mother。Youhavegottoknowallaboutit。"
Mrs。Laphamdroppednervelesslyintothechairattheotherwindow,andwhilethegirlwentslowlybutbrieflyon,touchingonlythevitalpointsofthestory,andbreakingattimesintoabitterdrollery,shesatasifwithoutthepowertospeakorstir。
"Well,that’sall,mother。IshouldsayIhaddreamt,it,ifIhadsleptanylastnight;butIguessitreallyhappened。"
Themotherglancedroundatthebed,andsaid,gladtooccupyherselfdelayinglywiththeminorcare:"Why,youhavebeensittingupallnight!Youwillkillyourself。"
"Idon’tknowaboutkillingmyself,butI’vebeensittingupallnight,"answeredthegirl。Then,seeingthathermotherremainedblanklysilentagain,shedemanded,"Whydon’tyoublameme,mother?"Whydon’tyousaythatIledhimon,andtriedtogethimawayfromher?
Don’tyoubelieveIdid?"
Hermothermadehernoanswer,asiftheseravingsofself—accusalneedednone。"Doyouthink,"sheaskedsimply,"thathegottheideayoucaredforhim?"
"Heknewit!HowcouldIkeepitfromhim?IsaidI
didn’t——atfirst!"
"Itwasnouse,"sighedthemother。"Youmightaswellsaidyoudid。Itcouldn’thelpIreneany,ifyoudidn’t。"
"Ialwaystriedtohelpherwithhim,evenwhenI————"
"Yes,Iknow。Butsheneverwasequaltohim。Isawthatfromthestart;butItriedtoblindmyselftoit。
Andwhenhekeptcoming————"
"Youneverthoughtofme!"criedthegirl,withabitternessthatreachedhermother’sheart。"Iwasnobody!Icouldn’tfeel!Noonecouldcareforme!"Theturmoilofdespair,oftriumph,ofremorseandresentment,whichfilledhersoul,triedtoexpressitselfinthewords。
"No,"saidthemotherhumbly。"Ididn’tthinkofyou。
OrIdidn’tthinkofyouenough。Itdidcomeacrossmesometimesthatmaybe————Butitdidn’tseemasif————AndyourgoingonsoforIrene————"
"Youletmegoon。Youmademealwaysgoandtalkwithhimforher,andyoudidn’tthinkIwouldtalktohimformyself。Well,Ididn’t!"
"I’mpunishedforit。Whendidyou——begintocareforhim!"
"HowdoIknow?Whatdifferencedoesitmake?It’sallovernow,nomatterwhenitbegan。Hewon’tcomehereanymore,unlessIlethim。"Shecouldnothelpbetrayingherprideinthisauthorityofhers,butshewentonanxiouslyenough,"WhatwillyousaytoIrene?She’ssafeasfarasI’mconcerned;butifhedon’tcareforher,whatwillyoudo?"
"Idon’tknowwhattodo,"saidMrs。Lapham。Shesatinanapathyfromwhichsheapparentlycouldnotrouseherself。
"Idon’tseeasanythingcanbedone。"
Penelopelaughedinapityingderision。
"Well,letthingsgoonthen。Buttheywon’tgoon。"
"No,theywon’tgoon,"echoedhermother。"She’sprettyenough,andshe’scapable;andyourfather’sgotthemoney——I
don’tknowwhatI’msaying!Sheain’tequaltohim,andsheneverwas。Ikeptfeelingitallthetime,andyetIkeptblindingmyself。"
"Ifhehadevercaredforher,"saidPenelope,"itwouldn’thavematteredwhethershewasequaltohimornot。
I’Mnotequaltohimeither。"
Hermotherwenton:"Imighthavethoughtitwasyou;
butIhadgotset————Well!Icanseeitallclearenough,nowit’stoolate。Idon’tknowwhattodo。"
"Andwhatdoyouexpectmetodo?"demandedthegirl。
"DoyouwantMEtogotoIreneandtellherthatI’vegothimawayfromher?"
"OgoodLord!"criedMrs。Lapham。"WhatshallIdo?WhatdoyouwantIshoulddo,Pen?"
"Nothingforme,"saidPenelope。"I’vehaditoutwithmyself。NowdothebestyoucanforIrene。"
"Icouldn’tsayyouhaddonewrong,ifyouwastomarryhimto—day。"
"Mother!"
