Itplacesmeinaridiculousposition。"Rogersurgedhisgrievancecalmly,almostimpersonally,makinghisappealtoLapham’ssenseofjustice。"ICAN’Tgobacktothosepartiesandtellthemyouwon’tseethem。
It’snoanswertomake。They’vegotarighttoknowwhyyouwon’tseethem。"
"Verywell,then!"criedLapham;"I’llcomeandTELL
themwhy。WhoshallIaskfor?WhenshallIbethere?"
"Ateighto’clock,please,"saidRogers,rising,withoutapparentalarmathisthreat,ifitwasathreat。
"Andaskforme;I’vetakenaroomatthehotelforthepresent。"
"Iwon’tkeepyoufiveminuteswhenIgetthere,"
saidLapham;buthedidnotcomeawaytillteno’clock。
Itappearedtohimasiftheverydevilwasinit。
TheEnglishmentreatedhisdownrightrefusaltosellasapieceofbluff,andtalkedonasthoughitweremerelytheopeningofthenegotiation。Whenhebecameplainwiththeminhisanger,andtoldthemwhyhewouldnotsell,theyseemedtohavebeenpreparedforthisasastrokeofbusiness,andwerereadytomeetit。
"Hasthisfellow,"hedemanded,twistinghisheadinthedirectionofRogers,butdisdainingtonoticehimotherwise,"beentellingyouthatit’spartofmygametosaythis?Well,sir,Icantellyou,onmyside,thatthereisn’taslipperierrascalunhunginAmericathanMiltonK。Rogers!"
TheEnglishmentreatedthisasapieceofgenuineAmericanhumour,andreturnedtothechargewithunabatedcourage。
Theyownednow,thatapersoninterestedwiththemhadbeenouttolookattheproperty,andthattheyweresatisfiedwiththeappearanceofthings。Theydevelopedfurtherthefactthattheywerenotactingsolely,orevenprincipally,intheirownbehalf,butweretheagentsofpeopleinEnglandwhohadprojectedthecolonisationofasortofcommunityonthespot,somewhataftertheplanofotherEnglishdreamers,andthattheyweresatisfied,fromacarefulinspection,thattheresourcesandfacilitieswerethosebestcalculatedtodeveloptheenergyandenterpriseoftheproposedcommunity。TheywerepreparedtomeetMr。Lapham——Colonel,theybeggedhispardon,attheinstanceofRogers——atanyreasonablefigure,andwerequitewillingtoassumetheriskshehadpointedout。Somethingintheeyesofthesemen,somethingthatlurkedataninfinitedepthbelowtheirspeech,andwasnotreallyintheireyeswhenLaphamlookedagain,hadflashedthroughhimasenseoftreacheryinthem。
HehadthoughtthemthedupesofRogers;butinthatbriefinstanthehadseenthem——orthoughthehadseenthem——hisaccomplices,readytobetraytheinterestsofwhichtheywentontospeakwithacertaincomfortablejocosity,andacertainincredulousslightofhisshowofintegrity。
ItwasadeepergamethanLaphamwasusedto,andhesatlookingwithasortofadmirationfromoneEnglishmantotheother,andthentoRogers,whomaintainedanexteriorofmodestneutrality,andwhoseairsaid,"Ihavebroughtyougentlementogetherasthefriendofallparties,andI
nowleaveyoutosettleitamongyourselves。Iasknothing,andexpectnothing,exceptthesmallsumwhichshallaccruetomeafterthedischargeofmyobligationstoColonelLapham。"
WhileRogers’spresenceexpressedthis,oneoftheEnglishmenwassaying,"Andifyouhaveanyscrupleinallowin’
ustoassumethisrisk,ColonelLapham,perhapsyoucanconsoleyourselfwiththefactthattheloss,ifthereistobeany,willfalluponpeoplewhoareabletobearit——uponanassociationofrichandcharitablepeople。
Butwe’requitesatisfiedtherewillbenoloss,"
