TenminuteslaterG。SeldenwaswalkingdownFifthAvenue,wonderingiftherewasanychanceofhisbeingarrestedbyapolicemanuponthechargethathewasreeling,insteadofwalkingsteadily。Hehopedheshouldgetbacktothehallbedroomsafely。NickBaumgartenandJemBolterboth"roomed"inthehousewithhim。Hecouldtellthemboth。ItwasJemwhohadmadeuptheyarnaboutoneofthemsavingReubenS。Vanderpoel’slife。Therehadbeennolife—saving,butthethinghadcometrue。
  "But,ifithadn’tbeenforLordMountDunstan,"hesaid,thinkingitoverexcitedly,"IshouldneverhaveseenMissVanderpoel,and,ifithadn’tbeenforMissVanderpoel,IshouldneverhavegotnexttoReubenS。inmylife。BothsidesoftheAtlanticOceangotbusytodoagoodturntoLittleWillie。Hullygee!"
  InhisstudyMr。VanderpoelwasrereadingBetty’sletters。
  HefeltthathehadgainedacertainknowledgeofLordMountDunstan。
  CHAPTERXXXIX
  ONTHEMARSHES
  THEmarshesstretchedmellowintheautumnsun,sheepwanderedabout,nibblingcontentedly,orlaydowntorestingroups,theskyreflectingitselfinthenarrowdykesgaveabluecolourtothewater,ascentoftheseawasintheairasonebreathedit,flocksofploverrose,nowandthen,cryingsoftly。Betty,walkingwithherdog,hadpassedaheronstandingattheedgeofapool。
  Fromherfirstdiscoveryofthem,shehadbeenattractedbythemarsheswiththeirEnglishsuggestionoftheRomanCampagna,theirbroadexpanseoflevellandspreadouttothesunandwind,thethousandsofwhitesheepdottedorclusteredasfaraseyecouldreach,thehuesofthemarshgrassandtheplantsgrowingthickatthebordersofthestripsofwater。Itsbeautywasallitsownandcuriouslyalooffromthesoftly—
  wooded,undulatingworldaboutit。Drivingorwalkingalongthehighroad——theroadtheRomanshadbuilttoLondontownlongcenturiesago——oneithersideofoneweremeadows,farms,scatteredcottages,andhopgardens,butbeyondandbelowstretchedthemarshland,goldenandgrey,andalwaysalluringonebyitssilence。
  "Ineverpassitwithoutwantingtogotoit——totakesolitarywalksoverit,tobeoneofthespotsonitasthesheepare。Itseemsasif,lyingthereundertheblueskyorthelowgreycloudswithalltheworldheldatbaybymerespaceandstillness,theymustfeelsomethingweknownothingof。Iwanttogoandfindoutwhatitis。"
  ThisshehadoncesaidtoMountDunstan。
  Soshehadfallenintothehabitofwalkingtherewithherdogathersideashersolecompanion,forhavingneedfortimeandspaceforthought,shehadfoundtheminthesilenceandaloofness。
  Lifehadbeenavividandpleasurablethingtoher,asfarasshecouldlookbackuponit。Shebegantorealisethatshemusthavebeenveryhappy,becauseshehadneverfoundherselfdesiringexistenceotherthansuchashadcometoherdaybyday。ExceptforherpassionatechildishregretatRosy’smarriage,shehadexperiencednopainfulfeeling。Infact,shehadfacednohurtinherlife,andcertainlyhadbeenconfrontedbynolimitations。Arguingthatgirlsintheirteensusuallyfallinlove,herfatherhadoccasionallywonderedthatshepassedthroughnolittleepisodesofsentiment,butthefactwasthatherinterestshadbeenlargerandmorenumerousthantheinterestsofgirlsgenerallyare,andheraffectionateintimacywithhimselfhadleftnosuchsmallvacantspacesasarefrequentlyfilledbyunimportantyoungemotions。