"No,Icouldn’t。Icouldn’tsaybutwhatyouhadbeengoodandfaithfullallthrough,andyouhadaperfectrighttodoit。Thereain’tanyonetoblame。He’sbehavedlikeagentleman,andIcanseenowthatheneverthoughtofher,andthatitwasyouallthewhile。Well,marryhim,then!He’sgottheright,andsohaveyou。"
"WhataboutIrene?Idon’twantyoutotalkaboutme。
Icantakecareofmyself"
"She’snothingbutachild。It’sonlyafancywithher。
She’llgetoverit。Shehain’treallygotherheartsetonhim。"
"She’sgotherheartsetonhim,mother。She’sgotherwholelifesetonhim。Youknowthat。"
"Yes,that’sso,"saidthemother,aspromptlyasifshehadbeenarguingtothatratherthanthecontraryeffect。
"IfIcouldgivehimtoher,Iwould。Butheisn’tminetogive。"Sheaddedinaburstofdespair,"Heisn’tminetokeep!"
"Well,"saidMrs。Lapham,"shehasgottobearit。
Idon’tknowwhat’stocomeofitall。Butshe’sgottobearhershareofit。"Sheroseandwenttowardthedoor。
Peneloperanafterherinasortofterror。"You’renotgoingtotellIrene?"shegasped,seizinghermotherbyeithershoulder。
"Yes,Iam,"saidMrs。Lapham。"Ifshe’sawomangrown,shecanbearawoman’sburden。"
"Ican’tletyoutellIrene,"saidthegirl,lettingfallherfaceonhermother’sneck。"NotIrene,"shemoaned。
"I’mafraidtoletyou。HowcanIeverlookatheragain?"
"Why,youhaven’tdoneanything,Pen,"saidhermothersoothingly。
"Iwantedto!Yes,Imusthavedonesomething。
HowcouldIhelpit?Ididcareforhimfromthefirst,andImusthavetriedtomakehimlikeme。DoyouthinkIdid?No,no!Youmustn’ttellIrene!Not——
not——yet!Mother!Yes!Ididtrytogethimfromher!"
shecried,liftingherhead,andsuddenlylookinghermotherinthefacewiththoselargedimeyesofhers。
"Whatdoyouthink?Evenlastnight!ItwasthefirsttimeIeverhadhimalltomyself,formyself,andIknownowthatItriedtomakehimthinkthatIwasprettyand——funny。AndIdidn’ttrytomakehimthinkofher。
IknewthatIpleasedhim,andItriedtopleasehimmore。
PerhapsIcouldhavekepthimfromsayingthathecaredforme;
butwhenIsawhedid——Imusthaveseenit——Icouldn’t。
Ihadneverhadhimtomyself,andformyselfbefore。
Ineedn’thaveseenhimatall,butIwantedtoseehim;
andwhenIwassittingtherealonewithhim,howdoIknowwhatIdidtolethimfeelthatIcaredforhim?Now,willyoutellIrene?Ineverthoughthedidcareforme,andneverexpectedhimto。ButIlikedhim。Yes——Ididlikehim!Tellherthat!OrelseIwill。"
"Ifitwastotellherhewasdead,"beganMrs。Laphamabsently。
"Howeasyitwouldbe!"criedthegirlinself—mockery。
"Buthe’sworsethandeadtoher;andsoamI。I’veturneditoveramillionways,mother;I’velookedatitineverylightyoucanputitin,andIcan’tmakeanythingbutmiseryoutofit。Youcanseethemiseryatthefirstglance,andyoucan’tseemoreorlessifyouspendyourlifelookingatit。"Shelaughedagain,asifthehopelessnessofthethingamusedher。Thensheflewtotheextremeofself—assertion。"Well,IHAVEarighttohim,andhehasarighttome。Ifhe’sneverdoneanythingtomakeherthinkhecaredforher,——andIknowhehasn’t;
it’sallbeenourdoing,thenhe’sfreeandI’mfree。
Wecan’tmakeherhappywhateverwedo;andwhyshouldn’tI————No,thatwon’tdo!Ireachedthatpointbefore!"
Shebrokeagainintoherdesperatelaugh。"Youmaytrynow,mother!"
"I’dbestspeaktoyourfatherfirst————"
Penelopesmiledalittlemoreforlornlythanshehadlaughed。
"Well,yes;theColonelwillhavetoknow。Itisn’tatroublethatIcankeeptomyselfexactly。Itseemstobelongtotoomanyotherpeople。"
Hermothertookacrazyencouragementfromherreturntoheroldwayofsayingthings。"Perhapshecanthinkofsomething。"
"Oh,Idon’tdoubtbuttheColonelwillknowjustwhattodo!"
