"Callitthen,ifyoudon’tliketheword,yoursympathy。"
  Ihadgivenhertime,however,toproduceatlastsomethingthat,itvisiblyoccurredtoher,mightpass。"AssoonasIwasnotwithyou——I
  meanwithyoupersonally——youNEVERhadmysympathy。"
  "Ismypersonthensoirresistible?"
  Well,shewasbrave。"ItWAS。Butit’snot,thankGod,now!"
  "Thenthereweareagainatourmystery!Idon’tthink,youknow,"I
  madeoutforher,"itwasmyperson,really,thatgaveitscharmtomytheory;Ithinkitwasmuchmoremytheorythatgaveitscharmtomyperson。
  Myperson,Iflattermyself,hasremainedthroughthesefewhours——hoursoftension,butofatension,yousee,purelyintellectual——asgoodasever;sothatifwe’renot,eveninouranomaloussituation,indangerfromanysuchsource,it’ssimplythatmytheoryisdeadandthattheblightoftherestisinvolved。"
  Mywordswereindeedmany,butsheplumpedstraightthroughthem。"AssoonasIwasawayfromyouIhatedyou。"
  "HatedME?"
  "Well,hatedwhatyoucall’therest’——hatedyourtheory。"
  "Isee。Yet,"Ireflected,"you’renotatpresent——thoughyouwishtogoodness,nodoubt,youWERE——awayfromme。"
  "Oh,Idon’tcarenow,"shesaidwithcourage;"since——foryouseeI
  believeyou——we’reawayfromyourdelusions。"
  "Youwouldn’t,inspiteofyourbelief,"——Ismiledather——"liketobealittlefurtheroffyet?"Butbeforeshecouldanswer,andbecausealso,doubtless,thequestionhadtoomuchthesoundofataunt,Icameup,asifforherrealconvenience,quiteinanotherplace。"Perhapsmyidea——mytiming,thatis,ofyourcrisis——istheresult,inmymind,ofmyownassociationwiththatparticularinstant。ItcomesbacktomethatwhatIwasmostfullofwhileyourfacesignedtomeandyourvoicethensograciouslyconfirmedit,andwhiletoo,asI’vesaid,Longwalkedaway——whatIwasmostfullof,asaconsequenceofanothergo,justended,atLadyJohn,was,oncemore,thissameLadyJohn’swantofadjustabilitytothecharacteryouandI,inourassociatedspeculationofthemorning,hadsocandidlytriedtofitherwith。Iwasstilleventhen,yousee,speculating——allonmyownhook,alas!——andithadjustrolledovermewithrenewedforcethatshewasnothingwhatever,nottheleastlittlebit,toourpurpose。
  Themoment,inotherwords,ifyouunderstand,happenedtobeoneofMY
  moments;sothat,bythesametoken,Isimplywonderedifitmightn’tlikewisehavehappenedtobeoneofyours。"
  "ItWASoneofmine,"Mrs。BrissrepliedaspromptlyasIcouldreasonablyhaveexpected;"inthesensethat——asyou’veonlytoconsider——itwastoleadmoreorlessdirectlytothesepresentwordsofours。"
  IfIhadonlytoconsider,nothingwasmoreeasy;buteachtimeIconsidered,Iwasreadytoshow,thelessthereseemedleftbytheact。"Ah,butyouhadthenALREADYbackedout。Won’tyouunderstand——foryou’realittlediscouraging——thatIwanttocatchyouattheearlierstage?"
  "To’catch’me?"Ihadindeedexpressions!
  "Absolutelycatch!Focusyouunderthefirstshockoftheobservationthatwastomakeeverythingfalltopiecesforyou。"
  "ButI’vetoldyou,"shestoutlyresisted,"thattherewasno’first’
  shock。"
  "Well,then,thesecondorthethird。"
  "Therewasnoshock,"Mrs。Brissmagnificentlysaid,"atall。"
  Itmademesomehowbreakintolaughter。"Youfounditsonaturalthen——andyousoratherlikedit——tomakeupyourmindofasuddenthatyouhadbeensteepedinthelastintellectualintimacywithamaniac?"
