Iain’tgoingtoblameanybody,butIhain’tgotverymuchconfidenceinRogers。AndItoldhimsolastnight。"
  "Oh,don’ttalktomeaboutRogers!"hiswifebrokein。
  "There’ssomethingagooddealmoreimportantthanRogersintheworld,andmoreimportantthanyourbusiness。
  Itseemsasifyoucouldn’tthinkofanythingelse——thatandthenewhouse。DidyousupposeIwantedtoridesoastotalkRogerswithyou?"shedemanded,yieldingtothenecessityawifefeelsofmakingherhusbandpayforhersuffering,evenifhehasnotinflictedit。
  "Ideclare————"
  "Well,holdon,now!"saidLapham。"WhatDOyouwanttotalkabout?I’mlistening。"
  Hiswifebegan,"Why,it’sjustthis,SilasLapham!"
  andthenshebrokeofftosay,"Well,youmaywait,now——startingmewrong,whenit’shardenoughanyway。"
  Laphamsilentlyturnedhiswhipoverandoverinhishandandwaited。
  "Didyousuppose,"sheaskedatlast,"thatthatyoungCoreyhadbeencomingtoseeIrene?"
  "Idon’tknowwhatIsupposed,"repliedLaphamsullenly。
  "Youalwayssaidso。"Helookedsharplyatherunderhisloweringbrows。
  "Well,hehasn’t,"saidMrs。Lapham;andsherepliedtothefrownthatblackenedonherhusband’sface。
  "AndIcantellyouwhat,ifyoutakeitinthatwayI
  shan’tspeakanotherword。"
  "Who’stakin’itwhatway?"retortedLaphamsavagely。
  "Whatareyoudrivin’at?"
  "Iwantyoushouldpromisethatyou’llhearmeoutquietly。"
  "I’llhearyououtifyou’llgivemeachance。Ihaven’tsaidawordyet。"
  "Well,I’mnotgoingtohaveyouflyingintofortyfuries,andlookinglikeaperfectthunder—cloudattheverystart。
  I’vehadtobearit,andyou’vegottobearittoo。"
  "Well,letmehaveachanceatit,then。"
  "It’snothingtoblameanybodyabout,asIcansee,andtheonlyquestionis,what’sthebestthingtodoaboutit。There’sonlyonethingwecando;forifhedon’tcareforthechild,nobodywantstomakehim。
  Ifhehasn’tbeencomingtoseeher,hehasn’t,andthat’sallthereistoit。"
  "No,itain’t!"exclaimedLapham。
  "There!"protestedhiswife。
  "Ifhehasn’tbeencomingtoseeher,whatHAShebeencomingfor?"
  "He’sbeencomingtoseePen!"criedthewife。"NOW
  areyousatisfied?"Hertoneimpliedthathehadbroughtitalluponthem;butatthesightoftheswiftpassionsworkinginhisfacetoaperfectcomprehensionofthewholetrouble,shefelltotrembling,andherbrokenvoicelostallthespuriousindignationshehadputintoit。
  "OSilas!whatarewegoingtodoaboutit?I’mafraidit’llkillIrene。"
  Laphampulledofftheloosedriving—glovefromhisrighthandwiththefingersofhisleft,inwhichthereinslay。
  Hepasseditoverhisforehead,andthenflickedfromitthemoistureithadgatheredthere。Hecaughthisbreathonceortwice,likeamanwhomeditatesastrugglewithsuperiorforceandthenremainspassiveinitsgrasp。
  Hiswifefelttheneedofcomfortinghim,asshehadfelttheneedofafflictinghim。"Idon’tsaybutwhatitcanbemadetocomeoutallrightintheend。AllIsayis,Idon’tseemywayclearyet。"
  "WhatmakesyouthinkhelikesPen?"heaskedquietly。
  "Hetoldhersolastnight,andshetoldmethismorning。
  Washeattheofficeto—day?"
  "Yes,hewasthere。Ihaven’tbeentheremuchmyself。
  Hedidn’tsayanythingtome。DoesIreneknow?"
  "No;Ilefthergettingreadytogooutshopping。
  ShewantstogetapinliketheoneNannyCoreyhadon。"
  "OmyLord!"groanedLapham。
  "It’sbeenPenfromthestart,Iguess,oralmostfromthestart。Idon’tsaybutwhathewasattractedsomebyIreneattheveryfirst;butIguessit’sbeenPeneversincehesawher;andwe’vetakenupwithanotion,andblindedourselveswithit。TimeandagainI’vehadmydoubtswhetherhecaredforIreneany;butIdeclaretogoodness,whenhekeptcoming,IneverhardlythoughtofPen,andIcouldn’thelpbelievingatlastheDIDcareforIrene。DiditeverstrikeyouhemightbeafterPen?"