headdedsavingly。"Allyouhavetodoistonameyourprice,andwewilldoourbesttomeetit。"
TherewasnothingintheEnglishman’ssophistryveryshockingtoLapham。Itaddresseditselfinhimtothateasy—going,notevillyintentioned,potentialimmoralitywhichregardscommonpropertyascommonprey,andgivesusthemostcorruptmunicipalgovernmentsunderthesun——whichmakesthepoorestvoter,whenhehastrickedintoplace,asunscrupulousinregardtoothers’moneyasanhereditaryprince。LaphammettheEnglishman’seye,andwithdifficultykepthimselffromwinking。
Thenhelookedaway,andtriedtofindoutwherehestood,orwhathewantedtodo。Hecouldhardlytell。
HehadexpectedtocomeintothatroomandunmaskRogers,andhaveitover。ButhehadunmaskedRogerswithoutanyeffectwhatever,andtheplayhadonlybegun。
Hehadawhimsicalandsarcasticsenseofitsbeingverydifferentfromtheplaysatthetheatre。Hecouldnotgetupandgoawayinsilentcontempt;hecouldnottelltheEnglishmenthathebelievedthemapairofscoundrelsandshouldhavenothingtodowiththem;
hecouldnolongertreatthemasinnocentdupes。
Heremainedbaffledandperplexed,andtheonewhohadnotspokenhithertoremarked——
"Ofcourseweshan’t’aggleaboutafewpound,moreorless。
IfColonelLapham’sfigureshouldbealittlelargerthanours,I’venodoubt’e’llnotbetoo’arduponusintheend。"
Laphamappreciatedalltheintentofthissubtlesuggestion,andunderstoodasplainlyasifithadbeensaidinsomanywords,thatiftheypaidhimalargerprice,itwastobeexpectedthatacertainportionofthepurchase—moneywastoreturntotheirownhands。Stillhecouldnotmove;
anditseemedtohimthathecouldnotspeak。
"Ringthatbell,Mr。Rogers,"saidtheEnglishmanwhohadlastspoken,glancingattheannunciatorbuttoninthewallnearRogers’shead,"and’aveupsomething’of,can’tyou?IshouldlikeTOwetmew’istle,asyousay’ere,andColonelLaphamseemstofinditratherdrywork。"
Laphamjumpedtohisfeet,andbuttonedhisovercoatabouthim。HerememberedwithterrorthedinneratCorey’swherehehaddisgracedandbetrayedhimself,andifhewentintothisthingatall,hewasgoingintoitsober。
"Ican’tstop,"hesaid,"Imustbegoing。"
"Butyouhaven’tgivenusanansweryet,Mr。Lapham,"
saidthefirstEnglishmanwithasuccessfulshowofdignifiedsurprise。
"TheonlyanswerIcangiveyounowis,NO,"saidLapham。
"Ifyouwantanother,youmustletmehavetimetothinkitover。"
"But’owmuchtime?"saidtheotherEnglishman。
"We’repressedfortimeourselves,andwehopedforananswer——’opedforahanswer,"hecorrectedhimself,"atonce。Thatwasourunderstandin’withMr。Rogers。"
"Ican’tletyouknowtillmorning,anyway,"saidLapham,andhewentout,ashiscustomoftenwas,withoutanypartingsalutation。HethoughtRogersmighttrytodetainhim;butRogershadremainedseatedwhentheothersgottotheirfeet,andpaidnoattentiontohisdeparture。
Hewalkedoutintothenightair,everypulsethrobbingwiththestrongtemptation。Heknewverywellthosemenwouldwait,andgladlywait,tillthemorning,andthatthewholeaffairwasinhishands。Itmadehimgroaninspirittothinkthatitwas。Ifhehadhopedthatsomechancemighttakethedecisionfromhim,therewasnosuchchance,inthepresentorfuture,thathecouldsee。Itwasforhimalonetocommitthisrascality——ifitwasarascality——ornot。
Hewalkedallthewayhome,lettingonecarafteranotherpasshimonthestreet,nowsoemptyofotherpassing,anditwasalmosteleveno’clockwhenhereachedhome。
