"Callitthen,ifyoudon’tliketheword,yoursympathy。"
Ihadgivenhertime,however,toproduceatlastsomethingthat,itvisiblyoccurredtoher,mightpass。"AssoonasIwasnotwithyou——I
meanwithyoupersonally——youNEVERhadmysympathy。"
"Ismypersonthensoirresistible?"
Well,shewasbrave。"ItWAS。Butit’snot,thankGod,now!"
"Thenthereweareagainatourmystery!Idon’tthink,youknow,"I
madeoutforher,"itwasmyperson,really,thatgaveitscharmtomytheory;Ithinkitwasmuchmoremytheorythatgaveitscharmtomyperson。
Myperson,Iflattermyself,hasremainedthroughthesefewhours——hoursoftension,butofatension,yousee,purelyintellectual——asgoodasever;sothatifwe’renot,eveninouranomaloussituation,indangerfromanysuchsource,it’ssimplythatmytheoryisdeadandthattheblightoftherestisinvolved。"
Mywordswereindeedmany,butsheplumpedstraightthroughthem。"AssoonasIwasawayfromyouIhatedyou。"
"HatedME?"
"Well,hatedwhatyoucall’therest’——hatedyourtheory。"
"Isee。Yet,"Ireflected,"you’renotatpresent——thoughyouwishtogoodness,nodoubt,youWERE——awayfromme。"
"Oh,Idon’tcarenow,"shesaidwithcourage;"since——foryouseeI
believeyou——we’reawayfromyourdelusions。"
"Youwouldn’t,inspiteofyourbelief,"——Ismiledather——"liketobealittlefurtheroffyet?"Butbeforeshecouldanswer,andbecausealso,doubtless,thequestionhadtoomuchthesoundofataunt,Icameup,asifforherrealconvenience,quiteinanotherplace。"Perhapsmyidea——mytiming,thatis,ofyourcrisis——istheresult,inmymind,ofmyownassociationwiththatparticularinstant。ItcomesbacktomethatwhatIwasmostfullofwhileyourfacesignedtomeandyourvoicethensograciouslyconfirmedit,andwhiletoo,asI’vesaid,Longwalkedaway——whatIwasmostfullof,asaconsequenceofanothergo,justended,atLadyJohn,was,oncemore,thissameLadyJohn’swantofadjustabilitytothecharacteryouandI,inourassociatedspeculationofthemorning,hadsocandidlytriedtofitherwith。Iwasstilleventhen,yousee,speculating——allonmyownhook,alas!——andithadjustrolledovermewithrenewedforcethatshewasnothingwhatever,nottheleastlittlebit,toourpurpose。
Themoment,inotherwords,ifyouunderstand,happenedtobeoneofMY
moments;sothat,bythesametoken,Isimplywonderedifitmightn’tlikewisehavehappenedtobeoneofyours。"
"ItWASoneofmine,"Mrs。BrissrepliedaspromptlyasIcouldreasonablyhaveexpected;"inthesensethat——asyou’veonlytoconsider——itwastoleadmoreorlessdirectlytothesepresentwordsofours。"
IfIhadonlytoconsider,nothingwasmoreeasy;buteachtimeIconsidered,Iwasreadytoshow,thelessthereseemedleftbytheact。"Ah,butyouhadthenALREADYbackedout。Won’tyouunderstand——foryou’realittlediscouraging——thatIwanttocatchyouattheearlierstage?"
"To’catch’me?"Ihadindeedexpressions!
"Absolutelycatch!Focusyouunderthefirstshockoftheobservationthatwastomakeeverythingfalltopiecesforyou。"
"ButI’vetoldyou,"shestoutlyresisted,"thattherewasno’first’
shock。"
"Well,then,thesecondorthethird。"
"Therewasnoshock,"Mrs。Brissmagnificentlysaid,"atall。"
Itmademesomehowbreakintolaughter。"Youfounditsonaturalthen——andyousoratherlikedit——tomakeupyourmindofasuddenthatyouhadbeensteepedinthelastintellectualintimacywithamaniac?"