  "No。Itookwhatyousaid。Isupposedyouknew。"
  "Doyoublameme,Silas?"sheaskedtimidly。
  "No。What’stheuseofblaming?Wedon’teitherofuswantanythingbutthechildren’sgood。What’sitallofitfor,ifitain’tforthat?That’swhatwe’vebothslavedforallourlives。"
  "Yes,Iknow。PlentyofpeopleLOSEtheirchildren,"
  shesuggested。
  "Yes,butthatdon’tcomfortmeany。Ineverwasonetofeelgoodbecauseanothermanfeltbad。Howwouldyouhavelikeditifsomeonehadtakencomfortbecausehisboylivedwhenoursdied?No,Ican’tdoit。Andthisisworsethandeath,someways。Thatcomesanditgoes;butthislooksasifitwasoneofthosethingsthathadcometostay。
  ThewayIlookatit,thereain’tanyhopeforanybody。
  Supposewedon’twantPentohavehim;willthathelpIreneany,ifhedon’twanther?Supposewedon’twanttolethimhaveeither;doesthathelpeither!"
  "Youtalk,"exclaimedMrs。Lapham,"asifoursaywasgoingtosettleit。DoyousupposethatPenelopeLaphamisagirltotakeupwithafellowthathersisterisinlovewith,andthatshealwaysthoughtwasinlovewithhersister,andgooffandbehappywithhim?
  Don’tyoubelievebutwhatitwouldcomebacktoher,aslongasshebreathedthebreathoflife,howshe’dteasedherabouthim,asI’veheardPenteaseIrene,andhelpedtomakeherthinkhewasinlovewithher,byshowingthatshethoughtsoherself?It’sridiculous!"
  Laphamseemedquitebeatendownbythisargument。
  Hishugeheadhungforwardoverhisbreast;thereinslaylooseinhismovelesshand;themaretookherownway。
  Atlastheliftedhisfaceandshuthisheavyjaws。
  "Well?"quaveredhiswife。
  "Well,"heanswered,"ifhewantsher,andshewantshim,Idon’tseewhatthat’sgottodowithit。"Helookedstraightforward,andnotathiswife。
  Shelaidherhandsonthereins。"Now,youstoprighthere,SilasLapham!IfIthoughtthat——ifIreallybelievedyoucouldbewillingtobreakthatpoorchild’sheart,andletPendisgraceherselfbymarryingamanthathadasgoodaskilledhersister,justbecauseyouwantedBromfieldCorey’ssonforason—in—law————"
  Laphamturnedhisfacenow,andgaveheralook。
  "YouhadbetterNOTbelievethat,Persis!Getup!"
  hecalledtothemare,withoutglancingather,andshesprangforward。"Iseeyou’vegotpastbeinganyusetoyourselfonthissubject。"
  "Hello!"shoutedavoiceinfrontofhim。"Wherethedevilyougoin’to?"
