Buttheobjectthatmostdrewmyattention,inthemysteriouspackage,wasacertainaffairoffineredcloth,muchwornandfaded。Thereweretracesaboutitofgoldembroidery,which,however,wasgreatlyfrayedanddefaced;sothatnone,orverylittle,oftheglitterwasleft。Ithadbeenwrought,aswaseasytoperceive,withwonderfulskillofneedlework;andthestitch(asIamassuredbyladiesconversantwithsuchmysteries)—givesevidenceofanowforgottenart,nottoberecoveredevenbytheprocessofpickingoutthethreads。Thisragofscarletcloth—fortime,andwear,andasacrilegiousmoth,hadreducedittolittleotherthanarag—oncarefulexamination,assumedtheshapeofaletter。ItwasthecapitalletterA。Byanaccuratemeasurement,eachlimbprovedtobepreciselythreeinchesandaquarterinlength。Ithadbeenintended,therecouldbenodoubt,asanornamentalarticleofdress;buthowitwastobeworn,orwhatrank,honour,anddignity,inby—pasttimes,weresignifiedbyit,wasariddlewhich(soevanescentarethefashionsoftheworldintheseparticulars)Isawlittlehopeofsolving。Andyetitstrangelyinterestedme。Myeyesfastenedthemselvesupontheoldscarletletter,andwouldnotbeturnedaside。
Certainly,therewassomedeepmeaninginit,mostworthyofinterpretation,andwhich,asitwere,streamedforthfromthemysticsymbol,subtlycommunicatingitselftomysensibilities,butevadingtheanalysisofmymind。
Whilethusperplexed—andcogitating,amongotherhypotheses,whetherthelettermightnothavebeenoneofthosedecorationswhichthewhitemenusedtocontrive,inordertotaketheeyesofIndians—Ihappenedtoplaceitonmybreast。Itseemedtome—thereadermaysmile,butmustnotdoubtmyword—itseemedtome,then,thatIexperiencedasensationnotaltogetherphysical,yetalmostso,asofburningheat;andasiftheletterwerenotofredcloth,butred—hotiron。Ishuddered,andinvoluntarilyletitfalluponthefloor。
Intheabsorbingcontemplationofthescarletletter,Ihadhithertoneglectedtoexamineasmallrollofdingypaper,aroundwhichithadbeentwisted。ThisInowopened,andhadthesatisfactiontofind,recordedbytheoldSurveyor’spen,areasonablycompleteexplanationofthewholeaffair。Therewereseveralfoolscapsheets,containingmanyparticularsrespectingthelifeandconversationofoneHesterPrynne,whoappearedtohavebeenratheranoteworthypersonageintheviewofourancestors。ShehadflourishedduringtheperiodbetweentheearlydaysofMassachusettsandthecloseoftheseventeenthcentury。Agedpersons,aliveinthetimeofMr。
SurveyorPue,andfromwhoseoraltestimonyhehadmadeuphisnarrative,rememberedher,intheiryouth,asaveryold,butnotdecrepitwoman,ofastatelyandsolemnaspect。Ithadbeenherhabit,fromanalmostimmemorialdate,togoaboutthecountryasakindofvoluntarynurse,anddoingwhatevermiscellaneousgoodshemight;
takinguponherself,likewise,togiveadviceinallmatters,especiallythoseoftheheart;bywhichmeans,asapersonofsuchpropensitiesinevitablymust,shegainedfrommanypeoplethereverenceduetoanangel,but,Ishouldimagine,waslookeduponbyothersasanintruderandanuisance。Pryingfurtherintothemanuscript,Ifoundtherecordofotherdoingsandsufferingsofthissingularwoman,formostofwhichthereaderisreferredtothestoryentitled"THESCARLETLETTER";anditshouldbebornecarefullyinmind,thatthemainfactsofthatstoryareauthorisedandauthenticatedbythedocumentofMrSurveyorPue。Theoriginalpapers,togetherwiththescarletletteritself—amostcuriousrelic—
arestillinmypossession,andshallbefreelyexhibitedtowhomsoever,inducedbythegreatinterestofthenarrative,maydesireasightofthem。Imustnotbeunderstoodasaffirming,that,inthedressingupofthetale,andimaginingthemotivesandmodesofpassionthatinfluencedthecharacterswhofigureinit,IhaveinvariablyconfinedmyselfwithinthelimitsoftheoldSurveyor’shalf—a—dozensheetsoffoolscap。Onthecontrary,Ihaveallowedmyself,astosuchpoints,nearlyoraltogetherasmuchlicenseasifthefactshadbeenentirelyofmyowninvention。WhatIcontendforistheauthenticityoftheoutline。