Becauseshewasalogicalcreature,andhadwatchedlifeandthoselivingitwithclearandinterestedeyes,shehadnotbeenblindtothepathwhichhadmarkeditselfbeforeherduringthesummer’sgrowthandwaning。Shehadnot,atfirst,perhaps,knownexactlywhenthingsbegantochangeforher——whentheclarityofhermindbegantobedisturbed。Shehadthoughtinthebeginning——aspeoplehaveahabitofdoing——thataninstance——aproblem——asituationhadattractedherattentionbecauseitwasabsorbingenoughtothinkover。Herviewofthematterhadbeenthatasthesamethingwouldhaveinterestedherfather,ithadinterestedherself。ButfromthemorningwhenshehadbeenconsciousofthesuddenfuryrousedinherbyNigelAnstruthers’uglysneeratMountDunstan,shehadbetterunderstoodthethingwhichhadcomeuponher。Daybydayithadincreasedandgatheredpower,andsherealisedwithacertainsenseofimpatiencethatshehadnotinanydegreeunderstooditwhenshehadseenandwonderedatitseffectonotherwomen。Eachdayhadbeenlikeawaveencroachingfartherupontheshoreshestoodupon。Attheoutsetacertainignoblepride——sheknewitignoble——filledherwithrebellion。Shehadseensomuchofthiskindofsituation,andhadheardsomuchofthegeneralcomment。Peoplehadlearnedhowtosneerbecauseexperiencehadtaughtthem。Ifshegavethemcause,whyshouldtheynotsneeratherasatthings?Sherecalledwhatshehadherselfthoughtofsuchthings——thefollyofthem,theobviousness——thealmostdeserveddisaster。Shehadarrogatedtoherselfjudgmentofwomen——andmen——whomight,yes,whomighthavestoodupontheirstripofsand,asshestood,withthewavescreepingin,eachonehigher,stronger,andmoreengulfingthanthelast。Theremighthavebeenthoseamongthemwhoalsohadknowledgeofthatsuddendeadlyjoyatthesightofoneface,atthedropofonevoice。Whenthatwavesubmergedone’spulsingbeing,whathadtheworldtodowithone——howcouldonehearandthinkofwhatitsspeechmightbe?Itsvoiceclamouredtoofaroff。
  Asshewalkedacrossthemarshshewasthinkingthisfirstphaseover。Shehadreachedanewone,andatfirstshelookedbackwithafaint,evenratherhard,smile。Shewalkedstraightahead,hermastiff,Roland,paddingalongheavilycloseatherside。Howstillandwideandgoldenitwas;howthecryofploverandliftingtrillofskylarkassuredonethatonewaswhollyencircledbysolitudeandspacewhichweremoreenclosingthananywalls!ShewasgoingtothemoundstowhichMr。PenzancehadtrundledG。Seldenintheponychaise,whenhehadgivenhimthemarvelloushourwhichhadbroughtRomancampandRomanlegionstolifeagain。Uponthelargesthillockonecouldsitenthroned,restingchininhandandlookingoutunderlevellidsattheunstirring,softly—livinglovelinessofthemarsh—landworld。Soshewaspresentlyseated,withherheavy—limbedRolandatherfeet。Shehadcomeheretotrytoputthingsclearlytoherself,toplanwithsuchreasonasshecouldcontrol。Shehadbeguntobeunhappy,shehadbegun——withsomeunfairness——tolookbackupontheBettyVanderpoelofthepastasanunwittinglyself—sufficientyoungwoman,tofindherselfsuddenlyentangledbythings,eventoknowatouchofdesperateness。
  "Nottotakearemnantfromtheducalbargaincounter,"
  shewassayingmentally。Thatwaswhyhersmilewasalittlehard。Whatiftheremnantfromtheducalbargaincounterhadprejudicesofhisown?