  "DoyouwanttoKILLsomebody!"shriekedhiswife。
  Therewasalightcrash,andthemarerecoiledherlength,andseparatedtheirwheelsfromthoseoftheopenbuggyinfrontwhichLaphamhaddriveninto。Hemadehisexcusestotheoccupant;andtheaccidentrelievedthetensionoftheirfeelings,andleftthemfarfromthepointofmutualinjurywhichtheyhadreachedintheircommontroubleandtheirunselfishwillfortheirchildren’sgood。
  ItwasLaphamwhoresumedthetalk。"I’mafraidwecan’teitherofusseethisthingintherightlight。
  We’retooneartoit。IwishtotheLordtherewassomebodytotalktoaboutit。"
  "Yes,"saidhiswife;"butthereain’tanybody。"
  "Well,Idunno,"suggestedLapham,afteramoment;
  "whynottalktotheministerofyourchurch?Maybehecouldseesomewayoutofit。"
  Mrs。Laphamshookherheadhopelessly。"Itwouldn’tdo。
  I’venevertakenupmyconnectionwiththechurch,andI
  don’tfeelasifI’dgotanyclaimonhim。"
  "Ifhe’sanythingofaman,oranythingofapreacher,youHAVEgotaclaimonhim,"urgedLapham;andhespoiledhisargumentbyadding,"I’vecontributedenoughMONEY
  tohischurch。"
  "Oh,that’snothing,"saidMrs。Lapham。"Iain’twellenoughacquaintedwithDr。Langworthy,orelseI’mTOOwell。No;ifIwastoaskanyone,Ishouldwanttoaskatotalstranger。Butwhat’stheuse,Si?Nobodycouldmakeusseeitanydifferentfromwhatitis,andIdon’tknowasIshouldwanttheyshould。"
  Itblottedoutthetenderbeautyoftheday,andweigheddowntheirheartsevermoreheavilywithinthem。
  Theyceasedtotalkofitahundredtimes,andstillcamebacktoit。Theydroveonandon。Itbegantobelate。
  "Iguesswebettergoback,Si,"saidhiswife;
  andasheturnedwithoutspeaking,shepulledherveildownandbegantocrysoftlybehindit,withlowlittlebrokensobs。
  Laphamstartedthemareupanddroveswiftlyhomeward。
  Atlasthiswifestoppedcryingandbegantryingtofindherpocket。"Here,takemine,Persis,"hesaidkindly,offeringherhishandkerchief,andshetookitanddriedhereyeswithit。"Therewasoneofthosefellowstheretheothernight,"hespokeagain,whenhiswifeleanedbackagainstthecushionsinpeacefuldespair,"thatI
  likedthelooksofaboutaswellasanymanIeversaw。
  Iguesshewasaprettygoodman。ItwasthatMr。Sewell。"
  Helookedathiswife,butshedidnotsayanything。
  "Persis,"heresumed,"Ican’tbeartogobackwithnothingsettledinourminds。Ican’tbeartoletyou。"
  "Wemust,Si,"returnedhiswife,withgentlegratitude。
  Laphamgroaned。"Wheredoeshelive?"sheasked。
  "OnBolingbrokeStreet。Hegavemehisnumber。"
  "Well,itwouldn’tdoanygood。Whatcouldhesaytous?"
  "Oh,Idon’tknowashecouldsayanything,"saidLaphamhopelessly;
  andneitherofthemsaidanythingmoretilltheycrossedtheMilldamandfoundthemselvesbetweentherowsofcityhouses。"
  "Don’tdrivepastthenewhouse,Si,"pleadedhiswife。
  "Icouldn’tbeartoseeit。Drive——driveupBolingbrokeStreet。
  WemightaswellseewhereheDOESlive。"
  "Well,"saidLapham。Hedrovealongslowly。
  "That’stheplace,"hesaidfinally,stoppingthemareandpointingwithhiswhip。
  "Itwouldn’tdoanygood,"saidhiswife,inatonewhichheunderstoodaswellasheunderstoodherwords。
  Heturnedthemareuptothecurbstone。
  "Youtakethereinsaminute,"hesaid,handingthemtohiswife。
  Hegotdownandrangthebell,andwaitedtillthedooropened;
  thenhecamebackandliftedhiswifeout。"He’sin,"
  hesaid。
  Hegotthehitching—weightfromunderthebuggy—seatandmadeitfasttothemare’sbit。
  "Doyouthinkshe’llstandwiththat?"askedMrs。Lapham。
  "Iguessso。Ifshedon’t,nomatter。"
  "Ain’tyouafraidshe’lltakecold,"shepersisted,tryingtomakedelay。
  "Lether!"saidLapham。Hetookhiswife’stremblinghandunderhisarm,anddrewhertothedoor。
  "He’llthinkwe’recrazy,"shemurmuredinherbrokenpride。
