Where’syourship?DoyouthinkI’mgoingtoletyoucomehereandeatyourwifeoutofhouseandhome,andthengivemoneytokeeptheconcerngoing?"
"JusttheverywordsIsaidwhenhefirstshowedhisfacehere,yist’day。Didn’tI,Z’rilla?"saidthewoman,eagerlyjoiningintherebukeofherlatebooncompanion。
"Yougotnobusinesshere,Hen,s’dI。Youcan’tcomeheretoliveonmeandZ’rilla,s’dI。Youwanttogobacktoyourship,s’dI。That’swhatIsaid。"
Thesailormumbled,withasmileoftipsyamiabilityforLapham,somethingaboutthecrewbeingdischarged。
"Yes,"thewomanbrokein,"that’salwaysthewaywiththesecoasters。Whydon’tyougooffonsomethemlongv’y’ges?s’dI。It’sprettyhardwhenMr。WemmelstandsreadytomarryZ’rillaandprovideacomfortablehomeforusboth——Ihain’tgotagreatmanyyearsmoretolive,andISHOULDliketogetsomesatisfactionoutof’em,andnotbebeholdenanddependentallmydays,——tohaveHen,here,blockin’theway。Itellhimthere’dbemoremoneyforhimintheend;buthecan’tseemtomakeuphismindtoit。"
"Well,now,lookhere,"saidLapham。"Idon’tcareanythingaboutallthat。It’syourownbusiness,andI’mnotgoingtomeddlewithit。Butit’smybusinesswholivesoffme;
andsoItellyouallthree,I’mwillingtotakecareofZerrilla,andI’mwillingtotakecareofhermother————"
"Iguessifithadn’tbeenforthatchild’sfather,"
themotherinterpolated,"youwouldn’tbeenheretotellthetale,ColonelLapham。"
"Iknowallaboutthat,"saidLapham。"ButI’lltellyouwhat,Mr。Dewey,I’mnotgoingtosupportYOU。"
"Idon’tseewhatHen’sdone,"saidtheoldwomanimpartially。
"Hehasn’tdoneanything,andI’mgoingtostopit。
He’sgottogetaship,andhe’sgottogetoutofthis。
AndZerrillaneedn’tcomebacktoworktillhedoes。
I’mdonewithyouall。"
"Well,Ivow,"saidthemother,"ifIeverheardanythinglikeit!Didn’tthatchild’sfatherlaydownhislifeforyou?Hain’tyousaidityourselfahundredtimes?
Anddon’tsheworkforhermoney,andslaveforitmornin’,noon,andnight?Youtalkasifwewasbeholdentoyoufortheverybreadinourmouths。Iguessifithadn’tbeenforJim,youwouldn’tbeenherecrowin’
overus。"
"YoumindwhatIsay。Imeanbusinessthistime,"
saidLapham,turningtothedoor。
Thewomanroseandfollowedhim,withherbottleinherhand。
"Say,Colonel!whatshouldyouadviseZ’rillatodoaboutMr。Wemmel?Itellherthereain’tanyusegoin’tothetroubletogitadivorcewithoutshe’ssureabouthim。
Don’tyouthinkwe’doughttogithimtosignapaper,orsomething,thathe’llmarryherifshegitsit?Idon’tliketohavethingsgoingatlooseendsthewaytheyare。
Itain’tsense。Itain’tright。"
Laphammadenoanswertothemotheranxiousforherchild’sfuture,andconcernedforthemoralquestionsinvolved。
Hewentoutanddownthestairs,andonthepavementatthelowerdoorhealmoststruckagainstRogers,whohadabaginhishand,andseemedtobehurryingtowardsoneofthedepots。Hehaltedalittle,asiftospeaktoLapham;butLaphamturnedhisbackabruptlyuponhim,andtooktheotherdirection。
Thedaysweregoingbyinamonotonyofadversitytohim,fromwhichhecouldnolongerescape,evenathome。