  "Ifhewerepassionately——passionatelyinlovewithme,"shesaid,withredstaininghercheeks,"hewouldnotcome——hewouldnotcome——hewouldnotcome。And,becauseofthat,heismoretome——MORE!Andmorehewillbecomeeveryday——andthemorestronglyhewillholdme。Andtherewestand。"
  Rolandliftedhisfineheadfromhispaws,and,holdingiterectonastiff,strongneck,staredatherinobviousinquiry。
  Sheputoutherhandandtenderlypattedhim。
  "Hewillhavenoneofme,"shesaid。"Hewillhavenoneofme。"Andshefaintlysmiled,butthenextinstantshookherheadalittlehaughtily,and,havingdoneso,lookeddownwithanalteredexpressionupontheclothofherskirt,becauseshehadshakenuponit,fromtheextravagantlashes,twocleardrops。
  Itwasnottheresultofchancethatshehadseennothingofhimforweeks。Shehadnotattemptedtopersuadeherselfofthat。TwicehehaddeclinedaninvitationtoStornham,andoncehehadriddenpastherontheroadwhenhemighthavestoppedtoexchangegreetings,orhaveriddenonbyherside。
  Hedidnotmeantoseemtodesire,eversolightly,tobecountedasinthelists。Whetherhewasdrawnbyanylikingforherornot,itwasplainhehaddeterminedonthis。
  Ifsheweretogoawaynow,theywouldnevermeetagain。
  Theirwaysinthisworldwouldpartforever。Shewouldnotknowhowlongittooktobreakhimutterly——ifsuchamancouldbebroken。Ifnomagicchangetookplaceinhisfortunes——andwhatchangecouldcome?——thedecayabouthimwouldspreaddaybyday。Stonewallslastalongtime,sothehousewouldstandwhileeverybeautyandstatelinesswithinitfellintoruin。Gardenswouldbecomewildernesses,terracesandfountainscrumbleandbeovergrown,wallsthatwereto—dayleaningwouldfallwithtime。Theyearswouldpass,andhisyouthwiththem;hewouldgraduallychangeintoanoldmanwhilehewatchedthethingshelovedwithpassiondieslowlyandhard。HowstrangeitwasthatlivesshouldtouchandpassontheoceanofTime,andnothingshouldresult——nothingatall!Whenshewentonherway,itwouldbeasifashiploadedwitheveryaidoffoodandtreasurehadpassedaboatinwhichastrongmantossed,starvingtodeath,andhadnotevenrunupaflag。
  "Butonecannotrunupaflag,"shesaid,strokingRoland。
  "Onecannot。Therewestand。"
  ToherrecognitionofthisdeadlockofFate,therehadbeenaddingthegrowingdisturbancecausedbyyetanotherthingwhichwasincreasinglytroubling,increasinglydifficulttoface。
  Gradually,andatfirstwithwonderfulnaturalnessofbearing,NigelAnstruthershadmanagedtocreateforhimselfasingularplaceinhereverydaylife。Ithadbegunwithacertainpersonalnessinhisattitude,apersonalnesswhichwasathingtodislike,butalmostimpossibleopenlytoresent。Certainly,asaself—invitedguestinhishouse,shecouldscarcelyprotestagainsttheamiabilityofhisdemeanourandhisexteriorcourtesyandattentivenessofmannerinhisconducttowardsher。Shehadtriedtosweepawaytheobjectionablequalityinhisbearing,byfrankness,byindifference,byentirelackofresponse,butshehadremainedconsciousofitsincreasingasaspider’swebmightincreaseasthespiderspunitquietlyoverone,throwingoutthreadssoimpalpablethatonecouldnotbrushthemawaybecausetheyweretooslighttobeseen。Shewasawarethatinthefirstyearsofhismarriedlifehehadalternatelyresentedthescarcityoftheinvitationssentthemandrudelyrefusedsuchaswerereceived。SincehehadreturnedtofindheratStornham,hehadinsistedthatnoinvitationsshouldbedeclined,andhadescortedhiswifeandherselfwherevertheywent。Whatcouldhavebeenconventionallymoreproper——whatmoreimproperthanthatheshouldhavepersistentlyhaveremainedathome?Andyettherecameatimewhen,astheythreedrovetogetheratnightintheclosedcarriage,Bettywasconsciousthat,ashesatoppositetoherinthedark,whenhespoke,whenhetouchedherinarrangingtherobeoverher,oropeningorshuttingthewindow,hesubtly,butpersistently,conveyedthatthepersonalnessofhisvoice,look,andphysicalnearnesswasasortofhideousconfidencebetweenthemwhichtheywerecleverlyconcealingfromRosalieandtheoutsideworld。