  Shethoughtoncemore,andthen,asImyselfhadjustpreviouslydone,cameupinanotherplace。"IhadatthemomentyouspeakofwhollygivenupanyideaofLadyJohn。"
  Butitwassofeebleitmademesmile。"Ofcourseyouhad,youpoorinnocent!Youcouldn’totherwise,hoursbefore,havestrappedthesaddlesotightonanotherwoman。"
  "Ihadgivenupeverything,"shestubbornlycontinued。
  "It’sexactlywhat,inreferencetothatjuncture,Iperfectlyembrace。"
  "Well,eveninreferencetothatjuncture,"sheresumed,"youmaycatchmeasmuchasyoulike。"Withwhich,suddenly,duringsomeseconds,Isawherholdherselfforaleap。"Youtalkof’focussing,’butwhatelse,eveninthoseminutes,wereyouinfactengagedin?"
  "Ah,then,youdorecognisethem,"Icried——"thoseminutes?"
  Shetookherjump,thoughwithsomethingofaflop。"Yes——as,consentingthustobecatechised,Icudgelmybrainforyouramusement——Idorecognisethem。IrememberwhatIthought。Youfocussed——Ifeltyoufocus。Isawyouwonderwhereabouts,inwhatyoucallourassociatedspeculation,I
  wouldbythattimebe。Iaskedmyselfwhetheryou’dunderstandifIshouldtrytoconveytoyousimplybymyexpressionsuchalookaswouldtellyouall。By’all’Imeantthefactthat,sorryasIwasforyou——orperhapsformyself——ithadstruckmeasonlyfairtoletyouknowasstraightaspossiblethatIwasnowhere。ThatwaswhyIstaredso,andIofcoursecouldn’texplaintoyou,"shelucidlypursued,"towhommystarehadreference。"
  Ihungonherlips。"ButyoucanNOW?"
  "Perfectly。ToMr。Long。"
  Iremainedsuspended。"Ah,butthisislovely!It’swhatIwant。"
  IsawIshouldhavemoreofit,andmoreinfactcame。"Youweresayingjustnowwhatyouwerefullof,andIcandothesame。IwasfullofHIM。"
  I,onmyside,wasnowfullofeagerness。"Yes?Hehadleftyoufullashewalkedaway?"
  Shewincedalittleatthisrenewedevocationofhisretreat,butshetookitasshehadnotdonebefore,andIfeltthatwithanotherpushshewouldbefairlyafloat。"Hehadreasontowalk!"
  Iwondered。"Whathadyousaidtohim?"
  Shepieceditout。"Nothing——orverylittle。ButIhadlistened。"
  "AndtoWHAT?"
  "Towhathesays。Tohisplatitudes。"
  "Hisplatitudes?"Istared。"Long’s?"
  "Why,don’tyouknowhe’saprizefool?"
  Imused,scepticalbutreasonable。"HeWAS。"
  "HeIS!"
  Mrs。Brisswassuperb,but,asIquicklyfeltImightremindher,therewasherpossiblyweakjudgment。"Yourconfidenceissplendid;onlymustn’tIrememberthatyoursenseofthefinerkindsofclevernessisn’tperhapsabsolutelysecure?Don’tyouknow?——youalso,tilljustnow,thoughtME
  aprizefool。"
  IfIhadhoped,however,heretotripherup,Ihadreckonedwithouttheimpulse,andevenperhapstheexample,thatsheproperlyowedtome。
  "Oh,no——notanythingofthatsort,you,atall。Onlyanintelligentmangonewrong。"
  Ifollowed,butbeforeIcaughtup,"WhereasLong’sonlyastupidmangoneright?"Ithrewout。
  Itcheckedhertoobriefly,andtherewasindeedsomethingofmyownitbroughtstraightback。"Ithoughtthatjustwhatyoutoldme,thismorningoryesterday,wasthatyouhadneverknownacaseoftheconversionofanidiot。"
  Ilaughedatherreadiness。Well,Ihadwantedtomakeherfight!"It’strueitwouldhavebeentheonlyone。"
  "Ah,you’llhavetodowithoutit!"Oh,shewasbrisknow。"AndifyouknowwhatIthinkofhim,youknownomorethanHEdoes。"
  "Youmeanyoutoldhim?"