Shethoughtoncemore,andthen,asImyselfhadjustpreviouslydone,cameupinanotherplace。"IhadatthemomentyouspeakofwhollygivenupanyideaofLadyJohn。"
Butitwassofeebleitmademesmile。"Ofcourseyouhad,youpoorinnocent!Youcouldn’totherwise,hoursbefore,havestrappedthesaddlesotightonanotherwoman。"
"Ihadgivenupeverything,"shestubbornlycontinued。
"It’sexactlywhat,inreferencetothatjuncture,Iperfectlyembrace。"
"Well,eveninreferencetothatjuncture,"sheresumed,"youmaycatchmeasmuchasyoulike。"Withwhich,suddenly,duringsomeseconds,Isawherholdherselfforaleap。"Youtalkof’focussing,’butwhatelse,eveninthoseminutes,wereyouinfactengagedin?"
"Ah,then,youdorecognisethem,"Icried——"thoseminutes?"
Shetookherjump,thoughwithsomethingofaflop。"Yes——as,consentingthustobecatechised,Icudgelmybrainforyouramusement——Idorecognisethem。IrememberwhatIthought。Youfocussed——Ifeltyoufocus。Isawyouwonderwhereabouts,inwhatyoucallourassociatedspeculation,I
wouldbythattimebe。Iaskedmyselfwhetheryou’dunderstandifIshouldtrytoconveytoyousimplybymyexpressionsuchalookaswouldtellyouall。By’all’Imeantthefactthat,sorryasIwasforyou——orperhapsformyself——ithadstruckmeasonlyfairtoletyouknowasstraightaspossiblethatIwasnowhere。ThatwaswhyIstaredso,andIofcoursecouldn’texplaintoyou,"shelucidlypursued,"towhommystarehadreference。"
Ihungonherlips。"ButyoucanNOW?"
"Perfectly。ToMr。Long。"
Iremainedsuspended。"Ah,butthisislovely!It’swhatIwant。"
IsawIshouldhavemoreofit,andmoreinfactcame。"Youweresayingjustnowwhatyouwerefullof,andIcandothesame。IwasfullofHIM。"
I,onmyside,wasnowfullofeagerness。"Yes?Hehadleftyoufullashewalkedaway?"
Shewincedalittleatthisrenewedevocationofhisretreat,butshetookitasshehadnotdonebefore,andIfeltthatwithanotherpushshewouldbefairlyafloat。"Hehadreasontowalk!"
Iwondered。"Whathadyousaidtohim?"
Shepieceditout。"Nothing——orverylittle。ButIhadlistened。"
"AndtoWHAT?"
"Towhathesays。Tohisplatitudes。"
"Hisplatitudes?"Istared。"Long’s?"
"Why,don’tyouknowhe’saprizefool?"
Imused,scepticalbutreasonable。"HeWAS。"
"HeIS!"
Mrs。Brisswassuperb,but,asIquicklyfeltImightremindher,therewasherpossiblyweakjudgment。"Yourconfidenceissplendid;onlymustn’tIrememberthatyoursenseofthefinerkindsofclevernessisn’tperhapsabsolutelysecure?Don’tyouknow?——youalso,tilljustnow,thoughtME
aprizefool。"
IfIhadhoped,however,heretotripherup,Ihadreckonedwithouttheimpulse,andevenperhapstheexample,thatsheproperlyowedtome。
"Oh,no——notanythingofthatsort,you,atall。Onlyanintelligentmangonewrong。"
Ifollowed,butbeforeIcaughtup,"WhereasLong’sonlyastupidmangoneright?"Ithrewout。
Itcheckedhertoobriefly,andtherewasindeedsomethingofmyownitbroughtstraightback。"Ithoughtthatjustwhatyoutoldme,thismorningoryesterday,wasthatyouhadneverknownacaseoftheconversionofanidiot。"
Ilaughedatherreadiness。Well,Ihadwantedtomakeherfight!"It’strueitwouldhavebeentheonlyone。"
"Ah,you’llhavetodowithoutit!"Oh,shewasbrisknow。"AndifyouknowwhatIthinkofhim,youknownomorethanHEdoes。"
"Youmeanyoutoldhim?"
