Shenoddedherhead;andIcouldseesympathywarminhereyes。
Wewentuptohim,butheseemedunconscious,breathingspasmodically。
Shetookchargeofhim,liftinghisheadtokeepthebloodoutofitanddespatchingmetothecabinforapillow。Ialsobroughtblankets,andwemadehimcomfortable。Itookhispulse。Itbeatsteadilyandstrong,andwasquitenormal。Thispuzzledme。becamesuspicious。
"Whatifheshouldbefeigningthis?"Iasked,stillholdinghiswrist。
Maudshookherhead,andtherewasreproofinhereyes。ButjustthenthewristIheldleapedfrommyhand,andthehandclaspedlikeasteeltrapaboutmywrist。Icriedaloudinawfulfear,awildinarticulatecry;
andIcaughtoneglimpseofhisface,malignantandtriumphant,ashisotherhandcompassedmybodyandIwasdrawndowntohiminaterriblegrip。
Mywristwasreleased,buthisotherarm,passedaroundmyback,heldbothmyarmssothatIcouldnotmove。Hisfreehandwenttomythroat,andinthatmomentIknewthebitterestforetasteofdeathearnedbyone’sownidiocy。WhyhadItrustedmyselfwithinreachofthoseterriblearms?
Icouldfeelotherhandsatmythroat。TheywereMaud’shands,strivingvainlytotearloosethehandthatwasthrottlingme。Shegaveitup,andIheardherscreaminawaythatcutmetothesoul,foritwasawoman’sscreamoffearandheart—breakingdespair。Ihadhearditbefore,duringthesinkingoftheMartinez。
MyfacewasagainsthischestandIcouldnotsee,butIheardMaudturnandrunswiftlyawayalongthedeck。Everythingwashappeningquickly。
Ihadnotyethadaglimmeringofunconsciousness,anditseemedthataninterminableperiodoftimewaslapsingbeforeIheardherfeetflyingback。AndjustthenIfeltthewholemansinkunderme。Thebreathwasleavinghislungsandhischestwascollapsingundermyweight。Whetheritwasmerelytheexpelledbreath,orhisconsciousnessofhisgrowingimpotence,Iknownot,buthisthroatvibratedwithadeepgroan。Thehandatmythroatrelaxed。Ibreathed。Itflutteredandtightenedagain。Butevenhistremendouswillcouldnotovercomethedissolutionthatassailedit。Thatwillofhiswasbreakingdown。Hewasfainting。
Maud’sfootstepswereverynearashishandflutteredforthelasttimeandmythroatwasreleased。Irolledoffandovertothedeckonmyback,gaspingandblinkinginthesunshine。Maudwaspalebutcomposed,——myeyeshadgoneinstantlytoherface,——andshewaslookingatmewithmingledalarmandrelief。Aheavyseal—clubinherhandcaughtmyeyes,andatthatmomentshefollowedmygazedowntoit。Theclubdroppedfromherhandasthoughithadsuddenlystungher,andatthesamemomentmyheartsurgedwithagreatjoy。Trulyshewasmywoman,mymate—woman,fightingwithmeandformeasthemateofacavemanwouldhavefought,alltheprimitiveinheraroused,forgetfulofherculture,hardunderthesofteningcivilizationoftheonlylifeshehadeverknown。
"Dearwoman!"Icried,scramblingtomyfeet。
Thenextmomentshewasinmyarms,weepingconvulsivelyonmyshoulderwhileIclaspedherclose。Ilookeddownatthebrowngloryofherhair,glintinggemsinthesunshinefarmoreprecioustomethanthoseinthetreasure—chestsofkings。AndIbentmyheadandkissedherhairsoftly,sosoftlythatshedidnotknow。
Thensoberthoughtcametome。Afterall,shewasonlyawoman,cryingherrelief,nowthatthedangerwaspast,inthearmsofherprotectororoftheonewhohadbeenendangered。HadIbeenfatherorbrother,thesituationwouldhavebeeninnowisedifferent。Besides,timeandplacewerenotmeet,andIwishedtoearnabetterrighttodeclaremylove。
SoonceagainIsoftlykissedherhairasfeltherrecedingfrommyclasp。