  Shehungfirebutaninstant。"Itoldhim,practically——anditwasinfactallIdidhavetosaytohim。Itwasenough,however,andhedisgustedlyleftmeonit。Thenitwasthat,asyougavemethechance,Itriedtotelegraphyou——tosaytoyouonthespotandunderthesharpimpression:
  ’Whatonearthdoyoumeanbyyournonsense?Itdoesn’tholdwater!’It’sapityIdidn’tsucceed!"shecontinued——forshehadbecomealmostvoluble。
  "Itwouldhavesettledthequestion,andIshouldhavegonetobed。"
  Iweigheditwiththegrimacethat,Ifeared,hadbecomealmostasfixedasMrs。Server’s。"Itwouldhavesettledthequestionperhaps;butIshouldhavelostthisimpressionofyou。"
  "Oh,thisimpressionofme!"
  "Ah,butdon’tundervalueit:it’swhatIwant!WhatwasitthenLonghadsaid?"
  Shehaditmoreandmore,butshehaditasnothingatall。"Notawordtorepeat——youwouldn’tbelieve!Hedoessaynothingatall。Onecan’tremember。It’swhatImean。Itriedhimonpurpose,whileIthoughtofyou。Buthe’sperfectlystupid。Idon’tseehowwecanhavefancied——!"
  Ihadinterruptedherbythemovementwithwhichagain,uncontrollablytossedononeofmysurgesofcertitude,Iturnedaway。HOWdeeptheymusthavebeenintogetherforhertohavesoatlastgatheredherselfup,andinhowdoublyinterestingalight,aboveall,itseemedtopresentLongforthefuture!Thatwas,whileIwarnedmyself,whatImostreadin——literallyanimplicationoftheenhancementofthislattersideoftheprodigy。Ifhiscleverness,underthealarmthat,firststirringtheirconsciousnessbutdimly,hadsoswiftlydevelopedastomakenextofeachamirrorfortheother,andthentoprecipitateforthem,insomesilencedeeperthandarkness,theexchangeofrecognitions,admissionsand,astheycertainlywouldhavephrasedit,tips——ifhisexcitedacutenesswashenceforthtoprotectitselfbydissimulation,whatwouldn’tperhaps,forone’sdiversion,bethenewspectacleandwonder?IcouldinamanneralreadymeasurethislargerplaybytheamplitudefreshlydeterminedinMrs。Briss,andIwasforamomentactuallyheldbythethoughtofthepossiblefinishourfriendwouldfinditinhimtogivetoarepresented,afictiveineptitude。Thesharpestjostletomythought,inthisrush,mightwellhavebeen,Iconfess,thereflectionthatasitwasIwhohadarrested,whohadspoiledtheirunconsciousness,soitwasnaturaltheyshouldfightagainstmeforapossiblelifeinthestateIhadgiventheminstead。Ihadspoiledtheirunconsciousness,Ihaddestroyedit,anditwasconsciousnessalonethatcouldmakethemeffectivelycruel。Therefore,iftheywerecruel,itwasIwhohaddeterminedit,inasmuchas,consciously,theycouldonlywant,theycouldonlyintend,tolive。Wouldn’tthatquestionhavebeen,Imanagedevennowtoaskmyself,theverybasisonwhichtheyhadinscrutablycometogether?"It’slife,youknow,"eachhadsaidtotheother,"andI,accordingly,canonlyclingtomine。Butyou,poordear——shallYOUgiveup?""Giveup?"theotherhadreplied:"forwhatdoyoutakeme?Ishallfightbyyourside,please,andwecancompareandexchangeweaponsandmanoeuvres,andyoumayineverywaycountuponme。"