Acarriagestoodbeforehishouse,andwhenhelethimselfinwithhiskey,heheardtalkinginthefamily—room。ItcameintohisheadthatIrenehadgotbackunexpectedly,andthatthesightofherwassomehowgoingtomakeitharderforhim;thenhethoughtitmightbeCorey,comeuponsomedesperatepretexttoseePenelope;
butwhenheopenedthedoorhesaw,withacertainabsenceofsurprise,thatitwasRogers。Hewasstandingwithhisbacktothefireplace,talkingtoMrs。Lapham,andhehadbeensheddingtears;drytearstheyseemed,andtheyhadleftasortofsandy,glisteningtraceonhischeeks。Apparentlyhewasnotashamedofthem,fortheexpressionwithwhichhemetLaphamwasthatofamanmakingadesperateappealinhisowncause,whichwasidenticalwiththatofhumanity,ifnotthatofjustice。
"Isomeexpected,"beganRogers,"tofindyouhere————"
"No,youdidn’t,"interruptedLapham;"youwantedtocomehereandmakeapoormouthtoMrs。LaphambeforeIgothome。"
"IknewthatMrs。Laphamwouldknowwhatwasgoingon,"
saidRogersmorecandidly,butnotmorevirtuously,forthathecouldnot,"andIwishedhertounderstandapointthatIhadn’tputtoyouatthehotel,andthatIwantyoushouldconsider。AndIwantyoushouldconsidermealittleinthisbusinesstoo;
you’renottheonlyonethat’sconcerned,Itellyou,andI’vebeentellingMrs。Laphamthatit’smyonechance;
thatifyoudon’tmeetmeonit,mywifeandchildrenwillbereducedtobeggary。"
"Sowillmine,"saidLapham,"orthenextthingtoit。"
"Well,then,Iwantyoutogivemethischancetogetonmyfeetagain。You’venorighttodeprivemeofit;
it’sunchristian。InourdealingswitheachotherweshouldbeguidedbytheGoldenRule,asIwassayingtoMrs。Laphambeforeyoucamein。ItoldherthatifIknewmyself,Ishouldinyourplaceconsiderthecircumstancesofamaninmine,whohadhonourablyendeavouredtodischargehisobligationstome,andhadpatientlybornemyundeservedsuspicions。
Ishouldconsiderthatman’sfamily,ItoldMrs。Lapham。"
"DidyoutellherthatifIwentinwithyouandthosefellows,Ishouldberobbingthepeoplewhotrustedthem?"
"Idon’tseewhatyou’vegottodowiththepeoplethatsentthemhere。Theyarerichpeople,andcouldbearitifitcametotheworst。Butthere’snolikelihood,now,thatitwillcometotheworst;
youcanseeyourselfthattheRoadhaschangeditsmindaboutbuying。AndhereamIwithoutacentintheworld;
andmywifeisaninvalid。Sheneedscomforts,sheneedslittleluxuries,andshehasn’teventhenecessaries;
andyouwanttosacrificehertoamereidea!Youdon’tknowinthefirstplacethattheRoadwilleverwanttobuy;
andifitdoes,theprobabilityisthatwithacolonylikethatplantedonitsline,itwouldmakeverydifferenttermsfromwhatitwouldwithyouorme。Theseagentsarenotafraid,andtheirprincipalsarerichpeople;
andiftherewasanyloss,itwouldbedividedupamongstthemsothattheywouldn’tanyofthemfeelit。"
Laphamstoleatroubledglanceathiswife,andsawthattherewasnohelpinher。Whethershewasdauntedandconfusedinherownconsciencebytheoutcome,soevilanddisastrous,ofthereparationtoRogerswhichshehadforcedherhusbandtomake,orwhetherherperceptionshadbeenbluntedanddarkenedbytheappealswhichRogershadnowused,itwouldbedifficulttosay。
Probablytherewasamixtureofbothcausesintheeffectwhichherhusbandfeltinher,andfromwhichheturned,girdinghimselfanew,toRogers。