"Itwasarealattackthistime,"Isaid;"anothershockliketheonethatmadehimblind。Hefeignedatfirst,andindoingsobroughtiton。"
Maudwasalreadyrearranginghispillow。
"No,"Isaid,"notyet。NowthatIhavehimhelpless,helplessheshallremain。Fromthisdayweliveinthecabin。WolfLarsenshallliveinthesteerage。"
Icaughthimundertheshouldersanddraggedhimtothecompanionway。
AtmydirectionMaudfetchedarope。Placingthisunderhisshoulders,Ibalancedhimacrossthethresholdandloweredhimdownthestepstothefloor。Icouldnotlifthimdirectlyintoabunk,butwithMaud’shelpIliftedfirsthisshouldersandhead,thenhisbody,balancedhimacrosstheedge,androlledhimintoalowerbunk。
Butthiswasnottobeall。Irecollectedthehandcuffsinhisstateroom,whichhepreferredtouseonsailorsinsteadoftheancientandclumsyship—irons。So,whenwelefthim,helayhandcuffedhandandfoot。ForthefirsttimeinmanydaysIbreathedfreely。IfeltstrangelylightasIcameondeck,asthoughaweighthadbeenliftedfrommyshoulders。I
felt,also,thatMaudandIhaddrawnmorecloselytogether;andIwonderedifshe,too,feltitaswewalkedalongthedecksidebysidetowherethestalledforemasthungintheshears。TheSeaWolf:Chapter37CHAPTER37
AtoncewemovedaboardtheGhost,occupyingouroldstate—roomsandcookinginthegalley。TheimprisonmentofWolfLarsenhadhappenedmostopportunely,forwhatmusthavebeentheIndiansummerofthishighlatitudewasgoneanddrizzlingstormyweatherhadsetin。Wewereverycomfortable,andtheinadequateshears,withtheforemastsuspendedfromthem,gaveabusinesslikeairtotheschoonerandapromiseofdeparture。
AndnowthatwehadWolfLarseninirons,howlittledidweneedit!
Likehisfirstattack,hissecondhadbeenaccompaniedbyseriousdisablement。
Maudmadethediscoveryintheafternoonwhiletryingtogivehimnourishment。
Hehadshownsignsofconsciousness,andshehadspokentohim,elicitingnoresponse。Hewaslyingonhisleftsideatthetime,andinevidentpain。Witharestlessmovementherolledhisheadaround,clearinghisleftearfromthepillowagainstwhichithadbeenpressed。Atonceheheardandansweredher,andatonceshecametome。
Pressingthepillowagainsthisleftear,Iaskedhimifheheardme,buthegavenosign。Removingthepillowandrepeatingthequestion,heansweredpromptlythathedid。
"Doyouknowyouaredeafintherightear?"Iasked。
"Yes,"heansweredinalow,strongvoice,"andworsethanthat。Mywholerightsideisaffected。Itseemsasleep。Icannotmovearmorleg。"
"Feigningagain?"Idemandedangrily。
Heshookhishead,hissternmouthshapingthestrangest,twistedsmile。
Itwasindeedatwistedsmile,foritwasontheleftsideonly,thefacialmusclesoftherightsidemovingnotatall。
"ThatwasthelastplayoftheWolf,"hesaid。"Iamparalyzed。Ishallneverwalkagain。Oh,onlyontheotherside,"headded,asthoughdiviningthesuspiciousglanceIflungathisleftleg,thekneeofwhichhadjustthendrawnupandelevatedtheblankets。
"It’sunfortunate,"hecontinued。"I’dlikedtohavedoneforyoufirst,Hump。AndIthoughtIhadthatmuchleftinme。"
"Butwhy?"Iasked,partlyinhorror,partlyoutofcuriosity。
Againhissternmouthframedthetwistedsmile,ashesaid:
"Oh,justtobealive,tobelivinganddoing,tobethebiggestbitofthefermenttotheend,toeatyou。Buttodiethisway——"
Heshruggedhisshoulders,orattemptedtoshrugthem,rather,fortheleftshoulderalonemoved。Likethesmile,theshrugwastwisted。
"Buthowcanyouaccountforit?"Iasked。"Whereistheseatofyourtrouble?"