  Thatwaswhat,withgreatervividness,wasfortherestoftheoccasionbeforeme,orbehindme;andthatIhaddoneitallandhadonlymyselftothankforitwaswhat,fromthisminute,bythesametoken,wasmoreandmoreformetheinneressenceofMrs。Briss’sattitude。Iknownotwhatheavyadmonitionofmyresponsibilityhadthussuddenlydescendedonme;butnothing,underit,wasindeedmoresensiblethanthatpracticallyitparalysedme。AndIcouldonlysaytomyselfthatthiswastheprice——thepriceofthesecretsuccess,thelonelylibertyandtheintellectualjoy。
  Therewerethingsthatforsoprivateandsplendidarevel——thatoftheexclusivekingwithhisWagneropera——Icouldonlyletgo,andthespecialtormentofmycasewasthattheconditionoflight,ofthesatisfactionofcuriosityandoftheattestationoftriumph,wasinthisdirectwaythesacrificeoffeeling。Therewasnopointatwhichmyassurancecould,bythescientificmethod,judgeitselfcompleteenoughnottoregardfeelingasaninterferenceand,inconsequence,asapossiblecheck。IfithadtogoIknewwellwhowentwithit,butIwasn’ttheretosaveTHEM。I
  wastheretosavemypricelesspearlofaninquiryandtoharden,tothatend,myheart。Ishouldneedindeedallmyhardness,aswellasmybrightness,moreover,tomeetMrs。BrissonthehighleveltowhichIhadatlastinducedhertomount,and,evenwhileIprolongedthemovementbywhichIhadmomentarilystayedher,theintermissionofherspeechbecameitselfformeahintofthepeculiarpertinenceofcaution。Itlastedlongenough,thisdrop,tosuggestthatherattentionwasthesharperformyhavingturnedawayfromit,andIshouldhavefearedarenewedchallengeifshehadn’t,bygoodluck,presentlygoneon:"There’sreallynothinginhimatall!"
  Chapter14
  Ihadfacedheragainjustintimetotakeit,andIimmediatelymadeupmymindhowbesttodoso。"ThenIgoutterlytopieces!"
  "Youshouldn’thaveperchedyourself,"shelaughed——shecouldbythistimealmostcoarselylaugh——"insuchapreposterousplace!"
  "Ah,that’smyaffair,"Ireturned,"andifIaccepttheconsequencesIdon’tquiteseewhatyou’vetosaytoit。ThatIdoacceptthem——sofarasImakethemoutasnottoointolerableandyouasnotintendingthemtobe——thatIdoacceptthemiswhatI’vebeentryingtosignifytoyou。
  Onlymyfall,"Iadded,"isaninevitableshock。Youremarkedtomeafewminutessincethatyoudidn’trecoveryourselfinaflash。Idifferfromyou,yousee,inthatido;Itakemycollapseallatonce。HerethenI
  am。I’msmashed。Idon’tsee,asIlookaboutme,apieceIcanpickup。
  Idon’tattempttoaccountformygoingwrong;Idon’tattempttoaccountforyourswithme;Idon’tattempttoaccountforanything。IfLongIS
  justwhathealwayswasitsettlesthematter,andthespecialclincherforuscanbebutyourhonestfinalimpression,madepreciselymoreawareofitselfbyrepentanceforthelevitywithwhichyouhadoriginallyyieldedtomycontagion。"
  Shedidn’tinsistonherrepentance;shewastootakenupwiththefactsthemselves。"Oh,butaddtomyimpressioneveryoneelse’simpression!Hasanyonenoticedanything?"
  "Ah,Idon’tknowwhatanyonehasnoticed。Ihaven’t,"Ibrooded,"ventured——asyouknow——toaskanyone。"
  "Well,ifyouhadyou’dhaveseen——seen,Imean,alltheydon’tsee。
  Iftheyhadbeenconsciousthey’dhavetalked。"
  Ithought。"Tome?"