Thisincidentrecalledmymind,insomedegree,toitsoldtrack。
Thereseemedtobeherethegroundworkofatale。ItimpressedmeasiftheancientSurveyor,inhisgarbofahundredyearsgoneby,andwearinghisimmortalwig—whichwasburiedwithhim,butdidnotperishinthegrave—hadmetmeinthedesertedchamberoftheCustom—House。InhisportwasthedignityofonewhohadbornehisMajesty’scommission,andwhowasthereforeilluminatedbyarayofthesplendourthatshonesodazzlinglyaboutthethrone。Howunlike,alas!thehang—doglookofarepublicanofficial,who,astheservantofthepeople,feelshimselflessthantheleast,andbelowthelowestofhismasters。Withhisownghostlyhand,theobscurelyseenbutmajesticfigurehadimpartedtomethescarletsymbol,andthelittlerollofexplanatorymanuscript。Withhisownghostlyvoice,hehadexhortedme,onthesacredconsiderationofmyfilialdutyandreverencetowardshim—whomightreasonablyregardhimselfasmyofficialancestor—tobringhismouldyandmoth—eatenlucubrationsbeforethepublic。"Dothis,"saidtheghostofMr。SurveyorPue,emphaticallynoddingtheheadthatlookedsoimposingwithinitsmemorablewig,"dothis,andtheprofitshallbeallyourown!Youwillshortlyneedit;foritisnotinyourdaysasitwasinmine,whenaman’sofficewasalife—lease,andoftentimesanheirloom。But,Ichargeyou,inthismatterofoldMistressPrynne,givetoyourpredecessor’smemorythecreditwhichwillberightfullydue!"AndI
saidtotheghostofMr。SurveyorPue,"Iwill!"
OnHesterPrynne’sstory,therefore,Ibestowedmuchthought。Itwasthesubjectofmymeditationsformanyanhour,whilepacingtoandfroacrossmyroom,ortraversing,withahundred—foldrepetition,thelongextentfromthefront—dooroftheCustom—Housetotheside—entrance,andbackagain。GreatwerethewearinessandannoyanceoftheoldInspectorandtheWeighersandGaugers,whoseslumbersweredisturbedbytheunmercifullylengthenedtrampofmypassingandreturningfootsteps。Rememberingtheirownformerhabits,theyusedtosaythattheSurveyorwaswalkingthequarter—deck。Theyprobablyfanciedthatmysoleobject—and,indeed,thesoleobjectforwhichasanemancouldeverputhimselfintovoluntarymotion—was,togetanappetitefordinner。Andtosaythetruth,anappetite,sharpenedbytheeastwindthatgenerallyblewalongthepassage,wastheonlyvaluableresultofsomuchindefatigableexercise。SolittleadaptedistheatmosphereofaCustom—Housetothedelicateharvestoffancyandsensibility,that,hadIremainedtherethroughtenPresidenciesyettocome,Idoubtwhetherthetaleof"TheScarletLetter"wouldeverhavebeenbroughtbeforethepubliceye。Myimaginationwasatarnishedmirror。Itwouldnotreflect,oronlywithmiserabledimness,thefigureswithwhichIdidmybesttopeopleit。ThecharactersofthenarrativewouldnotbewarmedandrenderedmalleablebyanyheatthatIcouldkindleatmyintellectualforge。Theywouldtakeneithertheglowofpassionnorthetendernessofsentiment,butretainedalltherigidityofdeadcorpses,andstaredmeinthefacewithafixedandghastlygrinofcontemptuousdefiance。"Whathaveyoutodowithus?"thatexpressionseemedtosay。"Thelittlepoweryoumightoncehavepossessedoverthetribeofunrealitiesisgone!Youhavebartereditforapittanceofthepublicgold。Go,then,andearnyourwages!"Inshort,thealmosttorpidcreaturesofmyownfancytwittedmewithimbecility,andnotwithoutfairoccasion。