"Thebrain,"hesaidatonce。"Itwasthosecursedheadachesbroughtiton。"
"Symptoms,"Isaid。
Henoddedhishead。"Thereisnoaccountingforit。Iwasneversickinmylife。Something’sgonewrongwithmybrain。Acancer,atumor,orsomethingofthatnature,——athingthatdevoursanddestroys。It’sattackingmynerve—centres,eatingthemup,bitbybit,cellbycell——fromthepain。"
"Themotor—centres,too,"Isuggested。
"Soitwouldseem;andthecurseofitisthatImustliehere,conscious,mentallyunimpaired,knowingthatthelinesaregoingdown,breakingbitbybitcommunicationwiththeworld。Icannotsee,hearingandfeelingareleavingme,atthisrateIshallsoonceasetospeak;yetallthetimeIshallbehere,alive,active,andpowerless。"
"Whenyousayyouarehere,I’dsuggestthelikelihoodofthesoul,"Isaid。
"Bosh!"washisretort。"Itsimplymeansthatintheattackonmybrainthehigherpsychicalcentresareuntouched。Icanremember,canthinkandreason。Whenthatgoes,Igo。Iamnot。Thesoul?"
Hebrokeoutinmockinglaughter,thenturnedhislefteartothepillowasasignthathewishednofurtherconversation。
MaudandIwentaboutourworkoppressedbythefearfulfatewhichhadovertakenhim,——howfearfulwewereyetfullytorealize。Therewastheawfulnessofretributionaboutit。Ourthoughtsweredeepandsolemn,andwespoketoeachotherscarcelyabovewhispers。
"Youmightremovethehandcuffs,"hesaidthatnight,aswestoodinconsultationoverhim。"It’sdeadsafe。I’maparalyticnow。Thenextthingtowatchoutforisbedsores。"
Hesmiledhistwistedsmile,andMaud,hereyeswidewithhorror,wascompelledtoturnawayherhead。
"Doyouknowthatyoursmileiscrooked?"Iaskedhim;forknewthatshemustattendhim,andIwishedtosaveherasmuchaspossible。
"ThenIshallsmilenomore,"hesaidcalmly。"Ithoughtsomethingwaswrong。Myrightcheekhasbeennumballday。Yes,andI’vehadwarningsofthisforthelastthreedays;byspells,myrightsideseemedgoingtosleep,sometimesarmorhand,sometimeslegorfoot。"
"Somysmileiscrooked?"hequeriedashortwhileafter。"Well,considerhenceforththatIsmileinternally,withmysoul,ifyouplease,mysoul。
ConsiderthatIamsmilingnow。"
Andforthespaceofseveralminuteshelaythere,quiet,indulginghisgrotesquefancy。
Themanofhimwasnotchanged。Itwastheold,indomitable,terribleWolfLarsen,imprisonedsomewherewithinthatfleshwhichhadoncebeensoinvincibleandsplendid。Nowitboundhimwithinsentientfetters,wallinghissoulindarknessandsilence,blockingitfromtheworldwhichtohimhadbeenariotofaction。Nomorewouldheconjugatetheverb"todo"