Shehungfirebutaninstant。"Itoldhim,practically——anditwasinfactallIdidhavetosaytohim。Itwasenough,however,andhedisgustedlyleftmeonit。Thenitwasthat,asyougavemethechance,Itriedtotelegraphyou——tosaytoyouonthespotandunderthesharpimpression:
’Whatonearthdoyoumeanbyyournonsense?Itdoesn’tholdwater!’It’sapityIdidn’tsucceed!"shecontinued——forshehadbecomealmostvoluble。
"Itwouldhavesettledthequestion,andIshouldhavegonetobed。"
Iweigheditwiththegrimacethat,Ifeared,hadbecomealmostasfixedasMrs。Server’s。"Itwouldhavesettledthequestionperhaps;butIshouldhavelostthisimpressionofyou。"
"Oh,thisimpressionofme!"
"Ah,butdon’tundervalueit:it’swhatIwant!WhatwasitthenLonghadsaid?"
Shehaditmoreandmore,butshehaditasnothingatall。"Notawordtorepeat——youwouldn’tbelieve!Hedoessaynothingatall。Onecan’tremember。It’swhatImean。Itriedhimonpurpose,whileIthoughtofyou。Buthe’sperfectlystupid。Idon’tseehowwecanhavefancied——!"
Ihadinterruptedherbythemovementwithwhichagain,uncontrollablytossedononeofmysurgesofcertitude,Iturnedaway。HOWdeeptheymusthavebeenintogetherforhertohavesoatlastgatheredherselfup,andinhowdoublyinterestingalight,aboveall,itseemedtopresentLongforthefuture!Thatwas,whileIwarnedmyself,whatImostreadin——literallyanimplicationoftheenhancementofthislattersideoftheprodigy。Ifhiscleverness,underthealarmthat,firststirringtheirconsciousnessbutdimly,hadsoswiftlydevelopedastomakenextofeachamirrorfortheother,andthentoprecipitateforthem,insomesilencedeeperthandarkness,theexchangeofrecognitions,admissionsand,astheycertainlywouldhavephrasedit,tips——ifhisexcitedacutenesswashenceforthtoprotectitselfbydissimulation,whatwouldn’tperhaps,forone’sdiversion,bethenewspectacleandwonder?IcouldinamanneralreadymeasurethislargerplaybytheamplitudefreshlydeterminedinMrs。Briss,andIwasforamomentactuallyheldbythethoughtofthepossiblefinishourfriendwouldfinditinhimtogivetoarepresented,afictiveineptitude。Thesharpestjostletomythought,inthisrush,mightwellhavebeen,Iconfess,thereflectionthatasitwasIwhohadarrested,whohadspoiledtheirunconsciousness,soitwasnaturaltheyshouldfightagainstmeforapossiblelifeinthestateIhadgiventheminstead。Ihadspoiledtheirunconsciousness,Ihaddestroyedit,anditwasconsciousnessalonethatcouldmakethemeffectivelycruel。Therefore,iftheywerecruel,itwasIwhohaddeterminedit,inasmuchas,consciously,theycouldonlywant,theycouldonlyintend,tolive。Wouldn’tthatquestionhavebeen,Imanagedevennowtoaskmyself,theverybasisonwhichtheyhadinscrutablycometogether?"It’slife,youknow,"eachhadsaidtotheother,"andI,accordingly,canonlyclingtomine。Butyou,poordear——shallYOUgiveup?""Giveup?"theotherhadreplied:"forwhatdoyoutakeme?Ishallfightbyyourside,please,andwecancompareandexchangeweaponsandmanoeuvres,andyoumayineverywaycountuponme。"