Heattemptedonceortwicetotalkofhistroublestohiswife,butsherepulsedhimsharply;sheseemedtodespiseandhatehim;buthesethimselfdoggedlytomakeaconfessiontoher,andhestoppedheronenight,asshecameintotheroomwherehesat——hastilyuponsomeerrandthatwastotakeherdirectlyawayagain。
"Persis,there’ssomethingI’vegottotellyou。"
Shestoodstill,asiffixedagainstherwill,tolisten。
"Iguessyouknowsomethingaboutitalready,andIguessitsetyouagainstme。"
"Oh,Iguessnot,ColonelLapham。Yougoyourway,andIgomine。That’sall。"
Shewaitedforhimtospeak,listeningwithacold,hardsmileonherface。
"Idon’tsayittomakefavourwithyou,becauseIdon’twantyoutospareme,andIdon’taskyou;butIgotintoitthroughMiltonK。Rogers。"
"Oh!"saidMrs。Laphamcontemptuously。
"IalwaysfeltthewayIsaidaboutit——thatitwa’n’tanybetterthangambling,andIsaysonow。It’slikebettingontheturnofacard;andIgiveyoumywordofhonour,Persis,thatIneverwasinitatalltillthatscoundrelbegantoloadmeupwiththosewild—catsecuritiesofhis。
ThenitseemedtomeasifIoughttotrytodosomethingtogetsomewhereeven。Iknowit’snoexcuse;butwatchingthemarkettoseewhattheinfernalthingswereworthfromdaytoday,andseeingitgoup,andseeingitgodown,wastoomuchforme;and,tomakealongstoryshort,Ibegantobuyandsellonamargin——justwhatItoldyouIneverwoulddo。Iseemedtomakesomething——I
didmakesomething;andI’dhavestopped,Idobelieve,ifIcouldhavereachedthefigureI’dsetinmyownmindtostartwith;butIcouldn’tfetchit。Ibegantolose,andthenIbegantothrowgoodmoneyafterbad,justasIalwaysdidwitheverythingthatRogersevercamewithinamileof。Well,what’stheuse?Ilostthemoneythatwouldhavecarriedmeoutofthis,andIshouldn’thavehadtoshutdowntheWorks,orsellthehouse,or————"
Laphamstopped。Hiswife,whoatfirsthadlistenedwithmystification,andthendawningincredulity,changingintoalookofreliefthatwasalmosttriumph,lapsedagainintoseverity。"SilasLapham,ifyouwastodiethenextminute,isthiswhatyoustartedtotellme?"
"Why,ofcourseitis。WhatdidyousupposeIstartedtotellyou?"
"And——lookmeintheeyes!——youhaven’tgotanythingelseonyourmindnow?"
"No!There’stroubleenough,theLordknows;
butthere’snothingelsetotellyou。IsupposePengaveyouahintaboutit。Idroppedsomethingtoher。
I’vebeenfeelingbadaboutit,Persis,agoodwhile,butIhain’thadthehearttospeakofit。Ican’texpectyoutosayyoulikeit。I’vebeenafool,I’llallow,andI’vebeensomethingworse,ifyouchoosetosayso;
butthat’sall。Ihaven’thurtanybodybutmyself——andyouandthechildren。"
Mrs。Laphamroseandsaid,withherfacefromhim,assheturnedtowardsthedoor,"It’sallright,Silas。
Ishan’teverbringitupagainstyou。"
Shefledoutoftheroom,butallthateveningshewasverysweetwithhim,andseemedtowishinalltacitwaystoatoneforherpastunkindness。
Shemadehimtalkofhisbusiness,andhetoldherofCorey’soffer,andwhathehaddoneaboutit。
Shedidnotseemtocareforhispartinit,however;
atwhichLaphamwassilentlydisappointedalittle,forhewouldhavelikedhertopraisehim。
"HediditonaccountofPen!"