ItwasnotmerelyduringthethreehoursandahalfwhichUncleSamclaimedashisshareofmydailylife,thatthiswretchednumbnessheldpossessionofme。Itwentwithmeonmysea—shorewalks,andramblesintothecountry,whenever—whichwasseldomandreluctantly—IbestirredmyselftoseekthatinvigoratingcharmofNature,whichusedtogivemesuchfreshnessandactivityofthought,themomentthatIsteppedacrossthethresholdoftheOldManse。Thesametorpor,asregardedthecapacityforintellectualeffort,accompaniedmehome,andweigheduponmeinthechamberwhichImostabsurdlytermedmystudy。Nordiditquitme,when,lateatnight,Isatinthedesertedparlour,lightedonlybytheglimmeringcoal—fireandthemoon,strivingtopictureforthimaginaryscenes,which,thenextday,mightflowoutonthebrighteningpageinmany—hueddescription。
Iftheimaginativefacultyrefusedtoactatsuchanhour,itmightwellbedeemedahopelesscase。Moonlight,inafamiliarroom,fallingsowhiteuponthecarpet,andshowingallitsfiguressodistinctly—makingeveryobjectsominutelyvisible,yetsounlikeamorningornoontidevisibility—isamediumthemostsuitableforaromance—writertogetacquaintedwithhisillusiveguests。Thereisthelittledomesticsceneryofthewell—knownapartment;thechairs,witheachitsseparateindividuality;thecentre—table,sustainingaworkbasket,avolumeortwo,andanextinguishedlamp;thesofa;thebookcase;thepictureonthewall—allthesedetails,socompletelyseen,aresospiritualisedbytheunusuallight,thattheyseemtolosetheiractualsubstance,andbecomethingsofintellect。Nothingistoosmallortootriflingtoundergothischange,andacquiredignitythereby。Achild’sshoe;thedoll,seatedinherlittlewickercarriage;thehobby—horse—whatever,inaword,hasbeenusedorplayedwith,duringtheday,isnowinvestedwithaqualityofstrangenessandremoteness,thoughstillalmostasvividlypresentasbydaylight。Thus,therefore,thefloorofourfamiliarroomhasbecomeaneutralterritory,somewherebetweentherealworldandfairyland,wheretheActualandtheImaginarymaymeet,andeachimbueitselfwiththenatureoftheother。Ghostsmightenterherewithoutaffrightingus。Itwouldbetoomuchinkeepingwiththescenetoexcitesurprise,werewetolookaboutusanddiscoveraform,beloved,butgonehence,nowsittingquietlyinastreakofthismagicmoonshine,withanaspectthatwouldmakeusdoubtwhetherithadreturnedfromafar,orhadneveroncestirredfromourfireside。
Thesomewhatdimcoal—firehasanessentialinfluenceinproducingtheeffectwhichIwoulddescribe。Itthrowsitsunobtrusivetingethroughouttheroom,withafaintruddinessuponthewallsandceiling,andareflectedgleamfromthepolishofthefurniture。
Thiswarmerlightminglesitselfwiththecoldspiritualityofthemoonbeams,andcommunicates,asitwere,aheartandsensibilitiesofhumantendernesstotheformswhichfancysummonsup。Itconvertsthemfromsnow—imagesintomenandwomen。Glancingatthelooking—glass,webehold—deepwithinitshauntedverge—thesmoulderingglowofthehalf—extinguishedanthracite,thewhitemoonbeamsonthefloor,andarepetitionofallthegleamandshadowofthepicture,withoneremovefartherfromtheactual,andnearertotheimaginative。Then,atsuchanhour,andwiththisscenebeforehim,ifaman,sittingallalone,cannotdreamstrangethings,andmakethemlookliketruth,heneednevertrytowriteromances。
But,formyself,duringthewholeofmyCustom—Houseexperience,moonlightandsunshine,andtheglowoffirelight,werejustalikeinmyregard;andneitherofthemwasofonewhitmoreavailthanthetwinkleofatallow—candle。Anentireclassofsusceptibilities,andagiftconnectedwiththem—ofnogreatrichnessorvalue,butthebestIhad—wasgonefromme。