"Ihavenowishtorecurtothepast,"continuedRogers,withgrowingsuperiority。"Youhaveshownaproperspiritinregardtothat,andyouhavedonewhatyoucouldtowipeitout。"
"IshouldthinkIhad,"saidLapham。"I’veusedupaboutahundredandfiftythousanddollarstrying。"
"Someofmyenterprises,"Rogersadmitted,"havebeenunfortunate,seemingly;butIhavehopesthattheywillyetturnoutwell——intime。Ican’tunderstandwhyyoushouldbesomindfulofothersnow,whenyoushowedsolittleregardformethen。Ihadcometoyouraidatatimewhenyouneededhelp,andwhenyougotonyourfeetyoukickedmeoutofthebusiness。Idon’tcomplain,butthatisthefact;andIhadtobeginagain,afterI
hadsupposedmyselfsettledinlife,andestablishmyselfelsewhere。"
Laphamglancedagainathiswife;herheadhadfallen;
hecouldseethatshewassorootedinheroldremorseforthatquestionableactofhis,amplyandmorethanfullyatonedforsince,thatshewashelpless,nowinthecrucialmoment,whenhehadtheutmostneedofherinsight。
Hehadcounteduponher;heperceivednowthatwhenhehadthoughtitwasforhimalonetodecide,hehadcounteduponherjustspirittostayhisowninitsstruggletobejust。
Hehadnotforgottenhowsheheldoutagainsthimonlyalittlewhileago,whenheaskedherwhetherhemightnotrightfullysellinsomesuchcontingencyasthis;
anditwasnotnowthatshesaidorevenlookedanythinginfavourofRogers,butthatshewassilentagainsthim,whichdismayedLapham。Heswallowedthelumpthatroseinhisthroat,theself—pity,thepityforher,thedespair,andsaidgently,"Iguessyoubettergotobed,Persis。
It’sprettylate。"
Sheturnedtowardsthedoor,whenRogerssaid,withtheobviousintentionofdetainingherthroughhercuriosity——
"ButIletthatpass。AndIdon’tasknowthatyoushouldselltothesemen。"
Mrs。Laphampaused,irresolute。
"Whatareyoumakingthisbotherfor,then?"demandedLapham。
"WhatDOyouwant?"
"WhatI’vebeentellingyourwifehere。Iwantyoushouldselltome。Idon’tsaywhatI’mgoingtodowiththeproperty,andyouwillnothaveaniotaofresponsibility,whateverhappens。"
Laphamwasstaggered,andhesawhiswife’sfacelightupwitheagerquestion。
"Iwantthatproperty,"continuedRogers,"andI’vegotthemoneytobuyit。Whatwillyoutakeforit?Ifit’sthepriceyou’restandingoutfor————"
"Persis,"saidLapham,"gotobed,"andhegaveheralookthatmeantobedienceforher。Shewentoutofthedoor,andlefthimwithhistempter。
"IfyouthinkI’mgoingtohelpyouwhipthedevilroundthestump,you’remistakeninyourman,MiltonRogers,"
saidLapham,lightingacigar。"AssoonasIsoldtoyou,youwouldselltothatotherpairofrascals。Ismelt’emoutinhalfaminute。"
"TheyareChristiangentlemen,"saidRogers。"ButI
don’tpurposedefendingthem;andIdon’tpurposetellingyouwhatIshallorshallnotdowiththepropertywhenitisinmyhandsagain。Thequestionis,Willyousell,and,ifso,whatisyourfigure?Youhavegotnothingwhatevertodowithitafteryou’vesold。"
Itwasperfectlytrue。Anylawyerwouldhavetoldhimthesame。
HecouldnothelpadmiringRogersforhisingenuity,andeveryselfishinterestofhisnaturejoinedwithmanyobviousdutiestourgehimtoconsent。Hedidnotseewhyheshouldrefuse。Therewasnolongerareason。
Hewasstandingoutalonefornothing,anyoneelsewouldsay。HesmokedonasifRogerswerenotthere,andRogersremainedbeforethefireaspatientastheclocktickingbehindhisheadonthemantel,andshowingthegleamofitspendulumbeyondhisfaceoneitherside。
Butatlasthesaid,"Well?"