  Whensherodeaboutthecountry,hehadawayofappearingatsometurningandmakinghimselfhercompanion,ridingtoocloselyatherside,andassuminganoticeableairofbeingengagedinmeaninglyconfidentialtalk。Once,whenhehadbeenleaningtowardsherwithanaudaciouslytendermanner,theyhadbeenpassedbytheDunholmcarriage,andLadyDunholmandthefrienddrivingwithherhadevidentlytriednottolooksurprised。LadyAlanby,meetingtheminthesamewayatanothertime,hadputupherglassesandstaredinopendisapproval。ShemightadmireastrikinglyhandsomeAmericangirl,butherfavourwouldnotlastthroughanysuchvulgarsillinessasflirtationswithdisgracefulbrothers—in—law。WhenBettystrolledabouttheparkorthelanes,shemuchtoooftenencounteredSirNigelstrollingalso,andknewthathedidnotmeantoallowhertoridherselfofhim。Inpublic,hemadeapointofkeepingobservablyclosetoher,ofhoveringinhervicinityandlookingonatallshedidwitheyessherebelledagainstfindingfixedonhereachtimeshewasobligedtoturninhisdirection。Hehadafashionofcomingtohersideandspeakinginadroppedvoice,whichexcludedothers,asafavouredlovermight。Shehadseenbothmenandwomenglanceatherinhalf—embarrassmentattheirsuddensenseoffindingthemselvesslightlydetrop。Shehadsaidaloudtohimononesuchoccasion——andshehadsaiditwithsmilingcasualnessforthebenefitofLadyAlanby,towhomshehadbeentalking:
  "Don’talarmmebydroppingyourvoice,Nigel。Iameasilyfrightened——andLadyAlanbywillthinkweareconspirators。"
  Foraninstanthewastakenbysurprise。Hehadbeenpleasedtobelievethattherewasnowayinwhichshecoulddefendherself,unlessshewouldcondescendtosomethingstupidlylikeascene。Heflushedanddrewhimselfup。
  "Ibegyourpardon,mydearBetty,"hesaid,andwalkedawaywiththemannerofanoffendedadorer,leavinghertorealiseanodiouslyunpleasanttruth——whichisthatthereareincidentsonlymademoreinexplicablebyanefforttoexplain。
  Shesawalsothathewasquiteawareofthis,andthathisoffendeddeparturewasabrilliantinspiration,andhadlefther,asitwere,inthelurch。TohavesaidtoLadyAlanby:"Mybrother—in—law,inwhosehouseIammerelystayingformysister’ssake,istryingtoleadyoutobelievethatIallowhimtomakelovetome,"wouldhavesuggestedeitherfollyorinsanityonherownpart。Asitwas——afteraglanceatSirNigel’sstifflyretreatingback——LadyAlanbymerelylookedawaywithawhollyuninvitingexpression。
  WhenBettyspoketohimafterwards,haughtilyandwithdetermination,helaughed。
  "Mydearestgirl,"hesaid,"ifIwatchyouwithinterestanddropmyvoicewhenIgetachancetospeaktoyou,Ionlydowhateveryothermandoes,andIdoitbecauseyouareanalluringyoungwoman——whichnooneismoreperfectlyawareofthanyourself。Yourpretencethatyoudonotknowyouarealluringisthemostcaptivatingthingaboutyou。AndwhatdoyouthinkofdoingifIcontinuetooffendyou?Doyouproposetodesertus——toleavepoorRosalietosinkbackagainintothebundleofoldclothesshewaswhenyoucame?ForHeaven’ssake,don’tdothat!"