Itismybelief,however,that,hadIattemptedadifferentorderofcomposition,myfacultieswouldnothavebeenfoundsopointlessandinefficacious。Imight,forinstance,havecontentedmyselfwithwritingoutthenarrativesofaveteranshipmaster,oneoftheInspectors,whomIshouldbemostungratefulnottomention,sincescarcelyadaypassedthathedidnotstirmetolaughterandadmirationbyhismarvellousgiftsasastory—teller。CouldIhavepreservedthepicturesqueforceofhisstyle,andthehumorouscolouringwhichnaturetaughthimhowtothrowoverhisdescriptions,theresult,Ihonestlybelieve,wouldhavebeensomethingnewinliterature。OrImightreadilyhavefoundamoreserioustask。Itwasafolly,withthematerialityofthisdailylifepressingsointrusivelyuponme,toattempttoflingmyselfbackintoanotherage;ortoinsistoncreatingthesemblanceofaworldoutofairymatter,when,ateverymoment,theimpalpablebeautyofmysoap—bubblewasbrokenbytherudecontactofsomeactualcircumstance。Thewisereffortwouldhavebeen,todiffusethoughtandimaginationthroughtheopaquesubstanceofto—day,andthustomakeitabrighttransparency;tospiritualisetheburdenthatbegantoweighsoheavily;toseek,resolutely,thetrueandindestructiblevaluethatlayhiddeninthepettyandwearisomeincidents,andordinarycharacters,withwhichIwasnowconversant。Thefaultwasmine。Thepageoflifethatwasspreadoutbeforemeseemeddullandcommonplace,onlybecauseIhadnotfathomeditsdeeperimport。A
betterbookthanIshalleverwritewasthere;leafafterleafpresentingitselftome,justasitwaswrittenoutbytherealityoftheflittinghour,andvanishingasfastaswritten,onlybecausemybrainwantedtheinsightandmyhandthecunningtotranscribeit。Atsomefutureday,itmaybe,Ishallrememberafewscatteredfragmentsandbrokenparagraphs,andwritethemdown,andfindthelettersturntogolduponthepage。
Theseperceptionshavecometoolate。Attheinstant,Iwasonlyconsciousthatwhatwouldhavebeenapleasureoncewasnowahopelesstoil。Therewasnooccasiontomakemuchmoanaboutthisstateofaffairs。Ihadceasedtobeawriteroftolerablypoortalesandessays,andhadbecomeatolerablygoodSurveyoroftheCustoms。
Thatwasall。But,nevertheless,itisanythingbutagreeabletobehauntedbyasuspicionthatone’sintellectisdwindlingaway;orexhaling,withoutyourconsciousness,likeetheroutofaphial;sothat,ateveryglance,youfindasmallerandlessvolatileresiduum。Ofthefacttherecouldbenodoubt;and,examiningmyselfandothers,Iwasledtoconclusions,inreferencetotheeffectofpublicofficeonthecharacter,notveryfavourabletothemodeoflifeinquestion。Insomeotherform,perhaps,Imayhereafterdeveloptheseeffects。Sufficeitheretosay,thataCustom—Houseofficer,oflongcontinuance,canhardlybeaverypraiseworthyorrespectablepersonage,formanyreasons;oneofthem,thetenurebywhichheholdshissituation,andanother,theverynatureofhisbusiness,which—
though,Itrust,anhonestone—isofsuchasortthathedoesnotshareintheunitedeffortofmankind。
Aneffect—whichIbelievetobeobservable,moreorless,ineveryindividualwhohasoccupiedtheposition—is,that,whileheleansonthemightyarmoftheRepublic,hisownproperstrengthdepartsfromhim。Heloses,inanextentproportionedtotheweaknessorforceofhisoriginalnature,thecapabilityofself—support。Ifhepossessanunusualshareofnativeenergy,ortheenervatingmagicofplacedonotoperatetoolonguponhim,hisforfeitedpowersmayberedeemable。Theejectedofficer—fortunateintheunkindlyshovethatsendshimforthbetimes,tostruggleamidastrugglingworld—mayreturntohimself,andbecomeallthathehaseverbeen。Butthisseldomhappens。Heusuallykeepshisgroundjustlongenoughforhisownruin,andisthenthrustout,withsinewsallunstrung,tototteralongthedifficultfootpathoflifeashebestmay。Consciousofhisowninfirmity—thathistemperedsteelandelasticityarelost—heforeverafterwardslookswistfullyabouthiminquestofsupportexternaltohimself。