  "Well,I’mnotsuretoyou;peoplehavesuchanotionofwhatyouembroideronthingsthatthey’reratherafraidtocommitthemselvesortoleadyouon:they’resometimesin,youknow,"sheluminouslyremindedme,"formorethantheybargainfor,thantheyquiteknowwhattodowith,orthantheycaretohaveontheirhands。"
  Itriedtodojusticetothisaccountofmyself。"YoumeanIseesomuch?"
  Itwasadelicatematter,butsheriskedit。"Don’tyousometimesseehorrors?"
  Iwondered。"Well,namesareaconvenience。Peoplecatchmeintheact?"
  "Theycertainlythinkyoucritical。"
  "Andiscriticismthevisionofhorrors?"
  Shecouldn’tquitebesurewhereIwastakingher。"Itisn’t,perhaps,somuchthatyouseethem——"
  Istarted。"AsthatIperpetratethem?"
  Shewassurenow,however,andwouldn’thaveit,forshewasserious。
  "Dearno——youdon’tperpetrateanything。Perhapsitwouldbebetterifyoudid!"shetossedoffwithanoddlaugh。"But——alwaysbypeople’sidea——youlikethem。"
  Ifollowed。"Horrors?"
  "Well,youdon’t——"
  "Yes——?"
  Butshewouldn’tbehurriednow。"Youtakethemtoomuchforwhattheyare。Youdon’tseemtowant——"
  "Tocomedownonthemstrong?Oh,butIoftendo!"
  "Somuchthebetterthen。"
  "ThoughIdolike——whetherforthatornot,"Ihastenedtoconfess,"tolookthemfirstwellintheface。"
  Oureyesmet,withthis,foraminute,butshemadenothingofthat。
  "WhentheyHAVEnoface,then,youcan’tdoit!Itisn’tatalleventsnowaquestion,"shewenton,"ofpeople’skeepinganythingback,andyou’reperhapsinanycasenotthepersontowhomitwouldfirsthavecome。"
  Itriedtothinkthenwhothepersonwouldbe。"ItwouldhavecometoLonghimself?"
  Butshewasimpatientofthis。"Oh,onedoesn’tknowwhatcomes——orwhatdoesn’t——toLonghimself!I’mnotsurehe’stoomodesttomisrepresent——ifhehadtheintelligencetoplayapart。"
  "Whichhehasn’t!"Iconcluded。
  "Whichhehasn’t。It’stoMEtheymighthavespoken——ortoeachother。"
  "ButIthoughtyouexactlyheldtheyHADchatteredinaccountingforhisstatebytheinfluenceofLadyJohn。"
  Shegotthematterinstantlystraight。"Notabit。Thatchatterwasmineonly——andproducedtomeetyours。Therehadso,byyourtheory,tobeawoman——"
  "That,toobligeme,youinventedHER?Precisely。ButIthought——"
  "Youneedn’thavethought!"Mrs。Brissbrokein。"Ididn’tinventher。"
  "Thenwhatareyoutalkingabout?"