Thatwaswhat,withgreatervividness,wasfortherestoftheoccasionbeforeme,orbehindme;andthatIhaddoneitallandhadonlymyselftothankforitwaswhat,fromthisminute,bythesametoken,wasmoreandmoreformetheinneressenceofMrs。Briss’sattitude。Iknownotwhatheavyadmonitionofmyresponsibilityhadthussuddenlydescendedonme;butnothing,underit,wasindeedmoresensiblethanthatpracticallyitparalysedme。AndIcouldonlysaytomyselfthatthiswastheprice——thepriceofthesecretsuccess,thelonelylibertyandtheintellectualjoy。
Therewerethingsthatforsoprivateandsplendidarevel——thatoftheexclusivekingwithhisWagneropera——Icouldonlyletgo,andthespecialtormentofmycasewasthattheconditionoflight,ofthesatisfactionofcuriosityandoftheattestationoftriumph,wasinthisdirectwaythesacrificeoffeeling。Therewasnopointatwhichmyassurancecould,bythescientificmethod,judgeitselfcompleteenoughnottoregardfeelingasaninterferenceand,inconsequence,asapossiblecheck。IfithadtogoIknewwellwhowentwithit,butIwasn’ttheretosaveTHEM。I
wastheretosavemypricelesspearlofaninquiryandtoharden,tothatend,myheart。Ishouldneedindeedallmyhardness,aswellasmybrightness,moreover,tomeetMrs。BrissonthehighleveltowhichIhadatlastinducedhertomount,and,evenwhileIprolongedthemovementbywhichIhadmomentarilystayedher,theintermissionofherspeechbecameitselfformeahintofthepeculiarpertinenceofcaution。Itlastedlongenough,thisdrop,tosuggestthatherattentionwasthesharperformyhavingturnedawayfromit,andIshouldhavefearedarenewedchallengeifshehadn’t,bygoodluck,presentlygoneon:"There’sreallynothinginhimatall!"
Chapter14
Ihadfacedheragainjustintimetotakeit,andIimmediatelymadeupmymindhowbesttodoso。"ThenIgoutterlytopieces!"
"Youshouldn’thaveperchedyourself,"shelaughed——shecouldbythistimealmostcoarselylaugh——"insuchapreposterousplace!"
"Ah,that’smyaffair,"Ireturned,"andifIaccepttheconsequencesIdon’tquiteseewhatyou’vetosaytoit。ThatIdoacceptthem——sofarasImakethemoutasnottoointolerableandyouasnotintendingthemtobe——thatIdoacceptthemiswhatI’vebeentryingtosignifytoyou。
Onlymyfall,"Iadded,"isaninevitableshock。Youremarkedtomeafewminutessincethatyoudidn’trecoveryourselfinaflash。Idifferfromyou,yousee,inthatido;Itakemycollapseallatonce。HerethenI
am。I’msmashed。Idon’tsee,asIlookaboutme,apieceIcanpickup。
Idon’tattempttoaccountformygoingwrong;Idon’tattempttoaccountforyourswithme;Idon’tattempttoaccountforanything。IfLongIS
justwhathealwayswasitsettlesthematter,andthespecialclincherforuscanbebutyourhonestfinalimpression,madepreciselymoreawareofitselfbyrepentanceforthelevitywithwhichyouhadoriginallyyieldedtomycontagion。"
Shedidn’tinsistonherrepentance;shewastootakenupwiththefactsthemselves。"Oh,butaddtomyimpressioneveryoneelse’simpression!Hasanyonenoticedanything?"
"Ah,Idon’tknowwhatanyonehasnoticed。Ihaven’t,"Ibrooded,"ventured——asyouknow——toaskanyone。"
"Well,ifyouhadyou’dhaveseen——seen,Imean,alltheydon’tsee。
Iftheyhadbeenconsciousthey’dhavetalked。"
Ithought。"Tome?"