"Well,hedidn’tinsistuponit,anyway,"saidLapham,whomusthaveobscurelyexpectedthatCoreywouldrecognisehisownmagnanimitybyrepeatinghisoffer。
Ifthedoubtthatfollowsaself—devotedaction——thequestionwhetheritwasnotafterallaneedlessfolly——ismixed,asitwasinLapham’scase,withthevaguebeliefthatwemighthavedoneourselvesagoodturnwithoutgreatriskofhurtinganyoneelsebybeingalittlelessunselfish,itbecomesaregretthatishardtobear。SinceCoreyspoketohim,somethingshadhappenedthatgaveLaphamhopeagain。
"I’mgoingtotellheraboutit,"saidhiswife,andsheshowedherselfimpatienttomakeupforthetimeshehadlost。"Whydidn’tyoutellmebefore,Silas?"
"Ididn’tknowwewereonspeakingtermsbefore,"
saidLaphamsadly。
"Yes,that’strue,"sheadmitted,withaconsciousflush。
"Ihopehewon’tthinkPen’sknownaboutitallthiswhile。"
XXIV。
THATeveningJamesBellinghamcametoseeCoreyafterdinner,andwenttofindhiminhisownroom。
"I’vecomeattheinstanceofColonelLapham,"saidtheuncle。
"Hewasatmyofficeto—day,andIhadalongtalkwithhim。
Didyouknowthathewasindifficulties?"
"Ifanciedthathewasinsomesortoftrouble。
AndIhadthebook—keeper’sconjectures——hedoesn’treallyknowmuchaboutit。"
"Well,hethinksittime——onallaccounts——thatyoushouldknowhowhestands,andwhyhedeclinedthatpropositionofyours。Imustsayhehasbehavedverywell——likeagentleman。"
"I’mnotsurprised。"
"Iam。It’shardtobehavelikeagentlemanwhereyourinterestisvitallyconcerned。AndLaphamdoesn’tstrikemeasamanwho’sinthehabitofactingfromthebestinhimalways。"
"Doanyofus?"askedCorey。
"Notallofus,atanyrate,"saidBellingham。"Itmusthavecosthimsomethingtosaynotoyou,forhe’sjustinthatstatewhenhebelievesthatthisorthatchance,howeversmall,wouldsavehim。"
Coreywassilent。"Ishereallyinsuchabadway?"
"It’shardtotelljustwherehestands。Isuspectthatahopefultemperamentandfondnessforroundnumbershavealwayscausedhimtosethisfiguresbeyondhisactualworth。Idon’tsaythathe’sbeendishonestaboutit,buthe’shadaloosewayofestimatinghisassets;he’sreckonedhiswealthonthebasisofhiscapital,andsomeofhiscapitalisborrowed。
He’slostheavilybysomeoftherecentfailures,andthere’sbeenaterribleshrinkageinhisvalues。
Idon’tmeanmerelyinthestockofpaintonhand,butinakindofcompetitionwhichhasbecomeverythreatening。
YouknowaboutthatWestVirginianpaint?"
Coreynodded。
"Well,hetellsmethatthey’vestruckaveinofnaturalgasouttherewhichwillenablethemtomakeasgoodapaintashisownatacostofmanufacturingsolowthattheycanundersellhimeverywhere。Ifthisprovestobethecase,itwillnotonlydrivehispaintoutofthemarket,butwillreducethevalueofhisWorks——thewholeplant——atLaphamtoamerelynominalfigure。"
"Isee,"saidCoreydejectedly。"I’veunderstoodthathehadputagreatdealofmoneyintohisWorks。"
"Yes,andheestimatedhisminethereatahighfigure。
OfcourseitwillbeworthlittleornothingiftheWestVirginiapaintdriveshisout。Then,besides,Laphamhasbeenintoseveralthingsoutsideofhisownbusiness,and,likeagoodmanyothermenwhotryoutsidethings,he’skeptaccountofthemhimself;andhe’sallmixedupaboutthem。He’saskedmetolookintohisaffairswithhim,andI’vepromisedtodoso。Whetherhecanbetidedoverhisdifficultiesremainstobeseen。