  "Well,weARE,"saidLapham。"Tellhimwe’dliketoseehimaloneawhile,"hesaidtothegirlwhowasholdingthedoorajarforhim,andsheshowedhimintothereception—room,whichhadbeentheProtestantconfessionalformanyburdenedsoulsbeforetheirtime,coming,astheydid,withthebeliefthattheywereboweddownwiththeonlymiseryliketheirsintheuniverse;foreachoneofusmustsufferlongtohimselfbeforehecanlearnthatheisbutoneinagreatcommunityofwretchednesswhichhasbeenpitilesslyrepeatingitselffromthefoundationoftheworld。
  Theywereasloathtotouchtheirtroublewhentheministercameinasifitweretheirdisgrace;butLaphamdidsoatlast,and,withasimpledignitywhichhehadwantedinhisbunglingandapologeticapproaches,helaidtheaffairclearlybeforetheminister’scompassionateandreverenteye。
  HesparedCorey’sname,buthedidnotpretendthatitwasnothimselfandhiswifeandtheirdaughterswhowereconcerned。
  "Idon’tknowasI’vegotanyrighttotroubleyouwiththisthing,"hesaid,inthemomentwhileSewellsatponderingthecase,"andIdon’tknowasI’vegotanywarrantfordoingit。But,asItoldmywifehere,therewassomethingaboutyou——Idon’tknowwhetheritwasanythingyouSAIDexactly——thatmademefeelasifyoucouldhelpus。IguessIdidn’tsaysomuchasthattoher;
  butthat’sthewayIfelt。Andhereweare。Andifitain’tallright"
  "Surely,"saidSewell,"it’sallright。Ithankyouforcoming——fortrustingyourtroubletome。Atimecomestoeveryoneofuswhenwecan’thelpourselves,andthenwemustgetotherstohelpus。Ifpeopleturntomeatsuchatime,IfeelsurethatIwasputintotheworldforsomething——ifnothingmorethantogivemypity,mysympathy。"
  Thebrotherlywords,soplain,sosincere,hadawelcomeinthemthatthesepooroutcastsofsorrowcouldnotdoubt。
  "Yes,"saidLaphamhuskily,andhiswifebegantowipethetearsagainunderherveil。
  Sewellremainedsilent,andtheywaitedtillheshouldspeak。
  "Wecanbeofusetooneanotherhere,becausewecanalwaysbewiserforsomeoneelsethanwecanforourselves。
  Wecanseeanother’ssinsanderrorsinamoremercifullight——andthatisalwaysafairerlight——thanwecanourown;
  andwecanlookmoresanelyatothers’afflictions。"
  HehadaddressedthesewordstoLapham;nowheturnedtohiswife。"Ifsomeonehadcometoyou,Mrs。Lapham,injustthisperplexity,whatwouldyouhavethought?"
  "Idon’tknowasIunderstandyou,"falteredMrs。Lapham。
  Sewellrepeatedhiswords,andadded,"Imean,whatdoyouthinksomeoneelseoughttodoinyourplace?"
  "Wasthereeveranypoorcreaturesinsuchastraitbefore?"
  sheasked,withpatheticincredulity。
  "There’snonewtroubleunderthesun,"saidtheminister。
  "Oh,ifitwasanyoneelse,Ishouldsay——Ishouldsay——Why,ofcourse!Ishouldsaythattheirdutywastolet————"
  Shepaused。
  "Onesufferinsteadofthree,ifnoneistoblame?"
  suggestedSewell。"That’ssense,andthat’sjustice。
  It’stheeconomyofpainwhichnaturallysuggestsitself,andwhichwouldinsistuponitself,ifwewerenotallpervertedbytraditionswhicharethefigmentoftheshallowestsentimentality。Tellme,Mrs。Lapham,didn’tthiscomeintoyourmindwhenyoufirstlearnedhowmattersstood?"
  "Why,yes,itflashedacrossme。ButIdidn’tthinkitcouldberight。"
  "Andhowwasitwithyou,Mr。Lapham?"
  "Why,that’swhatIthought,ofcourse。ButIdidn’tseemyway————"
  "No,"criedtheminister,"weareallblinded,weareallweakenedbyafalseidealofself—sacrifice。Itwrapsusroundwithitsmeshes,andwecan’tfightourwayoutofit。
  Mrs。Lapham,whatmadeyoufeelthatitmightbebetterforthreetosufferthanone?"
  "Why,shedidherself。Iknowshewoulddiesoonerthantakehimawayfromher。"
  "Isupposedso!"criedtheministerbitterly。"Andyetsheisasensiblegirl,yourdaughter?"