"Well,I’mnotsuretoyou;peoplehavesuchanotionofwhatyouembroideronthingsthatthey’reratherafraidtocommitthemselvesortoleadyouon:they’resometimesin,youknow,"sheluminouslyremindedme,"formorethantheybargainfor,thantheyquiteknowwhattodowith,orthantheycaretohaveontheirhands。"
Itriedtodojusticetothisaccountofmyself。"YoumeanIseesomuch?"
Itwasadelicatematter,butsheriskedit。"Don’tyousometimesseehorrors?"
Iwondered。"Well,namesareaconvenience。Peoplecatchmeintheact?"
"Theycertainlythinkyoucritical。"
"Andiscriticismthevisionofhorrors?"
Shecouldn’tquitebesurewhereIwastakingher。"Itisn’t,perhaps,somuchthatyouseethem——"
Istarted。"AsthatIperpetratethem?"
Shewassurenow,however,andwouldn’thaveit,forshewasserious。
"Dearno——youdon’tperpetrateanything。Perhapsitwouldbebetterifyoudid!"shetossedoffwithanoddlaugh。"But——alwaysbypeople’sidea——youlikethem。"
Ifollowed。"Horrors?"
"Well,youdon’t——"
"Yes——?"
Butshewouldn’tbehurriednow。"Youtakethemtoomuchforwhattheyare。Youdon’tseemtowant——"
"Tocomedownonthemstrong?Oh,butIoftendo!"
"Somuchthebetterthen。"
"ThoughIdolike——whetherforthatornot,"Ihastenedtoconfess,"tolookthemfirstwellintheface。"
Oureyesmet,withthis,foraminute,butshemadenothingofthat。
"WhentheyHAVEnoface,then,youcan’tdoit!Itisn’tatalleventsnowaquestion,"shewenton,"ofpeople’skeepinganythingback,andyou’reperhapsinanycasenotthepersontowhomitwouldfirsthavecome。"
Itriedtothinkthenwhothepersonwouldbe。"ItwouldhavecometoLonghimself?"
Butshewasimpatientofthis。"Oh,onedoesn’tknowwhatcomes——orwhatdoesn’t——toLonghimself!I’mnotsurehe’stoomodesttomisrepresent——ifhehadtheintelligencetoplayapart。"
"Whichhehasn’t!"Iconcluded。
"Whichhehasn’t。It’stoMEtheymighthavespoken——ortoeachother。"
"ButIthoughtyouexactlyheldtheyHADchatteredinaccountingforhisstatebytheinfluenceofLadyJohn。"
Shegotthematterinstantlystraight。"Notabit。Thatchatterwasmineonly——andproducedtomeetyours。Therehadso,byyourtheory,tobeawoman——"
"That,toobligeme,youinventedHER?Precisely。ButIthought——"
"Youneedn’thavethought!"Mrs。Brissbrokein。"Ididn’tinventher。"
"Thenwhatareyoutalkingabout?"