  Allthathiswordssuggestedtookformbeforehervividly。
  Howwellheunderstoodwhathewassaying。Butsheansweredhimbravely。
  "No。Idonotmeantodothat。"
  Hewatchedherforafewseconds。Therewascuriosityinhiseyes。
  "Don’tmakethemistakeofimaginingthatIwillletmywifegowithyoutoAmerica,"hesaidnext。"SheisasfarofffromthatasshewaswhenIbroughthertoStornham。I
  havetoldherso。Amancannottiehiswifetothebedpostinthesedays,buthecanmakehereffortstoleavehimsodecidedlyunpleasantthatdecentwomenprefertostayathomeandtakewhatiscoming。Ihaveseenthatoftenenough`tobankonit,’
  ifImayquoteyourAmericanfriends。"
  "Doyouremembermyoncesaying,"Bettyremarked,"thatwhenawomanhasbeenPROPERLYill—treatedthetimecomeswhennothingmatters——nothingbutreleasefromthelifesheloathes?"
  "Yes,"heanswered。"Andtoyounothingwouldmatterbut——excusemysayingit——yourowndamnable,headstrongpride。ButRosalieisdifferent。Everythingmatterstoher。
  Andyouwillfinditso,mydeargirl。"
  AndthatthiswasatleasthalftruewasbroughthometoherbythefactthatlatethesamenightRosycametoherwhitewithcrying。
  "Itisnotyourfault,Betty,"shesaid。"Don’tthinkthatI
  thinkitisyourfault,buthehasbeeninmyroominoneofthosehumourswhenheseemslikeadevil。HethinksyouwillgobacktoAmericaandtrytotakemewithyou。But,Betty,youmustnotthinkaboutme。Itwillbebetterforyoutogo。
  Ihaveseenyouagain。Ihavehadyoufor——foratime。Youwillbesaferathomewithfatherandmother。"
  Bettylaidahandonhershoulderandlookedatherfixedly。
  "Whatisit,Rosy?"shesaid。"Whatisithedoestoyou——thatmakesyoulikethis?"
  "Idon’tknow——butthathemakesmefeelthatthereisnothingbutevilandliesintheworldandnothingcanhelponeagainstthem。Thosethingshesaysabouteveryone——menandwomen——thingsonecan’trepeat——makemesick。AndwhenItrytodenythem,helaughs。"
  "Doeshesaythingsaboutme?"Bettyinquired,veryquietly,andsuddenlyRosaliethrewherarmsroundher。
  "Betty,darling,"shecried,"gohome——gohome。Youmustnotstayhere。"
  "WhenIgo,youwillgowithme,"Bettyanswered。"I
  amnotgoingbacktomotherwithoutyou。"
  Shemadeacollectionofmanyfactsbeforetheirinterviewwasatanend,andtheypartedforthenight。AmongthefirstwasthatNigelhadpreparedforcertainpossibilitiesaswiseholdersofafortressprepareforsiege。Aratherlongsittingaloneoverwhiskyandsodahad,withoutmakinghimloquacious,heatedhisbloodinsuchamannerasledhimtobelesssubtlethanusual。Drinkdidnotmakehimdrunk,butmalignant,andwhenamanisinthemalignantmood,heforgetshiscleverness。Soherevealedmorethanheabsolutelyintended。
  Itwastobegatheredthathedidnotmeantopermithiswifetoleavehim,evenforavisit;hewouldnotallowhimselftobemaderidiculousbysuchathing。Amanwhocouldnotcontrolhiswifewasafoolanddeservedtobealaughing—stock。