ineverymoodandtense。"Tobe"wasallthatremainedtohim——tobe,ashehaddefineddeath,withoutmovement;towill,butnottoexecute;
tothinkandreasonandinthespiritofhimtobeasaliveasever,butinthefleshtobedead,quitedead。
Andyet,thoughIevenremovedthehandcuffs,wecouldnotadjustourselvestohiscondition。Ourmindsrevolted。Toushewasfullofpotentiality。
Weknewnotwhattoexpectofhimnext,whatfearfulthing,risingabovetheflesh,hemightbreakoutanddo。Ourexperiencewarrantedthisstateofmind,andwewentaboutourworkwithanxietyalwaysuponus。
Ihadsolvedtheproblemwhichhadarisenthroughtheshortnessoftheshears。Bymeansofthewatch—tackle,(Ihadmadeanewone),Iheavedthebuttoftheforemastacrosstherailandthenloweredittothedeck。
Next,bymeansoftheshears,Ihoistedthemainboomonboard。Itsfortyfeetoflengthwouldsupplytheheightnecessaryproperlytoswingthemast。BymeansofasecondarytackleIhadattachedtotheshears,Iswungtheboomtoanearlyperpendicularposition,thenloweredthebutttothedeck,where,topreventslipping,Ispikedgreatcleatsaroundit。Thesingleblockofmyoriginalshears—tackleIhadattachedtotheendoftheboom。Thus,bycarryingthistackletothewindlass,Icouldraiseandlowertheendoftheboomatwill,thebuttalwaysremainingstationary,and,bymeansofguys,couldswingtheboomfromsidetoside。TotheendoftheboomIhadlikewiseriggedahoistingtackle;andwhenthewholearrangementwascompletedIcouldnotbutbestartledbythepowerandlatitudeitgaveme。
Ofcourse,twodays’workwasrequiredfortheaccomplishmentofthispartofmytask,anditwasnottillthemorningofthethirddaythatIswungtheforemastfromthedeckandproceededtosquareitsbutttofitthestep。HereIwasespeciallyawkward。Isawedandchoppedandchiselledtheweatheredwoodtillithadtheappearanceofhavingbeengnawedbysomegiganticmouse。Butitfitted。
"Itwillwork,Iknowitwillwork,"Icried。
"DoyouknowDr。Jordan’sfinaltestoftruth?"Maudasked。
Ishookmyheadandpausedintheactofdislodgingtheshavingswhichhaddrifteddownmyneck。
"`Canwemakeitwork?Canwetrustourlivestoit?’isthetest。"
"Heisafavoriteofyours,"Isaid。
"WhenIdismantledmyoldPantheonandcastoutNapoleonandCaesarandtheirfellows,IstraightwayerectedanewPantheon,"sheansweredgravely,"andthefirstIinstalledwasDr。Jordan。"
"Amodernhero。"
"Andagreaterbecausemodern,"sheadded。"HowcantheOldWorldheroescomparewithours!"