Hispervadingandcontinualhope—ahallucination,which,inthefaceofalldiscouragement,andmakinglightofimpossibilities,hauntshimwhilehelives,and,Ifancy,liketheconvulsivethroesofthecholera,tormentshimforabriefspaceafterdeath—is,thatfinally,andinnolongtime,bysomehappycoincidenceofcircumstances,heshallberestoredtooffice。Thisfaith,morethananythingelse,stealsthepithandavailabilityoutofwhateverenterprisehemaydreamofundertaking。Whyshouldhetoilandmoil,andbeatsomuchtroubletopickhimselfupoutofthemud,when,inalittlewhilehence,thestrongarmofhisUnclewillraiseandsupporthim?Whyshouldheworkforhislivinghere,orgotodiggoldinCalifornia,whenheissosoontobemadehappy,atmonthlyintervals,withalittlepileofglitteringcoinoutofhisUncle’spocket?Itissadlycurioustoobservehowslightatasteofofficesufficestoinfectapoorfellowwiththissingulardisease。UncleSam’sgold—
meaningnodisrespecttotheworthyoldgentleman—has,inthisrespect,aqualityofenchantmentlikethatoftheDevil’swages。
Whoevertouchesitshouldlookwelltohimself,orhemayfindthebargaintogohardagainsthim,involving,ifnothissoul,yetmanyofitsbetterattributes;itssturdyforce,itscourageandconstancy,itstruth,itsself—reliance,andallthatgivestheemphasistomanlycharacter。
Herewasafineprospectinthedistance!NotthattheSurveyorbroughtthelessonhometohimself,oradmittedthathecouldbesoutterlyundone,eitherbycontinuanceinoffice,orejectment。Yetmyreflectionswerenotthemostcomfortable。Ibegantogrowmelancholyandrestless;continuallypryingintomymind,todiscoverwhichofitspoorpropertiesweregone,andwhatdegreeofdetrimenthadalreadyaccruedtotheremainder。IendeavouredtocalculatehowmuchlongerIcouldstayintheCustom—House,andyetgoforthaman。Toconfessthetruth,itwasmygreatestapprehension—asitwouldneverbeameasureofpolicytoturnoutsoquietanindividualasmyself,anditbeinghardlyinthenatureofapublicofficertoresign—itwasmychieftrouble,therefore,thatIwaslikelytogrowgreyanddecrepitintheSurveyorship,andbecomemuchsuchanotheranimalastheoldInspector。Mightitnot,inthetediouslapseofofficiallifethatlaybeforeme,finallybewithmeasitwaswiththisvenerablefriend—tomakethedinner—hourthenucleusoftheday,andtospendtherestofit,asanolddogspendsit,asleepinthesunshineorintheshade?Adrearylookforwardthis,foramanwhofeltittobethebestdefinitionofhappinesstolivethroughoutthewholerangeofhisfacultiesandsensibilities!But,allthiswhile,Iwasgivingmyselfveryunnecessaryalarm。ProvidencehadmeditatedbetterthingsformethanIcouldpossiblyimagineformyself。
AremarkableeventofthethirdyearofmySurveyorship—toadoptthetoneof"P。P。"—wastheelectionofGeneralTaylortothePresidency。Itisessential,inordertoacompleteestimateoftheadvantagesofofficiallife,toviewtheincumbentattheincomingofahostileadministration。Hispositionisthenoneofthemostsingularlyirksome,and,ineverycontingency,disagreeable,thatawretchedmortalcanpossiblyoccupy;withseldomanalternativeofgood,oneitherhand,althoughwhatpresentsitselftohimastheworsteventmayveryprobablybethebest。Butitisastrangeexperience,toamanofprideandsensibility,toknowthathisinterestsarewithinthecontrolofindividualswhoneitherlovenorunderstandhim,andbywhom,sinceoneortheothermustneedshappen,hewouldratherbeinjuredthanobliged。Strange,too,foronewhohaskepthiscalmnessthroughoutthecontest,toobservethebloodthirstinessthatisdevelopedinthehouroftriumph,andtobeconsciousthatheishimselfamongitsobjects!Therearefewugliertraitsofhumannaturethanthistendency—whichInowwitnessedinmennoworsethantheirneighbours—togrowcruel,merelybecausetheypossessedthepowerofinflictingharm。