"Ididn’tinventher,"sherepeated,lookingatmehard。"She’strue。"
Iechoeditinvagueness,thoughinstinctivelyagaininprotest;yetI
heldmybreath,forthiswasreallythepointatwhichIfeltmycompanion’sforcesmosttohavemustered。Hermannernowmoreovergavemeagreatideaofthem,andherwholeairwasoftakingimmediateadvantageofmyimpression。
"Well,seehere:sinceyou’vewantedit,I’mafraidthat,howeverlittleyoumaylikeit,you’llhavetotakeit。You’vepressedmeforexplanationsanddrivenmemuchharderthanyoumusthaveseenIfoundconvenient。IfI’veseemedtobeataboutthebushit’sbecauseIhadn’tonlymyselftothinkof。Onecanbesimpleforone’sself——onecan’tbe,always,forothers。"
"Ah,towhomdoyousayit?"Iencouraginglysighed;notevenyetquiteseeingforwhatissueshewasheading。
Shecontinuedtomakeforthespot,whateveritwas,withacertainmajesty。"IshouldhavepreferredtotellyounothingmorethanwhatI
HAVEtoldyou。Ishouldhavepreferredtocloseourconversationonthesimpleannouncementofmyrecoveredsenseofproportion。ButyouHAVE,Isee,gotmeintoodeep。"
"O—oh!"Icourteouslyattenuated。
"You’vemadeofme,"shelucidlyinsisted,"toobigatalker,toobigathinker,ofnonsense。"
"Thankyou,"Ilaughed,"forintimatingthatItriflesoagreeably。"
"Oh,YOU’VEappearednottomind!Butletmethenatlastnotfailoftheluxuryofadmittingthatimind。Yes,Imindparticularly。Imay,bebad,butI’veagrainofgumption。"
"’Bad’?"Itseemedmorecloselytoconcernme。
"BadImaybe。Infact,"shepursuedatthishighpitchandpressure;
"there’snodoubtwhateverIAM。"
"I’mdelightedtohearit,"Icried,"foritwasexactlysomethingstrongIwantedofyou!"
"ItISthenstrong"——andIcouldseeindeedshewasreadytosatisfyme。"You’veworriedmeformymotiveandharassedmeformy’moment,’andI’vehadtoprotectothersand,atthecostofadecentappearance,topretendtobemyselfhalfanidiot。I’vehadeven,forthesamepurpose——ifyoumusthaveit——todepartfromthetruth;togiveyou,thatis,afalseaccountofthemannerofmyescapefromyourtangle。Butnowthetruthshallbetold,andotherscantakecareofthemselves!"Shehadsowoundherselfupwiththis,reachedsothepointoffairlyheavingwithcourageandcandour,thatIforaninstantalmostmiscalculatedherdirectionandbelievedshewasreallythrowinguphercards。Itwasasifshehaddecided,onsomestillfinerlines,justtorubmynoseintowhatIhadbeenspellingout;whichwouldhavebeenananticipationofmyownjourney’scrownofthemostdisconcertingsort。Iwantedmypersonalconfidence,butIwantednobody’sconfession,andwithoutthejourney’scrownwhereWASthepersonalconfidence?Withoutthepersonalconfidence,moreover,wherewasthepersonalhonour?ThatwouldbereallythesinglethingtowhichIcouldattachauthority,foraconfessionmight,afterall,beitselfalie。Anybody,atallevents,couldfittheshoetoone。Myfriend’sintention,however,remainedbutbrieflyequivocal;mydangerpassed,andIrecognisedinitsplaceastillricherassurance。Itwasnottheunnamed,inshort,whoweretobenamed。
"LadyJohnISthewoman。"
Yeteventhiswasprodigious。"ButIthoughtyourpresentpositionwasjustthatshe’sNOT!"
"LadyJohnISthewoman,"Mrs。Brissagainannounced。
"ButIthoughtyourpresentpositionwasjustthatnobodyis!"
"LadyJohnISthewoman,"sheathirdtimedeclared。
Itnaturallyleftmegaping。"ThenthereISone?"Icriedbetweenbewildermentandjoy。
"Awoman?There’sHER!"Mrs。Brissrepliedwithmoreforcethangrammar。
"Iknow,"shebriskly,almostbreezilyadded,"thatIsaidshewouldn’tdo(asIhadoriginallysaidshewoulddobetterthananyone),whenyouawhileagomentionedher。Butthatwastosaveher。"
"Andyoudon’tcarenow,"Ismiled,"ifshe’slost!"
Shehesitated。"SheISlost。Butshecantakecareofherself。"
Icouldbuthelplesslythinkofher。"I’mafraidindeedthat,withwhatyou’vedonewithher,ican’ttakecareofher。Butwhyisshenowtothepurpose,"Iarticulatelywondered,"anymorethanshewas?"