"Youmustn’tbetoodown—heartedaboutit。It——it’llallcomeright————"
"YoutellIrenethat,mother。"
Mrs。Laphamhadputherhandonthedoor—key;shedroppedit,andlookedatthegirlwithasortofbeseechingappealforthecomfortshecouldnotimagineherself。
"Don’tlookatme,mother,"saidPenelope,shakingherhead。
"YouknowthatifIreneweretodiewithoutknowingit,itwouldn’tcomerightforme。"
"Pen!"
"I’vereadofcaseswhereagirlgivesupthemanthatloveshersoastomakesomeothergirlhappythatthemandoesn’tlove。Thatmightbedone。"
"Yourfatherwouldthinkyouwereafool,"saidMrs。Lapham,findingasortofrefugeinherstrongdisgustforthepseudoheroism。"No!Ifthere’stobeanygivingup,letitbebytheonethatshan’tmakeanybodybutherselfsuffer。There’stroubleandsorrowenoughintheworld,withoutMAKINGitonpurpose!"
Sheunlockedthedoor,butPenelopeslippedroundandsetherselfagainstit。"Ireneshallnotgiveup!"
"Iwillseeyourfatheraboutit,"saidthemother。
"Letmeoutnow————"
"Don’tletIrenecomehere!"
"No。Iwilltellherthatyouhaven’tslept。Gotobednow,andtrytogetsomerest。Sheisn’tupherselfyet。
Youmusthavesomebreakfast。"
"No;letmesleepifIcan。IcangetsomethingwhenI
wakeup。I’llcomedownifIcan’tsleep。Lifehasgottogoon。Itdoeswhenthere’sadeathinthehouse,andthisisonlyalittleworse。"
"Don’tyoutalknonsense!"criedMrs。Lapham,withangryauthority。
"Well,alittlebetter,then,"saidPenelope,withmeekconcession。
Mrs。Laphamattemptedtosaysomething,andcouldnot。
ShewentoutandopenedIrene’sdoor。Thegirlliftedherheaddrowsilyfromherpillow"Don’tdisturbyoursisterwhenyougetup,Irene。Shehasn’tsleptwell———
—"
"PLEASEdon’ttalk!I’malmostDEADwithsleep!"
returnedIrene。"Dogo,mamma!Ishan’tdisturbher。"
Sheturnedherfacedowninthepillow,andpulledthecoveringupoverherears。
Themotherslowlyclosedthedoorandwentdownstairs,feelingbewilderedandbaffledalmostbeyondthepowertomove。Thetimehadbeenwhenshewouldhavetriedtofindoutwhythisjudgmenthadbeensentuponher。
Butnowshecouldnotfeelthattheinnocentsufferingofotherswasinflictedforherfault;
sheshrankinstinctivelyfromthatcruelandegotisticmisinterpretationofthemysteryofpainandloss。
Shesawhertwochildren,equallyifdifferentlydeartoher,destinedtotroublethatnothingcouldavert,andshecouldnotblameeitherofthem;shecouldnotblamethemeansofthismiserytothem;hewasasinnocentasthey,andthoughherheartwassoreagainsthiminthisfirstmoment,shecouldstillbejusttohiminit。
Shewasawomanwhohadbeenusedtoseekthelightbystriving;shehadhithertoliterallyworkedtoit。
Butitisthecurseofprosperitythatittakesworkawayfromus,andshutsthatdoortohopeandhealthofspirit。
Inthishouse,whereeverythinghadcometobedoneforher,shehadnotaskstointerposebetweenherandherdespair。Shesatdowninherownroomandletherhandsfallinherlap,——thehandsthathadoncebeensohelpfulandbusy,——andtriedtothinkitallout。
Shehadneverheardofthefatethatwasoncesupposedtoappointthesorrowsofmenirrespectiveoftheirblamelessnessorblame,beforethetimewhenitcametobebelievedthatsorrowswerepenalties;butinhersimplewaysherecognisedsomethinglikethatmythicpowerwhensherosefromherstrugglewiththeproblem,andsaidaloudtoherself,"Well,thewitchisinit。"
Turnwhichwayshewould,shesawnoescapefromthemiserytocome——themiserywhichhadcomealreadytoPenelopeandherself,andthatmustcometoIreneandherfather。
Shestartedwhenshedefinitelythoughtofherhusband,andthoughtwithwhatviolenceitwouldworkineveryfibreofhisrudestrength。Shefearedthat,andshefearedsomethingworse——theeffectwhichhisprideandambitionmightseektogiveit;anditwaswithterrorofthis,aswellasthenaturaltrustwithwhichawomanmustturntoherhusbandinanyanxietyatlast,thatshefeltshecouldnotwaitforeveningtotakecounselwithhim。
Whensheconsideredhowwronglyhemighttakeitall,itseemedasifitwerealreadyknowntohim,andshewasimpatienttopreventhiserror。
Shesentoutforamessenger,whomshedespatchedwithanotetohisplaceofbusiness:"Silas,Ishouldliketoridewithyouthisafternoon。Can’tyoucomehomeearly?Persis。"
AndshewasatdinnerwithIrene,evadingherquestionsaboutPenelope,whenanswercamethathewouldbeatthehousewiththebuggyathalf—pasttwo。Itiseasytoputoffagirlwhohasbutonethinginherhead;butthoughMrs。LaphamcouldescapewithouttellinganythingofPenelope,shecouldnotescapeseeinghowwhollyIrenewasengrossedwithhopesnowturnedsovainandimpossible。Shewasstilltalkingofthatdinner,ofnothingbutthatdinner,andbeggingforflatteryofherselfandpraiseofhim,whichhermotherhadtillnowbeensoreadytogive。
"Seemstomeyoudon’ttakeverymuchinterest,mamma!"