  "Shehasmorecommon—sense————"
  "Ofcourse!Butinsuchacasewesomehowthinkitmustbewrongtouseourcommon—sense。Idon’tknowwherethisfalseidealcomesfrom,unlessitcomesfromthenovelsthatbefoolanddebauchalmosteveryintelligenceinsomedegree。Itcertainlydoesn’tcomefromChristianity,whichinstantlyrepudiatesitwhenconfrontedwithit。
  Yourdaughterbelieves,inspiteofhercommon—sense,thatsheoughttomakeherselfandthemanwholovesherunhappy,inordertoassurethelife—longwretchednessofhersister,whomhedoesn’tlove,simplybecausehersistersawhimandfanciedhimfirst!AndI’msorrytosaythatninety—nineyoungpeopleoutofahundred——oh,ninehundredandninety—nineoutofathousand!——wouldconsiderthatnobleandbeautifulandheroic;whereasyouknowatthebottomofyourheartsthatitwouldbefoolishandcruelandrevolting。Youknowwhatmarriageis!Andwhatitmustbewithoutloveonbothsides。"
  Theministerhadgrownquiteheatedandredintheface。
  "Iloseallpatience!"hewentonvehemently。"Thispoorchildofyourshassomehowbeenbroughttobelievethatitwillkillhersisterifhersisterdoesnothavewhatdoesnotbelongtoher,andwhatitisnotinthepowerofalltheworld,oranysoulintheworld,togiveher。
  Hersisterwillsuffer——yes,keenly!——inheartandinpride;butshewillnotdie。Youwillsuffertoo,inyourtendernessforher;butyoumustdoyourduty。
  Youmusthelphertogiveup。Youwouldbeguiltyifyoudidless。Keepclearlyinmindthatyouaredoingright,andtheonlypossiblegood。AndGodbewithyou!"
  XIX。
  HEtalkedsense,Persis,"saidLaphamgently,ashemountedtohiswife’ssideinthebuggyanddroveslowlyhomewardthroughthedusk。
  "Yes,hetalkedsense,"sheadmitted。Butsheaddedbitterly,"Iguess,ifhehadittoDO!Oh,he’sright,andit’sgottobedone。Thereain’tanyotherwayforit。
  It’ssense;and,yes,it’sjustice。"Theywalkedtotheirdooraftertheyleftthehorseattheliverystablearoundthecorner,whereLaphamkeptit。"IwantyoushouldsendIreneuptoourroomassoonaswegetin,Silas。"
  "Why,ain’tyougoingtohaveanysupperfirst?"
  falteredLaphamwithhislatch—keyinthelock。
  "No。Ican’tloseaminute。IfIdo,Ishan’tdoitatall。"
  "Lookhere,Persis,"saidherhusbandtenderly,"letmedothisthing。"
  "Oh,YOU!"saidhiswife,withawoman’scompassionatescornforaman’shelplessnessinsuchacase。"Sendherrightup。AndIshallfeel————"Shestoppedtosparehim。
  Thensheopenedthedoor,andranuptoherroomwithoutwaitingtospeaktoIrene,whohadcomeintothehallatthesoundofherfather’skeyinthedoor。
  "Iguessyourmotherwantstoseeyouupstairs,"
  saidLapham,lookingaway。
  Hermotherturnedroundandfacedthegirl’swonderinglookasIreneenteredthechamber,socloseuponherthatshehadnotyethadtimetolayoffherbonnet;
  shestoodwithherwrapsstillonherarm。
  "Irene!"shesaidharshly,"thereissomethingyouhavegottobear。It’samistakewe’veallmade。
  Hedon’tcareanythingforyou。Heneverdid。HetoldPensolastnight。Hecaresforher。"
  Thesentenceshadfallenlikeblows。Butthegirlhadtakenthemwithoutflinching。Shestoodupimmovable,butthedelicaterose—lightofhercomplexionwentoutandlefthercolourless。Shedidnotoffertospeak。
  "Whydon’tyousaysomething?"criedhermother。
  "Doyouwanttokillme,Irene?"
  "WhyshouldIwanttohurtyou,mamma?"thegirlrepliedsteadily,butinanalienvoice。"There’snothingtosay。
  IwanttoseePenaminute。"
  Sheturnedandlefttheroom。Asshemountedthestairsthatledtoherownandhersister’sroomsonthefloorabove,hermotherhelplesslyfollowed。Irenewentfirsttoherownroomatthefrontofthehouse,andthencameoutleavingthedooropenandthegasflaringbehindher。
  Themothercouldseethatshehadtumbledmanythingsoutofthedrawersofherbureauuponthemarbletop。
  Shepassedhermother,whereshestoodintheentry。
  "Youcancometoo,ifyouwantto,mamma,"shesaid。
  SheopenedPenelope’sdoorwithoutknocking,andwentin。
  Penelopesatatthewindow,asinthemorning。
  Irenedidnotgotoher;butshewentandlaidagoldhair—pinonherbureau,andsaid,withoutlookingather,"There’sapinthatIgotto—day,becauseitwaslikehissister’s。Itwon’tbecomeadarkpersonsowell,butyoucanhaveit。"
  ShestuckascrapofpaperinthesideofPenelope’smirror。
  "There’sthataccountofMr。Stanton’sranch。You’llwanttoreadit,Ipresume。"
  Shelaidawitheredboutonniereonthebureaubesidethepin。
  "There’shisbutton—holebouquet。Heleftitbyhisplate,andIstoleit。"
  Shehadapine—shavingfantasticallytiedupwithaknotofribbon,inherhand。Shehelditamoment;then,lookingdeliberatelyatPenelope,shewentuptoher,anddroppeditinherlapwithoutaword。Sheturned,and,advancingafewsteps,totteredandseemedabouttofall。
  Hermothersprangforwardwithanimploringcry,"O’Rene,’Rene,’Rene!"