  AsUghtredandhisfutureinheritanceseemedtohavebecomeofinteresttohisgrandfather,andweretobewellnursedandtakencareof,hisintentionwasthattheboyshouldremainunderhisownsupervision。HecouldamusehimselfwellenoughatStornham,nowthatithadbeenputinorder,ifitwaskeptupproperlyandhefilleditwithpeoplewhodidnotborehim。Therewerepeoplewhodidnotborehim——plentyofthem。Rosaliewouldstaywhereshewasandreceivehisguests。
  IfsheimaginedthatthelittleepisodeofFfolliotthadbeenentirelydormant,shewasmistaken。Heknewwherethemanwas,andexactlyhowseriousitwouldbetohimifscandalwasstirredup。Hehadbeenatsometroubletofindout。Thefellowhadrecentlyhadthelucktofallintoaveryfineliving。
  IthadbeenbestowedonhimbytheoldDukeofBroadmorlands,whowasthemoststrait—lacedoldboyinEngland。
  Hehadbecomesoinhisdisgustatthelightbehaviourofthewifehehaddivorcedinhisearlymanhood。Nigelcackledgentlyashedetailedthat,byanagreeablecoincidence,ithappenedthatherGracehadsuddenlybecomefilledwithpiousfervour——rousedtheretobyagood—lookinglocumtenens——
  result,painfuldiscoveries——thepairbeingnowrumouredtobekeepingalodging—housetogethersomewhereinAustralia。A
  wordtogoodoldBroadmorlandswouldproducetheeffectofalightedmatchonabarrelofgunpowder。ItwouldbetheendofFfolliott。NeitherwoulditbeagoodintroductiontoBetty’sfirstseasoninLondon,neitherwoulditbeenjoyedbyhermother,whomherememberedasawomanwithprimitiveviewsofdomesticrectitude。HesmiledtheawfulsmileashetookoutofhispockettheenvelopecontainingthewordshiswifehadwrittentoMr。Ffolliott,"Donotcometothehouse。MeetmeatBartyonWood。"Itdidnottakemuchtoconvincepeople,ifonemanagedthingswithdecentforethought。TheBrents,forinstance,werefondneitherofhernorofBetty,andtheyhadneverforgottenthequestionableconductoftheirlocumtenens。Then,suddenly,hehadchangedhismannerandhadsatdown,laughing,anddrawnRosalietohiskneeandkissedher——yes,hehadkissedherandtoldhernottolooklikealittlefooloractlikeone。Nothingunpleasantwouldhappenifshebehavedherself。Bettyhadimprovedhergreatly,andshehadgrownyoungandprettyagain。Shelookedquitelikeachildsometimes,nowthatherboneswerecoveredandshedressedwell。Ifshewantedtopleasehimshecouldputherarmsroundhisneckandkisshim,ashehadkissedher。
  "Thatiswhathasmadeyoulookwhite,"saidBetty。
  "Yes。Thereissomethingabouthimthatsometimesmakesyoufeelasiftheverybloodinyourveinsturnedwhite,"
  answeredRosy——inalowvoice,whichthenextmomentrose。
  "Don’tyousee——don’tyousee,"shebrokeout,"thattodispleasehimwouldbelikemurderingMr。Ffolliott——likemurderinghismotherandmine——andlikemurderingUghtred,becausehewouldbekilledbytheshameofthings——andbybeingtakenfromme。Wehavelovedeachothersomuch——somuch。
  Don’tyousee?"