Ishookmyhead。Weweretoomuchalikeinmanythingsforargument。
Ourpointsofviewandoutlookonlifeatleastwereverylike。
"Forapairofcriticsweagreefamously,"Ilaughed。
"Andasshipwrightandableassistant,"shelaughedback。
Buttherewaslittletimeforlaughterinthosedays,whatofourheavyworkandoftheawfulnessofWolfLarsen’slivingdeath。
Hehadreceivedanotherstroke。Hehadlosthisvoice,orhewaslosingit。Hehadonlyintermittentuseofit。Ashephrasedit,thewireswerelikethestockmarket,nowup,nowdown。Occasionallythewireswereupandhespokeaswellasever,thoughslowlyandheavily。Thenspeechwouldsuddenlydeserthim,inthemiddleofasentenceperhaps,andforhours,sometimes,wewouldwaitfortheconnectiontoberestablished。Hecomplainedofgreatpaininhishead,anditwasduringthisperiodthathearrangedasystemofcommunicationagainstthetimewhenspeechshouldleavehimaltogether——onepressureofthehandfor"yes,"twofor"no。"Itwaswellthatitwasarranged,forbyeveninghisvoicehadgonefromhim。
Byhandpressures,afterthat,heansweredourquestions,andwhenhewishedtospeakhescrawledhisthoughtswithhislefthand,quitelegibly,onasheetofpaper。
Thefiercewinterhadnowdescendeduponus。Galefollowedgale,withsnowandsleetandrain。Thesealshadstartedontheirgreatsouthernmigration,andtherookerywaspracticallydeserted。workedfeverishly。
Inspiteofthebadweather,andofthewindwhichespeciallyhinderedme,Iwasondeckfromdaylighttilldarkandmakingsubstantialprogress。
Iprofitedbymylessonlearnedthroughraisingtheshearsandthenclimbingthemtoattachtheguys。Tothetopoftheforemast,whichwasjustliftedconvenientlyfromthedeck,Iattachedtherigging,stays,andthroatandpeakhalyards。Asusual,Ihadunderratedtheamountofworkinvolvedinthisportionofthetask,andtwolongdayswerenecessarytocompleteit。Andtherewassomuchyettobedone——thesails,forinstance,whichpracticallyhadtobemadeover。
WhileItoiledatriggingtheforemast,Maudsewedoncanvas,readyalwaystodropeverythingandcometomyassistancewhenmorehandsthantwowererequired。Thecanvaswasheavyandhard,andshesewedwiththeregularsailor’spalmandthree—corneredsail—needle。Herhandsweresoonsadlyblistered,butshestruggledbravelyon,andinadditiondoingthecookingandtakingcareofthesickman。
"Afigforsuperstition,"IsaidonFridaymorning。"Thatmastgoesinto—day。"
Everythingwasreadyfortheattempt。Carryingtheboom—tackletothewindlass,Ihoistedthemastnearlyclearofthedeck。Makingthistacklefast,Itooktothewindlasstheshears—tackle,(whichwasconnectedwiththeendoftheboom),andwithafewturnshadthemastperpendicularandclear。
Maudclappedherhandstheinstantshewasrelievedfromholdingtheturn,crying:
"Itworks!Itworks!We’lltrustourlivestoit!"
Thensheassumedaruefulexpression。
"It’snotoverthehole,"shesaid。"Willyouhavetobeginallover?"
Ismiledinsuperiorfashion,and,slackingoffononeoftheboom—guysandtakinginontheother,swungthemastperfectlyinthecentreofthedeck。Stillitwasnotoverthehole。Againtheruefulexpressioncameonherface,andagainIsmiledinasuperiorway。Slackingawayontheboom—tackleandhoistinganequivalentamountontheshears—tackle,Ibroughtthebuttofthemastintopositiondirectlyovertheholeinthedeck。
ThenIgaveMaudcarefulinstructionsforloweringawayandwentintotheholdtothestepontheschooner’sbottom。