"Well,"answeredLapham,"youcan’texpectmetogiveyouananswerto—night,anymorethanbefore。Youknowthatwhatyou’vesaidnowhasn’tchangedthethingabit。
Iwishithad。TheLordknows,Iwanttoberidofthepropertyfastenough。""Thenwhydon’tyouselltome?
Can’tyouseethatyouwillnotberesponsibleforwhathappensafteryouhavesold?"
"No,Ican’tseethat;butifIcanbymorning,I’llsell。"
"Whydoyouexpecttoknowanybetterbymorning?
You’rewastingtimefornothing!"criedRogers,inhisdisappointment。"Whyareyousoparticular?Whenyoudrovemeoutofthebusinessyouwerenotsoveryparticular。"
Laphamwinced。Itwascertainlyridiculousformanwhohadoncesoselfishlyconsultedhisownintereststobesticklingnowabouttherightsofothers。
"Iguessnothing’sgoingtohappenovernight,"heansweredsullenly。"Anyway,Ishan’tsaywhatIshalldotillmorning。"
"WhattimecanIseeyouinthemorning?"
"Half—pastnine。"
Rogersbuttonedhiscoat,andwentoutoftheroomwithoutanotherword。Laphamfollowedhimtoclosethestreet—doorafterhim。
Hiswifecalleddowntohimfromaboveasheapproachedtheroomagain,"Well?"
"I’vetoldhimI’dlethimknowinthemorning。"
"WantIshouldcomedownandtalkwithyou?"
"No,"answeredLapham,intheproudbitternesswhichhisisolationbrought,"youcouldn’tdoanygood。"Hewentinandshutthedoor,andbyandbyhiswifeheardhimbeginwalkingupanddown;andthentherestofthenightshelayawakeandlistenedtohimwalkingupanddown。
Butwhenthefirstlightwhitenedthewindow,thewordsoftheScripturecameintohermind:"Andtherewrestledamanwithhimuntilthebreakingoftheday……Andhesaid,Letmego,forthedaybreaketh。Andhesaid,Iwillnotlettheego,exceptthoublessme。"
Shecouldnotaskhimanythingwhentheymet,butheraisedhisdulleyesafterthefirstsilence,andsaid,"Idon’tknowwhatI’mgoingtosaytoRogers。"
Shecouldnotspeak;shedidnotknowwhattosay,andshesawherhusbandwhenshefollowedhimwithhereyesfromthewindow,dragheavilydowntowardthecorner,wherehewastotake,thehorse—car。
Hearrivedratherlaterthanusualathisoffice,andhefoundhislettersalreadyonhistable。Therewasone,longandofficial—looking,withaprintedletter—headingontheoutside,andLaphamhadnoneedtoopenitinordertoknowthatitwastheofferoftheGreatLacustrine&
PolarRailroadforhismills。Buthewentmechanicallythroughtheverificationofhispropheticfear,whichwasalsohissolehope,andthensatlookingblanklyatit。
Rogerscamepromptlyattheappointedtime,andLaphamhandedhimtheletter。Hemusthavetakenitallinataglance,andseentheimpossibilityofnegotiatinganyfurthernow,evenwithvictimssopliantandwillingasthoseEnglishmen。
"You’veruinedme!"Rogersbrokeout。"Ihaven’tacentleftintheworld!Godhelpmypoorwife!"