  "Iseeallthatrisesupbeforeyou,"Bettysaid,"andI
  understandyourfeelingthatyoucannotsaveyourselfbybringingruinuponaninnocentmanwhohelpedyou。Irealisethatonemusthavetimetothinkitover。But,Rosy,"asuddenringinhervoice,"Itellyouthereisawayout——thereisawayout!Theendofthemiseryiscoming——anditwillnotbewhathethinks。"
  "Youalwaysbelieve————"beganRosy。
  "Iknow,"answeredBetty。"Iknowtherearesomethingssobadthattheycannotgoon。Theykillthemselvesthroughtheirownevil。IKNOW!IKNOW!Thatisall。"
  CHAPTERLX
  "DON’TGOONWITHTHIS"
  Ofthesethings,asofothers,shehadcometohersolitudetothink。Shelookedoutoverthemarshesscarcelyseeingthewanderingorrestingsheep,scarcelyhearingthecryingplover,becausesomuchseemedtoconfronther,andshemustlookitallwellintheface。Shehadfulfilledthepromiseshehadmadetoherselfasachild。ShehadcomeinsearchofRosy,shehadfoundherassimpleandlovingofheartasshehadeverbeen。Themostpainfuldiscoveriesshehadmadehadbeenconcealedfromhermotheruntiltheiraspectwasmodified。
  Mrs。VanderpoelneednowfeelnoshockatthesightoftherestoredRosy。LadyAnstruthershadbeenstillyoungenoughtorespondbothphysicallyandmentallytolove,companionship,agreeableluxuries,andstimulatinginterests。ButforNigel’santagonismtherewasnownoreasonwhysheshouldnotbetakenhomeforavisittoherfamily,andherlong—yearned—forNewYork,noreasonwhyherfatherandmothershouldnotcometoStornham,andthusestablishthecustomarysocialrelationsbetweentheirdaughter’shomeandtheirown。ThatthisseemedoutofthequestionwasowingtothefactthatattheoutsetofhismarriedlifeSirNigelhadallowedhimselftocommiterrorsintactics。Aperverseegotism,notwhollynormalinitsrancour,hadledhimintodeedswhichhehadbeguntosuspectofhavingcosthimtoomuch,evenbeforeBettyherselfhadpointedouttohimtheirunbusinesslikeindiscretion。Hehaddonethingshecouldnotundo,andnow,tohismind,hisonlyresourcewastotreatthemboldlyashavingbeentheproperresultsofdecisionfoundedonsoundjudgment,whichhehadnodesiretoexcuse。Asufficientlyarrogantloftinessofbearingwould,hehoped,carryhimthroughthematter。ThisBettyherselfhadguessed,butshehadnotrealisedthatthisloftinessofattitudewasindangeroflosingsomeofitseffectivenessthroughhisbeingincreasinglystungandspurredbycircumstancesandfeelingsconnectedwithherself,whichwereatonceexasperatingandattimesalmostoverpowering。When,inhismingleddislikeandadmiration,hehadbeguntostudyhissister—in—law,andthehalf—amusedweavingofthesmallplotswhichwouldmakethingssufficientlyunpleasanttobeusedasfactorsinherremovalfromthescene,ifnecessary,hehadnotcalculated,eversoremotely,onthechanceofthatmadnessbesettinghimwhichusuallybesetsmenonlyintheiryouth。Hehadimaginednootherresultstohimselfthanasubtly—excitingprivateentertainment,suchaswouldgivespicetothedullnessofvirtuouslifeinthecountry。But,despitehimselfandhisintentions,hehadfoundthesituationalter。HisfirstuncertaintyofhimselfhadarisenattheDunholmball,whenhehadsuddenlyrealisedthathewasdetestingmenwho,beingyoungandfree,wereatlibertytopaygallantcourttothenewbeauty。
  PerhapsthemostdisturbingthingtohimhadbeenhisconsciousnessofhissuddenleapofantagonismtowardsMountDunstan,who,despitehisobviouslackofchance,somehowespeciallyrousedinhimtherageofwarringmaleinstinct。
  Therehadbeenadmissionshehadbeenforced,atlength,tomaketohimself。Youcouldnot,itappeared,liveinthehousewithasplendidcreaturelikethisone——withherbrillianteyes,herbeautyoflineandmovementbeforeyoueveryhour,herbloom,herproudfinenessholdingthemselveswhollyintheirownkeeping——withouttherebeingthedeviltopay。Latelyhehadsometimesgonehotandcoldinrealisingthat,havingoncetoldhimselfthathemightchoosetodecidetogetridofher,henowknewthatthemerethoughtofhersailingawayofherownchoicewasmaddeningtohim。ThereWASthedeviltopay!