Icalledtoher,andthemastmovedeasilyandaccurately。Straighttowardthesquareholeofthestepthesquarebuttdescended;butasitdescendeditslowlytwistedsothatsquarewouldnotfitintosquare。ButIhadnotevenamoment’sindecision。CallingtoMaudtoceaselowering,Iwentondeckandmadethewatch—tacklefasttothemastwitharollinghitch。IleftMaudtopullonitwhileIwentbelow。BythelightofthelanternIsawthebutttwistslowlyaroundtillitssidescoincidedwiththesidesofthestep。Maudmadefastandreturnedtothewindlass。Slowlythebuttdescendedtheseveralinterveninginches,atthesametimeslightlytwistingagain。AgainMaudrectifiedthetwistwiththewatch—tackle,andagainsheloweredawayfromthewindlass。Squarefittedintosquare。Themastwasstepped。
Iraisedashout,andsherandowntosee。Intheyellowlanternlightwepeeredatwhatwehadaccomplished。Welookedateachother,andourhandsfelttheirwayandclasped。Theeyesofbothus,think,weremoistwiththejoyofsuccess。
"Itwasdonesoeasilyafterall,"Iremarked。"Alltheworkwasinthepreparation。"
"Andallthewonderinthecompletion,"Maudadded。
"Icanscarcelybringmyselftorealizethatthatgreatmastisreallyupandin;thatyouhavelifteditfromthewater,swungitthroughtheair,anddepositeditherewhereitbelongs。ItisaTitan’stask。"
"Andtheymadethemselvesmanyinventions,"Ibeganmerrily,thenpausedtosnifftheair。
Ilookedhastilyatthelantern。Itwasnotsmoking。Againsniffed。
"Somethingisburning,"Maudsaid,withsuddenconviction。
Wesprangtogetherfortheladder,butIracedpasthertothedeck。
Adensevolumeofsmokewaspouringoutofthesteeragecompanionway。
"TheWolfisnotyetdead,"ImutteredtomyselfasIsprangdownthroughthesmoke。
ItwassothickintheconfinedspacethatIwascompelledtofeelmyway;andsopotentwasthespellofWolfLarsenonmyimagination,Iwasquitepreparedforthehelplessgianttogripmyneckinastranglehold。
Ihesitated,thedesiretoracebackandupthestepstothedeckalmostoverpoweringme。ThenIrecollectedMaud。Thevisionofher,asIhadlastseenher,inthelanternlightoftheschooner’shold,herbrowneyeswarmandmoistwithjoy,flashedbeforeme,andIknewthatIcouldnotgoback。
IwaschokingandsuffocatingbythetimeIreachedWolfLarsen’sbunk。
Ireachedmyhandandfeltforhis。Hewaslyingmotionless,butmovedslightlyatthetouchofmyhand。Ifeltoverandunderhisblankets。Therewasnowarmth,nosignoffire。Yetthatsmokewhichblindedmeandmademecoughandgaspmusthaveasource。lostmyheadtemporarilyanddashedfranticallyaboutthesteerage。Acollisionwiththetablepartiallyknockedthewindfrommybodyandbroughtmetomyself。Ireasonedthatahelplessmancouldstartafireonlyneartowherehelay。
IreturnedtoWolfLarsen’sbunk。ThereIencounteredMaud。HowlongshehadbeenthereinthatsuffocatingatmosphereIcouldnotguess。
"Goupondeck!"Icommandedperemptorily。
"But,Humphrey——"shebegantoprotestinaqueer,huskyvoice。
"Please!please!"Ishoutedatherharshly。
Shedrewawayobediently,andthenIthought,Whatifshecannotfindthesteps?Istartedafterher,tostopatthefootofthecompanionway。
Perhapsshehadgoneup。AsIstoodthere,hesitant,heardhercrysoftly:
——
"Oh,Humphrey,Iamlost。"
Ifoundherfumblingatthewalloftheafterbulkhead,and,halfleadingher,halfcarryingher,Itookherupthecompanionway。Thepureairwaslikenectar。Maudwasonlyfaintanddizzy,andIleftherlyingonthedeckwhenItookmysecondplungebelow。
ThesourceofthesmokemustbeveryclosetoWolfLarsen——mymindwasmadeuptothis,andIwentstraighttohisbunk。AsIfeltaboutamonghisblankets,somethinghotfellonthebackofmyhand。Itburnedme,andIjerkedmyhandaway。ThenIunderstood。Throughthecracksinthebottomoftheupperbunkhehadsetfiretothemattress。Hestillretainedsufficientuseofhisleftarmtodothis。Thedampstrawofthemattress,firedfrombeneathanddeniedair,hadbeensmoulderingallthewhile。