Iftheguillotine,asappliedtooffice—holders,werealiteralfact,insteadofoneofthemostaptofmetaphors,itismysincerebelief,thattheactivemembersofthevictoriouspartyweresufficientlyexcitedtohavechoppedoffallourheads,andhavethankedHeavenfortheopportunity!Itappearstome—whohavebeenacalmandcuriousobserver,aswellinvictoryasdefeat—thatthisfierceandbitterspiritofmaliceandrevengehasneverdistinguishedthemanytriumphsofmyownpartyasitnowdidthatoftheWhigs。TheDemocratstaketheoffices,asageneralrule,becausetheyneedthem,andbecausethepracticeofmanyyearshasmadeitthelawofpoliticalwarfare,which,unlessadifferentsystembeproclaimed,itwereweaknessandcowardicetomurmurat。Butthelonghabitofvictoryhasmadethemgenerous。Theyknowhowtospare,whentheyseeoccasion;andwhentheystrike,theaxemaybesharp,indeed,butitsedgeisseldompoisonedwithill—will;norisittheircustomignominouslytokicktheheadwhichtheyhavejuststruckoff。
Inshort,unpleasantaswasmypredicament,atbest,IsawmuchreasontocongratulatemyselfthatIwasonthelosingside,ratherthanthetriumphantone。if,heretofore,Ihadbeennoneofthewarmestofpartisans,Ibegannow,atthisseasonofperilandadversity,tobeprettyacutelysensiblewithwhichpartymypredilectionslay;norwasitwithoutsomethinglikeregretandshame,that,accordingtoareasonablecalculationofchances,IsawmyownprospectofretainingofficetobebetterthanthoseofmyDemocraticbrethren。Butwhocanseeaninchintofuturity,beyondhisnose?Myheadwasthefirstthatfell!
Themomentwhenaman’sheaddropsoffisseldomornever,Iaminclinedtothink,preciselythemostagreeableofhislife。
Nevertheless,likethegreaterpartofourmisfortunes,evensoseriousacontingencybringsitsremedyandconsolationwithit,ifthesuffererwillbutmakethebest,ratherthantheworst,oftheaccidentwhichhasbefallenhim。Inmyparticularcase,theconsolatorytopicswerecloseathand,and,indeed,hadsuggestedthemselvestomymeditationsaconsiderabletimebeforeitwasrequisitetousethem。Inviewofmypreviouswearinessofoffice,andvaguethoughtsofresignation,myfortunesomewhatresembledthatofapersonwhoshouldentertainanideaofcommittingsuicide,and,althoughbeyondhishopes,meetwiththegoodhaptobemurdered。IntheCustom—House,asbeforeintheOldManse,Ihadspentthreeyears;
atermlongenoughtorestawearybrain;longenoughtobreakoffoldintellectualhabits,andmakeroomfornewones;longenough,andtoolong,tohavelivedinanunnaturalstate,doingwhatwasreallyofnoadvantagenordelighttoanyhumanbeing,andwithholdingmyselffromtoilthatwould,atleast,havestilledanunquietimpulseinme。
Then,moreover,asregardedhisunceremoniousejectment,thelateSurveyorwasnotaltogetherill—pleasedtoberecognisedbytheWhigsasanenemy;sincehisinactivityinpoliticalaffairs—histendencytoroam,atwill,inthatbroadandquietfieldwhereallmankindmaymeet,ratherthanconfinehimselftothosenarrowpathswherebrethrenofthesamehouseholdmustdivergefromoneanother—
hadsometimesmadeitquestionablewithhisbrotherDemocratswhetherhewasafriend。Now,afterhehadwonthecrownofmartyrdom(thoughwithnolongeraheadtoweariton),thepointmightbelookeduponassettled。Finally,littleheroicashewas,itseemedmoredecoroustobeoverthrowninthedownfallofthepartywithwhichhehadbeencontenttostand,thantoremainaforlornsurvivor,whensomanyworthiermenwerefalling;and,atlast,aftersubsistingforfouryearsonthemercyofahostileadministration,tobecompelledthentodefinehispositionanew,andclaimtheyetmorehumiliatingmercyofafriendlyone。