Hewentout,andLaphamremainedstaringatthedoorwhichcloseduponhim。Thiswashisrewardforstandingfirmforrightandjusticetohisowndestruction:
tofeellikeathiefandamurderer。
XXVI。
LATERintheforenooncamethedespatchfromtheWestVirginiansinNewYork,sayingtheirbrotherassentedtotheiragreement;
anditnowremainedforLaphamtofulfilhispartofit。
Hewasludicrouslyfarfromabletodothis;andunlesshecouldgetsomeextensionoftimefromthem,hemustlosethischance,hisonlychance,toretrievehimself。
Hespentthetimeinadesperateendeavourtoraisethemoney,buthehadnotraisedthehalfofitwhenthebanksclosed。
WithshameinhishearthewenttoBellingham,fromwhomhehadpartedsohaughtily,andlaidhisplanbeforehim。
HecouldnotbringhimselftoaskBellingham’shelp,buthetoldhimwhatheproposedtodo。Bellinghampointedoutthatthewholethingwasanexperiment,andthatthepriceaskedwasenormous,unlessagreatsuccessweremorallycertain。Headviseddelay,headvisedprudence;
heinsistedthatLaphamoughtatleasttogoouttoKanawhaFalls,andseetheminesandworksbeforeheputanysuchsumintothedevelopmentoftheenterprise。
"That’sallwellenough,"criedLapham;"butifIdon’tclinchthisofferwithintwenty—fourhours,they’llwithdrawit,andgointothemarket;andthenwhereamI?"
"Goonandseethemagain,"saidBellingham。"Theycan’tbesoperemptoryasthatwithyou。Theymustgiveyoutimetolookatwhattheywanttosell。Ifitturnsoutwhatyouhope,then——I’llseewhatcanbedone。
Butlookintoitthoroughly。"
"Well!"criedLapham,helplesslysubmitting。Hetookouthiswatch,andsawthathehadfortyminutestocatchthefouro’clocktrain。Hehurriedbacktohisoffice,andputtogethersomepaperspreparatorytogoing,anddespatchedanotebyhisboytoMrs。LaphamsayingthathewasstartingforNewYork,anddidnotknowjustwhenheshouldgetback。
Theearlyspringdaywasrawandcold。Ashewentoutthroughtheofficehesawtheclerksatworkwiththeirstreet—coatsandhatson;MissDeweyhadherjacketdraggeduponhershoulders,andlookedparticularlycomfortlessassheoperatedhermachinewithherredfingers。
"What’sup?"askedLapham,stoppingamoment。
"Seemstobesomethingthematterwiththesteam,"
sheanswered,withtheairofunmeritedwronghabitualwithsomanyprettywomenwhohavetoworkforaliving。
"Well,takeyourwriterintomyroom。There’safireinthestovethere,"saidLapham,passingout。
Halfanhourlaterhiswifecameintotheouteroffice。
Shehadpassedthedayinapassionofself—reproach,graduallymountingfromthementalnumbnessinwhichhehadlefther,andnowshecouldwaitnolongertotellhimthatshesawhowshehadforsakenhiminhishouroftrialandlefthimtobearitalone。Shewonderedatherselfinshameanddismay;shewonderedthatshecouldhavebeensoconfusedastotherealpointbythatoldwretchofaRogers,thatshecouldhavelethimhoodwinkherso,evenforamoment。Itastoundedherthatsuchathingshouldhavehappened,foriftherewasanyvirtueuponwhichthisgoodwomanpridedherself,inwhichshethoughtherselfsuperiortoherhusband,itwasherinstantandsteadfastperceptionofrightandwrong,andtheabilitytochoosetherighttoherownhurt。
Butshehadnowtoconfess,aseachofushashadlikewisetoconfessinhisowncase,thattheveryvirtueonwhichshehadpridedherselfwasthethingthathadplayedherfalse;
thatshehadkepthermindsolonguponthatoldwrongwhichshebelievedherhusbandhaddonethismanthatshecouldnotdetachit,butclungtothethoughtofreparationforitwhensheoughttohaveseenthathewasproposingapieceofrogueryasthemeans。ThesufferingwhichLaphammustinflictonhimifhedecidedagainsthimhadbeenmoretoherapprehensionthantheharmhemightdoifhedecidedforhim。Butnowsheownedherlimitationstoherself,andaboveeverythingintheworldshewishedthemanwhomherconsciencehadrousedanddrivenonwhitherherintelligencehadnotfollowed,todoright,todowhathefelttoberight,andnothingelse。