AsIdraggedthemattressoutofthebunkitseemedtodisintegrateinmid—air,atthesametimeburstingintoflames。Ibeatouttheburningremnantsofstrawinthebunk,thenmadeadashforthedeckforfreshair。
Severalbucketsofwatersufficedtoputouttheburningmattressinthemiddleofthesteeragefloor;andtenminuteslater,whenthesmokehadfairlycleared,IallowedMaudtocomebelow。WolfLarsenwasunconscious,butitwasamatterofminutesforthefreshairtorestorehim。Wewereworkingoverhim,however,whenhesignedforpaperandpencil。
"Praydonotinterruptme,"hewrote。"Iamsmiling。"
"Iamstillabitoftheferment,yousee,"hewrotealittlelater。
"Iamgladyouareassmallabitasyouare,"Isaid。
"Thankyou,"hewrote。"ButjustthinkofhowmuchsmallershallbebeforeIdie。"
"AndyetIamallhere,Hump,"hewrotewithafinalflourish。"Icanthinkmoreclearlythaneverinmylifebefore。Nothingtodisturbme。
Concentrationisperfect。Iamallhereandmorethanhere。"
Itwaslikeamessagefromthenightofthegrave;forthisman’sbodyhadbecomehismausoleum。Andthere,insostrangesepulture,hisspiritflutteredandlived。Itwouldflutterandlivetillthelastlineofcommunicationwasbroken,andafterthatwhowastosayhowmuchlongeritmightcontinuetoflutterandlive?TheSeaWolf:Chapter38CHAPTER38
Ithinkmyleftsideisgoing,"WolfLarsenwrote,themorningafterhisattempttofiretheship。"Thenumbnessisgrowing。Icanhardlymovemyhand。Youwillhavetospeaklouder。Thelastlinesaregoingdown。"
"Areyouinpain?"Iasked。
Iwascompelledtorepeatmyquestionloudlybeforeheanswered。
"Notallthetime。"
Thelefthandstumbledslowlyandpainfullyacrossthepaper,anditwaswithextremedifficultythatwedecipheredthescrawl。Itwaslikea"spiritmessage,"suchasaredeliveredatsancesofspiritualistsforadollaradmission。
"ButIamstillhere,allhere,"thehandscrawledmoreslowlyandpainfullythanever。
Thepencildropped,andwehadtoreplaceitinthehand。
"WhenthereisnopainIhaveperfectpeaceandquiet。Ihaveneverthoughtsoclearly。IcanponderlifeanddeathlikeaHindoosage。"
"Andimmortality?"Maudqueriedloudlyintheear。
Threetimesthehandessayedtowritebutfumbledhopelessly。Thepencilfell。Invainwetriedtoreplaceit。Thefingerscouldnotcloseonit。
ThenMaudpressedandheldthefingersaboutthepencilwithherownhand,andthehandwrote,inlargeletters,andsoslowlythattheminutestickedofftoeachletter:
"B——O——S——H。"
ItwasWolfLarsen’slastword,"bosh,"scepticalandinvincibletotheend。Thearmandhandrelaxed。Thetrunkofthebodymovedslightly。
Thentherewasnomovement。Maudreleasedthehand。Thefingersspreadslightly,fallingapartoftheirownweight,andthepencilrolledaway。
"Doyoustillhear?"Ishouted,holdingthefingersandwaitingforthesinglepressurewhichwouldsignify"Yes。"Therewasnoresponse。Thehandwasdead。
"Inoticedthelipsslightlymove,"Maudsaid。
Irepeatedthequestion。Thelipsmoved。Sheplacedthetipsofherfingersonthem。AgainIrepeatedthequestion。"Yes,"Maudannounced。
Welookedateachotherexpectantly。
"Whatgoodisit?"Iasked。"Whatcanwesaynow?"
"Oh,askhim——"
Shehesitated。
"Askhimsomethingthatrequires`no’forananswer,"suggested。"Thenwewillknowwithcertainty。"
"Areyouhungry?"shecried。
Thelipsmovedunderherfingers,andsheanswered,"Yes。"
"Willyouhavesomebeef?"washernextquery。
"No,"sheannounced。
"Beef—tea?"