  "Ididn’tinventher,"sherepeated,lookingatmehard。"She’strue。"
  Iechoeditinvagueness,thoughinstinctivelyagaininprotest;yetI
  heldmybreath,forthiswasreallythepointatwhichIfeltmycompanion’sforcesmosttohavemustered。Hermannernowmoreovergavemeagreatideaofthem,andherwholeairwasoftakingimmediateadvantageofmyimpression。
  "Well,seehere:sinceyou’vewantedit,I’mafraidthat,howeverlittleyoumaylikeit,you’llhavetotakeit。You’vepressedmeforexplanationsanddrivenmemuchharderthanyoumusthaveseenIfoundconvenient。IfI’veseemedtobeataboutthebushit’sbecauseIhadn’tonlymyselftothinkof。Onecanbesimpleforone’sself——onecan’tbe,always,forothers。"
  "Ah,towhomdoyousayit?"Iencouraginglysighed;notevenyetquiteseeingforwhatissueshewasheading。
  Shecontinuedtomakeforthespot,whateveritwas,withacertainmajesty。"IshouldhavepreferredtotellyounothingmorethanwhatI
  HAVEtoldyou。Ishouldhavepreferredtocloseourconversationonthesimpleannouncementofmyrecoveredsenseofproportion。ButyouHAVE,Isee,gotmeintoodeep。"
  "O—oh!"Icourteouslyattenuated。
  "You’vemadeofme,"shelucidlyinsisted,"toobigatalker,toobigathinker,ofnonsense。"
  "Thankyou,"Ilaughed,"forintimatingthatItriflesoagreeably。"
  "Oh,YOU’VEappearednottomind!Butletmethenatlastnotfailoftheluxuryofadmittingthatimind。Yes,Imindparticularly。Imay,bebad,butI’veagrainofgumption。"
  "’Bad’?"Itseemedmorecloselytoconcernme。
  "BadImaybe。Infact,"shepursuedatthishighpitchandpressure;
  "there’snodoubtwhateverIAM。"
  "I’mdelightedtohearit,"Icried,"foritwasexactlysomethingstrongIwantedofyou!"
  "ItISthenstrong"——andIcouldseeindeedshewasreadytosatisfyme。"You’veworriedmeformymotiveandharassedmeformy’moment,’andI’vehadtoprotectothersand,atthecostofadecentappearance,topretendtobemyselfhalfanidiot。I’vehadeven,forthesamepurpose——ifyoumusthaveit——todepartfromthetruth;togiveyou,thatis,afalseaccountofthemannerofmyescapefromyourtangle。Butnowthetruthshallbetold,andotherscantakecareofthemselves!"Shehadsowoundherselfupwiththis,reachedsothepointoffairlyheavingwithcourageandcandour,thatIforaninstantalmostmiscalculatedherdirectionandbelievedshewasreallythrowinguphercards。Itwasasifshehaddecided,onsomestillfinerlines,justtorubmynoseintowhatIhadbeenspellingout;whichwouldhavebeenananticipationofmyownjourney’scrownofthemostdisconcertingsort。Iwantedmypersonalconfidence,butIwantednobody’sconfession,andwithoutthejourney’scrownwhereWASthepersonalconfidence?Withoutthepersonalconfidence,moreover,wherewasthepersonalhonour?ThatwouldbereallythesinglethingtowhichIcouldattachauthority,foraconfessionmight,afterall,beitselfalie。Anybody,atallevents,couldfittheshoetoone。Myfriend’sintention,however,remainedbutbrieflyequivocal;mydangerpassed,andIrecognisedinitsplaceastillricherassurance。Itwasnottheunnamed,inshort,whoweretobenamed。
  "LadyJohnISthewoman。"
  Yeteventhiswasprodigious。"ButIthoughtyourpresentpositionwasjustthatshe’sNOT!"
  "LadyJohnISthewoman,"Mrs。Brissagainannounced。
  "ButIthoughtyourpresentpositionwasjustthatnobodyis!"
  "LadyJohnISthewoman,"sheathirdtimedeclared。
  Itnaturallyleftmegaping。"ThenthereISone?"Icriedbetweenbewildermentandjoy。
  "Awoman?There’sHER!"Mrs。Brissrepliedwithmoreforcethangrammar。
  "Iknow,"shebriskly,almostbreezilyadded,"thatIsaidshewouldn’tdo(asIhadoriginallysaidshewoulddobetterthananyone),whenyouawhileagomentionedher。Butthatwastosaveher。"
  "Andyoudon’tcarenow,"Ismiled,"ifshe’slost!"
  Shehesitated。"SheISlost。Butshecantakecareofherself。"
  Icouldbuthelplesslythinkofher。"I’mafraidindeedthat,withwhatyou’vedonewithher,ican’ttakecareofher。Butwhyisshenowtothepurpose,"Iarticulatelywondered,"anymorethanshewas?"