  Irenerecoveredherselfbeforehermothercouldreachher。
  "Don’ttouchme,"shesaidicily。"Mamma,I’mgoingtoputonmythings。Iwantpapatowalkwithme。
  I’mchokinghere。"
  "I——Ican’tletyougoout,Irene,child,"beganhermother。
  "You’vegotto,"repliedthegirl。"Tellpapatahurryhissupper。"
  "Opoorsoul!Hedoesn’twantanysupper。HEknowsittoo。"
  "Idon’twanttotalkaboutthat。Tellhimtogetready。"
  Sheleftthemoncemore。
  Mrs。LaphamturnedahaplessglanceuponPenelope。
  "Goandtellhim,mother,"saidthegirl。"Iwould,ifIcould。Ifshecanwalk,lether。It’stheonlythingforher。"Shesatstill;shedidnotevenbrushtothefloorthefantasticthingthatlayinherlap,andthatsentupfaintlytheodourofthesachetpowderwithwhichIrenelikedtoperfumeherboxes。
  Laphamwentoutwiththeunhappychild,andbegantotalkwithher,crazily,incoherently,enough。
  Shemercifullystoppedhim。"Don’ttalk,papa。Idon’twantanyoneshouldtalkwithme。"
  Heobeyed,andtheywalkedsilentlyonandon。IntheiraimlesscoursetheyreachedthenewhouseonthewatersideofBeacon,andshemadehimstop,andstoodlookingupatit。Thescaffoldingwhichhadsolongdefacedthefrontwasgone,andinthelightofthegas—lampbeforeitallthearchitecturalbeautyofthefacadewassuggested,andmuchofthefinelyfeltdetailwasrevealed。Seymourhadprettynearlysatisfiedhimselfinthatrichfacade;
  certainlyLaphamhadnotstintedhimofthemeans。
  "Well,"saidthegirl,"Ishallneverliveinit,"
  andshebegantowalkon。
  Lapham’ssoreheartwentdown,ashelumberedheavilyafterher。"Ohyes,youwill,Irene。You’llhavelotsofgoodtimesthereyet。"
  "No,"sheanswered,andsaidnothingmoreaboutit。
  Theyhadnottalkedoftheirtroubleatall,andtheydidnotspeakofitnow。Laphamunderstoodthatshewastryingtowalkherselfweary,andhewasgladtoholdhispeaceandletherhaveherway。Shehaltedhimoncemorebeforetheredandyellowlightsofanapothecary’swindow。
  "Isn’ttheresomethingtheygiveyoutomakeyousleep?"
  sheaskedvaguely。"I’vegottosleepto—night!"
  Laphamtrembled。"Iguessyoudon’twantanything,Irene。"
  "Yes,Ido!Getmesomething!"sheretortedwilfully。
  "Ifyoudon’t,Ishalldie。IMUSTsleep。"
  Theywentin,andLaphamaskedforsomethingtomakeanervouspersonsleep。Irenestoodporingovertheshow—casefullofbrushesandtrinkets,whiletheapothecaryputupthebromide,whichheguessedwouldbeaboutthebestthing。
  Shedidnotshowanyemotion;herfacewaslikeastone,whileherfather’sexpressedtheanguishofhissympathy。
  Helookedasifhehadnotsleptforaweek;hisfateyelidsdroopedoverhisglassyeyes,andhischeeksandthroathungflaccid。Hestartedastheapothecary’scatstolesmoothlyupandrubbeditselfagainsthisleg;
  anditwastohimthatthemansaid,"Youwanttotakeatable—spoonfulofthat,aslongasyou’reawake。