"Why?Ontheverysystemyouyourselflaiddown。Whenwetookhimforbrilliant,shecouldn’tbe。Butnowthatweseehimasheis——"
"WecanonlyseeheralsoasSHEis?"Well,Itried,asfarasmyamusementwouldpermit,sotoseeher;butstillthereweredifficulties。"Possibly!"
Iatmostconceded。"Doyouoweyourdiscovery,however,whollytomysystem?
Mysystem,wheresomuchmadeforprotection,"Iexplained,"wasn’tintendedtohavetheeffectofexposure。"
"Itappearstohavebeenatalleventsintended,"mycompanionreturned,"tohavetheeffectofdrivingmetothewall;andtheconsequenceofthateffectisnobody’sfaultbutyourown。"
Shewasalllogicnow,andIcouldeasilysee,betweenmylightandmydarkness,howshewouldremainso。YetIwasscarcesatisfied。"Andit’sonlyon’thateffect’——?"
"ThatI’vemadeupmymind?"Shewaspositivelyfreeatlasttoenjoymydiscomfort。"Wouldn’titbesurely,ifyourideaswereworthanything,enough?Butitisn’t,"sheadded,"onlyonthat。It’sonsomethingelse。"
Ihadafteraninstantextractedfromthisthesinglemeaningitcouldappeartoyield。"I’mtounderstandthatyouKNOW?"
"Thatthey’reintimateenoughforanything?"Shefaltered,butshebroughtitout。"Iknow。"
Itwastheoddestthingintheworldforalittle,thewaythisaffectedmewithoutmyatallbelievingit。Itwaspreposterous,hangthoughitwouldwithhersomersault,andshehadquitesucceededingivingitthenoteofsincerity。Itwasthemeresoundofitthat,asIfeltevenatthetime,madeitalittleofablow——ablowofthesmartofwhichIwasconsciousjustlongenoughinwardlytomurmur:"WhatifsheSHOULDberight?"
Shehadforthesesecondstheadvantageofstirringwithinmethememoryofherhavingindeed,thedayprevious,atPaddington,"known"asIhadn’t。
IthadbeenreallyonwhatsheTHENknewthatweoriginallystarted,andanelementofourstarthadbeenthatIadmiredherfreedom。Theformofit,atleast——sobeautifullyhadsherecoveredherself——wasalltherenow。
Well,Iatanyratereflected,itwasn’ttheformthatneedtroubleme,andIquicklyenoughputheraquestionthatrelatedonlytothematter。
"Ofcourseifsheis——itISsmash!"
"Andhaven’tyouyetgotusedtoitsbeing?"
Ikeptmyeyesonher;Itracedtheburiedfigureintheruins。"She’sgoodenoughforafool;andso"——Imadeitout——"ishe!IfheISthesameass——yes——theyMIGHTbe。"
"ANDheis,"saidMrs。Briss,"thesameass!"
Icontinuedtolookather。"Hewouldhavenoneedthenofherhavingtransformedandinspiredhim。"
"OrofherhavingDEformedandidiotisedherself,"myfriendsubjoined。
Oh,howitsharpenedmylook!"No,no——shewouldn’tneedthat。"
"ThegreatpointisthatHEwouldn’t!"Mrs。Brisslaughed。
Ikeptitup。"Shewoulddoperfectly。"
Mrs。Brisswasnotbehind。"Mydearman,shehasgottodo!"
Thiswasbriskerstill,butIheldmyway。"Almostanyonewoulddo。"
Itseemedforalittle,betweenhumourandsadness,tostrikeher。"AlmostanyoneWOULD。Still,"shelesspensivelydeclared,"wewanttherightone。"
"Surely;therightone"——Icouldonlyechoit。"Buthow,"Ithenproceeded,"hasithappilybeenconfirmedtoyou?"
Itpulledherupatrifle。"’Confirmed’——?"
"Thathe’sherlover。"