  "Why?Ontheverysystemyouyourselflaiddown。Whenwetookhimforbrilliant,shecouldn’tbe。Butnowthatweseehimasheis——"
  "WecanonlyseeheralsoasSHEis?"Well,Itried,asfarasmyamusementwouldpermit,sotoseeher;butstillthereweredifficulties。"Possibly!"
  Iatmostconceded。"Doyouoweyourdiscovery,however,whollytomysystem?
  Mysystem,wheresomuchmadeforprotection,"Iexplained,"wasn’tintendedtohavetheeffectofexposure。"
  "Itappearstohavebeenatalleventsintended,"mycompanionreturned,"tohavetheeffectofdrivingmetothewall;andtheconsequenceofthateffectisnobody’sfaultbutyourown。"
  Shewasalllogicnow,andIcouldeasilysee,betweenmylightandmydarkness,howshewouldremainso。YetIwasscarcesatisfied。"Andit’sonlyon’thateffect’——?"
  "ThatI’vemadeupmymind?"Shewaspositivelyfreeatlasttoenjoymydiscomfort。"Wouldn’titbesurely,ifyourideaswereworthanything,enough?Butitisn’t,"sheadded,"onlyonthat。It’sonsomethingelse。"
  Ihadafteraninstantextractedfromthisthesinglemeaningitcouldappeartoyield。"I’mtounderstandthatyouKNOW?"
  "Thatthey’reintimateenoughforanything?"Shefaltered,butshebroughtitout。"Iknow。"
  Itwastheoddestthingintheworldforalittle,thewaythisaffectedmewithoutmyatallbelievingit。Itwaspreposterous,hangthoughitwouldwithhersomersault,andshehadquitesucceededingivingitthenoteofsincerity。Itwasthemeresoundofitthat,asIfeltevenatthetime,madeitalittleofablow——ablowofthesmartofwhichIwasconsciousjustlongenoughinwardlytomurmur:"WhatifsheSHOULDberight?"
  Shehadforthesesecondstheadvantageofstirringwithinmethememoryofherhavingindeed,thedayprevious,atPaddington,"known"asIhadn’t。
  IthadbeenreallyonwhatsheTHENknewthatweoriginallystarted,andanelementofourstarthadbeenthatIadmiredherfreedom。Theformofit,atleast——sobeautifullyhadsherecoveredherself——wasalltherenow。
  Well,Iatanyratereflected,itwasn’ttheformthatneedtroubleme,andIquicklyenoughputheraquestionthatrelatedonlytothematter。
  "Ofcourseifsheis——itISsmash!"
  "Andhaven’tyouyetgotusedtoitsbeing?"
  Ikeptmyeyesonher;Itracedtheburiedfigureintheruins。"She’sgoodenoughforafool;andso"——Imadeitout——"ishe!IfheISthesameass——yes——theyMIGHTbe。"
  "ANDheis,"saidMrs。Briss,"thesameass!"
  Icontinuedtolookather。"Hewouldhavenoneedthenofherhavingtransformedandinspiredhim。"
  "OrofherhavingDEformedandidiotisedherself,"myfriendsubjoined。
  Oh,howitsharpenedmylook!"No,no——shewouldn’tneedthat。"
  "ThegreatpointisthatHEwouldn’t!"Mrs。Brisslaughed。
  Ikeptitup。"Shewoulddoperfectly。"
  Mrs。Brisswasnotbehind。"Mydearman,shehasgottodo!"
  Thiswasbriskerstill,butIheldmyway。"Almostanyonewoulddo。"
  Itseemedforalittle,betweenhumourandsadness,tostrikeher。"AlmostanyoneWOULD。Still,"shelesspensivelydeclared,"wewanttherightone。"
  "Surely;therightone"——Icouldonlyechoit。"Buthow,"Ithenproceeded,"hasithappilybeenconfirmedtoyou?"
  Itpulledherupatrifle。"’Confirmed’——?"
  "Thathe’sherlover。"