Meanwhilethepresshadtakenupmyaffair,andkeptme,foraweekortwo,careeringthroughthepublicprints,inmydecapitatedstate,likeIrving’sHeadlessHorseman;ghastlyandgrim,andlongingtobeburied,asapoliticallydeadmanought。Somuchformyfigurativeself。Therealhumanbeing,allthistime,withhisheadsafelyonhisshoulders,hadbroughthimselftothecomfortableconclusionthateverythingwasforthebest;and,makinganinvestmentinink,paper,andsteel—pens,hadopenedhislong—disusedwriting—desk,andwasagainaliteraryman。
Nowitwasthatthelucubrationsofmyancientpredecessor,Mr。
SurveyorPue,cameintoplay。Rustythroughlongidleness,somelittlespacewasrequisitebeforemyintellectualmachinerycouldbebroughttoworkuponthetale,withaneffectinanydegreesatisfactory。Evenyet,thoughmythoughtswereultimatelymuchabsorbedinthetask,itwears,tomyeye,asternandsombreaspect;toomuchungladdenedbygenialsunshine;toolittlerelievedbythetenderandfamiliarinfluenceswhichsoftenalmosteverysceneofnatureandreallife,and,undoubtedly,shouldsofteneverypictureofthem。Thisuncaptivatingeffectisperhapsduetotheperiodofhardlyaccomplishedrevolution,andstillseethingturmoil,inwhichthestoryshapeditself。Itisnoindication,however,ofalackofcheerfulnessinthewriter’smind;forhewashappier,whilestrayingthroughthegloomofthesesunlessfantasies,thanatanytimesincehehadquittedtheOldManse。Someofthebrieferarticles,whichcontributetomakeupthevolume,havelikewisebeenwrittensincemyinvoluntarywithdrawalfromthetoilsandhonoursofpubliclife,andtheremainderaregleanedfromannualsandmagazines,ofsuchantiquedatethattheyhavegoneroundthecircle,andcomebacktonoveltyagain。Keepingupthemetaphorofthepoliticalguillotine,thewholemaybeconsideredasthePOSTHUMOUSPAPERSOFADECAPITATEDSURVEYOR;andthesketchwhichIamnowbringingtoaclose,iftooautobiographicalforamodestpersontopublishinhislife—time,willreadilybeexcusedinagentlemanwhowritesfrombeyondthegrave。Peacebewithalltheworld!Myblessingonmyfriends!Myforgivenesstomyenemies!ForIamintherealmofquiet!
ThelifeoftheCustom—Houselieslikeadreambehindme。TheoldInspector—who,by—the—bye,Iregrettosay,wasoverthrownandkilledbyahorse,sometimeago;elsehewouldcertainlyhavelivedforever—
he,andallthoseothervenerablepersonageswhosatwithhimatthereceiptofcustom,arebutshadowsinmyview;white—headedandwrinkledimages,whichmyfancyusedtosportwith,andhasnowflungasideforever。Themerchants—Pingree,Phillips,Shepard,Upton,Kimball,Bertram,Hunt—these,andmanyothernames,whichhadsuchaclassicfamiliarityformyearsixmonthsago—thesemenoftraffic,whoseemedtooccupysoimportantapositionintheworld—howlittletimehasitrequiredtodisconnectmefromthemall,notmerelyinact,butrecollection!ItiswithaneffortthatIrecallthefiguresandappellationsofthesefew。Soon,likewise,myoldnativetownwillloomuponmethroughthehazeofmemory,amistbroodingoverandaroundit;asifitwerenoportionoftherealearth,butanovergrownvillageincloudland,withonlyimaginaryinhabitantstopeopleitswoodenhouses,andwalkitshomelylanes;andtheunpicturesqueprolixityofitsmainstreet。Henceforth,itceasestobearealityofmylife,Iamacitizenofsomewhereelse。Mygoodtownspeoplewillnotmuchregretme;for—thoughithasbeenasdearanobjectasany,inmyliteraryefforts,tobeofsomeimportanceintheireyes,andtowinmyselfapleasantmemoryinthisabodeandburial—placeofsomanyofmyforefathers—therehasneverbeen,forme,thegeneralatmospherewhichaliterarymanrequires,inordertoripenthebestharvestofhismind。Ishalldobetteramongstotherfaces;andthesefamiliarones,itneedhardlybesaid,willdojustaswellwithoutme。
Itmaybe,however—oh,transportingandtriumphantthought!—thatthegreat—grandchildrenofthepresentracemaysometimesthinkkindlyofthescribblerofbygonedays,whentheantiquaryofdaystocome,amongthesitesmemorableinthetown’shistory,shallpointoutthelocalityofTHETOWNPUMP!
I。