I’mafraiditwilltakeagooddealofmoneytodoit——agreatdealmorethanhethinks,atleast。Hebelievescomparativelylittlewoulddoit。Ithinkdifferently。
Ithinkthatanythinglessthanagreatdealwouldbethrownawayonhim。Ifitweremerelyaquestionofacertainsum——evenalargesum——tokeephimgoing,itmightbemanaged;butit’smuchmorecomplicated。
And,asIsay,itmusthavebeenatrialtohimtorefuseyouroffer。"
ThisdidnotseemtobethewayinwhichBellinghamhadmeanttoconclude。Buthesaidnomore;andCoreymadehimnoresponse。
Heremainedponderingthecase,nowhopefully,nowdoubtfully,andwondering,whateverhismoodwas,whetherPenelopeknewanythingofthefactwithwhichhermotherwentnearlyatthesamemomenttoacquainther。
"Ofcourse,he’sdoneitonyouraccount,"Mrs。Laphamcouldnothelpsaying。
"Thenhewasverysilly。DoeshethinkIwouldlethimgivefathermoney?Andiffatherlostitforhim,doeshesupposeitwouldmakeitanyeasierforme?I
thinkfatheractedtwiceaswell。Itwasverysilly。"
Inrepeatingthecensure,herlookwasnotsosevereashertone;sheevensmiledalittle,andhermotherreportedtoherfatherthatsheactedmorelikeherselfthanshehadyetsinceCorey’soffer。
"Ithink,ifhewastorepeathisoffer,shewouldhavehimnow,"saidMrs。Lapham。
"Well,I’llletherknowifhedoes,"saidtheColonel。
"Iguesshewon’tdoittoyou!"shecried。
"Whoelsewillhedoitto?"hedemanded。
Theyperceivedthattheyhadeachbeentalkingofadifferentoffer。
AfterLaphamwenttohisbusinessinthemorningthepostmanbroughtanotherletterfromIrene,whichwasfullofpleasantthingsthatwerehappeningtoher;therewasagreatdealabouthercousinWill,asshecalledhim。
Attheendshehadwritten,"TellPenIdon’twantsheshouldbefoolish。""There!"saidMrs。Lapham。"Iguessit’sgoingtocomeoutright,allround;"anditseemedasifeventheColonel’sdifficultieswerepast。"Whenyourfathergetsthroughthis,Pen,"sheaskedimpulsively,"whatshallyoudo?"
"WhathaveyoubeentellingIreneaboutme?"
"Nothingmuch。Whatshouldyoudo?"
"ItwouldbeagooddealeasiertosaywhatIshoulddoiffatherdidn’t,"saidthegirl。
"Iknowyouthinkitwasniceinhimtomakeyourfatherthatoffer,"urgedthemother。
"Itwasnice,yes;butitwassilly,"saidthegirl。
"Mostnicethingsaresilly,Isuppose,"sheadded。
Shewenttoherroomandwrotealetter。Itwasverylong,andverycarefullywritten;andwhenshereaditover,shetoreitintosmallpieces。Shewroteanotherone,shortandhurried,andtorethatuptoo。Thenshewentbacktohermother,inthefamilyroom,andaskedtoseeIrene’sletter,andreaditovertoherself。
"Yes,sheseemstobehavingagoodtime,"shesighed。
"Mother,doyouthinkIoughttoletMr。CoreyknowthatIknowaboutit?"
"Well,Ishouldthinkitwouldbeapleasuretohim,"
saidMrs。Laphamjudicially。
"I’mnotsosureofthatthewayIshouldhavetotellhim。
Ishouldbeginbygivinghimascolding。Ofcourse,hemeantwellbyit,butcan’tyouseethatitwasn’tveryflattering!Howdidheexpectitwouldchangeme?"
"Idon’tbelieveheeverthoughtofthat。"
"Don’tyou?Why?"
"Becauseyoucanseethatheisn’toneofthatkind。
Hemightwanttopleaseyouwithoutwantingtochangeyoubywhathedid。"
"Yes。Hemusthaveknownthatnothingwouldchangeme,——atleast,nothingthathecoulddo。Ithoughtofthat。
Ishouldn’tlikehimtofeelthatIcouldn’tappreciateit,evenifIdidthinkitwassilly。Shouldyouwritetohim?"