shesaid,laughingandblushingatonepoint。
"Yes,——yes,Ido,"protestedMrs。Lapham,andthenthegirlprattledon。
"IguessIshallgetoneofthosepinsthatNannyCoreyhadinherhair。Ithinkitwouldbecomeme,don’tyou?"
"Yes;butIrene——Idon’tliketohaveyougoonso,till——unlesshe’ssaidsomethingtoshow——Yououghtn’ttogiveyourselfuptothinking————"Butatthisthegirlturnedsowhite,andlookedsuchreproachather,thatsheaddedfrantically:"Yes,getthepin。Itisjustthethingforyou!Butdon’tdisturbPenelope。
LetheralonetillIgetback。I’mgoingouttoridewithyourfather。He’llbehereinhalfanhour。
Areyouthrough?Ring,then。Getyourselfthatfanyousawtheotherday。Yourfatherwon’tsayanything;helikestohaveyoulookwell。Icouldseehiseyesonyouhalfthetimetheothernight。"
"IshouldhavelikedtohavePengowithme,"saidIrene,restoredtohernormalstateofinnocentselfishnessbytheseflatteries。"Don’tyousupposeshe’llbeupintime?What’sthematterwithherthatshedidn’tsleep?"
"Idon’tknow。Betterletheralone。"
"Well,"submittedIrene。
XVIII。
MRS。LAPHAMwentawaytoputonherbonnetandcloak,andshewaswaitingatthewindowwhenherhusbanddroveup。
Sheopenedthedoorandrandownthesteps。"Don’tgetout;
Icanhelpmyselfin,"andsheclamberedtohisside,whilehekeptthefidgetingmarestillwithvoiceandtouch。
"WheredoyouwantIshouldgo?"heasked,turningthebuggy。
"Oh,Idon’tcare。OutBrooklineway,Iguess。
Iwishyouhadn’tbroughtthisfoolofahorse,"shegavewaypetulantly。"Iwantedtohaveatalk。"
"WhenIcan’tdrivethismareandtalktoo,I’llselloutaltogether,"saidLapham。"She’llbequietenoughwhenshe’shadherspin。"
"Well,"saidhiswife;andwhiletheyweremakingtheirwayacrossthecitytotheMilldamsheansweredcertainquestionsheaskedaboutsomepointsinthenewhouse。
"Ishouldhavelikedtohaveyoustopthere,"hebegan;
butsheansweredsoquickly,"Notto—day,"thathegaveitupandturnedhishorse’sheadwestwardwhentheystruckBeaconStreet。
Heletthemareout,andhedidnotpullherintillhelefttheBrightonroadandstruckoffunderthelowboughsthatmetaboveoneofthequietstreetsofBrookline,wherethestonecottages,withhereandthereapatchofdeterminedivyontheirnorthernwalls,didwhattheycouldtolookEnglishamidtheglareoftheautumnalfoliage。
Thesmoothearthentrackunderthemare’shoofswasscatteredwithflakesoftheredandyellowgoldthatmadetheairluminousaroundthem,andtheperspectivewasgaywithinnumerabletintsandtones。
"Prettysightly,"saidLapham,withalongsign,lettingthereinslielooseinhisvigilanthand,towhichheseemedtorelegatethewholechargeofthemare。"IwanttotalkwithyouaboutRogers,Persis。He’sbeengettingindeeperanddeeperwithme;andlastnighthepesteredmehalftodeathtogoinwithhiminoneofhisschemes。