Sheadmiredandreveredhimforgoingbeyondher,andshewishedtotellhimthatshedidnotknowwhathehaddeterminedtodoaboutRogers,butthatsheknewitwasright,andwouldgladlyabidetheconsequenceswithhim,whatevertheywere。
Shehadnotbeennearhisplaceofbusinessfornearlyayear,andherheartsmotehertenderlyasshelookedaboutherthere,andthoughtoftheearlydayswhensheknewasmuchaboutthepaintashedid;shewishedthatthosedayswerebackagain。ShesawCoreyathisdesk,andshecouldnotbeartospeaktohim;shedroppedherveilthatsheneednotrecognisehim,andpushedontoLapham’sroom,andopeningthedoorwithoutknocking,shutitbehindher。
Thenshebecameawarewithintolerabledisappointmentthatherhusbandwasnotthere。Instead,averyprettygirlsatathisdesk,operatingatypewriter。
Sheseemedquiteathome,andshepaidMrs。Laphamthescantattentionwhichsuchyoungwomenoftenbestowuponpeoplenotpersonallyinterestingtothem。
Itvexedthewifethatanyoneelseshouldseemtobehelpingherhusbandaboutbusinessthatshehadoncebeensointimatewith;andshedidnotatalllikethegirl’sindifferencetoherpresence。Herhatandsackhungonanailinonecorner,andLapham’sofficecoat,lookingintenselylikehimtohiswife’sfamiliareye,hungonanailintheothercorner;andMrs。Laphamlikedevenlessthanthegirl’sgoodlooksthisdomesticationofhergarmentsinherhusband’soffice。Shebegantoaskherselfexcitedlywhyheshouldbeawayfromhisofficewhenshehappenedtocome;andshehadnotthestrengthatthemomenttoreasonherselfoutofherunreasonableness。
"WhenwillColonelLaphambein,doyousuppose?"
shesharplyaskedofthegirl。
"Icouldn’tsayexactly,"repliedthegirl,withoutlookinground。
"Hashebeenoutlong?"
"Idon’tknowasInoticed,"saidthegirl,lookingupattheclock,withoutlookingatMrs。Lapham。Shewentonworkinghermachine。
"Well,Ican’twaitanylonger,"saidthewifeabruptly。
"WhenColonelLaphamcomesin,youpleasetellhimMrs。Laphamwantstoseehim。"
ThegirlstartedtoherfeetandturnedtowardMrs。Laphamwitharedandstartledface,whichshedidnotlifttoconfronther。"Yes——yes——Iwill,"shefaltered。
Thewifewenthomewithasenseofdefeatmixedwithanirritationaboutthisgirlwhichshecouldnotquelloraccountfor。Shefoundherhusband’smessage,anditseemedintolerablethatheshouldhavegonetoNewYorkwithoutseeingher;sheaskedherselfinvainwhatthemysteriousbusinesscouldbethattookhimawaysosuddenly。Shesaidtoherselfthathewasneglectingher;hewasleavingheroutalittletoomuch;
andindemandingofherselfwhyhehadnevermentionedthatgirlthereinhisoffice,sheforgothowmuchshehadleftherselfoutofhisbusinesslife。Thatwasanothercurseoftheirprosperity。Well,shewasgladtheprosperitywasgoing;ithadneverbeenhappiness。
Afterthisshewasgoingtoknoweverythingassheused。
ShetriedtodismissthewholemattertillLaphamreturned;
andiftherehadbeenanythingforhertodointhatmiserablehouse,asshecalleditinherthought,shemighthavesucceeded。Butagainthecursewasonher;
therewasnothingtodo;andthelooksofthatgirlkeptcomingbacktohervacancy,herdisoccupation。
Shetriedtomakeherselfsomethingtodo,butthatbeauty,whichshehadnotliked,followedheramidtheworkofoverhaulingthesummerclothing,whichIrenehadseentoputtingawayinthefall。Whowasthething,anyway?Itwasverystrange,herbeingthere;whydidshejumpupinthatfrightenedwaywhenMrs。Laphamhadnamedherself?
Afterdark,thatevening,whenthequestionhadwornawayitspoignancyfrommereiteration,anoteforMrs。Laphamwasleftatthedoorbyamessengerwhosaidtherewasnoanswer。