"Idon’tseewhynot。"
"Itwouldbetoopointed。No,Ishalljustletitgo。
Iwishhehadn’tdoneit。"
"Well,hehasdoneit。""AndI’vetriedtowritetohimaboutit——twoletters:onesohumbleandgratefulthatitcouldn’tstanduponitsedge,andtheothersopertandflippant。Mother,Iwishyoucouldhaveseenthosetwoletters!IwishIhadkeptthemtolookatifIevergottothinkingIhadanysenseagain。
Theywouldtaketheconceitoutofme。"
"What’sthereasonhedon’tcomehereanymore?"
"Doesn’thecome?"askedPenelopeinturn,asifitweresomethingshehadnotnoticedparticularly。
"You’doughttoknow。"
"Yes。"Shesatsilentawhile。"Ifhedoesn’tcome,Isupposeit’sbecausehe’soffendedatsomethingIdid。"
"Whatdidyoudo?"
"Nothing。I——wrotetohim——alittlewhileago。Isupposeitwasveryblunt,butIdidn’tbelievehewouldbeangryatit。Butthis——thisthathe’sdoneshowshewasangry,andthathewasn’tjustseizingthefirstchancetogetoutofit。"
"Whathaveyoudone,Pen?"demandedhermothersharply。
"Oh,Idon’tknow。Allthemischiefintheworld,Isuppose。
I’lltellyou。Whenyoufirsttoldmethatfatherwasintroublewithhisbusiness,IwrotetohimnottocomeanymoretillIlethim。IsaidIcouldn’ttellhimwhy,andhehasn’tbeenheresince。I’msureIdon’tknowwhatitmeans。"
Hermotherlookedatherwithangryseverity。
"Well,PenelopeLapham!Forasensiblechild,youARE
thegreatestgooseIeversaw。DidyouthinkhewouldcomehereandSEEifyouwouldn’tlethimcome?"
"Hemighthavewritten,"urgedthegirl。
Hermothermadethatdespairing"Tchk!"withhertongue,andfellbackinherchair。"IshouldhaveDESPISED
himifhehadwritten。He’sactedjustexactlyright,andyou——you’veacted——Idon’tknowHOWyou’veacted。
I’mashamedofyou。Agirlthatcouldbesosensibleforhersister,andalwayssayanddojusttherightthing,andthenwhenitcomestoherselftobesuchaDISGUSTING
simpleton!"
"IthoughtIoughttobreakwithhimatonce,andnotlethimsupposethattherewasanyhopeforhimormeiffatherwaspoor。Itwasmyonechance,inthiswholebusiness,todoanythingheroic,andIjumpedatit。
Youmustn’tthink,becauseIcanlaughatitnow,thatI
wasn’tinearnest,mother!IWAS——dead!ButtheColonelhasgonetoruinsogradually,thathe’sspoilteverything。
Iexpectedthathewouldbebankruptthenextday,andthatthenHEwouldunderstandwhatImeant。
Buttohaveitdragalongforafortnightseemstotakealltheheroismoutofit,andleaveitasflat!"Shelookedathermotherwithasmilethatshonethroughhertears,andapathosthatquiveredroundherjestinglips。
"It’seasyenoughtobesensibleforotherpeople。
Butwhenitcomestomyself,thereIam!Especially,whenIwanttodowhatIoughtn’tsomuchthatitseemsasifdoingwhatIdidn’twanttodoMUSTbedoingwhatI
ought!Butit’sbeenagreatsuccessoneway,mother。
It’shelpedmetokeepupbeforetheColonel。Ifithadn’tbeenforMr。Corey’sstayingaway,andmyfeelingsoindignantwithhimforhavingbeenbadlytreatedbyme,Ishouldn’thavebeenworthanythingatall。"
Thetearsstarteddownhercheeks,buthermothersaid,"Well,now,goalong,andwritetohim。Itdon’tmatterwhatyousay,much;anddon’tbesoveryparticular。"
Herthirdattemptataletterpleasedherscarcelybetterthantherest,butshesentit,thoughitseemedsobluntandawkward。Shewrote:——
DEARFRIEND,——IexpectedwhenIsentyouthatnote,thatyouwouldunderstand,almostthenextday,whyI
couldnotseeyouanymore。Youmustknownow,andyoumustnotthinkthatifanythinghappenedtomyfather,Ishouldwishyoutohelphim。ButthatisnoreasonwhyIshouldnotthankyou,andIdothankyou,foroffering。
Itwaslikeyou,Iwillsaythat。
Yourssincerely,PENELOPELAPHAM。
Shepostedherletter,andhesenthisreplyintheevening,byhand:——
DEAREST,——WhatIdidwasnothing,tillyoupraisedit。
EverythingIhaveandamisyours。Won’tyousendalinebythebearer,tosaythatImaycometoseeyou?Iknowhowyoufeel;butlamsurethatIcanmakeyouthinkdifferently。YoumustconsiderthatIlovedyouwithoutathoughtofyourfather’scircumstances,andalwaysshall。
T。C。
Thegenerouswordswereblurredtohereyesbythetearsthatsprangintothem。Butshecouldonlywriteinanswer:——
"Pleasedonotcome;Ihavemadeupmymind。Aslongasthistroubleishangingoverus,Icannotseeyou。
Andiffatherisunfortunate,allisoverbetweenus。"
Shebroughthislettertohermother,andtoldherwhatshehadwritteninreply。Hermotherwasthoughtfulawhilebeforeshesaid,withasigh,"Well,Ihopeyou’vebegunasyoucancarryout,Pen。"
"Oh,Ishallnothavetocarryoutatall。Ishallnothavetodoanything。That’sonecomfort——theonlycomfort。"Shewentawaytoherownroom,andwhenMrs。Laphamtoldherhusbandoftheaffair,hewassilentatfirst,asshehadbeen。Thenhesaid,"Idon’tknowasIshouldhavewantedhertodonedifferently;
Idon’tknowasshecould。IfIevercomerightagain,shewon’thaveanythingtofeelmeechingabout;andifI
don’t,Idon’twantsheshouldbebeholdentoanybody。
AndIguessthat’sthewayshefeels。"
TheCoreysintheirturnsatinjudgmentonthefactwhichtheirsonfeltboundtobringtotheirknowledge。
"Shehasbehavedverywell,"saidMrs。Corey,towhomhersonhadspoken。
"Mydear,"saidherhusband,withhislaugh,"shehasbehavedTOOwell。Ifshehadstudiedthewholesituationwiththemostartfuleyetoitsmastery,shecouldnotpossiblyhavebehavedbetter。"
TheprocessofLapham’sfinancialdisintegrationwaslikethecourseofsomechronicdisorder,whichhasfasteneditselfupontheconstitution,butadvanceswithcontinualreliefs,withapparentamelioration,andattimesseemsnottoadvanceatall,whenitgiveshopeoffinalrecoverynotonlytothesufferer,buttotheeyeofscienceitself。ThereweremomentswhenJamesBellingham,seeingLaphampassthiscrisisandthat,begantofancythathemightpullthroughaltogether;
andatthesemoments,whenhisadvisercouldnotopposeanythingbutexperienceandprobabilitytotheevidenceofthefact,Laphamwasbuoyantwithcourage,andimpartedhishopefulnesstohishousehold。Ourtheoryofdisaster,ofsorrow,ofaffliction,borrowedfromthepoetsandnovelists,isthatitisincessant;buteverypassageinourownlivesandinthelivesofothers,sofaraswehavewitnessedthem,teachesusthatthisisfalse。
Thehouseofmourningisdecorouslydarkenedtotheworld,butwithinitselfitisalsothehouseoflaughing。
Burstsofgaiety,asheartfeltasitsgrief,relievethegloom,andthestrickensurvivorshavetheirjeststogether,inwhichthethoughtofthedeadistenderlyinvolved,andafondsense,notcrazierthanmanyothers,ofsympathyandenjoymentbeyondthesilence,justifiesthesunniermoodbeforesorrowrushesback,deploringanddespairing,andmakingitallupagainwiththeconventionalfitnessofthings。Lapham’sadversityhadthisqualityincommonwithbereavement。Itwasnotalwaysliketheadversitywefigureinallegory;ithaditsmomentsofbeinglikeprosperity,andifuponthewholeitwascontinual,itwasnotincessant。Sometimestherewasaweekofrepeatedreverses,whenhehadtokeephisteethsetandtoholdonhardtoallhishopefulness;andthendayscameofnegativeresultorslightsuccess,whenhewasfullofhisjokesatthetea—table,andwantedtogotothetheatre,ortodosomethingtocheerPenelopeup。
Insomemiraculousway,bysomeenormousstrokeofsuccesswhichshouldeclipsethebrightestofhispastprosperity,heexpectedtodowhatwouldreconcilealldifficulties,notonlyinhisownaffairs,butinherstoo。"You’llsee,"
hesaidtohiswife;"it’sgoingtocomeoutallright。
Irene’llfixitupwithBill’sboy,andthenshe’llbeoffPen’smind;andifthingsgoonasthey’vebeengoingforthelasttwodays,I’mgoingtobeinapositiontodothefavoursmyself,andPencanfeelthatSHE’Smakin’
asacrifice,andthenIguessmaybeshe’lldoit。
IfthingsturnoutasIexpectnow,andtimesevergogetanybettergenerally,IcanshowCoreythatIappreciatehisoffer。Icanofferhimthepartnershipmyselfthen。"
Evenintheothermoods,whichcamewheneverythinghadbeengoingwrong,andthereseemednowayoutofthenet,therewerepointsofconsolationtoLaphamandhiswife。
TheyrejoicedthatIrenewassafebeyondtherangeoftheiranxieties,andtheyhadaproudsatisfactionthattherehadbeennoengagementbetweenCoreyandPenelope,andthatitwasshewhohadforbiddenit。Intheclosenessofinterestandsympathyinwhichtheirtroubleshadreunitedthem,theyconfessedtoeachotherthatnothingwouldhavebeenmoregallingtotheirpridethantheideathatLaphamshouldnothavebeenabletodoeverythingforhisdaughterthattheCoreysmighthaveexpected。
Whateverhappenednow,theCoreyscouldnothaveittosaythattheLaphamshadtriedtobringanysuchthingabout。
BellinghamhadlatelysuggestedanassignmenttoLapham,asthebestwayoutofhisdifficulties。Itwasevidentthathehadnotthemoneytomeethisliabilitiesatpresent,andthathecouldnotraiseitwithoutruinoussacrifices,thatmightstillendinruinafterall。Ifhemadetheassignment,Bellinghamargued,hecouldgaintimeandmaketerms;thestateofthingsgenerallywouldprobablyimprove,sinceitcouldnotbeworse,andthemarket,whichhehadgluttedwithhispaint,mightrecoverandhecouldstartagain。Laphamhadnotagreedwithhim。
Whenhisreversesfirstbeganithadseemedeasyforhimtogiveupeverything,toletthepeopleheowedtakeall,soonlytheywouldlethimgooutwithcleanhands;andhehaddramatisedthisfeelinginhistalkwithhiswife,whentheyspoketogetherofthemillsontheG。L。&
P。Buteversincethenithadbeengrowingharder,andhecouldnotconsenteventoseemtodoitnowintheproposedassignment。Hehadnotfoundothermensoveryliberalorfaithfulwithhim;agoodmanyofthemappearedtohavecombinedtohunthimdown;asenseofenmitytowardsallhiscreditorsasserteditselfinhim;
heaskedhimselfwhytheyshouldnotsufferalittletoo。
Aboveall,heshrankfromthepublicityoftheassignment。
Itwasopenconfessionthathehadbeenafoolinsomeway;
hecouldnotbeartohavehisfamily——hisbrotherthejudge,especially,towhomhehadalwaysappearedthesoulofbusinesswisdom——thinkhimimprudentorstupid。